LiFE and LiViNG

IS it for Real or just Braxton Hick ?

2011-09-07T16:49:00.000+08:00

Although not for the first time.. tapi terasa mcm first time la plak... especially bila the first time tu tak sempat nak merasa mcm kebanyakan ibu2 rasakan...
Tertanya2 camna la rasa sebenarnya.. real contraction or braxton hick jer... tu blm lagi bab kena decide normal ke c-sect ...InsyaAllah, will try to go for normal, lgpun my gynea is very supportive on the normal labour...the fact is 70% can have normal labour after having C-sect. Not sure about the normal labour because I'm very happy with the 1st ceaserian experienced... huh... menakutkan dan merisaukan jugak ler...
Ikutkan still few weeks to go... tapi bila doctor dah kasi open admit form, meaning anytime can go into labour... so scary....

Masa ni lah start baca artikel2 berkaitan.... credit and thank to my current O&G, Dr. Raja Juhaidah for the info that can be viewed anytime at http://www.alamhamil.com/

Hopefully everyting will be fine... InsyaAllah...

GOING GREEN.. 1st episode

2011-01-25T18:20:00.009+08:00

Since dah lama tak update blog ni... saja nak update bab laman yg masih kosong tapi dah bertambah hijau...

Time bawa balik pokok hijau nih... masa ni pikir best kalau ada pickup cam storm ker, rexton ker.. apa2 pun keta i juga jd mangsa... anyway, actually tak tau nak beli pokok apa... nama pokok ni pun ntah betul ntah tak "Australian Velu (rasanya Auistralian Value)" kata pekerja kat nursery Sg. Buloh tu... belasah jer la... janji senang nak jaga... (ntah senang ntah tidak )

Harga sebatang 60 hinggit... tak tau ler kira murah ker mahal... untuk percubaan... jgn bila tanam jer, mati pokok ni sudah ler.. tentu keciwa nak gardening in the future...

Pokok ooo pokok... hidup subur ler kat laman rumah I... GOING GREEN.... baru sedap sket mata memandang...

PREGGIE TIME

2010-12-17T00:25:00.001+08:00

What?!!!!... not yet... bila login jer blog setelah sekian lama, terbaca update ms.ainor about her current pregnancy.. the 1st one...only few weeks to go.. tetiba terpikir bila lah nak get pregnant balik nih... haha.. my son dah nak masuk 4 years old, but still don't think he can be a big brother.. my lil boy... tapi kalau dah time... ready or not... open heartsss.. open armssss...

Eventhough, currently I only have 1 lil boy... but I've been pregnant 4 times... hmmm...

The 1st time after about half year of marriage... however, exactly on the 12 weeks of pregnancy.. I had miscarriaged (keguguran ler). Ingat lagi, the day before that (dah petang sgt), I had little spotting... terus gi jumpa doctor kat klinik, doctor just suruh duduk diam2 kat rumah... baring.. dan jangan buat apa2... still, belum ada rezeki, before tengah hari I bleeding.. blood clog came out... bila gi clinic, doctor check and confirm that I'd miss abortion.. doctor bagi ubat and advised to let the abortion settled naturally... we went to PD after that (family vacation that was plan earlier, rasanya petang hari yg sama or day after that), nak tinggal kat rumah dgn hubby jer... mcm tak boleh nak diharap jer... so just ikut ler... the next morning masa kat PD, I'd a stomach ached... although I'm on a pain killer.. it's still very painful... so we drove off to Seremban Specialist Medical Center (my hubby and my mother in-law)...there, I 'd the D&C (Dilation & Curettage) by the doctor-on-call... a male doctor... darurat... of coz, I dont have a slight idea of the D&C procedure since I'm on general anesthesia... ptg tu after rest for few hours... dah kuar hospital...
that's the 1st one... sedih jugak masa tu coz I did experienced all the morning sickness, nausea... etc

The 2nd pregnancy, few months after but its a natural miss abortion at 7 weeks plus... some people may not noticed that they were pregnant and may consider having their period delayed. I did notice because at that time I really monitor mine.. maklumlah, almost or passed a year kawin..(excited sikit ler bab2 ni), so lewat jer period, terus beli pregnancy test kid... it was positive... then gi clinic.. positive also (but the doctor said 'mild'), then when I'm bleeding again (was it period or what), so this time around I went to see gynea at the nearest specialist hospital, KJMC, the result is ..yes I WAS pregnant...and now I had an early miscarriage.. the ultrasound indicates that there was a conception by means of gestational sac.... this time around, tak terasa sedih sgt... coz still too early...

The 3rd pregnancy.. masa dapat tau that I pregnant, terus jumpa doctor and terus refer to specialist,( sebab sejarah pregnancy yg not so good)... so from the begining of my 3rd pregnancy... terus jumpa gynae at DMC. Alhamdullillah... all the way up to 37 and 1/2 weeks before I gave birth to my lil boy via cesarean operation. Terpaksa buat C-section sebab no fluid inside the womb.. so takut baby lemas bila ada contraction... Well, I don't think I managed to experienced the 'before labor' contraction... cuma sakit sangat bila kena inject anaesthetic kat tulang belakang (maybe sebab I tak sempat rasa sakit for natural labor), the injection seems very painful and my hands shiverred throughout the entire operation. My baby boy was then safely delivered on Friday, 4th.May.2007. Alhamdullillah...

The 4th pregnancy.. after 3 years, just after I removed the implanon.. I'm positively 6 weeks pregnant when doing the first pregnancy test at the clinic... Awal pregnant time bulan puasa is challenging... first few days of puasa, tak boleh nak sahur, makan jer ...then everything will come out just after that... tapi siang, ok jer... morning sickness during sahur time jer la... 8 weeks pregnant gi clinic lagi untuk buat ultrasound ..( dah lebih 3 tahun, don't want to be too excited and to straightly jumpa the specialist) ... no heartbeat detected, only gestational sac... not even the yolk sac... then doctor advised to come again in 2 weeks time, sebab doctor kata maybe I salah kira, or sometime after few weeks baru boleh confirm... on the 10th week, without high hope (since I'm doing a lot of google to find out.. ingatkan I'm having a blighted ovum) ..gi jumpa doctor lain.. tunjuk jer gambar ultrasound 8th week tu... she referred me to the specialist at CAP. Kat hospital, buat ultrasound cuma nampak gest.sac... then buat insertion check(tak sure apa term procedure tu sebenarnya)... the gynae confirmed that there is a yolk sac and fetus, but the fetus stop growing at 6 weeks (the heart beat stop after 6 weeks).. not a blighted ovum.
Since bulan puasa... ingat boleh ler puasa penuh, 3hb.Sept.2010, iaitu keesokan harinya, just 1 week before hari raya, I'm having a D&C again. Ingat lagi the doctor laugh at me when I said "sayang ler puasa..." bila doctor proposed buat D&C. Doctor tu ckp... "Awak nak ker time2 raya tetiba bleeding...".. so apa lagi, "ok ler doctor".

Selepas D&C kali ni, macam ok jer... tak macam the 1st one (rasa mcm fobia sket)... now, its like having a normal period... maybe because of the experience, maybe because belum sempat bleeding lagi... every time is different.. and I believe will be different the next time I pregnant again..
Hopefully no more miscarriage/ miss abortion... to safely pregnant until safely deliver... Amin...

What is blighted ovum , the gest sac.. what is yolk sac... picture worth a thousand words...

The gestational sac is empty

A blighted ovum is a type of pregnancy loss which happens in very early pregnancy. Your midwife or doctor might also refer to it as an anembryonic pregnancy, but it is more likely they will call it a silent or missed miscarriage. After conception, the fertilised egg (ovum) implants in your uterus (womb), but for some reason a baby does not develop.

The yolk sac can be seen inside the gest. sac

WHY I have a BLOG

2010-11-15T18:02:00.001+08:00

Tetiba soalan ni muncul bila terpaksa lepak jer kat opis walau dah habis time pejabat sebab malas nak meredah hujan lebat (tu lah... dapat parking kat basement tak parking2 lagi, kan dah susah sendiri... hihi.. esok ler I try parking...).. photo bucket image kat blog background dah berjaya di singkirkan bila tukar jer template lain... so here I'm writing again for suka2..

Mula2 tulis blog... sb tgk org ada blog... so teringin ler menambah ilmu dlm dunia IT ni... so baca2 jer la blog orang... best jugak sesekali berkongsi baca citer org ni... ada time tambah knowledge ... kadang2 terasa I'm not alone facing the hard life ( meaning ada jugak org lain alami nasib yg sama or even worst).. then dari membaca jer.. terpikir asyik menerima jer.. nape tak memberi.. even takder follower or the readers are limited or none... maybe sesekali org tervisit blog ni boleh ambil manfaat walaupun sekadar isi masa lapang

Dan yang paling penting... boleh tulis apa jer yg nak di tulis... yer la kadang2 nak luahkan perasaan... tapi still control jugak ler sb taknak ler di salah-ertikan or menyinggung perasaan org lain or yg seumpamanya... kalau ikutkan hati nak jer luahkan segala2 kat blog... tp pikirkan dunia IT yg macam2... takder la tulis yg bukan2 sgt.... So, I'm back after few months of silence.... ok, now boleh balik rumah... hujan pun sudah reda...

p/s: nanti boleh ler I update entry2 lama yg rasa mcm nak tulis kat sini lagi...

HOW to ajar anak tido bilik sendiri???

2010-08-09T16:52:00.001+08:00

Huhh.. HOW to ajar anak tido bilik sendiri???... what a topic... tapi that's the problem that I faced. Macammana lah nak ngajar anak teruna ku yg sorang ni tido sendiri... on his own bed, in his own room after more than 3 years bawah armpit mummy jer.

Bila cakap jer, "nanti pan tido bilik pan lah yer" .. jawabnyer "nanak"... means "tak nak" or tepatnya "NO..NO..NO !".. so how... tu baru cakap, belum buat lagi... tak sampai hati pun ada jugak, tapi maybe sebab dok cakap2 jer, tak buat2... think I should do it jer lah...hmmmm...hmmmm... camna yer..???

AL-FATIHAH untuk wan

2010-06-15T12:34:00.001+08:00

Setelah 112 hari arwah tok kembali ke rahmatullah, wan pula dijemput Illahi. Tanggal 9.Jun.2010, jam 11.00 malam, wan meninggal dunia setelah lebih kurang sebulan terlantar di hospital Sultanah Bahiyah. Wan yg telah lama menghidap lelah telah dimasukkan ke hospital, kerana secara tiba2 mengalami secondary shock leads to pneumonia. Awal2 lagi doktor memaklumkan harapan wan untuk pulih adalah tipis kerana keadaan paru2 yg rosak dan usia yang lanjut meghadkan rawatan yg boleh diberikan oleh doktor.Setelah lebih 2 minggu berada di CCU dan HDU (high dependancy unit), wan ditukarkan ditukarkan ke wad biasa selepas menjalani pembedahan, namun Allah (SWT) lebih menyayangi.

Aku tiba di kampung dlm jam 5.30 ptg, walaupun tidak sempat menatap jenazah sebelum dikebumikan, aku tidak ralat kerana ketika aku pulang menziarahi wan ketika masih di HDU, wan sedarkan diri walaupun tidak mampu bersuara. Wan selamat di kebumikan kira2 jam 12.00 tghari di kampung kelahirannya di tanah perkuburan Telok Chengai seperti yg di suarakan kepada anak2 dan cucu2nya pada hari perkebumian tok dahulu.

Buat arwah wan - Hj.Mahmood bin Mad, semoga rohnya berada dalam golongan org2 yg soleh.
AL-FATIHAH.

THE very 1st cake

2010-06-04T02:22:00.005+08:00

Proudly presented the first cake ever decorated by myself on 2nd June.2010.. hehehe.... so proud of myself.. very2 much.. (tau2 je lah... I'm not the cook's type.... especially bakeries and cookies since not so fond of both... but it 'may' change now... hmmmm... at least, will inspire my self to give life to my oven :) .. ...after more than 15 years... (penah baked cake once masa time KHB zaman sekolah dulu... hahaha)

IRFAN's 3rd B'day

2010-05-08T02:23:00.003+08:00

Irfan's turned 3 years old on 4th.May.2010.... dah besar anak ku yg sorang ni....

(cake's deco - ideas by acu and fully sponsored by ngah including all the cupcakes and cookies and lots other stuffsssss)

banner ni mummy yg buat... hehe (cut n paste and add bling2...)

the birthday's boy...waiting patiently for cake's cutting session... ;)

Selamat Hari Lahir sayang .... semoga sentiasa sihat, membesar menjadi anak yg soleh dan berjaya, menjadi kegembiraan dan kebahagiaan mummy, papa and family....

LOVES you sooooo much.... muah muah muah...

KANAK2 Alaf 21

2010-05-07T12:23:00.004+08:00

Kanak2 zaman sekarang.... with interests beyond age limit....

is it good or will it spoiled their upringing....

Yang pastinya, bila si anak asyik melayanzzz... boleh ler si ibu menarik nafas panjang... bebas sementara dari kerenah anak yg mcm2... :)

SUNSET in PD

2010-04-28T17:00:00.003+08:00

Pictures were taken on 16th.April.2010 along Pord Dickson beaches... loves the view...
( although just using standard digital camera :)... )

father and son's moments

just before we took-off, the clouds revealing the 'full' sun in dusk

p/s: the pictures will definitely look much greater with hubby's new toy..(well, have to wait until I master the skills of playing the toy ..ahakssss)

IJN Follow-Up Check Up

2010-04-07T22:22:00.001+08:00

6th April.2010 @ 10.20am... that was the appointment date and time.
Sampai IJN dlm 9.30am, register jap at Paed. clinic then gi breakfast at hospital's cafe
10.15am tunggu turn untuk jumpa doctor... Queue No.: 932 ... room: 905
10.20am... not our turn as yet... on paper and in the system only
11.00am .. still waiting
11.20am... still waiting
11.50am... finally, its our turn....
Masuk bilik 905... jumpa Dr.Mazeni, Irfan's lying on the bed for check up..

11.55am... we're out of the room
Aiyaaaa.... tunggu punya lah lama, jumpa doctor 5 minit jer.....
then waited again for the Doctor's report to be out
12.30am... baru dpt report...

However bila baca report ;
The coil (that was inserted in Irfan's heart 2 years ago) may not be MRI's friendly...
The good news... Irfan is totaly recovered and no more follow-up check-up is needed...
Alhamdullillah.....

Then, off we go to the Gardens MV, whereas hubby went for body massage at Brickfield. Since tak de sales yg betul2 best kat the Gardens, so gi lah jalan2 kat MV. Then, having lunch aka dinner around 4.00pm at Chilli's since papa dah kemaruk kan ribs... :)

~ @ Chilli's : underneath the big chilli ~

~ papa's meal : beef ribs ~

~ mummy's & irfan's meal : triple play ~

HOW To Train Your Dragon

2010-04-05T12:51:00.015+08:00

Yesterday, took Irfan to watch "How to train your dragon" at GSC, IOI... first time for Irfan watching at cinema..(alamak.. lupa bawa camera, so terpaksa guna phone to capture this moment.. (little, than none)

Sampai IOI around 2.45pm, show at 3.15pm... so before the show start " dragon belum sampai lagi"... that was the excuse of waiting for the show to start.

Masuk jer dlm cinema, Irfan start tanya soalan2 berkaitan cinema ... not the movie... huhuhu
~ about the seat numbering .. our seat is no.1, papa seat no.2.... refering to the label at the seat ..then no. 8, no. 9 ( characters in the movie called "NINE")
~ the lighting and the speaker on the cinema's wall...
~ and even the carpet... hahaha

Time show dah start, risau jugak Irfan bising ... in which ada time2 yg mmg dia bising asking questions and imitate the character in the show... tapi most of the audiences are the kids with their parents... so mmg ada jer terdengar suara2 kecil during the show...

Dalam malap2 wayang tu...tgh2 show.. suddenly Irfan asked "Mummy, apa ni?..." sambil tangan dia memegang dinding kat sebelah kitaorang... hahaha.... macam3x la anak ku yg sorang ni...

Not sure if Irfan really enjoying the movie... maybe ada certain2 part yg dia suka... not his kind of favourite perhaps.... because, kalau dia suka... definitely he will asked for another show.... luckily, his not ;)

Oppsss... Movie Review:
Orait ler... citer cartoon... jalan citer menarik sebenarnya... inspiring for little people... tapi ikut2kan kurang sesuai dgn kanak2 especially bab the Vikings killing the dragons..the rest - green light. Anyway, as along as the kids can differentiate between cartoon and reality... then should be okay... overall.. I still like...

DAMAI Laut ... Here we come

2010-04-04T00:34:00.114+08:00

1st time for Irfan, 2nd time for hubby and 3rd time for me in the last 5 years... The 1st time my hubby and I came here was around this time as well, but back in 2005, remember it well because it was my birthday gift to my hubby... the "honeymoon package" at Swiss Garden Damai Laut ..still honeymooning time :)

2nd time - office's team building in 2006, if I'm not mistaken. And now with my family - under swiss garden mini-vacation club (malas nak layan program camni mula2... tapi dah hubby orait jer.. so follow jer la,,).

Bertolak dari rumah dlm 2pm, hantar keta hubby gi touch up kat Shah Alam, then bertolak ke Lumut... fuhhh... jauh benar rasanya... anyway, safely arrived at Damai Laut around 6pm. After check-in, terus bawa Irfan to the beach since Irfan dah bising2 nak gi beach. Just wandered around for a while before we returned to our room.

~sempat kasi Irfan try test buggy otw back to our room ~

~ the man's made water fall... @ swimming pool and fish pond ~

That night we had dinner at Gayam -birthday's treat for hubby... "Happy Birthday dear"... since no birthday present except b'day card (hmmm.... nak hadiah kena la bagi hadiah... p/s: mcm balas dendam jer ;))

The next moning, we follow the tour around Damai Laut, naik tram.. which Irfan likes the most ...

Petangnya, went to the beach.. suka betul Irfan main dekat beach, sampai taknak naik... plan awal, pergi beach then gi swimming kat swimming pool, but ended up.. beach all the way...

Malam just lepak kat bilik, having McD for dinner... hahaha...For Irfan, it was a great and fun experience...

HOT AIR BALLOON'S

2010-04-01T17:00:00.018+08:00

Last Friday, took Irfan to 2nd Putrajaya International Hot-air Balloon's Fiesta 2010 at Precint 2. The event started on 18th till 21st March.2010. Since we will not be around that weekend, so I decided to take Irfan to the office that day and then off to Putrajaya during lunch time. Unfortunately, no hot-air balloon in the mid-afternoon ( why laaa I tak boleh pikir, hot air baloon mana boleh naik time2 tghri... its too hot for take off), so just walk around the bazaar for a while before return to office.

However, Irfan's returned not empty handed... he got a remote control car -" LIGHTNING McQUEEN" of CARS. So, Irfan's spending his time playing with the car at my office.

5.00pm, we off once again to Putrajaya.. the areas already packed with people, and no more parking space nearby... so we have to park at quite a distance from the balloon launching area. Irfan was asleep in the car while I'm looking for parking space and stucked in the jammed at the area. Of course, he woke up to watch the hot air baloon launched one after another.

The balloon to be launched...

the "UP" balloon - irfan's favourite

the baloon with "GAS PETRONAS" banner - using the Petronas' gas or sponsored by gas petronas ?!!

the balloons high up in the sky

Foot note:

The hot air balloon is the oldest successful human-carrying flight technology and is a subset of balloon aircraft. A hot air balloon consists of a bag called the envelope that is capable of containing heated air.The heated air inside the envelope makes it buoyant since it has a lower density than the relatively cold air outside the envelope. Unlike gas balloons, the envelope does not have to be sealed at the bottom since the air near the bottom of the envelope is at the same pressure as the surrounding air.

Suka2....a.k.a Ainor punya pasal

2010-03-10T13:03:00.004+08:00

Bagi menyahut cabaran Mdm. Ainor… aku jawab ler soalan2 ni…after all,

kat opis la ni ramai yg tgh demotivated for reason masing2,

as for myself… dah lama dah…..

No.1

Aperkah jenama Deodorant yg korang pakai skang.. ( ke mmg tak pakai??)

REXONA women laaa... “shower clean or after shower” tapi rasanya

prefer “cotton white” ker apa sb lg best bau nya untuk hidung aku ni…

No.2

Brand ikan Sardin dalam tin yang paling digemari?

Hmmm… Ikan Sardin Cap Ayam...

(ikan sardin rasa chicken tuuuu… try aaaa)

No.3

Apalah bahagian badan anda yg paling anda rasa SEKSI & SEKSA!

(aderkah ikan sardin itu membantu menyeksikan anda?)

Yg menonjol tak perlu ditonjolkan… seksi ka…

seksa ada laaaaa… anda lihat anda tau

No.4

Aper hadiah yg paling 'HAMPEH' yg korang penah terima dr yg tersayang?

Takda hadiah… Mmg hampeh laaaa… ;)

No.5

Korang akan rasa diri disayangi bila.........???

Bila aku dikasi duit ribu riban untuk shopping…. Ada kaaaa….

(ohhh tidak… aku ini tidak disayangi kaaaa)

No.6

Apakah hadiah yg korang akan kasik pada bakal mak mentua

pd kali pertama berjumpa?

Hmmm..takkan awal2 nak bodek dah kot... TAPI untuk menjawab soalan…

boleh aku kasik “GARAM” ala2 kasih umpama garam

(tak paham?.... Tgk ler citer 3 Abdul…) …

hmm wonder apa response bakal mak mertua nih…

No.7

Antara Belacan, Cencalok & Budu...yang mana lebih wangi n sesuai

dibuat perfume?

(Yang mana lebih wangi dibandingkan dengan bau kentut anda?)

Hmmm susah nak jawab ni… aku rasa budu kot…

sb budu lagi glamer dari belacan dan cencalok..

walaupun baunya menyesakkan tapi pasti laris sb dah glamerrrr..

No.8

Jenama kasut paling banyak yg anda miliki?

Clarks… sb aku dah borong sakan tahun lepas…

so selagi boleh pakai takder nya aku nak beli yg baru

No.9

Sekiranya anda menjadi Menteri Pembangunan Masyarakat & Perancang Keluarga

apakah yg akan anda lakukan demi meramaikan rakyat Mesia?

Sekiranya ditawarkan anda berminat utk memegang jawatan menteri aper

? (aper punya tonggang langgang ler soklan aku ni?)

Maternity leave 6 months…

Paternity leave 3 suku dari maternity leave cukupler..

mcm ler sisuami byk sgt membantu time2 confinement pun...

Portfolio menteri baru: Penasihat PM a.k.a

the overpower wifey to PM…( wooo bahaya statement ni…)

No.10

Sila Tag kepada 5 orang yang sangat anda rasa sesuai menjadi menteri di atas!

(itupun sekiranya dia memakai deodorant ye...)

Hmmm (dgn harapan diorang ada la baca blog aku ni sekali sekala

and ada masa nak layan soalan2 nih)

1: ADAMS - Mrs. Hanis

2: MOON - Mrs. Moon

3: Mdm Ainor - Aku tag ko balik…
so otomatik aku tag soy & titah gak

since aku takder banyak member blogger … hehehe
4: Mrs. Soy and Mrs. Titah

5: Saper2 jer la yg sudi nak jawab soalan2 yg tah apa2 ni...

for fun jer...

p/s: add la aku jadi teman blog mu... (ikut tune lagu Kris Dayanti)

BOWLING and other fun stuffs

2010-02-24T13:50:00.007+08:00

Last 2 weeks, office papa ada buat Bowling tournament (within papa's dept) at Wangsa Walk, since Irfan also loves bowling, mummy and Irfan tagged along. The first time Irfan went to bowling alley, biasa main kat rumah jer (susun sendirik la) or kat tmpt game jer..

Just stay for a while, since Irfan cannot play at the alley so we headed to "Family Play Zone" just outside the Wangsa's Bowl.
Here, Irfan's play bowl also... 2 chips for 1 game... tah mana2 la bola bowling tu pegi... and lots other fun stufffffffs ...:)

motor besaq ni... irfan bergaya jer, just ride this yellow motor, the rides -swings to the right and left

Also, chu chu train - move front and back

ni plak bergaya jugak... sb dah rosak... but since Irfan also loves heli so okay ler

ni pun Irfan suka, main "bang2x"... tak tau apa benda yg di bang2x... belasah jer la... sampai 2-3 round laaa

dan macam2 lagi lahhhhhh..... ngabiskan duit jer lepak kat sini... :)

Habis bowling papa... jalan2 jap kat Wangsa Walk ni... 1st time datang katakan... Irfan jumpa plak kawan2 lama - Barney, Baby Bob and BJ, lama tak jumpa last meet up in Sept'08 kat KLCC rasanya (pic on the right)

Also, Oscar and his trash can, last time jumpa kat Mid Valley (dlm jusco) or kat Sogo (tak ingat daaa).. bulan August last year

Pastinya, Irfan having such a great outing time ...with mummy ( papa sibuk main bowling dgn officemate :))

AL-FATIHAH untuk tok

2010-02-22T13:03:00.003+08:00

Tanggal 18.Feb.2010, nenek yg kami adik beradik panggil "Tok" telah kembali ke Rahmatullah kira2 jam 6.00ptg. Dlm 6 lebih dpt panggilan dari adik kat kampung mengatakan tok dah meninggal dunia... "Innalillahhiwainnailaihirojiuun". Actually tok dimasukkan ke hospital pagi khamis lepas setelah mendapat stroke, setelah empat mlm di hospital, Doktor nasihatkan famili membawa tok pulang ke rumah kerana harapan untuk pulih yg tipis.

Malam itu jam 12.00tgh mlm baru bertolak dari rumah, singgah isi minyak dan isi angin tayar kat petrol station, 12.30pg baru the journey begin. Sibuk layan borak dgn hubby, so takder la aku tido dlm perjalanan, kul 5.00pg sampai A.Star. Masa sampai, kakak ipar yg terlelap di sofa terjaga, katanya mak baru jer tido, so takder la kitaorg kejutkan... abah, wa dan cu (tiga beradik) beserta toksu (adik wan) masih membaca surah Yaasin di sisi jenazah. Tidak mahu mengganggu, kami pun masuk tido... dapat tido kejap pun cukuplah... sebab bila matahari dah naik, pastinya sibuk.

Lepas solat subuh, aku menjenguk jenazah tok... risau kalau dah lewat nanti, bila tetamu dtg tak berkesempatan nak melihat dari dekat. Dalam jam 9.00pg, mandikan jenazah tok... at first aku nak ikut serta, tapi Irfan pulak dah bangun tido... sempat tgk org masjid siapkan kain kafan jer. Selesai jenazah tok dimandi dan dikafan kan, anak2, cucu2, cicit2, sedara mara dan jiran memberikan penghormatan terakhir. 10.30pg, jenazah dibawa ke masjid Pantai Johor untuk disembahyangkan, dan jam 11.00pg jenazah selamat dikebumikan di tanah perkuburan Islam Mentalon. Alhamdulillah, urusan terakhir jenazah yg diuruskan oleh org2 yg masih hidup didunia ni berjalan dgn lancar mengikut masa yg ditetapkan..

Buat arwah Tok - Hajjah Maryam binti Mat, semoga berada dikalangan org2 soleh dan solehah.
AL-FATIHAH.

HOME Sweet Home - WALL STICKER

2010-02-05T13:14:00.004+08:00

Experiment the home deco with wall sticker.... the easy and cheaper way of wall decorating... So for the wall at family area... tempat Irfan lepak watching CARS or his other cartoons ... letakkan gambar cat and butterfly... he likes it... my hubby and I also like it...

Then, for foyer's wall... also in green... I sticked some flower pics.. turn out the result not so nice... but just let it be for a while... kalau rasa muak nanti tanggalkan jer.... takder la ralat sgt... hopefully I wont turn the house into a kindergarten with all the stickers... huhuhu

Anyway, my home still need lots of soft touch.... hmmm..hmmmm...hmmmmmm...

DRIVING, parking and I

2010-01-20T14:42:00.004+08:00

People always associate women as a bad drivers... then popped out women as a bad parkers... Is It???... Don't think we (women) are a bad drivers or bad parkers... it just sometimes that we are too careful... and need extra time like we always did (for make up, shopping, gossipping, etc). Anyway it it better than becoming a road bullies as most men are.

I start driving alone few years ago, after owned my 1st car... well it takes me few days before I drive alone after getting the car... no courage to drive. However, after the 2nd day of driving, I drove off from KL to Malacca alone... facing the jammed as well as the sense of highways, experienced day and night, as well as caught in the rain... Still remember I dont know where the wiper's handle to turn it on, ended up I used the wash mode to wipe the rain... luckily not a heavy rain until I stop at R&R to search for it... Anyway, that experience really change my driving's perspective and skill at that time... hahaha..

~ my 1st car (in history) ~

Then for parking, it takes me a year or so before I have courage to do back parking and I will always avoid the side parking unless there was ample space for me to drove in the car directly. Hmmmm... imagine the hassle that I've gone through to look for a such a nice parking space... but that was years before...

Am I a good driver and good parker now... well, not bad... but of coz there were times that I still need to put some effort to parked.. the time when the car parked next to my space is taking up so much space, when I missed out my judgement when do my turning, when I drove other than my usual car for the 1st time or in a blue moon... or simply when I dont really care about how I parked. Another thing, I've change my habit of looking for the nearest parking space (especially at the office), but parked farther away as means of exercising myself (walking for a slightly longer distance :)), with hope that I can have a nice looking figure... hahaha... (for a non-athletic type like me... hate to excercise some more... but want a perfect shape... (just dreaming)).. well... that's me.. huhuhu)

One thing for sure... man and woman are equally bad drivers and bad parkers... positively... man and woman are equally good drivers and good parkers... only there are moments that the good turned into bad...
Of coz, this statement does not applies to all road bullies and the selfish drivers (you are a bad bad guy) ;)

SCARY ... Accident in LDP

2010-01-11T13:09:00.003+08:00

On last saturday, 11th.Jan.2010 around 2.15pm, on the way to Kelana Jaya, there was an accident along the LDP. At first we thought the lorry broke down, then there were smokes coming up.. ingat lori tu rosak and enjin terbakar ke apa, since ramai org dah berkumpul tgk2 tepi jalan... menyumpah ler kat lori tu because broke down on the right lane...

Tapi bila dah dekat... baru notice ada accident, 2 org terdampar tgh jalan...kecut perut sekejap, even we are not the one involved in the accident ( mintak di jauhkan lah).

Kisahnya, lori langgar motor and the riders (penunggang and pembonceng) terheret bawah lori..the motorbike was on fire and unfortunately one of the victim is dead... "Inna-lillahi-wainna-ilaihiroji-un" Tgk jarak antara victim and the lorry... jauh jugak diheret before lorry tu stop.

Victim yg still survive, di bawa ke hospital oleh one of the civillian's car 10 minutes later, after a while baru lah polis dan ambulance sampai.

Hmmmm... so pesan kat hubby, kalau nak bawa motor tu hati2... motorbike always becoming an easy victim, melanggar or di langgar...mcm kes ni, tak tau ler sapa yg salah, yg jadi mangsa pastinya penunggang motor tu. Tapi kalau ikut pandangan kasar.. mcm lorry tu jer, lori sebesar tu on the right lane...?!!! how fast is the driver think he can go...!!

Ikutkan hati takkan bagi hubby bawa motor lagi... bukannya takder keta... Tapi, ajal maut ditangan tuhan..so kita cuma perlu berhati2 dijalan raya dan berdoa agar kematian kita dtg dengan cara yg sebaik2 nya...

IRFAN @ school

2010-01-08T11:36:00.007+08:00

Irfan is going to school for the 1st time at R.E.A.L Kids..( well let alone the Gymboree). Kejutkan dia at 7.30am, nangis nak tido.. tapi still terus bawa ke bathroom, pujuk2 ok ler... just a quick bath... no syampoo and brushing teeth ;). Lepas mandi "ngantuk.... "

Pujuk2 lagi... pakai ler baju gym... no uniform for ECP kids, just wearing a gym suit. still... "nak tido"

Dlm jam 8 lebih, hantar Irfan gi school...

There are 4 kids in his class, the ECP class (kids age 2 1/2 up to 3 year's old ).
# RANA - the iranian girl
# KEVIN - very independent and active boy (tak boleh duduk diam),
# SYAMI - the most senior (dah join the ECP since last year, but first day still needs his mummy)
# IRFAN - mummy's boy ( I need to be around .. otherwise.....)
For orientation's day, teacher Fiza will look after and teach the ECP kids, while teacher Wendy is assisting. Starting Friday there will be a new teacher who will take over, which is teacher Asma.

~ Irfan is heading to his class ~

~ inside the class room ~

~ snack's time ~

~ lepas makan, lepak at TV's room, watching cartoon and browse story book ~

On the 2nd day, after sending Irfan to his classroom and stay for a while,saja jer pura2 tiggalkan Irfan with his teacher, when I step out of the class... huaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... Irfan start crying. So at first buat tak tahu, jer... menyorok kat tmpt lain kejap...still crying, " nak gi kat mummy!.. nak gi kat mummy !"... sampai teacher terpaksa bawa kuar Irfan to look for mummy.. becoz, bila Irfan menangis, he tends to vomit...and he did vomitting bila I approach dan pujuk dia... hmmmmm... masalah ler jugak, so today still tak berjaya meninggalkan Irfan kat class alone... baru 2nd day... fuhhhhhh.

2nd day activities, build up blocks, coloring and dance to R.E.A.L kids song.

hmmmm.. wondering, how long it will take for Irfan to be independent... kalau ikut experience... mmg quite sometime... he needs familiar faces to be around... either mummy, wan, nenek or ngah... papa hmmm... maybe also can lah.. mmg betul2 mencabar... bila tanya nak gi school tak... dia nak... he really like to go to school and play with others, but takes time to socialize and be independent .... Irfan oooo Irfan....

IRFAN at office on "1st day of school"

2010-01-04T12:46:00.001+08:00

Today, bawa Irfan gi ofis, sepatutnya today is Irfan 1st day at school... tapi bila pergi parent- teacher's day on saturday lain plak cerita nya. Monday & Tuesday, orientation for Pre2 & Pre3, Wednesday & Thursday, orientation for ECP and Pre-1. As Irfan is in the ECP, so today and tomorrow, looks like that Irfan will accompanied mummy to the office.

Some snaps using hp's camera

Snaps using laptop's camera :

AVATAR

2009-12-31T11:28:00.001+08:00

Last night baru berkesempatan watching AVATAR kat IOI, tu lah port yg dekat2 sket... so OU, MV akan kureng selepas ini. Lagipun Irfan gi overnight kat Meridien KL dgn wan dan makngah nyer.. so only the 2 of us :). (of coz bawa sekali 2 adik ku yg dok lepak kat rumah before diorg balik kg.)

My review for AVATAR... hmmm... mmg puas hati sangat3x, even the storyboard actually is predictable. The cinematography is marvelous... between fiction and reality... sb unsur fiction with the good side is not necessary homo sapiens, citer ni jd hebat ( in my eyes of coz ). The terrorist quote "Fight terrorist with terrorist", ignorance that they were the actual terrororist. Own races not always rite... so lihat dgn mata hati.. "I see you" hehehehe. Overall, like it... love it...

DILEMA seorang isteri, ibu & menantu

2009-12-29T15:36:00.010+08:00

Tajuk entry kali ni ala2 tajuk drama swasta, tak pun drama bersiri.. after all life is a drama and we are the actor/ actress... sometimes being real and there are times we act... kita hanyalah manusia biasa...

Dilema si ISTERI

Seorang isteri perlu taat kepada suami, baik atau buruknya si suami, si isteri perlu redha... itu adalah jodoh yang telah ditetapkan untuknya, setidak2 nya sehingga ke akhir jodohnya bersama si suami. A wife trying hard to be the best wife, still can be imperfect in the eye of a husband... poor si isteri. A wife afraid of getting old, gaining weight and menopause :) because of si suami, thus trying hard to maintain the shape and the beauty... tapi alih2 si suami still tambah satu dua tiga lagi.... poor the old wife, lucky the younger wife.. very lucky the husband.

Dilema si IBU

Seorang ibu pasti akan meletakkan anaknya sebagai keutamaan dlm apa jua keadaan. It doesn't matter if the mother only a housewife or a CEO of a company, cara pasti berbeza tapi keutamaan tetap sama. How hard is the job to upbring the child, a mother shall not complaint... Of coz in real life, a mother will nag, will express a frustration... but in the end.. the child is the mother's life.

Dilema si MENANTU

Seorang menantu yang berkahwin dengan anak dan memberikan gelaran nenek kepada mertua nya pasti akan sentiasa berada dlm dilema jika si mertua berada diantara keluarga kecilnya.Namun sebagai menantu, mertua mesti dilayan seperti ibu kandungya.Anyhow, jika mertua seperti ibu kandung, kenapa tidak berani berterus terang... menjaga hati dgn memakan hati sendiri.. that's why. Bersabarlah hai menantu, one day you may become a mertua as well, so just remember you don't have to meddle.Lets your kids run their own life.. when they have their own family ...give guidance but do not interfere, they will seek you advise and not go against you... or be in a dilemma because of you...

Footnote: This entry potrays general expression that may be based on own exprerience, story from friends, or just a drama swasta dan sinetron yg melambak kat national TV, no assumption only a mixture of dilemmas...
Well,I guess better live in dilemma than live in crisis, thus, hold it tight and don't ever let it burst. Dont let the dilemma turn into a crisis. All the best ;)

p/s: "gambar hiasan" (ahaksssss... mcm dlm majalah lama2 dulu... or sekarang pun still ada tag "gambar hiasan")

HOME sweet home - STAIRS

2009-12-24T12:45:00.008+08:00

Tangga.. ooo... Tangga... rumah tangga or tangga rumah... hmmmm... tangga rumah kepada rumah rumah tangga ... apa2 laaa...

Perihal tangga... ini pun satu hal jugak dgn contractor nyer... mmg memeningkan kepala lah... Anyway, after perioooooods of time.. akhirnya... complete juga perihal tangga (railing jer... budget untuk tukar flooring tangga mmg takder laaaa..)

~ Original railing ~

Railing asalnyer dah ler kaler pink.. gap palang besar sgt laaa,,, risau plak Irfan suka main2 kat tangga nanti... So tukar ler tangga tu... at first booked the glass type... all about modern (kononnyer la)... then since its among the last work to start, budget pun dah ter over spent to benda2 lain... so tukar ler to Wrought Iron saja, itupun sebab dah bayar 20% deposit awal2 lg (time tak pikir panjang)... otherwise mmg dah lama cancel...

~ Original railing taken out~

for quite sometime jugak ler tangga ni 'bogel'.. penat jugak buat follow up dari awal2 sampai habis ( in progress, dpt tau the saleman is tendering his resignation), mmg patut pun... gaya tak minat buat keje then cari keje lain aaaa..ini menyusahkan org lain... hmmmm ... sabar jer la (sempat meluahkan perasaan haha)

~ The new railing ~

Ini pun belum siap.. the wooden handrail not yet install until last weekend (after we have move in) ... now my house concept is mixed up... hahaha... janji ada rumah... :)