My Life

My life is still going

2013-03-21T16:45:00.001-07:00

Every Time I miss you , I will do something that makes me do about it .
Every time I feel sad I wish that you are beside me .
But now because of your result you said you want to be alone .
You said you want to be quit .
You said you are not a good Christian .
You said you will not give me a good life .

But

Do you remember that do I said anything that you are useless ?
Do I said anything that we can't make true ?
When you are just a student , do I said anything thing that y people boyfriend have car , but u don't have ?
Pls tell me ??
U said you want to give up to become a christian is because of your grandpa and grandma . That is ur freedom . Is up to you I remember what pastor said if u want to be a Christian we are happy with it . But if u don't want too , we will not force you to be one .
Is ur freedom to choose your religion . But when you choose pls think of the things will be happening .

If u want to be free pls tell me .

I can't said anything to force you .
May GOD will always be with you .
If the time you think is wrong pls turn back .

My new life

2012-07-21T11:15:00.000-07:00

My Life had been change since I came to PJ 2 study,
My new friends that make me change and don't think of hometown,
They make me feel relax in PJ,
Just like the feeling that I stay in my hometown,
That's why I love to hang out with them,
Talking about jokes and having fun together,
Their are four person that really make us all laugh all the time,
His name is "Ken" every time we go out he will make us laugh,
That's why everyone like to hang out with him,
Their are a lot of picture and video is about him,
He make us feel happy all the time,
Another person is "Pua" he is like little brother of mine,
Cuz sometimes I really miss my brother,
But he is the one make me feel like my brother is still beside me,
He is also a funny person that always follow "Ken" action,
The next person is "Lexz" I really learn a lot from him,
He is just like a big brother ,
But sometimes he will looks like a little boy,
Like to play and bully other's,
He teach me a lot of things that is about technology,
Really need to say thank you to him,
The last person is "Jian Yan",
He is the one that really eat a lot,
He knows everything about eat,
And will be really funny when he laugh,
This are 3 new friends that I have in my PJ life,
"THANK YOU" Guys you all really make my life looks colorful.
I will remember all of you forever.

Love u all my friends

幸运的一天

2012-01-04T03:59:00.000-08:00

今天真是快乐的一天

让我在笨珍看到海獭

我跟妈说，妈都不相信我

但是是真的看到了4到5只

真的是笨珍的奇迹

之前我还以为是老鼠

那么大只的老鼠

我在看清楚一点

原来不是老鼠

是海獭！

我马上叫我妈的朋友看

他说住这么多年

都没在笨珍看过海獭

这是第一次

我是开心到

吃一个早餐即让能看到

这么可爱的动物

他们还学过马路

哈哈哈哈~

真的是太喜欢大自然了

谢谢你

<天父上帝>

不再是以前的那么美好

2012-01-03T05:50:00.000-08:00

♥

以前的美好是不能想象的，

以前的快乐是找不回来的，

以前的我跟现在的我，

都不一样了。

这样的笑容再也找没有，

要找也找不到。

时间过得着真快，

我又要回到学校去上学了，

还是中学比较好，能在爸妈身边

朋友们快乐的在一起，

今天又再次的道外去买东西，

好久没这样的感觉。

今天真的是太开心了~

♥

谢谢你和对不起

2011-12-07T08:12:00.000-08:00

谢谢你~让我知道什么是爱情~
谢谢你~让我知道你是那么地爱我~
谢谢你~让我知道我是那么的乱弱的~
谢谢你~让我知道小小的动作就能让你开心~
谢谢你~让我知道你的心事~
谢谢你~让我知道我不能没有你~
谢谢你~让我知道你会永远爱我
谢谢你~让我知道你不能没有我~
谢谢你~让我知道你会一直陪着我~
谢谢你~让我知道什么叫做幸福~

对不起~我一直那么对你~
对不起~我一直乱发脾气~
对不起~我一直让你伤心~
对不起~我一直让你担心~
对不起~我一直没好好疼你~
对不起~我一直不在你的身边哭~
对不起~我一直让你觉得你没用~
对不起~我一直对你发脾气~
对不起~我一直乱想~
对不起~我一直那么的爱你~
对不起~

在家的日子

2011-10-25T02:08:00.000-07:00

这个月里在家的日子真的很难过，
不知道为什么像做的东西都没做到，
就一直在家浪费时间，
想起来都觉得痛苦，
现在的日子是真的越来越难过了，
什么事都来，
这是什么世界来的，
天父上帝，
我们真的会那么痛苦吗？
在你还没来领的时候，
每个基督徒都会那么痛苦吗？
这真的是太可怕了，
《天父上帝》
你什么时候才会来？
我们等你等得好辛苦啊！
但是我们知道有一天你一定会来接我们，
我们大家都会等待您的到来，
这是我们这么多年以来为主您传道的目的，
我们会一直为主您传扬直到您的到来，
我们永远都会记得主您所给我们的爱，
是永远的也是100%的，
我们会把您的爱传篇释放，
让全世界都知道主您的爱，
世界上的人不爱你，
但是《天父上帝》永远都不会撇下你，
他是永远爱你的神！

At 1U Neway sang songs with my friends

2011-08-19T08:00:00.000-07:00

나는 노래를 사랑

I love singing

We went to 1U today ,
to Neway and sing,
we sing , eat , play and take pic ><
We had so much "FUN" together
Before we went back we brought a present for our class (LENG LUI)
Bcuz today is his b'day
But he dedn't came and join ue today
Cuz he can't reached 1U on time
So he went back
On our way home
We saw "FULL HOUSE" Boss car
With "FULL HOUSE "cartoon on it
It is so cute so we took pic with it
And tiz is the first day tat my friend bring me home

I am very happy ^^

감사합니다 친구

난 널 사랑해

2011-08-19T05:59:00.000-07:00

친애하는 친구

Welcome to "MALAYSIA"

난 널 사랑해

I wish to had Korean friends for a long time

U all make my dream come true

감사

My friends

wish u all had a great time in "Malaysia"

Have "FUN" too

Someday I will go to "Korea"too

I will go and visit u all

오, 잘 당신을 사랑

After Exam Journey ( SUNWAY PYRAMID)

2011-08-17T04:39:00.000-07:00

After exam we went to "Sunway Pryramid" .There two groups of poeple ,
1st group to "RED BOX" & 2nd group "MOVIE"
MOVIE group went to "FULL HOUSE" to had dinner.
Then went for shopping before went to wacted Movie.
Some of them didn't went to watched movie and there went to met there friends at "RED BOX".
Some went back on tat time, I went back on tat time.><
Some r staying , and went to sat"FERRIS WHEE","BUMPER CAR" .
They had there dinner after 7:30pm and went back home.

Went out with my friends and ate Korea Foods

2011-08-17T03:41:00.000-07:00

KOREA FOODS~
For a long I didn't eat "KOREA FOODS" . My friends a I when their to ate KOREA FOODS. I love u all so much .(^^)
Yong Syin , Xin Ke , PanPen Lls,Albert Tok Wee Tat and me~<3<3
All of us had a great time together.
Took pic with my friends , all the server r looking at us at the time.
Ha ha ~ But we still took pic without texture tat there r looking at us.
Tat is what people said be happy all the time, don't care about anyone .

My days in EEP

2011-08-17T02:34:00.000-07:00

The first day tat I have "FUN" in my first Universiti class ~

The moment tat friends work together and present it in front of all people ~

The time tat teacher saw our ability and be suprised ~

We use our own things and tried to make it the same way tat we want ~

I make a lot of friends on tat day ~

Tat can be unforgettable time to all of us ~

The class of (EEP) 201106 ~

2011-08-16T02:42:00.000-07:00

Tis several months of studied I had I lot of friends in my class . I feel happy about it we had a lot of fun in tis several moths and teacher teated us a lot too. Teacher make us feel like our friend to like our teacher , tat makes me feel like learning more. Their is a friend tat will help me all the time I really need to said thank you to him . But I feel sry tat something tat I can't do for him , I wish he will find his ? somedays I wish. I will remember all the things tat u had done for me, I wish u will be blessed in the future .I am not the one for u I am sry , u will be always in my heart friend. Wish u know what I feel ,but u can't so I will do the same to keep u in my heart . I don' t know if I will stay or go back to Johor but I am happy tat u want me to stay with u in UTAR . I wish I will give u the answer tat is what u think and wish, but I don't the answer will be yes or no . Just think tat if I am not here then everything will not be happen , u ask me not to think about it but I can't . After I left on tat day y I choose UTAR ? Y I make her think tat u r bad ? I am sry again . Just wish tat u r happy my friend , I am really sry tat I had hurt u .

2011-04-01T00:49:00.000-07:00

You are friendly, kind and caring
Sensitive, loyal and understanding
Humorous, fun, secure and true
Always there... yes that's you.

Special, accepting, exciting and wise
Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes
Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright
Yes that's you... not one bit of spite.

You're one of a kind, different from others
Generous, charming, but not one that smothers
Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game
But not just another... in the long chain.

Appreciative, warm and precious like gold
Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old
You'll always be there, I know that is true
I'll always be here... always for you.

Standing by,
All the way.
Here to help you through your day.

Holding you up,
When you are weak,
Helping you find what it is you seek.

Catching your tears,
When you cry.
Pulling you through when the tide is high.

Just being there,
Through thick and thin,
All just to say, you are my friend

There is a miracle called Friendship
that dwells within the heart
and you don't know how it happens
or when it even starts.

But the happiness it brings you
always gives a special lift
and you realize that Friendship
is God's most precious gift.

I'd like to be the sort of friend that
you have been to me;
I'd like to be the help that
you've been always glad to be;

I'd like to mean as much to you
each minute of the day
As you have meant, old friend of mine,
to me along the way.

I'd like to do the big things and
the splendid things for you,
To brush the gray from out your skies
and leave them only blue;

I'd like to say the kindly things that
I so oft have heard,
And feel that I could rouse your soul
the way that mine you've stirred.

I'd like to give you back the joy
that you have given me,
Yet that were wishing you a need
I hope will never be;

I'd like to make you feel as rich as I,
who travel on
Undaunted in the darkest hours with you to
lean upon.

I'm wishing at this time that I
could but repay
A portion of the gladness that
you've strewn along my way;

And could I have one wish this year,
this only would it be:
I'd like to be the sort of friend
that you have been to me.

There are gifts of many treasures
For both the young and old,
From the tiniest little trinkets
To great boxes filled with gold.

But, put them all together
And they could not stand in lieu,
Of the greatest gift of all
The gift of knowing you.

When your times are filled with troubles
Sadness, grief, or even doubt,
When all those things you planned on
Just aren't turning out.

Just turn and look behind you
From the place at which you stand,
And look for me through the shadows
And reach out for my hand.

I will lift from you your burden
And cry for you your tears,
Bear the pain of all your sorrows
Though it may be for a thousand years.

For in the end I would be happy
To have helped you start anew,
It's a small price to pay
For the gift of knowing you.

God must have known there would be times
We'd need a word of cheer,
Someone to praise a triumph
Or brush away a tear.

He must have known we'd need to share
The joy of "little things"
In order to appreciate
The happiness life brings.

I think He knew our troubled hearts
Would sometimes throb with pain,
At trials and misfortunes,
Or goals we can't attain.

He knew we'd need the comfort
Of an understanding heart
To give us strength and courage
To make a fresh, new start.

He knew we'd need companionship,
Unselfish... lasting... true,
And so God answered the heart's great need
With cherished friends... like you!

2011-04-01T00:39:00.000-07:00

2011-03-31T06:15:00.000-07:00

要开始新的人生了~真是想念以前的生活和朋友一起读书喝茶~只几天又学车又看学校让我学会了独立的生活~去了吉隆坡看了TARC跟我们原本的学校没什么不一样但是让我感觉到了老师的热心~但我还是不知道要问些什么好~这是我的第一步~但是我要读四年多，不知道为什么要读那么久~因为别的学校都是三年多就读完了~没关系慢慢来我会找到我想要度的学校的~可是真的很想念我以前的生活常跟朋友还有我老公在一起那些开心的日子~现在每个都要分开了，"I WILL MISS U ALL MY FRIEND'S"有空记得CALL我电话号码不会换的~昨晚找到了很多间学校“MIA,KBU,DESIN,IACT,LIMKOKWING"好多艺术学院哦~但是还不知道要读哪一件，明天芸佩会来我家我们一起看要读哪一件~她真是我的好朋友不管我到哪还是去那他都要跟着我，佩你是我一身最好的朋友~我永远都不会忘记你的，“U R MY BEST FRIEND 4EVER”~明天你考车要加油哦~考到后记得要载我出去玩哦~我们要一起读书什么事都要说出来~哈哈哈~想到都觉得很开心^^有什么问题都能问我哦~我会帮你的，看到你以前送我的礼物就很开心~没想到我在学校的这六年能帮到两个人改变他的生活，一个是我老公，一个是芸佩~让他们变得比较开心我也好开心~自己去新加坡和吉隆坡的感觉真是没办法去想~都会流着泪认为自己读书不好比不上别人真难过~就因为这样我对自己没信心，不知道要去哪里读~又怕爸妈不开心真是让我不知该怎么办好，又怕读不好被别人说爸妈难看~没办法再去想了越想越不开心~就看上帝怎么改令我吧~天父上帝永远都是最好的~

2011-01-11T16:32:00.000-08:00

Why cn't i do anything right ,i only do something wrong ~I dn't know what am i doing know work or study or just doing nothing at home i feel nothing to do and i feel useless everything i do is wrong nothing i do is right ~I feel tired and sick in this life if really make me to be crazy ~thinkking of no good what am i thinking right know ~what am i going to do ?anyone can help me ?I really feel bad and unhappy everday~ What should i do right know ~

怎么办？他也没办法帮到我~我要怎么办？我不知道要做什么好~怕做一些不应该做的事~头脑所想的都是不好的~我应该做些什么是才不会去想不好的事呢？真希望有人能陪我聊聊~打开这个把所，让我能变回以前的我~有人说我想太多，可是要怎么样才不会想太多呢？真想冷静一下，好累好累~为什么你也没办法帮到我呢？那我到底要怎么办呢？你说会帮我的，但我觉得~跟你写信息的时候觉得很压力~你真的能帮到我吗？为什么我感觉不到？一直感觉有压力，它一直压着我不放过我~我好辛苦好累呼吸很困难它快压得我喘不过气了~

2010-12-03T07:32:00.000-08:00

2010-12-03T06:58:00.000-08:00

好累啊~今天早上跟妈还有弟去吃早餐后，就带小弟去他的学校拿信~然后妈说有东西告诉我，就说要去新山买东西给我叫我一起去~我那时觉得很累不想去可是妈要我去我就去咯~本来想要去做IC哪里知道那里的cemera坏了就没开~没办法咯~就跟妈下新山咯~妈说很快就回来可是，我们三点多才到笨珍~但是很开心，看到上要买的东西~买了一样回来~回到笨珍我们就去载两个弟弟去吃，看到了很多人但我都不是很认识~过后我就去《深之美》按摩时痛的咯~但好了后就比较舒服，等妈来载~就去老巴杀买了东西就去公公家~弄给公公婆婆吃，我没有吃因为不饿~老公知道了不知道会骂吗~才不管他我想减肥不知道会成功吗~有人说我肥有时真的听了很不舒服又不能做什么，生气的是连老公都不管就一个人哭咯~真的不知道要怎么办，整天只会哭~真的觉得自己有时没什么用~只会哭~

2010-08-11T09:58:00.001-07:00

今天爸爸本来要带我们去新山…早上他起来叫我们，过后就在弟的房间睡觉了…我睡醒的时候，已经八点多了…我去叫爸爸，他问我几点了…我就跟他说八点多了，他就到回去睡觉…这就让我觉得爸不想去了，我就回房躺一下…过后要九点了我就准备要去补琴了，爸他们却还没睡醒…我弄好了就下楼练琴，才听到爸去厕所冲凉…我练到十点，就快上车去补习…到那里都要十点半了，过后就进去练琴…我不知道为什么每次都会弹错…我真希望考试那天我不会弹错…过后弟他们来了，小弟就一直问我好了吗？爸要载你回了，如果还没好就要等他们两个好了才来载…我都还没好就叫爸爸等下一起载…我好了老师就叫我去楼上练琴…我就去练，不久老师跑来说你爸打来…我就听电话，爸就讲我为什么打给我我没听…我就说我在练琴，所以没听他的电话…爸就叫我好了就去吃早餐…我把电话还给老师，老师问什么事…我就说爸要我去吃，老师就说今天为什么你爸一直吹你…我也不知道为什么爸今天这样…吃饱后，我就回去载弟弟他们…然后回家半路，我就问爸下午我没补习有去哪吗？他问要去哪我也不知道就没出门…回到家妈就叫我扫地，过后扫完了我就回房做功课…很累了我就睡觉，睡到五点多我就起来换衣…因为我跟芷倩讲好五点半在喜爱鸡等她…但是爸已经出去了，打也他他也没有想要回来载我去的意识…我就跟芷倩说我没办法过去，作功课…七点才去补习，妈就先载小弟去朋友的生日会…然后载我去补习，我到了那里就进去坐着…今天老师教得很快我也听不是很懂…就看芷倩的，芷倩也做得很快我也没办法…就在那里满满作，一直静静的到补完…也没说什么话，过后打给爸问他有来载我吗？他说多一下就来…我上车的时候，爸就说他忘记我有补习了…我没吃他应该也不知道…过后去载小弟回，到家里就帮妈弄teacher Wendy的东西…然后就练琴练到十二点多，才来写blog今天也没什么陪到老公…写给他他也睡觉了…我现在也很累了我去睡觉了…晚安…

2010-08-10T09:02:00.001-07:00

今天发生了很多事，一大早就看到天空很黑很黑…吓死人，我都吓到了…好像世界2012年的戏噢…到了学校风吹得好大…我跟我朋友坐在礼堂那里，很冷很冷…坐在那不到一下，就觉得风向不对…就快转头，突然有一阵风很大吹了过来…把石头个沙都吹起，还好我转头不然就惨…回到班还有人说吃到石头，还有弄到眼睛…过后上课了，我们没拿pd就在班上跟美芬讲话…都不知道要做什么还…下课的时候也是有够惨，吃东西弄到衣服又弄到手…上课的时候也没心情，我真的有点想跟宾友合好当做什么事也没有…过后放学了就看爸有没有来载我，没有看到他的车…但是，看到老公妈妈的车…老公就叫我上车叫他妈载我回家…到了就里就去冲凉，吃…过后爸载我去补习，就开心做练习…每次跟老公一起补习就觉得心情不好…老师就说我黑眼圈很深，叫我照顾好身体要考试了不能生病…补完了，爸就载我去yamaha练琴…今天也没练到多少但看到很多人来练琴…我练了不知道为什么不想叫老公或爸爸来在就想一个人静静的走路回公公家…到了就拿衣服去冲凉，我每次都不再那个时候冲凉的…不知道为什么会去冲了就出来吃…妈说我这几天怪怪的…我也直回答　“没有”过后吃饱了就去补习…在补习那里也没什么心情，过后纸也没带…就看老公的，过后觉得手很痒但不是用爬的是用捏的…老公也吓到一直抓我的手…真不知道今天到底怎么了…回去的时候，爸问我是不是很累我说还好…但我每次回答的是“嗯”我应该是没事吧…回到家妈又说多一次我怪怪的…我真的不知道我怎么了…

2010-08-09T08:24:00.001-07:00

闷啊…今天回到家看到小叔两只脚都包了起来…吓到我，他不知道要怎么走路咯…真的事啊…过后我吃饱了，就等爸把我的书包拿来…因为他早上没拿来我就打给他叫他拿来…他拿来了我就去冲凉…冲好了就写信息给老公…可是老公没回我就知道他睡觉了…就没吵他，一段时间后他就一直打来…我也不想听他电话，就不管他…到最后他以为我生气了就出来找我…我就写给他太迟了不用去他家了…可是他要我去，我也没办法就去咯…在老公家我就睡觉，不知道为什么感觉很累就睡觉了…过后我就起来跟老公一起玩game还有吃东西…然后老公载我回家…到了家我就去吃…还有吃榴莲哈哈哈…超久没吃了…回到家爸爸说他看到车祸，正辆车反掉…可是去到前面看，有已经把车反回来了…回到家练了琴就来写blog好了…写很长了休息时间到了…

2010-08-07T23:15:00.000-07:00

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2010-08-07T19:17:00.001-07:00

今天真开心…昨天玩到三点多才睡…哈哈…跟朋友玩电脑看电视…我老公也来陪我…真是太开心了…今年最后一年了，跟朋友这样在一起也很好玩…佳缅本来也有来但是，不知道为什么她妈不给她来…没关系…她有心想来陪我，我就很开心了…真的觉得读多一年中学真好…有这样多对我好的朋友…如果没读的话，可能都没那么多朋友…哈哈…朋友一生一起走那些日字不在有，一句话，一辈子，一生情，一杯酒…哈哈…这是我每次写给朋友的…好啦…不写了…看迟点还有什么好写的…

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2010-06-16T09:26:00.000-07:00

2010-06-15T02:45:00.000-07:00

刚从马六甲回来，累死我了~><
给两个弟弟弄得很累~
跑来跑去~
哈哈~

但是很好玩，改天要跟凯哲一起去~
哈哈~不敢跟老公说等下被骂~
我觉得跟他去应该很好玩~
因为没有压力，能一致玩~

但在老公身边就要一致，跟着他。
没办法谁叫他是我老公，就要跟在他身边咯~
太爱他所以没办法放下他，他对我在不好我都一样爱他~
现在真希望有人能好好疼我~
凯哲也希望有一个人能疼他。哈哈~
我有时觉得我们好像哦~

但是我们只是朋友~
比较好的朋友罢了，有什么事都会跟他说~
他都会告诉我怎么做~
真高兴有他这样的朋友~

昨天就问他，“如果他有我这样的女朋友他会怎样？”
他说如果很爱的话，就会很疼~
很开心有人会这样说~
哈哈~我就跟他说他的女朋友会很幸福~
如果我没有老公可能我会爱上他~
他吓到了~
哈哈~