Doodle's Confession

Physical Contact. :P

2012-02-08T17:47:00.002+08:00

Virginity is like a balloon, 1 prick and its gone forever!

Sex is like pack of chips once u start you cant stop

Exam paper is like dick when its hard people get fucked!

Fate is like getting raped if you cant fight learn to enjoy it

Work is like group sex 10 people are behind your ass to take your place

education is like hiring a prostitute it needs both your money and hard work

success is like masturbating only your own hand can let you achieve it.

nananana, I wanna start a fight. Haha, each and every single day, that feeling is somehow inside me. P!nk is so true, so What, I am a rockstar, I got my rock moves. Well, in reality, no one cares. Drama, people watch, gossip, move on. No implication on them or whatsoever. Why make drama in real life, besides with true friends of course. Because with them, they know you, they know it's a joke, they wouldn't take it sensitively, they would come and tell you what the real problem is. Your voice, your attitude, your obliviousness, your annoyingness, anything. But, how many of us do walk up to someone we call close friends and claim all what we dislike? Best unspoken deal, just pretend everything's fine, smile and just forget their existence in good times. Laife. :/

Moving on, Have you take a moment to think how fortunate we are? How we get what we need, and sometimes, or usually what we want as well? Last weekend, I spent my time with 1000 kids in Seberang Prai, Penang Mainland, and they taught me a little gratitude. And no, they're not just any children. They're special children, Homeless, Orphanage, Autistic, Spastic, Down's Syndrome, other Hereditary Genetic Disorder, Mental Illnesses and other categories of special Children. Basically, I am a Children lover, and this event was a heaven invitation. :) Sad to say, most of the Orphans & Homeless are Indians. Not being racist, but what is with the smallest majority Race in Malaysia? Malaysia's official statistics says the other way tho, so, what is there to believe? And seriously, y u Indians abandon your children? Y U NO HEART?! And no, the shoutout doesn't only go to a particular race, it goes to everyone. These children were really awesome, playing around, all their rules and grounds already so so much different from all of ours. Lack of parents, what would you do? Would you grow extra set of horns and longer tail? Or would you resort into depression? Or would you channel all that loss into proper education? And what if you don't stand a chance for an awesome tertiary education with scholarship considering the kiasu competition with expensive tuition centres, bribing of higher education department and all? What is there in their future? What are these parents looking when they abandon them? Of themselves or that these centres provide better things than they can for these innocent souls? I'm in doubt, for sure, forever will.

Meet Kesevan, from Penang.

And when we asked him to Smile. ;)

Thanks to Rotary Club Seberang Jaya, 1000 kids have an added smile.

If you *touchwood* happen to have a Child with Down's Syndrome or any other mental retardness related sickness, what would you do? Would you say you'll accept her now and rethink again when the situation really hits you? What if accepting your child is a door that changes your life and your spouse's life forever and you're not sure it's wrong or right? And when everyone wants a perfect family portrait, one child with genetic disorder will come in the way? But, what is the harm done by this knowing nothing baby that it deserves to be sent away, but is there a better place than being with the original, true parents? One minute you're up, and the next minute you're breaking, knowing nothing what you are doing. Feel like one in a million that you're making an effort to prove that you shouldn't let go, especially children, your own child, for the fact. Because when the world stops, there wouldn't be regret that you didn't try whatever that could be done to make Earth a better place, for all, retarded or not. Please realise, one small wrong step, one small wrong decision, one small wrong word, and all, all you've been fighting for will be gone wasted. One small second you let your guards down, it may change your fate. You don't know, but that is happening. One small decision, one split second, you might suffer the consequences forever. One small effort to make someone smile, you get nothing. Nothing monetary, but satisfaction. Satisfaction overrides everything? One never know until he/she is at their deathbed. To really get a picture of what it is these decisions would effect years years later or how it shapes what happens next, please go visit orphanage or even these homes for special children, what did they do wrong? Not saying that what they going through is the worst situation, but are they given the same oppurtunities as us? If you think they're given so much more, would you trait your childhood with them? ;) And do look up for this book; The Memory Keeper's Daughter by Kim Edwards. I learnt so much from it, and the moving moment is when the Father passed away and how the brother accepts the sister. Really warm, I tell you. :)

It's also a movie, yet to watch!

But of course, falling in love is never wrong. Expressing your love to each other is never wrong, just simply have some brains. Relationships are not to be broken when there's problem, not to be taken granted of, and not to just simply fool, cheat and sleep around with. Which makes it even more harder to find the one. And when you do, the courage somehow dissapears. Okay, I'm nervous . -.-' :) As what Jason Mraz says in "I Won't Give Up"

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not
And who I am

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
Still looking up.

Or can watch it http://youtu.be/TdN5GyTl8K0. ;)

Hyped up for Valentine's Day? Early wishes. ;)

Don't Let Me Go.

2012-01-13T02:59:00.002+08:00

And it all comes down to a boy and a girl. ;)

Some things we don't talk aboutbetter do withoutjust hold a smilewe're falling in and out of lovethe same damn problem

It has been long since I blogged and yeah, I do realise that it'd been long since I even wrote an English essay or an expression of thought, besides the ultra short Facebook and Twitter updates. Well, those social networks certainly take in less time than Blogger, and in a student's aspect, a Medical Student for that matter, those are much better.

Was listening to "Never Say Never" by The Fray;

And I was so captivated by all the lyrics and the whole song by itself. All this while I haven't actually listened to the lyrics, just assumed it's a motivation song, and now, now I realise it's a love song, a sweet one.

Picture, you're the queen of everythingas far as the eye can seeunder your commandi will be your guardianwhen all is crumblingsteady your hand

Is there the possibility from waking up from a heartbreak alright? Is there a possibility of seeing a person used to matter alot and now not feel anything? And to justify yourself that things just happen and it's neither of your fault or blame yourself? How is it than even when we know it wasn't worth a shit and being told that it wasn't worth what you taught, you still long there was a mistake? Or how what you thought you knew were all fake and just a drama that was acted along so perfectly you memorised all the lines of lies? How if all you hoped is now new hopes of your counterpart with a new person, and many many more people that's gonna be with her? And one day, you wake up, it's the Friday, 13th of January 2012, just 11 months short of the Mayan's 21st December and you know for sure that that wasn't the problem all along. That never was.

Have you experienced goosebumps? Good goosebumps? Excited goosebumps? The moment when you look at someone and you know there is a future with that person? And how if the person is afraid of falling for you because of something you promised before? How if before, the naive and the person who wanted to save things and not worsen anything out of fear couldn't see the emotional roller coaster of the future? How if you never thought that you feel this power? Never thought the comfort of expressing is as easy as ABC even when you don't want to tell anything, it just comes out? Never thought that attachment was actually a bad thing? How if all you wanted is something more and your body has been rejecting it due to all the rational reasoning of your brain and what you think others evaluate? But then again, wasn't love just a crazy thing, a blind thing, a mindless, soulful thing? Should there be room for rational reasoning in the name of love? How if now as you watch a bird flying free, you feel that it wasn't that bird that was caged, it was you. You were the bird in the cage, unable to escape, unable to break the lock and been not able to see things from a superior bird's eye view? How if all this comforting isn't comforting? They say attachment leads to expectation leads to dissapointment. How if when you say there was no expectation, you left the huge room inside yourself to build expectation and you are dissapointed, every single time? And when a single swoosh of action, you just get back to being all fine and normal? How does this function? What if you thought the attachment is non-existing and just a huge rope you tied in your head to the other counterpart? What if the burden of the rope is only in your shoulders? How does one's reaction and ways of action reflect the way they think and what they want? What if their eyes plays more tricks than the words? What if the body flirts and the words come out are intellectual? Why a third person sees this all and mention it, just to be denied? Why the denial exist? Is fear such a devil to be feared? What if all you want is to avoid dissapointment and it's actually already there, even without the risk? After all, it's just thoughts and all the synapses working it's work under stress. What if, the only biggest fear is being forgotten? Being just left aside of a busy road and not looked back? What if you sense that absoluteness of being left and you start waking the other direction all by yourself? How if what you thought wasn't correct? What if the joke is on you?

What if you fall for someone just for the looks? Just for the appearance? Just because someone seem to have similarities with someone else you really like? Someone you adore? Similarities with a celebrity? What if being with her would bring all those memories with your previous encounter of love because of the scary similarities? Or just because there's a rumor? Or because of the thrill for a short-distance relationship and going throught everything you been through again? Does that justify making new memories or the mere of refreshing memories? After all, the settings is the same, the people surrounding are the same, the MO of the tricks are the same. What if it ends the same way? What if you cause the other a heartbreak because your lack of sensitivity? Or what if, looks is not all that matter, or that is also another mere reasoning of rationalization?

We're falling apartand coming together again and againwe're coming apartbut we pull it togetherpull it together, together again
don't let me go,don't let me go, don't let me go,

Or what if a person just pops out in the middle of the railtrack and gives you the excitedness you've never felt before? The excitedness you always wanted to feel, all comes gushing in. What if this person that you interpreted to be something else is actually special and unique in an ultra cute way? And how if when your stupid rational realisation says there's no way you'll ever be liked, you actually get response? Or you assume you are not liked? But how can you be liked when you can always find flaws in yourself? What does it mean, if you keep constantly been reminded of what she will be in real life next to you? They say love is blind? Is it deaf as well? Can a person fall in love with a person they haven't heard the voice of? Or love too big of a word for now? Because when the usage of that word suggests all taboo and all silly little things that is scary and too big to be true? How if all the time you spend texting that person, a big smile is carved on your face like a mad men? What if it's true, there's the fear of dissapointment? How if all the counterpart want is friendship and you pushed it too far to be repaired? How if this expression of thought already too much? Or how if it is just meant to be, and when it meant to be, it would be? How does fairytale arise? What if jetlag and lovelag is what fears you? And when you hear stories that made the distance, you feel reassured? What if your brain is overworking in the wrong direction when it's suppose to be studying? How if all you want now is to be happy and not think? And you know that one person who is awesome enough to make you laugh and make you feel the lalalalala and make you feel so lalalalala? How if you know who that person is? And how does one react when that person is reading this? And all you want is to enjoy the moment because this moment is so naice. It's Laife, after all. ;)

Twist your tongue, a bit, LAH.

2012-01-06T03:04:00.000+08:00

If you can pronounce correctly every word in this poem, you will be speaking English better than 90% of the native English speakers in the world.

After trying the verses, a Frenchman said he’d prefer six months of hard labour to reading six lines aloud.

Dearest creature in creation,
Study English pronunciation.
I will teach you in my verse
Sounds like corpse, corps, horse, and worse.
I will keep you, Suzy, busy,
Make your head with heat grow dizzy.
Tear in eye, your dress will tear.
So shall I! Oh hear my prayer.
Just compare heart, beard, and heard,
Dies and diet, lord and word,
Sword and sward, retain and Britain.
(Mind the latter, how it’s written.)
Now I surely will not plague you
With such words as plaque and ague.
But be careful how you speak:
Say break and steak, but bleak and streak;
Cloven, oven, how and low,
Script, receipt, show, poem, and toe.
Hear me say, devoid of trickery,
Daughter, laughter, and Terpsichore,
Typhoid, measles, topsails, aisles,
Exiles, similes, and reviles;
Scholar, vicar, and cigar,
Solar, mica, war and far;
One, anemone, Balmoral,
Kitchen, lichen, laundry, laurel;
Gertrude, German, wind and mind,
Scene, Melpomene, mankind.
Billet does not rhyme with ballet,
Bouquet, wallet, mallet, chalet.
Blood and flood are not like food,
Nor is mould like should and would.
Viscous, viscount, load and broad,
Toward, to forward, to reward.
And your pronunciation’s OK
When you correctly say croquet,
Rounded, wounded, grieve and sieve,
Friend and fiend, alive and live.
Ivy, privy, famous; clamour
And enamour rhyme with hammer.
River, rival, tomb, bomb, comb,
Doll and roll and some and home.
Stranger does not rhyme with anger,
Neither does devour with clangour.
Souls but foul, haunt but aunt,
Font, front, wont, want, grand, and grant,
Shoes, goes, does. Now first say finger,
And then singer, ginger, linger,
Real, zeal, mauve, gauze, gouge and gauge,
Marriage, foliage, mirage, and age.
Query does not rhyme with very,
Nor does fury sound like bury.
Dost, lost, post and doth, cloth, loth.
Job, nob, bosom, transom, oath.
Though the differences seem little,
We say actual but victual.
Refer does not rhyme with deafer.
Fe0ffer does, and zephyr, heifer.
Mint, pint, senate and sedate;
Dull, bull, and George ate late.
Scenic, Arabic, Pacific,
Science, conscience, scientific.
Liberty, library, heave and heaven,
Rachel, ache, moustache, eleven.
We say hallowed, but allowed,
People, leopard, towed, but vowed.
Mark the differences, moreover,
Between mover, cover, clover;
Leeches, breeches, wise, precise,
Chalice, but police and lice;
Camel, constable, unstable,
Principle, disciple, label.
Petal, panel, and canal,
Wait, surprise, plait, promise, pal.
Worm and storm, chaise, chaos, chair,
Senator, spectator, mayor.
Tour, but our and succour, four.
Gas, alas, and Arkansas.
Sea, idea, Korea, area,
Psalm, Maria, but malaria.
Youth, south, southern, cleanse and clean.
Doctrine, turpentine, marine.
Compare alien with Italian,
Dandelion and battalion.
Sally with ally, yea, ye,
Eye, I, ay, aye, whey, and key.
Say aver, but ever, fever,
Neither, leisure, skein, deceiver.
Heron, granary, canary.
Crevice and device and aerie.
Face, but preface, not efface.
Phlegm, phlegmatic, ass, glass, bass.
Large, but target, gin, give, verging,
Ought, out, joust and scour, scourging.
Ear, but earn and wear and tear
Do not rhyme with here but ere.
Seven is right, but so is even,
Hyphen, roughen, nephew Stephen,
Monkey, donkey, Turk and jerk,
Ask, grasp, wasp, and cork and work.
Pronunciation (think of Psyche!)
Is a paling stout and spikey?
Won’t it make you lose your wits,
Writing groats and saying grits?
It’s a dark abyss or tunnel:
Strewn with stones, stowed, solace, gunwale,
Islington and Isle of Wight,
Housewife, verdict and indict.
Finally, which rhymes with enough,
Though, through, plough, or dough, or cough?
Hiccough has the sound of cup.
My advice is to give up!!!

English Pronunciation by G. Nolst Trenité

One crab weighs One Kilogram!

2011-08-07T01:43:00.000+08:00

Yessss, one Crab, the double medium liveable ones, sorry my Vocabulary brain is pretty rusted. It's quite early in the morning and the pangs of blogging suddenly hit me. Yes, I'm pretty crazy.

My MBBS Intake is officially on Monday, which is just a little more than 24 hours from now. Pretty excited yet thinking about unrotting my brain and making it active again is just a tiring thought, isn't it? Well, may the graces and luck be by myside as it had been for the past years all along since birth. :) Thanks Universe!

UNIVERSITY back again, back same place, same people, different faculty, different challenges, higher stakes! Looking forward to, pretty much.

Lately, Adele and Demi Lovato had been sharing rights on entertaining me and feeding my pangs of loud, croaky singing! Check this out, pretty nice, three great songs, one short vid. However, For me Gwenyth Paltrow's version of Turning Tables as in Glee (I know, too much glee!) is VERY THE UNIQUE.

Anyone noticed how cool nerd glasses are? I think they're awesome, tho once I swore never to wear it. How ironic. The past week thought me a little something on life. When you're buying a bag, especially a branded one; CHECK ALL THE SIDES. TYVM. Because it super shucks to have a hole once you brought it home. Scumbags, I know! And sometimes, people that you've been closed with in past years can be a good friend again tho you've had one, two or too many conflicts, of course sometimes, maybe not all is forgiven. Life has it's charm, always.

As I was sitting after dinner with my family and after realizing one crab weighs 1kg, we were talking on my memories of my late grandfather. And it hit me how little I still remember him yet I hold strong to the things I know, the pictures, the talked memories. His voice? I may not remember but I always thought of him in guiding me and this new adventure that I'm about to take shall first be a tribute to him, the late and once a proud Sarjan Mejar. It might have been his dream, as I believe and I shall do myself and my clan proud. :)

So much touchy-touchy stuff, I might as well provide tissue papers. Anyway, the REAL point of blogging tonight is to satisfy my writer soul in me, since Im gonna take the road very frequent taken into the Medical world and will be then be obliged to nerding and over-stressing up my brain that I assume keeping up with a blog may be hard. But, I shall see, wont I? :)

*Scratches head and glances at the clock* Shoots, looooong journey tomorrow. Very, actually. Good sleep I'll need now. :)

Note to self: Block your mind of shopping, idiot box, dramas, everything else (?!) and add BOOKS into the TODOLIST. :D

One day, babeyh.

Rolling In The Deep

2011-07-31T02:17:00.001+08:00

Well, my favourite song for right now is Rolling in The Deep, originally sung by Adele in her album 21. It's a wholesome awesome song and there isn't any better for now. And yeah, GO ADELE. 21 is friggin awesome, shall get the album soon. :)

And here is the original official MV by Adele:

And since it's a bloooooooooooooody awesome song, many if not all artiste are jumping to make covers of it. Well, here is the GOOD and THE BAD. :D

The BEST, for me, that is,

GLEE'S Version, in Season 2, Prom Queen Episode. Sung by Lea Michele and Jonathan Groff

John Legend; eternally portray the strong and fierceness of the song

The GOOD ones:

Linkin Park! Love the ending part where he plays with the lighter high notes. :)

David Cook, forgotten him already? It's among the best. His voice is just so deeeeep and strong. Eargasm! BTW, that hairstyle ROCKSSSSS!

Mike Tompkins, Acapella Cover. This guy is friggin creative. JUST WATCH THIS.

Haley Reinhart of American Idol 2011; love how strong and forceful her cover sounds!

Boyce Avenue; Laid back a bit but still there's that grip.

Maddi Jane; Check out the chorus! Tho little, she has that edge for this song.

Nicole Scherzinger: well coming from her, it's pretty admirable.

Kina Grannis; nothing much special. Not entirely bad, and like how she utilizes the acoustics. OKAY, the songs stops like in the mid of vid and then she TALKSSSS LIKE SUPER LONG. -.-'

The WEIRD one:

Mike Posner with all his techo groooves. What i don't get is why is ADELE'S voice in it??? And btw, his voice is eargasm, sounds like he's having sex while singing. lol.

The BAD ones:

David Choi, he sang too lightly. But, it is not that bad tho.

Sam Tsui ft. Tyler Ward; only the opening was good. He lacks the bass, the fierce, the voice strength for Rolling in the Deep. They tried to show their vocals too much. To enjoy this tho, hike up your equaliser bass a bit and blast high volume on yr earphones.

Jeff Hendrick; he sounds like he hasn't had a heartbreak before.

And Billboard announced that Rolling In The Deep is the most chosen song for remixes, around the world. HOYEAH. :D

Bitch, I'm Voldermort!

2011-07-24T23:35:00.000+08:00

ROTFL. Lord Voldermort tweeted this! And have you heard Jane Maddi? She did an awesome cover of Jar of Hearts. Even Lea Michele did an awesome on in Glee, duhh. :)

VERY EMOTIONAL SONG AND PERFECT TO SCREAM YOUR LUNGS OUT AND SING.

Bliss.

Doodle!

2011-07-22T21:11:00.001+08:00

Oohhlala!

Speaking of doodle, I just realized that the route I'm about to take is a route of messiness, anxiety, LOOONG hours of staring at the book, LOTS LOTS LOTS of small hideous writings on one small particular subject, Telling bad and worse news to innocent people, sending blood-stained tie to dryclean almost every couple of days and the only occupation accepted to DOODLE! Yes, Doodle. What's synonym to a Doctor? BAD HANDWRITING. Believe me, it is BAD. Hence, I'm no more worried of my deteriorating handwriting quality. Almost 2 months of not holding a pen, I believe I can't write anymore. (drama much?)

Thanks to always there Lappy and a trustworthy PC in my dining area, I've not being using my brain much, hence, the whole maggots in my brain doing it's own business and not allowing me to THINK. :S Bummer. Degree intake is just a couple of weeks away and I'm feeling homesick AT HOME already. Gosh, 5 years gonna be LOOOONG yet I'm looking forward as much as I could. Certainly tonnes better than that hell I was in for 5 miserable years. Yeah, MRSM sucked and I didn't gain any advantage in being there in scholarship placement wise while my peers got, such unfair, but being in this VERY POLITICALLY PEACEFUL country, we shall not open that topic. ;) Yet, the whole dillemma of not scoring well in Degree Assessments, but yet again, screw it.

Plenty were worried me and my peers wouldn't make it through but screw y'all bitches, we made it. Maybe we didn't end up first in our class, but it wasn't my aim since day one. All I wanted is a seat. Mission accomplished. Next mission: Get the cert. And cert I shall get. :)

Speaking of home, don't y'all think it's a bliss? Okay, I may not live in a mansion or what, but I like it here rather than anywhere. Just the comfort of knowing who is at home and how you just can find random food to stuff into the back of your throat at odd hours, and knowing there's always milk, fruits and cheese in the fridge in case I become weirdly in eating frenzy mood. Also the car is always there and the malls so close to home. Pretty awesome, I'd say. But, studies and self-improvement duties I shall follow. :P

Enough on pointless rattling, new mission for the past two days is to re-watch Glee, season 2. And god, everyone, DO REWATCH; ~~some~~ many jokes tend to be even more funnier! Esp from Santana and Sue Slyvester! Also Britney. Yeah, they're oh-so-hot, err NOT SUE. :P Their vocals are stunning yet I could spot many places where auto tune played a major part, even with Kurt. They should rely on their real voices ALL THE TIME tho.

p/s: My aunt reckons super tall guys WILL AND ALWAYS fall for short, cute chicks, leaving Tall girls with Shorties. Believe so? ;)

Pretty Pretty Pretty Quinn Fabray!

Hooked to this song right now; I feel pretty/unpretty

Lishaa oh Lishaa.

2011-07-11T22:51:00.000+08:00

During my way back in the roadtrip, we passed Muar. And since I knew one sweet person living there, I called her and asked her where she stayed. And when my car passed by her house, she came to the balcony and WAVED. Sweet tho. :D But, joke of the day, nevertheless! Wee!

The lunatic friend! :D

But, it is indeed sweeet >.< and I know she's an avid reader of my blog, if not the only reader! It was just a big joke, okay? I hope we become the besttest of friends! Like THEM.

Tales of the Sleeping and Sitting Holy Person.

2011-07-11T22:29:00.000+08:00

Yess, I missed you, BLOGSPOT.

Well, it feels like I've lost contact with my dear blogspot for a mere year! Well, it might have been.

So, yeah, nevermind the eternal love that me and this blogspot share, it's my brain that have rot. Seriously, I think the most civilized essay or article I've written should be credited back to MRSM Batu Pahat days. After that, I've gave way for my brain to emit stupid mistakes and not give grammar and English a second thought. My bad, I know.

Okay, so, since it'd been fucking long since I blogged; I think I should waste no time in updating about my current life. I just returned home from an East coast of Malaysia roadtrip. It was splendid, especially with family. A Proton Waja, boot filled with luggage, enough cash, petrol filled, an used map and there, ready to go. Of all the nonsense that happened, I can't remember which was the best! Hilarious bunch, we are. And knowing East Coast, I tried my skills in the local accent/slang.

Gosh, it was stuff. Bro and me ordered Mee Goreng, or Fried Noodles, well we stuck to simple food like mee goreng pattaya, tomyam and ikan bakar to avoid accidentally consuming beef meat; and the cook replied "Telo xdo, ikangg xdo, daging xdo, Ude ado, Ude bole, Ude?" And I looked at Harin with a bizarre look. After his usual few seconds lag (LOL), he spoke Terengganu language with sounded like alien possessed him and was using his tongue. That was what I thought, how I hope an Alien did. :D

Kelantan was equally fun, with roads. Kelantan road; mind you, is just crazy absurd. They have no road goes straight and is labelled with good sign boards. And using an updated map, yes, we prefer old school (bcoz knowing Dad and Bro, they might look at the GPS machine and say 'Go To Hell', even me. ;P ) we made alot of roundabouts and wrong exits. And damn it, we even went astray into Tanjung Mangkuk! We all became MANGKUK! Thanks to Khishen, who we picked up at his Crew Residence, we managed to go to Rantau Panjang. But, first, the SLEEPING BUDDHA. It was a temple called Wat Polithivan, somewhere after Tumpat. And thanks to my sudden burst of fortune in direction, we managed to find it. Wee. Malaysia is a sad sad sad country. That temple looks disgusting, maintenance wise. Idk what the fhish that the gov is doing, but the temple was not maintained. Sad case. Shit much. We continued to search for the Sitting Buddha, but apparently the Sitting Buddha decided to stand up and go for a walk. LOL. Sorry, Buddha.

And so, we turned around and we got to Rantau Panjang. Guess what was the bargain? A Burberry Handbag for 50 bucks! And it looks exactly the same! Haha, not for me, of course. Nothing much there and back we went to find for a hotel. Yess, we're spontaneous planners.

The trip brought many many memories and I shall cherish. East coast drivers are crazy, and the bus and lorry drivers are insane. I tried my hands on the roads and well, I felt GOOOOOOD taking turns at high speed, that's when your Dad's asleep in front and I close my ears to my mum's lullabic voice. Wee.
Fun, YES, it was. Fattening? Hell Yeah!!! From original keropok lekor, boiled corns, grilled corns, young coconuts, coconut jellies, ikan bakar, mee goreng pattaya, sirap bandung, dim sum and all other NAAAICE foods, it was heavenly.
ANDDDDDD, Terengganu and Kelantanese are RICH. SERIOUSLY. The have Bungalows like Mushrooms, even on Paddy Fields.

The Sleeping Buddha.

P/s: I think the Buddhist Temple in Kuantan, with the huge fishes-filled lake is oh-so-awesome.

I'll marry whoever decides to pop-out and be my nothing. :)

Crazy thing called Love.

2011-07-11T00:50:00.001+08:00

You can be the apple and I can be the pie.

And when I tease you on your height... :D

Stereo Love

2011-07-11T00:48:00.000+08:00

If I was just another dusty record on the shelf,
Would you blow me off and play me like everybody else,
If I asked you to scratch my back could you manage that,
Like yikky yea Travie I can handle that,
Further more I apologize for any skipping tracks,
It's just the last girl that played me left a couple tracks,
I used to used to used to used to now I'm over that,
Cause holding grudges over love is ancient artifacts,
If I could only find the note to make you understand,
Now sing it softly in your ear and grab you by the hand,
Keep it stuck inside your head like your favorite tune,
And know my hearts a stereo that only plays for you

If I was an old school 50 pound boom box,
Would you hold me on your shoulder wherever you walk?,
Would you turn my volume up in front of the cops?,
And turn it higher when they told you to stop?,
And all I ask is that you don't get mad at me,
When you have to purchase mad D Batteries,
Appreciate every mix tape your friends made,
You never know we come and go like on the interstate,
I think I finally found the note to make you understand,
If you can hear then sing a long and take you by the hand,
Just keep it stuck inside your head like your favorite tune,
And know my hearts a stereo that only plays for you

I only you pray you never leave me behind,
Because good music can be so hard to find,
Ill take your head and hold it closer to mine,
Thought love was dead but now you're changing my mind.

My hearts a stereo,
It beats for you so listen close,
Hear my thoughts in every note,
Make me your radio,
Turn me up when you feel low,
This melody was meant for you,
So sing-a-long to my stereo

And that's YOU I'm texting.

Seriously, sing along to my stereo. <3

Reconstruction

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2010-12-25T11:16:00.002+08:00

:O

2010-12-14T13:57:00.000+08:00

The owner of this blog is currently choosing education over entertainment. Period.

ROFL. That's a freaking lie. Hahaha!!! He's just busy to update his dusty ol' blog. :P

-Gleek-

As we see it;

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Personality:

1. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
2. Don't have negative thoughts of things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment
3. Don't over do; keep your limits
4. Don't take yourself so seriously; no one else does
5. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip
6. Dream more while you are awake
7. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need..
8. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner of his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
9. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.
10. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present
11. No one is in charge of your happiness except you
12. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn.
Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
13. Smile and laugh more
14. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

Community:

15. Call your family often
16. Each day give something good to others
17. Forgive everyone for everything
18. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6
19. Try to make at least three people smile each day
20. What other people think of you is none of your business
21. Your job will not take care of you when you are sick. Your family and friends will. Stay in touch.

Life:

22. Put GOD first in anything and everything that you think, say and do.
23. GOD heals everything
24. Do the right things
25. However good or bad a situation is, it will change
26. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up
27. The best is yet to come
28. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful
29. When you awake alive in the morning, thank GOD for it
30. If you know GOD you will always be happy. So, be happy.

While you practice all of the above, share this knowledge with the people you love, people you school with, people you play with, people you work with and people you live with.
Not only will it enrich YOUR life, but also that of those around you.

Life is all that you want it to be, don't hide under what people want you to be. :)

Men's Fashion Angels.

2010-11-27T16:09:00.000+08:00

Which men’s fashion brands are the most popular in the world of style today? With a commitment to excellent design, tailoring and manufacturing, these leading menswear brands will give you a fashion fix for life. And make you look stunning!

1. Ralph Lauren

A luxury lifestyle brand like no other, Polo Ralph Lauren tops the men’s fashion brand charts (especially in the USA) in male wear. Ralph Rueben Lifshitz (aka Ralph Lauren) did not attend fashion school, but worked for Brooks Brothers as a salesman in the early sixties. In 1967, with the financial backing of a friend, Lauren opened a necktie store where he also sold ties of his own design, under the label “Polo.” In 1970, Ralph Lauren won the COTY Award for his menswear line. Around that same time he released a line of women’s suit that were tailored in a classic men’s style, which was when the first Polo emblem was seen. It was on the cuff of the women’s suit. Ralph Lauren, released Polo’s famous short sleeve mesh shirt with the Polo logo in 1972. It came out in 24 colors and soon became a classic. He also gained recognition for his design after he was contracted to provide clothing styles for the movie The Great Gatsby. The rest is history.

Today, Ralph Lauren is a US-based sought-out brand preferred by many men for its quality, design and chic, high-end fashion. In 2009, Ralph Lauren reportedly had a market value of $11 billion. www.ralphlauren.com.

2. Diesel <3

Vibrant, bred in Italy and a firm favorite with men around the world, Diesel’s clothing is aimed at the young adult market, particularly its jeans, but the brand can now be found on everything from underwear to fragrance. Diesel’s innovative approaches to fashion and art includes endorsing young creativity by sponsoring the Diesel-U-Music Contest and the Sundance Film Festival as well as being the first clothing company to market their clothing in video games. www.diesel.com/collection.

3. Calvin Klein

CK is a popular for its mad style amongst most fashion conscious guys. From sportswear, to denim and underwear, the CK brand is iconic and has made huge strides in the world of designer brands. Think of the fragrance line alone – ‘Eternity’, ‘Obsession’ and ‘CK One’ – each a stand-alone brand in itself. Calvin Klein’s underwear business, promoted in the 1990s with giant billboards showing images of pop singer “Marky Mark” – now actor Mark Warlberg – was so successful that the brand’s underpants became generally known as “Calvins” in everyday lexicon. As of 2008, Calvin Klein’s proceeds stood at $5.8 billion. www.calvinklein.com.

4. GUCCI

This Italian brand is a top men’s fashion luxury line which claims a wide share of the global market. The trademark striped webbing on their leather goods has been just one of many clever innovations that have come from the inspirational house of Gucci. Founded in 1921 by Guccio Gucci, the brand has gone through a thousand and one evolutions, from fame to shame, from true design to fighting knock-offs and from family roots to deep rivalry. “In the 1960s and 1970s, Gucci had been at the pinnacle of chic, thanks to icons such as Audrey Hepburn, Grace Kelly and Jacqueline Onassis. But by the 1980s, Gucci had lost its appeal, becoming a tacky airport brand.”Vanity Fair editor Graydon Carter. However a turnaround of the company was devised in the late 1980s and has since made Gucci one of the world’s most influential fashion houses – it was recently named one of the best classic garment dealers in the world and sported an ample $4.5 billion in earnings in 2009.

www.gucci.com.

5. Burberry Prorsum <3 <3 <3

Founded by 1856 by Thomas Burberry, a 21-year-old former draper’s apprentice, Burberry Prorsum is today a deluxe British-owned fashion corporation, popular for its clothing, fragrances and fashion accessories. The brand’s distinctive tartan pattern, a type of plaid pattern, has become one of its most widely copied trademarks of all time including the Burberry Equestrian Knight Logo with the Latin word “Prorsum”, (def: forwards) developed in 1901. In 1911 the brand became the outfitters for Roald Amundsen, the first man to reach the South Pole, and Ernest Shackleton, who led a 1914 expedition to cross Antarctica. A Burberry gabardine jacket was worn by George Mallory on his ill-fated attempt on Mount Everest in 1924. In 1914 Burberry was commissioned by the War Office to adapt its officer’s coat to suit the conditions of contemporary warfare, resulting in the “trench coat”.After the war, the trench coat became popular with civilians.

The iconic Burberry black, white, red and tan check was created in the 1920s and used as a lining in its trench coats. Today, the Burberry Prorsum brand is well-known for using British celebrities in its advertising, including models Kate Moss, and most recently actress Emma Watson, who was named the face of Burberry’s 2009 Fall/Winter campaign. Burberry accrued sales of $1.125 billion in 2009, 25% of which resulted from the American market. www.burberry.com.

p/s: LOVEEEEE their Fragrance~

6. Nike YESS!

According to Greek mythology, Nike was the goddess who personifies victory and today, the Nike “swoosh” logo is universally recognised as a symbol of “triumph”. Founded in 1964 as Blue Ribbon Sports by Bill Bowerman and Philip Knight, Nike is the world’s leading supplier of athletic shoes and appareland a major manufacturer of sports equipment with revenue in excess of $19.2 billion USD in the 2009 fiscal year .

Positioned as a premium-brand, selling well-designed and expensive products, Nike lures customers with a marketing strategy centered on a carefully protected “urban fashion” brand image popular in the youth, chav and hip hop cultures, and via sponsorship agreements with celebrity athletes, professional teams and college athletic teams. Nike’s brands include Nike Golf, Nike Pro, Nike+, Air Jordan, Nike Skateboarding and subsidiaries including Cole Haan, Hurley International, Umbro and Converse. In addition to manufacturing sportswear and equipment, the company operates retail stores under the Niketown name. Nike also teamed up recently with Apple Inc. to produce the Nike+ product which monitors a runner’s performance via a radio device in the shoe which links to the iPod nano. www.nike.com.

Preference: Sneakers!

7. True Religion (No idea. -.-)

This fast growing, trend setting and street edgy American premium clothing line, was established in 2002 by Jeffrey Lubell and co-founder Kym Gold when it debuted denim products from their LA base.

Recognized for its t-shirts, western styled shirts, sweatshirts and sweatpants all containing the western vintage feel, True Religion is a premium brand – its jeans can range between US$250–$300. Recently the company has begun branching into new products such as footwear, headwear, handbags, swimwear, eyewear, and fragrance and today they have around 900 branded boutiques and specialty stores in 50 countries on 6 continents. Their 2008 revenue figures came in at USD $270 million and in 2009, True Religion generated world net sales of $311 million. “I believe!! I believe!! Hallelujah, I believe!!” www.truereligionbrandjeans.com.

8. Abercrombie & Fitch

A US bred fashion brand, A&F is a booming men’s garment conglomerate that brought in $3.54 billion in 2009. The brand specifically focuses on casual wear and accessories for a target consumer ages of 18 through 22. With over 300 locations in the United States, the brand has embarked on international expansion throughout various world markets

The brand is today heavily promoted as a international near-luxury lifestyle concept. The company began cultivating an upscale image after the opening of its Fifth Avenue flagship store in 2005 alongside Prada and other upscale retailers, coming up with a fictional dictionary term – “Casual Luxury” – “[using] the finest cashmere, pima cottons, and highest quality leather to create the ultimate in casual, body conscious clothing,” and “implementing and/or incorporating time honored machinery …to produce the most exclusive denim…” This upscale image has allowed A&F to open stores in international locations concentrating on high-end retailing. To that effect, price points in international A&F stores are notoriously almost double the American pricing to promote an international upscale image. While the Casual Luxury “image” is continued, the trademark itself is not as widely used as before. CEO Mike Jeffries calls the A&F image a “movie” because of the “fantasy” that plays out instore. Even some of the A&F clothing is given a story: “You buy into the emotional experience of a movie,” Jeffries explains, “And that’s what we’re creating. Here I am walking into a movie, and I say, ‘What’s going to be [at] the box office today?’” (The Stylemeister: “Hmmm … sounds a bit cheeseball and try hard, Mr Jeffries.”)www.abercrombie.com.

9. Dolce&Gabbana

Recently celebrating 20 years of design, the original brand was founded by Domenico Dolce and Stefano Gabbana, and is more formal and ‘timeless’ than it’s younger, more flamboyant little brother D&G – a slightly more casual line that follows an urban inspiration and attempts to set trends rather than follow them. The design house describes itself as “new luxury, authentic and unconventional – a style that expresses new forms of elegance, presenting itself as a modern classicism” and is known for its geometric and dark approach to fashion.www.dolcegabbana.com.

10. Armani (Sexiest Wardrobe)

Ranked as one of the world’s leading menswear brands, Armani is an Italian luxury fashion which has a faithful male following who appreciate the clean, tailored lines of each collection. Giorgio Armani formed his company in 1975, and by 2001 was acclaimed as the most successful designer to come out of Italy, with the business making an annual turnover of $1.6 billion, and a Giorgio enjoying a personal fortune of $5.3 billion. Innovative and future forward, Armani was the first designer to ban models with a body mass index (BMI) under 18. The Armani Privé spring/summer 2007 fashion show was broadcast via MSN and Cingular cellular phones and after LG teamed with Prada to introduce the LG Prada phone, Samsung joined Armani to design the Giorgio Armani phone. Armani designed made-to-measure suits for Christian Bale’s character Bruce Wayne in The Dark Knight. Soon, ads featuring “Giorgio Armani for Bruce Wayne” were released with pictures of Christian Bale wearing Armani suits. However, Bale later claimed in a GQ interview that the campaign was produced without his permission.

Armani has established approximately 2,000 stores worldwide with a yearly revenue of around $1 billion.www.emporioarmani.com.

Other mentionables not on the list are Prada Pour Homme, Harley Davidson Clothing and Ed Hardy – each iconic, each with a distinctive male offering. Get out there, check them ALL out for yourself, you won’t regret the investment. :) One day, my wardrobe will be filled with these. :)

Love you, Kumar. No matter how gay that sounds. ;)

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If you watch this and not laughing or don't get it; clearly you're Stupid. Just lit up the stove and lie down. HAHA.
btw,

Definition of Sex:

It's an injection with affection to the mid-section with the projection without any objection and hopefully no infection. Brilliant!

Roller coaster ride is short.

2010-11-21T17:19:00.000+08:00

You ever been on a roller coaster ride? Well, the waiting part is the most anticipating. Where the horrible line will be super long, and thinking how it will feel like in that gondola. Falling off a high point at high speed. Thinking how much fun and adrenaline-rushing moment that would be. :) But, when you get into that roller coaster; swooooshhh and another arrrrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhhh... and it's done. That's all. Well, an outing is also like that. It flies so fast that the next moment you have to think of books, tutorials, assignments and lectures again. Urgh.


Toby is FREAKING cute weyh.

Well, we watched Harry Potter 7: Part 1; and it's all praises for that movie, literally. It's the best out of the lot. If you haven't watch it, you're missing out A LOT. Yeah, and warning: it's only for those who follows up with the mega money making franchise. Others: TOTAL LOST. :)

Friday was awesome day. Spent like ZERO time studying after class. Gosh. Weekend that follows, filled with 'em. HAHA. Guess gotta put in more effort in making studying/Revising/Reading my second nature. God knows how long that takes. :S

Bloody cow

StationOne Dinner.

Till then, ciao.

Term 2

2010-11-14T22:26:00.000+08:00

correct me if I am wrong, but I think the Second Term JUST BLOODY STARTED. But, my peers are working as if there's a f**cking exam TOMORROW. Screwed up place. The level of tension is wayy too HIGH. :D

Anyways, HAD an awesome DETOX today. Total hangout! SERIOSULY, SKYLINE movie is a total big nasty SHIT. :S Did enjoy my movie company tho. *wink*

till then, xoxo.

NEWEST ADDICTION.

2010-11-01T13:12:00.000+08:00

Well, life at home is a BLISS. :D What with Deepavali celeb around the corner and ALL THE FOOD! XD

Of course, and all the house chores. T.T ~~no need explanation in that. HAHA.~~

About this new Addiction; it's GOSSIP GIRL! Well, sitting around at home and since GLEE's new episodes are not out yet. SO... GG!!!!

Didn't know it's THIS fun to watch bitchy drama. LMAO. Preference character: CHUCK BASS, BLAIR! :D well, no one can deny the like the MAIN characters i.e. Serena & Dan. :)
And.. I'm starting from Season 1. HAHA. I've been talking all abt GG that I influenced Ashvinia to watch it too. :) Should do a Gossip Girl marathon soon! :P

Thanks Haziq, Sasvin and Jason for influencing me. :D

About me.

2010-10-29T17:05:00.000+08:00

Out of boredomness; here goes...

HAHA. The second one IS SUPER WRONG. Maybe, I suppose so.

Awesome Week

2010-10-28T00:31:00.000+08:00

LOOKS DELICIOUS? Read on. :P

Well, firstly, I think I have lost the ability/interest to blog. Practically because I think this blog is ~~dead~~ and no one is reading it. Ahh, who cares? Might prove to be a personal memoir for me one day? Hurm.. :)

It's the second (or LAST :( ) of Term break for first term. But, I honestly think I might add another week. I do FEEEL guilty though! D: Btw, last week was an awesome one!

Went back to my kampungg... :) Met GRANNY, Aunt, Uncle and the two kutty bros. gosh. That small guy has lots of strength. He might have broken my bones with those punches and kicks!
Haha. WENT OUT.WENT OUT.WENT OUT!!! Pffft. Granny's was grumbling abt this, tho. :P Chill, ammemma! :D
MET LHOBNA SUBRAMANIAM! Gosh. Gosh. OMAGOSH!! Can't believe still that that was our freaking SECOND TIME meeting since July 2009, at a Debate competition! And we've grown into each other and became best friends! Power of friendship, I would say. :)
Thursday; Painted some pillars and turned out to be different color from the current color. So, had to paint ALL pillars. But, HAD FUN. :D
FRIDAYY WAS AWESOMESTTT~~ Because I was born on Friday. Because went MidValley. Because met somebody somebody somebody <3. Because had TGIF. Because someone complimated me? NAAH. Because watched movie with someone someone someone. Haha. :P And went shopping. Had Baskin Robbins - The yogurt flavour is WEIRDDD.. becauseeee.... had honey! :D *naughty smile*
Met IZZAH on Friday! Gosh. She's SOOO different. just a weird bump. And first time someone screamed my name like " Hey, I know that guy" scream! :D And you met US. :P
The FAMILY REUNION on The Weekend. Too bad bro couldnt be there. It's okay, DEEPAVALI COMING. HOOYAHHH!!!
Was longing for a family get together! and can't wait for Deepavali, AGAIN! :D

My Pasta!

Lhobna, YOU ARE TALL. Haha. :P

Cheese Chicken - Ashvinia's

Anyways, This week is more towards Deepavali. Did Almond London cookies (BRO'S, COUSINS' & MY Personal Favourite!!!) and Muruku (well, till now, that is. ) BUSY.BUSY. And and.. since I'm obsessed with the idea of TRYING to slim down (just the idea, not the practical. haissshhh.. T.T); i've added collection of Mags to read:

Addition to GALAXIE: Men's Health. ROTFL.

But than again, The articles are INTERESTING. Who knew? :) Informative.

Wish I had that bod. Hmmmpphh... ONE DAY. :P

I guess I won't be getting that bod, at all. Well, my diet explains it all. Amongst them are:

Homebaked Chocolate Cake. <3

Mom's secret super delicious ALMOND LONDON!

ohhh myyyyy!!! Chocolates. Yeah, this is from my FRIDGE!

CONCLUSION: I am enjoying life. :) BIG TIME. Thanks God; for YOU are the one that designs all.

p/s: I ~~shall~~ should be more religious.

pp/s: YOU are becoming the best thing that have ever been MINE,

Shih Tzu.

Excited!

2010-10-19T19:10:00.000+08:00

It's official:

I'M NOT IN JOHOR BAHRU. Bwahahaha....

Very excited for Outings to Times Square & Mid Valley! And Family Gathering!
Alast, something colorful to look forward to! :D

Busy Life, heh?

2010-10-16T13:40:00.000+08:00

Enough with Assignments, Lecture Notes, Text books, Tutorials, and all junks! IT'S HOLIDAYS, BABEYYYHHHHHH!!! hooyehhh.... ;)

Officially, it's ONLY two weeks, and we have to go back for 3 days before Deepavali hols. WTH. ~~Not sure whether Im skipping or not~~. Haha.

Can't wait for next week! Times Square on WED! Family gathering n WEEKEND! EXCITEDNESS! :D

Beloved Aimst gang, PLAN SOMETHING ASAP!

Awesome Surprise.

2010-10-16T13:21:00.000+08:00

Gosh. It had been like AGES, like literally, since updating this bloody blog. Thanks to AIMST and their highly competitive Foundation Studies. -.-

This past month had been COLORFUL, Lively, Stressful, Cheeky, Fun, Emotional, Hardworking, Stressful YET AGAIN!

Ermm... yeap, I AM LEGAL already! :D Thanks to all my sweethearts in AIMST UNIVERSITY; Baby Ashvinia, Mr. Sasvin, Hot Chick Revathi, Gay Sharveen, Blurcase "KANAN" Mangkai, Show-off Melvin (kidding, k?), BABY E! Sheryna, Dancer-licious Heema, Yellowman Nicq, Shawty Ramithaa, Photographer Selvi, PRESIDENT Vicky and all the other GUYS. It was totally the best ever EIGHTEEN I will ever have! It was a total surprise, thanks guys!