tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5023681795795921852024-10-24T05:58:32.501-07:00Winds of TimeWambui Mbuguahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07887966152751873048noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-502368179579592185.post-55425901418658695112019-04-03T09:16:00.002-07:002019-06-06T03:55:16.612-07:00The Paradox of Belonging<div style="background-color: white; color: #222222;">
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><b>He says I belong to him</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">While my heart tears apart</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">For sooner or later our paths will part</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">In a state of emergency</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">She finds solace in his arms</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">For she can't feel the Almighty arms </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Holding her</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Her faith has gone cold</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">In tears, she remembers the pain</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">The pain of sacrifice</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Sacrifices that have proven unworthy</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Now she seeks solace in a man</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">To the edge of herself </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">She feels going</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Will she turn back and return?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">How could she face such temptation?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">When her spirit is so weak</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">For the words she believed</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Seem to be a lie</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">The story she told</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Seems to be a lie</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">She must have walked all alone</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Were you an illusion all this time?</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Have you duped me to believe? </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">In Your unconditional love</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Right now</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">My heart is afraid</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">My heart is troubled</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">He has tempted me</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">And it seems he is winning</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">If he be a liar</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">If there be Truth</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">I have sought</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">In letters and in ritual</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">To experience a love that I have not known</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">You have been my mother</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">You have been my father</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">You have been my everything for a long time</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Now, I have nothing</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">I have nothing left in me </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">I have nothing</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">I have reached the end of myself</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">I don't want anything else</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Other than to know you</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Don't you want me to know you?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">You knew me before all ages</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">I have seen you in my lack</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">I believed you</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">I have pursued you</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Have you pursued me?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">I am a forgotten child</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">The whole world has forgotten me</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">You can't possibly forget me too</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">How do I see in this darkness?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">How do I see you?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">I am stuck</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">I am tired</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Of trying too many a times</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">We have walked miles</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">At least I thought we did</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">How comes now I don't believe we did?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">I need you to embrace me</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">I need you to see me</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">I need you to love me</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">I need you to let me feel loved</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">I am tired</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">I want to walk away</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">I want to disappear</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">To disappear in the dark</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">It is consuming me</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">I do not see your light</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">And please do not call this self pity</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">I do not belong to myself</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">If you be truthful</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">I belong to you</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">You have known me</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">If be truth</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">If be a lie</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Oh, I am doomed</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Doomed in my sacrifice</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">I retire to myself</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">If I be alone</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">To myself do I belong</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Oh what sorrow</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Oh what sadness</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">To belong to myself</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">No human being</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Will take me</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">They will always leave</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">I am slightly going mad</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">In thought of this loneliness</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">That beauty and grace escape me</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">My ability they want</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">My heart they want</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">My mind they want</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">My soul they want</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">With no price tag</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">I have not asked back</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">I have not asked back,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">You have said you will give back</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Now, confusion abounds</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Confusion has taken over</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">My life is not worthy</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Worthy not</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">A second hand grand baby</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">I have been</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Now I accept</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">My mind is playing tricks on me</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Playing tricks of love</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Feigning love</span></div>
Wambui Mbuguahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07887966152751873048noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-502368179579592185.post-37381465180462745832017-07-20T09:36:00.002-07:002017-07-20T09:54:44.689-07:00The Diary of Jane<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">She walked among blokes every day.
She second guessed her movement as if the world belonged to the blokes alone.
Perhaps in a cave she would be alright. She had neither the strength to see the
world as she would appreciate. Every bloke seemed like a predator. For even a
kind heart could trample on her. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Maybe Naissy had been playing the cards all
wrong. She wished she knew how to win. All she could do was pray. How would she
walk again? How would she talk to him again? How would she see the
good in any bloke? </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">She tried to skim books as if her mind belonged to him. She
thought of telling him how he stole her mind away.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Bloke</span></span></div>
Wambui Mbuguahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07887966152751873048noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-502368179579592185.post-89491707893143214322015-03-02T01:22:00.003-08:002015-03-02T01:25:58.256-08:00My intelligence woe<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">This is a new month and a new week and my heart seems to be troubled yet. How i despise a personality that does not awaken a sense of wonder, a status quo, a personality that does not inspire the sense of wonder. My heart is sunken and feels agitated at the thought of how this little world works. I'm no saint but i see how wrong and unfair the situation is. I guess my only consolation is not to complain just continue doing what i do best. Working hard for the love of humanity.The only way i know how to. Forgive my intelligence.</span></div>
Wambui Mbuguahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07887966152751873048noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-502368179579592185.post-18149967868702082602014-12-04T06:48:00.000-08:002014-12-10T22:50:06.514-08:00On Setting<br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">This moment lost in less thoughts of my own. Who would like to get lost in this moment, my moment. Caving in into a heart and mind, deep and shallow. Who will tell me. The moments of inspiration and imagination last as much as one has a breath of hope. Strength just kicks it. Surprised at the possibility of a much more beautiful heart and mind one can have. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Walk with me and let us see where the wind of time will have us land. Imagination be the command.</span>Wambui Mbuguahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07887966152751873048noreply@blogger.com0