Leonine Times...metaphysical musings mixed with living

Fortune Forecast 11/9 - 11/15

2009-11-09T00:05:00.012-07:00

NEW SPROUTS PROMISE NEW LIFE

Everything is in how we choose to perceive it this week. We can see things as working or see everything in the midst of being dismantled. It's our choice. There are fragile signs of new life that need care and protection. Patience is important now and can help us work diligently to cultivate abundance, love and healing. At first, it might seem as if nothing is really happening, but faith can help us through these dark moments to a grand harvest. Dissatisfaction is tempting and most of us will succumb to it for a bit but it's important not to rest there too long. Dissatisfaction blinds us to the shimmering potential that each moment presents. Come back home, to the moment. Embrace it even in its lack of perfection. The magic is waiting there, waiting to expand and multiply.

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Monday 11/9
NO REGRETS, NO WORRIES
Don't look back or in other words, pull energy and attention out of the past. There's nothing to be done about what has transpired so start looking at what's happening now. What story has been constructed to make sense of the past? It's time to cast off the old tales and cultivate a fresh and open approach.

Tuesday 11/10
DEEP CYCLES ARE AT WORK
We can't see or feel the progress today. It's as if we're staring out over a barren landscape, which is frustrating at best. Still, we can rest assured that growth and change are happening, gently and at a pace that causes no harm. This is not the most exciting time but there is a new foundation being laid and it's strong enough to support a dream or two.

Wednesday 11/11
EXPAND ON THOUGHTS AND IDEAS
We need space to dream big now. Push out past all the urge to be practical. Stop the voice that says no and just dream. The time for action is coming but it's not here yet. If we're holding on to a narrow idea of how to get somewhere, we're missing out on the magic. Let it be big, let it be bold and dare to believe in a miracle or two.

Thursday 11/12
LET THE DIVINE INSPIRE
It's always there, waiting to connect. Source energy, that is. Don't expect to see it unfold in dramatic fashion. The divine will be discovered in the simplest of spaces today. It's the loving glace, the warm sun, the delicious aroma of a well prepared meal. Slow down and relish the little joys that stream along. Be comforted and embraced by the pleasures of the senses.

Friday 11/13
AN AWAKENING BRINGS PEACE
A sudden shift in perception helps us see things more clearly and gives us the power to choose. Choice brings freedom and alleviates fear. It's as if all the clouds are scurrying away and all that's left is clear, blue sky. Enjoy the new view and get ready for solutions to appear where there were none before. It's easier now, as well it should be.

Saturday 11/14
GRAB IT WHEN IT RUNS BY
A wonderful opportunity is in the works but it's the kind of thing that won't last. We need to grab it as soon as we see it, without hesitation or doubt. Our bodies can tell us how and when to act. Instinct is powerful now. Trust the feelings of excitement and enthusiasm and go after it. Be like the hunter, stealthy and quiet. Joy follows timely action today.

Sunday 11/15
TIE UP LOOSE ENDS
Boredom is a problem today. We might find ourselves looking for distractions but a better use of time and energy would be to clean up and prepare for the next cycle of activity. It's coming, so prepare now. Get organized and purge. Make space for new delights. Even mindful rest is better than pacing around like a restless, caged animal.

need help with the energy this week?
TRUST

Easier said than done! We might not be able to see the signs that we're on the right track. Radical trust is called for. Affirmations can help with the fear. Write them and say them until the energy shifts. All is love.

Got Miracles?

2009-11-05T21:35:00.005-07:00

I feel like I've been neglecting this space. No, let me be more accurate. I HAVE been neglecting this space.

The last few weeks have been so intense, not just in my world but in our world. Saturn has moved into a square with Pluto and let's face it, that's tough energy. Imagine the planet that rules discipline and learning through sacrifice and hardship clashing with the planet that rules the underworld and radical transformation. Not pretty.

There's tension in the air and I'm sure you're feeling it (certainly, I hope you're not but I'm not sure it can be avoided).

I've been experiencing this tension via the sale of my house and through the search for another home.

When my house got a contract after only three days, I was taken aback. I hadn't really figured out where we were going. Then we had a little blizzard here and the two feet of snow reminded me that winter was on the way and I had little time to investigate. There's nothing like challenging weather to make a person feel like nesting and the thought of leaving our nest felt scary and uncomfortable. I started experiencing this terrible grief about letting go. I was questioning my decision (I say my decision because I'm married to a mutable guy and he'll go wherever, whenever. He also seems to stay a lot more relaxed about these things). I felt this deep uncertainty, which was pretty darn awful.

It was as if I couldn't remember why I wanted to make the change. My house suddenly seemed more precious than ever, probably because someone else suddenly wanted it very badly. Everything that's wonderful about it seemed to eclipse the things I never liked about it. It was weird.

Then the full moon in Taurus came along and snapped me out of it. I still felt achy but I started to look ahead again. I put my head down and went nuts looking for the next great space. I finally zeroed in on a specific area and dammed if things didn't start to fall into place. My dear friend Mark Husson over at the 12th House urged me to put the word out to everyone that I was looking and the support that came through helped so much. Normally, I just try to muddle through this stuff on my own. I don't really like asking for help but once I opened myself up, it seemed to shift some stuck energy.

Not only did I ask my friends for support, I started to get much more active about seeking what I want. There's been a part of me that as I moved through this process, felt like I would just have to take what I could get. That energy culminated today when I saw a couple rentals that would be okay but weren't really what I want to create (mind you, I'm running out of time. I have about 2 weeks max to get this worked out). Part of me was tempted to just say yes. Weary of looking and doubting my ability to find something magical, I was ready to just go somewhere, anywhere.

This evening, things took a strange turn of events. Some people who have a lovely home in the area I want to live, found me and while it's not a done deal, I feel like there's some magic happening in the space between me and these virtual strangers. Even if this particular option doesn't work out, it's as if I was reminded that YES I can manifest something great. I mean hell's bells...I manifested a full price offer on my house in three days (with help from a wonderful agent, an amazing carpenter, a house healer friend and a hardworking house cleaner as well as many, many friends and supporters).

So there it is. I'm giving you the short version here but the point I'm trying to make is this: YOU CAN DO IT...whatever it is you want. The energy is so tough lately. It just wants to squeeze us into a corner and make us believe that we should take the scraps off the table instead of indulging in the feast. I was shocked at the process that got unleashed by the sale of my house. My faith is more easily shaken than I want to admit and yet that miracle energy I've been writing about, it's still available and it's getting bigger.

We'll see peeps. Things are moving very quickly in my reality, perhaps in yours as well? I don't expect perfection. I wanted things to look different and I'm getting what I wanted. It will be interesting to see where everything ends up and you can bet I'll keep you updated.

At this point I am so grateful to have tossed myself into the leap of faith void. What a great place to learn more about ourselves!! In some ways, it doesn't even matter where I end up. What matters is that I'm having an incredibly expansive experience. As my dear friend Mark said earlier in the unfolding "at least you're not bored." AMEN BROTHER.

Love to you!!

Fortune Forecast 11/2 - 11/8

2009-11-02T00:05:00.010-07:00

INTERNAL STRIFE PRESENTS DIFFICULTY

This week we get the opportunity to learn more about our own internal dynamics and how those dynamics create tension in the reflected reality we dwell in. The strife we encounter this week is rooted in the way we perceive and respond. Look to see what glasses are on now. Are they glasses that make the world seem like a lovely, loving place or are they glasses that make the world seem bleak and uncaring? It's important to take responsibility for whatever it is we're projecting. We don't have to change it as much as we need to become aware of it. With awareness comes the power to shift into something more fulfilling. Our struggles can show us where energies have collected to keep us frustrated and stuck. Let's be loving towards ourselves when we find these tricky spots. Anything less won't bring about the change we seek.

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Monday 11/2
CLARITY IS SOON TO COME
...but it's not here yet. Patience is called for today. While we might feel ready to move into new arenas, it's not quite time yet. That's why the clarity and certainty we're looking for isn't here yet. What do we do to entertain ourselves while we wait for things to line up? That's the space to ponder now. Don't try and push through it. It will move on its own soon enough.

Tuesday 11/3
GET CONTROL
It's time to take charge and get everything tidy and organized. This includes our physical space as well as our mental, emotional and psychic space. Sounds like a lot of work but once we delve into it, it starts to get fun. Dial down on the expectations. Even a little bit of effort here will make an impact and help us clear some space for new delights to appear.

Wednesday 11/4
ABUNDANCE IS FRIENDSHIP
Connections are important and have the potential to help shift our energy either positively or negatively. Be discriminating about whom to spend time with today. Reach out and find those folks who help support and nurture dreams. Be willing to offer the same in return. Friendship can be a healing balm but like everything else, it needs attention and care to flourish.

Thursday 11/5
BALANCE HEAD AND HEART
The mind and the heart are pulling us in opposite directions today and it's challenging to figure out which one should lead. These two, potent forces seem to be in conflict but when we look closer we see that they both want the same thing. If we can get to the root of the matter, we can use both forces to create something amazing.

Friday 11/6
GROUNDING FEELS GOOD
There are a million ways to ground. Any activity that brings joy helps us release the energies we don't need anymore. Today is a great day to play in this space. Be mindful throughout the day of whether or not you're grounded. Just deciding to become more aware of this dynamic will kick-start a healing process. Let go and replenish with something luscious...your own life force energy!

Saturday 11/7
WAIT FOR THE MISSING PIECE
It's hard not to rush headlong into the unknown today but we'll be better off if we wait just a little longer. There's an important piece of information that is ready to drop in. When this missing piece shows up, things are going to come together with less effort and stress. It's hard to trust in this notion when struggle is so popular. Just wait...

Sunday 11/8
FREE THE DOVES
I admit it. I got this from my little brother. Whenever he feels anxious he just imagines a flock of doves flying out of his chest. Free the doves! When the energy gets intense and the anxiety is building just imagine those birds flapping their wings and flying up to the sky. It feels good and it's a great way to visualize releasing from the heart chakra. Let it all out.

need help with the energy this week?
REMEMBER

Remember who you are. You're not the long list of problems you're working on or a compendium of faults. You're not the story you tell yourself or the experiences you've had. You're a magnificent, shining, bright being and when that part comes forward, everything else melts away. No need to wake up. You're already awake...just remember.

Grateful Dead - Althea 03-28-81

2009-10-30T12:28:00.002-06:00

I used to have this recurring dream that Jerry Garcia was my uncle and he was going to come play at my birthday party but my parents wouldn't let him because he was too stinky and unkempt.

Frustrating...

I hope this Friday is treating you well, friends! I'm searching for my golden shell, my next home. Funny how my idea of what I want and what's going to work keeps shifting and changing.

I'm struggling to trust. A wonderful space to be in!!

Keeping an eye on the part of me that wants control. Keeping an eye on the perfectionism. Keeping an eye on the desire to make it "right."

Hopefully this tune won't dredge up too many thoughts of body odor and what not. Sometimes stink happens during shift and change.

I LOVE YOU UNCLE JERRY!

Things Got Nuts

2009-10-26T11:15:00.001-06:00

Apologies for being uneven and messy lately!

My life got interesting in the last few weeks. We put our house up for sale on a Wednesday and by Saturday, we had a contract. To say it was a surprise is an understatement. I was and am stunned.

So...I let that stunning space take over and things got a little messy. I've been distracted and it shows. Oops. My apologies again and thanks to the many of you who are writing me to show me my mistakes and hanging in there with me while I get grounded again.

So. That's the story, peeps.

Now I'm getting a chance to experience the feeling of throwing myself into unfamiliar territory with the hopes of hearing the divine as I float through it. So far, so good with the exception of my professional mess.

I'm off to take my magic somewhere else...please continue to bear with me.

Fortune Forecast 10/26 - 11/1

2009-10-26T00:05:00.011-06:00

WORK WITH CONTAINMENT

We may get pinched into an awkward situation or two this week. We can manage these moments with grace as we slough off the resistance that makes things rigid. Perhaps the spaces that feel confining are pulling us in to tight quarters so that we can become more familiar with the energy and grow in wisdom? It's important that we know the spaces we choose to dwell in. This week we have the opportunity to see the advantages and the limitations of the choices we've made.

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Monday 10/26
DARK DREAMS CREATE PAIN
Escapist tendencies are taking on a slightly sinister tone. Dreams that once provided relief and levity are suddenly scary and energy draining. Judgments we keep close to our sleeves are popping out to be examined and may be causing a bit of drama along the way. Get to the root. What is wanted and needed? This awareness is where the healing is.

Tuesday 10/27
QUIET STABILITY PROVIDES COMFORT
Today we are offered respite and perhaps not a lot of entertainment. Now is the time to relax and enjoy what is. There's no need for striving right now. Just enjoy the simplicity and the utter lack of problems. For those who thrive on stress, the peace offered now is hard to swallow. Don't worry, drama starts up again tomorrow.

Wednesday 10/28
CONFLICT ERUPTS
People just seem to be itching to fight today. Everyone is irritable and it's contagious. Old resentments are bubbling up and causing unexpected outbreaks of bad temper. The only way to stay out of the fray is to stay home. Even that might bring out irritable feelings towards family, self and pets. Meditation can help.

Thursday 10/29
A WEALTH OF WISDOM APPEARS
The answer is there when it's needed, not a second before. This can be a challenging space to contend with. There's simply no way to count on or predict anything today. If we choose to go with the energetic trend, we'll end up somewhere delightful but if we fight it, things could get tough. Go with it, not against it.

Friday 10/30
CONFUSION TAKES OVER
Things are suddenly cloudy and spaces that had certainty are shifty and changing. If big decisions can be delayed, they should be. A missing bit of information is on the way and when it arrives things will be much more clear. It's time to find some healthy amusements to help pass the time until the clouds burn off and the horizon is clear.

Saturday 10/31
MAKE A DECISION
End the debate and take action. Notice the creeping anxiety that causes the myriad of choices to seem questionable. The fear of choosing something wrong needs to be banished, once and for all. There's no right, no wrong...it's all just movement and expansion. Undertake the next chapter of the story with gladness in the heart.

Sunday 11/1
BOUNDARIES NEED STRENGTHENING
Shore up. This is the time to restore and prepare for an upcoming period of acceleration. Protect and care for plans that are still in infancy. Reflect on personal needs and work to meet them. Healing will come from an awareness of what originates with us and what does not.

need help with the energy this week?
ACCEPTANCE IS A HEALING

Let the tension of trying to control it all melt away. Acceptance is fluid, it moves and shifts and changes. When we lost the rigidity, it's much easier to move through dynamic shifts in energy. Whatever helps take the edge off this week, DO IT. Knowing when to let go of the fight brings success.

Fortune Forecast 10/19 - 10/25

2009-10-19T00:05:00.005-06:00

DELAYS BRING GIFTS OF ALL KIND

This week, things don't move as quickly as we want them to. We can frustrate ourselves trying to control it or we can throw up our hands and start to dance.

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Monday 10/19
THE FOG IS LIFTING
Clarity is arriving just in the nick of time. Suddenly we can see to the horizon.

Tuesday 10/20
SPACE OUT
Let go, relax and indulge in a dream. It's good for the spirit.

Wednesday 10/21
IF NO DOOR, FIND A WINDOW
Be creative and seek alternative routes to the destination. There are openings everywhere.

Thursday 10/22
A RAY OF LIGHT PROVIDES GUIDANCE
Dark moods make it difficult to figure out what's going on. Light shines in the distance, illuminating the path.

Friday 10/23
ACTIVELY PURSUE PEACE
Do what's possible to create more harmony. Make a gesture, even if pride kicks and screams.

Saturday 10/24
CONNECTING BRINGS LEVITY
The heart needs nurturing and contact can provide what's needed. Reach out.

Sunday 10/25
AN OPEN HEART IS THE BEST DEFENSE
It takes strength to be vulnerable. Open the heart and free the power.

need help with the energy this week?
TRUST IN BIGGER FORCES

We are never alone.

*sorry about the skeletal fortune forecast this week. i'm experimenting with a short form. we'll see. big changes this week in julia land that ate up my time and head space. apologies for anyone offended!

Dream, Come Down...Or Not

2009-10-15T00:05:00.005-06:00

How much of our creative energy is tied up in dreams and fantasies? This space can bring great pleasure but sometimes it gets painful.

Some dreams and fantasies will never be real and perhaps that's what we want. If you've ever had a mad crush that became a real relationship and ultimately a real disappointment, you might know what I'm talking about. Sometimes a mad crush is better left as a fantasy that we control...a lush prop in our inner world. A good fantasy offers us respite from our troubles and frustrations. A good fantasy can provide entertainment when we're bored and give us creative juice for areas of our lives that need a jolt.

When we become attached to making a fantasy real, we sometimes encounter frustration, anxiety and pain, especially if that fantasy is far away from where we are now. My fantasy of becoming an astronaut could provide me hours of entertainment but if I actually tried to make it real, it would take time and resources and honestly, I'm not sure I'd be able to achieve it?

How do we know which dreams to manifest and which to leave in the dream space?

One way we can tell which path to take is whether or not the feeling of it becoming real creates anxiety. Let's go back to the mad crush example. If the mad crush is George Clooney, we might have an understanding that meeting him and becoming his main squeeze is pretty remote but if our mad crush is a co-worker or someone we see on a regular basis, the space gets more intense. At that point we might have an underlying feeling of anxiety about trying to make something happen. We might kick ourselves for not smiling or spend hours contemplating what it meant when a minor exchange takes place.

This feeling of needing to do something, do the right thing gets painful and we often use it as an excuse to parade out all the things we don't like about ourselves.

I've seen it over and over. Some people come into our lives to spark the fantasy. That's their role and trying to make them more of a real character in the story is a fruitless endeavor. Sometimes longing is where it's at.

Fantasies also cause pain when they take us away from making the changes that will shift us into a better space. Fantasy can become escapism (not a problem in small doses but a big problem when it overtakes our whole being). If a fantasy becomes consuming, it's time to pause and look at what we're so desperate to avoid in our "real" life.

Our fantasies give us clues about our soul purpose. My fantasy of being an astronaut is a metaphor for travel, exploration and adventure. Perhaps I can fulfill these needs without actually trying to join NASA? Relationship fantasies are informative too. What is the fantasy about? Excitement? Being with "bad" partner? Being seen and embraced? Finding that one true soul mate who really gets who we are? All of these are clues as to what's missing and what needs to be developed.

If the fantasy is getting painful, it's time to look to the root of what it is we think we're missing. If the fantasy isn't painful and/or too distracting, CARRY ON. Use this space to become more aware of the essence of what we're ready to create.

Fantasies help fill the well so to speak and there's nothing wrong with that.

Fortune Forecast 10/12 - 10/18

2009-10-12T00:05:00.011-06:00

FEEL THE FIRE AND GO

Passionate energies are building in intensity and we need to stay in motion. If we let this energy build up with no real outlet, things are bound to get explosive and unpleasant. Situations that are tolerable might suddenly seem unbearable. This is our opportunity to bow out of projects and relationships that we've outgrown and that no longer fill us up. Some of us will enjoy this dynamic energy and some of us will struggle. Fire is unpredictable and it often brings chaos with it. Let the heat burn away what's no longer wanted. Creative energy is soaring and we feel ready for risks we were talking ourselves out of just a short time ago. Now is the time to initiate new projects and relationships and leave the worries behind.

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Monday 10/12
WISHES COME OUT OF THE BLUE
It's raining beautiful things today. Little sparkles of loveliness seem to be dropping right out of the sky, to be enjoyed by whomever takes the time to do so. Each one seems bigger than the one before. It's time to open to big possibilities and leave the dream crushing voice behind.

Tuesday 10/13
DIG IN AND DO THE WORK
This is not the time to play, daydream or wander. There are definite responsibilities that need to be addressed and handled. Diligence will pay off. The harvest promises to be a big one but it will all be based on our steady, patient focus. It's okay to take breaks for refreshment but try and keep in alignment with the creative momentum happening today.

Wednesday 10/14
COMPLETION IS CHALLENGING
It's tough to get to the end of something. It's frustrating too because we are ready to move on mentally and emotionally but we can't move on just yet. There's work to be done and it's not the exciting kind of work. It's a but of drudgery. Thinking about it is worse than getting it done. Trying to skip it will create problems later. Just do it!

Thursday 10/15
MAKE IT SACRED
Every action has the potential to be sacred. We can bring that awareness into every moment and today, that kind of energy is especially available and potent. Welcome the divine into daily trials an tribulations as well as moments of success and celebration. Imagine how rich the world would be if all were aware and mindful of spirit in everything.

Friday 10/16
GRAB IT WHEN YOU SEE IT
Opportunity is about to come running by. We need to be willing to reach out and grab it when it shows up. If we hesitate, we might miss our chance to get into something great. Instinct will tell us how and when to act but we must be listening. Feel and let guidance come through feelings. If things feel good, we know we're going in a fruitful direction.

Saturday 10/17
BASK IN THE GOOD STUFF
Gratitude has the potential to grow and expand. Today, if we choose to focus on what's good and delightful, more will manifest. Even small moments of pleasure can help us move through others spaces that contain the makings of stress and tension. Relax into what works and don't give the problems too much time or attention.

Sunday 10/18
FORTIFY THE BOUNDARIES
Strengthen the boundaries today. Getting out in the world fuzzy and unfocused could be a problem. Psychic sensitivity can be overwhelming and steps need to be taken to counter act challenging energies. Stay centered and notice the desire to take it all personally. It's not personal, so don't make it.

need help with the energy this week?
ACT FIRST, THINK LATER

Go for it. Don't let the mind stop the flow of YES.

Big Time

2009-10-08T14:04:00.002-06:00

Check out my first youtube appearance. I love that I come right after the word ACCURATE. Oh yeah!

I will say, however, the word flabbergasted freaks me out.

'nuff said.

Fortune Forecast 10/5 - 10/11

2009-10-05T00:05:00.006-06:00

LOOK IN THE RIGHT PLACES

It's easy to drift into seeing what's not working and in the process, lose sight of what is. There's a tendency this week, to walk away from the good stuff in order to lament the bad stuff. HEAD'S UP! Look in the right places. Sometimes we have to work to see what's great, especially when stress overtakes us. The good stuff is there and it will grow and multiply as we put our attention on it. We're still looking at spaces of regret...a continuance of last week's theme but the full moon in Aries this past weekend is the shot in the arm we need to move forward. Aries might have shifted us from inertia to anger. Let the anger be a catalyst to new discovery. Aries helps us move on and feel as if we have a clean slate. Go with it, not against it.

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Monday 10/5
MOMENTUM BUILDS
Projects that were languishing are starting to pick up speed. This is a relief and makes life easier to say the least. Things we put aside in frustration are showing promise. Inspiration is available and might show up in random conversation, books and other media. Be open to a change in direction as creative energy comes in and asks us to shift, move and expand.

Tuesday 10/6
FORGIVENESS HEALS
We've all heard it a hundred times. Forgiveness is not about the other person, it's about us. The stories we tell ourselves to make sense of our lives can change. Don't hesitate to drop any narrative that promotes the role of victim. It's insulting to our spirit to define ourselves via failure and tragedy. Challenges overcome is a much more satisfying tale and it leaves the future open for bigger and brighter success.

Wednesday 10/7
CONFLICT ERUPTS
People are on edge today, so expect to get caught in it. Boundaries are important now as is the understanding that it's not personal. It feels personal but the tension that erupts around us isn't really of our own making and as always, we have choices in how we want to react. Step away! This is one of those days when it might be better to hide out a bit until the stormy weather subsides.

Thursday 10/8
NEGATIVE THINKING WREAKS HAVOC
The cynical voice is amped up today and ready to crash the gates. If we know that we're vulnerable, we can take steps to protect ourselves by being aware. Notice the voice without identifying with it. It's not telling the truth, it's just spouting off. Activities that sooth are in order. This is not the best time to make decisions. Wait until the negativity subsides.

Friday 10/9
TRADITION BRINGS COMFORT
Old, familiar patterns offer shelter. It's okay to retreat into spaces that offer comfort even though we might sense that these spaces are coming to a close. Revisit the past today. Remember the rituals and traditions that offered satisfaction and recreate them in present time. A comfort zone is a good thing to have when the weather gets intense. Go ahead and sink into it.

Saturday 10/10
A MYSTICAL JOURNEY AWAITS
Our spirits want to wander today and explore new territory. The journey comes with a dash of chaos. Will the part of us that craves order go willingly? Yes! Intuition can guide us into ripe spaces if we allow it. Step out of routine and responsibility long enough to see, smell and taste something new. Like an innocent child, we have the potential to see the world with wonder and experience deep healing.

Sunday 10/11
BALANCE RESTORES ORDER
Things are out of balance and with a little time and attention, we can create the order we need to feel better and more productive. There are areas of our lives that we've ignored because facing them would be too difficult and yet the more we look away, the more pain gathers. Let's undertake to look at these neglected spaces and bring hope in. Believe, restore and re-balance.

need help with the energy this week?
DON'T ABANDON WHAT'S WORKING

There's no need for radical action this week. Small adjustments can have a big impact. In our desire to move into new spaces we might be tempted to cast aside things that are viable and potentially prosperous. It's important to maintain a degree of stability now as we build new dreams. Preserve what's working while expanding into new areas of interest. Know when to be conservative and when to risk and don't be afraid to stumble around a bit on the way.

Controversy

2009-10-01T10:16:00.009-06:00

Lots of controversial news breaking these days. I find myself especially interested in the recent revelations of Mackenzie Phillips and the detention of Roman Polanski in Switzerland. Both stories at the root, are about how women and girls are treated in our society and our world; how we view sexuality, consent and how wounding sexual energy and expression can be.

I've had a lively exchange or two with friends about these stories. It's amazing how charged everyone is when we start to look at these difficult topics.

I found myself writing to one male friend something along the lines of, "get a group of women together and get them a little tipsy and you'd be shocked at the sick stories that come pouring out. Almost everyone I know has experienced something in the sexual arena that left them feeling conflicted and uncomfortable, if not downright abused. Being a woman often means being preyed upon."

Am I jaded to think and feel this way?

I'm not horrified by Mackenzie Phillips' admission of a long term, sexual relationship with her father. For years, when I saw pictures of them I felt in my gut that something was peculiar about the body language. I have compassion for her because I can imagine how complex that space must have been and when you mix drugs into the space, of course it's going to get NUTS.

I agree with her too that there is a lot more incest going on than we want to know or admit. It's upsetting but how can we create change if we can't even talk about it? How can people come forward with their stories if we react with disbelief or the wish that they would just keep it to themselves?

Oddly, I find myself defending Polanski which has really gotten some of my friends in a tizzy, especially the men. It's not that I think he didn't do something wrong, it's more that I feel his criminal case was mishandled, that he wasn't treated fairly by the judge at the time. In a perfect world, he would come back to the US and face the music but there's such a lynch mob mentality surrounding him, I don't think he can get fair treatment now either.

And there SHOULD be a lynch mob mentality when it comes to sexual abuse. Over the last 10-20 years we've gotten much less tolerant and more likely to believe the victim. This is good news. Our consciousness is being raised and we're slowly awakening and acknowledging that being female is often perilous.

I realize that by telling you how I see this stuff, you might get offended. Perhaps I myself am being controversial by sharing my thoughts on these touchy subjects. Perhaps you disagree and I respect that. What's important to me is that we all have a chance to express, explore and open ourselves to discussing these issues.

We can't as a society and a world pretend that these things aren't happening. We can't sit here in the US and feel sad for women in the Middle East or in Africa and lament their lack of freedom or the violence they experience when we ourselves are experiencing a lack of freedom and a degree of violence right here and now in our "evolved" country. These recent controversies have the potential to bring healing as we acknowledge what we don't want to...that women are still vulnerable to attack simply by being women and that sexuality is fraught with complexity and the potential to feel good and yet feel terribly wrong at the same time.

I'd love to hear from you on this subject in whatever capacity you feel compelled to share. It's ok if you get mad at me. I can take it.

Fortune Forecast 9/28 - 10/4

2009-09-28T00:05:00.013-06:00

OLD WOUNDS COME TO LIGHT

Bummer, huh? We're sensitive this week and even an off-hand comment has the potential to put us in a tail spin. Old pains are on the surface, which offers us a tremendous opportunity to forgive, purge and heal. Unfortunately, it might not feel like it. We're thin skinned and raw and it's important that we take steps to protect ourselves and honor the process we're in. It would be easy to mistake this time period as one of trouble and breakdown when it's actually a time of profound healing. Let it all out. Find ways to express and free the buried pain. Isn't this what drives the creation of great art? As we allow this stuff to come up and out, we find a new peace and a delightful sense of freedom for the next step on the long and winding road.

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Monday 9/28
MOOD SWINGS OFFER INFORMATION
It's a little intense today and the shifts in feeling are confusing at best. While there's no way to figure out why we're experiencing such wild extremes, there's value in what's happening. Perhaps we won't really know what it's all about until further down the road but resisting or judging our reactions is missing the point. Open to a wider range of experience and in doing so, give the spirit room to grow.

Tuesday 9/29
GROUND THE DREAM
Sometimes we want to create something but it stays in the dream space and doesn't come down. Maybe we don't believe it can really happen or that it's too good to be true. Dust that fantasy energy off and ground into the feeling of having it. Picture it and be in it. We limit ourselves and we can stop anytime we want to. Be willing to make what seems unlikely possible.

Wednesday 9/30
HEALING DESCENDS
Source energy wants to come into us today. it might feel disruptive and strange, especially if we have an attachment to how it should look and feel. The more open we are to the surprises the universe offers, the better. Healing shakes things up. Sometimes it brings chaos with it as it makes space to operate in our lives. Let's welcome the chaos that comes along, no matter what form it takes.

Thursday 10/1
REGRETS WON'T SHIFT IT
It's hard to stop looking back today and wondering how things might have been. The longing we feel for some other experience can help us create something new and fulfilling. Look to the root of regret to find the key to making magic now. Hanging out in the space of recrimination is painful at best and totally invalidating at worst. As exquisite as the pain is, it won't change things in and of itself.

Friday 10/2
OPEN TO RECEIVING
Such a simple statement and yet a challenging this to actualize. Sometimes we get narrow. We just don't recognize the assistance that's available to us. The tiny miracles that make life easier and more beautiful are available today. Let it in! Even overt offers of help and support need to be considered, especially if they bring up feelings of discomfort. Stop saying no because it's easier.

Saturday 10/3
EXPANSION RULES THE DAY
A wonderful day of expansive opportunity awaits. Ironically, opportunity can often come at seemingly the wrong time. In other words, the expansion can feel overwhelming and difficult to manage. We don't have to say yes to everything, in fact discrimination is essential now. Use this day to dream and consider all the options. There's no need to rush into anything until the path is more clearly visible.

Sunday 10/4
FEEL IT, DON'T THINK IT
It's a great day to let the heart rule. Thoughts come in and want to talk us out of creating and experiencing our lives in a rich, fulfilling way. It's time to put that brain in the backseat and let the heart take over. What can we do to facilitate the process? That's worth exploring now. Meditation, creativity and slowing down can help us hear the wisdom and get us on a path that feels right.

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PAIN IS INFORMATION

Pain shows us where to put attention. Trying to escape it or repress it won't make it go away. How often do we stuff it down or judge it? See the pain as a gift and a way to discover more about your life. Confronting and working with the pain can lead to the insights we need to find a new, more fulfilling path. Breathe into it and as you breathe out, imagine the pain is transmuted and turned into golden sparkles. Breathe in to the darkness and exhale the light. Our bodies are alchemical in nature and can transmute and heal the energy with conscious intent. Even 5 minutes of this type of breath work will change your perspective and get you feeling fresh again. Blessings to you dear peeps!!

Hiding in the Time of Awakening

2009-09-24T09:53:00.007-06:00

If you're psychically sensitive (and you ARE) then you know that other people impact your energy. Perhaps you have dreams and goals that are difficult to go after because the people you love have opinions and ideas that affect your ability to create it? Perhaps you retreat when the energy gets too intense?

Sensitive people tend to go through time periods when we pull away and hide from the world. It gets overwhelming and when it gets overwhelming we lose our space, our seniority.

How often do we agree to get involved in things because we feel pressured? It's easier to go along with it than say no.

How often do we make changes to our plans because holding the space for what we want is just too tough? Unfortunately, when we compromise, we often end up unfulfilled with what takes place.

How often do we avoid the spaces and places that can heal us simply because the energy that comes with it is just too much? In this case we lose out on the experience our spirit wants to have, which can lead to pain.

The opportunity for psychic development is so huge these days. People are waking up, some with grace and some with a kick and a scream. It's hard to not want to retreat in the face of all the noise, chaos and panic.

I recently started working out at a local gym. While this fact in and of itself is not that interesting, what's interesting is how distracted I get reading the other people in the gym. I find myself looking around and seeing all kinds of things about the people around me. I can see their motivation for coming to the gym. I can see the energy they're releasing through physical movement. I can see whether they are motivated by perfection, pleasure or pain. I can tell what's happening in their relationships and at work by observing them working out. It's incredibly interesting and totally DISTRACTING. It makes me realize two things about myself.

1. I don't go out much because I just don't want to spend time looking at and feeling the psychic stew.

2. I often distract myself from my own projects by looking at what other people are up to. It's more fun to look at them (like watching TV) then to look at what I might be doing or not doing.

Sensitive people tend to be incredibly impressionable. We easily get lost in the vast, psychic flotsam and jetsam around us. We may have a dream that when shared with others starts to change shape and become less beautiful. We often get thrown off our own intuition about how to create what we want. The more sensitive we are, the more impressionable we tend to be.

When we have a sacred seed, we need to protect it and sometimes that means not talking about it until it has a chance to grow. It's tough to keep things to ourselves, especially when we're bursting with enthusiasm or in need of support but sometimes, that's what's called for. Feelings of self-doubt, shame and insecurity are all signs that other people's energy is affecting us. At the same time, we can't let our sensitivity become so overwhelming that we start saying no to opportunity just to avoid discomfort.

For instance, back at the gym...there's a lot of comparing and contrasting of bodies. if I'm on the treadmill next to a svelte, fit body, I can FEEL the energy of comparison. Is it me? Is it the other person? Is it both of us? I usually have a chuckle inside when this happens because I know I'm not going to win. It's okay. I'm not there to win the best body contest. I'm there to move energy and feel better. Still, if I were less conscious it would be difficult to go and give my body the healing it needs in the face of such fiercely, competitive energy.

If there's a space you're avoiding because the energy's tough, look for other ways to create what you want. Is there another, more gentle way to find fulfillment?

If there's a dream that feels stuck or untenable, perhaps it's time to clean everyone out of the space. All it takes to reclaim a space is intention and willingness. Notice the heavy feelings and see them as foreign energy. This heavy energy doesn't come from us, it is not created from source energy. It's psychic pollution and it's only real if we make it real.

Again, a rambling post that as I come to a close I wonder if it even makes sense. Such is life this Thursday as we shift into Autumn.

PEACE OUT PEEPS. Get out and enjoy this lovely day despite and in honor of the sensitivity. Sensitivity can be a burden but it also makes the world oh so luscious. It's a wonderful gift to have when well cared for.

Fortune Forecast 9/21 - 9/27

2009-09-21T00:05:00.010-06:00

MAGIC WORKS BOTH WAYS

We have a lot of alchemical potential this week. Divine forces want to help us create what we want. We can turn lemons into lemonade or the sweet lemonade we've created might sour and become unpalatable before our eyes. Our thoughts have extra power now. It's important to dwell on what feels good, what works and what we want more of. When we slip into longing or frustration, these energies will amplify. There are temptations this week to use our power in devious ways. Integrity is important. Short cuts look appealing but probably won't get us there faster. Take the long road and enjoy the scenery! If something is starting to spin out of control, it's not too late to stop and re-frame the thinking and shift the energy. Whatever happens, we're bound to learn a lot about our abilities as spiritual beings in a material reality. Fun stuff!

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Monday 9/21
BOUNDARIES MELT AWAY
Everything is a little fuzzy today. It's difficult to tell what belongs to us and what is coming from the environment. This is the ultimate, ongoing challenge for the psychically gifted person. How do we distinguish between our own energy and the energy coming into our space from other sources? If it feels good, it's us. The other stuff is just junk so let it go.

Tuesday 9/22
MODERATION SAVES THE DAY
Finding the balance is important now. There are situations throwing us off kilter today and it's a fight t0 keep all the balls in the air. There's no need to try and do everything perfectly. WHat's more important is the awareness of what we do when assaulted by difficult energies. See challenges as learning opportunities and don't hesitate to experiment to find new ways of achieving harmony.
JOIN ME FOR SOUL SONG MEDITATION
8:30-9am pacific

Wednesday 9/23
ENJOY THE HARVEST
Look around and notice the abundance. It's everywhere, waiting to be acknowledged. Let's make an effort to see what works and dwell in that space. Fretting about what could and should be different isn't helpful and yet it's hard to resist. Keep coming back to gratitude. Actively look for the good stuff and that space will grow and multiply. As fleeting joy passes by, jump into it and get a healing.
COME PLAY IN THE BODY MAGIC TELECLASS!
10-11am pacific

Thursday 9/24
PROTECT WHAT'S YOURS
There's a threat in the environment. It's not exactly a big one but it can cause damage if we are unconscious and just getting by today. It's important to be alert and responsive. Our intuition will let us know what's happening if we tune in and take action when necessary. No need to worry, we can breeze by the trouble simply by invoking an intention of protection and awareness.

Friday 9/25
CHANGE THE THINKING
A problem is threatening to consume the day. There may be another way to perceive the trouble that will offer more freedom and creativity. Neutrality can help. Drop the emotion and just look at it as if the problem belonged to someone else. What counsel would you offer? Be like the buddha and set aside desire even for a moment in order to see the bigger picture. It will help.

Saturday 9/26
THE WALLS ARE COLLAPSING
Something that has been a container and comfort zone is cracking apart. It's kind of frightening even though this is something we've asked for in various forms of prayer. Now that it's here, it's kind of a shock to live through. It feels strange to be in a bigger, more expansive space after hanging out in this box for a while. As the dust settles, the excitement starts to settle in and POW. It's on.

Sunday 9/27
GO FOR A RIDE
In other words, it's time for an adventure. Leave the known behind in order to explore new territory. How can we change the circumstance we're in if we have no vision of where to go? Make exploration the biggest priority today and just go. Wander with no real purpose but to see the world. Pressing responsibilities need to take a backseat to the dream.

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POWER REQUIRES CARE

If negative energies are taking over STOP. Pause and take a few breaths. Say an affirmation or two. Do what you can to shift into a positive space. It might not be that easy but don't let the lack of ease be a stopping point. Everything is possible and anything that disagrees is the energy of a lie.

News You Need

2009-09-18T20:39:00.004-06:00

Peeps!

I'm sending a copy of the letter I wrote to my clients on 12listen, so if you already got this...MY BAD. I managed to get a newsletter out though it was riddled with typos. Dang it. It's enough to drive the Virgo in me nuts. Oh well.

We have some exciting, new projects happening at the 12 and I wanted to let you all know. Now that the new moon in Virgo is on the wane, I hope we can relax a bit and let go of the perfectionism.

One can hope anyway...

You may be in need of an energy adjustment and that's where I come in. The energy of late has been a little relentless in its push for growth. Most of us are leaving the comfort zone for the unknown and that’s where a reading can help. I’d love to assist you with any and all questions about areas of your life that feel fuzzy.

Even 20 minutes can change your perspective and give you more energy to face ongoing challenges. If you aren’t in the space to get a reading, consider joining me on Tuesday for Soul Song Meditation from 8:30-9am pacific. It’s a lovely space to find peace and release the stress and struggle you may be immersed in.

Also, the Body Magic teleclass on Wednesday at 10 am pacific promises to bring rejuvenation and more balance physically, mentally and emotionally. Come join me!

Here at the 12family, we realize how important it is that you can find your Advisor when you need them. With that in mind, we created a new feature called I’LL BE THERE with regular posted hours that are rock solid. If you don’t find me during these times, you’ll get 5 free minutes towards your next reading.

My I’LL BE THERE times are Monday from 8-11am pacific, Tuesday from 9-11am pacific and Thursday from 8-11am pacific. I’ll be there!

You can also find me at night from 8:00-10:30 pacific most nights if you’re a bit of a night owl.

Remember too that we have a scheduled call promotion!

Now when you schedule a call with me, you will know in advance what discount you can receive. To schedule a call you can click my picture and look for the "make appointment" link. More information can be found in our Help section.

15 minute scheduled—$5.49 per minute
30 minute scheduled—$5.29 per minute
45 minute scheduled—$4.99 per minute plus 3 free minutes
60 minute scheduled—$4.49 per minute plus 5 free minutes

The equinox is coming right up and we're going to celebrate the transit of the Sun in Libra by offering you rewards for referring friends and family. If your friend calls for 12 minutes or more you will receive 12 minutes as a gift. This is our way of celebrating relationships in true Libra style.

If you haven't yet tried the service at 12listen, now's the time. You'll earn three free minutes on your first call and the convenience can't be beat. I always send detailed follow up emails about what we looked at in the reading and you always have the option of taking advantage of the scheduling feature to earn a discount. Once you've called me, you'll be eligible for all kinds of promotions. I love to send out free minutes!

I hope you'll give me a call soon. I'd love to hear from you. Know that if I'm not available, there are many gifted Advisors to choose from. I am proud to be in such excellent company.

Don't let the waning energy of Virgo talk you out of taking care of yourself. Caring for ourselves is ever more essential as we head into deeper layers of transformation. I appreciate you and your presence in my world!

Blessings and more,
Julia

Low, Energy Lady

2009-09-15T11:35:00.007-06:00

That's me alright and it kind of sucks. We just don't seem to live in a reality that allows time to dream, rest and relax. It doesn't seem to matter if we are in a low energy time period, life marches on and things need to get done.

With the new moon in Virgo approaching (tomorrow), we may be prone to self-criticism over our abilities to meet all the demands. The new moon also brings the opportunity to adjust and heal around the issue of having enough energy and how to use our energy.

Since Pisces is the opposite of Virgo and Pisces loves to daydream and rest, we might feel the polarity particularly strongly this week...the struggle between getting it all done and taking time for rest and reflection. How does this show up for you? Are you feeling it too?

I identify with Pisces a lot. There seem to be waves of energy that come. These are the oceanic waves of life force energy that Pisces seems to understand so well. Sometimes, it's just not there and we can try and override the low energy or we can surrender. That's where Virgo comes in because Virgo pushes us to keep going even at great, personal sacrifice. Virgo wants us to keep going whether we have the energy to carry on or not. Both signs are service oriented and both signs want to offer the world healing it's just that one is practical and action oriented while the other is trancey and psychically/energetically oriented.

As the new moon approaches we may find ourselves wondering which approach to take. Perhaps we need both and a balance needs to be struck?

So, like the turtle, I've been moving along slowly. Getting what needs to get done in the order it needs to happen but I am not taking on anything new just yet. I'm waiting for the well to fill up again. I'm half hoping the new moon in Virgo will shift the balance and get the energy going again.

We shall see...

How are you?

On another note, I changed my email address from comcast to gmail. I'd been putting it off for a long time, too much trouble. Over the years, I'd managed to create six different accounts?!? I've closed down two and hope to close down two more soon. I haven't twittered in awhile. Twitter is such a fast paced reality. Not sure I can keep up with it? These kinds of issues also seem appropriate as we close in on the new moon...cleaning up the chaos is something a Virgo strives for but is not always successful at.

Not sure I'll be sending out the New Moon News this month. It would be the first time in over two years that I skipped a month. I almost want to do it just to see how it feels. So naughty...

Onward and upward as they say (?).

Fortune Forecast 9/14 - 9/20

2009-09-14T00:05:00.011-06:00

THE END BRINGS COMPLICATIONS

We're reaching the end of a cycle this week and though the end is in sight, it's seemingly hard to get there. It's as if the last few steps are exceedingly difficult in part because we're tried and anxious to move to something else. We need to hold steady and finish. It's tempting to just leave a bunch of loose strings but those silly, little strings will come back to haunt us later. Pacing is essential now. trying to use effort and will to push through won't get us where we want to go. We almost need to relax, which seems counter-intuitive. Are there small treats that help bring relief and refreshment? We need those treats now! Whatever has been pushed aside to be enjoyed when we're finished should be moved into present time and enjoyed now. All it takes is permission to do so. Let's give it to ourselves in abundance.

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Monday 9/14
MAKE PEACE
Sometimes we have to be proactive to create harmony. Though we might not feel like being the one to initiate peace, if not us, then who? If someone has wronged you, take steps to heal it today. This will alleviate the background noise of tension and stress we don't even realize is affecting us. Step away from situations that promote conflict and competition. It feels really good!

Tuesday 9/15
PRUDENCE PAYS OFF
Conserve energy and resources today. Pay attention to boundaries and watch out for the little slings and arrows of misfortune. Those jabs won't harm us if we stay awake and take defensive action when we need to. Opportunity is coming and preparation is called for. Rest up and resist big expenditures of all kind.

Wednesday 9/16
DIG DEEPER
Something feels off and we can find the information we need with a little more diligence. Don't be seduced by immediate answers. Search for the truth underneath. Intuition will help us get to the root of whatever challenge we happen to be looking at. Conversations need to be taken with a grain of salt. everything is shifting but under the shifts, something solid is waiting to be discovered.

Thursday 9/17
GO AFTER IT
Finally, it's time for action and big steps forward. Don't let the mental chatter become a stopping point when opportunity arrives. How often do we hesitate thinking we're being savvy when really we're just afraid? The path is clear today. All we need to do is follow it. Don't expect the anxiety to just disappear. It won't be it doesn't have to stop us.

Friday 9/18
INTUITION INFORMS
Dreams and visions have powerful significance now. Our bodies are telling us through feelings what is solid and what's just illusion. Honor the information even if it threatens beliefs that are dear. Liberation is not for the faint of heart. For those who are ready to experience more space, today can bring the answers we need to take big steps.

Saturday 9/19
MAGIC REIGNS
Things are magical today. Magic is a funny thing. It can work positively and negatively. If we meditate on a miracle or two we';re bound to experience it. If we are stuck on fears and doubts we'll get a chance to meet them face to face. Perhaps we'll experience a little of both? This is a great day to focus on what we want to create more of. For maximum enjoyment, keep the focus on creating the good stuff.

Sunday 9/20
MODERATION BRINGS HEALING
This is an excellent time to contemplate ways to bring more balance and harmony into our daily routines. Subtle shifts in our normal patterns can help restore peace. Are there relationships or projects that aren't getting enough attention? Put some energy there. Are you getting enough time for rest and reflection? Put some energy there. It's time to smooth out some of the rough edges.

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WALK ON

Keep on going. It's not a race, so there's no need to hurry. Just keep on going.

Alan Watts: A Conversation with Myself - Part 1

2009-09-12T15:27:00.001-06:00

I've noticed an Alan Watts resurgence of late. Interesting guy. I'm going to let him do the talking this week...

BLESSINGS!
-j

Fortune Forecast 9/7 - 9/13

2009-09-07T00:05:00.012-06:00

REPRESSING IT WON'T MAKE IT GO AWAY

It's time to let loose and let it all out. Repressed emotions, thoughts and passions are pushing for expression. We need to get out of the way as the pressure continues to build. There may be things we don't want to acknowledge, things we're hoping will just go away. It's possible we can't control certain outcomes but we do have control over how we manage what's happening in our own bodies. As we make space for some unpleasant energy to be free, we also have the potential to discover a treasure hidden under this layer of yuck. There are clues to help us create a deeper level of fulfillment but we won't find the information anywhere but inside. Seeking comfort from the external world is foolhardy this week. It just isn't there. Go within.

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Monday 9/7
UNITE INSIDE
The divisions that keep us in conflict need a healing. It's all about the inner world today. The strife that keeps us from going after our dreams can be put to rest once we recognize that under all the chatter, there is one root, one goal. Be kind and heal the split. Regrets and recriminations need to be released now. It's time for a clean slate.

Tuesday 9/8
THE FINISH IS DIFFICULT
As we approach the end of a cycle, the intensity is growing and multiplying. Though we can see the end of this project, getting there looks tough. It's time to take a deep breath and find a pace that works. There's no need to rush. See what's happening here, the difficulty and the struggle as a sacred space because it is. Keep going. The end is nigh.

Wednesday 9/9
FORTIFY BOUNDARIES
It's time to strengthen and perhaps redefine existing boundaries. There are energies afoot that want to push and test the limits. It's not a problem, just a minor annoyance. Taking stock of how we manage and protect ourselves from difficult energies now can prepare us for future challenges. Stand up for what's right and for what is desired.

Thursday 9/10
HONOR YOUR TRUTH
Similar to yesterday, we need to stand firm and be willing to get behind our beliefs and values. They are being challenged today and it's really not a problem. Don't hesitate to speak up if you notice injustice. There are rewards for the brave among us. Pay attention to gut feelings even if they run against what the evidence says.

Friday 9/11
WEALTH IS IN EVERYTHING
Notice the abundance that exists right here, right now. There is plenty and it needs to be acknowledged and enjoyed. Slow down and notice how lovely the world is. Appreciate and relish it. This helps us tap into even more abundance energy. Shift the focus from what's lacking to what is.

Saturday 9/12
SAY NO TO PERFECTION
perfectionism is a problem today. How can we feel good about our accomplishments when the bar has been set absolutely too high? There's just no way to reach goals that discount our human-ness. Allow for experimentation and mutability. Being able to shift and change is important now. Rigid standards cause pain and trouble under current, energetic conditions.

Sunday 9/13
MAGIC ABOUNDS
A lovely day to relax and take in a miracle or two. There's nothing more important now that noticing the divine in everything. It's shimmering in the cells and atoms of even the most immovable object and once we recognize it, new vistas seem to open up and welcome us to explore. Share what's on hand and more will manifest.

LOVE LIFE NOW!

Neko Case - Hold On, Hold On

2009-09-04T19:03:00.001-06:00

such a pretty lady, such a pretty song.

Whoa!

2009-09-02T21:13:00.002-06:00

Strange times, friends.

I got my five year old settled into kindergarten. I don't know why but it really stirred me up. I don't feel like I'm the kind of mom who's regretting the fact that the kids are growing but in those few days of getting him off to the big kid's school I just felt sad. My little guy is getting bigger. I can't just grab him like I used to and it's only going to go further in that direction.

Fortunately he loves his new school. Whew!

It makes me think of other transitions and how rife they are with complicated, mixed feelings. Those rites of passage that come along...school, first romance, first job, marriage, children, death of parents...that kind of stuff. These transitions tend to show us things about ourselves we might not expect to see. In that way, they're a gift. Sometimes an uncomfortable gift.

All this energy of change has me feeling pretty tuckered out. I've been thinking a lot about what brings me rejuvenation and even that space feels like it's in transition. Oh well. New pleasures take shape as old ones pass away.

I'm sending you all a big, spiritual hug tonight. I imagine that you too are enduring a transition or two. Friday brings the full moon in Pisces. This is daydreamy, sentimental energy. People from the past tend to show up and the psychic space gets amped up. This is a great time to keep a dream journal or capture some of those fleeting impressions and inspiration. It's the harvest moon. What has come to fruition in your life? It's time to celebrate it!

I wish I had more to say. I'm behind on a pile of work, so I'm off to write some more stuff for other places and spaces.

Peace out and I look forward to seeing what happens this full moon Friday. I will be reporting back next week.

Have fun with the fishes!

Fortune Forecast 8/31 - 9/6

2009-08-31T00:05:00.009-06:00

DARKNESS BRINGS REBIRTH

Fears are potent this week and it's hard to see what lies ahead. It's easy to entertain the worst-case scenario under these conditions. It's time to tune in to intuitive information and use it a a guide back to the light. Our bodies can tell us what we need to know. Though are feelings are potent and difficult to manage, they contain the answers we need. Stay fluid with the feelings because resistance and control are not helpful and can in fact, be quite damaging. The gift of this week's struggle is that it brings the opportunity to slough off what's not working and find a new focus and a new vision. When all is said and done, we feel differently about our lives by the end of the week. Our burdens are lighter and the light we're moving towards is crystal clear. Birth is a difficult process but the new life that comes makes the struggle pale and fade away.

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Monday 8/31
A WHOLE NEW WORLD UNFOLDS
Something is coming and we can feel it. For some of us there may be feelings of dread, for others a thrill of excitement. We can't get a sense of the opportunities that are forming now. Patience is necessary. It's time to rest in the knowing that divine forces are available and are working to get us where we want to be. Tap into source energy. Ask for guidance and comfort and watch what happens.

Tuesday 9/1
IT'S TIME TO MOVE ON
Something we once treasured has waned in importance. We might feel like hanging on in the hopes of reviving it or perhaps we're just too sentimental to let go. Hanging on is taking up valuable energy and resources that can be used for something new. Recognize the ending, grieve it and get going. Fulfillment is easier to find once the space is open and free.

Wednesday 9/2
WAIT FOR THE MISSING PIECE
Though there's pressure to make a big decision today, we need to hold off. We simply don't have all the information we need to make a choice. It's hard to wait but wait we must. There are a million ways to amuse an impatient mind and it's time to indulge in these amusements. Know that the vision will come together naturally and with it, we'll find the energy we need to carry through.

Thursday 9/3
SEE THE BIG PICTURE
It's easy to get lost in the details today. If we insist on looking at all the little things as opposed to getting clear about the overview, it's going to be tough. If we can climb out of the mental morass for a bit, we'll be comforted to see the expansive landscape. Seeing the potential also helps us let go of fear, anxiety and doubts about our abilities. It's all coming together beautifully.

Friday 9/4
STAGNANT ENERGY MOVES
As last, there's movement in areas that feel stuck. It's slow at first but before we know it there will be plenty of momentum to carry us effortlessly into exciting, new spaces. It's hard to figure out what exactly made things move again. Does it matter how it happened? Instead of being impatient to get even further down the road, pause and let gratitude wash over everything.

Saturday 9/5
CAUTION PAYS OFF
Be conservative with resources and information today. Keep your cards close to your sleeve, so to speak. Throwing everything out there creates a certain kind of vulnerability. The sacred seeds in our possession need to be guarded and honored. Competitive energies are afoot and waiting to take the shine off a dream. Don't let it be your dream that gets kicked in the gut!

Sunday 9/6
DON'T THINK IT, FEEL IT
Feelings are powerful, navigation tools. Sometimes we try to make sense of feelings, leading us on winding paths to nowhere. The mind is constantly trying to assert control. Step away from that dynamic today. Get in the flow, let it all wash a way. Water and water imagery help us remember how to stay fluid with feelings and thoughts, neither of which is who we are. We are spirit with mind and heart working for our evolution.

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TRUST

The Week Ahead 8/30

2009-08-30T00:05:00.008-06:00

Ahh, September! How I love this time of year, the changing of the light, the fading of the leaves and the energy that draws us inward.

As we move into fall, we’re looking for ways to feel more grounded and centered. It’s a great time to get a reading or participate in a soothing Soul Song Meditation.

Friday brings the full moon in Pisces. This is bound to open us up to more intuition and magic. I’ll be available at 12listen for the FULL MOON HAPPY HOUR this Friday from 9:03-12:03 pm, so give me a call and let’s make sense of the hints and clues that are coming through.

Also, we at 12listen have come up with a new way to reward callers who schedule appointments ahead of time.

*15 minute scheduled—$5.49 per minute
* 30 minute scheduled—$5.29 per minute
* 45 minute scheduled—$4.99 per minute plus 3 free minutes
* 60 minute scheduled—$4.49 per minute plus 5 free minutes

Scheduling a call is easy and the discounts are a great incentive. If you haven’t tried the scheduling option, now’s the time. Carve out some sacred space and get the answers you need.
Please be mindful when scheduling that the system is set up on pacific time.

You can find a link to schedule an appointment on every page of juliastonestreetsmith.com. (I don't know if it's blogger or me but getting links on here is HELLISH...sorry!).

I hope this note finds you well and I would love to hear from you!

With love and healing support,
Julia Stonestreet Smith

Schedule:

Monday, August 31st
-Check out your weekly Good Fortune Scopes at juliastonestreetsmith.com.

Tuesday, September 1st
-8:30-9 am pacific Soul Song Meditation…this week we’re playing with PERMISSION.
-9-11am pacific, readings at 12listen
-8:30-10:30 pm, readings at 12listen

Wednesday, September 2nd
-8:00-11am pacific, readings at 12listen

Thursday, September 3rd
-8:00-11 am pacific, readings at 12listen
-8:30-10:30 pm pacific, readings at 12listen

Friday, September 4th
-FULL MOON FRIDAY at 12listen, discounted readings from 9:03-12:03 pm pacific
-8:30-10:30 pm pacific, readings at 12listen

Saturday, September 5th
-8:30-10:30 pm pacific, readings at 12listen

Sunday, September 6th
-8:00-11am pacific, readings at 12listen
-8:30-10:30 pm pacific, readings at 12listen

**As your minutes add up, earn free minutes towards your next reading (for every 100 minutes of time we spend together, earn 10 free minutes to be used at your leisure).

***I’ll also be sending promotions and discounts through my mailing list. Sign up and be in the loop!

Life...One, Long, Winding Prayer

2009-08-26T09:54:00.010-06:00

Perhaps life is just an endless prayer, a dialogue with source.

In my imagining this prayer doesn't mean an endless, blissed-out song. Like any dialogue and any relationship, there are expressions of sincere appreciation and praise as well as expressions of frustrated disappointment.

What is our picture of prayer? Is it fluid and moving or is it infused with perfectionism and rigidity? Do we offer prayer when we feel good or when we feel desperate? How conscious are we of the prayers we're sending out to the universe?

Perhaps, whether we know it or not, all of life is a prayer and the prayer contains the whole range of our experience...happy, sad, angry, playful, tired, abundant, depleted, restless, aggressive, peaceful, contented, longing and more.

If we saw that endless stream of thought and feeling and experience as a sacred space, perhaps our prayers would be more focused and conscious. Maybe we would enjoy the ride more if we remembered that everything was a sacred space?

I'm a big fan of arguing with God. I know that sounds strange, but I think that's part of what we're here for. We are allowed to question source and the direction we seem to be traveling. We're allowed to ask questions and search for answers. We are co-creating this reality and that's an awesome responsibility. Since we are in some ways on equal footing with God (we are in fact a part of God, after all) in this particular reality, we get to have the breadth of our experience, whatever it happens to be in any given moment.

So many of us sink into guilt when we think of source. We may feel like somehow we're not doing it right, living to our potential, being "spiritual" enough. Being a creator is a heavy burden at times but I guarantee, the heaviness doesn't come from the supreme being. We put the yoke on and most of us seem content to carry it.

The yoke is coming off now. This time period is about liberation, deconstruction and the offer of a new kind of freedom. It can feel positively frightening to be free to create in such a vast, open space. I hear god/goddess/source/supreme being/spirit saying "hey! It's good to see you taking that thing off! Just so you know, I didn't put that there...you put it on yourself because you weren't ready for freedom but now you are...WELCOME!"

The scaffolding we built around ourselves is falling away. It's okay to be confused or angry and to want to talk to God about it. DO IT.

Once I was driving through the desert of Utah. The sky was intensely blue and the rocks were intensely red. There were strange and wonderful towers of stone, completely natural. I remember thinking GOD LIVES HERE. The landscape was so absolutely fantastic. I could feel God in every atom.

What about you? Where do you experience source? Is it in the space of singing, dancing or gardening? Is it in the painting of a painting or the sculpting of a sculpture? Is it in a mindful yoga pose or in the middle of the swimming pool? Is it in the warm embrace and fragrance of a child's hair? Is it in your car on the way from Colorado to California? Where is your sacred space? GO THERE.

Source is becoming more and more visible as the yoke comes off. Still mysterious and unknowable, but present. BE WITH IT. The supreme being is waiting for us to join in.

When we can't feel the connection, we need to find those spaces that offer it effortlessly. Source is waiting for us to connect, listening and responding whether we know it or not.

Let's do it.