Que Camille

Love, Sex and other Vices (PART 1: Vices & Sex)

2013-09-24T22:55:00.001-07:00

WARNING: This blog post and series will contain swearing, and I'm gonna post more word/essay posts because I'm planning to use my blog as a practice for my English 'O' levels.
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How do I even begin? I think this is a topic most teens, like myself have to overly dramatize about. I'm gonna start taking about Vices, then move my way to Sex and Love. Due to some stuff I can't really go into detail on some of the personal things I'll be vague on some areas.

VICES

Originally this post was gonna be titled "Love, Sex and Other Drugs" from Anne Hathaway's movie (I'm her fan, okay). But aside from a few isolated cases I don't see any VERY OBVIOUS drug use in Singapore, so Vices it is. Vices technically mean a bad or 'immoral' habit according to the internet. I'll admit I'm nowhere near a goody-two-shoes, I like to have fun.

Vices can range from anything from video games, slashing/cutting, plastic surgery (that Korean woman who injected cooking oil in her face because plastic surgeons refused to operate on her anymore), smoking, drinking, drugs, too much sex, stealing socks off people's feet (happened Japan) and even throwing pee at people (this really fucking happened in China). Yeah, my normal and the vices I can admit are my piercings, I talked about it in my last post a bit.

My first piercings I got when I was a kid, seriously I don't even remember. My grandma got me pierced. I didn't really wear anything in them until I got my 3rd and 4th piercing when I was 15. Yeah, that's when it started. The next year I got my 5th and it was my first ear bone piercing, from the same shop, and this year I got my 6th but from another shop. Honestly I wish I got my last one from the same shop because the person who pierced me well.... was bad, and I got it on impulse. Its kind hard to explain with words, but the swelling was a lot WORSE and LONGER and other things with the piercing as well. Planning to get another one soon. I've learnt my lesson, I won't be getting anymore piercings, tattoos or anything permanent without planning.

There are body modifications your bound to regret, it doesn't have to be constricted to piercings. Plastic surgery, tattoos and hair dyeing/bleaching (there are people who DIED from OVER bleaching). I've had my hair died once when it was longer and I have no idea how bleaching works. Actually, I'm going to do a lot of style changing after O's and I'm still divided on bleaching my hair. I'm just glad I won't have anymore style constrictions.

Vices are things that were addicted to that are not in any way healthy, even over studying can be considered as a Vice. I remember this survey my old Catholic school (I'm an atheist by the way) conducted. "What are your vices?" it had a tick box and there was "smoking" and "drugs". Recently my teacher asked the something smoking related on one of those character assessment quizzes. If your clever enough to smoke or do drugs while your underage you should be smart enough to know what to answer. Seriously schools?? You think a smoker would confess like that? I've said this time and time again its your body your free to do with it what you want, but you should be liable for the consequences of your decisions. I sound like I'm encouraging bad vices or I do them. T_T

SEX

Hormones raging everywhere... yeah that's how people *cough* adults *cough* think of teens. Which is true to a certain extent. Its the age where we can be as openly perverted as we want. I honestly like perverted jokes (insert that honest bear meme). I like to party, but I don't play. I can't go deeply into this subject since it really a personal aspect of a person's life and it would be unreasonable to reveal private things my friends told me. But since we're on this topic I'll share this song which pretty much is my personal attitude towards sex.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xLjgxHKgacM

My folks are pretty conservative and religious, while I'm the complete opposite. You can't stop teenagers from being horny and watching porn. This applies to schools, parents or any authority figure. The most you can do is guide them properly on the subject. Scaring teens won't help either, my school sex talk have consisted of explaining the different types of STI's or STD's. What is the fucking point????!!!!??? At this age we feel unlimited, able to do anything we want. "YOLO (you only live once)" I keep hearing this a lot. Yes teens can be cocky and unless you kill our youth there's no stopping us.

(part 2) LOVE coming soon..... maybe by next week

this topic is gonna be a hell lot longer~~

Gothic (photo blog)

2013-09-20T20:37:00.000-07:00

Recently I've been thinking of changing my style. So here I ended up trying goth, mostly gothic styles consists of black lace clothes and thick eye make up. I've seen most gothic styled girls with long hair and bangs, so I wore a wig. I've had a boyish punk style for some time now and I'm tired of being mistaken as a guy, it happens at least 2-3 times a month. I do boyish because it comfortable and easy for me but I want to try something new and be more feminine. I don't like the casual girly style and I like goth so this is my trail run.

Edited the pics using this website

http://www.ribbet.com/app/#/home/welcome

I TRIED learning photo shop I just have no computer skills and its easier for me to use this webpage. The most I can do is filtering and minor stuff. Accidentally turned my face into an alien even using site hehehe... Won't show that pic~~

These are the ones I really edited and tried to make them more artistic. Took me longer on these pics

the unedited version

now I'm just putting stickers on

Its prelim period for me right now and I'm sorry to my teachers I will go and study after posting this. Make up is a pretty powerful. Because I do boyish style I don't really wear make-up everyday. So I'll post a few selcas I have on my phone, it doesn't have any photo editing apps. So ALL are completely unedited.

without make-up in my casual clothes/style

with the goth style clothes and make

BEHOLD THE HOLY POWER OF STYLING AND MAKE-UP!!!!

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On a side note and its music related. I recently found a band called "Falling in Reverse", they're American. The vocalist reminds me of Seremedy's vocalist. Seremedy is a Swedish band, they disbanded earlier this 2013 around April :( ~~~ They both have a certain body modification they have ALOT of and they look alike well at least to me....

behold Seike (ex-Seremedy) and his face piercings and tattoos

Ronnie Radke (Falling in Reverse) and his tattoos *bang bang*

Don't misunderstand I don't have any problems with body mods. I have six piercings and I'm planning to get a belly piercing by the end of this year, I'm only 17 by the way. I'm too young to get a tattoo but I want to get one and I still haven't planned anything for a tattoo yet. I think the Singapore tattoo and piercing culture got to me. I can't even compare to the most pierced person in my school.

What do you think do they look alike?

Matsuri Festival at Funan

2013-06-07T05:49:00.000-07:00

Okay, I just feel like blogging today. Since you can see by my post title I went to the Matsuri Festival at Funan. I discovered it when I was online in Facebook, and believe me I rarely go on FB. By the time I saw it the event had started already. Its a week long event and I didn't think I'd have the time since I have commitments from Monday to Saturday, Sunday is my only free day.
here's link of the event page: http://www.animefestival.asia/fam/

I really didn't have much interest in going until I found out that Cosplayer Kaname was going. I freaking love his cosplays and he's a freaking LEGEND!!!!!! and for a guy his age he's really hot.

I asked Gelli to come with me so we went there on Sunday. I admit I used the butler cafe to lure her to come with me :P It was the last day so it was pretty crowded. I'm really bad when it comes to crowds and I have some anti-social tendencies like Gelli, but hers is worse, so we hung out at the butler cafe which they mixed with the maid cafe for that event.

I became a panda for a day hehe

I really liked my eye make-up that day

We both got photos from playing jan-ken-pon with the maid and butlers. Reminded me of Alice Nine's own version of the game which involves toy hammers and frying pans. We also got a photo with one of the butlers as a remembrance, which in this case was Ren.

accidentally closed my eyes for the photo, well at least Gelli looked normal

randomly put my necklace with the photos for no reason

I don't know why but Ren reminds me of my younger brother. They don't look alike but I guess its just a feeling I get. Maybe that's why I'm not that attracted to him and I don't get why other girls who've seen his photos find him good-looking, he's okay to me. I like small-eyes more. On a side note when I first met Ren during 2011 AFA I couldn't look him the eye because of his contacts. I'd been in Singapore for almost a year then and people in the Philippines don't really use colored contacts and I'd get scared of people wearing them. Because of a certain someone who wore red contacts to one of my past performances. That semi-phobia went away as I got used to seeing people in contacts.

I actually bought I small Rilakkuma charm to the cafe, I wanted to give it too the best butler or maid who served us that day as a reward but I'm not sure if it reached that butler... oh well...

Enough about the butler/maid cafe. I'll just post pics of Kaname-sama since there are no words needed to describe this legends hotness and awesomeness.

Kaname bowing

Kaname unzipping his jacket

HOT!!!

sexy back

unzipping his jacket!!!

I think he was demonstrating some sort of exercise here

Gelli managed to get chosen to be one of the lucky fans who get to take photo with him

I'm Jelly of Gelli (failed pun)

but I'm still happy for her ^~^

LOL

I made her wear those cat-ears, they're actually mine

She has her own photo on her phone but she edited it and covered her face with a horse

but that's what makes Gelli kawaii ^~^

link to the photos I took that day there's also photos of cosplayer Natumi:

https://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.404384489675846.1073741826.100003128959232&type=3

Thanks Gelli!

If your reading this thanks for putting up with me and going with me even though i can be childish at times. Last year was a really hard time for me but you didn't turn your back on me. If your reading this your probably puking this out of cheesiness right now. Lets enjoy our last AFA together, ne?

Head gear! YEAH

2013-03-19T02:58:00.001-07:00

This is just a photo blog its been more than a year since my last one, which was way before i cut my hair short. I felt like fooling around with all my hats, headbands and head accesories. Without further ado.

The first song/lyrics I'll share:

2013-03-01T06:59:00.001-08:00

"Limited"

Right now as I stand
Restrictions try to bring me down
Chains that pull my wings
Trying to force me to the ground

Don't, youth that brings unneeded pampering
I'm no longer a child, despite what you believe
The key that I longed for
Now i finally realize that...

I never needed for you to give it to me
I have the courage to take it myself
The doors aren't locked
I just never tried to open them

No matter how many times I trip on the way
There is still the uncertain future
What will become of me?

Don't be afraid
The flowers can bloom
The seasons can remain unchanging
But all i know is get rid of that uncertainty

Face the foggy road head on
Towards the faint light that you see

The smile that shields my tears and sadness
Let go of it and run forward
Ignoring the pain of your battered feet
No more self-made chain forcing you to the ground

Because in that bright, blue sky
You can finally fly
Unlimited (x3)

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Authors note:
I never really intended to release any of my lyrics on this blog but for this song "Limited" I made an acceptation. It already has a melody, unfortunately i don't own a guitar. The only thing i have now is a bass. I can use a xylophone to compose the accompaniment but my xylophone is in the Philippines and its to heavy to bring to Singapore.... T_T.... What is with me and heavy instruments. As soon as I can find a way to make the accompaniment i'll upload it to my youtube channel. I don't know if i'll be posting any more of my own songs here though. Exams are starting soon so that means i have to part with my composing for a while. So before that happens, heres one of my songs.

By for now
Que
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I'm ________ when I'm with music

2013-02-14T06:10:00.001-08:00

What do i feel when i'm surrounded with music? Music is the path i'm currently after and the idea of having to let that dream go is indescribably painful. Sometimes i feel, well not like a normal teen my age. I haven't really met anyone else who has a dream even similar to mine. Everyone else is planning for college, poly, university or any post high school institution, while I'm waiting for audition dates. Somehow i find myself stuck in the same place unable to move forward from being a face amongst the crowd.

At those times i re-think why i even had this dream. How old was i when i decided that i wanted to just sing for the rest of my life. When i was around 7-8 i started singing, not because i wanted to but because i was following orders. I wasn't allowed to play outside much because i had asthma back then. I would sneak out just to play, at the end of the day i'd have a nebulizer up my face (I hated that thing), and eventually i just stopped going outside. Maybe it was because of the asthma i was enrolled into singing lessons around that age. Singing helps strengthen the lungs. Unconsciously i just did what i was told.

I think it was when i was around 13 when i just turned into a teen. I'll always remember when i first had the though of "i want to sing on stage like that as well". I was at an older friends house then. She showed me a video, i don't want to name it yet, but i was so touched by the singing that i just wanted to do the same thing. Since then that dream slowly had a snowball effect growing more and more each day, and then i started chasing that dream as that feeling became stronger. The stronger that feeling became the more painful it was to chase, but its also became even more painful to let go.

Theres this comic strip i've read on webtoon its called "speak through colors". Its a compilation of 3 short stories of different struggling artists, who are confused on their choices for their future. Somehow i can relate to it, despite being in a different form of art. The characters ages and positions are close to mine as well. Unable to move or confused towards their dream, and being at the cross-roads of pursuing that dream or continue studying.

The second story is the one i can relate to the most right now. This artist loved drawing but started feeling lost like in the other stories. She was lost in a way that she still loved art yet she started losing confidence in her abilities to draw. She stopped going to her art academy after school and just focused on school and her friends. She almost stopped drawing completely until she discovered other forms of art which involved dying, sewing and other things. (Sorry for spoiling but still its a good read)

I guess thats where i am right now. Up until a few months ago i started feeling that my singing itself wasn't good enough. Somehow i found sanctuary in listening to different genres of music, the type i don't normally to. The type which didn't involve fancy singing techniques just pure raw emotion conveyed through lyrics and actions. It made me re-think what type of artist do i want to become?

Since i felt somehow defeated in singing i started doing other things related to music when i didn't feel so down anymore. I started writing again, but mostly when i feel inspired thats when i write. Slowly i got into the guitar (not my own though/ borrowed) to compose accompaniment for the lyrics. I really liked how the bass strings on the guitar started and recently i was able to buy my own bass guitar. Somehow I found myself moving on, and falling in love with music even more.

I love music more than anything else. I know it sounds cheesy, and words like 'love' can be easily used without even fully understanding what it truly means. But its a dream I'm willing to surrender everything I have just to be given the chance to pursue. I've told myself this as soon as I realized how much this dream meant to me. Its a dream with a never-ending, pathless road.

Through music I can show who I really am. For a person like me who has difficulty expressing myself in normal terms, music has become a sanctuary. Only through notes, melodies and lyrics is when I can show the feelings and emotions I can't normally express. Whether I be sad or happy through music I find myself not only showing these emotions but magnifying them as well. It scares me sometimes how vulnerable i become when I'm singing, especially when the song can carry all the feeling I have inside.

So know that i realize it I'm not sad when i'm with music, nor am i happy.

"I'M MY REAL-SELF WHEN I'M WITH MUSIC"

To the Circus

2013-01-30T05:11:00.001-08:00

I miss all of you guys. Whenever I think about all you, I can't help but wish that we can all hang out together again. For some reason I think of our friendship as a circus. We have a ring master, an apprentice, the two opposites fire and ice, and our clowns. Although I know that things won't be the same again, since we've all grown up and changed. Some stayed, others are far away, like me, while some went to a place that you can never come back from. This letter is for all of you.

To our ring master
You're always so loud and cheerful. I don't know if I should consider you a Devil or an Angel. But despite you're loud remarks I know that you're too nice for your own good. You can be bossy but I never really mind. You wouldn't be our beloved ring master if you weren't that bossy. I wanna learn more from you since every time we seem to hang out you're always teaching me new things, maybe because you're the oldest. Sorry for using the younger card all the time on you. Hehe. Since I'm older now teach me more adult stuff. I know acting cute doesn't work on you but I can try right?

To our apprentice (my onee-chan)
Of all the talents that you had.... Why the heck did you choose to go to a military school!!! You better mature there, then again maybe not, I don't want my onee-chan to change. Unpredictable and free spirited thats how i'll always remember you. Hyper one minute, lazy the next always dancing to the beat of your own drum. I thought that military school will change you at least a bit but the only difference I can see is that you lost a lot of weight, and that you look like a guy now. I hate seeing you so thin eat more okay? Whenever I need someone to talk to your always the best option, I miss our talks. When you graduate you better get your fats back I need something to hug when I see you.

To Ice (yuki-chan)
Yah!!! Where the hell are you? I only hear stories about you know. Even as we grow up we're still the complete opposite of each other. Since when did yuki become girly, see we're always the complete opposite of each other. Go out sometime will you, i promise i won't try to tackle you every time we see each other. I just miss you yuki-chan....

To our clown on earth
Nothing is the same as before a lot of things changed. Even if insulting is my specialty you know I'm only joking right. Seriously what happened to you and Yuki you guys have become even more against leaving your house than me. Since when did you act so manly anyways. Keke but I still prefer your joker side.

To our clown up there
When I heard about what happened I couldn't stop crying. You're the one I miss the most maybe because I know that I'll never see you again. Life is fragile you made me realize that. I miss your jokes and your random dances especially when you dance to Single Ladies, I swear you dance better than anyone I've ever met. I kept bugging you to teach me but you never said anything about how bad I was. Your partner in jokes misses you, we all do. When I said goodbye to go to Singapore I had no idea that, that was the last time I'll see you. Nothings been the same since. I just hope that you're somewhere happy.

Now that i look back we never had a photo of all of us together. I wish we had the chance to take one. I may not have any photos but i have our memories. Unless I get amnesia or that disease that older people get that makes then forget stuff. I wont ever forget you guys. I miss all of you...
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Yours truly
Camille

Youtube Channel

2012-11-08T02:39:00.001-08:00

I decided to open up a YouTube channel. So far I have a few songs on it.

MY YOUTUBE CHANNEL

I plan to cover English, Japanese and some Korean songs on it for now. When I finally get the guitar fixed then I'll start uploading my personal compositions on it. I have a handful I haven't finished writing because of . Plus I've never shared those songs before.

The most I can do is to write my own lyrics to some of those Japanese or Korean songs. The first song I covered is Adam Lambert's "Aftermath". I already mentioned this song in my last post.

I also uploaded DBSK's "Toki Wo Tomete" or in English means "Time, Please Stop"

I mentioned writing English lyrics for Japanese and Korean songs. I just uploaded this song, an English version of IU's "The Story Only I Didn't Know"

The song that saved me

2012-11-02T02:37:00.002-07:00

A few weeks ago I fell into a not-so-good state mentally. Just recently started returning to my old self. I ended up listening to heavy metal and rock songs. But there wasn't a song that managed to pull me out of that state. Until I found Adam Lambert's Aftermath, I really loved the meaning and I listen to it a lot even now. I FREAKING LOVE THIS SONG!!! so you should really listen to it

there's also the acoustic version he sang at American Idol for a visit. This version holds more meaning.

Since listening to the song helped up on my feet again so I made a cover video. Hope you enjoy it.

Signing off
Que Camille
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Misundestanding

2012-10-31T21:09:00.000-07:00

How do I even start with this post???

Well if you look at my previous post I recently made a huge change by cutting of my hair but that was only a part of it. I'm rather complicated and I tend to keep things to myself. I'm posting this to clear up any misunderstanding I caused (or I think I did, I hope I didn't).

The Tail

If you saw my short hair I actually left a single strand of hair uncut. I normally tie it up when I go outside.

* keke you can see my peircing *

Its hard to explain when someone asks me why I decided to leave a single strand of hair uncut. The reason involves my dream to become a singer/musician. If you read my previous post you already know I cut my hair after that happened.

Even though my dream is to be a singer, I have a deadline. By that I mean military school and I'm not joking. My dad graduated from the PMA and is still active in the military. So its a pretty obvious choice I go there after I finish high school, even my younger brother is planning to go there. Once I enter there's no turning back. They also have a certain age limit so until then I can pursue music and hopefully reach a point where I can forget about going to military school.

A pretty obvious cadet requirement there is short hair for both boys and girls. I will never understand why Andie Eigenmann had long hair in the drama "Minsan Lang Kita Iibigin" she was supposed to be cadet yet she had long hair throughout the drama at least wear a wig. Active female PMA'ers can only grow their hair out when they graduate. So why Andie? Why???? Now I'm getting off topic again.

As you can see I already cut my hair short. I left that one strand so that if I reach my deadline its gonna be easier for me to quit music and just go to military school. It's a promise I made to myself, if I ever cut this strand off. Then I'm completely turning my back on my dream. I only have around a year left. I guess I'm already preparing myself for it.

I know not everyone will understand why, because I already know that not everyone can understand how much I love music and singing. Its something I want to do for the rest of my life. When I wrote "All that's left is a small strand of hope that I don't know if I should hang onto" in my last post this is what I meant.

Vegetarian

Ever since July I've stopped eating meat. I don't really have a solid reason to why I just decided to stop eating meat. To make it simple I was sleeping and I had a weird dream, since then I never want to eat meat ever again. I'll spare the details but it involved the apocalypse along with cows & birds turning carnivorous. I don't dream often but every time I do its always something that oddly scars me for live. Like when I had a dream of mermaids attacking me, since then I had trouble looking at fishes, especially dead ones. I think they're gonna back from the dead and infest in a human body slowly turning it into a half-human half-fish monster.

*rawr*

I don't see any problem with my decision since it doesn't really effect anyone negatively. I don't go around (and I never will) telling people to stop eating meat. I'm not a complete health nut. I like to eat pringles and chips but not all the time though. I've never gone to a person and tried to change their eating habits. Everyone is responsible for their own body. I don't care if you smoke or what vices you have as long as you don't try to force me, as in forcefully make me do the same things.

As much as I admire SNSD's Seohyun, she's one of my role models. But I won't go around saying "You'll die if you eat that" or "bad diet accumulates and eventually you'll die". Don't worry Seohyun I still admire you, but I'd freak if anyone said that to me. (V)

Honestly I tried keeping the vegetarian thing under wraps aside from a few people. But the hell with out, people are finding out anyways. I don't mind if you eat meat in front of me, just don't shove it to me face or else you're gonna get wacked.

Sorry

This is something I'm sorry about. I'm the type of person who would rather be alone and not talk a lot when I have problems. I was recently not my normal self for a few weeks and I would purposely avoid people I know. Sometimes at bus stops or at school. If that ever caused a misunderstanding then I'm really sorry. I don't like involving other people who should not be involved in my own problems. So I kept everything to myself. I walked around a lot trying to find the answers. But I still don't know the answers myself.

Signing off

Camille

Why I cut my hair? Something New? maybe?

2012-10-10T20:48:00.000-07:00

Its been a while, seems like I've come back from the dead

i cut my hair short

If you ask me why I cut it I'll just say I got depressed and cut it

Maybe I should have just said that I got bubble gum in my hair

But I'm a horrible liar

It sounds lame but I feel like giving up on my dream to be a singer

I've always loved singing and music. Its the one thing i want to do for the rest of my life

To sing, write and compose songs which convey all my stories packed in notes and melodies

I've been through at least 3-4 auditions for 2 months all of them ended in a failure

The last one I did was the one gave it my all

I was sick again, that was the second time I went to an audition sick.

"With A Voice That Seemed Broken, I Cried Out Over And Over Again" - Gazette's Taion

I know I wasn't in my best shape but I did what I could

My voice, my song I just wished someone listened to it for more than a minute

After the last audition I just cut my hair

I didn't want to look in the mirror and see the same person that was rejected over and over again

I honestly don't know if I want to continue with music, right now I just feel like giving up

All that's left is a small strand of hope that I don't know if I should hang onto

After that last audition which was around a month ago

I'll be honest I fell into depression again

Weird right? The same thing that pulled me out of it is now the same thing pulling me into it again

My past is one thing I don't like talking about

Those memories are like Pandora's box, something that should never be opened

When I left the Philippines, I swore I left that weak side of me

Now I don't know anymore

I swear right now I sound like those melo-dramatic type of girls

I've been in this state for too long, I don't want too fall as deep as I did before

I honestly have no idea how, but I want to smile again without forcing it

Right now I'm confused but I'll be up on my feet again

Officially Signing out for now
Que

The return

2012-06-18T04:42:00.000-07:00

..... ummm ....

this blog has been dead for a pretty long time

actually a very long time. I'm pretty bored right now and i wanted to revive my blog somehow.

This is just gonna be a short posed on what i've been doing based on the photos i have on my camera. I'll try to make a comeback but I'm not making any promises though

Yes I got dragged to a restaurant

by my parents again

T_T

went bike shopping and got two bikes

this bike

and this one

at Sentosa

I've been in a pretty sulky mood these weeks for some unknown reason. I just feel really tired and all i do is listen to rock bands.

I really don't know maybe its got to do with teenage hormones?...

I really want to do a pictorial post soon but i have tons of holiday HM to finish. If i finish them early I might be able to do one

*fingers crossed*

2012-04-13T00:48:00.001-07:00

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Marche

2012-03-28T04:45:00.000-07:00

I'M SOWWWWYYYYY

I haven't updated for a VERY long time T_T...

Mainly because I'm busy and whenever I have free time I accidentally fall asleep. Any way just got my results but bad for you I'm not going to share it *sticks tongue out*

Back to the blog post I went with my family to "Marche" its a restaurant all the way in Somerset (or at least I think its there, I have bad memory okay). Honestly my mom was the one excited about going there. I'm not the type who likes to sit down and eat. I like the go walk around while eating, expect when I'm at home 'cuz I watch TV while I eat. Bottom line I hate sitting while eating.

It is a very rare occasion when you will find me sitting down at a restaurant or fast food chain to eat. So I wasn't that excited to go out.....

But I was SOOOOO ....... I can't even find a word to describe the place ......

And the food was freaking awesome!!!!!

Marche is a Swiss themed restaurant you really won't feel as though you're in Singapore anymore.

Pics from the restaurant

p.s. taken from my mom's iPhone so they aren't filtered properly T_T

plus didn't bring my camera since I wasn't looking forward to eating outside

guess where this was?

I was wondering why the salt was mixed with rice

no make-up day and I lacked sleep so I had big eye-bags

The cake was HEAVEN!!!!!

and why is my sister looking at me like that ?

Look at my brother looking all so cool like that

My mom took most of the photos with me and my siblings... and they're mostly stolen shots though

I mostly took photos of the food. I find food more interesting than people TRUE FACT!!!

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Sec 3 Cohort Camp

2012-03-14T06:43:00.000-07:00

Hi!!!!!!!!

*waves hand like a maniac*

Just came back from camp a few days ago and I'm still a bit tired. After camp I still had a few more stuff to do so I haven't rested properly yet. I still have some stuff I have to do though, but I wanna take a break so I decided to blog today. Lately my leisure time consists of reading manga online and i somehow fall asleep before I finish them :(

So back to topic my school decided have camp for pretty much all the levels right after the CA1 tests for the upper sec students. Did I mention I really miss being in lower sec life was much more easy and there isn't much exams to cramp over *sight*.

The camp started on Wednesday so that means 3 days and 2 nights of camp

Sec 1----- 1st day, Sentosa / 2nd-3rd day, overnight camp at school

Sec 2----- At a FREAKING 5-STAR HOTEL!!!! in Malaysia

Sec 3----- At Tanjung Paia resort in Malaysia again

Sec 4-5----- at school

I feel kind of bad for the sec 4-5 they've been in this school the longest yet their camp was only at school. But they have prom sooooo.....

Photos of the resort (from google).

The teachers got to stay here air-conditioned

While we stayed in a separate dorm

The dorm building is the two-floored building on the left

Girls stayed on the second floor

Guys where on the first floor

Unfortunately I was put in separate dorm room from my close girl friends

*forever alone in my dorm room :(*

I actually brought my camera but we had to surrender our electronics on the first day...

One bad thing that happened that was a problem throughout the camp was that my class was SACRIFICED!!!

Explanation:

Most of the classes were separated into two groups but they still did most of the activities together since the was 11 groups (one class had very few people so they were one group). Because there were separate activities one class had to be split up. So thats how my class was sacrificed.

First Day:

One word to describe it was that it SUCKED!!! I guess that its because we're not used to the environment. The bus ride was around 2 hours.

I think the biggest reason first day sucked was that our group trainer wasn't good, wait that is the reason. She was just uggggghhhhh....... how the heck am i supposed to trust her with the safety of the activities when she sounded VERY UNSURE of what she was saying when explaining the safety briefings. Before we left the Principal already said the we have a choice to sit out on some of the activities if we don't want to participate. Yet she still makes everyone go even if we say we don't want to participate.... If we chat like what ACTIVE TEENAGERS NORMALLY DO, she threatens to stop the entire activity. Believe me when I say that my class' hyper-ness cannot be controlled its either you step back and watch or lead us so that its less destructive (annoying)

My group had wet activities that day so we got really muddied up, but we didn't get a chance to bathe properly until 10 pm. *sad life*

Since the first day sucked so I don't want to type out anymore of what happened that day

Photos before I surrendered my camera

since I own the camera I'm mostly behind these photos so there no me in here :P

Second Day:

in the morning we went trekking up to some nature reserve with MONKEYS!!!

I really wanted to stare at the monkeys but they said that if we do they'll attack us. I heard one of the classes was nearly attacked until the teacher shouted at the monkey (monkey talked to it apparently) and it ran away. I wish I was there for myself to see that HAHA

afternoon we went through the obstacle stuff and one of the stuff we had to do was climb a coconut tree. There is no freaking way I would climb it especially since the trainer sounded like she didn't know what the heck she was talking about. I'm already scared of heights how the heck can I trust you when you don't even sound sure about what safety stuff your talking about. I admit the reason I didn't jump into the ocean was because I'm scared of jumping from the platform not because I didn't want to.

That night we had a camp fire we had to make a cheer and of course you'll have to cheer your group/class name. you'll never guess what our group name was.

"HAIRY ARMPIT"

How it became that at first it was moustachos, because one of the class' favorite teacher has a moustache.

his moustache was like this

*if you believed that you're a retard*

Then it went to armpit to hairy armpit........ pretty much anything is related to hair.

Can you imagine our cheer during campfire.... example:

Trainer: HAIRY!

Us: ARMPIT!!!!!!!!!!!!

We even got on of the guys (who really had a hairy armpit) to show his armpit it during campfire. My class is retarded but I love it that way ^^

I really wish the campfire had lasted the entire night. It was really fun with people shuffling and dancing. It was almost like a dance party. Maybe next year for Prom (if exams didn't murder us permanently) its gonna be like that. That would be awesome-mest day of high school.

Third(last) Day:

We had to pack and go home so we didn't do alot of stuff aside from prize giving. Somehow my seaweed had disappeared (eaten) magically. Most of the bus ride home I fell asleep. *what else you expect from this sleep-head*

What is this trainer doing???

These two borrowed my camera and started cam-whoring with it.... T_T

Me and Daniella had to wait for Gelli since she was on a different bus. When she got here, we went to McDonalds Sneha and Preet joined us as well. We spend time talking about the trainers which ones we like and those who suck (my trainer).

During the camp I've never eaten so much spicy food in my life. I think my tongue nearly died on me there. I really cant take spicy stuff well.

To Fast food,

Although I don't eat you often. I've misssssseeeeddddd YOOOOUUUUU!!!!.

from: Que

I guess i'm just not used to food in Malaysia so it was like a foreign entity in my mouth. Last time I didn't like the ice cream there cuz it tasted like soap.

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Busy? + Disney

2012-02-28T00:11:00.000-08:00

I'm VERY SOORRRRRRYYYYYYY!!!!

but i won't do my weekly blog posts for at least 2-3 weeks. Why?

Because I'm mad busy right now, reason: SCHOOL......... and video games.......... and I have another audition to practice for, If you remember my JYP audition that sucked. I was really disappointed in my last one so I'm practicing really hard for this one. I could go on a long list of stuff I'm busy with right now, but I have no time to type everything out (I also feel lazy).

I decided to sing a Disney song for this one, but I wont tell you which one. No teasers =P

So I was browsing the OTHER DISNEY SONGS when I came across Hercules. Actually my favourite Disney Movie is The Little Mermaid, my childhood dream was to be a mermaid. Back then I though that that mermaids did nothing but sing and swim so The Little Mermaid had a pretty big effect on my dream right now.

Ariel WAS my favourite Disney Princess until I ended up re-watching Hercules. I've fallen in love with Megara or Meg for short. Her character totally fits my personality. Were both too arrogant for our own good especially when it comes to love.

But unfortunately I won't be singing a Disney song thou :(...

Valentines

2012-02-17T22:28:00.000-08:00

Delayed Happy Valentines Greeting (^ ^)

Sorry I'm really late, aside from that this is a pretty short update......

Please forgive me... My life is in a bit of a wreck right now

Lets all forget the bad stuff for a while and focus on good stuff. So lets talk about what happened during Valentines. Yes, I'm one of those singles valentines but that doesn't stop me from having fun not just on Valentines but everyday, with my friends.

Valentines Day was on a school day and Mother Tongue was one of my subjects that morning. Since I can't speak Malay, Tamil or Chinese (especially Chinese) I don't take any MT classes along with a few other students. So MT is pretty much my slacking time.

That morning there was an unexpected surprise visit from.... *drum rolls*

these people right in front of our school

I honestly don't watch any Singapore TV shows, but when I saw the bus enter the school I knew this was the type of bus used by celebs. Why I know? the tainted bus windows, its tainted so that no one can see whats inside. A bus with tainted windows is like a big shove in your face that its either a celeb in there or a VIP or something like that.

My friends in MT told me they were on Channel 5. Every single Sec 3E student who didn't take MT saw them and of course we told the rest of the Sec 3. C'mom how often do you see people from TV come to your school.

The photo is from Gelli since I don't bring my camera or phone to school. *Lameness level 100*

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Unfortunately the happy moment didn't live for long. My school decided to celebrate Total defense day early by feeding us... well... shit food. I see the point of them giving us TOTALLY TASTELESS FOOD so that we can understand what happened during the Jap. Occupation. But your wasting the school fund because the students pretty much threw out the food without finishing. I had like two spoons before I got sick of it and threw it out. Heck even water tasted better than it.

We also had the ration card thing

*sorry for the bad photo I used my webcam on this and not my digi-cam*

Yeah short post but that was my Valentine like. Boring right?? I promise I will try to blog more often and stop playing video games. So please watch out for me.

Until my next post

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Teenage Pregnancy

2012-02-10T04:15:00.000-08:00

I recently had a weird dream which has been bugging me the past few days. Yeah, I had a weird dream about teenage pregnancy. I'm not a big fan of those shows about teen moms since I like shows such as Criminal Minds, Bones, NCIS those kind of shows. Aside from that I'm a complete noob when it comes to things like relationships (yes I'm forever alone)...

The stupid dream pretty much inspired me to blog. I really don't want to talk about that dream too detailed since I'm to bothered by it to try to recall it then type it out. I don't have dreams often but when I do they're REALLY WEIRD.

In a summary of what happened in my dream I partied, got drunk, made-out with someone (who I don't know), got knocked up...... I find those last two parts disturbing because I can't imagine myself in those position. Good thing my mom woke me up for school before the dream continued.

Teenage pregnancy is a problem. Seriously teenagers we have sex-ed class for a reason. Use a condom you can buy it at 7-eleven who conveniently puts them near the counter unless you get horny. *You really shouldn't be hearing this from a 16 year old*

Although I woke up before I finished the dream (nightmare actually). I got a taste of how its like to have a pregnancy scare and finding out you're pregnant even though it was only in my head. Getting pregnant while your young at the age were you're still discovering and reaching your dreams is something I find scary. I can't imagine myself giving up on my dream just to take care of a child.

There's also the problem with the guy, since he can easily walk away and not bear any responsibility. Unlike a girl whose only options to so they won't bear responsibility are abortion, giving the baby up for adoption or throwing the baby away, like those abandoned babies you see in newspapers.

I don't know if they allow abortion in Singapore though, but I'm sure that if its illegal there must be at least someone whose practicing it illegally. I have the image that abortion is scary and bloody *I think I watched to much Philippine horror movies about aborted babies coming back from the dead*.

Giving a baby up for adoption I think that depends on the reason, but unless your a bitch who doesn't care about you baby, I guess its hard. I know in America they pay you for adopting kids who were separated from their families, the more you adopt the more money you get. That's why you see in the news in America foster parents abusing their adopted kids. If you want to adopt make sure you actually take care of the kid not kill it.

You see those babies that are in the news for being abandoned in the most ridiculous places you can think of well it kinda depends on the reason whether its legit or not. But if you NEED to abandon a baby make sure people will find it, don't bury the LIVING BABY under ground because that's just plain sick.

You will face these questions if you don't want to be an early parent. Unless you want to keep the baby then I wish you good luck.

There's a lot of things teenagers want to do while they're young. Its the age wherein your filled with dreams so don't destroy your dreams by making a mistake.

You should at least be thankful that you still have a choice, unlike these girls. It wasn't their choice to have their childhood taken away. If you get pregnant as a teenager out of carelessness its your fault you chose to have your youth wasted by taking care of a kid

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Fan-girls guide to HEALTHY FAN-GIRLING!!!

2012-02-03T05:59:00.000-08:00

Lately new artists are popping out with RAPIDLY INCREASING FANCLUBS!!!

I'm posting this as a message to fan-girls, yes all of you overly obsessed fan-girls out there.

I respect ALL artists who have ACTUAL TALENT. But its hard to express your admiration for an artist especially if its a new one that you've recently taken into liking when they have fan-girls. Fan-girls that are like an "ON" switch as soon as you mention their idol they go into a crazy reciting of random facts and how cute, hot, handsome, etc. the male star they like is.

You'll feel even more agitated if you don't even know the artist and they're talking about it so.... You know what I mean. Fan-girls I know you adore you're artist but please you aren't helping the artist by getting a new fan-girl or fan-boy you're actually making people annoyed by you and your artist. When all that artist did is do their job. If you continue this they might actually gain anti's rather then fans.

There's a reason why I NEVER tell people who I meet for the first time which fan club I belong to. By fan club I mean groups like Beliebers, Cassiopeia, Directioners, Sones, Shawols all those groups. I love music its pretty much my life. But you should support an artist for their talent not their looks.

When you buy their merchandise buy their CD's or posters, don't but stuff like pins, phone covers, fans, mugs all those unnecessary stuff. I ONLY BUY their CD's with my own money I saved (by not eating or using my allowance :( that was hard ok). I get the posters sometimes when i buy magazines.

I saved to buy these CD's

I receive those fan club things like stickers and pins from my friends as gifts and I appreciate them ALOT. But personally I wouldn't spend my money on them you can buy them at a cheaper price without a famous person's face on it (OMG I SOUND LIKE AN AUNTEE).

Girls you have a life don't invest it fully into something that won't come true like becoming the wife of your idol.... You have friends and people you can hang out with, leave all the fan-girling private unless your friends also want to spazz over that artist.

If not LEAVE THEM ALONE simply because they don't care. Sometimes they'll be nice just because they're your friends or if their real friends they just tell you to STFU!!!

I pretty much wrote this out of annoying tweets spamming my timeline about stuff I don't care about.... my friends know this is just me being my straight-forward self

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Officially Sweet 16

2012-01-27T02:15:00.000-08:00

I'm back!!!

just like I promised ^_^

Happy Delayed Chinese New Year, though I'm not Chinese. But I want those Ang Paos I really do.

today is my 16 birthday and I actually bothered to blog when I should be celebrating. My brother is back in Singapore, which means I have to fight for the computer since he's a gamer. Since he's going to study here officially I may have troubles using the computer.

As much as I love my gamer friends you should NEVER as in NEVER try to take away whatever they are playing, unless they offer it to you. I literally had to learn that the hard way. When it comes to computers gamers will ALWAYS beat bloggers like me. Cuz gamers spend more time on the net than bloggers who need to be literally out there to have something to blog about.

School was pretty much normal aside from the greetings I got today. Maybe that's just me being cold-hearted.

For once I'm actually nice enough to reply to the birthday greeting I get on Facebook. What the heck happened to me???

I have to hurry since my brother wants to computer back so I'll spam you with last minute photos.

I wanted to try a new make-up style after watching Hyuna and JS = Trouble Maker. I really like this style but I don't think I'll use it again, unless I'm old enough to go clubbing. I don't have contact lens and I have no idea how my eyes ended up looking like that in the last photo but it reminds me of a cat.

MEOW!!!

I want to type more but there's an actual cat behind me waiting for its turn (T . T)

So bye for now,

As promised I'm ending my MIA

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JYP 2012 Auditions (my experience)

2012-01-19T04:30:00.000-08:00

Hey guys,

sorry I haven't updated for like a few days, I got attacked by flu. Now I'm partially back to health still a bit sick but at least I can go back to school.... school....... oh how I wish I was sick again

Last weekend on the 14th and15th I found out that JYP, an entertainment company was holding an audition. I didn't know it until the last day on the 15th, I found out while I was online through twitter.

My dream is to become a singer one day and on normal circumstances I'm pretty much a lazy assed person. But when it comes to things I love and I'm passionate about, I'm very driven. I also want everything to be perfect, I guess you could say I turn into a perfectionist/critique whenever music is involved.

So when I found out today was the last day of the auditions. I pretty much knew it was to late, I didn't have any practice aside from that I was already starting to have flu. I already had sore throat and a cough that day, I wasn't in the best condition to sing. But I still went because I knew that opportunities like these were hard to come buy. I want to grab every opportunity I can that will lead me to my dream even for the ones I don't expect.

Yeah, you could say I just went on impulse...

I left my house at round 2pm, when the sun was burning. The audition officially closes at 5pm, I only found out that afternoon. So I pretty much rushed there, it was all the way in Queens Town I've never been there before and I live all the way in Yishun. Even so I wasn't letting a chance pass. By some miracle I managed to arrive in the venue without getting lost.

Managed to take photos of the venue but I didn't take much cuz I was too busy battling my nerves and thinking of what song to sing. It's not the first time I've sang in front of people but I was nervous because this is nothing like a school contest or performance.

I've sang in front of the entire school by myself before and it was also a contest but unlike that time I was actually prepared and not sick. That time I only competed against around 20 groups consisting of solo and group performers all in secondary, this time I was against 2000+ people most of which are more experienced on stage and singing.

You can imagine my nerves already.

When I was still waiting for my turn my mind was like ''GGGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!"

My performance in general was a fail, well in my eyes it was. My teacher once told me that in the eyes of an artist no matter what others say on how well you did, in an artists eyes it isn't the same because they have a different perspective (wow I sound so deep).

I keep looking back and regretting how bad I screwed up. I know I can do better than that. I pretty much went back home surrounded by a sulking and dark aura. I know I won't get accepted this time round.

BUT

there's always next year and there are other auditions for me to try. So I won't give up...(^^)

Okay enough for now

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Trip to Universal Studios Singapore

2012-01-14T19:28:00.000-08:00

As promised I'll post a continuation of what I did during the last New Year

I took around 200 pics and felt lazy so i decided to divide it into two parts.

I was supposed to post it yesterday but the internet connection was against me.

I suddenly felt the need to update cuz of Yutaki who is back in the blogsphere, he's one of my favourite male bloggers and so I'm happy to see him back in the game (I don't think I'll ever be as popular as him though). I'll work even harder, even though A-Maths is killing me

so enough ranting and here are the pics

My sister saw this and said I do this kind of poses alot

Officially nicknamed Princess Fiona

This was my ticket, I find it weird that tickets are printed nowadays even plane tickets
What happened to the pretty tickets with designs they give you

My hubby's house and me

Shrek is officially my hubby

no make-up again, since i don't like putting make-up on if the weather is hot

hmm???

This made me think:

FACEBOOK IS JAIL

Cam-whoring when my mom's not looking

She won't look at me

I LOVE THIS RIDE!!!

Entrance of the New Transformers ride

I made me quite dizzy

Now I now why they had this sign

They had this on display on the waiting line you can press the buttons but nothing actually happens

The twins testing if the TV is touch screen

The all-spark!!!

THE PARADE
turn out they have a parade like this once a day
Oh yeah I forgot to mention that when we went, they were closing at 9 pm

Frankenstein's wife is cougar scary

This mascot was nice enough to pose for me (^^)

This is my favourite pic for the entire parade

THE END

of the Parade

This looked magical, well to me anyways

That concludes this blog post

My dad bought the wrong battery when we went here, i was a relieved because he takes the most UNGLAM photos of me ever

Photos you can't even recognize me in

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New year in Malaysia

2012-01-13T05:10:00.000-08:00

DELAYED HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! (^.^)

on Friday the 13th

I know this is REALLY LATE and I don't have much of an excuse aside from school and my own laziness. An entire week without an update...(T_T)

Classes are officially starting and I'm already dying in A-maths. At times like these its nice to remember what you did during the holidays.

I went to Malaysia for New Year, but I wasn't looking forward to it. My last trip to Malaysia involved me putting on my cold-hearted bitch face for the entire trip cuz of SOME PEOPLE who I NEVER WANT TO MEET AGAIN (but they live in Singapore though).

This time it was more on the neutral side, I haven't totally forgotten what happened during the last trip. But at least I made effort to enjoy myself though.

First Day: Kuala Lumpur

I got the seat in front of the stairs, the first thing people will see when they climb up is my face

The hotel, had I sky ceiling in the lobby

plus my bed had a GIANT mirror at the headpost

okay thats just me fooling around and being stupid with my camera

been a long time since I've tied my hair into a side pony, last year I cut my hair short cuz I got soooo pissed and i took it out on my hair

Sorry to my brother, but this photo is so unglam and funny I had to post it

I didn't bother putting make-up on, too lazy

I was camwhoring when my mom joined

My siblings don't want too look at the camera... (T ^ T)

I had to inherit my stupidity from somewhere right

I look pissed here, the Japan bear was hard too find and when I found it. It looked so plain.

Japan you can do better than this!!!

My parents are too PDA-ish its embarrassing sometimes

Daniela lets go to France together

Took stolen shots of my brother as payback

He put my spoon in chili when I wasn't looking and I cant take spicy things

Guess who's carrying my DOMO-KUN

View from the Hotel Room..... so pretty

I accidentally brought the wrong charger for my camera so my camera didn't last throughout the entire trip to Malaysia

Day 2: Genting

My parents said it was cold in Genting so I dressed like this. We were planning to watch the fireworks for New Year there.

Seriously this room is meant for cam-whoring

It was raining so we didn't get to go to the outdoor theme park, but we got to go to the indoor one (they had an indoor one!!!!)

I wonder which idiot decided to put a water ride in the freezing mountains

My camera was already close to death (T . T)

The indoor one was like a mall and theme park mixed it was mega good. Why did I have to bring the wrong charger???

Cuz of the mist the fireworks display was cancelled... My New Year had no fireworks

New Year pic (this is the best I could get since my camera performance was low cuz of the drained battery)

Day 3: leaving Genting

Sorry no camwhore pics for day 3. I'll post the time I went to USS (Universal Studios Singapore) tomorrow since I'm feeling lazy again

Bye until tomorrow

*waves hand like a maniac*

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pleeeaaaasssseeeee......

Cosplaying I think

2012-01-06T05:04:00.000-08:00

How do I look like in a wig???

Story behind the Photos:

I have a close friend in the Philippines who is a cosplayer. One day I was at her house, which is like 50 meters from mine. When I just suddenly wanted too try her cosplay wig.

When i tried the wig we just really wanted to take photos. So we walked to my house with me wearing the wig outside. I had my camera and clothes over there.

We were supposed to take photos in the beach in front of my house but the sun disappeared...(T . T)

I cant believe she managed too make me pose this cute. I'm not a cutesy type of person

Speaking of her here are photos of cam-whoring of us in THE MIDDLE OF THE MALL as in the walkways

couple glasses<3

I wasn't wearing make-up that day okay!!!

So far my unnie/onii-chan/ate is the only person who camwhores as much as me

AND THAT IS WHY I WWUUUUZZZZZ HER!!!!

We really had nothing to do that day plus we often end up cam-whoring when were bored

I don't want to post these pics in FB since they're too cute and embarrassing even for me so I'm just gonna post them here

I posted a few of the photos of me in a wig in my first post but I didn't post all of them. So here they are.

Until my next rant off
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I'm an Upper Sec now???

2012-01-04T05:00:00.000-08:00

I can't believe i'm a Sec 3 student now school started like a few days ago

Officially in 3e2 until i graduate

I'm at least a year older than most of my friends in school, because school in the Philippines starts in June while in Singapore starts in January

I didn't think its a big change aside from the schedule

but I do know its a BIG CHANGE for my male classmates or some of my male friends

Even though i just transferred last year in Sec 2

If i look back at last year some things did change I just didn't notice it that much

#MilkTea finally put down her fringe,she used to pin it up, she looks A LOT CUTER compared to when it was pinned up

I was REALLY EXPECTING the guys too look weird in pants, I REALLY DID!!!

Most of them looked normal *so much for my expectations -_-*

I few looked a bit weird but i'll get used too it after a week or two

The guys are all so tall now, I feel like I'm buried by their heights *note to self: don't stand too close too guy friends*

As in they had a MEGA GROWTH SPURT!!!

So unfair I want too grow taller too, up to 165 cm please...

Two of my friends from Normal Acad were promoted up to the Express stream and are in the same class as me *throws confetti*

A lot of people grew their hair out including me but my hairstyle is pretty much the same

OLD Pics from last year

(these are the pics i took with my phone I've never uploaded them before, I was too lazy back then)

In school

#Meow birthday at Seoul Garden

we all saved up for this

My hair is so short here

#1DirectionFan , #MilkTea and #Corn

I'm too busy with #meow looking at the phone

I am a wink failure

(T . T)

We were a bunch of immature Sec 2 students running after each other in Seoul Garden

I don't really like studying

What do you expect from a teenager like me

Unfortunately for me some the girls i normally hang with are in my class

Its unfortunate because I'm now part of the Notice Board Committee.... seriously those guys.....grrrr....

this what I get from doodling and sleeping in class to much

but I'm planning too fill up the notice board stars no matter what our leader says

The leader of the Notice Board Committee is one of my friends anyways....*evil grin*

The first two days of school we had NO LESSONS!!!

But tomorrow we have official classes and lessons.....*sigh*

My only wish this year.....that the teachers stop complaining to my parents that I sleep too much in class

i already know I sleep in class, okay

I don't know what will happen this year, but i seriously wish for very loose and slack teachers

so thats the end of my post for today

yeah, I suck at endings okay i know already

i never though i would write a blog about school though

I guess theres a first for everything

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Love, Sex and other Vices (PART 1: Vices & Sex)

VICES

SEX

Gothic (photo blog)

Matsuri Festival at Funan

Head gear! YEAH

The first song/lyrics I'll share:

I'm ________ when I'm with music

To the Circus

Youtube Channel

MY YOUTUBE CHANNEL

The song that saved me

Misundestanding

The Tail

Vegetarian

Sorry

Why I cut my hair? Something New? maybe?

The return

Marche

Sec 3 Cohort Camp

Busy? + Disney

Valentines

Teenage Pregnancy

Fan-girls guide to HEALTHY FAN-GIRLING!!!

Officially Sweet 16

JYP 2012 Auditions (my experience)

Trip to Universal Studios Singapore

New year in Malaysia

Cosplaying *I think*

I'm an Upper Sec now???

Cosplaying I think