Words from Rian

(The Expanding and Stagnating)

2020-04-20T15:43:00.000+01:00

Lurid luminescence in lucid vitality,
vivid in its vibrancy.
Emotional palette motioned by memory,
memory in its infancy.
Experience expanding the layers of learning,
beliefs in elasticity,
motioned by memory, stagnating in stages,
stubbornness stripping layers of learning.
New experience expanding further thoughts,
negating failed experience;
learning presses on.
Memory motioned by memory,
stubbornness stripping layers and saving
saving layers that suit.
Coarse layers stripped by time,
stagnating in stages

Failed experience

Motioned by memory stripped by time

memory stripped by time

s t r i p p e d b y

~~(the expanding and stagnating of)~~ time.

#Governmentapproved

2020-04-17T13:25:00.000+01:00

"Government approved"

But I don't approve peddling

With no direction.

Time on my Hands

2020-04-09T20:50:00.001+01:00

semarfthgiL

2020-04-09T14:21:00.001+01:00

Light spills onto skin,

soft to touch,

but deeper still
an inner glow tends.

Reflections
abound in tandem,

a rippled crowd of fractals
slipping past the frame-limit

Sorry for the Silence

2020-02-24T15:05:00.000+00:00

Forgive a poet who is content

when his pen is dry and words are spent,

when there are no problems to be solved

and no cast of villains to be involved.

Forgive a poet who can freely smile

when he has no troubles to compile,

when his sad songs have carried out their chore

and he does not need them anymore.

Forgive a poet who put down his pen
when he struggled to find his voice again,
when his words became all soft and sappy;
forgive a poet when he is happy.

Rudimentary Rumblings

2020-01-23T14:16:00.000+00:00

Virulent vitriol, violent in his hate,

erupting without encracity -

flaught infant flocks watch him vesuviate;

he devours young hope with voracity.

Fremescent rocks rained from the mouth of his vent,

a fusillade of barbed, bellicose bricks -

burning the innocence of all where he went;

sending souls along the lava of Styx.

But through the rumbles, the roots where he stands

grow a verdure still of verdure and pure -

remaining unmoved by chaos he demands;

standing up for all hope; steadfast and sure.

That rubicund ridge could foam in its threats

but dowsed with indifference and peril wets.

On the Mount

2019-10-20T21:01:00.000+01:00

Incandescence on the mount, a thumbprint of sun sat

on the summit as swallows bob through haircut branches.

a certain someone alone with grass;

his thoughts are moths his skull of wool.

nature’s cut to frames, still her light restores his centre.

flakes of fairy dust feather my eyelids—

sharing design, or something intimate

to imbue and bond below a yew and imbibe

chimney smoke escapes the terraces below

and

wind of near seasons knock the day.

What If

2019-08-23T13:38:00.000+01:00

A child in the supermarket,

clutches tightly their mother’s hand

makes micro-observations;

the height of the ceiling

and where the pipes may go,

counting the tiles on the floor

and creating an equation to match.

what direction the shadows are cast.

It is a human desire to wonder – what if?

Allowing minute, insignificant things to manifest and grow

a trait often exclusive to a child’s psyche.

But by no fault of their own

a child

entranced by the ceilings

the floor tiles and the shadows

might not be so wary of the bigger things in front of them;

usually a pole, sometimes a window

but rarely a person

another child

who much the same would

never realise the other was there.

Fate wouldn’t bear good news, nor would it caution them

their paths would just cross prematurely

each afforded the other’s presence

ten years too early and without

the butterflies.

In the meantime, they fade

each clutching their mother’s hand

going their separate ways until they meet again.

For now, to each other, just shadows, only foreshadows.

My Palace

2019-02-23T15:02:00.000+00:00

I caught your scent on my pillow

your fragments sewn into my skin;

the soft satin of your presence

is so pleasant to get lost in.

So I inhale your existence

and I choke myself on your fumes;

I walk slowly down your hallway

and I explore your fragrant rooms.

Your love houses my happiness

like a palace, vast and pristine

yet in homely intimacy

all is so dreamily serene.

Nightmare

2019-01-17T21:28:00.000+00:00

Soft whispering, in my ears, or my head?

I turn and look, see and feel the new fear.

Thick black scars on hands and wrists where it bled.

Doom sighs, shifts and shudders as it draws near,

reaches for the mask, the face it’s wearing.

A cruel dark creature of towering gore.

Long nails dig under chin and scalp, tearing.

Its grinning visage flops onto the floor.

I’m running and my doom is pursuing.

I don’t want to die, not here, alone.

I hear it laugh, my flight is amusing.

Its talons rend my flesh and piece my bone.

I wake, my fears are once again my thrall.

But to be safe I turn and face the wall.

Haze Loop

2018-11-29T20:42:00.001+00:00

Mist ascends in morning's haze

as dreamers dare to dowse their daze,

but vapour's hold

can only fold

underneath the burning rays.

Underneath the burning bright

the goldfinch tells of her delight,

her feathered flow

is soft and slow

singing in the midst of flight.

Singing in the mid of day

the goldfinches have flown away

so too has gone

the sun who shone;

mist ascends in renewed haze.

Autosarcophagy

2018-10-25T22:56:00.000+01:00

If I could eat through these walls of hard bone

to find an exit from my dingy cave

then my jaw might clamp onto some unseen zone

that leaves me with fresh strategies to save.

I know that soon my gnawing teeth will yield

when they start to pierce the layer of thick skin

that's worn so thin it can no longer shield

my empty vessel from the mess I'm in.

I've come to terms with my fruitless escape

now that I've noticed I'm my own jailer

and if this prison is one I can't reshape

then I will remain wrapped up in failure.

But I will still keep biting at my skull

for my restless stomach is never full.

Broken Black Glass

2018-10-25T14:45:00.002+01:00

| .lɒnimɿǝɈ

| bǝmǝǝb ƨi

| bloʜ ƨǝʞɒɈ ɈɒʜɈ

| noiɈɒυɈiƨ ɔiɈpǝƨ ǝʜɈ

| liɈnυ bǝɿonϱi γlǝϱɿɒl Ɉυb

| Ɉnǝƨǝɿp niɒp bǝυbbυƨ ʇo

| noiɈɔǝlʇǝɿ ǝƨnǝɈ lυʇiɈip ǝʜɈ

| mɒ I .

| ɈnǝmɈnǝƨǝɿ

| ϱnibnυoƨǝɿ bnɒ

| ǝnob bǝƨopxǝ Ɉpǝɔxǝ

| Ɉʇǝl ƨi ϱniʜɈon

| bnɒ nɿow ǝɿɒ γǝʜɈ

| liɈnυ niʞƨ nǝʞoɿb ʇo

| ƨɿǝγɒl nǝǝwɈǝb ƨǝbilƨ ɈɒʜɈ

| ƨƨɒlϱ ʞɔɒlb ʇo bɿɒʜƨ bǝɿǝɈɈɒʜƨ ǝʜɈ

| mɒ I

_____________________________

Bare Branches

2018-10-13T22:59:00.000+01:00

I look out to see the branches are bare

but I don't remember seeing leaves fall.

It seems we go from having it all there

seamlessly to having nothing at all.

It makes me wonder just when did they leave

and where have the vibrant times gone?

Has the sun merely had a small reprieve

or has the light permenantly moved on?

I know that there will be new leaves to grow

but there's a cold winter to endure first,

and if the branches can shake off the snow

then I can cope with old leaves being dispersed.

We've suffered the season's sudden refresh

but we can look forward to starting afresh.

A Change of Routine

2018-10-07T18:25:00.000+01:00

A change of routine

new sizes in shadows

I step into open skies.

A loss of lush green

no singing of sparrows

Summer has seen her demise.

I'd usually mourn

a farewell to flowers

and the beach days that have been

but all is reborn

and within my powers

is the chance to change my routine.

Shepherd Tones

2018-09-27T22:50:00.000+01:00

Chairs have been sitting on me

with jumping beans flashing green,

just sleep and you will see

I can only live what we can dream.

I'm not sorry for my smile

but my bleary eyes say otherwise,

let us rest for just a while

and we can sing to the sunrise.

Lunar Sea/Lunacy

2018-09-17T18:57:00.000+01:00

Smoky jonquil hue
concaved and serrated,
concealed by the clouds
softened and sedated.

Intermittent blinks

flashes of ruby red,

guiding in the dark

as sea and sky are wed.

Dulled by a warm blade

veiled in a vapoured gloom,

piercing the nothing

the sunk ship met her doom.

(and so too did the moon).

A September's Sunday by the Sea

2018-09-02T18:48:00.000+01:00

Light catches all that comes out to greet it;

glints glittering in pebbled hills

glints glittering in the ocean's wafered waves,

glints glittering in Sunday's satisfied eyes.

Sounds orchestrate for those who hear its silent cacophony;

a crash of footsteps, uneven yet definitive,

a crash of waves, constant and icy,

a call for company, cold and unconvincing.

The breeze joins in, droning docile;

moving the flickering corner of this page,

moving overhead, a plane's engine sings and a father's finger

moving, pointing duly to the sky for his squinting son to see.

A cloud of delicate birds mould into forms,

migrating south, grasping the warmth with their wings

and faintly heard behind is the constant hum of traffic,

Sunday drivers strolling coastal roads to coastal towns.

All is quiet and peaceful

if I let the surroundings relax my mind.

All is noisy and vibrant

if I let the surroundings focus my mind.

All is beautiful.

Contrasted Cliffs

2018-08-27T19:07:00.000+01:00

In layers of scratches and incisions

your form evolves along the bumps and bends,

shaped by passing time and man's decisions

where sturdy lives may meet their crumbling ends.

But amongst the chalk, granite and the sand

there is something of beauty to be found,

for throughout the differences of the land

it's all anchored by the same common ground.

So let age not define your sense of self

nor be it the colour you have been formed,

you are not your possessions or your wealth

but sculpted by the beliefs you have formed.

Do not discriminate texture or tone

but see beauty in all kinds of stone.

#Sunsets

2018-08-21T18:59:00.000+01:00

Sunset in a mirror
rusting into memory
of a day gone by.

Corners

2018-08-18T19:23:00.000+01:00

Half-light
l i t t e r e d
e m p t y
cor
n
e
r
s
like fingers on ~~metal bars~~
and seeping in, you
illuminated the - idea -
of a world passing by
outside,
awaiting analysis and accentuation, like the
cor
n
e
r of my room.

A Year

2018-08-10T18:39:00.000+01:00

In winter's nights I see your shine

but in summer's days it's more divine.

My jaw just falls as footsteps spring

as I clasp onto a light that's mine.

I see with time the light wont fade

but brighten with each moment made

as I seek into the the season; you

make my mind assured and less afraid.

So one short trip around the sun
is a lifetime of love, just begun.

As the sun, life revolves around you -

like the Earth, I am smiling and spun.

Aflame

2018-08-05T18:34:00.000+01:00

Creases line their lears

across lamp-lit halls.

Amongst my flickering fears

its stony face falls.

It's crevices crossed

and my caution cast.

They bare their moulded teeth, mossed,

at my own, aghast.

Slipping to their soles

in pools filled with oil,

I find my heart full of holes,

pockets filed with soil.

Getting to my knees

it dowses my graze.

Gasoline caught in the breeze

burning out my daze.

He Lays in the Ocean

2018-07-25T18:29:00.000+01:00

He lays in the ocean,

cruciform, eyes lacerated by salt

awaiting divine tides to guide Him

one way or another.

Beneath the waters, clear and glittering,

He discerns the Sun's shimmering corona

glinting back in the sands.

He rules to retrieve it, and diving under,

parts the water with His hands,

hinged with heavy chest.

Grasping that miraged halo

provided His rough hands

with nothing but coarse sand

and no safety of shore nor surface.

Freira

2018-07-25T18:21:00.000+01:00

Fervent fevered frowns

on a mossy fingered bridge.

Folded foliage sways

in faint but fickle leaning,

frightening the freira

whose lightly seasoned feathers

brush against the ridge.

A most maternal dismay;

the ballet of flidge.