Silent Thoughts!!

16 Stages Of A Rage Day!!

2014-04-22T19:33:00.003+05:30

1. Wake Up On The Wrong Side Of The Bed. Have Intense Flashbacks And Remember What I Was So Pissed About.

2. Shower Anger. Why All These Bottles? !%#&*@ You, Shampoo. You’re Amost Empty Anyway.

3. Stupid Pants. Stupid Shirt. Why Are All Of My Clothes So Stupid?

4. I Don’t Even Like My Own Face Right Now.

5. Heaven Help The Poor Fool Who Tries To Pass You Today.

6. Same Goes For Anyone Who Chooses To Block My Path Or Walk Too Slowly In Front.

7. Friends Are Maybe A Little Scared And Probably Don’t Want To Touch Me.

8. And Just When It Seems Like It’s All Good I Lash Out At Everyone Like An Angry Buffalo.

9. Ugh. Even Food Cannot Quell My Venom.

10. Every Request Is Met With An Under-the-breath Curse Today.

11. I Have No Tolerance For The Foolish Decisions/Fashion Choices Of Others Right Now.

12. My Strength Is Now Tenfold And I Can Take Down Enemies/Innocent Passersby In One Feel Swoop.

13. Someone Disagrees With Me Today? Run ‘em Down.

14. My Rage Has Now Regressed Into More Of An Elaborate Tantrum Than Anything Else…

15. … But That Does Not Mean That It Is Any Less Powerful.

16. Go Home And Retreat Into Your Nest Of Pissy-ness. Do Not Disturb.

Maybe In Reality Though, I Should Sneak In Some Serious Meditation Time…

Makes me more than just a fan.

2013-05-28T19:41:00.003+05:30

The announcement that Angelina Jolie' has undergone a double mastectomy in the face of evidence that she could prevent breast and ovarian cancer changes that. Her decision was well-researched, warranted, and she followed through. I'm impressed, in particular because she has gone public in hopes that other women will learn from her experience. That makes me more than just a fan.

Jolie didn't / doesn't have cancer. She had a high risk of it. She didn't make the choice to have a mastectomy to treat an existing disease. She had both breasts removed so she won't develop a cancer at a later date. She took drastic, preventive action. I give her big props - just as I give any woman who has or would make the same choice based on the "what if" scenario Jolie faced. Not easy, but likely necessary and - very brave.

Intensions.. Armament and Rage.

2013-05-25T02:23:00.001+05:30

Passivity is only an intention... but never an armament.
Sometimes... a weapon is necessary to accomplish and intention.
Having an intention is good.. but not all intentions might be good..
When intentions discord, weapons doesn't work..
But.. just do/don't use a weapon if you have to..
Coz.. only... only when put in practice.. you give meaning to your rage.

#Inspired by Sri Sri - Khadga Srushti.

I will choose violence.

2013-05-01T16:15:00.000+05:30

All that Gita says. Being efficient at work is what the Gita is all about, for it is the science of action. So the workplace is where it is most relevant.

We Play many roles in life, and one of them is as a worker. We can act only one role at a time, and never work at two or more roles at a time. We need to give ourself completely to one role at a time. Only then we can do justice to the role we are performing at the time. That is vyavasaya buddhi, which is the Gita’s term for dedication. When we act one role, whatever role it may be, bring our vyavasaya buddhi to samadhi, or total concentration and that is efficiency.

The role of Arjuna in the war field is just to fight - giving his full to it, doing maximum justice to his role. When he acts the role of the fighter, he should not share the concerns of his other roles, of a father, brother, son, son-in-law, nephew or any other. If he does, it is like splitting himself into many roles at a time and thus diluting his vyavasaya buddhi. Diluted dedication is inefficiency. When you act the role of the fighter, be just the fighter and not the father, brother or any other. When we act the role of the worker, be just the worker and not the father, mother, husband, wife or any other. The weak-minded cannot dedicate himself to the role they play at the time and concentrate. They get distracted. That is Arjuna’s problem. So to be efficient at work, cultivate strong-mindedness.

Karmanyeva adhikaraste ma phaleshu kadachana - Unconcern for the fruits of action is not an unearthly ideal; it is just part of efficiency at work. When the fruits of action weigh heavy upon us, we are distracted and our dedication is unsteady. We do not do justice to our role. Thoughts of returns should not burden our actions. A mother who doubts that her children, when grown up, might not reciprocate her love and care, cannot love and care for them with motherly vyavasaya buddhi. A farmer who doubts that he might not reap profit from his crops, cannot farm with complete dedication and do justice to his role. An employee who bellyaches over his pay, cannot give his full to his work and do justice to his role.

Only those who work unconcerned with the fruits of labor, can work with complete dedication and do justice to their roles. Do not look at the returns. Just love your work and do it lovingly, just for the pleasure of doing. Even when working for wages, don’t equate yourself with the wages. Stand above wages. Let not the thought of wages weigh you down.

Think plenty before plunging. Once plunged, swim, come what may. Let not the thought of gain or loss or success or failure distract you. It is important that you play the game.

If we act just for the boss at the workplace, we cannot act our role with dedication. Act not for the boss in the cabin but for the Great Boss within - the Spectator. Krishna says, act always with me in mind. And when you act with Him in mind, He will take care of the fruits. Yogakshemam vahamyaham.

Call Krishna by any name. HE will attract you as Krishna does always. HE attracted Arjuna to fight in the Mahabharat war. Krishna did to Arjuna exactly what a great psychologist would do to his fearful and nervous patient. Krishna indulged in the philosophy of Immortality of the atman or soul. HE engaged in tricky dialogues on Karma and Free Will. HE brainwashed Arjuna in seeing that all his great opponents are killed and are already dead; therefore how can you kill already dead people or amar souls? Krishna tells Arjuna that if you are killed in war, you will go to Heaven but if you win them, then you will enjoy all the pleasures of the Kingdom. Therefore do not worry and engage yourself in war.

You may ask, what lessons can anyone learn from this kind of talk. This talk is about engaging in war only. This talk denies great maxims like Santosham Param Sukham, Ahimsa Parmo Dharma and Vasudhaiva Kutumbkam. If we agree upon whatever Krishna said, then perhaps some were not wrong in saying that the Gita should be banned because it teaches violence...

...Yes, those some may be right in saying so, but the true message in the Gita is: Do not surrender to injustice in any form. Arise and fight injustice till you win. Personal and blood relations have no meaning in the fight for justice. The motto is 'Do not cause Injustice and do not tolerate Injustice.' The details of injustice to one party (Pandavas) in the epic Mahabharat, are amply narrated. The great diplomatic talks by Vidura and Krishna with Dhritarashtra did not work. Then what did work? Only a direct fight and war against injustice.

Thus, the Gita does not teach us violence but teaches to stand firm and win against any kind of injustice and weaknesses, may be national or personal.

“If I have to choose between cowardice and violence, I will choose violence.”

Past, Present and Future

2013-04-19T16:06:00.002+05:30

There is a saying: The Past is Dead, The Future is Uncertain, The Present is All You Have and it is a Gift...that is why it is called the Present...lovely thought, isn't it? But our fascination continues not so much with the present though we can do everything with it, but the future - where are we going, what will we become - and just as much with the past - where have we come from, what we were, and so on...

This fascination with the past is not mere daydreaming, but a tangible journey, and one that holds the keys to the present and the future.

Karma does not mean destiny but our action. If we do good in our present, which soon becomes our past, we reap the rewards in the future. If we do bad, we face the music - the wheel of karma keeps rolling. Both situations we call our destiny.

Past... it is so fascinating to go Back to the Past and find out what we were, where we lived, which country we belong to, who were our family, and so on. The most romantic thing someone has ever said to me has been that he wanted to visit my past life. Were we kings and queens, or were we ordinary mortals? Were we rich or did we have a colorful life? This obsession with the past can be dealt with, and we can indeed recall our past.

Soo...... What really matters in the end is, “How well did you love; how fully did you live and how deeply did you let go?"

8 things to do every day that will make you happier

2013-04-09T20:14:00.001+05:30

1) Thank someone

2) Spend money — on someone else

3) Give 5 hugs

4) Do stuff you’re good at

5) Do 5 little nice things for others

6) Create something to look forward to

7) Spend time with friends

8) Before bed, write down three good things that happened today

taken from... http://paulocoelhoblog.com/

Eros, Philos and Agape - or Love

2013-04-09T19:13:00.000+05:30

From THE PILGRIMAGE

In 1986, when I was on the road to Santiago with my guide Petrus, we passed through the city of Logroño while a wedding was taking place. We ordered two glasses of wine, I prepared something to nibble on, and Petrus discovered a table where we could sit down together with the other guests.
The wedding couple cut an immense cake.

“They must love one another,” I thought aloud.

“Of course they love one another,” said a man in a dark suit sitting at our table. Have you ever seen anyone get married for any another reason?”

But Petrus did not let the question go unanswered:

“What type of love do you mean: Eros, Philos or Agape?”

The man looked at him without understanding a word.

“There are three words in Greek to designate love,” Petrus said. “Today you are seeing the manifestation of Eros, that sentiment between two persons.”

“The two seem to love one another. In a short time they will be fighting alone for life, establishing themselves in a house and taking part in the same adventure: that’s what makes love grand and dignified. He will pursue his career, she probably knows how to cook and will make an excellent housewife because since she was a little girl she was brought up to do that. She will accompany him, they will have children and they will manage to build something together, they will be happy for ever.”

“Al of a sudden, however, this story could happen the other way around. He is going to feel that he is not free enough to show all the Eros, all the love that he has for other women. She may begin to feel that she has sacrificed a career and a brilliant life to accompany her husband. So, instead of creating together, each of them will feel robbed in their way of loving. Eros, the spirit that joins them, will start to display only his bad side. And what God had meant to be man’s most noble sentiment will begin to be a source of hatred and destruction.”

“Notice how odd it is,” continued my guide. “Despite being good or bad, the face of Eros is never the same in all persons.”

Then he continued, pointing to an elderly couple:

“Look at those two: they haven’t let themselves be affected by hypocrisy, like so many others. They look like they are a couple of farm workers: hunger and need have obliged them to overcome many a difficulty together. They have discovered love through work, which is where Eros shows his most beautiful face, also known as Philos.”

“What’s Philos?”

“Philos is love in the form of friendship. It’s what I feel for you and others. When the flame of Eros no longer able to shine, it’s Philos who keeps couples together.”

“And what about Agape?”

“Agape is total love, the love that devours those that experience it. Whoever knows and experiences Agape sees that nothing else in this world is of any importance, only loving. This was the love that Jesus felt for humanity, and it was so great that it shook the stars and changed the course of man’s history.”

“During the millennia of the history of civilization, many people have been smitten by this Love that Devours.
They had so much to give – and the world demanded so little – that they were obliged to seek out the deserts and isolated places because love was so great that it transfigured them. They became the hermit saints that we know today.”

“For me and you who have experienced another form of Agape, this life here may seem hard and terrible.

Yet the Love that Devours makes everything lose its importance: these men live only to be consumed by their love.”

He took a pause.

“Agape is the Love that Devours,” he repeated once more, as if this was the phrase that best defined that strange type of love. “Luther King once said that when Christ spoke of loving our enemies he was referring to Agape. Because according to him, it was impossible to like our enemies, those who do us harm and try to make our daily suffering all the worse.”

“But Agape is a lot more than liking. It is a sentiment that invades everything, fills all the cracks and makes any attempt at aggression turn to dust.”

“There are two forms of Agape. One is isolation, life dedicated only to contemplation. The other is precisely the opposite: contact with other human beings, and enthusiasm, the sacred sense of work. Enthusiasm means trance, ecstasy, connecting with God. Enthusiasm is Agape directed at some idea, something.”

“When we love and believe in something from the bottom of our soul, we feel stronger than the world and we are imbued with a serenity that comes from the certainty that nothing can conquer our faith. This strange force makes us always make the right decisions at the right time, and we are surprised at our own capacity when we fulfill our objective.”

“Enthusiasm usually manifests itself in all its power in the early years of our life. We still have a strong tie with the divinity and we give ourselves with such zeal to our toys that dolls take on a life of their own and little tin soldiers manage to march. When Jesus said that the kingdom of Heaven belonged to the children, he was referring to Agape in the form of Enthusiasm. The children reached him without paying any attention to his miracles, his wisdom, the Pharisees and the apostles. They came happily, driven by Enthusiasm.”

taken from... http://paulocoelhoblog.com/

Never told...

2012-10-04T00:55:00.000+05:30

Do as I say, not as I do.

Don't decide who I'm, Don't decide who I'm not.

A invisible loner outcast with boiling rage.... I confess, I'm a mess.

Paradox Personified.

The strength to change what I can, the inability to accept what I can't, and the incapacity to tell the difference.

Am I evil? Am I good? I'm done asking those questions. I don't have the answers. Does anyone?

There are 3 riles of life, 1.there always us a victim, 2.don't be it.... 3.I forgot.

I what what I want when I want it.

I layed down a caterpillar, and woke up a butterfly.

By the sweat of our brow and the strength of our backs and the courage in our hearts...!

Can't let my feeling cloud my Judgement....

I've never had much use for the concept of Hell, but if Hell exists, I'm in it.

Gone is that thing called smile on my face, ever since I met you my lifes like a race.

The pleasure of the first is diminished by the anticipation of the second and by the end of the third, I usually feel sick.

Emptiness wasn't always a problem, I used to cherish it at times. But now I need to find something over it.

I'm getting used to be treated this way. The mocking, the insults, the humiliation are all part of the festering ugliness of this phase of the life.

How many times do I need to get hurt for it to know it's time to let it go?

There was no we, it was only me. And ME was devastated.

This is what it must feel like to walk in full sunlight, my darkness revealed, my shadow self embraced.

I don't get birthdays, no party, no song, no celebration another being alive.... feels forced.

I cant think as slow as you, even if I tried.

If I had a heart, it might be breaking right now.

My very existence embarrasses me.

Can't even credit myself as a failure... gosh I'm even worse than that.

An misunderstanding of epic Proportions.

The lonely walk to no where doesn't mean I'm strong, doesn't mean I'm sad, doesn't say what I have ot what I need, it just says.. I'm Alone.

Types of Photography

2012-10-03T21:13:00.000+05:30

Photographic work can be divided into dozens of categories, many with lots of sub-categories. The following list describes some common types of photography.

Aerial	From a plane, helicopter, balloon or other airborne device.
Adventure, Action	Adventure sports, daring feats, etc.
Amateur	Any type of photography practiced by non-professionals.
Animal, Pet	Pets and their relationships with humans. Note that the human content is often as important as the animal.
Architecture, Real Estate	The art of making property appear attractive. Often involves panoramic photography.
Artistic	Photography in which creative composition is the goal.
Astrophotography	Space photography, through a telescope.
Aura	A controversial type of photography which some claim can photograph a person's aura. Often confused with Kirlian photography.
Black & White	Not simply photography without colour, black and white photography explores shapes, tones and textures. Shadows and highlights become much more important.
Camera Phone	Convenience photography using a mobile phone's built-in camera. While not the best quality, camera phones have opened a new world of spontaneous, on-the-spot photo opportunities.
Commercial	Product shots, advertising, etc.
Digiscoping	Photography through a telescope or binoculars.
Documentary	Journalism, Events, Historical, Political, etc.
Event	Concerts, parties, festivals, weddings, etc.
Forensic	Police and legal photography.
Infrared	Photography in which the recording medium is sensitive to infrared light rather than the normal visible light spectrum.
Large Format	For use on posters, billboards, etc.
Kirlian	A type of contact print photography in which an object touching a photographic plate is connected to a high voltage source, creating an aura-like image. Often confused with aura photography.
Macro	The art of photographing very small and/or close-up objects.
Medical	Specialized photography for clinical purposes, i.e. to help reveal and diagnose illness.
Microscopic	Any technique for photographing objects too small to be visible to humans.
Modeling	Photographing objects to be converted into 3D models.
Nature	Landscapes, animals, plants, sea, etc.
Night	Any technique used to capture images at night. Often includes infrared photography.
Panoramic	Views of wide areas, up to complete 360° panoramas.
Paranormal	Ghosts, unexplained phenomena, etc.
People	Candid, Family, Fashion, Glamour, Passports & Visas, Portrait, Pregnancy, School, Sports, Wedding
Pinhole	Uses the most basic type of camera possible — a box with a tiny hole to let light in.
Scenic	Landscape, Cityscape
Satellite	Views of Earth from orbit.
Scientific	Any specialized photography used for scientific endeavour, e.g. electron microscopy photographs, medical photography, astrophotography, etc.
Sports	The specialized art of shooting people engaged in sports, games and adventure activities.
Stereoscopic (3-D)	Involves taking two photos simultaneously to simulate 3-D vision.
Stock	Photographs taken for distribution to other people, for use in their projects. These photos tend to be quite generic, e.g. people working, landscapes, places, etc.
Time-lapse	Photographs with a very long exposure, used to illustrate something happening over time. A popular example is a street at night with car lights blurred into long lines.
Travel	Photography to showcase locations, illustrate travel literature, etc.
Ultraviolet	Photography in which the recording medium is sensitive to ultraviolet light rather than the normal visible light spectrum.
Underwater	Any type of photography taken under water with a water-tight camera housing.
Urban, Industrial	Emphasizing urban environments.

Jai Bholo Telangana

2012-06-02T17:35:00.002+05:30

JAI TELANGANA

jana jatharalo mana geetham jaikethanamai egarali.. ohooohoooooo
janjamarutha jana ninadhamai jai gantalu moginchalli..... ohooohoooooo

okate jananam.. ohooohoooooo okate maranam.. ahhahhhha..
jeevithamantha ohoooooooooooooo janame mananam..... ahhahhhha..

kastal nastal ennedhuraina.. karya dheekshalo telangana...
jai bholo telangana... gana garjanala jadi vana
jai bholo telangana... niluvella gayala veena....

deshamukhulanu dora bhuswamulanu gadilanundi urikincham (2)
razhakarulanu tharimikotti... naijamuke ghori kattesam (2)
rosham gundela... ohooohoooooo rokali bandalu.. ahhahhhha..
bhigisina pidikillu ohoooo odisela rallu.. ahhahhhha..
velaku vela balidhanala... veerulu chupina dharullo....
jai bholo telangana... gana garjanala jadi vana
jai bholo telangana... niluvella gayala veena....

athmaghanula ma telanganu aravai thommidhi grahanam..
mudu vondhala aravai thommidhi vidyardhula balidhanam (2)
vanchane vochi... ohooohoooooo panchana cherithey.. ahhahhhha..
samaranganaulu... ohooohoooooo saidhavuluntaru.. ahhahhhha..
mosalanu pasigaduthu.. amarula thyagalanu nilabette dhishala
jai bholo telangana... gana garjanala jadi vana
jai bholo telangana... niluvella gayala veena....

jana jatharalo mana geetham jaikethanamai egarali..
janjamarutha jana ninadhamai jai gantalu moginchalli.....

okate jananam.. ohooohoooooo okate maranam.. ahhahhhha..
jeevithamantha ohoooooooooooooo janame mananam..... ahhahhhha..
kastal nastal ennedhuraina.. karya dheekshalo telangana...
jai bholo telangana... gana garjanala jadi vana
jai bholo telangana... niluvella gayala veena....

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JAI TELANGANA

jana jatharalo mana geetham jaikethanamai egarali.. ohooohoooooo
janjamarutha jana ninadhamai jai gantalu moginchalli..... ohooohoooooo

okate jananam.. ohooohoooooo okate maranam.. ahhahhhha..
jeevithamantha ohoooooooooooooo janame mananam..... ahhahhhha..

kastal nastal ennedhuraina.. karya dheekshalo telangana...
jai bholo telangana... gana garjanala jadi vana
jai bholo telangana... niluvella gayala veena....

bholore bholre telangana bholore...
jagore jagore telangana bholore...

telanganakai vidyardhule udhyamala tholi podhulura..
khaki julumu.. kathula vontheyna meedha kavathey chesirira
odisin raktham.. ohooohoooooo thadisina nela.. ahhahhhha..
prathiunalu pooriri.. ohooohoooooo pranaloddiri.. ahhahhhha..
nirbandhalu enedhuraina nilabadi kalabadi niggu thelchaaaa....
jai bholo telangana... gana garjanala jadi vana
jai bholo telangana... niluvella gayala veena....

nippula cherige thupaki ravvala guppeta patti nalipestham
nethuru chindhe dharullona vithanalamai molikesam
lateelirigina.. ohooohoooooo ladaaimanam.. ahhahhhha..
pidugupadda.. ohooohoooooo madamalu thippam.. ahhahhhha..
samajahithamai sage porulo chavo revo sagudhammu
jai bholo telangana... gana garjanala jadi vana
jai bholo telangana... niluvella gayala veena....

jana jatharalo mana geetham jaikethanamai egarali..
janjamarutha jana ninadhamai jai gantalu moginchalli.....

okate jananam.. ohooohoooooo okate maranam.. ahhahhhha..
jeevithamantha ohoooooooooooooo janame mananam..... ahhahhhha..
kastal nastal ennedhuraina.. karya dheekshalo telangana...
jai bholo telangana... gana garjanala jadi vana
jai bholo telangana... niluvella gayala veena....

Listen... Act.. Share.

2012-05-30T21:50:00.002+05:30

1. Listen.
Take note of when your heart rises up with joy and excitement in response to a path of action, a new idea, or an opportunity. Don’t miss the moment and let it slip away. Trust what you are hearing.

2. Act.
Take at least one step toward what your heart is saying and create an intention. Keep a journal and inquire, “What can I do right now to bring this dream into manifestation?”

3. Share.
Tell those you trust and who are able to safely hold the intention with you. Ask for support and input. Don’t be afraid to express your wildest, most extravagant dreams.

When we listen, act, and share, we are saying, “YES!” to the flow of the universe, which is dynamic, alive, and charged with immense power. We are proactively stating,

    I trust my heart by acknowledging and acting on my intuitive wisdom.
    I love and honor who I am.
    I respect and stand behind what I have to offer the world.

My Fav Verses of the #Hyperintellect "Calvin"

2012-05-27T21:39:00.001+05:30

And every time... I try not to think about the end result too much and just have fun with the process of creating... every time.... freaking every time... I end up in the school psychologist's office.

Damn..... this ain't working... this job is not teaching me how to work.. but how to Hate to work.

You cant just turn on creativity like a faucet... you have to be in the right mood.... the right time... the last minute panic.

As I, the maniacal tyrant, look down upon my pathetic subjects..... I reflect on how their puny lives mean nothing to me except as the brute labor necessary to execute my mad designs! My lunatic whims are their laws.

Undeserved sense of accomplishment

I suppose, if we couldn't laugh at things that don't make sense, we couldn't react to a lot of life.

When we think about it... its weird that we have a physiological response to absurdity. We laugh at nonsense, we like it.. we think its funny.

My existence is a continuum, so I've been what I am at each point in the implied time period.

I don't need sleep, I need answers... I need to determine where in this swamp of unbalanced world, squattest the toad of truth.

Tv Zone.

2012-05-11T19:17:00.002+05:30

10 Things I Hate About You
2 Broke Girls
24
30 Rock
90210
Against The Wall
ALIAS
Arrested Development
Awake
Awkward
Battlestar Galactica
Being Erica
Being Human (US)
Body Of Proof
Bones
Breaking Bad
Breaking In
Breakout Kings
Californication
Camelot
Caprica
Castle
Community
Cougar Town
Covert Affairs
Criminal Minds
CSI
CSI :Miami
CSI New York
Damages
Desperate Housewives
Dexter
Don't Trust the B---- in Apartment 23
Drop Dead Diva
Endgame
Enlightened
Entourage
Eureka
Fairly Legal
Falling Skies
Family Guy
Firefly
Flashpoint
Friends
Fringe
Game Of Thrones
Ghost Whisperer
Girls
Glee
Gossip Girl
Grey’s Anatomy
Grimm
Happy Endings
Hart Of Dixie
Haven
Hawaii Five-0
House
How I Met Your Mother
How to Make It in America
Human Target
I Just Want My Pants Back
Injustice
Jane By Design
Justified
Kyle XY
Lights Out
Lost Girl
Mad Men
Magic City
Make It Or Break It
Man Vs Wild
Merlin
Mike And Molly
Mildered Pierce
Misfits
Missing
Modern Family
Monk
NCIS
New Girl
Nikita
No Ordinary Family
NYC 22
Once Upon A Time
One Tree Hill
Outsourced
Parenthood
Parks And Recreation
Person Of Interest
Prison Break
Private Practice
Psych
Raising Hope
Revenge
Ringer
Rome
Rules Of Engagement
Sanctuary
Scandal
Shameless
Skins
Slide
Smallville
South Park
Spartacus
Stargate Universe
Suburgatory
Supernatural
Teen wolf
The Big Bang Theory
The Borgias
The Client List
The Finder
The Firm
The Good Wife
The Killing
The Legend Of Korra
The Lying Game
The Mentalist
The Middle
The Office
The River
The Secret Circle
The Simpsons
The Vampire Diaries
The Voice
The Walking Dead
The Wire
Top Gear US
Touch
True Blood
Two And A Half Men
Ugly Americans
Unforgettable
Up All Night
Veep
Veronica Mars
XIII : The Series

What I am is good enough.

2012-04-23T19:54:00.003+05:30

“What I m is good enough if I would only be it openly.” ~ Carl Rogers

It’s taken me a long time to realize two things:
1. Most people really aren’t even taking notice of us. (They’re too worried about
what other people think of them.)
2. Of the few who are noticing us, the people who are judging us harshly are not the
people we want around us anyway.
Makes sense, right?
It’s actually something I’d heard a hundred times before, but it never really sunk in.
So why had it not sunk in? What made it so hard to believe this is actually the case and
that I should give up caring what people think once and for all?
I think, in simple terms, it’s built into our human nature. We’re social creatures, therefore
we want to be sociable; and we think that in order to be sociable, everyone has to like us.
Otherwise we would become social outcasts.
I used to spend an awful lot of time worrying about people liking me. Or what people
thought of me. Or what they thought of the clothes I was wearing. Or whatever.
I recently joined a gym, and unfortunately, I’ve never felt quite at home in a gym. For
me, it’s almost like when I walk in for the first time, and all the others look down their
noses at me.
I have to admit, that doesn’t actually happen—at all. But it’s happening in my head,
because in my head I also hear “You’re not as good as them,” “They’ll think you’re
stupid,” and “You don’t fit in here.”
You may have had an experience like this at some point in your life. Maybe you were just
starting a new job, or meeting your partner’s parents for the first time, or walking into
your first day of work.
The problem is, it’s not other people with the problem. It’s us.
When I think about everything I assume everyone else is thinking, I see side glances and
sniggers where none really exist. The gym, for me, becomes hard work, not because of
the people who go to my gym, but because of how I perceive them to be.
I am currently working on developing a positive attitude. It underlies my whole
philosophy on life:
Your thoughts create your reality.
My natural disposition was always a bit negative. I suspect I developed that attitude
partially because my experiences taught me that it was important to consider all the
options and “be realistic.”
That, in itself, is not a bad thing, but I ended up focusing on the negative side of things
instead of realizing I had a choice to perceive things differently.
After my experience with the gym, I decided to turn my negative thoughts about other
people into positive ones. Instead of dwelling on all the bad things I thought people were
thinking, I told myself, “I belong here,” “I’m happy here,” and “Everyone here likes me.”
Everything started to change.
I suddenly realized that no one was looking at me strangely. No one cared what I was
doing. They were quite happy minding their own business, doing their own thing, and
working on themselves—and suddenly I was able to do the same.
We are sociable animals and want that approval from other people, which for generations
has meant conforming to the social norms of our society. But we live in a time when
people are far more tolerant of individual differences than ever before.
If we can start to accept and be who we are, we just may realize not only that it’s okay,
but that most other people think it’s okay, too.
We really can be ourselves if we can remember that it’s our perception that matters—and
it’s a waste of energy to try to see ourselves through other people’s eyes. Odds are,
they’re paying far less attention than we think.
We might seem of perceptibly different adjacent elements but in fact we are quite distinct
extremes.

don't tell me who i am..

2012-03-25T22:41:00.003+05:30

i'm a liar because i wont tell up everything.
i'm stupid because sometimes i'm wrong.
i'm ugly because my face isn't perfect.
i'm a pushover because i like making people happy.
i'm a loser because i'm not a friend with your group.
i'm a fake because i'm too nice.
i'm weird because i'm not like you.
i'm clingy because i don't like to be alone.
i'm insecure because i care about what people think of me.
i'm no fun because i'm not always hyper.
don't try to tell me who i am.
because, i already know.

I'm all alright!

2012-03-24T22:24:00.001+05:30

Hangin' out...down the street.
The same old thing... I did last week.
Not a thing to do but think about you.
I'm all alright!

Highest ODI scores by Indian Cricketers

2012-03-18T22:06:00.002+05:30

Player	Runs	Balls	4s	6s	Opposition	Venue	Match Date
V Sehwag	219	149	25	7	West Indies	Indore	8-Dec-11
SR Tendulkar	200*	147	25	3	South Africa	Gwalior	24-Feb-10
SR Tendulkar	186*	150	20	3	New Zealand	Hyderabad	8-Nov-99
MS Dhoni	183*	145	15	10	Sri Lanka	Jaipur	31-Oct-05
SC Ganguly	183	158	17	7	Sri Lanka	Taunton	26-May-99
V Kohli	183	148	22	1	Pakistan	Dhaka	18-Mar-12
N Kapil Dev	175*	138	16	6	Zimbabwe	Tunbridge Wells	18-Jun-83
SR Tendulkar	175	141	19	4	Australia	Hyderabad	5-Nov-09
V Sehwag	175	140	14	5	Bangladesh	Dhaka	19-Feb-11
SR Tendulkar	163*	133	16	5	New Zealand	Christchurch	8-Mar-09
D Mongia	159*	147	17	1	Zimbabwe	Guwahati	19-Mar-02
M Azharuddin	153*	150	17	1	Zimbabwe	Cuttack	9-Apr-98
SC Ganguly	153*	150	18	3	New Zealand	Gwalior	11-Nov-99
R Dravid	153	153	15	2	New Zealand	Hyderabad	8-Nov-99
SR Tendulkar	152	151	18	0	Namibia	Pietermaritzburg	23-Feb-03
G Gambhir	150*	137	14	0	Sri Lanka	Kolkata	24-Dec-09
G Gambhir	150	147	14	1	Sri Lanka	Colombo	5-Feb-09

Yes! there is a problem.

2012-03-04T16:38:00.000+05:30

yes, there is a problem.. A problem that i'm not able to fight back, a problem that has no big deal for anyone else, but means everything for me. Cause i'm weak, i'm weak to express myself, i'm weak to face you, i'm weak to talk to you about how i feel. I'm weak to accept that all i have to do is follow my mind, but my heart says it diff. I'm weak, that i have a million feelings, a thousand thoughts, a hundred ways to show you how i feel and care about you, and those thousand of untold words of vain... but I still cant do a thing, cause you may say no or we might end up not even talking at all. Theres a lot of pain, and all that smothers me is lonliness.. I'm weak to admit i may not be able to take a no or if all together i might end up hurting you. I'm weak to send you all those texts that i wrote you, but jus save them into drafts.

Its sorrow thats sweet to me as a rare wine.

నింగి కంటే నా ప్రేమ శాశ్వతము

2012-03-02T00:34:00.002+05:30

నువ్వు ఎంత కాదన్నా ఇది నిజాము
నింగి కంటే నా ప్రేమ శాశ్వతము
రుజువేలా చూపగలను ఈ క్షణము

నా మాట తడబాటుగా మారిందా
ఈ చోట ఎంతోచక తిరిగిందా

ఏమైంది ఏమైంది నా మాట ఆగింది
నా మౌనంలో తడబాటే దాగుందా
నే చూసే నిజంలో కల ఏదో మిగిలుందా

కలిగిందా ఆశ నాకైనా తెలియకుండా
కదిలిందా ఉహ నన్నైనా అడగకుండా
నే చెప్పే బదులుకై నా హృదయం వేచిందంటా

She makes me....

2012-02-28T21:47:00.002+05:30

She makes me, smile like the sun
She makes me, fall out of the bed
She makes me, sing like a bird
She makes me, dizzy in my head
She makes me, spin like a disc
She makes me, crazy on sunday night
She makes me, dance like a fool
She makes me, forget how to breath
She makes me, shine like gold
She makes me, buzz like a bee
She makes me, drive wild..
She makes me, laugh like yeah...

84th Annual Academy Awards Winners

2012-02-27T10:43:00.001+05:30

84th Annual Academy Awards Winners

Actor in a Leading Role

Jean Dujardin in "The Artist"

Actor in a Supporting Role

Christopher Plummer in "Beginners"

Actress in a Leading Role

Meryl Streep in "The Iron Lady"

Actress in a Supporting Role

Octavia Spencer in "The Help"

Animated Feature Film

"Rango" Gore Verbinski

Art Direction

"Hugo"
Production Design: Dante Ferretti; Set Decoration: Francesca Lo Schiavo

Cinematography

"Hugo" Robert Richardson

Costume Design

"The Artist" Mark Bridges

Directing

"The Artist" Michel Hazanavicius

Documentary (Feature)

"Undefeated"
TJ Martin, Dan Lindsay and Rich Middlemas

Documentary (Short Subject)

"Saving Face"
Daniel Junge and Sharmeen Obaid-Chinoy

Film Editing

"The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo" Kirk Baxter and Angus Wall

Foreign Language Film

"A Separation" Iran

Makeup

"The Iron Lady"
Mark Coulier and J. Roy Helland

Music (Original Score)

"The Artist" Ludovic Bource

Music (Original Song)

"Man or Muppet" from "The Muppets"
Music and Lyric by Bret McKenzie

Best Picture

"The Artist" Thomas Langmann, Producer

Short Film (Animated)

"The Fantastic Flying Books of Mr. Morris Lessmore" William Joyce and Brandon Oldenburg

Short Film (Live Action)

"The Shore" Terry George and Oorlagh George

Sound Editing

"Hugo" Philip Stockton and Eugene Gearty

Sound Mixing

"Hugo"
Tom Fleischman and John Midgley

Visual Effects

"Hugo"
Rob Legato, Joss Williams, Ben Grossmann and Alex Henning

Writing (Adapted Screenplay)

"The Descendants" Screenplay by Alexander Payne and Nat Faxon & Jim Rash

Writing (Original Screenplay)

"Midnight in Paris" Written by Woody Allen

that Gal...

2012-02-25T21:36:00.001+05:30

that gal, who texts me good morning
that gal, who makes my day everyday,
that gal, who makes me feel she is the only gal in the world
that gal, who cuddles me for no reason.
that gal, who makes me happy when the skies are gray
that gal, who overwhelms me just flipping her hair
that gal, who plain and simple, makes me miss her
that gal, who the only one to know my heart,
that gal, who is in my head 24X7.
that gal, who melts my heart just by her voice.
that gal, who lights up my world like nobody else
that gal, who can keep a secret,
that gal, who makes me feel safe
that gal, who makes me laugh
that gal, who kisses me spontaneously
that gal, who worries about me
that gal, who lies on my shoulder
that gal, who will never let me go
that gal, who holds my hands
that gal, who writes me letters
that gal, who brightens up my darkest hour
that gal, who watches stars with me
that gal, who has late night calls with me

she's HOT!

2012-02-25T18:03:00.001+05:30

She's hot...... thats all I can say......

But there's a vast spectrum of adjectives to describe her...,

She's far beyoond beautiful, she is enamoring, enrapturing, captivating, ravishing, lovely, incredible, overwhelming, adorable, alluring, enticing and radiant.

Shes a stunner, she'll take your breath away before you have a chance to introduce yourself.

Her eyes constantly shine with joy, even in the midst of pain or sadness.

She's a fireball that I can barely handle, but I can tell, you wouldn't stand a chance.

She has a mind that could tear you to shreds.

Considering one work to describe her, all I can say is she's HOT.

Just you, just me!

2012-02-25T13:39:00.002+05:30

Just you, just me
I think that's all we need..
if you have any time free..
I wanna talk to you
tell me everything you do
whats your favorite game
you have a beautiful name
just talk to you
is all I wanna do all day
Just you, just me
I think that's all we need..

I'm sorry!!

2012-02-25T11:32:00.002+05:30

I'm sorry I constantly want to talk to you.
I'm sorry when you take long to reply, i get sad.
I'm sorry if I say things that might piss you off.
I'm sorry if I come off as annoying.
I'm sorry if you dont wanna talk to me as mush as I wanna talk to you.
I'm sorry if I think about you too much and too often.
I'm sorry if i say things I dont really mean.
I'm sorry if I tell you about my pointless drama when you dont really case.
I'm sorry if I come off as being clingly, but its just, me missing you.