BLUES

Lost and Found

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Mon, 09 Apr 2018 20:46:00 +0000

I have been waiting in the dark all this while

Abandoned, lost and confused

Fumbled into my fragile self

To rediscover my reckless soul

Bashed and beaten up to the core

Anointed with the effervescent smile

A twisted trick that personified my existence

Unravelling hidden mysteries of long forgotten desires

A notch up above all things real

I spread my wings to fly again

Soaring high to reach the promising stars

Blinded by the chains clinging to my legs

And I know I will wake up from my slumber soon,

only to drift back into my surreal world,

a bedlam of distant dreams,

for the lunatic that thrives in hopes...

discovery of dark self

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Sat, 24 Jun 2017 07:03:00 +0000

A thought runs wild inside me, a burning desire to discover my self

I got inside the ever drifting mind. It was indeed a short journey.

Bits of memories scrapped out of my oozing soul

I took them all out and put them in the mason jar

Stored it away in the darkest corner of my self

Never to look back at it again, lest it hisses back at me

The fear of running away from crackling egg shells under my feet

That has undoubtedly remained my ever soothing companion

To the moon and the stars I might be singing a lullaby

Only the ocean can hear the cacophony of distress

That escapes a silent cry from my heart

No prayer to widen the halo of my shallow existence

No miracle to drop me off to heaven on hell

The carcass of mixed emotions carried away by the tides of arrogance

Not letting me learn from woes of self- deceptions

Drift away dear till you get drowned in natures galore

Float in the ocean till you melt into the soothing waves of hope…

Dark love

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Sun, 25 Sep 2016 16:23:00 +0000

There is a terrorist hiding inside you

The one that pokes its ugly head inside closed doors

Where you would rather kneel down out of fear

Than give in to the game of crossfires

Every step you take is on a broken shell

That could blast the very soul out of you

Ain’t it better to walk away my dear?

Than surrender to the dark love

That draws you back to that room

Filled with memories of lost hopes

And lets you discover same old fears...

The moment…

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Sat, 24 Sep 2016 03:39:00 +0000

I have known this day would come

Faster than the thoughts that engulfed my self

The moments that took me to the top of the world

And threw me off guard to the winds

To be swayed in my own little desires

Hidden under the disguise of reality

And made me re live the lost life

Restless and flustered was my little soul

That the story turned upside down

And made me look at it at a whole new perspective

Where was I, yeah, still hanging upside down

Now all alone where I started once

Ha-ha, now you know why it’s a story of wits

I was alone and always will be

That moment was all there to me

And impermanence is what convinced me in the end

To surrender my soul to the winds…

BLUES: Grateful death

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Sun, 03 Apr 2016 06:55:00 +0000

BLUES: Grateful death

Grateful death

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Sun, 03 Apr 2016 06:47:00 +0000

I lie down looking at the barren sky
waiting for the shooting stars to flood the emptiness
that has painted black my evergreen sorrows
I saw past, flashing across melancholic present
whispering to my surreal self that lay still..
O’ child , you ain’t got a future
so stop drowning in your fantasies
lift yourself and jump off the cliff
and see for yourself the mystery that you once questioned
the heaviness that flows with you, slowly feels light
the wings that will sprout from your fears
will lift you up to the heavenly skies
rays of hope will fall on your fading self..
it’s time my child to bid goodbye
to all sorrows and happiness
that were part of your forgotten dreams..
wake up and smell the grateful death
and drown yourself in heavenly glory.

Forbidden whispers

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Sun, 22 Mar 2015 10:17:00 +0000

Pearls of love caressing my heart

Churning the sweet pain that tangled my soul

How I wish it could lift my chin

And end the suffering of night long lost

A faded memory of laughter slipped through my mind

Running amongst the lush fields of pansies

That waited long enough to be placed on my bare chest

A dream of forbidden beauty drifting in melancholic waves

Together they lifted my broken wings

Bejeweled them with thorns of agony

To take me higher to the land of glory

And drop me to eternal sands of darkness

EMOTICONS

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Sun, 26 May 2013 07:40:00 +0000

Time

Time that makes me scary

Time that makes me cry

Time that makes me sorry

That that makes me fiery

Fear

Fear that drives me

Fear that eats me

Fear that burns me

Fear that surmounts me

Craziness

Craziness in me

Craziness in you

Craziness in life around me

Craziness in all things pretty

Dreams

Dreams buried in me

Dreams that ripped my heart

Dreams that faded away

Dreams that outlived me

Sorrows

Sorrows of the world

Sorrows of the lives

Sorrows that shrunk us

Sorrows that strengthened us

Blasphemy

Blasphemy in 300

Blasphemy in Bible

Blasphemy in you

Blasphemy in me

Questions

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Tue, 21 May 2013 15:42:00 +0000

What is life all about???

The lies that we lived?

The lies that we are yet to see?

The lies that swept past us?

The lies that became a part of us?

What is inner peace all about???

The mystery that engulfed sweet sorrows?

The boon that we kept waiting for?

The serendipity of hopes?

The only belief that drove us?

What is love all about??

The sweet nothings that kissed us?

The pain that outlived us?

The only truth that filled up our senses?

The faith that kept us going?

Stoning of Soraya M.

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Thu, 02 Aug 2012 08:17:00 +0000

The tender bones of beautiful Soraya
that well fed the innocent stray dogs
never left the earth,got buried deep inside
to leave a mark,the mark of agony

People should hear her story
The story that burned many a women
Women of today,women of yesterday
Their innocence remained futile to the blind world

She was the shining messiah
The star that lit the dark streets
the voices of her delicate self
were trapped deep inside her wounds

her eyes were the graveyard of many men
who pelted her with stones
Her sons,her husband,her father,her brothers
The weak selfish soul of blind men

Her wrath could kill them all
but fate chose her
leaving her daughters in angel's hands
she let herself be buried up to her waist

her head held high,her stare meant everything
she spoke her last words that fell into deaf ears
she wasn't afraid of death,but the pain she knew ,she can't escape
Neither did the signs help her

The plethora of stones that showered on her
killing her again and again that even her soul barely lived
she might have died on the unfortunate grounds
but her soul walked on heavenly clouds

The truth spilled later but her soul left before
But did it make any difference
Yes,to the world it did,it remained another heart burning story
while the innocent women kept burning in those hells forever..

Their voices had no meaning
Their prayers remained unanswered
Allah,show mercy on them
They are your true angels...

love still rules...

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Fri, 20 Jul 2012 18:32:00 +0000

The heart that leapt high in to the dark blue skies
For what joy,she asked her withered soul
Fondness that made her go back
where the rear view mirror stood still

For she wanted to see reality
the truth that made her realize
that love had become her self,

Bitterness that bit her heart
made her cold and crumbled her emotions

She brushed aside the feeling
that made her curl her lips
Her tears lost their track
It fell down on the mirror of hope
the life that blurred her vision
She knew it had to be
the way she wished her life to be
In love with her sober self
Words that made her believe
that love still survives
that love is the victory
that love is the success...

Sneak Peak

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Wed, 25 Apr 2012 18:18:00 +0000

I lay down sneering away my plaintive times

A fantasy that took me beyond the stars

Standing still at the zenith of my dream

A feeling of agony that missed the sneak peaks

Of dazzling eyes that captured my feeble heart

That sent shivers up and down my spine

A candid moment I craved each day

Where the eyes could lock in awe

A magic that can sing folklores for hours

The mystifying beauty that put me on the labyrinth

Rejoicing my soul for the love it mesmerised …

Torn Ramblings...

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Thu, 29 Mar 2012 19:03:00 +0000

Forget the symphony that shut your eyes

Broken dew that drank the melody

Of love life and all things mellow

Behold the love that lifted up your souls

Embrace the life that never let you down

The sons of vixens will come and go

With words of wisdom stuck up in their rear

Not their fault nor is it yours

It’s the fate that crunches your soul

Give up the hope that kills your passion

Wink at the evil that pulls you down

Spit at the sorrows that wrecks your heart

One life that’s all you got

Live it love it grip it and run for it!!!

one life

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Tue, 07 Feb 2012 18:00:00 +0000

Ain’t life a perfect chaos of mysteries?

A blooming dale of hopes

A ton full of wishes

A well crafted lie

Gallons of love

Sweet melodies that tune your soul

One life to live and one life to love

And the creature of all wisdom

Runs away from the beacon that

Lit the paths of many a fool...

Bizarre Love

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Thu, 02 Feb 2012 09:36:00 +0000

What was she to him all these years?
A relationship of convenience?
A source of pleasure?
A money vending machine?

When did love lose its meaning?
When dreams turn into obsessive compulsions?
When space and time turn into red signals?
When sanity leaves the ruptured mind?

Was love the only reason she found to stay?

Was it only him she wanted to give herself to?
Was her soul so vain it always went to rejection zones?
Was love a weapon to destroy traumatized souls?

guilty sojourn

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Thu, 02 Feb 2012 07:36:00 +0000

My life was not meant to be thrown into shackles of wrath
It's not something so demeaning for men to step on it
And grind it till it leaves no trail of ashes of shame
Yes,to err is human,I know that and so do you
But It never gave you the license to put me at gun point

Guilt is not a passer by my friend nor is it a phase
It's the fishing hook with no bait but only its pointy end
that gets stuck for eternity inside your cheek
Which drags you to hell where your yell gets
sucked up by vacuum and your pleas remain unheard

An empty downtrodden life of a young fool in love
Who kept loving him for she was drowned in his memories
Memories which made her tears into droplets of fire
A sojourn that had to end before it reached its destination
A dream which failed to be fulfiled for hope stood no chance

heart made of coal

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Sun, 08 Jan 2012 22:00:00 +0000

I see him down the aisle

all happy with sparkling teeth

that lit the way for my shoes

that lost its way on his noose

I stand there staring at him

a mark that held me away from all

I could see myself running away

to the wild wild shores

that fooled me to the core

to end up in a woe

crying in cross roads

that told me life's silliest cues

that men have a heart,

heart made of gold

that gets broken into coal

that always turned sore

when you melt into their souls

had a life before

that taught me quite a chore

mind playing hotchpotch

made me swim in its lore

ripples of melodies dripping in my soul

I came back to where I started my goal
A sojourn in a hole...

the two l's

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Fri, 06 Jan 2012 10:59:00 +0000

lust and love , the l's of felony

that can make the mourning soul

go haywire in its search for sanctity

brushed aside the dearth of glory

to run with the best of vices

a song of pity to crush its wits

sigh ... and the soul gets lost

in the rubble of ecstasy

drinking away the myths of fear...

scuttle lives

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Fri, 30 Dec 2011 06:30:00 +0000

trust your heart,at least for a change,

the change that swept me away for years on end,

that made me believe that life was scuttle,

the winds that breathed life into me,

and sucked away all hopes and dreams,

the one whom I loved,the one who was a part of me,

the one I always cared about,the one who always made me smile,

the life cycle ends and may be it begins again,

so should I be on top of the world,screaming out my heart,

for the one who held me in his arms,holding me close forever,

never letting me go,you got to be strong,that's the message send across,

strength that lost its sheen,the rocks that floats on oceans,

mending my sorrows with more lies,it sucks,life does suck,

a smile that makes others happy,no ones at loss,

and then it whispers into my ears,why???why do you still weep,

the cries that made me go mad,

i woke up from the nightmare,

to realise that I stepped myself in to more dreary ones...

dark souls...

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Sun, 28 Aug 2011 03:27:00 +0000

I went down my knees

now all bruised and scarred

I know I was too late to step in

he left without saying a word

he loves me ,he loves me not

its a question that wrecked my whole life

I am not a saint nor am I a sinner

I sold my soul to the devil

Yes I am evil

I am not sane or pure

I played with his heart and forgot

all about his love

sorry seems to be the last word

that never escaped my mouth

I deserve a rotten hell

burning down with the flames

the last supper that made me realise

that trust has lost its meaning

my life isnt meant to be lived

I have to let go of my soul

that struggles to leave my body

I am lost and helpless

Tears rolled down my face all ripped

I am hate and I love being hated....

Tremor of a broken soul

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Thu, 18 Aug 2011 12:56:00 +0000

Turmoils of a feeble mind

that drank the sorrows of the sinking ferry

crashed into the rocks of heavenly glory

buried in the sands of dying misery

Touch of agony ripped through my soul

the spark that set fire to my crinkled emotions

a sigh that escaped my choked up throat

that made me fall into the pasture of lies

I lied to my heart,all broken and swollen

a tremor of pain that escaped my body

a fake smile that got fixed on my lips

that flew away with the miracle called time...

Mirage

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Thu, 18 Aug 2011 12:20:00 +0000

I see it now so clearly,

the land beyond the sea,

with hopes high and limitless faith

I set forth for the journey called life

A lone dog was I,once rich and happy

now dry bones lie beside me to gorge upon

lost many a game,love being one

crying never seemed to fulfill my dream

sitting and staring at my future

I see a tinge of light

A ray of hope to lighten up my dried up soul...

lost into sheerness

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Mon, 16 May 2011 13:26:00 +0000

i saw through the sheerness

the sober self fidgeting humbly

through the darkness it crawled

to catch hold of the beacon

to feel the warmth of the human touch

i saw him crying far away

a cold wind swept past his dry soul

crushing his heart to the core

a smile that lost its faith

looked back at him and weeped

i made him look back into the wilderness he gave me

a fresh lie that took my heart to the devil

a wink of hope that flew past my life

i looked back to see the trail

i felt it..it was perfect!

curly :P

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Sat, 27 Nov 2010 08:27:00 +0000

Curly curly quiet contrary
the locks that you carry
which never fits Mr.Harry
atleast make her dance with Merry
by giving her the keys to your quarry
A sight of cream on cherry
A journey that takes her on a ferry
soooooooooooo hurryyyyyy :)

going back west..

noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous) — Sun, 14 Nov 2010 10:49:00 +0000

Petty things come my way

In hues of blue all day

making me drown in vain

a frown that drives me sane

a beep that alerts my vein

that told me shadows are real

the creaks of doors on walls

that brought me back to this world

from a dream of roses and cream

to the twirl of eerie white beings

one jerk and the shadows flip,

that made me shiver a bit

the paleness followed my eyes

that took my soul to the west...