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Whew

noreply@blogger.com (Alice) — Wed, 11 May 2011 06:16:17 PDT

Well hello. So today I came back to Singapore for a 2-day holiday. Kinda bored so yeah. Got to my pc and I drooled over it (yes, my laptop died, brother's pc so sian). Best thing is that I managed to play a few games of Taiko 14. Shimedore is quite hard, but I actually passed it with 7 bars lol Okay having dinner right now, see you later

Hahhhh

noreply@blogger.com (Alice) — Tue, 10 May 2011 04:12:17 PDT

It's been quite a while since I posted here (5 months iirc). I actually got tons to write about but I'm quite lazy so I'm writing the main stuff. First I got offered a job as a nuclear moderator handler. Don't look this job too down as the upcome is quite high, and risky too. The company who offered me is Korea Hydro & Nuclear Power at Wolsong Nuclear Plant at Gyeongju, SK. Yes, I might work overseas and meet Cookiezi IRL but I had to go for Korean class for a year, if not mistaken. Another thing is I can enjoy holidays every two or three months! Wow xD Few weeks ago, lepidopodus from osu! help a Taiko World Cup. At first I doubt that it will be a success but it actually became quite known for the community. Team Malaysia also joined, but epic failed. My other teammates got banned from twc because there is not enough players as well as players from Philipines. HeatKai previously asked for a delay since I got a fever that day, so yeah. There is drama too that day. Only me and Zekira aren't banned so I got a chance next year? My laptop also recently died because of a power surge. Unluckily the motherboard's dead as well so quite lazy to repair it (I lack money too orz) so I'm currently stuck with my brother's old pc. It's quite laggy in osu!, even spunout failed. Kiai lagged too orz. Fps is usually less than 40 but I'm okay with it until I get a new one :D okay my phone is laggy right now because I'm poting too long, so see you lateer! :3

2011 what

noreply@blogger.com (Alice) — Sun, 02 Jan 2011 01:23:07 PST

So yeah, it's 2011 already. I'm not holding much resolutions for this year as I tend to forget most of them, so yeah. And this marks as a holiday for me till this March, where I had to sit in uni for Ph.D, but I really feel that I shouldn't waste my time for these 3 months playing, but whatever.

Internet is shit now, they're upgrading their networks so I had to stay for EDGE networks for few days, orz. Anyway I do feel a little weird on this year. Did I gain weight? :o

I don't know what to write... D:

Okay

noreply@blogger.com (Alice) — Mon, 13 Dec 2010 23:19:24 PST

Fuck my life.

Now I'm suffering headache, vomiting, and partial blackouts. Not sure from where or what is the cause, I sure think it's food poisoning or something. Even my eating appetite dropped a lot.

Okay now I have school today. One good thing about it is they give you free 3 days of holiday for Christmas. That's a good sign, at least I got time to ~~commit suicide as I can't stand my life's worthlessness anymore~~ study for the next semester. Hell, the exam's result will be given on the 28th of December, so I hope I passed it with ~~failure~~ flying colours.

Once in a while, I do think how worthless my life is. Being rejected by friends and even parents; I sure feel myself as nothing as just a tiny piece of garbage left on the street; without being picked up by anyone. Thus, I also feel that I don't even have anything else on what I had in my life nor any abilities being held upon me.

Back to topic, after I got discharged out from hospital, I feel a little sick. I don't know...

Now I am short of money, and can only last for 7 days, with MYR400 until the company which provide me scholarships transferred money to my account. I can't do anything as this is my fate anyway and I had to pay the cost for medication, which is actually kinda expensive for me.

Going to STGCC was kinda fun, seriously. I don't have much money, so I won't be able to buy much things. For now I'm just waiting for Comic Fiesta, which will be held on ?? where I'll buy doujins and such. Oh nvm I have the internet D:

By the way:

A Twitter bug LOLOL XD

Okay. I had to go out ~~and die~~ now. Later, peeps.

A not-so-long update

noreply@blogger.com (Alice) — Sun, 12 Dec 2010 06:30:01 PST

It's silly that I had forgotten my Google Account password, that's why I didn't update this for quite a while lol XD
It's December this year, and if this month is the best for them in the year, then it's the worst for me.

Firstly, my name is in the list; known for people who cheat in osu!. To be honest, I really cheated.
It starts like this, I wanted to try playing HR+DT+FL in one song by using two monitors; one for looking (without those mods) and the other one with mods. I accidentally crossed over ~~Dimka's~~ blog where he made the Flashlight hack. I downloaded it and tried it offline. I was going ASDFASDFGHJKL over it thinking how good shit is in the darkest manner of hacking. I tried playing Miracle-Hinacle and another one I forgot its title. My friend hijacked my account and used the FL hack for 4 maps, as claimed by him. So, thats personally my fault leaving my account open anyway. I feel like a jerk using the hack after peppy got out that I used it. I'm going banned, but I'm joining a collab for Lunah. I wished I got my score resetted instead; but I highly doubt it WILL happen anyway.

Next, I got admitted to hospital because of dengue. I wished I could die, as what I did to myself and the whole osu! community brings a bad perspective towards people about me. I'm a worthless dumbass; I guess thats what people think me of. I think I deserved it. I'm a useless bitch.

Today, as I was deleting a partition (because it it 200GB and I actually didn't touch it at all) I deleted the wrong one, containing more than S$500 of items, namely Touhou, anime, manga, doujinshi, eroge, nsfw, etcetc.

I also had lost my money as they fell off from my wallet and ended up in the sewer. Pretty bad actually.

Every bad things happen to me every time. I guess that's the punishment for myself even without peppy doing it to me. I guess what's next? I hope death.

Goodbye osu! community and I sincerely regret on what I did. I'm sorry.

Meh

noreply@blogger.com (Alice) — Fri, 24 Sep 2010 23:17:36 PDT

I can't reach my PC most of the time because of my exams, so usually I use my phone. But with a speed of 2.3Mbps I feel surfing on the phone sucks, but fate is fate; so I just had to use my phone to go online.
Damn there is a horrible stress in me. Exams are haunting my mind now, especially with astronomy-related nuclear physics questions.

My domain is setted up again!!

noreply@blogger.com (Alice) — Tue, 17 Aug 2010 00:52:27 PDT

Yes, finally after hours of thinking I just forgot to uncheck ~~that stupid button~~
Bah, whatever, I still need to study and revise for the upcoming exams... I finally have an idea to write a stupid essay for English this Friday, so wish me luck orz

Exams orz

noreply@blogger.com (Alice) — Tue, 17 Aug 2010 00:42:45 PDT

Its starting on the 19th to 26th, so yeah....

My fever is getting worse =[

noreply@blogger.com (Alice) — Sun, 15 Aug 2010 06:55:01 PDT

It all started last week when I had to go back home from shopping, since I really need to buy ~~a Gundam model~~ some groceries. When I was out the shopping complex, I realized it was raining, so I stopped a taxi to send me back home. After a while there is a heavy traffic jam on my way. Knowing that Malaysia's taxi fare is charged on a time-to-time basis, so I definitely know that the fare would be really expensive once I reached home. And yes, I am short of money; luckily I managed to stop the taxi about 200 metres away from my house, knowing that I am lack of money. I ran home and took a bath, and then sleep. The next day I had a fever and lasted until today. The problem worsen when I had a sore throat yesterday till present day.
By the way, TPMR will start on Thursday, so kinda need to revise a lot for my exam. So yeah, wish me luck xD

Celebrating my 48 hours of not sleeping

noreply@blogger.com (Alice) — Thu, 05 Aug 2010 22:45:23 PDT

Okay, reached my 48 hour limit. Felt sleepy but there is class later, so I'm going to write until here.
You know what? My wallet is missing, went to the office and only got my ID card, damn it. Missed my kawaii wallet so much with my money altogether.

A plain summary of a boring life

noreply@blogger.com (Alice) — Thu, 05 Aug 2010 06:59:16 PDT

Okay, seems weird but it seems to be a solar flare happening yesterday. At first glance I thought that it would be less clouds or something but later I realized that there is no way it would last for a very, very long time so I googled for it. Kinda knew this this morning though, orz
Nothing else that is really important that I need to write, so this crap ends here.

fxxx my domain Dx

noreply@blogger.com (Alice) — Thu, 05 Aug 2010 05:33:36 PDT

So damn lazy to wait, resetting up the domain to redirect domain as usual since Blogger don't accept using co.cc D:

EDIT: Okay, fixed it again. This time, I set up as URL fowarding though :P

A day's summary

noreply@blogger.com (Alice) — Tue, 03 Aug 2010 06:58:58 PDT

Nothing really interesting actually. I just setting up a domain for my blog ~~since it's free lol~~
I'm also doing some random google on some stuff and ended up finding some loli shit. btw, try search "epic" in Google Images, I mean, actually what the fuck? Kinda lol'd where the first page itself ~~has boobs~~

School was just like normal, nothing great whatsoever but my only problem is that I didn't bring my money so kinda orz the whole day

Okay, I was thinking that I wanna buy some C++ or Flash reference books but looking at their prices, they seem to be a little pricey. However, it will be really worthy even though I sacrificed S$50+/- in order to get something else that is benefical :3

Sono Hanabira ni Kuchizuke wo – Becoming Your Lover

noreply@blogger.com (Alice) — Tue, 03 Aug 2010 06:59:18 PDT

Seriously, wtf??
Seriously, girl-on-girl stuff lol
I don't watch h stuff so much, so whatever.
Saying thanks to Unlimited Fap Works to publish this epic shit.

WARNING- 18+ content

Oh look, a domain

noreply@blogger.com (Alice) — Tue, 03 Aug 2010 06:59:42 PDT

It's changed