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2011-09-18T00:57:00.001-07:00

ERAGON!!!

Soon to finish book 1...

And now,again... currently watching Eragon the movie...

2011-09-16T18:05:00.000-07:00

I'm hungry!!!!
I'm angry!!!
Motion: We do have our saturday class. And today we have our class, sana. But the thing is...na-cancel kasi nga may convention yung mga accountancy students, kaya wala kaming space... gamit nilang lahat yung room..

8:00am yung na-set na schedule namin ngayon, hanggang 5:00pm. Pero dahil nanaman sa di inaasahang mga pangyayari, wala nanaman...

Our Law teacher texted us that we can't be able to have our class this day...

Gumising ako ng maaga-aga, kahit na kanda hirap pa akong bumangon kasi nga rest day ko sana ngayon...di pa ako nakakain ng breakfast!!!

At ngayon ay gutom-na-gutom na ako...Kamusta naman kaya yun?

Human nature naman yung mainis di ba? KAYA NAIINIS AKO! Kahit na sabihin pang KAAGA-AGA pa!

Okay! Cool down... makakakain din ako mamaya...UKOY AND EMPANADA! YUM YUM!

I would like to feature our pagkain here in VIGAN CITY: UKOY and EMPANADA!
Just search for UKOY and EMPANADA...^_^

FREE

2011-09-15T17:12:00.000-07:00

I'm aiming for a quiet peaceful LIFE. But for now, I'm making a TRUCE, doomed to this land of UPHEAVAL. CHANGE is in our hands. The SOLIDARITY of the AGENTS of CHANGE complete the RACE...^_^

2011-09-14T04:32:00.000-07:00

BUTTERFLY DAYS!

Two consecutive days, I saw this kind of butterfly... I can't upload my pictures, so I just surf the net, then I saw this one... Same as the butterfly that I saw. Color and everything... They are so beautiful and I am so fascinated that I just look at them a long time...

God is so good in creating this things. Yet they just live for a short period of time... Beautiful as they are but they just only have a short span of time to live... to fly....and to roam around.

I bet they just enjoying the time they have, flying and flying, landing to those beautiful flowers out there..

2011-09-11T03:51:00.000-07:00

                                               SOLITUDE OF LOVE by: NovemberCabuena
        “No again Ru, not again”... I’m talking to myself. My sweetest nightmare struck me again. I look to my bedside table and see the calendar. June 18, 2008. My wall clock is ticking rapidly or it is really the affect of my dream. My heart beats faster. It’s 12:00 midnight. I’m missing her so much. So much that I can still feel the pain again. The pain of losing the one you love so much... I feel the emptiness again, the emptiness that only my Cara can fill. And that sweet nightmare... how lovely my Cara is... how beautiful she is... My one true love. It goes smoothly for a minute, but again as it is, I am doomed to the deadly end of it. She’s slowly vanishing as darkness enveloping her, leaving me shouting, crying... I long to touch her, to kiss her, to hug her tightly for the last time. Hugging myself again. I found myself talking to God, asking him why he’d taken away from me my Cara... I fell asleep without even realizing it.

        Morning sunlight awakens me... with its splendid glory reflected to my whole being. I got up to bed, went straight to my window pane, open it and welcome the sunshine on my face. I can see the morning dew on the leaves of the trees outside. I suddenly found myself smiling. It’s our 10th year anniversary. It’s been a long time I guess...yes it is...until now I’m doomed in here... to this place on where we’ve first build our dreams, and promised to love each other for forever...to be together ‘til the very end of the time. Time bounded memories’... timeless beauty of this one called love... I’m living with her memories. I’m moving forward, though. But I guess I really can’t move on. I can’t. I don’t want to. Because I LOVE HER SO MUCH! I never stopped I never will! I keep on praying for my Cara. She wants me to be happy here. God knows I’m trying my hardest to live each day of my life being normal. But what really makes me sad is that, every time that her memory flashes back, when the time of her great suffering. I still keep on telling myself how useless I am that time... I want to take away all the pain, but I can’t do anything... but she keeps on telling that it is all the plan of God. She really possessed that positivity. She keeps on telling me that her sickness is a blessing from God. See the brighter side of all things. I’ve witnessed how she handled herself. How strong she has been made by God. Living everyday with her unshaken faith to God. That’s what faith can do. Faith can make someone fearless. My Cara keeps on praising God with all her might even on her death hour... I am not a crying man, but by just remembering how great she has been made God, I just burst into tears. I’ve learned a lot to her. And still she keeps on inspiring me for all the memories I have for her. She is the instrument given by God to me so that I can be able to change myself for the better... To come back to God...
        “Be happy Ru, keep on living with the Lord. Continue walking with him, continue to help others... at last Ru, I am going back home, I can be able to be with my Father God now... Don’t worry, you’ll be fine. I am praying for you, Love... We’ll gonna see each other again... I gonna wait for you there... I LOVE YOU SO MUCH RU!” My Cara’s last few words before her departure... she died beside me while we were waiting for the sun to set... I wanna cry I wanna shout, but there is the part of me that holding me back... part of me...saying... “Be happy to her...soon you’ll gonna see each other again”... Praying for her safe journey going back home...
        And now as I am standing here in front of my window... I am now filled with excitement.. I feel the current of positivity inside my body. I’m now counting my days. Waiting for my departure on this SOLITUDE OF LOVE... I know she is still waiting for me... Soon I’ll going to see her again. I was being diagnosed having a brain tumour on its deadly stage. The clock is ticking...TICK TOCK TICK TOCK... I knew it, I have only few remaining time.. Soon my earthly life will end. At last I can be able to see her again, to hug her, to kiss her, to touch her... Soon God will take away my life. I’m still keeping my FAITH. Believing in Him ‘til the very end of my journey. I LOVE MY CARA, AND I LOVE GOD. I know now how much God really loves me... GOD LOVES ME BEYOND THIS SO CALLED ETERNITY...

-FIN-

2011-09-10T01:55:00.000-07:00

September 10, 2011

Hello mga kapatid! Ako'y nagbabalik. Natakasan ko nanaman ang aking busy na schedule. Sige na nga... Di ko na idedelete etong Blog ko na ito... Mahal ko 'to eh... Updates sa buhay ko: PAGOD NA PAGOD NA AKO! haha.. yun lang po. gusto ko lang ipangalandakan na sobrang busy na ako sa pag-aaral sa mga business ko.. HECTIC!
Hopefully, I can be able to published more post... Namimiss ko na talaga ang pagsusulat dito...

Okay... Hanggang dito na po muna... next time ko na lang ipapublish mga gawa ko...

GOD BLESS US ALL!

I need someone to talk, kahit sa text lang... hahaha... pampatanggal stress...^_^[segway]

Orange Roses

2011-06-08T17:43:00.000-07:00

I Fell In-Love…

The first time I’ve heard about Orange roses…it arouses my feeling… And then when I saw one…I soooo love iiittt..

I’ve even found myself surfing the net and browsing different sites for me to see different pictures and blogs about ORANGE ROSES…

Primary Significance: Desire, Enthusiasm and Passion

Orange roses have emerged as one of the true stand-outs among today's popular rose varieties. The fiery color of an orange rose immediately conjures up passionate thoughts of romance. They can also be reminiscent of the warmth of a glowing sunset, or the sweetness of citrus. Orange roses come in a range of shades, from bright orange to softer coral and peach colors. Since the introduction of the orange rose into the world of roses, they have quickly found their place in the hearts and imaginations of rose aficionados everywhere.

The orange rose has mainly come to be regarded as the symbol for desire, enthusiasm and passion. Being a literal mixture of the colors yellow and red, orange roses were often seen as a bridge between the feelings of friendship symbolized by yellow roses, and love associated with red roses. Giving a bouquet of orange roses could be a sign of emerging romantic feelings and the desire to move a relationship beyond the stage of friendship. In addition, they can be an expression of fascination, or a gift to say "I'm proud of you." Orange roses have also become popular as a Halloween flower.

Color Meaning of Orange or Coral Roses

Desire, Enthusiasm, Pride

Bright orange is a color of warmth and energy and orange roses convey the desire and fervor that the sender feels for the recipient.

These bright rose blossoms also can say "I'm proud of you."

Just as coral is more toned down than orange so are the feelings communicated by this color rose. The coral rose still speaks to desire coupled with happiness.

I Thank God for this day...

2011-06-06T21:26:00.000-07:00

Gusto ko sanang mainis sa sarili ko pero di naman ako mainis- inis... Wala eh, sobrang peaceful ng puso ko... ayaw ko ng mainis...patience nga naman...
gusto ko din sanang maasar sa mga taong nagpapakita ng di kanais-nais na gawa...pero iniintindi ko na lang sila...

Grabe lang talaga... i want people to be happy...yun bang bangag na bangag ka na nga pero mapatawa o mapangiti mo sila... ayos na pakiramdam mo... masayahin talaga akong tao... Tanong nga ng mga nakakapansin, parang wala daw akong problema...pero i really do have my problems... normal pa din akong tao... I just surrender it to God...my past, present...and my future....

Sometimes nakakaramdam din naman ako ng kawalan at syempre kalungkutan...yun bang gusto ko rin naman yung may nagpapasaya sakin...ano 'to...parang unfair na ah... napapasaya ko sila pero ako? sila ba napapasaya din ba nila ako? iniintindi ba talaga nila ako ng tunay?

Pero akin din namang naisip na sadya talaga akong ginawa ni God na ganito... Masaya na talga ako na nakakapag-hatid ako ng kasiyahan sa kapwa ko...

I make it to a point na kung sinuman yung makadaupang palad ko, before ako mag-bid ng goodbye...sinisiguro ko munang napangiti ko sila..

Never let consume yourself with sinful acts... just be cool

mainis ka man ngayon, wag mong masyadong damdamin...
lilipas din lang kasi yan...

We deserve to be happy...

Excited ako sa pasukan...pero di pa ako nakapag-enroll...(^_^)

PORSCHE**

2011-05-11T18:09:00.000-07:00

P'9521...I'm inlove to this...hahaha...

pati na din eto...etong dalawang 'to ang pinakagusto ko...sobra...haaaayyyyy...hahaha...naiisip ko nanaman kasi...

Mga Bagyong Aking Nasaksihan..Kahapon at Ngayon

2011-05-09T17:38:00.000-07:00

Good Morning muna...Masaya ang aking pakiramdam sapagkat ngayon ay umuulan na... It really makes me feel good...Answered prayer nanaman... Ang GREAT TALAGA ni GOD... Although may bagyo, I just really pray na di makaapekto ng sobra sa aming lahat dito... Basta I sooo Love RAin... Kahapon and until now, happy ako... God really makes me happy...

Kahapon kasi nakasama ko yung mga primates na alam mo na...mga kaibigan ko...este kalahi ko pala...[laugh] Gosh! minsanan lang talaga akong lumabas pero I really make it a point na maging super meaningful talaga... We started together ni JEROME GALLARDO[pwe! ang sama talaga ng dating kapag full name yung ginagamit namin, hahaha...para bang insultong malupet yun...hahaha]

wag ka matawa ha? Sinadya ko talaga na eto yung ipost kong picture nya kasi sobrang sagwa...hahaha...hindi po sya Gay! nagfifeeling Gay lang...hahaha... Adik ka JErome...hahaha...but anyways, he's so nice talaga although alam kong pasaway sya... salamat sa pagiging Tripping absorber kahapon...sobrang waley mo talaga..hahaha... Aminin mo...na-super-dupper-stunned ka kahapon kay Maria Andrei nuh? hahaha... Ang sexy nya kaya kahapon...[Maria Andrei wag ka mag-react...I forbid you...hahaha] Sa uulitin tol...langyang remnants ng uling yan, napunta na lahat sa akin kahapon...hahaha..halo-halo is delicious...Jerome kamukha mo yung player ng volleyball kahapon...the same lipstick...dashing red...with matching soft foundation...hahaha...

Eto na si Maria Andrei... ang pangalawang accomplish ko... inistorbo sa bahay...hahaha...Woowowooow! naka-mini pa kahapon...hahaha..
Kapatid kong hilaw...zup? ayan na si Mr. Rain oohhh...magsawa na tayo! hahahaha....Thanks sa lakas ng trip mo kahapon...sobra! Maria Andrei! Sige, wala na talagang basagan ng trip..hahaha.. ikaw baliw ka ba or sadyang abnormal ka lang? hahaha... nagtatanong lang okay? ang ganda ng kuha nya dito nuh? sino na yung may codename ng 1211blahblah? braek na daw sila ohh...my princess...nakikinig kasi ako habang ginagawa ito...hahaha...baliw talaga...sorbra...hahaha...adiiiik...I LOVE YOU kapatid! ingat ka okay?sana pasukan na...
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Sumunod ay etong lalaking ang EEEEEWWWWAAAANNNN!
Men! Ang sobrang TABAAAAA na NYAAAAAA!!!
Kuya DANIEL... Tsk! Yan kasi kumakain ka ng cellphone...
Payyyaaaat sya dito--------------------------------------------->
nakuu...ngayon para na syang si ummmmm....basta tabashing na sya...hahaha...I MISS YOU KUYA DANE...thanks sa time...dumaan ka sa kamay nina MARIA ANDREI at MARICRIS...Tripping mode...Shock absorber...sige...lahatin na...Thanks sa time...sa effort...sa tawa...sa kaadikan...saaaa
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God bless you Kuya Daniel..
Ngayon naman powerpuff girls naman...pacute si mojojojo...unggoy na badddddd!

Ang susunod naman ay si PAUL JOHN REY WILLIAM BUTARDO! Haba talaga! pero di pwede ishortcut yan...Tama ba yung "REY"? Hayyyy... Thanks sa pagpunta...wag masyadong adikkkkk sa pocketbook...hahaha... thanks sa paghahatid uli...sa uulitin...heheeeee
[The END na yung powerpuff girls] hahaha....dumidilim ang kalangitan oh...bubuhos na ang ,alakas na ulaaaaaaannnnn...
salamat sa time...thanks thanks thanks.....
diet parekz...kaya mo yan...hehehe...Loveyah!
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Bakit ka nga ba nagsosorry pa kung di naman yun nakakagamot? ang sagot ko...EXPRESSION lang yun...hahaha...ayan tuloy natuto nanaman si Jerome...hahaha...
Pasensya na kayo ha? wala kasi akong magawa s ngayon...pero sa ngayon eto muna yung ginagawa ko para naman masabing may ginagawa ako kasi nga naman di ba? nakakabagot minsan yung walang ginagawa...hahaha...gusto ko tuloy kumain ng fried iCE CREAm...nasupalpal ako kahapon kay MARIA ANDREI! GAntihan talaga...hahaha...ayan...natabunan nanaman ng deep thinking yung mga sasabihin ko pa...tinatamad na akong magtype...kayo na lang magtuloy nito...hahaha...

My good friends... I'm here saying na eventhough we have our own life to live na, yet the friendship remains... di ko kayo mabiti-bitiwan eh...maybe kasi primates din ako kagaya nyo...
hahahaha... Gosh! Umuulan na...masaya... maybe tulog pa yung iba sa inyo...hahaha... I just pray to God na iguide na kayo always... May God protects you all from all harm. from all anxieties... Sana pakabait kayo palagi ha? Jerome tama ka na iba na talaga mga tao ngayon...makasalanan...fallen world kasi yung tinitirahan natin eh... pero may HOPE pa naman...agree? I LOVE YOU ALL...

HAKUNA MATATA

Getting used to it...

2011-04-24T19:22:00.000-07:00

This is for all my fellas,muggles,friends and dudes... gagamit na lang ako ng salitang kalye para mas maintindihan..
napapaisip ako sa mga sitwasyong mayron ang bawat isa sa atin... ngayon siguro, i'm a teen kung kaya naman problemang pangteenager din ang maididiscuss ko...mayron ditong problemado sa alak, sobra lang kung lumaklak, para bang wala ng bukas eh...meron naman sa yosi na parang oxygen na nya yung usok na nahihithit sa yosi,adik sa computer games, okay lang mawalan ng allowance basta makalaro ng favorite computer games, di bale ng bumagsak ang grades, basta pasado sa pag-a-upgrade ng mga ewan na characters, adik sa droga, adik sa madaming bagay...eto pa, nice topic 'to...adik sa lovelife... yan! madaming opinions na 'to...
i just really wanna share what I've learned from my life and to this special book na nagpatunay ng mga naiisip ko sa buhay... Sabi doon s book, "ang life natin dito sa mundo ay TEMPORARY lamang,na this earth kung saan tayo naninirahan ngayon ay hindi natin true home, ang True Home natin ay doon sa Heaven na kung saan naninirahan si God--our Creator. dahil nga sa temporary ano... mayron tayong deep desire sa mga bagay bagay, gaya na lang ng paghahanap natin ng CONTENTMENT...we used to say, "di pa ako kontento sa buhay ko"...gusto ko nito,gusto niyan...tas kapag nakuha mo naman na...di ka pa din kontento...the TRUTH is, the very fact na yung life natin ay temporary, hindi talaga natin matatagpuan yung contentment na hinahanap natin dito sa earthly life natin, kasi that contentment, matatagpuan lang natin yun sa place where God resides...eto pa...sa pagdaan ng mga araw, nakakalimutan na natin na ang buhay natin ay utang natin kay God. na dapat sya yung sentro ng buhay natin...we are doomed sa pagpapayaman, pagiging sakim at pagiging masama... God: Hello! Mga anak! I'm here!
Remember: We are here to worship God, we are here because of God, because he want us to be prepared sa Eternal Life. sabi nga natin di ba...Do good things and surely may reward tayo..at yun yung gusto ni God na gawin natin...
Nalululong sa masasamang bisyo...they don't know God! They don't know what is really the essence of life...

-part1-

Nice to be back

2011-04-23T05:30:00.000-07:00

Currently: The White witch is on the run... Aslan to be put to death...He'll gonna rise again from the death...

anyways...PATALASTAS LANG!

Vacation! naman... I'm looking forward to the day na makakalabas uli ako...

sometimes i'm losing my thoughts... too preoccupide sa mga bagay bagay na may kinalaman sa ibang tao...may mga kilala akong gusto kong makita uli...

tomorrow is a BIG BIG day... Jesus will rise again and I'm so glad to celebrate it...
medjo nairita pala uli ako kanina sa text ng isang kaibigan ko...actually forwarded announcement lang yun... hello! Sunday kaya bukas! Naisip ko tuloy bulag talaga minsan mga tao... God wants his day to be a rest day for everyone...to worship and praise him...pero ano yung nakagawian na natin? Even on sundays we keep on working nonstop! bukas may parade daw oh... Ugh! people! can't you put it on monday na lang? tutal days are long.. tsaka di nawawalan ng araw... so, why rush on having a parade or whatever...eh samantalang bukas eh big day ni Jesus! naisip ko tuloy parang minsan talaga di na natin napapahalagahan ng masyado yung tinakdang HOLY WEEK... para san pa't may ginawang Holy Week kung iba iba naman pala ginagawa natin? para tuloy lumalabas na useless...haaaayyyy! hindi ko lang lubos na maisip na sa kabila ng sakripisiyong ginawa ni Jesus sa ating lahat na makasalanan, kahit isang araw lang ng pagninilay nilay at pakikibahagi sa pagdarasal di pa natin magawa... ang masakit pa, sobra pa para sa atin yung isang araw...di pa nga ata tayo makatagal ng isang oras, dalawa or tatlo...ewan talaga...nakikisimpatya lang ako sa kung anuman ag mararamdaman ni Jesus kung parati tayong ganito...hayyyyyyyyyy!!!! Nalulungkot ako para sa sangkatauhan...

Morning Goosebumps

2011-01-25T16:29:00.000-08:00

I'm glad I'm changed

2011-01-21T23:50:00.000-08:00

Knowing na masyado na akong naoccupy ng kasamaan sa mundo, nakalimot ako sa nasa itaas..
But, the very fact na, halos di ko na namamalayang ibang landas na pala tinatahak ko, I'm so amazed that God carries me and put me on the right track... Now, I can say na happy ako sa daloy ng buhay ko although may kulang. But God never ceases to fill all the emptiness inside me. I can't seee him personally but I can still feel his pressence sa buhay ko.. I'm so thankful that he gave me friends, na ewan ba..sadya lang siguro malalakas mga anthena nila sa ulo kaya alam nila kung may dinaramdam ako..mga friends na magpapasaya sa'ken, na whenever na nararamdaman nilang malungkot ako or there's something wrong, they just talk to me and guess what? they make me luagh by cracking suuuper corny jokes... yeah...they know na madali lang akong pasiyahin...but, frankly speaking, ang pinakanaaappreciate ko talaga is yung effort nila with flying colors pa na even busy sa kanya kanyang business..."reading"..inistop nila just to be with me.. one hell kind of friendship...otherwise.. di ko sila igigive up...mamatay man lahat ng kuko ni batman! kahit idol ko sya! what's really great having a strong bind of friendship is that " kahit di ka magsalita, kapag may dinaramdam ka, alam nila... di katulad ng ibang mga walang kwenta... I do have so great friends... and I love them... My Lifebox family also, anjan pa sila.. who molded me to have my strong faith in God, who pushed me to be on top and never in the , buttom, who encourages me/us to be the leaders for the future...

2011-01-21T23:43:00.000-08:00

KUTLESS

When your feeling blue, just say that the sun keeps on shining for you...

2010-11-14T23:03:00.000-08:00

You shouldn't be thinking stressful things,though it's not really that ideal to think only one sided feeling. One moment you're happy, then suddenly you become lonely... Just be happy no matter what's happening, besides, God is in the move to make something really big for you although you can't see it that kind of big 'coz deffinitely, you see it just a small one... I dunno where should I end this one but all I know is that I can feel the urge to write something that's on my mind... For the sake of my ideas...^_^
Later, we'll going to our room again to wait for our teacher to come...So, I juat wanna wind up here on my blog for now... What's on my mind?
SIMPLE and yet EXTRAVAGANT THINGS:
-Accounting Part2...Begin to burn again...
-IMISSHIMSOMUCH...i'm just missing him so much everytime that i think of him.so,i must learn to deal with my feelings...[confuse to myself,and devastated]
-I'm thinking on how can i have MAGIC.[that's what i can get in having the addiction in reading and writing...BEING DENSE...]
-I WANNA HAVE A JOB NOW...[just for me to become independent, shame on me, i'm just being too depended on others...but what can i do?Hayyyyyy.....]
-I'LL CHANGE MYSELF FOR THE BETTER 'ME'...[i swear! i badly need it...]
-I'M TOO EXCITED TO SEE MISS ANDREA LEAL...[ let's go out and celebrate our anniversary...see you soon...]
-I WANNA TAKE GOOD CARE OF HER...[i'm praying that she'll gonna find the answers to all her question, I'm praying that she'll gonna stay strong no matter what happen.
-I WISH I COULD BE ABLE TO SPEND MY TIME WISELY, TO SPEND MY TIME TO THOSE PEOPLE THAT I LOVE WHILE I DO HAVE THE CHANCE TO DO SO...[ I'm just being a hell one paranoid for who knows, right? Who can tell when would be my time? God alone can tell that, but, HELLOOOO...God will not going to tell me either...]
-I WANNA SEE MY NANAY EVEN JUST FOR A SECOND...]
-I'M TOO FOCUSED ON SUCH THINGS SOMETIMES THAT I ENDED UP WORRYING THOSE THAT I LEFT BEHIND...[I must change it NOOOOWWWWW]

-----toooooooottttttttttt...

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Love people who loves you... NOW!!!!!!!!!

2010-11-03T18:02:00.000-07:00

eto ang mga taong mahal ko sa buhay....madame sila...really...

MGA KAIBIGAN KONG HILAW....

* COMPUTER SUBJECT*

2010-09-22T00:28:00.000-07:00

3:28 pm

I'm here sa computer lab namin. Kararating ko lang. Sa dorm na pala kami ni Fheitoot nakatambay kanina kasi nga na-banned na kami sa dorm nila Livia...,laugh
Maiingay daw kasi kaming mga bisita kaya ayon...
Whatever na lang...Nakapagbasa naman ako ng 3 pocketbooks...hahhaha...kaadikan na 'to..
Shorten period daw kami bukas...naman...ang SAYA talaga buhay ng COLLEGE! kakaiba...buti na lang nakapag-adjust na ako sa kalakaran ng buhay kolehiyo...
ano bang iba sa buhay ko ngayon? Wala ba? Hay! Boring!

September 20,2010

2010-09-20T16:56:00.000-07:00

MS.CBAA 2010

I'm with my friend Pamela kahapon... Nanood kami ng pageant...pero 'di na namin natapos yun kasi nga too late na yung time...Nag-enjoy naman kami,but not too much sa mga candidates kundi sa mga nag-intermission numbers... I found myself luaghing again... tsaka, thank you kay God kasi nga nakasama ko nanaman si Pam... Sa tanang buhay ko, masasabi kong isa sya sa mga taong pinagkakatiwalaan ko...we do have the same dreams, likes,dislikes...tas,magkakagulatan na lang kami kapag nagsasabay kaming bumanggit ng mga pangarap namin sa buhay...
1 thing na 'di ko pa nagagawa sa buhay: Mag-share ng buhay ko sa ibang tao with such easiness...kasi nga wala akong tiwala sa ibang tao...don't get me wrong pero yun yung nararamdaman ko...I'd rather choose to be alone and talk to God than telling my story to others... pero alam mo,kahapon, nag-let go ako...ayon, nagkwento ako kay Pam...and yun nga...nakakagaan pala talaga ng loob kung may willing makinig sayo or handang makinig sayo...basta i'm so comfortable sa kanya...

KAHAPON MASAYA...MAMAYA MASAYA NANAMAN...MAGLALAMYERDA AKONG MAG-ISA TAS PAPASOK AKO......

2010-09-13T19:11:00.000-07:00

September 11, 2010

F B A S Celebration

nakapagperformed nanaman kami sa stage... Yess! Ang saya! We've got the 5th rank... ayon...nakakamiss magsayaw...hahaha...i love it... i'll treasured this kind of memories...minsanan lang to...

so ayon...add me sa facebook, kekit_18@yahoo.com.ph
nandun yung ibang mga pictures namin...

HAPPY!

♥♥♥ Never Let Yourself Down♥♥♥

2010-07-14T00:45:00.000-07:00

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July 5, 2010

2010-07-05T00:50:00.000-07:00

Hola! Reviving my dying blog again. I'm here again after a long long time of rest. Anyway, I'm just that too busy to drop by here. That's it. School days again and I have a limited time to visit here.. we have our computer subject today 'coz it's monday and I do have the priveledged to view the internet. :)
ano ba mga activities ko this day.. gagawin ko na 'tong parang journal ng buhay ko since di na ako masyadong nakakapagsulat. OKEY! Magsisimula na ako.. Ano ba mga ginawa ko ngayon? may accounting kami, kainis nalate pa ako. Monday na Monday.. Sisisihin ko yung driver ng tricycle.. Kung sino man yun, wala na akong pakialam sa kanya. Hay! Biruin mo ba namang ibinaba nya ako sa pagkalayo-layo sa gate ng school. Hay! reason nya, may pulis daw na nakaronda. Duh! Inis talaga.. Anyway tapos na yun.. Hay! Lakaran talaga ng buhay oh.. Unpredictable talaga. Pero ayos pa din. Atleast nararanasan ko pang huminga.. Hay! I REALLY HATE IT. YUN YUNG MASASABI KO. Nag-chapter quiz kami sa Philosophy... Sa awa ni Bro, pasado naman..Hahaha...
Tambay uli kami sa dorm ng kaibigan namin. Kumain, nanood ng DVD...nag-gitara. Nagcomposed pala kami ng kanta... Ayeeeh! Ansaya noh? BLESSED kami ngayong araw na 'to kasi kahit medjo ngarag sa pag-rereview kanina,okey pa din kami.. Masaya.. Buhay estudyante mahirap talaga. Pero NAPAKASAYA! Eto ngayon, observation ko sa mga mates ko... may nag-ffb,may tagged,friendster,ultimate guitar, youtube,at kung anu-ano pa..tapos na mangopya sa blackboard kaya painitin na yung computer... Eto 'di ko dapat kaligtaan, ang kakulitan ay talagang parte na ng buhay ko... nangunguli ako kanina,para makita ko smile ng mga tao.. ganun ako nagpapasaya sa mga taong nakapaligid saken.. Ewan ko ba, tawag ko nga minsan sa sarili ko 'CLOWN"... hahaha... pero hindi ko na kelangan pang magmascara o di kaya ay magmake-up para magmukha talaga akong clown, kulitin ko lang sila ayos na!... :)

MASAYANG ARAW SA LAHAT! MASAYANG GABI NA RIN PARA MAMAYA! :)

Linkin Park- Leave Out All The Rest (Lyrics)

2010-05-27T17:42:00.000-07:00

i've been hooked to this song...kahit walang music,naririnig ko pa din yung kanta..

◙ Loner ◙

2010-05-27T02:14:00.000-07:00

The sooner!
The better!
The loner!
The loser!

No! It's not like that!
It's the other way around.
I'm a loner!
So what?
Who cares?
None at all!
I'm a teenager.
So what?
They condemn me.
For what?
None at all.
They just do it without even thinking.
I'm innocent!
Innocent as hell.
But why I am supposed to feel like this?
All eyes in me!
Everymoves I make.
Everywhere I am!
Why?
Why are they supposed to be like that?
I am a human!
Human who have a heart.
And no one can take away it from me.
Not you! And not anybody else!
I have my own life to live!
Trying to live with it though it was really hard.
No offence!
No deffence!
Just a quiet life!
That's all I want.
A quiet and a peaceful life!

I have kept you in my heart

2010-05-26T20:02:00.000-07:00

I remember the first time I met you.
The very first time i led my eyes on you.
Funny me,'coz I don't even have any idea about you.
We became friends.
We became close.
One thing lead to another.
But that was only me.
For,from the very start
I knew you love someone else.
And that fact really hurts me.
I hate all about your love stuff way back.
I love you but then I just can't.
I love you but then again it is a big mistake.
I love you but it is forbidden before.
So, I just endure the pain.
Seeing you with other girl kills me inside.
But,what can I do?
I'd stay away from you.
The only consolation to myself,
Is that, I knew you're happy.
So, I did.
'Till we seperate roads.
And now,we've met.
I don't wanna take chances.
But I just really can't control my heart.
'Coz, apparently, for all this years.
I still love you.
I'm still loving you.
And God knows how much I love you.
Now that I have you.
I'm happy for the fact.
I have kept you in my heart.