My Diary

Keematee ( Precious )

2020-06-30T14:57:00.001+05:30

Kabhi gaam ke badal aye, toh yaad hame kr lena,

aansu nikle kabhi toh, jama unko kr lena,

kabhi pao akele apne aap ko,toh WhatsApp check kr lena.

Tute hue tare na dikhe,

Toh humko dekh kr dua mang lena,

Hamari khariyat nahi,

Apni maang lena.

Deni ho khushi kisi ko,

Toh whatsapp pr apni photo laga lena.

Marte hue dekh kr humko,

Muskura zarur dena,

Saans laut aye toh,

Galle laga lena.

Ginnati teen tak ho jaye toh samjh lena,

Jee kr joh maare Aur maar kr joh jeeye,

Voh aashik tha tumhra,

Phir galle se hata kr Khuda ko vapas kr dena.

Wind

2019-07-08T08:39:00.001+05:30

There were days when everything was blue.
then came a light let me tell u from nowhere to my eyes.
my mind tells me not to do.
she wont stick like a glue
wont even leave a mark but a scratch on your heart.
scratch that will stick forever and make your eyes wet when you see yourself in front of the mirror.

Maafi

2019-07-08T08:38:00.021+05:30

tumko naraz karkai
dukh hamko hua
aasu pochnai ki thi tammana
par nah toh poch pai aapkai aur na rokh pai aapnai.
maaf karo na karo hamko
dil mai gila maat rakhna
koshish ki thi hamnai
dhagai mai moti peronai ki
malum na tha
titli ko haat mai rakhnai sai
jati hai mar woh
kassh kaat diyai hotai haat hamnai
titli ko dekhnai sai pehlai.

Penny

2019-07-08T08:38:00.019+05:30

Dreams came true
when i met you.
You completed me, bought me out of my blues.
what should i call you.
thats the difficult part from which im going through.
people call you penny but i dont want to.
how can i call someone penny when its so precious.
maybe il wait for the shining star to help me find a name,
as it helped me to find you.
your cuter then a piglet
made my heart do boom boom.
hopeing for forever with you.

Wada

2019-07-08T08:38:00.017+05:30

Jhut mai bolta nahi
aadmi chand taro kai sapnai chrota nahi
hu mai mota nahi
cheesy lines marnai kai mokai mai chorta nahi.

eradai toh hai baho mai samet lu tujko
par kambhat slt mai naam top par hota nahi
kash utha lau pune ko dilli mai aabhi
par kya karai Symbiosis ka director chorta nahi.

guzarish hai aapsai hath khichna nahi wapis
wadah hai choraingai haam bhi nahi
ek baar jo kar diya wada
toh aapni larki ka naam bhi tunku rakhnai sai mu morengai nahi.

tumari bhao mai tha ek aalag sa sukun
tumari bhao mai tha ek aalag sa sukun
martai dum tak sath jenai kai sapnai choraingai nahi

jhut mai bolta nahi
aadmi chand taro kai sapnai chorta nahi
kar diya wada aapko toh mai
kudh sai bhi muh morta nahi.

Baby You Are Mine

2019-07-08T08:38:00.015+05:30

Baby you are mine,
always be on my side,
dont leave me behind,
be my breath if im dying.

i die before you
that i wont mind.
cause without you
i wont survive.

i might not speak much
but i will not love you less
i might not talk to you Everytime
but you are always in my heart.

Yeh Munasib Nahi

2019-07-08T08:38:00.013+05:30

Dukhtai huai Dil ko aur dukhana munasib nahi, merai sawalo ko par kar bhul Jana munasib nahi,kahogi aap kuch toh aasman kalai sai nila ho Jai,Jo niklai aasu aapkai toh aasman kala par Jai,aur aagar Hass do toh sawan Mai bhi bahar aa Jai.

Akelai

2019-07-08T08:38:00.011+05:30

kab tak bhagaiga dusro kai pichai ai nadan
aaya tha akelai jaiga bhi akelai
kya karaiga us sitarai ko hasil karkai
jo subha hotai hi jata hai chip
rahega akelai yeh lika hai takdir mai terai
marnai par terai mitti dalaingai toh bahut
paar dafnaya jayega akelai.

Hamnai Farmaya

2019-07-08T08:38:00.009+05:30

dard kesai byaan karu
ulfat mai jenai ki aadat ho gayi jesai
jaltai chirag par hath rakhnai ka aanand hamnai paya.

tumko na khoya toh hamnai kya paya
kaach tutnai kai dar sai hamnai hath na lagaya.

dekh kar aapko kush hamnai farmaya
kash yeh aasu aur mil jai hamai
ham jaltai rahai aur aap muskurai.

Will You Come

2019-07-08T08:38:00.007+05:30

If I die will you come
come to give me mud
will you drop a tear to make it wet
will you feel you lost something
will you come
come to say goodbye.

I know I won't be alive to see ur face
but my spirit will be satisfied to see u by my side.
Will you bring flowers
or will you bring what I gave you.
heart that was pure
heart that was big
will you come
come to say goodbye.

Dilli Wali

2019-07-08T08:38:00.005+05:30

milai is kadar dil ki kudh ko na roh pai,
tujsai milnai ki kushi ko cherai sai na rok pai.
teri aakho ko dekh kar, shakal aapni pai,
dil nai kaha yeh.
tumko milnai kai liyai puch kar kudh ko na rok pai.
duwa kya detai aapko,
faristai jasi ho aap,
bass cheers aur many golden drags khai kar haam muskurai.
Jesi ho wasai hi raho aap,
na badalna zamanai kai liyai kabhi,
dilli wali Iyer ko najar hamari bhi na lagai.
tum jiyo pesath saal,
aur muskaratai haam rahai.

Now That You Are Gone

2019-07-08T08:38:00.003+05:30

Now when you left me
i got so much to do .
cried first , glued myself to youtube .
had been in desert , would had been useful ,
Smoked a lot , even had a friend called alcohol too .

Now that the tears have dried.
Youtube doesnt sing me lullaby .
I got to find the piece i left behind.

Maybe this was meant to be,
You had to go and i was supposed to be back to me.
But i wish this was not the way,
it had to be .

Gone are you and gone are my tears,
Left with me are memories that wont disappear.

wish i wasnt serious for you ,
wish i thought of just having fun ,
and wait for you to take a move .
wish i never knew how to cry or make this heart of stone and die.

But its good that you are gone
i have so much to do.
apply the lessons learnt from you .
Never sell your heart to a human even if she is an angel and you think your dream came true .

now that you are gone
i have so much to do.
time to write this and publish it too .

Goodbye

2019-07-08T08:38:00.001+05:30

There was a time
time when i first said hi,
time when i hugged you and kissed your head,
made a wish that this never ends.
Time spent with you looks like a dream unforgettable,
wish what you said , you didnt mean .

Meaning of True love has changed for me.
the only true thing left is that you left me.

I guess its time to say goodbye
memories to keep and wish you never pass me by .

Will you come

2018-08-10T21:54:00.001+05:30

If I die will you come
come to give me mud
will you drop a tear to make it wet
will you feel you lost something
will you come
come to say goodbye.

Time

2018-07-11T21:37:00.001+05:30

Now when you left me
I got so much to do .
cried first , glued myself to youtube .
had been in desert , would had been useful ,
Smoked a lot , even had a friend called alcohol too .

Now that the tears have dried.
Youtube doesnt sing me lullaby .
I got to find the piece I left behind.

Maybe this was meant to be,
You had to go and I was supposed to be back to me.
But I wish this was not the way,
it had to be .

Gone are you and gone are my tears,
Left with me are memories that wont disappear.

Wish I wasn't serious for you ,
wish I thought of just having fun ,
and wait for you to take a move .
Wish I never knew how to cry or make this heart of stone and die.

But its good that you are gone
i have so much to do.
Apply the lessons learnt from you .
Never sell your heart to a human even if she is an angel and you think your dream came true .

Now that you are gone
I have so much to do.
Time to write this and publish it too .

Lost Love

2016-12-04T21:55:00.001+05:30

Love in the past never changes,
As it remains forever,
Forever in the heart.
Love is never lost,
It's just that hate is grown more,
then the love in the past.

Till the heart beats,
Love will remain
somewhere in the corner,
make your eyes wet in the rain.

It may happen that tears dry up
but the heart will never be full
if the eyes won't cry then the heart would for sure.

When you miss her,
Listen to your heart,
you would hear her voice,
coming from far.

Don't worry life is short,
finally one day this heart would stop,
and release you from your pain,
of lost love in the past.

Socha Toh Bahut Tha

2016-12-04T21:52:00.001+05:30

Socha toh bahut tha,
par kar Na saka.
Jo sapnai bunai thai
unko dhagai mai pero na saka.

Aab ro kai kya fayda
jab woh ja rahi thi
unko rok na saka.

Jatai huai unko dekh kar
chup mai raha.
Bolna toh bahut kuch chahta tha,
par in aasuo nai
wakt itna bhi Na diya
ki bol du ruk ja jara
leti ja in saso ko bhi jinmai tu hai basi,
aab ji kai kya fayda jab tumko rok na saka.

Aacha hota ki sasai lai jati sath,
kamsai kam roj marnai sai toh
ek bar marna hota.
Aab ji kai kya karu
jab unko rok Na saka.

Marta hu roj
sochkai unkai barai mai
aagar woh sath hoti toh mai bhi jinda hota.

Kash mainai unko roka hota.
Jatai huai unka hath pakra hota,
Magar mai unko rok na saka
jatai huai unko dekh kar chup mai raha,
mai unko rok na saka.

Gaam

2016-11-18T20:24:00.001+05:30

Pagal hai haam Jo gairo par bhi dil laga letai hai,
Koi hass dai toh uski kushi ko aapna bana letai hai,
Kushi aapni toh hoti nahi par kamsai kam dusro ki kushi par aasu chipa letai hai.

Aapno Ki Ruswai

2016-09-13T15:13:00.001+05:30

Jindagi iss mor par lai aayi hai,
Dard marnai aur jenai dono mai hai.
Sath raha nahi jata,
Aur judai sahi nahi jati hai.

Aakho sai aasu nikaltai nahi,
Suuk kar sab katam hai.
Dard dikhana toh chahta hu,
Par kandhai kaam hai.

Jindagi aab kya karu mai,
Jinpai kiya tha aapnai sai jyada bharosa,
Unhi aapno Nai mujko ruswa kiya.

Aab toh na wafa ki chahat hai aur na hi pyaar ki.
Martai ko tinkai ka Sahara chaiyai,
Meraiko marnai kai bad kandha bhi nahi chaiyai.
Jaha maru wahi jala dena.

Alwida

2016-08-12T14:50:00.001+05:30

Likha toh bahut hai
par dil roya aabhi tak nahi.
Dekh Kar husan kisi ka
aakho sai aasu niklai kabhi nahi.
Tunai rula toh diya
woh toh sahi
par dard Jo diya
woh sahi nahi.
Jaan aapni lai lu ya teri
yeh soch Kar preshan mai hu aabhi.
Dard dono mai mujko hi hoga
aasu terai niklai ya merai
geela aangan mera hi hoga.
Roktai huhai ruktai nahi
yeh aasu merai
pagal tunai mujko kiya
aab mai yeh kisko kahu.
Hastai huai alwida kehna
yeh mujsai hoga nahi.
Chahai toh chali ja
mai rokta nahi.
Husan kai jalwai
kisi aur ko dikha
ho sakta hai daam aacha laga dai koi.
Meri jalti Chita par mombati toh laga dai koi.
Alwida alwida
mujsai juda hokai
rooj tu aasai marai
jasai pyasa pani ko marai.

Khuaish

2016-04-10T12:31:00.001+05:30

Aapko aapna bananai ki khuaish toh thi,
par dil tutnai kai dar sai judai hi sahi.

chut jata Jo haath aapka
toh je na patai,
hamnai socha ki aapka haath pakarnai ki khuaish hi sahi.

je toh laingai isi khuaish mai sahi,
aakh band karnai kai baad aapsai judai na sahi.

aapkai liyai dua hi kartai rahai,
pyaar kai badlai dua hi sahi,
aapko jahan na dai Sakai
par dua uski bhi kari.

martai daam tak hastai haam rahaingai,
martai daam tak hastai haam rahaingai,
dua mai manga hai jo aab aapkai liyai
woh martai daam tak mangtai haam rahaingai.

Wafa

2016-04-10T12:21:00.001+05:30

wafa karni toh chahi hamnai
par Kar na Sakai,
tutai hua dil ko jornai ki thi tammana,
par jor na sakai,
pyaar toh kartai hai bahut,
but izhaar Kar na Sakai.

hamai malum na tha,
aap chahti ho kisi aur ko,
hamai malum na tha,
aap chahti ho kisi aur ko
malum hota toh hastai hua
safaid kaleen ko haam aapnai khun sai laal Kar datia.

wafa karni toh chahi hamnai
par Kar na Sakai,
tutai hua dil ko jornai ki thi tammana,
par jor na sakai,
pyaar toh kartai hai bahut,
but izhaar Kar na Sakai.

aab kya mangai dua mai,
joh cha tha woh mil na saka,
aab toh rotai hua bhi bass dua yeh karai,
kush raho aap aur Saray dukh hamai milai.
jiti roho aap aur haam rozh martai rahai.

wafa karni toh chahi hamnai
par Kar na Sakai,
tutai hua dil ko jornai ki thi tammana,
par jor na sakai,
pyaar toh kartai hai bahut,
but izhaar Kar na Sakai.

Make or Break

2015-10-10T22:29:00.001+05:30

You came in my life
And made me realize
that love is not the only thing.

I loved you for real,
thought to make you mine.
Hold your hand till I die
but I guess you wanted more.

Not more of me
but of something else in life.
Doesn't matter you make or brake.
Sadness and broken pieces I found.

It doesn't matter how long it was.
It took long to make but few moments of hatred to brake.

Scared of dreams
cause I wished for you and me.
Walking alone makes me sad
don't know how long before I go.

You Are Mine

2015-08-20T12:12:00.001+05:30

Trying to impress you,
make you mine forever,
i know there would be many
and I'm no where close to any.

I might lose
Atleast I tried
to catch an angel
in my heart.

Your shit sounds sweet
Your love would make me high
You being sad
makes me go mad.

Whether you hold my hand or not
I would still try
to make your world
a joy ride.

You be mine or not
Is choice of yours
I'l be yours
And baby that's for sure.

What Has Happened

2015-08-02T13:09:00.001+05:30

A beautiful day
sun so bright
gentle breeze
to make me realize.

Realize your promise
that you called me your child
guiding me everyday
without you how could I survive.

Hatred I see around
makes my heart sad
where has the love gone
it's not expensive that
people can't carry it around.

Thank you for your gift
gift of love, peace and caring heart
it grows day by day
as I count the beautiful days.