I Share My Lines

~ PAGES ~

2025-04-21T09:38:00.005+05:30

I flip through the pages

To see where it all went wrong

Low-key felt there would be markers on my faults

Notes on how you couldn’t follow along

Times I failed you, along with the few I slayed

All I could find were pages

Those were left blank for ages

Never, never was that ever touched by the ink

Shows we never had that link

It needs a fresh new start, no cap

With love and life we could wrap

And I promise ‘ll let you draw the map.

Ghosted … Ghosted in the space we belong

I didn’t know what you ever wished for

Did all that I could, with all that I had

Simping on you was my fault, I bet

You never said, shared what I meant to you

All I could find were pages

Those were left blank for ages

Never, never was that ever touched by the ink

Shows we never had that link.

It needs a fresh new start, no cap

With love and life we could wrap

And I promise ‘ll let you draw the map

Oh, yes .. Oh yes ..

I’ll let you draw the map

It needs a fresh new start, no cap

With love and life we could wrap

And I promise ‘ll let you draw the map

Listen to song on Suno

- Justin Nen

- 20250421

~ Swaying life ~

2025-03-23T05:42:00.008+05:30

Where did the magic go

Parting ways as never before

Closing doors, and shutting lights

Tears rolling from our eyes.

Words did speak, but silence more

As if stranded on a silent shore

Hugs and Kisses are all gone

Left us with the hearts of stone.

Did we cross that border line

Where we forget you are mine

This exit might be last to turn

Until point of no return

Worth it giving one more chance

Change in life, and change of stance

You never asked, I never told

Emotions close, that we hold

Ride back on the familiar road

With silent prayers and hands of god

Time will pass, wounds will heal

Getting close, so home it feels

Ju Ne

20250315

Listen to this song

~ Sweet child of mine ~

2025-03-16T06:44:00.005+05:30

Sweet child of mine,

you been long gone from me

Will you remember my name,

and how we used to be

Nights are not enough to dream about you

Days are falling short thinking about you

Sweet child of mine,

(ooh... sweet child of mine)

Deep down my heart, you can still find the scar

Left by the time, when you went too far

Cause I've loved you to the moon and star

Sweet child of mine,

you been long gone from me

Will you remain the same,

as if separations never came

With the empty space, you left behind,

Searching myself, and nowhere to find

Sweet child of mine,

(Ooh...sweet child of mine)

This silence is loud, louder than the wildest scream

Nothing consoles, nothing can helps it seem

Cause this pain in heart's extreme

- Ju Ne
- Listen to this song
- Short Version of this song

~ I feel it ~

2017-11-17T21:04:00.001+05:30

Hadn't there been a light so far
That shined in me so bright
Missing something in my life
That turned this day to night.

I wish I could stay for long
Holding my breath ever more
Hiding myself in this world
Pretending to be strong.

Memories that I hold so close
Won't let me sleep at night
With every dawn that breaks to light
Wish I had you at my sight.

Every hour that's passing by
And with every breath I take
More do I realize
Parting was mistake.

Deep in me is a crying child
You can calm with a lullaby
Any day or any hour
Nothing would ever satisfy.

~ Ju Ne

~ എന്റെ മരണം ~

2017-04-20T14:18:00.002+05:30

ഇനി ഒന്നു മരിക്കണം -
എന്നിട്ട്‌ കാണണം,
ആർക്കഭിമാനം ആകുന്നു ഞാൻ.

ഏതോ യുഗത്തിൽ ജനിച്ചു മരിച്ചൊരു,
അന്ന് മനുഷ്യനാം ഇന്ന് ദൈവത്തിനോ.
അതോ പണിതുയർത്തിയ ആരാധനാലായതിനായി,
മനുഷ്യനെ പിഴിയുന്ന മതത്തിനോ.

സേവന പുതപിൻ കീഴിൽ ഒരു,
സ്വാർത്ഥത മാത്രമുള്ളൊരു കൂട്ടത്തിനോ.
അതോ രക്ത സാക്ഷികൾക്കായി,
ഉറ്റുനോക്കുന്നൊരു രാഷ്ട്രീയ പക്ഷത്തിനോ.

സ്നേഹിച്ചുവെങ്കിലും ഇല്ലെന്നു കേൾപ്പിച്ച,
കാമുകി എന്ന സങ്കല്പത്തിനോ.
അതോ കെട്ടിയത് മൂലം കൂടെ നിൽക്കുന്ന,
ഭാര്യ എന്ന സത്യത്തിനോ.

ആർകുമില്ലെങ്കിൽ പിന്നെന്തിനീ ചങ്ങല,
എന്തിനെന്നെ ബന്ധിച്ചു നീ.
സ്വപ്നങ്ങളിലേക് പറന്നുയരാൻ ചിറകുകൾ,
എന്തിനു മുറിച്ചു മാറ്റി.

നിബന്ധനകൾ ഏറെ നീ വച്ചുനീട്ടി,
ജീവിക്കാൻ എന്നും ഈ ഞാൻ മാത്രം.
കടപാടുകൾ മാത്രം അന്നും ഇന്നും,
അതിനപ്പുറത്തൊരു ശൂന്യതയും.

മരണത്തിലൂടെ ജയിക്കുമെന്നോർത്തു ഞാൻ,
സന്തോഷത്തോടെ ഞാൻ കണ്ണടച്ചു.
നാലുതോള് തന്ന് ആനയിച്ചെന്നെ നീ,
വീണ്ടും കടപാടിൽ മുക്കി കൊന്നു.

- Ju Ne

~ Inner Peace ~

2017-04-15T17:46:00.003+05:30

Fluttering wings of fire
So desperate for freedom
All I can see
Is the world outside

On the top of the voice
I cried for mercy
Till the feathers fell
Off my body to the ground

Deaf ears they pretend
Chuckled on my pain
All for a reason
That anonymous gain

Accustomed to the chains
The seeking freedom
When I found within
Peace is what I’m living in

Table turns for good
Their persuading fell flat
Gates were opened and
The shackles set free.

Fly to freedom they said
Slowly chuckles replaced with mine
Freedom is what I sought
Freedom is where I am.

- Ju Ne
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~ Love Story ~

2017-02-15T23:08:00.002+05:30

She never said she did
And how much I excited her
But I knew she had it.

Every single time she gaze
And the longing I see in her
Breaks me to core and pour.

Couldn’t help, but submit
Knowing I’ll lose myself
She is, worth losing for.

One among many to fall
With a glimpse and urge
To touch her lips and soul.

Out from the sky I fly
With distance in seconds
Though as time stands still.

Just in a hands reach
About to touch and feel
When time turns moments.

Out from nowhere
I tremble and got driven
Far from her, the destiny.

I did quench, though
The thirst and the longing
Not of the soul, but the soil.

Died and buried underneath
With love that lasted a life
How long can I be captive?

Will rise again from ashes
And pour down on you again
But, in another monsoon.

- Ju Ne
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~ Déjà Vu ~

2016-11-17T18:26:00.003+05:30

Far from the past

I was running away

All alone in the street

Not a shadow to follow

And I stumble on you.

The roses in my hand

Withered dried and died

Still holding on together

Though in pieces as petals

And yes, I fall for you.

One by one it fell

As I let it off my hand

Finally an empty hand

In fact two, to hold you through

And I start with you.

A difference to make

Left no stone unturned

A rose for a change

That’s a way to start

And then I realized

That’s always been the start.

- Ju Ne

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~ You & Me ~

2016-10-26T01:54:00.003+05:30

Crossing the seven seas,

Millions of miles in reach,

However far you go,

With every high and low,

You will always be -

A part of me.

I'll bathe you in colors,

And every scent of flowers,

Playing with the hue,

With a masterpiece in view,

You will always be -

An art of me.

In anguish my soul,

Your breath is so cold,

Unpleasant memories that unfold,

Though whatever you hold,

You will always be -

Sweet heart of me.

Loved and lost,

Tasted as a pinch of salt,

If ever again I long,

To love a life lifelong,

You will still be -

That start of me.

- Ju Ne
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~ The night we had ~

2016-06-22T01:25:00.003+05:30

The scent of a woman,

that specific woman;

Torn clothes,

and the cluttered linen;

Prove the night we had.

The moan that buried, beneath

the fluttering window drapes;

The bite marks,

and the nail marks;

The battle marks of making out.

Dead on one’s feet, after

a battle of fire and ice;

Burning in desire was pleasing,

so was melting to the core;

All before I close my eyes.

The morning sun,

and the sea breeze,

pleased me indeed, but

distraction needs something more,

than her towel wrapped soul.

With another smile,

and another kiss,

she fades away from sight;

As I dissolve in the fantasy,

Of the night we had.

- Justin Nen

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~ That ball of fire ~

2015-09-13T16:31:00.002+05:30

That ball of fire,

Wandering in the sky,

By the noon its heat,

by the fall it's art.

It moves ahead,

From the head to horizon,

Blending with hue,

With every inch of move.

And then it starts,

The dance of the beauty,

Majesticity of creator,

And the dream of an artist.

With every move,

Making it more beautiful,

Adding a tint of yellow,

To mark the beginning.

It moves further down,

Adding pure to the tint,

And now we see the rim,

When the tones take over.

Adding to the beauty,

Is a drop of orange,

And further down it goes,

Adding pure to the plane.

A ball of orange,

Far near the horizon,

Further enhances to shades,

A wale to hide its beauty.

Jealous of me,

Staring at the beauty,

I see those clouds,

Like scattered sands.

As the time pass,

I try to convince them,

And yes, they let me-

To have a final glance.

By the time its half,

And it's more pure now,

And thanking HIM for this,

The most beautiful Sunset.

- Ju Ne

~ To Pieces I Fall ~

2015-09-13T16:26:00.002+05:30

Into the pieces I fall,

Some enormously big,

And some comparatively small.

Into the pieces I fall,

Into the pieces I fall.

All was fine,

When you were mine,

Then there was a fall,

A really great fall.

Into the pieces I fall,

Into the pieces I fall.

We had our time,

All glitters and all fame,

Midst of all, I slip and fall,

Then you took the call.

Into the pieces I fall,

Into the pieces I fall.

I live in my yesterday,

Chronicles of love, so to say,

I can get over it,

But not ready for another fall.

Into the pieces I fall,

Into the pieces I fall.

Begged and Pleaded,

For everything that I conceded,

But, all to the deaf ear,

As that was your worst fear.

Into the pieces I fall,

Into the pieces I fall.

- Ju Ne

~ Dream ~

2014-01-06T20:31:00.002+05:30

When everything looked right

And future looked so bright

I saw my life passing by

Don’t know where and why.

And then I open my eyes

Surrounded by walls so high

With a window out of my reach

Giving the false hope of breach.

Out from there I hear it straight

Laughing at me and my fate

But I listen to what makes me strong

That build my dream and survive so long.

The wind that blow with a hauling sound

Tells me that I’m free and out of bound

The chirping of birds so sweet

Tells that I’m alive and on my feet.

Now, it’s the time to build on it

A world free of flesh and heat

Where everything looks right

And future looks so bright.

- Ju Ne

~ it's YOU ~

2013-10-26T18:44:00.006+05:30

Hard to make a mind,

I loved all that I see and find,

And then, I found this life anew,

That made me forget quite a few,

Now I Know, I’m filled with life,

Just because it’s You.

Wrapped up in love,

I don’t feel a thing above,

Counting the days that passed by,

And yet to pass without a sight,

As I Know, the wait is worth,

Just because it’s You.

Broken and fallen apart,

Still I hold on to love,

Loneliness and speechless,

Still I embrace my love,

Coz I Know, Days will change,

Just because it’s You.

Into the fragments I fall,

May be that’s destiny’s call,

I’m still ready to drench in love,

Just me and you, and nothing above,

Coz I know, we are still in love,

Just because it’s You.

- J Nen

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- Listen to this song

~ Wake Up ~

2013-08-22T17:52:00.003+05:30

Boundaries for the thoughts,
Shackles for the dreams,
Within you it persist,
It's just within you that exist.

Closing the eyes to make it dark,
Hiding to keep this world apart,
When everyone is striving to make a mark,
How long will you stay away from this spark.

The weak, for sure, will perish,
And the strong will prevail,
Make a moment to remember and cherish,
Before you stop and fall pale.

Rise and shine to this world new,
Realize the strength lying within you,
The Zeal and the belief cue,
Will always help and guide you through.

You may fall down, and get hurt -
There will be eyes to see you cut,
And, No one to support and hear your cry.
Believe that, real fall will be not to try.

It's kind of an illusion we've been through,
Where we see real things but can not act,
Realization sets you free from the sleep,
So, Stop not until you wake up.

- Ju Ne

~ Love Unsaid ~

2013-05-01T06:00:00.002+05:30

And then she said she knew –
All the time I spent with her,
Are counted as the diamonds few.

The coffee, the dinner, those sunny days –
Not one bit, out of her eyes.
She reminded me of – one by one,
And I kept thinking, is this some pun.

Of the pavements, where we laughed,
On the things that most little cared.
About the nature and in the rain,
Which I thought would never come again.

But, here she is, making me wrong,
Above everything, as too far she’s gone.
The long wait, and finally it’s paid,
But still, there is a beauty in the love unsaid.

- Justin Nen
- 20130430

~ Forsaken Soul ~

2013-04-18T15:00:00.002+05:30

Am I the forsaken ?
A precious gift I had lost,
Out of everything given and taken,
She's the one I miss the most.

As long it was, like a song,
Then she blew it like a bubble,
Still not sure what went wrong,
Relationship, was that so feeble ?

No distance here, still so far,
I'm afraid to get closer now,
Sky wide open and I'll be a star,
Watching every moment from up above.

I still hold the words once you wrote,
In a hope that I may never get lost.

- Ju Ne
- 20130417

~ Final Adieu ~

2013-03-06T20:17:00.001+05:30

‘Sorry’ wouldn’t make a difference,
And yes, no substitute for my absence,
But, this is all I’ve got,
Don’t know how, but I forgot.

Wanted to come and see you,
Be there, and bid you adieu,
But something caught my mind,
Still thinking, but cannot rewind.

Now my eyes are getting wet,
Pondering where my mind was set,
How could I miss and forget the day,
When this was the last day you will stay.

I remember the days of past,
When you lead me grow from last,
The teaching days and the motivation,
And, always being an inspiration.

You are far, yet I’ll keep seeking,
You are there, yet I’ll keep missing,
Another person, I may not find,
And even if, not one of your kind.

I Know, ‘Sorry’ wouldn’t make a difference,
And you know, I mostly speak in silence,
But yes, this is all I’ve got,
And really, I’ll miss you a lot.

- Ju Ne
20130306

~ Silence ~

2013-02-11T22:49:00.001+05:30

Four square and we the people,

Room so packed, and still it prevails,

Sitting next to me is a man,

Sitting next to me is a woman.

Colors of the band define the years,

Faces to faces, we see, still it prevails,

A crowd is present, to say,

Strangers we were, and are, long we stay.

A glimpse of fairy somewhere in the middle,

Too far from reach, so it still prevails,

So much so that, I can hear the breath,

Along the length, along the breadth.

I want to break it, I want to speak,

Get close to the people I met,

But, somewhere within I sense,

I have started loving this silence.

- Ju Ne

- 20130206

~ Love like sea ~

2013-01-20T02:56:00.001+05:30

It was always you and me -

Never knew what it could be –

Thought it would last forever –

But relationship was like a sea.

You are the waves and I’m the shore –

Throughout the day, throughout the day –

Day in and day out, love was more and more –

Didn't know it wasn't gonna stay.

You came to me and kissed me –

Hugged me and embraced me –

I turned back and looked at you –

You were far away, still too far away.

There wasn't one, there isn't one –

A day, together we see setting the sun –

Still, I love you to the core –

Ready to be cheated more and more.

Many times I came to you –

With love filled hearts and opened arms –

And every time you pushed me back –

As acquaintance and never loved me once.

And it was once when you took me in –

I realized, what being one is –

I realized, what getting lost in love is –

And, I realized, I’m no more breathing in.

- Ju Ne

~ Girl ~

2012-12-31T00:00:00.002+05:30

When I'm sad, no one but you see,

When I was down, you lifted me -

When desperate, you gave me hope,

You resemble Love.

When in dark, you gave me light,

When let down, you cheered me up -

When lost, you found me way,

You resemble God.

All that and many more,

Not for you, every thing for me -

I see you every where,

Loving, caring and praying for me.

Darkest nights or the most dull day,

You are with me each and every day -

My mom, my sister, my teacher,

My friend, my love and many other way.

You resemble Love,

You resemble God,

You resemble Everything,

You are the Girl.

- Ju Ne

~ The Other Side Of Coin ~

2012-06-27T20:49:00.002+05:30

We see the light, and rejoice -
Fail to see that it's just a matter of choice -
What significance you see for light -
Say there is nothing called as night -

The clouds in the sky so dark,
Somewhere a sun beam so bright -
There we point the light of mark,
We miss the cloud that showcase the light.

The MAN who died, the MAN who rose -
We praised HIM as a matter of course -
The gray became dark, the word is betray -
We miss the 12th, and we pray to the MAN we pray.

What makes a king a king -
What makes good that good -
Tear the mask and sling -
If you cannot call a spade a spade -

We ignore, and we still pretend to see -
Like this, the world had been and will be -
Most often what we miss and abstain -
Is Spark, the other side of coin.

- Ju Ne

~ I wish I could ~

2012-06-07T20:05:00.004+05:30

Desperate for the love,

I realized what I lost

I wish I could mend everything,

I wish I could turn everything back

I wish I could.

I wish I could turn back the time,

When you were my dime

Together our hands we hold,

Least cared about this world

I wish I could.

I wish I could travel like a wind,

Wipe away your sorrows

Dry down the tears in your eyes,

Touch your cheeks and kiss your lips

I wish I could.

I wish I could tell you,

How much I adore and love you

Each time you asked and I lied,

Friendship is all we have I said

I wish I could.

I wish I could change your thoughts,

The one to fly far from me

Let your thoughts fly not you,

Coz I'll not find a better match than you

I wish I could.

I wish I could make you feel,

The love for you beyond these lines

Steal the time and talk to you,

Just to tell you what am I going through

I wish I could

I wish I could live a life,

The life once I had with you

Or leave this to fate and die,

As I'll not find a better reason to live than you

I wish I could.

- Ju Ne

~ Untitled ~

2012-01-21T22:30:00.002+05:30

Why don't you stop playing with my heart -
You may not know, but you are hurting me a lot -
Break-up and sort were things of past -
Now it may be my breath that is last.

You played with me as if you don't know -
I knew that and should have said no -
Then I thought just let it go -
As I felt you have nowhere else to go -

But, again and again you did the same -
Every time your excuse were lame -
I wonder what joy you get -
What life for me, you gonna set.

I don't blame you, I don't hate -
The love you showed me though it's fake -
My feelings are mine and I will show -
Because, it's you who showed me how to love.

I will still try and I will smile -
Keeping aside my pain for a while -
What matters to me most, all is you -
Because, all I did was to love you.

- Justin
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~ Who Am I ~

2012-01-21T22:28:00.002+05:30

A question we always ask ourselves,
Or better should ask oneself,
Seeking answers for which we spent a lifetime,
Most of them fade before the right time.

Six feet under, we lie beneath the surface,
Most of them with the same question on their face,
Travelling these six feet, what I earn is a name,
My journey ends in defining this name.

Everyone plays a role indeed,
Some are good and some bad,
Though some are bad, they help us build,
The good one, mostly fade with life's shade.

I also learned, there is always a one,
On you they will have authority,
Also, when I am an option to someone,
For some, I am a priority.

With a new life in this world,
We are already the past - a history,
To the life's cycle, the new born is already sold,
And, we end up our mystery.

Six feet under, we lie beneath the surface,
Most of them with the same question on their face,
Travelling these six feet, what I earn is a name,
My journey ends in defining this name.

- Justin
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