tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-109167592011-11-29T10:13:56.912-08:00my journey to infinitylife and everything in betweenjersonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10903955460872926655noreply@blogger.comBlogger162125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10916759.post-76709976969377781032011-11-29T10:11:00.000-08:002011-11-29T10:13:56.924-08:002011-11-29T10:13:56.924-08:00the last beautiful girldear pretty eyes,<br />
<br />
how are you? its been a while since i last heard news about you.<br />
i just want to let you know that after all this years, you are still<br />
that one person in this whole world i cant stop thinking about,<br />
and i cant stop getting worried about.<br />
<br />
i wish i could go back to the days where a flicker of your smile meant a lot to you.<br />
i know i wasnt the best but, everytime i think about you, i feel hope. i feel stars.<br />
<br />
i know your life has been great after us. lots of guys to choose from,<br />
i know i will be happy for you, but i cant tell you how my heart breaks when someone<br />
else makes you smile, or completes your world.<br />
<br />
its been seven years since i held your arms. i did everything to forget you.<br />
i drank, smoked, find someone, win friends, walked, thought, lost sleep, everything.<br />
<br />
and when i decided to let you go, i decided not to look back.<br />
but here i am, thinking of you, your face, your eyes.<br />
<br />
i realized that, i dont have to try too hard to forget you completely, because<br />
you will forever be part of who i am.<br />
and i realized that, there might be a number of days in the future where thoughts of you<br />
visit this old scar.<br />
<br />
please dont get me wrong, i completely made peace with the fact that you will no longer<br />
be mine.<br />
<br />
i just have to think of a way to be happy, anytime thoughts of you like this,<br />
suddenly crosses my heart once in a while.<br />
<br />
i miss you. i wish you all the best in life.<br />
i love you,<br />
but letting you know might not be important anymore.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10916759-7670997696937778103?l=nosrej.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>
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<br />
3 things i wil focus myself on now.<br />
<br />
1. learn to <a href="http://jersonija.farrell10.hop.clickbank.net/">make money online</a><br />
2. practice<a href="http://learnpianoonline1.blogspot.com/"> playing the piano</a><br />
3. exercise<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10916759-91802368840798986?l=nosrej.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>
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or maybe im in love with the 'idea' that im still loving her.<br />
<br />
(raise up your hands) - her name is synonymous to this phrase.<br />
<br />
belated happy birthday.<br />
i love you.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10916759-7499460249374529639?l=nosrej.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>
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i will let you go.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10916759-2140742812303134468?l=nosrej.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>
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but, that's the reason why im here.<br />
parts of my life will be spent thinking about her.<br />
certain parts will be spent accepting, and always hoping <br />
for the best.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10916759-8243382887282566584?l=nosrej.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>
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that is why i will take back my life now.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10916759-5918359096990507556?l=nosrej.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>
<p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/d-BPy2dZSS2Koy3voGhQsRZADJI/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/d-BPy2dZSS2Koy3voGhQsRZADJI/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/>
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i am not part of her present life.i belong to the past.<br />
her past.i must had re-live this fantasy somewhere in my dream,<br />
and my brain tricked me it was yesterday.<br />
<br />
oh my.. looking to the present again, i will be back on track.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10916759-746215061985606651?l=nosrej.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>
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<br />
and im kinda friends with the girl from yesterday.<br />
<br />
i love them both, somehow deep within me i know im not gonna be marrying one of them.<br />
<br />
how sad.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10916759-6284477038380389451?l=nosrej.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>
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<br />
so i have to make this decision.<br />
<br />
because i respect and love you so much.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10916759-2466771899851357964?l=nosrej.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>
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finished recording my keyboard part on our band.<br />
so cool!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10916759-2976792746246708428?l=nosrej.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>
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guys, ill keep you all posted :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10916759-1206290441098488640?l=nosrej.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>
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stopped smoking, moderated drinking, practicing the keys, <br />
exercise, band gigs, more songwriting, more poetry<br />
books to read, time for family, friends,business...<br />
<br />
wow!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10916759-4977614903460211289?l=nosrej.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>
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<br />
close the door, open yourself more to chances, love, happiness.<br />
<br />
you deserve to be great!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10916759-8265612118970169956?l=nosrej.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>
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<br />
<br />
let your hearts be light.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10916759-2688452585779304821?l=nosrej.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>
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i dont deserve that.<br />
and im not worth it.<br />
because if ill let yesterday mess up with the present?<br />
<br />
that's all im gonna deserve.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10916759-7321919840208454118?l=nosrej.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>
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<br />
<br />
this is what actually is happening to me.<br />
<br />
so i wont let another breathe be wasted again.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10916759-6053806176039462413?l=nosrej.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>
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you are special, just like everybody else.<br />
and God loves us just the same.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10916759-4354434974410839466?l=nosrej.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>
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i will miss a lot of things.<br />
This is for YOU. <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10916759-7390036784560924896?l=nosrej.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>
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ill be seeing a new light.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10916759-6214600728927241607?l=nosrej.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>
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youre supposed to be understanding me.<br />
but since i love you so much.<br />
ill stay silent.<br />
but dont expect me to follow what you want from me.<br />
<br />
why didnt you ask me to do what i love?<br />
why cant you put all of your faith in me?<br />
<br />
i have dreams. and i havent heard you say "my son go and get it. period."<br />
<br />
why mom?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10916759-6459323018520317302?l=nosrej.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>
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i think i did well, we did well. but i guess it wasnt enough.<br />
oh well, my last game is not that great after all.<br />
but its ok.<br />
<br />
now time for other priorities to be done.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10916759-2885230707190394502?l=nosrej.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>
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<br />
my heart shines everytime i remember her eyes.<br />
<br />
and how my troubles calms before her smile.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10916759-8247656198942126720?l=nosrej.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>
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