THE LONE WOLF

smile in your heart....AJ PEREZ

2011-04-18T09:42:00.003+08:00

Its so sad that my last posts are from events that saddened me, to ask the question WHY? I don’t know the kid, Im not even a fan but everytime I see him on tv, I can sense that he’ll be famous one day, he got what it takes to succeed in showbiz, the right studio, the face, the built, the breeding and this “IT” thing, he has this aura that not all stars has, siguro mukha kasi ng siyang mabait, i just watched an interview of him at cinema one a few days ago. i told my friend. sisikat tong batang toh, artistahin talaga, he reminds me of gabby concepcion and alfie anido, not just a pretty face, may utak and may breeding and he was so proud of his achievements specially his CAR...sayang pero that's life.. atleast the angels can see your pamatay smile up close and personal!!!!!!! im gonna watch mamarazzi tonight and MMK on the 30th!!!!!!

YOUR GIFT TO ME IS YOU MADE THIS HOLY WEEK MORE MEANINGFUL..SALAMAT!!!

Pray for Japan

2011-03-29T15:56:00.000+08:00

why do these things happen? why should people die in this way? sometimes i ask myself if there is really a GOD, why goes HE let this things happen to His people? we may have different religions (im a catholic) but i still believe that we all are praying to one God. The japanese may practice Shinto or Buddhism, so to answer my question, yes there is God, what may be His reasons, only time can tell....so we must have FAITH!!!

to the people of japan be strong!!!

this is HUMANITY!!!!!!

2011-03-18T10:05:00.002+08:00

what is humanity? so a i asked mr google:

1. the quality of being humane; kindness; benevolence.
2. the quality or state of being human

this video shows what HUMANITY is all about!!!!

translation:

We are in Arahama area. Looks like there is a dog. There is a dog. He looks tired and dirty. He must have been caught in the tsunami. He looks very dirty.
He has a collar. He must be someone's pet. He has a silver collar. He is shaking. He seems very afraid.
Oh, there is another dog. I wonder if he is dead.
Where?
Right there. There is another dog right next to the one sitting down. He is not moving. I wonder. I wonder if he is alright.
The dog is protecting him.
Yes. He is protecting the dog. That is why he did not want us to approach them. He was trying to keep us at bay.
I can't watch this. This is a very difficult to watch.
Oh. Look. He is moving. He is alive. I am so happy to see that he is alive.
Yes! Yes! He is alive.
He looks to be weakened. We need to them to be rescued soon. We really want them rescued soon.
Oh good. He's getting up.
It is amazing how they survived the tremendous earthquake and tsunami. It's just amazing that they survived through this all.

PRESIDENT NOYNOY

2010-05-19T09:39:00.001+08:00

president apparent noynoy should abide by the rules, there are proper protocols that should be made, its true that its not prescribed in the constitution that the president-elect should take his oath before the chief justice...its more of a symbolism....act very presidential NOY!!!!!....you al;ready won the election, no need for this!!!!!

if you really want to be different from every president we had and to break every tradition, etc in the book,the first thing you must do is resign from your party, atleast you wont be beholden to your party, only beholden to us!!!!!!remember NOY you were not their first choice to run as president...

FRIENDS OR LOVER???

2010-01-05T10:45:00.006+08:00

WHO WOULD YOU CHOOSE?

if you have to choose between your friends or your partner, who would you choose? is it really impossible for our friends and our partners to be friends? can they really co-exist? how do you manage your time between them?

my friend just broke up with her partner for years just because of our friends, she says that she spends more time with our friends than with her. how do you set your priorities? what will be the gauge, the friendship that has been with you since your high school/college days or the love thats been with you thru thick and thin. how can you tell your partner that "i love you but i also love my friends", that for our relationship to work you must learn to co-exist with them!!!! but on the other hand, friends are always there no matter what, even if your first priority is your partner, they will surely understand....the happiness that you can find from a partner is much more different than what your friends can give you, but thats me!!!

now i know whats the answer!!!

you must do a very good juggling act if you want to keep them both!!!

or

you just have to have very understanding friends!!!

sorry for being such a bitch!!!! i love you all!!!!

PIOLO ON MENS HEALTH

2010-01-05T10:36:00.007+08:00

i havent been blogging for a long time, my first blog for the year and to start it right, here's PIOLO on men's health!!!!!!

the most successful actor of his generation!!!!

SONGS THAT SHAPED MY HEART

2009-08-07T11:00:00.011+08:00

these are the songs that makes me smile, the songs that reminds me how it feels to be in love, songs that will forever remind me of the 3 most important people in my life

CONSTANT CHANGE

We're on the road
We move from place to place
And oftentimes when I'm about to call it home
We'd have to move along
Life is a constant change...

The friends we know we meet along the way
Too soon the times we share form part of yesterday
'Cause life's a constant change
And nothing stays the same, oh no

Clouds that move across the skies
Are changing form before our very eyes

Why couldn't we keep time from movin' on?
Hold on to all the years before this moment's gone?
Why must we live the days at such a frightening pace?

We're all like clouds that move across the skies
And changing form before our very eyes

Have we outgrown our Peter Pans and wings?
We've simply grown too old for tales of knights and kings
'Cause life's a constant change
And nothing stays the same, oh no

I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR LOVE BUT I WONT DO THAT

And I would do anything for love, I'd run right into hell and back
I would do anything for love, I'll never lie to you and that's a fact
But I'll never forget the way you feel right now, oh no, no way
And I would do anything for love, but I won't do that, I won't do that
Anything for love, oh I would do anything for love
I would do anything for love, but I won't do that, oh I won't do that

Some days it don't come easy, and some days it don't come hard
Some days it don't come at all, and these are the days that never end
Some nights you're breathing fire, and some nights you're carved in ice
Some nights you're like nothing I've ever seen before or will again

Maybe I'm crazy, but it's crazy and it's true
I know you can save me, no one else can save me now but you

As long as the planets are turning, as long as the stars are burning
As long as your dreams are coming true, you better believe it

That I would do anything for love, and I'll be there til the final act
I would do anything for love, and I'll take a vow and seal a pact

But I'll never forgive myself if we don't go all the way tonight
And I would do anything for love, oh I would do anything for love
Oh I would do anything for love, but I won't do that, no I won't do that

I would do anything for love, anything you've been dreaming of
But I just won't do that

Some days I pray for silence, and somedays I pray for soul
Some days I just pray to the God of Sex and Drums and Rock 'N Roll
Some nights I lose the feeling, and some nights I lose control
Some nights I just lose it all when I watch you dance and the thunder rolls

Maybe I'm lonely and that's all I'm qualified to be
There's just one and only, the one and only promise I can keep

As long as the wheels are turning, as long as the fires are burning
As long as your prayers are coming true, you better believe it

That I would do anything for love, and you know it's true and that's a fact
I would do anything for love, and there'll never be no turning back

But I'll never do it better than I do it with you, so long, so long
And I would do anything for love, oh I would do anything for love
I would do anything for love, but I won't do that, no no no I won't do that

I would do anything for love, anything you've been dreaming of
But I just won't do that

But I'll never stop dreaming of you every night of my life, no way

And I would do anything for love, oh I would do anything for love
I would do anything for love, but I won't do that, no I won't do that

Will you raise me up, will you help me down?
Will you get me right out of this Godforsaken town?
Will you make it all a little less cold?

I can do that! I can do that!

Will you hold me sacred? Will you hold me tight?
Can you colorize my life, I'm so sick of black and white?
Can you make it all a little less old?

I can do that! Oh oh, now I can do that!

Will you make me some magic, with your own two hands?
Can you build an emerald city with these grains of sand?
Can you give me something I can take home?

I can do that! Oh oh now, I can do that!

Will you cater to every fantasy I got?
Will ya hose me down with holy water, if I get too hot?
Will you take me places I've never known?

I can do that! Oh oh now, I can do that!

After a while you'll forget everything
It was a brief interlude and a midsummer night's fling
And you'll see that it's time to move on

I won't do that! No I won't do that!

I know the territory, I've been around
It'll all turn to dust and we'll all fall down
And sooner or later, you'll be screwing around

I won't do that! No I won't do that!

Anything for love, oh I would do anything for love
I would do anything for love, but I won't do that, no I won't do that

WITH ONE MORE LOOK AT YOU

With one more look at you
I could learn to tame the
clouds and let the sun shine
through
Leave a troubled past and
I might start anew
I'll solve the mysteries
if you're the prize
Refresh these tired eyes
With one more look or you I
might overcome the anger
That I've learned to know
Find a peace of mind I lost so long ago
Your gentle touch has made me strong again
And I belong again
For when you look or me,
I'm everything and more that
I had dreamed I'd be
My spirit feels a promise
I won't be alone
We'll love and live more,
love and live forever
Wirh one more look at you
I'd learn to change the stars
And change our fortunes too
I'd have the constellations
point your portrait too
So all the world might share
this wondrous sight
The world could end each night
With one more look at you
With one more look at you
I want one more look at you

HONOR GUARDS, THANK YOU!!!

2009-08-06T09:25:00.004+08:00

yesterday, all freedom loving filipinos laid to rest their icon, their hero...TITA CORY...in our own little way we joined her...there are some of us who visited her at la salle, some of us accompanied her to manila cathedral, we were also with her during her last journey from manila cathedral to manila memorial park, some of us like me were glued to the tv to show how grateful we are, i envy these people who were with her physically till the last moment, i envy those people who waited long hours just to see a glimpse of TITA CORY. i envy those people who lined up the streets just to say goodbye to her from quirino, nichols, and sucat.

but there are four filipinos who i envy most, Honor guards: Antonio Candiente, Gener Lagindan, Edgardo Rodriguez, Danilo Maalab....they were with her silently....always the perfect officer and a gentleman, to all filipinos who joined TITA CORY'S journey from manila cathedral to be with her love NINOY....these four filipinos gave the most heartfelt gratitude to CORY...from the bottom of my heart, THANK YOU!!!

P.S.

picture from sebmeister.multiply.com

THANK YOU, TITA CORY!!!!

2009-08-01T11:05:00.003+08:00

PRAYER FOR A HAPPY DEATH

Almighty God, most merciful Father
You alone know the time
You alone know the hour
You alone know the moment
When I shall breathe my last.

So, remind me each day,
most loving Father
To be the best that I can be.
To be humble, to be kind,
To be patient, to be true.
To embrace what is good,
To reject what is evil,
To adore only You.

When the final moment does come
Let not my loved ones grieve for long.
Let them comfort each other
And let them know
how much happiness
They brought into my life.
Let them pray for me,
As I will continue to pray for them,
Hoping that they will always pray
for each other.

Let them know that they made possible
Whatever good I offered to our world.
And let them realize that our separation
Is just for a short while
As we prepare for our reunion in eternity.

Our Father in heaven,
You alone are my hope.
You alone are my salvation.
Thank you for your unconditional love, Amen.

by: Maria Corazon “Cory” Aquino

I HAVE FALLEN IN LOVE

Lyrics by Ninoy Aquino
Music by Jose Mari Chan

I have fallen in love
with the same woman three times;
In a day spanning 19 years
of tearful joys..and joyful tears.

I loved her first when she was young,
enchanting and vibrant, eternally new..
she was brilliant, fragrant,
and cool as the morning dew.

I fell in love with her the second time;
when first she bore her child and mine
always by my side, the source of my strength,
helping to turn the tide..

But there were candles to burn
the world was my concern;
while our home was her domain..
and the people were mine
while the children were hers to maintain;

So it was in those eighteen years and a day..
’till I was detained; forced in prison to stay.

Suddenly she’s our sole support;
source of comfort,
our wellspring of Hope..
on her shoulders felt the burden of Life..

I fell in love again,
with the same woman the third time.
Looming from the battle,
her courage will never fade

Amidst the hardships she has remained,
undaunted and unafraid..
she is calm and composed,
she is God’s lovely maid..

DICK GORDON FOR PRESIDENT

2009-03-12T14:42:00.003+08:00

just read on gmanews.tv that gordon might probably run for the highest post of the land, this is good news not only for me but for those filipinos that still believes that this country can still be the "phoenix"...rise from the ashes and be the firebird!!!

i got my first glimpse of mr. gordon during the killer quake in the 90's, he was still the sbma chairman, i said to myself i liked this guy, now that he might run for the presidency i really hope that we filipinos will vote for him

movie and audio

2009-02-11T16:18:00.003+08:00

so whats in my collection....favorite movies and songs...

here's my list

video

1. five fingers - stars ryan philippe, story of a suspected terrorist
2. the boy in the striped pajamas - one of the best film ive seen, the holocaust as seen on the eyes of a child, story of friendship
3. revolutionary road - if its from leo then it must be good
4. body of lies - need i say more
5. the bucket list - one of the best films, this movie will make you cry
7. the omen trilogy - movie about the anti christ
8. vantage point - nice movie
9, girls just want to have fun - the first movie that i really liked
10. underworld evolution - nakaka adik na movie
11. merlin series - a bbc production
12. knight rider series - i just love KITT
13. paano kita iibigin - need pa bang e memorize yan
14. one true love - if you wanna laugh then watch this
15. shawshank redemption - this would be on my top 3 movies
16. the reader - wow, wow, wow

audio

1. clair marlo - let it go
2. regine velasquez - low key
3. boris titulaer songs -probably the best male singer ive heard
4. GJWTHF ost - i love the movie and so is the soundtrack

FEBRUARY 10

2009-02-06T10:48:00.002+08:00

this day is special to me coz this is the day (30+ years ago)GOD sent an angel to earth so that when the time comes, we will meet and will make me happy....

i really dont know what to say, how can yout tell someone how grateful you are without sounding too corny, how can you tell the whole world how lucky you are without even shouting, should i just whisper it and let the wind carry the words, should i just kiss that person on the forehead to show all the respect and love or should i just hug that person and whisper slowly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY ANGEL.....

forever????

2009-02-05T11:01:00.003+08:00

i just found out that the couple i envy just broke up!!!

as the saying goes, nothing is permanent, only change.....so why do people break up?...is it because they dont love each other anymore, is it possible to just woke up one day and you dont love that person anymore? is that logical, to throw years of love and friendship out the window that easily...are there signs to look out for? i know for a fact that in a long term relatioship the first thing that goes is the "kilig", of course its logical that it would be the first one, then maybe the next one will be the sweetness, then the passion and lastly the love, if its indeed LOVE....i always tell my friends that falling in love is a decision, you decide to fall in love because you want to share that love in you with someone else...coz if you fall in love just for the sake of it, then what happens if that "IT" you felt before isnt there anymore, you'll just say "okay, i dont love him/ her anymore, time to find another one that will give me fire", or "im getting bored with this relationship", "he's not as sexy as before or he's not good in bed anymore".....up till know im not sure if i found the right answer to lasting relationships...i think or i wanna believe i found it...sabi nga, ang pag-ibig parang sugal yan...ipusta mo na lahat....kung talo talo......kung panalo, eh di "BONGANG BONGA"

my christmas list

2008-12-15T08:59:00.005+08:00

christmas is already over and time to update the list, from the list below i only got two....and for that i wanna say thanks!!!!

sa december na lang ulit...lol....pwede din valentines!!!!

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9 days to go and its christmas, the happiest day of the year, the birth of the savior...so what do i want for christmas....in random order (lol)

1. 1 bottle of biohairs (coz i think im loosing may hair)
2. 1 set of vitamins
3. 1 tv tuner - got this one!!!!
4. 1 bottle of polo classic eau de toilette
5. chikenjoy for my kids
6. i bottle of glutathione (just wanna know if it really works)
7. watch baler
8. watch down under
9. repaint
10. 2 more headsets
11. 5.1 speaker set...settled for 2.1 creative
12. good health for my love ones
13. nice abs (this will be my new years resolution, im gonna have those nice abs)
13. lots of cement, tiles, pvc pipes
14. star city, luneta, folk arts

ill update the list as xmas nears....maybe santa might read this (lol)...

and lastly......

WORLD PEACE.....kidding aside we really need this, you'll never know "Cue Gort" might visit us (lol)....i just wanna be happy this christmas

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYBODY!!!!!!

HALF FULL NOT HALF EMPTY

2008-09-30T22:14:00.004+08:00

its september 30,how time flies, my last post was july 15, so what's with me this last 2 months and 15 days

to be honest about it, NOTHING!!!!

but that's in a positive way....its true that nothing major is happening with me, id rather have that, than to have something major, nerve wracking, depressing thing..... i hate depression!!!!!

but come to think of it something nice happened, last july we added two more computers and its dual core, so up till now theyre the best among the group, theyre very in demand with my clients

we had our town fiesta last august 16, you know guys our fiesta is very famous, "kumbaga dinadayo", if you have a car you could hardly get in specially during lunch time coz thats when people starts to flock (tama ba yung word na flock?), syempre my singing contest (fiestas wont be the same without it), and our very own "bebot" pageant, its a beauty contest for straight men who will for one night be as beautiful as their lady counterparts, complete with gowns and make up...

after two years (i think) i had a reunion with my friends at tagaytay...todo reminiscing kami...ako pa im the life of the party, pag wala ako it wouldnt be complete (yon di kaya ang iniisip nila)...i had fundador, im just not sure if its genuine....hehehe...but my friend told me its genuine...even if its not i wouldnt know din...so oks lang...bumaha ng pulutan, fried chicken, tilapia, menudo etc...syempre a party wouldnt be the same without a videoke...sing to the max kami, sympre we all know that it would take a while bago maulit ito...so make the most out of it....i dont remember how many i had but what i know was that i was half drunk when we parted ways, and because of that i got lost....eventhough im not drunk i cant think straight but thank GOD i got home safely

so as the title says, we should always look at it as half full not half empty, we should always see the little dot in the center of a blank white paper, we should appreciate what we have...

SO TO BE REALLY HONEST WITH YOU GUYS...SO MUCH HAPPENED THIS LAST 2 MONTHS AND 15 DAYS

AND THE MOST IMPORTANT OF ALL, I STILL HAVE MY FRIENDS, MY FAMILY, MY KIDS AND MY FRIEND!!!!!

AND LASTLY I JUST WANNA SAY BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE PERSON WHO INSPIRED ME TO HAVE THIS BLOG!!!!

one hell of a night

2008-07-15T13:11:00.003+08:00

it was 12:30 in the morning of july 5, i was infront of the computer just surfing around when i felt some pain in the gallbladder area, at first i thought it was nothing but as each moment passes by its starting to bug me, i told my self, "here we go again"....im already used to it (gallbladder stone attacks)...i stood up and drank some coffee to ease the pain in my stomach...after almost an hour....what started as "nakakabwisit" na pain became an alarming one....the pain spread out, aside from my stomach and gallbladder, i can feel pain also in the lower stomach.....im now sweating like shit....using hot compress to relieve the pain...it's almost 5:30 in the morning when the pain stopped....grabe....went to the doctor, bought medicines for my UTI, then had another check up...bought medicines for my stomach cramps....now im on a no fat, no salt, no dairy diet, no meat diet...in short nakakasukang diet (oats)...as of today im starting to eat normal foods again....but will go back to the nakakasukang diet tonight, coz i can feel something, im not sure what it is...but there is something!!!!

but you know the nakakasukang diet really made me feel good.....

I LUV MY KIDZ!!!!!

2008-06-11T13:51:00.003+08:00

its been awhile since i wrote something, cant find the "it" thing...most entries in these blog are my triumphs over loneliness, depression etc...now im in a bad mood....i have three loves....and one of them are my kidz...technically they are not "kids", they're dogs but i treat them as my kids, i love them so much....they have given me unconditional love...i tried to be as considerate as possible...i know they dont like dogs and im grateful that they didnt (100%)disapprove of it when we decided to get a dog but suddenly things changed....now the kids are on a leash 18 hrs a day, we only set them free when its time to sleep...at first i was against it but i tried to understand them coz in the first place its their haus...but now putting them in a cage is a different thing...no matter how i try to understand it i just cant....a cage is still a cage no matter how it looks like...even if a cage is made of 24 carat gold its still a cage...

so whats with me

2008-03-10T15:15:00.000+08:00

after a few months in hiatus from blogging.....im back!!!!

my last post was november 19...

so ill do it in chronological order:

christmas time:

nothing new.....i got n new watch (fossil) with a blue dial....really looks good...ate at this nice resto overlooking laguna de bay....

january:

celebrated my birthday with my bestfriend.....but didnt go out...stayed here and drank "jose cuervo"

february:

my bestfriends birthday....we planned to go to market market but decided to go to megamall instead, coz we're not fond of shopping (or maybe bcoz of lack of funds....lol)when we were at mega, we were contemplating on where to eat...should we eat at our favorite wendys....or just go to the food court but bcoz its a special day we decided to eat at pizza hut...as we were looking at their menu....i told my friend should we order the "99" promo meal they have...but what struck me is that i cant see it in the menu...saka its kinda dyahe to order the "99" thing....so we decided to order pizza, carbonarra and soda

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

march

aside from the continuous political noise....business isnt that good, we lost a few major clients bcoz of competition, another major problem just cropped up......in any business its common to have competition...but what really annoyed me is, in business "walang pamilya, walang kapuso"...we just learned that the family of the wife of my bestfrends uncle put up a similar business...and whats really annoying is that it is located more or less just 20 meters from where we are....now, we are planning to expand and do some renovations (cross fingers)....kumbaga these will be our..."coup de grace"....

on the positve side....AI is back...and i have two favorites....david archuleta and ramiele malubay...

ME, MYSELF AND MY BIKE

2007-11-20T15:10:00.000+08:00

we have things that we treasure because of sentimental reasons!!!!

i have this bike which was given to me years ago, i havent used it for ages now but i decided to use it again for practical reasons due to high cost of transportation and so that i will be in control of what time i could get back to the shop...ill never be in the mercy of the fucking traffic!!!

when i saw it, i said to myself..."he" looks okay...may potential pa....a little linis, major repaint and it will be "gwapo" again.

as we were working on my bike, i just realized that a linis and a repaint wont do the job, at first, the manibela is pangit na, the kambyo is sira na, need to buy an "interior"....okay lang....basta gumapo uilt!!!

suddenly one of the pasaways arrived, he uttered something that really made me mad...(dalhin na raw sa junkshop)at first i thought it was only a joke...but he said it again and again...i tried to compose myself...pasok sa tenga, labas sa kabila...but still he wouldnt stop until i snapped...i took my bike...then told them that ill just let somebody fix it

may sense of humour me, but throwing jokes, you must have the right timing...for me it wasnt just a simple joke....personal na...i felt insulted, humiliated..the fact that almost everybody knew that im starting to be pissed off then ulit ulitin pa...ibang usapan na yon...

that bike is part of me, its part of who i am, part of what ive been, what i have accomplished...insulting my bike is like insulting me...its very personal to me!!!

10 YEARS OF HAPPINES, FEAR AND PAIN

2007-10-11T13:45:00.000+08:00

how time flies, i just realized that its been 10 years already...these past ten has given me all these 3 things...

HAPPINESS, coz after waiting for so many years i've found it already, you dont find happiness, it finds you....before these 10 years came to my life im lonely, i was in a stage of my life where i dont know where to go, what to do, my life is like shit but happiness found me and now im happy

FEAR, coz after i found the happiness that eluded me for years, now i am afraid that someone or something will take it from me...it happened before and theres no guarantee that it wont happen again...it happened twice in my life and i wont let it happen again but thats what life is all about...but i wont let it happen...ill fight for it at the same time pray to GOD that it wont happen

PAIN, trials are part of life, every now and then storms passes as by, but with every storm we became stronger, we became wiser,for the last 10 years there were three major storms, at first i asked myself, what did i do wrong? i always try to blame myself...but i realized that its just part of life, that ive been there before, but that doesnt mean that you wont feel that pain anymore...i thank GOD that he answered my prayers...He made me stronger to overcome all of it...but i also prayed to GOD that those storms that passed by me will find their own perfect place, where they could find the happiness that i found

JUMPY

2007-09-28T20:43:00.000+08:00

technically we have two dogs in the house, but we have been taking care of our neighbors dog, she was abandoned by the owner when they transfered to a new subdivision, we treated her as family, kasama na siya sa food distribution namin, but we cant let her stay in the house coz we have 2 male dogs, thats why she still sleeps in the house where she grew up along with her cat friends

suddenly the homeowners association started picking up "stray dogs", and sad to say they took her yesterday morning, coz when it was time to eat her lunch she wasnt there, at first it was just a hunch but it was confirmed this morning that she was there, my mom was willing to pay the fine, which is 150, but she told the administrator that she has only 100 in her wallet but he declined, he insisted taht it should be 150, but what really made my mom mad was when he told her that if we didnt pick up jumpy in 3 days, shell be sent to san pedro then to baguio, she relayed the message to me, i was really mad, i ask myself why are they dealing with dog poachers just to get rid of the dogs who frequently stay in the streets, i went to binan to talk to the administrator and to get jumpy but no ones around in the clubhouse, i saw her in this makeshift pound that really made me angry, kasi nakakaawa and she was all wet and dirty...so we went to the house of the president of the home owners but he wasnt there, so went to see the administrator and i confronted him, why are they dealing with illegal dog traders, i also told him that theres no municipal pound in san pedro, and he confirmed about the san pedro-baguio thing, i was really upset, i told him that youre doing something that is illegal, i also told him that the mere fact that the dogs where situated in an inhumane place is against the law, nataranta ang gago (sorry for the word)now hes on the defensive when i asked him who gave the permission for those dog butchers to enter the subdivision, someone must gave permission and i wanna know who it is, he immediately told as to speak to the vice president...we went their and spoke to his relative and conveyed to them our message, that there were no guidelines, and the mere fact that the association (the board) is dealing in criminal acts, i also them that jumpy is not a stray dog, and there should be proper protocols that must be followed, they should inform the owners or the neighbors at the least....that they should coordinate with the municipal vet not with dog poachers

now my mom and i are still waiting for the release of jumpy

jumpy is gone....ill miss you jumpy......see you soon

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VEGAN PRINCE!!!

2007-09-19T13:37:00.000+08:00

its been awhile since i posted, been to busy, setting up my moms computer, enrolling at smart bro (kahit mabagal siya, no choice), preparing the docs for my moms visa application, took me six hours to get the birth certificate....waaaaa.....may fixer pa yan...

just wanna post the video i made for the birthday of the vegan prince

MOOD SWINGS, BAD DAY

2007-09-08T02:14:00.000+08:00

mood swings (topak), i hate it when it hits me, but what can i do? i dont have any control all the things around me...

because of this fucking mood swings, my mom almost had a bad accident last thursday, i had a quarrel with my best friend which took almost 36 hours to fix...

so here it goes....we're on our way to alabang to meet my mom then proceed to my sisters office at makati to bring some stuff but due to miscommunication we had a hard time looking for my mom, she told us that we should meet her at the bus terminal infront of metropolis, when we got there she was no where in sight, we texted her to ask where she is, she replied, we should proceed to saint rose terminal, i had a feeling that it will be a bad day coz my friend was getting irritated, when we got there, my mom wanted us to ride in an ordinary bus, I said no...all the smoke in manila will be on our faces....so we had to walk again to the next terminal in the heat of the sun...when we got into the first bus it was almost empty so we transferred again...now my mood swings is really getting into me....when i got to the second bus it was almost full, i told them we should transfer to the next bus, now its their turn to have their own topak attacks, now to make thing worst the buys driver on the third bus wont let us in coz the second bus is not yet full (5 more passengers to go) the nerve of this driver, letting us stay in the heat of the sun (11:30 am)...now i can see my friend sweating like hell and i said to myself this isnt good....(he hates when he sweats, especially when he is wearing his brand new shirt) , after a few minutes the f**** driver lets us all in so as usual with the pinoys nag-uunahan, nadapa ang mom sa stairs ng bus but i was at the back of the group so i couldnt help her, fortunately my friend was there to help her up....now to make matters even worse when we got into our seat, we realized that the aircon isnt functioning well.....waaaaaaa.....big trouble.....my friend will not like this....i can see his face and its not good.....when we got to ayala i said to myself....haay salamat....but to my surprise its not yet over....we have to walk to the next bus stop which i think is almost 1 kilometer....waaaaaa.....paktay na......iinit na talaga ulo ng friend ko.....he tried not to show it to my mom....sa inis ko nagiging bobo ako.....sabi bat ba ayaw nila magsakay eh nakasulat unloading area.....di ba ang tanga....sabi nag ng friend ko...unloading area nga....lol....

when we arrived at pbcom, i said to myself....hay salamat.....i was asked by my sisters friend where we want to eat...i told her sa foodcourt nalang....when we got there i was shocked...it wasnt like your ordinary foodcourt...i thought parang sa foodcourt lang sa malls...ang MAHAL....135 pesos (1 slice of pizza, spag with white sauce, saka chicken fillet with bab-b-que sauce....di man lang ako natinga.......)

we went to landmark and we decided to part ways with my mom, we still have to canvass for an lcd monitor....eh di naman me makati boy...so ayun napagod kami sa kahahanap ng park square 1, then when we got there ang papangit naman ng shop don....expecially ang villman, malaki pa comfort room ng sister ko...parang bilihan ng diploma sa recto...so i decided to go home na kasi i can feel that any moment na sasabog na ang buddy ko....so on our way to the bus terminal ayon sumabog na ang bulkan...he uttered something that confirms na bwisit na bwisit na siya...so from sm makati to san pedro we never spoke to eachother......nagkabati lang kami kami at 1:30 am saturday

moral of the story.....when you're with people who are closest to your heart.....wag TOPAKIN

THE MIRACLE KITTEN

2007-08-23T12:54:00.000+08:00

backgrounder:

we have lots of puskal here, we feed them, they sleep in the garage, we cant let them in the house coz the dogs hate them, one of them is stress, why the name? coz when i first saw her, she looked stressed out, as in pang comercial ng vitamins for adults ang dating....ang pangit talaga...then husky pa voice niya....of all the cats stress in the loyal one, she just stay in the garage unlike "tita" minsan nawawala

so to cut things short after gumanda si stress, may nagka gusto, lumandi, nabuntis

i still dont have a name for the kitten, kung boy ill name him stresso, kung girl maybe lucky.....just found out yesterday that their mom wasn't breastfeeding at all....so I manually feed them thru a dropper, but this morning 2 of the kittens died, i brought the kitten to the shop I'll just manually feed him every three hours, I hope he will survive...for now he's sleeping.....

update 5 pm:

im losing hope that he will be a miracle kitten, i dont have the proper tools, im just using a dropper....but i wont quit ill try my best but if in the end ill fail atleast i did my best....according to my research i may not be giving him enough milk....ill drop by at the vet clinic will look for feeding bottles kittens

update 1:20 am

just fed him, more or less mga 3ml ng bonna3, he's sleeping now, tomorrow ill buy a smaller dropper baka kasi its too big for his mouth kaay he feels irritated pag feeding time, i can hear him meowing....afk mode

update 2:40 am

i think he's improving.....i have to sleep now.....just finish reformatting the pc....hope this morning when i wake up he's still with me

update 9am

he looks ok.....still figting....we're both fighting!!!!

august 25. 11:00 hrs

he passed away, when i woke up this morning i already knew that its just a matter of hours, he's breathing was deep and slow......i kissed him to say goodbye.....but in a way im glad coz he wont suffer anymore....

to my kitten lucky.....goodbye....see you soon

REGRETS!!!!

2007-08-22T13:41:00.000+08:00

regrets, why do people have them....is it in our nature to have regrets...I have lots of regrets in my life (who doesn't have?)....maybe if I studied harder then maybe I might have a better life, if I didn't transfer from one school to another then four years after I graduated from high school I'll be a professional na, then ten years after I'll be stable na, another ten years I have my own place na....etc etc...

but changing the past doesnt mean that the future will change in our favor, if ever I did good in my studies that doesnt mean that ill be more successful today, it doesnt mean that ill be happier, it doesnt follow.....I always say this to my friends, there are things in life how much you try, if it wont happen it will never happen, what is important you did your best...(Im good at that, mangaral....lol) that's what you call destiny.....maybe this is my destiny (trying to make myself feel good....lol) sabi nga nila make sure of your wishes it might just come true....all I ever wish (when I was still in my teen years) was to be happy, for someone to love me for what I am, coz sa barkada ko I was the only one who was lonely....so "destiny" gave it to me....happiness.....not financial...but emotional....and for that I am grateful...how I wish "destiny" would be more generous...but syempre hands down ako...if I have to pick only one, don nako sa emotional happiness