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Oxygen's Controversial Hit Show "Preachers of LA" or Pimps of LA Has The World Talking About God!

2013-10-16T11:34:00.001-07:00

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Last Wednesday, Oxygen premiered its "Preachers of L.A." to over 1.1 million viewers, the highest ratings ever. Why? "Preachers of L.A." is a docu-series, reality, inside view... whatever you want to call it... look at the pastors lyfestyles, business processes, personal and religious perspectives and beliefs surrounded by elaborate surroundings.

The show features Bishop Noel Jones, Deitrick Haddon, Bishop Clarence McClendon, Pastor Wayne Chaney, Bishop Ron Gibson and Pastor Jay Haizlip as they review themselves as men of God and a men driving Bentleys, living in exquisite homes, wearing designer clothing... all while doing the work of the Lord.

Bishop Ron Gibson: "You see my bling, you see my Bentley, you see my Glory but you don't see my Story" "PDiddy, JayZ.. they are not the only ones who should be driving Ferrari's and living a large houses!" "Pushing dope to preaching hope!"

Deitrick Haddon: Divorced his wife of 15 yrs, met his new girlfriend Dominique shortly after in which she became pregnant during the divorce. "That is my Testimony"

Bishop Noel Jones: "Im single... Winning Me.... I am a Prize.." Being a single pastor is difficult, women through themselves at them, emails, sticking phone numbers in my hands, the rock star syndrome... Why can't I have Fun?" "I love being successful"

Bishop Clarence McClendon: Up and divorced his wife years back creating major split in his church. Married new wife immediately after. "The bible says that I wish above all things that you will prosper and be in health even as your soul prospers...I believe that!"

Pastor Jay Haizlip: A skateboarder! "The bible says that those who sow amongst us should reap from us.. that's implying that the preacher is to be taken care of."

These are just some of the statements that are creating controversy around the world!

The show is surrounded by chic trendy music that adds to high level thinking, prosperity and blessings.

Why? Is this prosperity preaching on steroids? Is the message that faith, positiveness, tithing and believing God will bless you financially a gimmick?

This week I have read it all and heard it all. Even to the point where heated debate erupted.

I just can not believe that what we watched on tv is a SURPRISE to everyone. What you see is REAL and part of every churches thinking and processes in some way. In fact.. mega pastors are trying to separate themselves from this show. Its like this pastors have pulled the lid off and revealed things that many want to be kept in silence. And.. because they are showing their lyfestyles, they are now FLAUNTING and ARROGANT.

I dont get it Bishop T.D Jakes: “Now, I know you been watching that junk on TV. I want to tell you right now, not one dime of what you’re sowing right now will buy my suit. I want you to know my car is paid for. I want you to know I got my house on my own. I want you to know I’m not bling-blinging. I am not shake and bake. I had money when I came to Dallas and I plan to have some when I leave. You did not buy what I got. I had it when I came here. You know I had it when I came here. The devil is a lie! I have sold enough books and produced enough movies. I don’t need your offering to pay for this little slimy suit. So I rebuke that spirit in the name of Jesus Christ.”

WHY ARE YOU JUSTIFYING YOURSELF??? ARE YOU GUILTY OF SOMETHING? Let me say this. If all you do at the beginning for work is pastoring. Then you grow and write books and sell your tapes. THAT ALL CAME FROM THE SAME SOURCE...your congregation... believers around the world. So yes.. we have bought some of your suits and paid some of your mortgage.. indirectly. Also, you have been on several shows. Is that flaunting. We have seen you on your private plane. Was that flaunting? ABSOLUTELY NOT!

If worldly people have nice extravagant lyfestyles, WHY SHOULD I NOT EXPECT TO HAVE MORE!!! I am a child of God. I believe I am PURPOSE DRIVEN. I EXPECT GOD TO SHOW UP AND SHOW OUT!!!

Yes, these men.. pastors and bishops around the world... represent thousands that don't really want to be seen like this. But I personally know one of the pastors and have worked on mega conferences of 3 of the pastors. Thier lyfestyles were what you see now... way back many years ago. What you see is who they are... good bad or indifference. But you know what.. THEY ARE MEN... not God. We place them too high on a pedestal.

I have left the church due to some of what you see and a whole lot of what you have not seen... at least yet. It is refreshing to see this show with all its flaws, all its glory, all its controversy. It was refreshing to see the pastors speak about an event and should they be paid an honorarium. WHY WERE PEOPLE UPSET. Yes your pastor ask about money and pay!!!!! WAKE UP!

It was WAY EXCITING to see Deitrick challenge Bishop McClendon on why he needs to bring his entourage.

This is REAL STUFF!!!! And what you think... above all.. GOD HAS THE WORLD TALKING ABOUT HIM!

Check out last weeks episode. Leave a comment.

TONIGHT, at 10 pm:

Bishop Gibson and First Lady LaVette invite Deitrick Hatton and fiancé Dominique to dinner to question them on whether they are marrying for the right reasons. Meanwhile, Pastor Jay Haizlip seeks divine wisdom in dealing with a transgender former church member

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Will the Real Malcolm-Jamal Warner Please Stand Up!

2013-07-30T16:41:00.000-07:00

by kimirhochelle- entertainer publicist www.kimirhochelle.com celebritylyfe.com couturelyfe.com urbanlyfestyles mag twitter/pinterest/ @kimirhochelle google+ +KimiRhochelle Porter photo by: Ramon Ward/KRPR Media

WILL THE REAL MALCOLM-JAMAL WARNER PLEASE STAND UP!

Im still in awe from the entire essence of “An Intimate Night with Malcolm-Jamal Warner”! My firm was obtained to provide various services and really… these types of opportunities allow me to watch and reflect … and take on pivotal moments and key milestones that will make me a better business woman… a better service provider… heck…. a better me all by myself. I did write about the event itself; scroll to the bottom! BUT FOR NOW… I just can’t get this man OUT MY SPIRIT!

Now I am not BY ANY MEANS a groupie, a wannabe, a person that is thirsty for a certain type of attention and definitely has not ever been celebrity struck. I am a worker…period! I do my job and I think… YEP… ONE OF THE BEST!!!! I am stating this because this man I met briefly… watched from afar... listened to... ran around for…KEPT ME UP ALL NIGHT!

I was moved, inspired, stimulated and felt feelings that were covered, hidden, protected, tamed but NOW UNLEASHED! You have me listening to smooth jazz sippin on DAMA TEQUILA.

WHO IS THIS MAN? Theo from “The Cosby’s”, still the little boy acting and playing a role? Where did HE GO?

I AM CONFUSED, IN A BEWILDERED QUARRY STATE OF MIND, DISCOMBOBULATED, OUT OF MY COMFORT ZONE, YET..DAMN I WANT MORE!

This man has moved me and I want to know why. Was it his non-swaggered but cool, smooth, laid back commanding without EVEN saying a word mannerisms? Was it the way he sat and wrapped his being around and within debonairness as he is just he? Was it the way he was so gracious and courteous to EVERYONE yet if he needed to could and would check you but you would still take it as a compliment because of his charm? WHAT WAS IT? WHAT IS IT?

I AM CONFUSED, IN A BEWILDERED QUARRY STATE OF MIND, DISCOMBOBULATED, OUT OF MY COMFORT ZONE, YET..DAMN I NEED MORE!

Could it have been when I first turned around and he was in back of me and we looked right at each other and THAT LOOK, THAT SMILE, ripped through every layer of walls and hit a core very few ever see? IN MY MIND..Did he expose the essence of KIMI and who I am, I don’t want all to see, that is saved for THE ONE to experience- YEP, TOTALLY EXPEREINCE ME? Who is he that has me standing in a full room transparent, naked, real, even for a second that yep… scared me for if you knew who I AM you could hurt me, steal from me, rape me, destroy me; IN MY MIND… so I PROTECT ME! WHO IS THIS MAN? I WANT TO KNOW! I HAVE TO KNOW!

I AM CONFUSED, IN A BEWILDERED QUARRY STATE OF MIND, DISCOMBOBULATED, OUT OF MY COMFORT ZONE, YET..DAMN I HAVE TO HAVE MORE!

Creating promotional pieces for this event I had to watch some of his videos and yep I seen he touched on sexuality and sensuality BUT a part of me was like “That’s cute Theo! But damn, that one was in the pocket!” Then I moved on UNTIL LAST NIGHT!

LAST NIGHT I did not know who I was seeing; a worldly man experienced in sophistication; a dark gorgeous yet cool corny little boy, a teacher and lecturer of erotically sexual arousing foreplay? WHO WAS THIS MAN? WHY ARE YOU PLAYING?

I felt at first like what are these thoughts in my head about this little boy. THIS IS SO WRONG ON SO MANY LEVELS…LOL. The visu-al…ities exploding in my mind and unconscious being HAD ME STUCK and I could not move.

I AM CONFUSED, IN A BEWILDERED QUARRY STATE OF MIND, DISCOMBOBULATED, OUT OF MY COMFORT ZONE, YET..DAMN IM GOING TO GET MORE!

Who is this man on stage talking to me and to us BUT TO MY EROTICNESS THE MOST because it’s the ONLY THING THAT COUNTS, me that I am concerned about? Yep YOU ….BABY… CAN NOT BE TOUCHED! You are off ground, OFF LIMITS, with a DO NOT ENTER sign ALL OVER YOU. WHY?

I AM CONFUSED, IN A BEWILDERED QUARRY STATE OF MIND, DISCOMBOBULATED, OUT OF MY COMFORT ZONE, YET..DAMN I HAVE LET HIM GO!

“SPRUNG” is not an option because YES I would be that little girl playing in your grown man’s world ALLOWING you to wrap those legs and beat that thang and TURN ME OUT…THEN RUNNING BACK FOR MORE.. BUT I CANT. I'M AFRAID AND HAVE FEAR! Who are you? Cursed for me on both sides because if I entertain it… IN MY MIND… of course.. WILL I be disappointed because of FALSE EVIDENCE APPEARING REAL then mad as hell because THIS IS A GROWN ASS WOMAN OVER HERYA and I was played with, toyed with.. go play with those little girls over there... ness; fooled because I took the hype and bit the apple like you did wearing a suit when you really wanted jeans.

Or… could you be that real thang talking real stuff, mentally deep, emotionally explicitly arousing all the erogenous, aphrodisiac zones and creating new layers of highness…FOR A MOMENT …BUT THEN.. ITS GONE… AND IM THIRSTY FOR MORE?

Nope! THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN! Nope! THAT COULD NEVER HAPPEN!

I AM CONFUSED, IN A BEWILDERED QUARRY STATE OF MIND, DISCOMBOBULATED, OUT OF MY COMFORT ZONE, YET..DAMN I NEED TO WAKE UP!

I AM CONFUSED, IN A BEWILDERED QUARRY STATE OF MIND, DISCOMBOBULATED, OUT OF MY COMFORT ZONE, YET..DAMN I HAVE TO WAKE UP!

WHO ARE YOU… see I don’t like fluff fluff interviews so I choose not to interview talent. My interviews are deep and thought provoking. But had I interviewed this man in front of me THIS CASE WOULD HAVE BEEN CLOSED. IN FACT, THERE WOULD NOT HAVE BEEN A CASE. You see, I would ask you:

· When did Theo leave and Malcolm emerge?
· The words you speak of erotic tales are they real for many to explore widening your story tales or special, meaningful episodes with THAT ONE?
· Who stimulates you, your mind… where are they.. THAT one that makes you say wow.. man.. damn.. she keeps me high and craving more!

See, you seem complacent or bored, or something. I know as you say you have accomplished the things in lyfe that you have went after and being a successful child star with net worths in bank, panties thrown at you daily so even that becomes a bore… where is your mojo? As you say the only thing stopping you is you and I TRULY UNDERSTAND ….. because, I TOO am bored with levels, and mediocrities and being bored and stifled is deadly. Your voice gets choked and juices are smothered and lyfe is not fulfilling. Perhaps IT IS HERE that I vibed with you! I have been strangled and paralyzed to even want to be creative UNTIL LAST NIGHT.

WHO ARE YOU? A great man; yet still a man! A man modeled from youth and trained to perfection… yet still a man. A man that is intellectually and emotionally capable of moving a society into blissful places with paths of many to choose but just have to choose.

Malcolm-Jamal Warner find your mojo; the world is waiting to BE INSPIRED for your purpose and greatness has YET TO BE SEEN. Your universal awakening of thought provoking projects is sitting in the dust covered and hidden until YOU and ONLY YOU blow lyfe into them

IT’S MALCOLM PART II so baby STAND UP, STAND UP… and DO IT!

You have empowered me through some type of sexual stimulation but I DON’T CARE how it came.. it came. Nope.. I canNOT hang with you in fact when I see you again I canNOT hug you but will say hello… Your vibe is too strong and I will be overtaken by deployed weaknesses. Yep.. I love thinking deep emotional stand strong men and you are the first and years that moved me to confusion. So I thank you FOR AN INTIMATE NIGHT WITH YOU even if it was with me myself and I; for my selfish nasty freaky thoughts; for my vulnerability to see OR to think that others really see me; that its ok to be revealed… JUST BE ME ALWAYS.

Grow who you are, that little boy??? Theo?…. who is that man???…. NOPE… A GROWN UP MAN… MALCOLM-JAMAL WARNER!

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A MOTHER'S DAY BLUES?

2013-05-13T07:55:00.001-07:00

well.. i have to say THANK YOU to EVERYONE that called me today.. inboxed, posted, texted, emailed..etc. IT REALLY MEANT MORE than you will ever know...for me.. today was extremely emotional and while i can say its this or that.. i really dont know what hit me..from 3am-ish (my usual wake up time) i just began to cry.. and really throughout the day...i THANK GOD for the Angels that called me..my girls..my fam.. and yep.. allowed me to just be me and cry.. they did not know i was going through.. they were just led to call.. after my daughter convinced me to come out to la.. (although i hung up the phone and still was not going to go).. i had to ask the Lord to just help me to just get up.. once i was up.. i knew that was half the battle.. but..i could not talk on the way up and cried.. so i just said Lord.. whatever this is.. i dont want it to spread to anyone.. and please.. let me release it in tears... God had other plans though.. my son called.. and really we talked from diamond bar to los angeles.. i did not really want to think, talk.. plan.. nothing.. so my daughter made plans to go and get tanned up.. which was part of an original plan that i canceled.. she literally just let me be me.. did not question me.. gave me hugs along with my granddaughter.. and niece.. took me to eat.. and then.. gave me hugs and i returned home.. im telling this.. because..I KNOW.. there are women that have went through something today.. and at various times.. AND I WANT YOU TO KNOW.. you are not alone.. i go through also.. not as extreme as today.. BUT ..i really understand.. SO.. hang in there.. even at my lowest point where the tears flowed.. I STILL WAS BLESSED!!! TO MY SON CEDRIC, DAUGHTERS CHRISTINA and KARI - YOU ARE MY WORLD.. YEP.. I MISS YOU ALL.. BUT KNOW I AM PROUD TO BE YOUR MOTHER...i can stand you 3 up against ANY OTHER MEN/WOMEN.. AND I WOULD STAND PROUD! BTW.. I took a picture to compare from the other day.. where i looked pale, pink, flush...to now.. im tanned up.. darker on the rest of my body.. but.. im happy as step 1!

VIDEO / PHOTO: Would You Like To Take A Shot? Butt Shots That Is? A Nicki Minaj? A Brooke Bailey of BBWLA?

2013-05-11T13:02:00.002-07:00

by KimiRhochelle twitter / pinterest / instagram : @kimirhochelle
Every day, all around the world in hotels, back alleys and any other dark secret locations, women are partaking in illegal butt injections while forking out $500 to $15,000. Injections that many do not know the chemical liquid that are being pumped into their bodies. But that does not stop the procedure!

Today's society is focused on outer beauty and what was once a major deal.. plastic surgeries, tummy tucks, face lifts, etc.... are now just the norm. Adding to the "must have perfect body" syndrome are butt shots.

It's not a surprise! The entertainment industry is a "must look great" culture and he who has it... wins. Those looking on, the public, the kids, the wannabe's.. just see what they don't have and what they want to add or change on their body. The mindset is that once they get a procedure, they will: feel better about ourselves, attract more of the opposite sex, receive more modeling jobs.. and the list goes on.

I too am contemplating some type of procedure! Not quite sure what. As I am older, it is so hard to maintain the physique I once had. My stomach is NOT FLAT, my perfect boobies are now at a different mapquest area on my body, my face has changed drastically, my underarms are beginning to swing. OMG...yep, I will be getting something. However, before I take the get quick procedure, I have made up my mind to give 150% to exercise, healthy eating, lifting weights and any other activity I can think of. I have been told that if I exercise consistently, I will have the body I want..again! I watch "The Biggest Loser" and have to believe that it is true but until I get up and make it happen... I am leaning more and more to the get quick solutions.

However, the butt injections ARE NOT AN OPTION for me. I figure my bottom is big enough. I just need to do squats (at least in my mind, lol). However, many are taking the shots. The injections have been found to be tire inflation solutions and some other unknown chemicals that have been sealed with super glue. That's correct, I said super glue.

Some procedures have turned out great while others have caused death. And, many have been arrested for providing the procedure.

Now for the record, I am NOT A HATER! I LOVE GORGEOUS FEMALE BODIES however the body was achieve! I am just seeking options for myself and through my research am learning some fascinating things "IN MY LYFE" that I thought you may want to be aware of.

In fact, I like the before and after looks of cast member Brooke Bailey from "Basketball Wives LA" pictured on the right--->

Brooke is a Video Vixen and gorgeous model that has graced numerous men magazines. It is her job to look beyond great. In fact, while her before look appears to be a slender, lean model; in the modeling and fashion world, the look is too commercial, too dark, too something! I know, I use to model and no matter how thin I was, there was ALWAYS something I needed to change. HOWEVER, due to the hip hop movement, big butts are in and the demand for the after Brooke look is high. However.. until I have heard from the horses mouth, or in this case.. the beauties mouth, I can not say that she has had buttock injections. Of course, we visually see the difference but the how is only speculation at least to m. AND...remember, even when you get ANY procedure, you still have to keep it up through proper eating and exercise.

KNOWN FOR A FACT is "Miss To Big For The Underground Now On Top Of The World" Nicki Minaj. Nick's barbie doll created body has placed her amongst the WHO'S WHO sought after talents. In fact, she now has her own barbie doll collection.

But all are not so lucky. Some have horrible after effects. Some have lost limbs. Some have died.

Take a look at the following pictures and watch the 6 videos. WHAT DO YOU THINK?

Police photos of 30-year-old Oneal Ron Morris, a not-doctor arrested by Miami Gardens, Florida police for allegedly giving women—and herself—butt injections using a mixture of "cement, 'Fix a Flat,' mineral oil and super glue."

Teased by her family and friends about her flat "pancake" booty, Apryl Michelle Brown had always been insecure about her backside. Once she got enough money, she told herself, she'd buy herself a better one. "I didn't know if I wanted to look like Janet Jackson or J. Lo," the Los Angeles cosmetologist, 46, says in an exclusive interview featured in the November issue of ESSENCE magazine. "I just wanted a new, bigger booty." Tragically, her quest for curves cost her all her limbs and almost her life.

FOR THE FIRST TIME... MY GOALS EXTEND EMPOWER ELEVATE KIMIRHOCHELLE

2013-04-30T10:36:00.000-07:00

I am feeling GREAT TODAY...when i was younger.. I use to be up all the time and in that time concentrated on me.. my goals...LATELY..i have been exhausted.. no energy..feeling like i'm pushing a mountain just to get to the car...BUT NOW.. it appears i'm finding my mojo... the things i need to do daily in my new lyfe...i'm even working out better...stronger... THANK GOD... i want to S/O my girl Tracy.. MRS. BALLER BALLER JET SETTER..she ALWAYS introduces me to HEALTHY LIFE CHANGING EXPERIENCES...today..she told me about this YOGA HEAT class where you exercise in 100+ degrees... you sweat like you have never before... SO I AM THERE... she said while you are doing the class.. its hard but you gets stronger each time you go.. HOWEVER.. the next day.. YOU ARE ON TOP OF THE WORLD...YOU KNOW IM THERE!!! LOL... in my lyfe.. my goals where goals to help take care of kids as a single mother.. since all my kids are grown, on there own.. in their own lyfe.. the transition has been difficult finding out what i'm suppose to do .. and why.. why i'm i doing this.. what is my goal... not a house, a car.. all that superficial stuff is old to me and DOES NOT motivate me.. in fact.. i don't want to be tied to ANYTHING.. REPHASE.. I'M NOT... so today.. i told my girl.. "DANG.. I AM WORKING MY TAIL OFF JUST TO GO TO THESE CLASSES AND LYFE CHANGING EXPERIENCES!!" then... THE LIGHT BULB CAME ON.. while classes may be only $15 or $20... IT ALL ADDS UP..HOWEVER.. for the FIRST TIME IN MY ENTIRE LYFE.. MY GOALS ARE FOR ME.. MYSELF.. AND I....KIMIRHOCHELLE... i am not interested in partying and drinking (drinking is a waste unless i need to sleep.. i dont get drunk.. i go to sleep.. like my dad----side note: thanks dad for spoiling me.. and loving me more than lyfe----)... MY GOALS.. surround healthy living.. participating in things that EXTEND EMPOWER ELEVATE my mind my body and my soul... AND I LOVE THAT! HAVE A MARVELOUS DAY!!!

PICTURE: THE END OF THE RAINBOW.. RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME!!! FOLLOW YOUR DESTINATION!!!

2013-04-08T08:51:00.000-07:00

The end of the rainbow.. 1 block in front of me.. FOLLOW YOUR DESTINATION!!!
TODAY...do something different, eat someplace new, smile at 5 people and say hi.. heck.. get rid of your old draining disappointing friends and find new ones, call a new potential client, spend time with yourself....GO FOR IT! YOU ARE DESTINED FOR GREATNESS.....START RIGHT NOW!!!! LET TODAY, THIS MOMENT, THIS SECOND.. begin the venture of your destination God has for YOU! IT'S RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU...GRAB IT.. SEIZE IT... LIVE IT... it's YOUR LYFE...KIMIOLOGY!

3 STRIKES LAW...HUMMMM...

2012-11-07T20:16:00.000-08:00

they passed the law to get rid of or revamp the 3 strikes law... this law has definitely affected my lyfe... my ex-husband is in jail for 3 strikes... 59 yrs to lyfe.... but really... he never had 3 strikes.. when he got in trouble with the law.. 1. it was not under the guidelines of what the 3 strikes were suppose to be.. 2. they went back into his pass and added strikes on 2 other situations... when the law was never even in effect... he has been in jail for around 16 yrs.. im sure my daughters are excited... they really want him to come home... and.. i suppose i do to!!! God is amazing.. in fact.. it was prophesied that he was coming home and God would restore my family... that was 2 yrs into this ordeal... hummmmm ...wow... just thought of something... everything i lost is coming back.....wow... !

What's Yours .... IS YOURS!!!

2012-11-07T17:46:00.001-08:00

im going to tell you something... 2 yrs ago.. i had my url www.urbanlyfestyles.com ..i had it on hold while a web designer NEVER finished my site.. somehow...a Japanese co bought it.. i really did not have the time to fight it.. so i let it go and created www.urbanlyfestylesmagazine.com ... 2 months ago.. the japanese company emailed me...after they searched me out.. and asked me if i wanted it for 6 or $800 ... i never responded due to projects.. i thought.. why am i going to pay $800 for MY URL that I CREATED...but.. 2 wks ago.. ANOTHER COMPANY..MINT ACQUISITIONS.. emailed me and asked me if i wanted it for $69 ..i believe.. i replied.. i would pay $40 for MY URL that i had created 2 yrs ago and should not have ever been sold.. they said that due to the hard costs of transferring the url.. they could only sell it for $69... well i bought it back.. and about to re-create my magazine site and social network site... im telling you this because.. 1. no one can ever take what's yours.. so dont be mad at folks when it appears they took your idea.. or product.. or whatever... WHAT'S YOUR'S IS YOUR'S AND IT WILL COME BACK TO YOU!!! 2. take care of your world.. your brand.. your business..your family... whatever... DO NOT NEGLECT the little things.. IT'S TOO COSTLY .. 3. YOU ARE HIGHLY FAVORED... AND GOD'S GRACE IS SUFFICIENT...bass in that... AND YOU WILL ALWAYS BE COVERED! have a wonderful day all... i'm loving lyfe!

KIMIRHOCHELLE: i'm just EXCITED!

2012-07-16T15:05:00.000-07:00

NOTHING MAJOR...but.. as I transition into my own new world: kids are grown, single, no commitments...just me sitting here deciding all my options...I'm just excited!

What was first a bubble of fear.. now.. I am so open to every door that is in front of me1

Wiser, smarter, more experienced, more calm, not hasty...I know who I am, what I can do...I smell mess...I'm just so ready for such a time like this!

In fact... every person in my lyfe right now... we are all in a phase of newness.

While I really can not pin point one single thing, I am just excited and blessed of whatever God has in store for me ....all the unknowns... it's ok... I AM GREAT! krp

Do African Men /Women Dislike Themselves? Continued Thoughts from Real Talk The Movement

2012-06-18T13:59:00.001-07:00

I had the pleasure of participating on a panel from Real Talk the Movement under the direction of LaTonya Washington. The title of the topic "Black on Black Love".    There were 2 questions posed that really stuck to the back of my mind. A.. Do we like ourselves and how can we tell? B.. Are women forced to go to the other side for a relationship..basically dating out of race? While I answered the questions..I later find these questions poking at my soul for continued examination. The second question that is grabbing my curiosity...I will have to do some more reflection and research...and really ponder on that. However, I want to share some insights or further thought on the first question.

DO WE LIKE OURSELVES AND HOW CAN WE TELL?

My answer was a straight NO! But in reality.. I believe my answer should have been, "I believe we don't LOVE ourselves and there are times when we like or don't LIKE ourselves. And.....it is impossible to "like" ourselves if we don't "Love"ourselves.

As women... we go through so many changes. Various stages in our lives, having babies, balancing careers, keeping our families.. are more so...as single parents.. keeping our families secure, taking on duties that would be handled by our mates if we had one, hormones, monthly cycles, relationships with business matters and personal matters, the challenges of what it means to be a woman, a black woman, a business woman...hurts, betrayals, abandonment, disappointments..and so much more!

Most of the time.. we find that who we really are..the things we really want to do... has been lost! Yes, we lose ourselves in lyfe! Therefore, we really don't know who we are. To those women who have found that magical place of peace of truly knowing themselves..I know you look at those women who have not and say, "she don't know who she is!"   I know this.. because I say this from time to time!

For the millions of women who don't know who they really are.. who are just passing each day by default because of survival needs or because we gave up our passions for kids and family...or even lack of money.. or for any and every other reason that forced the "Real Self" to sit in the back..or to fly out the window...when the "Real Self" left.. so did the love of yourself*!

Yes, we have learned to adjust. We have learned to find happiness. Yes there was joy and at times many special moments. But were those moments from your "Real Self" or through others happiness?

You see, to really live lyfe from your "Real Self" is a selfish mindset. To satisfy the "Real Self", your every thought and motive and existence stems of the passions of the "Real Self". It works both ways.   If you have always had a career and never had children.. perhaps you have always wanted a child or children and later in lyfe it happens and now you are complete. Or, you had children and gave up career options and opportunities and its not until your children are grown that you can now pursue all types of options. Either way, we women know within ourselves what we gave up or sacrificed for the moment and prayerfully through God, we have the next levels in lyfe to do the things we have always wanted to do..travel, have kids, further careers...whatever...but we know.. deep within our souls.

Latonya Washington

You see, a women loves herself when the things that make her happy are being nurtured. When those things are being nurtured by outside factors..such as a man, friends, family, kids... when those things are gone.. then we are unhappy. Therefore, we must find the nurturing within ourselves. We must keep ourselves as true to who we really are or we will be unhappy inside which later makes us not love who we are. Because at that point, who we have become is not really who we are and we don't like that person we see in the mirror.

The second part of that question is, "How can we tell"!

I believe it was Mac Wells, a panelist, that stated, "We can tell by how we treat or love our children, our mate, our family". This is so true!

We can not love others if we don't love ourselves. We take our disappointments or failures or situations out on those close to us. We gossip, talk negatively about everything, do things to other women that may intimidate us, always have conflict, always start trouble, always argumentative.

If you are out with friends or mate do you do the following:

A gorgeous women walks in the room..who says something negative about the women...who joins in. If the entire night is spent on talking about other people in the room, restaurant, club..YOU DON'T LOVE YOURSELF! In fact.. you have nothing to talk about. You have no substance. And the friends you are around...well... birds of feather...they are flock together. If the conversation tares others down..where is the love? You could be talking about movies, books, business matters, how to handle various situations in your lyfe...something that enlightens yourself.
If you see an acquaintance or something they are doing....do you bad mouth it, find something wrong with it, not support it or are feeling a little jealous on the inside? YOU DON'T LOVE YOURSELF! The ONLY reason you feel that way is because YOU are not pursuing YOUR "REAL SELF" PASSIONS! You see others are and wonder how they are still continuing on while you stopped. You see the reasons you stopped, the fears, the failures, the financial losses, the whatever it was that stopped you straight in your step from fulfilling you true passions. You become a little jealous on the inside instead of being happy for them.
If you see a man with a date or someone he is seeing, do purposefully go and talk to him and avoid her, give her attitude, try to take his attention? THIS HAPPENS EVERY NITE IN THE CLUBS! YOU DON'T LOVE YOURSELF! In fact, you don't have sisterhood. Why would you want to let your presence be known? If he wanted to be with you, he would have! There was a young lady at the "Real Talk" event. She was giving her thoughts on a subject but within her discussion she said. "If I find out a man is seeing other women, it's over.." I was like... this woman LOVES HERSELF, respects herself, likes herself therefore she has great respect for other woman! I love it!
If you are seeing a man and you know its a "friends with benefits" situation YET..you really are a woman that seeks a real one on one relationship...THEN YOU DON'T LOVE YOURSELF!.. You are settling for the moment and every time you leave you feel lower about yourself. This of course adds to negative thoughts about yourself.

I could go on and on but won't. I will say this. We can love ourselves and at times dislike our behavior. Such as calling up that man we know really don't want us but we go over to spend time. We are disappointed that we were weak to give in. Well, for those that have done this and are doing this.. the more you love yourself, the less it will happen. I still call my past men I've dated. But more and more months go by in between the calls. And.. while I use to give in and go over to be with someone..now.. I know I really don't want to because I want more from a relationship so I end up not going. In fact, its less on my mind. Plus, I ask God to help me in every area of my life and to keep me strong were I'm weak.

I will add this also... I know who I am, I am learning daily to love me more, I am changing my negative thoughts about myself, I am taking responsibility in my lyfes' past actions and with my lyfe now, I know every 10 yrs. I go through a re-learning period of who I am and what I should eat or not, etc., I know I gain weight every 10 years and have to re-adjust to manage my weight, I know how I am perceived, I know at times I not only do I not like myself ..I hate my actions or non-actions, I know at times my hair looks like a mop (as in the picture above..lol,) and at times its laid...I KNOW ME! But...regardless of my weight, my financial situation, my hurts, my disappointments.. I love to empower others and to help others. I am learning to empower myself..a very new action since now my children are grown.

I want to challenge us women that really want to be real about ourselves, those that are open to new thoughts and ways to be a better us..to go and attend the next Real Talk. It's every month. There are 2 locations, Ontario and Los Angeles. Men and Women are having conversation about real issues, asking deep, honest and real questions they are seeking. AND ... there is a license counselor on site to talk about real facts. Please visit www.REALTALKTM.ORG . Tell your girls and your boys to come out, have drinks, eat...and have REAL TALK!

It's Mindful Monday...

2012-05-07T08:33:00.000-07:00

IT's MINDFUL MONDAY....stay focus on whats in front of you...your goals, new opportunities.... remember.. there are those following you.. they dont have their own vision...mission...they have not found it... so they see and watch what you do.. to gleam off you, imitate you, try to get next to you....see.. if they had their own vision... you would not be in THEIR SITE OR RADAR.... unless it matched the synergy of their vision....SO... pray for discernment and wisdom... and allow God to lead....BUT... REMEMBER..there are people in front of YOU....however... if you are truly walking the vision God has given you....you will only see whats in your path to connect with...ALSO.... CHECK YOUR MINDSET...if you are down and being negative.. (yes we all go through it) ...then our outlook will NOT SEE the positive opportunities....SO BE CAREFUL....your attitude can change the outlook of any situation.....you know... is the glass half full or half empty type thing...THEN......GET READY FOR FINALLY FRIDAY!!!! to relax... wind down...kick it with friends, family, mate....AND OF COURSE...YOURSELF & GOD!!!

If you missed last Monday's "Mindful Monday"... here it is...

IT'S MINDFUL MONDAY...be mindful of your purpose, goals, time, those you listen to, wasted energies, idleness, inner spirit, distractions that deter you...lets get to --------->FINALLY FRIDAY ...where we can reflect, relax and get ready to rejuvenate on the weekend!!!! Remember, IT ALL STARTS OVER AGAIN...but each week... new levels, new accomplishments, new contacts, new missions!

krp

OUR DEEPEST FEAR...by Marianne Williamson

2012-03-18T14:48:00.002-07:00

Our Deepest Fear

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.

It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us.
We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant,
gorgeous, handsome, talented and fabulous?

Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God.

Your playing small does not serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking
so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
We are all meant to shine, as children do.

We were born to make manifest the glory of God within us.
It is not just in some; it is in everyone.

And, as we let our own light shine, we consciously give
other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our fear,
our presence automatically liberates others.

by Marianne Williamson

~~~

I remember so clearly how I did not want to make my brother have a picture of jealousy on his face if I made more money than him..

I remember so clearly how I did not want my closest friends to feel inadequate because of how I was dressed or in shape or because of my profession..

I remember so clearly how I hated to see the look on the face of the man I loved or hear his downgrading verbiage because of who I was..

THEN... I read this poem... not understanding it for years...

BUT THEN...God opened my eyes...

When anyone... including our own perceptions...feel intimidation of others...feel jealousy...feel low.. it's because GOD'S LIGHT that shines from a POSITIVE, EMPOWERING, SUCCESSFUL person (or what we perceive) SHINES so BRIGHT...that it REFLECTS our own LIGHT WITHIN OURSELVES...and if that LIGHT IS DIM...WE SEE & KNOW...truly how inadequate we are, how we are not doing all we can, how we gave up, HOW WE REALLY ARE!

It has taken so many years to feel comfortable around various people because I did not want to see that look on their faces... especially those I loved... THUS... I have hindered my personal growth.

TODAY...I LOVE WHO I AM... WHERE I AM...I accept my falls and still renew my thoughts of the past that I can not change...

TODAY...I UNDERSTAND..that when my presence walks into a room.. and if I see "that look" ..if I feel a persons negative attitude or vibe.. especially in the heart of hearts I know I'm just being me... that it is their personal issues within themselves... AND TO JUST LOVE THEM...

AND..as I continue to do so.. It allows them to setting down... to be themselves.. to know...that THEY TOO ARE A BRIGHT LIGHT!

I am liberated...ARE YOU!

Is Black History Month Relevant?

2012-02-16T09:55:00.000-08:00

Is Black History Month Relevant?

AT TIMES...it seems like the history of African Americans have been diluted, washed down and even forgotten.

AT TIMES..it seems like the generation we live in THINKS that the world just began for them

AT TIMES..it seems like ALL THE SACRIFICES from years back are taken for granted

AT TIMES..i look at our people, young and old..and shake my head in a maze of confusion

AT TIMES.. it seems like WE HAVE ONLY JUST BEGUN

AT TIMES..i just wonder who i am and where do i fit...AT TIMES!

WHAT ARE YOUR THOUGHTS?

hummmm...JUST SOME QUESTIONS ABOUT @NICKIMINAJ & @LADYGAGA

2012-02-14T14:29:00.002-08:00

As Nicki Minaj levitates during her performance at the 2012 Grammy Awards held at Staples Center on Sunday (February 12) in Los Angeles, only after walking with the The Pope on the red carpet earlier in the evening in a Red Versace Cape..I knew she had something underneath.
However.. I just did not get what she was doing.. nor were any of the fashion commentators at that time.

In fact, I could not watch the entire performance due to all the satanic rituals and excorcismness!

HOWEVER, after reading a blog by Betrice Coeman-Sweet...and featuring it in ULM Celebrity Lyfe Blog "Nicki Minaj: Method to the Madness by Betrice Coleman-Sweet" http://urbanlyfestylesmagazine.com/page/celebrity-lyfe , I had a better understanding.

But still I was puzzled!

Nicki Minaj's performance is being blasted all over the internet as THE WORSE performance of all times. What is not clear to me though, is "Was it the worse because she could not perform or did not have the acting/dancing personifications to pull the performance off? OR ...was it the worse because it was such a great re-enactment that it offended so many people both secular and religious?"

I would have to say she performed the heck out of the the entire theatrical concept from the time she walked out of the car onto the red carpet until she drove away from the Staples Center. SO CONVINCING that I had to pray demons away and had to really pray about what was going on or even to write something about it.

SO WHY ALL THE NEGATIVE COMMENTARIES?

The 29-year-old rapper kicked off her performance by confessing the lyrics to her new single, “Roman Holiday,” called “The exorcism of [Nicki's alter ego] Roman,” which was choreograhed by Laurieann Gibson and featured religious imagery, pyrotechnics, and backup dancers dressed as monks.

YET,.it was deemed a disaster!

And, her appearance was compared to Lady Gaga’s ''Paparazzi'' 2009 MTV Video Music Award performance where Lady Gaga collapsed on stage with blood dripping from her rib cage and smeared on her face before rising above her dancers on stage. (Also there have been comparison’s of Lady Gaga’s performance last year where she arrived on the red carpet in an egg, and escaped the egg during the opening of her performance).

What was confusing to me is that Lady Gaga's performance was categorized by many as a dramatic performance and as one of the night's highlights due in part to the wild fashion and the rather graphic (and bloody) ending. In fact, Lady Gaga's choreography was the mastermind of the same Laurieann Gibson
that choreographed Minaj' in your face performance last Sunday.

WHAT WAS THE DIFFERENCE?

They both were extreme in dramatics.
They both dealt with death, blood or offensive tones such as hanging and of course an exorcism.

It was not until someone said to me, "Nicki is black and Lady Gaga is white!"

And now I have to look at both performances and ask, "If it were Lady Gaga performing the same routine instead of Nicki Minaj....what would the response have been?"
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Just My Thoughts About Whitney Houston @kimirhochelle

2012-02-12T10:39:00.000-08:00

I remember about 25 years ago, I was pursuing modeling and had the honor to be a trophy model for the NAACP Image Awards. That particular year, I briefly met Whitney Houston as she passed to go onto stage. At the time.. I was hungry, searching, extremely aggressive in making my dreams a reality in the entertainment world.

Last Thursday night, Whitney Houston attended the "Kelly Price & Friends Unplugged: "For the Love of R&B" event. No one knew that that event would be her last interview...her last small performance.
(click here to see photos and video http://celebritylyfe.blogspot.com/2012/02/whitney-houston-brian-mcknight-terrell.html )

Saturday....I heard the news that Whitney Houston had died!
~~~

When I highlighted the story of last Thursday's event..I had to research various pictures. I only took some on the inside so I reached out to other media/photographers who were on the red carpet. To my sadness, I had to see so many bloggers and media outlets showcase negative images of Whitney Houston. Of course today, there are more negative ones from that night. However, I thought to myself... why do all these outlets have to show the bad side of people. Anyone can take a picture and the snap captures eyes half close and the person looks high or drunk...anyone... ! And if she was drunk... is there nothing inside of you that tells you to try to find a great angle! However...they do it because we the public want to see that side. But why?

Does it make us feel normal to see others look like we really feel inside?
Does it make us feel more superior that someone else is going through and we are not?

In either case...I chose pictures that I believe made her and others look great and happy.

After hearing about Whitney Houston's death I thought... "Thank You Jesus!" ..."I am so happy I CHOSE to tell stories of people in greatness!"

I am so happy that the last written words from me to the public about Whitney Houston was just a simple positive portrayal yet.. I really wondered how all the bloggers felt at that moment they heard Whitney Houston had died!

Did they reflect and say..."my last story of Whitney ... I tore her down?"

I would say...probably not!

In fact, as of today...the selling of photos and images of Thursday night is ramped and stories are getting worse by the second.
~~~

I WAS DEVASTATED about the news!

WHY? I did not know her and only briefly met her in a backstage of an awards show.

Well, I had to question that myself. In fact.. I had to reflect on that question. Then God showed me...

Yesterday, I felt like I was re-living my past. Those 25+ years back... I took a walk down my memory lane. I seen all the decisions that I had made..all the chooses.. all the mistakes..all the decisions...all the grind!

I was forced to look at why 2 people were at the same location in time... both the same age.. both right at the beginning of newness yet one leaped beyond the stars and the moon and the other ..seems to just be moving along in lyfe.... or so at first site... it seems.

I have been asked so many times by my family...why am I not further than where I am? To be honest.. I really could not answer... TODAY I CAN!

In my path up until today... I can honestly say...I have had numerous opportunities to be in positions to be further financially in lyfe than I am. I have chosen..in the past not to accept many of the opportunities that were set before me. I never dated anyone for their money or position or for what they can do for me. And yes I believe that I too, in the past, have placed myself in positions were I should be dead. But the road I have chosen has allowed me to continue to help and empower others which is not always the popular side in the entertainment business. So I accept where I am at and am happy within myself as well as very grateful to be able to have other opportunities. And I look at all the get quick schemes and laugh but at one point may have entertained. And while I am not perfect and had made numerous bad choices... everything was to prepare me for such a time as this.

Through the years, I have had to rack through the weeds to define who I am, my purpose, my beliefs, my total being. And today I am so honored that God have me a brief moment to meet Whitney Houston. For you see.. I watched her come, grow and go! ...like I do with so many others I have met along my path of lyfe.

Whitney Houston's music... like millions globally..was injected into my veins and that brief moment I met her I was infused with a connection that helped me grow through lyfe. Yep... to watch her ups and downs and hurts and cries... I felt so deep in my soul.

Like millions globally... we cheered for her come back..and if she could continue... so can we... so can I...! For at Whitney's level.. it was not about the money or the fame..it was about the heart and the constant battles we all face within ourselves that we ALL have to over come!

:Like millions globally... we just wanted to see her back.. not even to have the same voice or the same look..but just to be back and ok.. and healthy and loving lyfe... as a solid woman... she was our hope we could touch and cheer for...we silently said..."you can do it"! And with her death... perhaps a little hope left me and others.
~~~

I hate reading the story lines today and what will come...because.. what i see is different!

I seen that God had Whitney and He loved her so much. God knew it was her time and He took her on the day she was to honor the man that birth her musically Clive Davis and prepared her table for this weekend before she was ever born!

For 3 days... WHITNEY HOUSTON WAS HONORED!

Thurs..."Kelly Price & Friends Unplugged: "For the Love of R&B" the house honored her and celebrated with her and was happy to see her.

Sat: "Clive Davis Pre-Grammy Bash" the house honored her and cried for her because they loved her

Sun. The Grammy's will have a tribute to her

Get More: Music News

~~~

I AM HONORED TO WAKE UP TODAY!
I am honored to reflect on my personal lyfe past and present!
I am honored to have had a brief moment with WHITNEY HOUSTON!

WHITNEY HOUSTON 1963-2012

UNCONDITIONAL LOVE FROM A MAN OR A FATHER?

2011-06-19T08:05:00.000-07:00

in the midnite hours ... i was working around the internet. i came across a posting that caught my eye and made me ponder..i sometimes hate when this happens because i wont get any sleep until i write about... so.. yes im tired... but will sleep sound after this posting...lol..

the posting was talking about a woman's love and respect for her father and his UNCONDITIONAL LOVE... thus prompting ponderous moments about MEN and their relationships with their FATHERS' UNCONDITIONAL LOVE..and how it effects relationships he has with a woman. Can a man give unconditional love to A WOMAN if he never received it FROM HIS FATHER?

the first thoughts are about UNCONDITIONAL LOVE FROM FATHERS...my thoughts about UNCONDITIONAL LOVE from a man to a woman... will come later...lol..

so i write this....
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UNCONDITIONAL LOVE FROM A MAN OR A FATHER?

i want to thank the fathers for their unconditional love..
of staying, of existing, of being present, of never leaving
for giving and cherishing and scorning and holding
for sacrifice for unselfishness for going without
for crying for being open for humbling moments and taking back seats
for filling the void in fatherless children's lives
for wiling to die for for us
for praying and guiding and reaching to God

yet i must think this sounds like what our HEAVENLY FATHER does
HE gives unconditional love
HE gives unconditional strength
HE gives unconditional forgiveness
HE gives when not received
HE protects and punishes and chastise
HE sees us who we are accepts us where we are
HE always has us in his thoughts

i have to wonder about men that are a man waiting to grow up
where is your unconditional love
any man can impregnate a woman
any man can have 4 four kids by 4 woman
any man can think he's a man but does not make it true

and while we say some woman are fathers...we women CAN NEVER be a father
no matter how much we love and give and sacrifice and raise those babies on our own..
WE CAN NEVER BE A FATHER...
like the void in our lives from that void-less man... a baby has an incomplete hole to be filled from their father
and I DONT WANT TO BE A FATHER.. im a woman let me grow there..
the best we can be are the MOTHERS WE ARE...to try to be a FATHER is like the father less man...

where are you father less man... your children need you
where are you father less man... your children are incomplete without you
where are you father less man.. your children are learning from your absence
....perhaps you to lacked A FATHERS UNCONDITIONAL LOVE!

i say to you father less man.. you may not know how to be fathers
you may not have had a father in your life
you may have been raised by a powerful woman
you may have took the wrong paths from wrong choices and wrong friends
but TODAY IS THE DAY you can turn that around..
LOOK TO THE HEAVENS FOR YOUR HEAVENLY FATHER
ask HIM what to do
ask HIM where to go
ask HIM to forgive you
ask HIM for help

to ALL THE FATHERS ...
we SALUTE YOU
we HONOR YOU
we RESPECT YOU
we THANK YOU

TO MY SON...CEDRIC FIELDS...raised with a father less man...
im honored you are my son
im honored you look to God
im honored you are a great FATHER
im honored at times you were the man of our home
im honored you have and continue to raise and protect your sisters
im honored you are raising my 2 grand sons
im honored you are a FATHER THAT FEARS THE LORD

i SALUTE YOU!

YEP...it's been a minute..

2011-05-20T04:49:00.000-07:00

It seems like EVERY THING IS COMING FULL CIRCLE! i have started projects or created blogs years ago and NOW...i feel like im being pushed to CONTINUE where I left off on some of them.

This blog is ONE OF THEM!

While some people think they know me.. especially if they came into my lyfe within the last 2-3 years... most don't!

You don't know the people i know, the experience i have, the things ive done... i really dont expose that UNLESS NECESSARY! So i let people think and do and talk about whatever.. and i keep what they say in my back pocket. I use to talk about and brag about stuff... but it really is just fluff... and since i dont like fluff... i just dont do it..

Since i have last wrote.. i have been in 2 relationships. One off and on and off and on and off and on...in fact.. the last... was SUPPOSEDLY NEVER ON.. but we were doing SOMETHING!!! lol.... in either case... i am TOTALLY SINGLE....AGAIN!..

No calling anyone, seeing anyone, sharing with anyone, giving with anyone, going places with anyone, loving anyone, sexing anyone, kissing anyone, hugging anyone, touching anyone...NOTHING!

Its funny because NOW DAYS.. WE HAVE TO SPECIFY each area.. since MEN seem to think THEY ARE NOT IN A RELATIONSHIP... look up the word RELATIONSHIP...
–noun

a connection, association, or involvement.

connection between persons by blood or marriage.

an emotional or other connection between people: the relationship between teachers and students.

EXPAND

—Synonyms
1. dependence, alliance, kinship. 2. affinity, consanguinity. Relationship, kinship refer to connection with others by blood or by marriage. Relationship can be applied to connection either by birth or by marriage: relationship to a ruling family. Kinship generally denotes common descent and implies a more intimate connection than relationship: the ties and obligations of kinship.

— n
1.	the state of being connected or related
2.	association by blood or marriage; kinship
3.	the mutual dealings, connections, or feelings that exist between two parties, countries, people, etc: a business relationship
4.	an emotional or sexual affair or liaison
5.	logic, maths another name for relation

ITS A CONNECTION OF ANY TYPE...lol...lmbo...MEN!!!

Anywho... my point is that i WENT OFF TO THE LEFT for a couple of years... ACTUALLY since 2008! It has been UNTIL now that i see i am CONTINUING and PICKING UP exactly WHERE I FELL OFF!

Oh well...IM HAPPY i am....

It does not matter WHERE YOU HAVE FALLEN OFF THE TRACK...it will come back around...

SO...CONTINUE ON....like me.... YOU WILL GET THERE...just remember that ITS EASY TO GET SIDE SWACKED...DETERRED.. after several deterrents... it becomes EASIER... of course once you are back on track reflecting...lol...

ok... thats it... just thought i would share something today @ 4 in the morning...

kimirho... its just me!

ME AND MY MOUNTAIN

2010-07-05T11:16:00.000-07:00

This Sat. my friends and I had an introduction what I call My Mountain! At 7 am we went to climb what was not known to me at the time.. an elevated, sloped, extremely high mountain.

My first impression were ALL THE PARKED CARS AND PEOPLE AND FAMILIES that were RUNNING UP THIS HILL! Not knowing how long this walk nor how high this mountain was.. I started this journey..

I soon realized I was trapped on this mountain! I could not turn back since I really did not know how far I had walked. I could not have someone carry me. No one was there to pick me up in the car and take me to the end.. I just had to keep going.

When I knew I was almost at the endless path, one by one I would ask those RUNNING DOWN THE HILL PASS ME .. "I'm I at the halfway point?"... of course they ALL LAUGHED and just said.. "You have a long way to go before I reached the halfway mark!"

I was like.. "what did my FRIEND TRICK ME INTO!!!!!" ..

At times I could barely walk but I just continued!

I then realized I was getting to know this mountain.. my mountain. I had to learn my mountain. I began to feel the beat of my mountain. I allowed my mountain to slow my pace and to pick up my pace. It was me and my mountain.

I thought about how there were those running pass me up the mountain .. but I was not intimidated! It reminded me that in lyfe.. it does not matter when you get to finish line.. just continue, you will get there!

My Mountain did not allow me to cheat, or fake or make excuses! It was raw and very exposing. At times I hated My Mountain... did not know why I was on this mountain... THEN, as I reached the halfway mark.. I did not stop! I continued up the highest slope and began to jog/run down the other side. I did not fight My Mountain. I walked, jogged, ran the way My Mountain showed me.

I did finish this 5 miles. It seems like only 45 minutes since I was in a timeless mindset but it actually took me about 1 hr and 25-30 minutes.

I've learned from My Mountain ... this Lyfe we live has many journeys that take us all many mountains. At times we want to cheat the paths or we do... at times we want to get off the path and we do.. at times we want others to pick us up and we do... BUT OUR MOUNTAINS are about a relationship with ourselves and God... He does not have to save us at every steep point in our lives. We are strong enough to make it to the finish line by just continuing to keep the pace that is in front of us.

Yes, my body is tore up with stiff muscles.. Yes, I want to stop and not do it again.. BUT I'M NOT!

WHAT IS YOUR MOUNTAIN! HOW ARE YOU CLIMBING YOUR MOUNTAIN? HOW ARE YOU CHEATING YOUR MOUNTAIN!

When you cheat, you still have to do over UNTIL YOU DO IT YOURSELF THE RIGHT WAY!

There are not shortcuts.. NO FREEBIES...

Just stay your course on YOUR MOUNTAIN! YOU WILL MAKE IT TO THE END!
kimirho!

Just a moment with me, myself, I and YOU!

2010-05-22T08:31:00.000-07:00

Somehow, after a year, my blog is just showing up on some of my social network sites so I decided to start writing again.

"in the Lyfe of KIMIRHOCHELLE" is where I just write about my thoughts, what occurred at events, issues and obsticles I run into that must be solved like a humongous puzzle..

It is where you can ask me real questions about things you have heard and I give you the real deal...

When I write, it allows my mind to be free with all the thousands of thoughts that hit me daily so that new thoughts can be heard.

TODAY..I will be going to some of the barbershops that are hosting the Black Barbershop Men's Health Screening and then to the San Bernardino 200 yr celebration parade and park event.

I will be taking my youngest granddaughter and normally I would have a booth but today I'm just walking around, eating, meeting folks, passing out Black Inventors Playing Cards flyers and talking to companies that want to advertise in Urban Lyfestyles Magazine.

I am a little tired but I will just take an energy drink and keep it pushing!

I'm very excited because with all seasons.. there are 4..one to just sow, one to just harvest, one to just reap and one to just rest... IF WE DON'T UNDERSTAND THIS..then we will get frustrated when the doors of opportunity seems to always stay sealed... OR ...when the revenue slows or stops...we think we have done something wrong (sometimes that is correct or a little of both)..

WELL, my season of REAPING IS UPON ME!..it began this week... actually last week..my mind began a new thinking of what direction and action to take...I did...and this week, daily..people I needed to speak to called or I ran into...past associates apolygized and relationships were reborn, funds began to flow freely, contacts and opportunities were to the left, the right, the front and the back..client requests have poured in to where I have to decided the best ones to take on...

It's like the world is moving again and so am I in harmony...

I am aware that with the flow comes some of the same situations that I must make better decisions on...decisions that could be the best for foundation and the future OR could take me off my path of destiny which could led me to financial devastation...

So while I am exciting for evening recognizing the season I am in.. I am also cautious about those that enter my world and why..THERE'S AWAYS AN AGENDA!

later..

it's been a while!!!!

2009-10-17T15:40:00.000-07:00

i have to say since i have last wrote in my blog...SO MUCH HAS HAPPENED...! events have come and gone...partners have come and gone.. new relationships are here.. new visions and directions that only make me see that i had to severe many relationships due to the level of people and their mindset ... and really... they are for real.. making for real change the world and communities type decisions... and if you are acting it or playing it or faken it...THEY REALLY SEE IT...i feel like im on another side of something... some of my projects deal with solar farms, and diamond mines and africa villages and governor campaigns and touring with my own production and with the urban lyfestyles magazine... EVERYONE SAYS THAT THEY SEE BUT THEY DONT...so they look at you like "yea right" ...so here i am ..at home.. going through all my blogs and networks to crystalize the best way the utilize what i have created.. because my website could not be created like i wanted.. my 200,000+ network is spreaded between yahoo,google, facebook, 411n4blast, ning sites and more...the industry is now saturated with the SOCIAL NETWORK SO now i feel like i am behind instead of infront...SO... OF COURSE I HAVE TO RETHINK THIS...there is some new technology that one of my partners created..actually 2.. that will be explosive in the game.. GUESS WHAT.. IM SITTING AT THAT TABLE ABLE TO BE THE ONE THAT RELEASES IT...imagine that...very happy at least that i started the Lyfestyles Social Network site...within 6 months.. i think it will be smoother in my mind.. krp.. stay up and alert.. and eliminate the foxes...

UP LATE OR EARLY...just thinking..

2009-03-21T05:38:00.001-07:00

lots of work to do...really can't sleep! alot of political movement, positioning, alignment, etc., from folks going on..man you really have to stay on yours toes...

it seems like one cant sleep because someone is always plotting...THANK GOD i do my best to let HIM handle that job for me...

JUST WAKING UP FROM PAFF

2009-02-21T14:42:00.000-08:00

The Pan African Film Festival was more exhausting than i thought. Of course during the event from the 5th until the 16th, i just kept it pushing..but once i came home.. my body was sooo tired! i have to get an assistant and some pt workers ...this is going to be so trying for me because workers in the past lied, stole, all kinds of stuff..

however, on another note.. i like someone very much and really hope it works out. my other friend or boo DID NOT..we just could never find the time to see each other. now, i met someone i seen before but really did not see ...until now... he loves the Lord, prays for me and over me.. understands what i am saying..IS SINGLE..IS LOOKING FOR HIS SIGNIFICANT OTHER..im very scared...i like him a little toooo much...what if he's the one i've been asking God to send? what will i do? how will i manage? i don't know but i am sure going to try!!

...IT'S THURS..

2009-01-29T09:02:00.000-08:00

...it's thursday and im feeling pretty...for all the pressure that is surrounding me..i could not say that yesterday or the day before...

its really amazine how our minds can make the difference in how we feel, our attitudes, our body, our outlook...

somedays..the stress and pressure feels like its caving in on me and i just have to retreat from the world and lay down and relax...

THEN..the day passes on..im still alive..the pressure and stress is still surrounding me..BUT i just look at it and keep it moving.. ITS EXTERNAL..it is not affecting or effecting anything--mind, body, attitudes, thoughts.. ect..

sometimes i think the end of the world is here..then the day is over and i see hope, i see direction, i see purpose, i get back to work pushing this machine i have created that at times is like a monster while others its a blessing for so many!

well..i wonder if major players go through the emotional mind control that i go through..i know i will be able to ask them soon!!

IT'S JUST 2:30 IN THE MORNING...

2009-01-21T02:12:00.000-08:00

...and im contemplating...

THIS ENTIRE week was one that no one will ever forget...OBAMA IS THE PRESIDENT..yes we can.. yes we will.. NOW...YES WE DID!

look around you...WHO IS YOUR TEAM?

WHO IS GOING TO HELP YOU GET TO YOUR OBAMA ARRIVAL..

WHO ARE YOU GOING TO HELP TO GET YOU TO THEIR OBAMA ARRIVAL..

everyone is suspiscous...im looking at every single person in my lyfe...

2009-01-01T23:09:00.001-08:00

its a great NEW YEAR so gone with yesterday...ONWARD TOWARDS TOMORROW!