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Fight for my life

2011-06-05T22:04:00.001+08:00

LIFELESS huhh??

Nehh.. I am good now, don't worry babes. =)

I met my dear friends yesterday night and this evening

I MISS YOU ❤

See, my dear Wen Tang was so serious on her work. =D

See my handsome friend.

He have no idea when I'd took his IC, I sure. XD

All going to college.

All having a new school life.

All fighting for their own dream.

I really envy you guys actually.

When you talking about your school mate

When you talking about your school stuff

When you talking about your school life

blah blah blah~~

Really

Envy

" Are you going to study? "

Nehh...

I hope so, I want so

But I have to earn money first before that

Yea, I am earning money when you guys studying

Woo!!

Sound like so cool LOL!!

I want to get latest things by my own self

I Phone

I Pad

Lappie

Car

Branded

Blah blah blah~

I can do it

See

I CAN PEACE ALWAYS

I CAN FIGHT FOR MY OWN LIFE TOO

❤

A week a post

2011-05-17T19:52:00.001+08:00

So weird~

You know what?

This photo was took few weeks ago =..=

Now my hair in brown color again

A week a post LOLLL

What I am doing now?

I am working hard and hard

I really envy my friends a lot..

They got a new school life

Its no matter taking Form 6 or college or university

School life is better than working life always =(

Working hard for RM1200

The only target in my working life

I wont continue my work if my salary only RM800!!

Its too hard to stay with somebody else

They are brainless even they are older than me

They wont think about their self before they scold others

They act good to you but talking bad about you to others

I hate this =(

But I force to stay with them too

haizz..

Friends

When we can meet again??

I miss you guys really much =(

I miss ❤

2011-05-02T19:02:00.000+08:00

Brown World ❤

Its been a long time I didn't updated my blog =(

I am so sorry guys

Now I am working with my uncle and stayed at Kuchai Lama

I am apart with my family, friends, boyfriend and all people around me

It was damn suffer for me

I admit that I am not a strong girl

Always cry silently in the night =(

Now I force to live by myself

Can't rely on others anymore..

It's ok =)

I will be more stronger and mature

I will grow up

I can do anything by myself

Right?

I want to earn money

I wanna get a good life for myself and my family

I am learning how to be patient when working

I am learning how to face those problem without my family

I am really upset sometimes =(

But I will do my best, promise ❤

She is the one I really miss ❤

why?

Because she is growing up and I am not be with her

I am really afraid that she will forget about me =(

And the call form my mummy

It always make me cry seriously..

I really can't imagine how can I continue my life if I stay at other country by myself

Now I am home

But I am going back to Kuchai Lama tonight

Tomorrow work again

I miss my school life ❤

I miss my teenager life ❤

I miss when I was young ❤

Mid Valley =)

2011-04-14T18:54:00.001+08:00

New lens

Is it nice? =)

Went to Mid Valley with my buddies again

hmmmmmm...

They wanna watch the Singapore ghost movie only actually

I want to buy some office lady clothes and shoes =3=

I spent RM50 at Nchii for this shirt finally

Felt regret after I bought it LOLLLLLL

Having our lunch at the food court

My Thai fried rice

You know what???

These two kind of things cost RM20!!!!

GOSH =.=

Delicious huh??

Oh my cute boy XD

I am going to stay at Kuchai Lama for few days again LOLLLL

Miss me babe =)

Red Hair ♥

2011-04-12T01:43:00.001+08:00

Oye babe =D

Its true!!

I dyed my hair today

In red color =)

I don't really felt surprise when I saw my red hair

haha~ I may have used to dye bright color every time

I'd dyed for twice today =.=

My hair color unbalance after first try

So dyed it again

I know I know

My hair totally spoiled XD

It's ok it's fine~

I don't want only dye my hair in yellow, red or green color when I am 50 years old LOLLL

PEACE for my RED HAIR ♥

Ghost make me crazy LOL XD

2011-04-10T20:21:00.000+08:00

I have a pair of brown eyes actually =)

I had watched the latest Singapore movie at Mid Valley with silly Jimmy yesterday

You know what??

We were sat in different place =.=

The most funny is I am sitting the middle of two pairs of couple LOLLLLL

LONELY~ I am ms LONELY~ XD

It was a quite funny and nice movie

Their dialog was damn funny XD

They are creative

But I'd closed my eyes for 3 over 4 part of the movie LOL =.=

I really scare ghost ma...

I am not a brave girl even though I look like very brave XD

So you guys don;t even ask me what's look of those ghosts

I DON'T KNOW XD

You should take a lot of this movie if you are interesting to Singapore movie =)

Thanks for Jimmy buy me the ticket and MCD ice-cream =D

Fired =D

2011-03-30T23:16:00.000+08:00

I'd fired =D

I fired my boss yesterday finally LOL

I told her I wanna go study next month

I thought she will say something really bad hurt me =.=

But she doesn't!!!

She said :" Ok arh.. never mind arh.. study more important =) "

GOSH!!!!

She really shock me DAMN!!!

But its good right? =)

I will be quit at 4th of April

She is a good boss but is my own problem

I don't really like about learning facial stuff

SORRY =(

I am gonna study I think

I think only =.=

$$ is a big problem!!!

Image Management nice or not?

Or Car Design huhh??

I am damn confuse about this =(

I will study both of it if I got $$$ !!! =3=

haizzz

Saya Pasti Menang!!

2011-03-23T20:59:00.000+08:00

人生一大日子呀今天～

读了 13 年的书就是为了今天 =3=

SPM 成绩放榜

整晚都没睡好其实

说不担心是假的 =.=

早上 9 点就跟姐妹们去吃早餐放松下

差不多 11 点回学校等 “ 解剖” =.=

我们学校学生原来这么多 XD

全部乖乖排队等拿成绩

纪律老师很坏

吓我说金发不能拿成绩 =.=

我傻到真的相信

成绩是出乎预料的！！

不只我一个啦当然 =.=

有人拿 Straight A

我咧？？

唉！！

全部差一点点！！

冤枉～！！

我可以拿 5 个 A 的其实 =.=

除了节哀顺变还能怎样？ T.T

其实我真的没尽力

老师教书我睡觉

功课只做 3 分 1

嗯嗯～

有酱的成绩其实不意外 XD

只是有点失落是真的 =(

看好英文，华文和数学拿 A 的嘛

可是竟然只有数学拿 A ='(

意外的是 BM，MORAL，SCIENCE，EKONOMI 竟然拿 B+ =3=

该拿 A 的不拿

吐血！！喷血！！

算吧算吧～

一分耕耘一分收获

想着怎么开口跟老板娘说要辞职 =.=

我要继续读书

我要自己决定以后的路

SPM 不代表我的一切 =）

万牧師说 :

SPM = Saya Pasti Menang
不管你的成绩如何，只要态度正确，你就是赢家！

I meet Mr.Rango =)

2011-03-20T14:28:00.000+08:00

I went to 1U again yesterday night =)

Almost forget how to make up LOL

I met Mr.RANGO at cinema XD

What a cute and funny movie XD

It's interesting and worth to watch =)

I sure that it will be more amazing if watch in 3D

LOL what a cute lizard XD

I love Popcorn =D

Imma thinking about quit for my work next month

And start my study next month

But I am broke if didn work =(

I NEED MONEY LOL

Backie =.=

2011-03-13T17:48:00.000+08:00

Imma back =D

I miss here

I miss my reader

Are you guys there em?

You know what?

I am freaking busy for my job now

I'd worked at a beauty saloon for a week already

I am damn regret for it now =.=

Work from 9am to 8pm

Owwww~!!!

My legs gonna cacat already

The damn thing is!!

I'd forced to make up everyday before go to work

Because it must to do if work at there lol

And!!

I really hate the people who always thinking

" Gold hair look like not professional "

" Gold hair look like not serious to work "

" Gold hair look like bad girl "

FUCK YOUR MOM!!!

Don't even talk these shit thing in front of me

And I'd force to wear a weird uniform LOL

It make me look like..DOCTOR YANG SUKA BUNUH ORANG =.=

haizzz..

I don't really feel interesting to this job as honestly

How can I continue it huhh????????????

God safe me =(

Alpha College

2011-02-27T20:28:00.000+08:00

Took at 25th of March.

so weird =.=

That day I were accompany my friend went to ALPHA COLLEGE that located at Subang Jaya

We went out about 7.20am

There was having a free course about design

I thought there will be a nice day but who know??

Damn..

Taking KTM almost 2 hours to Subang Jaya

Some more we need to walked and take taxi to KTM station

OMG =.=

It will not be next time anymore I swear

Its really tired as honestly even though I love design so much =3=

We'd design the rabbit

the first one is mine

DEVIL ANGEL RABBIT XD

Moon and Panda were so buzy to take photo of those rabbit

Imma freaking tired with a fucking noob face =.=

Sexy Bitch =)

2011-02-22T17:08:00.000+08:00

I watched this yesterday night at... HOME XD

I really don't know how to describe it

SEXY

HOT

NICE!!!!

The theme nice

The actors nice

The dances nice

The songs nice too!!!!

I love CHER and CHRISTINA's voice damn fucking much =D

The songs sang by them were full of emotion

They are true singer =)

And

I really shock when I saw Christina's face =.=

So damn pretty and so young!!

I thought she was 30++ years old XD

I totally love her when she's not putting a lot of make up

She look pretty too when she make up

But I more prefer to her pure face XD

Oh my idol sexy bitch =)

我们这一行 =.=

2011-02-21T19:11:00.000+08:00

最近终于找到事干了

有莫名的满足感 =）

我在干什么？

按按就知道了呗

以前总以为网上买卖很轻松

只需要坐在电脑前下订单，发货，收钱就搞定了

直到自己正式踏入这行后才知道有多辛苦

我们每天坐在电脑前收订单，发货，收钱，汇款是真的

看似容易丫 =.=

我们自己要卖的每一件商品都要亲自提供照片和资料

真的只是 download，upload，copy，paste 酱简单咩？

小数量的商品还没关系

大量的商品真的会要了我的命 =.=

再来我遇到了很多下了单却不付钱的顾客

这里说 “ 好好好，明天我就汇款给你 ”

一个星期后都还没收到钱 =.=

本来想列个黑名单的

可是我忍 =3=

亲爱的顾客们丫

你们下了订单不付钱我真的很难做的

所以请拜托别再犯了哈 =.=

再来

电话费真的是不堪入目 =.=

顾客们都喜欢信息来问东西

一两个还没关系

一后面加个零就很大关系 =.=！！

再来 =.=

遇到很多只买一样商品却要拼命议价的顾客

可爱的顾客丫

你要买多我才能扣给你恩 =)

不过庆幸的是也让我遇到一些守信用又好聊的顾客

你们绝对是我最大的安慰 =D

其实我们做这行的真的赚不多

竞争又大

最终为的只是方便大家能买到更好更便宜的东西罢了

唉唉唉

很想放弃了的其实 =.=

辛苦没人知丫。。

可是又好胜

所以。。

各位来支持下呗 XD

你们的支持绝对是我的推动力恩 =)

My First Valentine =)

2011-02-15T16:31:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE =)

of course I passed it with my man

I more prefer he gave me money and asked me go shopping actually XD

our dinner

We went to 1U again =3=

for YOGI BEAR

That two bears really cute =)

But the story not really nice as honestly and its too short =3=

More prefer to the Boo Boo Bear XD

I like it's name

Boo Boo~~~

And

My man gave me a big suprise

emmm...

The whole present made by himself

lol..

Pro then me =3=

where's my present for him??

aha~

I not yet finish it =X

Well

This was my first time celebrating valentine day =)

Thanks my man

年初二红包多多 XD

2011-02-12T01:24:00.000+08:00

年初二咚咚锵

去我男人亲戚家拜年

好像是在增江附近嗯 XD

多人到～

恐怖到～

热闹到～

最爽是

红包多到～ XD

小时候真的很喜欢看舞狮

那天竟然坐在那里打呵欠 =3=

还有很多 XD

晚上跟男人的朋友去吃火锅嗯

搞不懂火锅有什么吸引力

我真的不爱火锅 =3=

大年初一看电影 =3=

2011-02-10T19:52:00.001+08:00

几强下的咯

初八才来写初一的东西 =3=

睁一只眼闭一只眼 XD

往上拍拍拍 =3=

Tom & Jerry =D

1U 灯笼红彤彤

麦当当的冰淇淋好甜

其实故事还好

没预想中的精彩

可是这辆黑美人就真的很精彩！！ =3=

周董的英文也讲得很精彩 XD

I know I am creative XD

2011-01-30T15:47:00.001+08:00

Let's guess what I'd done at yesterday =)

I knew u can't XD

here is TIPS XD

I drew yesterday

I spent my whole evening for my paint

where is my paint?

HERE!!

my bedroom door XD

I really admire to myself when I done it

Because I really don't think I can finish it

lol~ XD

Awesome??

Amazing??

I am creative because I am using water color to make it XD

Don't copy me harrrrrr =.=

Because it's really damn fucking HARD!!!!!

I warned you guys already

Don't blame anyone when you can't did it =3=

and~

I made a cute rabbit too =D

say it cute =3=

lol~

I used whole evening to make it too

emmmmm....

what should I draw tomorrow??? XD

Malaysia's KTM same like SHIT!!!!

2011-01-24T20:52:00.000+08:00

a very pure face =.=

I'd came back from Johor this morning at 9am

My grandpa went away for a month already

As chinese traditional, we had to went back

I hate Malaysia's KTM damn fucking much!!!!!!

=.=凸

2.20pm train became to 3.30pm

=.=凸

2.40am train became 3.15am

=.=凸

waste time only!!!!

FUCK YOU!!!!!

My energy is negative right now actually @@

I never have a nice sleep since yesterday till now

emmmmm.....

and my leg's muscle killing me!!

pain pain pain!!!!!

cacat already =..=

and my lovely shoes had sacrificed because of walked too much /.\

haizzzzzz~~~

路痴 1U 一日游

2011-01-21T17:10:00.000+08:00

昨天糊里糊涂就跟 HY 去了 1U =3=

她去的目地是买鞋

我就去陪太子读书 XD

那家伙还要不贵的那个牌子不选

不贵的那双不买 =.=

RM230 !!!

从 new wing 走去 old wing 的士林

甜不辣，炸鸡排，地瓜都给我们吃光光了 XD

我们看 2 点半的戏

笑着回家

买完鞋才 1 点 15 分

真的是要哭着回家 =3=

我们两个敢敢死坐在厕所过时间囧

进厕所的把我们当明星看 XD

目不转睛地看

要酱咩？？囧

我有大大个的丸子头 =D

知不知道两个路痴走在一起是很 sibeh 冤枉的？ =.=

都不懂看了多少次地图

pergi nike tak boleh

pergi Mc pun tak boleh

old wing ke new wing

new wing ke old wing

old wing ke new wing lagi =.=

毫无方向感

可怜没有？

还好我们会看地图 XD

遇到还没开工的夏诗

她说她在旺角做到要升职了 XD

恭喜你

不错看的一部戏

废废废！！

很喜欢阿牛说的一句

“whatever you say is forever ya.”

5 点回家

路痴累倒了 XD

虽然没买到什么

不过开心就好 =)

更多照片情游览这里

=)

世界和平

2011-01-18T18:06:00.000+08:00

昨晚晚上 11.30 我和我男人才去 makmak 吃晚餐

不肥才奇怪懂不懂？

12 点多回

嗯嗯

重点来了！！

我爬去我男人的司机位

踩油门当司机 XD

压力是大到～！！！

虽然只是那么一段路 =3=

可是足以搞到我心脏病发作了 =.=

为了世界和平

我觉得司机旁边的位子比较适合我 XD

还亏我之前一直囔着要做车神

真的是丢脸丢到家 =3=

我下了车还研究了下我放车的位子

PERFECT ！！ XD

人家第一次驾车算很好鸟 =.=

至少没撞树 =X

过后无意间听到了对面公寓有人在吵架

夫妻？情侣？

男：“ 你走你走！！我不要看到你!”

女：“我现在就走！！”

男：“走啦！！！”

我们：“。。。。”

我还八到去找那两个人的位置 XD

我男人说两夫妻一定会吵架的

我：“ 那我们不要结婚 ”

男人说我傻的 =3=

我家鸭子今天考车过关啦～

好像是剩下我还没考车 =3=

人家我要保护世界和平 XD

不考不考！！

ps//

原来油门踩去 20 不是那么容易的

邓淑雯

本娘原谅你 XD

入魔 ‘’

2011-01-15T15:36:00.000+08:00

噢麦嘎！！

鼻子眼睛嘴巴头发皮肤！！

残到没有人有 =..=

谁叫我天天晚上没有 4 点都不睡？

最近在追戏是将的啦 XD

什么戏什么戏那么好看哈？

May I use English to intro it? =)

If you don't know who is him you are very very OUT!!!!

OMFG!!

He is so damn handsome and smart~~

He was a completely genius in the drama

" PRISON BREAK "

MICHAEL SCOFIELD =)

I admit that I am not really interesting to this drama at first

The comment that I gave for this drama at first was..CRUEL!!!

It was a bloody drama for me =.=

KILL KILL KILL!!!

from beginning to the end of the drama

But is is really amazing when going to season 2 =)

That's why I am gonna to sleep or chat with friends or going out

I wanna finish watch it!!!

okok~!!

I know i was really late to watch this now

But, better than didn't watched right? =)

The tattoo on his body was fantastic!!!

It is the map to break down from prison

See!!

How handsome is him when wearing the cope uniform =D

I am watching season 3 now

ermmmmm....

回去华文 =X

入魔啦～

看太多暴力血腥的情节

发梦也梦到 =..=

他妈的

直接把人的头砍下来

好像砍昆虫头酱俐落

直接用枪瞄准心脏射穿

好像小孩玩泥沙酱简单 =.=

疯了疯了

迟早变杀人魔 XD

快快提防我～！！

4.20am

2011-01-14T04:39:00.000+08:00

You have no idea why i am still hang on the web.

I don't really feel like wanna sleep since long time ago. =)

I think I may change to an OWL.

Oh jeez..!!

How terrible is it if I really turn to an owl when I am wake up at next morning?

I am totally crazy now =.=

I have no idea what should I do now

So I back to my blog. =D

What plan in this CNY?

My man said that maybe going to P.DICKSON,maybe going to SANCTUARY =D

AND!!!!

Going to his family house when CNY.

oh god!!!!

Do you know how scare am I when I imagine it? =.=

Totally terrible!!!

May I reject it??

Because it really suffering me.

I am really broke right now.

I don't have a job even a part time.

ermmmm... do you wanna hire me?

I am a good worker I promise =D

I really need a lot of money.

I hope I am a richer human!!!! don't even dream in fact =.=

Not only clothes or foods or the others tiny things in my list now.

I am gonna make a pretty cool list for myself =)

I will save my money to 4 different account.

Tell me what are those 4 account if you can. =)

I am not going to work for people in my whole life.

I want people work for me in a damn big company =D

My sweet dream.

I am gonna dye my hair again before CNY.

Facebook Ending??

2011-01-10T14:58:00.001+08:00

Mark Zuckerberg

I got some news from my babe Janice yesterday night

" Facebook will end up at March 15 "

aha~

How shock are you when you know about this??

OMFG~!!!

How can I live without facebook? =(

Lets take a look about the news

" Facebook has gotten out of control,” said

Zuckerberg in a press conference outside his

Palo Alto office, “and the stress of managing

this company has ruined my life. I need to put

an end to all the madness.”

any comment??

Lets take a look another one =)

" This is a fake story by a faux news site,

similar to that of The Onion and Chive. As a

reminder, always fact check before passing on

stories, or else what happened today will keep

happening over and over (like this trend will

ever stop anyway)...oh yea, use some common

sense. Also, with a company estimated at being

worth over $50 billion, why would anyone even

think of suddenly shutting it down? As a

friend said, it would obviously make sense to

sell it off rather than just kill it all

together. "

So do you understand it now?

Facebook will not end up =)

CHEER~!!!

CLICK HERE IF YOU DON'T BELIVE

DUCKY DUCKY =)

2011-01-08T02:15:00.000+08:00

first photo that we had took in 2011 =)

Yesterday I were out

for celebrated DUCKY b'day

18 already old girl XD

We had a very nice evening even though there are just 2 hours

The playground fulled of our voice

chatting, laughing, playing

We are happy :)

blueberry cheese cake for our babe duck =D

ermmmmm...

our photographer, LITTLE CHAIR =D

she is always enjoying taking photo or setting a pose

ermmm...

Don't know what she syok XD

aha~~

MELIN & OUR DUCKY =D

tak boleh jumpa orang ke? =.=

We are good girls

We back home before 7pm XD

oh my lovely friends

I hope we can always be together ❤

suffering ='(

2011-01-05T04:05:00.000+08:00

3.30am right now

I had a sleepless night again =(

I did a stupid thing!!!

OMFG..

who can stop my mind to think about it anymore?

I think I am crazy

if not why I will click to her blog?

the damn thing is!!!!

I'd started reading her every post even stop!!!

who will know that I am finding something from her blog actually?

should I say thanks to GOD??

I found it finally

something make me suffer

something make me feel faint

something make my heart pain!!!

gosh..

I should't read her blog and try to find out the answer

but I just can't..

everything that you told her sound like familiar..

I should't act selfish

but I just did it because you're still in my mind

I can't bless you and your girl just because I really can't!!

In fact

I'd knew you are a cruel guy earlier

I'd knew you wont look back anymore

so I am letting you go

from my memories

from my heart

from my life

I really thought I'd did it but I am not =(

I saw she wrote " I love you "

I saw you said " I love you "

we both had told the same word too

but it's gone now

she has a name same with my favorite song

I'd found something in common between me and she

but she is cute than me =)

she has a natural look without make up

oh GOD...

I realize that your picture still staying in my computer file

I am not a cruel girl

I can't forget you easily

I am not loving you

but just can't make you disappear from my mind

I know that's call missing..

oh boy

you know how many times I am trying to delete you from my FB?

but I am not willing..

I am making myself suffer I know

so what?

I am just a stupid =)

THE TRUTH IS ALWAYS HARD TO BELIEVE

I NEED YOU RIGHT NOW BABE JANICE ='(

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Fight for my life

A week a post

I miss ❤

Mid Valley =)

Red Hair ♥

Ghost make me crazy LOL XD

Fired =D

Saya Pasti Menang!!

I meet Mr.Rango =)

Backie =.=

Alpha College

Sexy Bitch =)

我 们 这 一 行 =.=

My First Valentine =)

年 初 二 红 包 多 多 XD

大 年 初 一 看 电 影 =3=

I know I am creative XD

Malaysia's KTM same like SHIT!!!!

路 痴 1U 一 日 游

世 界 和 平

入 魔 ‘’

4.20am

Facebook Ending??

DUCKY DUCKY =)

suffering ='(

我们这一行 =.=

年初二红包多多 XD

大年初一看电影 =3=

路痴 1U 一日游

世界和平

入魔 ‘’