Just Hallucination

me & you

2012-01-31T11:44:00.002+08:00

Me and you
fighting.struggling.facing
rumours
money
reality
healthy

and every single thing
is for me and you
for a better future, our future.

What's stopping you?

2011-11-16T11:23:00.001+08:00

If you don't go after what you want, you'll never have it.

If you don't step foward, you're always in the same place.

If you don't ask, the answer is always no.

What's stopping you or me from doing something really big?

my little voice is stopping me, i can't master it T.T..

did you ever have a little voice in your heart that you're like talking to yourself?

you betcha, thats the little voice.

WHEN YOU'RE IN DOUBT, JUST DO IT!

can I?

《她》

2011-10-23T22:49:00.000+08:00

爱上她
必须坦诚地面对她
真实地面对她
毫无保留的面对她

将自己
最软弱的地方
最隐秘的伤口
通通展现出来给她

让可笑的自尊面子
通通见鬼去
只要爱她不想其她

因为深爱
所以要在一起
不论剩下多少时间
不论与世界背道而驰
都只有奔往有她
的地方

It's been a long time and a long story =)

2011-10-18T23:43:00.000+08:00

Well, I also forgotten since when I stop blogging due to busy-ness about studying and working.
Everything is just a blink of an eye, from this year January onward, beginning with chinese new year, then falling in love with my best friend, then travel to Taiwan, and my 21st birthday this year, then a lots of things happened.

and what I've been through is me, from a teenager to an adult, not really matured after all =/
but what so complicated bout life?
you see, people live and people die, people laugh and people cry
what I saw in my current life is :-
people studying people gaming
people working people loving
people fighting people arguing
people hating people loving
people motivating people sporting
people stealing people complaining
people enjoying people suffering
people understanding people communicating
people believing people fucking
people who don't know what to do and just keep living their life on without any purpose
people who have dreams and yet they afraid of achieving it and says: dreams are for non-reality people
people who rather believing in the truth/rumor rather than the fact
people who totally no directions about their future
people who not really satisfied with their life style and yet they are not willing to fight for it
people who keep complaining this and that
people.. are just complicated?

sometimes, in some perspectives, people are just simple and life is beautiful.
somehow it's just ain't as beautiful as you think right?
it depends.

Finally, my life can be said as turning from a negative slowly to positive.
Happiness will not always be there for you, unless you take a chance and grab for it.
and now, I'm in love, deeply.
thanks to my love, Lai Kah Wai who always been there for me, gave me a chance to prove myself and after all, I'm not alone =)

Love, is not as easy as you guys think unless you have been through it.

I still have a long long story to share, but that's all for today folks =)

Taiwan Checklist, Countdown 22 Days =)

2011-04-11T21:24:00.000+08:00

CHECKLIST BEFORE DEPART
Necessary Items (Everyone):
[ ] Airline Tickets
[ ] Passport
[ ] Wallet / Purse
[ ] Cash
[ ] Hotel confirmation
[ ] Itinerary
[ ] Identification Card
[ ] First Aid **Plaster, Vitamins, Medicine**
[ ] Emergency phone numbers
(CKS International Airport Tourist Service Center)
- (03) 383-4631/2

(Taiwan Visitors Association) **Important venue for the tourist**
- (02) 594-3261
(Tourist Information Hot Line)
- (02) 717-3737
(POLICE 110, FIRE 119)

General Items (Someone):
[ ] Camera + Tripod **At Least 2, I'm bringing 2 Cameras**
[ ] Laptop **At Least 2**
[ ] Watches
[ ] USB Cables **For camera and lappy**
[ ] Charger **Lappy & phone**
[ ] Pendrive **Need more than 4gb**
[ ] Safety pins
[ ] Pen and paper
[ ] Sun glasses
[ ] Needles and thread
[ ] Tiny Umbrella **Who got?**
[ ] Flashlight
[ ] Normal Rubber Bands
[ ] Sweet
[ ] Medium Plastic Bag **Everyone**
[ ] Nail Clippers
[ ] Condoms

Bathroom Equipment:
[ ] Toothbrush + Tiny toothpaste
[ ] Razors
[ ] Towels + Small Towel
[ ] Comb
[ ] Tiny Shampoo **I'll Bring, available for 4 person only**
[ ] Deodorant
[ ] Wax & Hair Spray **1 People bring enough**
[ ] Hair Dryer **1 is enough**

Ladies Checklist:
[ ] Cosmetics
[ ] Skin Lotion
[ ] Sunscreen
[ ] Rubber Band / Hair Clipper
[ ] Sanitary Napkins **For Auntie Visits**
[ ] 4 Sets of Apparel + 1 Set Wearing
[ ] 5 Sets Lingerie & Panties **WASH YOURSELF**
[ ] 1 extra T-Shirts **Just in case**
[ ] Short Pants **Own Choice**
[ ] Bikini/Swimsuits
[ ] Shower Cap
[ ] Hats / Caps **Sunny Day**
[ ] Handbag
[ ] Belts
[ ] Jackets

[ ] Slippers

+ *1 pair shoes Wearing*

[ ] Socks

Gentlemen Checklist:
[ ] 4 Sets of Apparel + 1 Set Wearing
[ ] 1 extra T-Shirts **Just in case**
[ ] 5 Sets Underwear **WASH YOURSELF**
[ ] Belts
[ ] 1 Set Beach Wear
[ ] Jackets

[ ] Slippers + *1 pair Sport shoes Wearing*

[ ] Socks

CHECKLIST AFTER DEPART
[ ] Seek for sim cards
... lazy d=.=""

**** Weigh your Luggage before you depart from your house thanks****

DID I MISS OUT ANYTHING?!

I'm not a good boy

2011-02-26T01:01:00.000+08:00

sometimes, you just gotta play the "good boy/girl" role.

try to imagine the scenario that a child parents keep nagging and pursue them to study hard and get better result, not to hang out at night, but we usually just ignore them...

with, ya la, ok la, know lahhh... >.<

I can see this happen on everyone, in current century lol.

this is our new era.

Gossip Girl Dan & Blair

2011-02-23T12:17:00.000+08:00

If's you've watched till season 4 ep 16(the latest ep), you'll found out that blair is getting cozy with dan omg, i like it! they're so adorable xD
Yay, Blair and Dan will have one of their hilariously awkward partnerships for a big sweeps week all-hands-on-deck scheme!

2011-02-12T19:55:00.002+08:00

Lunar New Year

2011-02-11T14:18:00.000+08:00

Different Poses combine together so funny lar LMAO
Keep on gambling 24/7 since new year begun, on and on..
it's crazy and funny.
there's always winner and loser in gambling,
to those who lost quite a lot of money don't be sad lar, gambling is such a demonic activity =S
but most important is we could gather and have fun.

Happy Lunar New Year & Gong Xi Fatt Chai Buddies

- F*cking Perfect -

2011-01-22T21:06:00.001+08:00

Made a wrong turn, once or twice

Dug my way out, blood and fire

Bad decisions, that's alright

Welcome to my silly life

Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood

Miss 'No way, it's all good', it didn't slow me down

Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated

Look, I'm still around.

潘台成不笨哲学之--管理自己

2011-01-17T21:20:00.002+08:00

要知道如何管理自己，克己复礼，
要把【低层次的我】修正成【高层次的我】，
就如逆水行舟，不进则退！

女儿闯了祸之后，懊悔又颓丧的对母亲说：“妈！都是我可怕的坏脾气，我要医治它，本来以为已经改好了，谁知道一发不可收拾..甚至比以前更糟，我该怎么办？”

母亲体贴而温柔的说：“孩子，脾气每个人多少都有一点，有些人甚至比你还霸道，但是我们必须慢慢努力去克服，不要以为你的脾气是世界上最坏的，其实我也常常和你一样啊！”

女儿：“可是我从来都没有看过你发脾气啊.”

母亲：“我费了四十年的功夫，才把它们克服，直到现在，我还没有放松这个功课呢！”

Research : Making Money Online (Affiliate Marketing)

2010-12-13T15:28:00.002+08:00

What is An Affiliate?
An affiliate is someone who promotes a product or service to potential customers, in exchange for a commission on the sale when one occurs.

It is an easy way to make money online simply because you just sell other people’s products. Making money as an affiliate marketer is fairly simple because affiliate networks like Clickbank who allow you to promote thousands of products from one platform.

Q: Does it cost anything to be an affiliate?
A: No, ClickBank does not charge any fees to sign up as an affiliate. You may decide to spend money on your promotional efforts, such as paid advertising, but this is entirely up to you. Please note that there is a one-time $49.95 activation charge for vendors that want to sell their product through ClickBank, but there is no similar charge for affiliates to activate the account.

SYSTEMS:
The Cash Code

Is The Cash Code a scam?
Well, it is not a scam. However, keep in mind that it is about building real business. So, don’t expect to make over $100,000 after 30 days buying the system.
However, yes you can start earning good income from the internet with The Cash Code program.

What The Cash Code is about?
The Cash Code is about selling your own product. They WILL give you real products that you own. Materials like sales letter, training guide and websites will be provided as well. You don’t need to spend time on product creation.
Sell the products like a Clickbank publisher does and you will get tonnes of traffic from affiliate websites and start making lots of money. So, it is not about making money with affiliate marketing like previous Michael’s products.

The bad side:
- Like I said before, don’t expect to make over $100 000 in 29 days like Michael did with this system. This is not a get-rich-quick scheme. It is about building a real business.
- Beginners will take time to learn and implement techniques like traffic generation.

The good side:
- For beginners, The Cash Code is perfect for you. It is very easy to setup and start cashing in lots of money. If you start with other systems, you will spend more time but make less money. But The Cash Code is different.
- If you are experienced but never jump into product creation before, The Cash Code is worth trying as well. You will be provided with products that you can sell, with killer sales copy. All the products are in hot niche markets, so doubt, you will get lots of traffic and make lots of sales.

The Empire Formula by Anik Singal

The Indian-born American, Anik Singal, before becoming a full time successful internet and affiliate marketer, Anik was actually a pretty good tennis player. After pursing a tennis career for a short time, Anik decided to become a doctor and started pre-med school.

The Empire Formula is launched on 26/10/2010 and is a most comprehensive training course ever made on internet marketing. I want to quickly index the issue that the empire formula scam is not true.

As you probably already know, Anik is the CEO of Affiliate Classroom. What you may not know is that Anik started it in 2005. Affiliate Classroom is an online training center for all of the aspiring internet marketers out there. He trains a range of affiliate marketers, from newbies to experts. By keeping an eye out for the latest developments in internet business, Singal is able to provide extensive knowledge and keep traffic flowing to his student’s websites.

Four Stages of The Empire Formula:

Stage 1- 0 to $300k (Getting Started)
Stage 2- 300k to $1 million (Lets Get Smart)
Stage 3- 1million to $3 million (Now We Hustle)
Stage 4- 3million to $10 million (Time For Brilliance)
So this course is valuable for a range of marketers. If you are not starting from scratch, you can dive into any stage based on where your business is?

Hyper Facebook Traffic System by Adeel Chowdhry and Bobby Walker

Hyper FB Traffic is a new course by 2 super marketers Adeel Chowdhry and Bobby Walker who have some of the most bestselling clickbank products like Mass Article Control, Mass PPV Traffic and My Software Business, Hyper FB Traffic is new and super training program but this time Hyper FB Traffic designed for only Facebook marketer.

[X] You DO NOT need a website
[X] You DO NOT need a product
[X] You DO NOT need experience
[X] You DO NOT need to make stupid niche blogs
[X] You DO NOT need to write articles till your fingers bleed
[X] You DO NOT need lots of advertising capital
[X] You DO NOT need to do fancy JVs
[X] And you don’t even need Google

Saj P, the creator of best selling Clickbank products like Affiliate Funnel System, Zero Friction Marketing and Banner Ads Blueprint is going to release his latest course on May 2010. It is called Hyper Facebook Traffic.
CHECK THIS OUT?
http://www.clickbank.com/index.html
http://www.yousaytoo.com/facebook-money-making-cash-system/391161

LET ME BREAK IT OUT TO YA'LL, READERS

All you need is buy the system, visitors, have visitors click on the products or ads, then you'll earn money.

It's all about Clickbank.
I was wondering, was all these money making system a scam. And I found it is not a scam.
The Truth is, how many of the people succeed making money with all these internet media and systems?

Excuse me? you don't need and experience, you don't need and capital to start this business and you'll gonna earn money? let me guess, 2 figures or 3 figures?
C'mon, as if everyone could earn money like this,
WE DON'T NEED TO GO TO SCHOOL OR COLLEGE OR UNIVERSITIES DOOD!
they just sounds so persuasive.
Seriously, there are people who really earned more than 6 figures, but not everyone can earn this figure.

I don't have the guts to try these system out because i think that it isn't easy as they promote their making money system =/
but I'm also seriously looking for the way to earn money online also ~.~
perhaps I'll start my Handicraft Business online?

Mind to share these info out? thanks.

NEXT RESEARCH:
Ponzi Scheme & Multi-Level Marketing (MLM)

So far so Good

2010-12-05T13:07:00.002+08:00

What's the first thing I do every time i wake up in the morning?

turn on the computer and fb instead of washing face, LOL.

Finally assignments week ended, not stressful anymore.

seriously, i bet everyone can feel the stress of doing assignment, research paper etc.

always miss out those events becuz of assignments. rush rush rush, due date is friggin close.
it's like very hard to breathe @.@
after everything is over, teehee ~ we're all free~ (I'm freeee)

Lucky am I, always start my assignment in the last day before the due date, I'm pretty good at hugging's god leg anyway
临时抱佛脚 =P
so.. there are still some of the events i didn't missed out =D

DuO yEh of Pennan Birthday - Group Picture

Pennan, Me & Pei Wen =)

not enuf boke to rent @ taman pertanian >.<

Taman Pertanian 1Day Trip

I'm HORSEEE weee 90's

Sibeh Close lor haha

Yao's BIrthday

I won 2 tix from GSC fb events also xD, who wanna watch?

and my bro GAVE ME HIS iPhone man, wtf! can't belive this! hooorayy ^^

Awesome artists with awesome music
Katy Perry - Fireworks
The Ready Set - Love like Woe

so-damn-busy

2010-11-27T22:41:00.001+08:00

preparing = busy
exam = screwed
wadafak!

90's

2010-11-23T10:52:00.000+08:00

you know, I'm really so proud that I'm from 90's.
we got
Popoye the Sailor Man, Pink Panther
Digimon, Pokemon, Cartoon Network
Harvest Moon, Sailor Moon,
Snow White, Tarzan, Beauty and the Beast, Pocahontas etc.

nowadays those kids, what they have?
I-phone... psp...

It's been quite a-busy-semester

2010-11-15T15:32:00.000+08:00

express week is just way too short.
short semester have only 7 weeks oh gosh. so fast week 6 d.
assignments and final progress : 0%.. again =__="

summore got work also argh. LACK OF TIME LAR.
GOD PLEASE GIVE ME 48hours per day please ~

Time Flies

2010-11-01T16:31:00.001+08:00

well, got a bunch a new friends, which called penn's family =.=
wad oh? act wad close oh cc? so fast brudder here brudder there meh?
lolz, anyway, i'd rather make some new friends instead of enemies right?
ever since i knew them, there's lots of activities also.
There's always FOOD ! and jokes ~

argh i went to broga 3rd times d =.=

how many crazy friends you have? how crazy you've played and laugh before?
I wish those days never end.
a never ending laughter. THAT'S IT! LAUGH LIKE CRAZY!

having my short sem huh? 3 weeks passed and here comes mid-term & assignments.
oh gosh. express class uhmm, fly like a g6 >.

Halloween ended, i wanted to celebrate so badly.. so damn badly.

Ahh, it's November. lucky there's only bday celebration on 1st Nov. finally don't need to plan anything in this entire month, temporary.

A new entry in my world record, a 20 years old lady which is only.. 35.7 kg, i guess she's about 160cm? lol

Birthday friends,
Happy birthday to Jervey Choon, Chong Wai Pan, Chong Wai Hong, Ho Keng Hong & Dennis yah.

Here's my question:
25 friends celebrated for u, and u have to celebrate 25 times for each friends, won't you?
If some of your friends missed your birthday celebration, so you think that you shouldn't attend their birthday celebration too?

FOOD! Thai Cuisine steamboat BBQ buffet, at Puchong, sibeh sedap! but also expensive, about rm35 each person =/

and what now? Christmas is coming soon, and I'm like, craving for a gf perhaps? gawds..
supposed to say i like Christmas or hate Christmas ler? -..-

Life ends when you stop dreaming,

hope ends when you stop believing,

love ends when you stop caring,

friendship ends when you stop sharing.

- 10days Taiwan trip - countdown timer 183days more =p

Current music - *Rihanna - Only Girl*

潘台成 - 不笨哲学

2010-10-17T23:33:00.011+08:00

最近看了一本书，觉得很有意义，想跟大家分享一下

其实不怕麻烦可以实现梦想

其实尊重可以获得支持

其实真心可以换来真情

其实不计较可以获得公平对待

其实吃亏可以获得好感

其实不占便宜可以获得好评

其实不与人争锋可以少掉烦恼

其实做小事可以得到赏识

因为我们都知道
努力，不一定会成功
但成功却永远需要努力

mood

2010-10-14T22:50:00.001+08:00

where is my blogging mood T_T

argh my beloved holidaysss

2010-10-07T10:19:00.001+08:00

Holiday is going to end.. very soon T.T

I don't wanna fall out..

2010-10-04T21:28:00.003+08:00

My heart is running on empty
One more day and then we go
Yeah, the time goes on now
Don't ask me how
I don't know
We'll be home tomorrow
About a thousand miles too far away?
Say you won't forget and i'll be okay

At least tonight
It's just you and me and honestly
That's everything i need

I don't wanna fall out
But we're all out of time
(Is this over?)
(Don't want an ending)
In one day
No way you'll be mine
(Is this over?)
(Don't want an ending)

Tonight's the countdown
'Till the day we're not around
(Is this over?)
(Don't want an ending)
And you're gone
And we're on with our lives
(Is this over?)
(Don't want an ending)
I don't want an ending

Don't want an ending...

Outstanding Holidays

2010-10-03T16:02:00.000+08:00

OMG it's my sem3 holidayss !

how i spent my days and who i spent with?

of course is all DDLY friends lo hahaha

having all kind of activities and i enjoy to me MAX lolz

Here's My activities list muahaha

Mid Valley lepak, Broga Hill, Malacca, painting, karaoke, Leisure Mall movie, back to hometown, I-city, Mid-Autumn BBQ festival, Hutan Lipur waterfall, interview at Captivate, Mahjong and POKER(tonight) ~

Others:

Facebook, blogging, drama can't buy me love, anime kuroshitsuji, gakuen apocalypse, summer wars, series undercover, vampire dairies, gossip girl, covert affairs, nikita, the defender, movie etc.

This is my holiday xD

Broga Hill

Malacca

Painting

Karaoke

I-city

Mid-autumn BBQ festival

waterfall

mahjong

M-family

Penn-Family

what else? lolz

really ddly hahaha

- Live life to the max - !

Mid-Autumn Festival 2010

2010-09-22T08:50:00.004+08:00

Dear family members please read below.
our event start on 6.30pm - 11.30pm
we have BBQ lar, shooting lar, blow water lar, DDLY lar, games lar, candles and fireworks lar etc.

11.30pm onwards, another event, which called

tion-without-you-we-can't-make-it-event>

Thanks to
1st - Lai Kah Wai
who offered us a place to celebrate MCF, sponsored curry chicken, meehun and also help to set-up this event.
2nd - Ho Keng Hong
who offered his 2 Chivas Regal to us :D
3rd - Lee Wai Kit
who offered us a place to drink drank drunk !
4th - to those who helped to set-up this event and also sponsored something to this event, also to those who borrowed materials to us.
5th - thanks to those who attending this event. without u all, there's no fun in M Family. Peace!

P.S.: You can choose to attend the event after MCF at Kah Wai's house, or not. It's your choice buddy =)

another P.S. :
not compulsory: whoever house got more fish geh moon cake, please bring 1 to that event okay.. thank you.
COMPULSORY: EVERYONE HAVE TO BRING AN ITEM *dedicate to us* TO THE EVENT. (better be new items okay, or else food.. actually old stuffs also can =P)
for LUCKY DRAW.

ex: a pack of maggi mee, a can of drink, a pack of sweets, a tupperwave, a pair of new socks, a pack of biscuits, moon cake if u want, milo, shirt, shieldtox, i-phone, candles, lantern, key chain, laptop, mouse, gameboy, books, story books, comic books, stationeries, bag, DIY stuffs, money, toothbrush, toothpaste, light bulb, butter.. what can you think of? please comment =)

thanks for your cooperation. without u guys, and there's no lucky draw man.
don't tell me you have nothing to dedicate.
don't tell me there's no point you should bring an item.
don't tell me this is lame.
don't tell me you don't want to play lucky draw.
don't tell me you're not interested.
don't tell me this is very malanfan.
don't tell me you don't like to bring and you chui ah?
you can only question bout the items u wanted to dedicate.
thanks again.
click here to the event page M-Family Moon Cake Festival =)

Best Regards,
cCc, LETS ROCK' N ROLL

I throw my hands up in the air sometimes
Saying AYO!
Gotta let go!
I wanna celebrate and live my life
Saying AYO!
Baby, let's go!

'Cause we gon' rock this club
We gon' go all night
We gon' light it up
Like it's dynamite!
'Cause I told you once
Now I told you twice
We gon' light it up
Like it's dynamite!

SPECIAL INFO: A RESIPSU LIWL HOSEWD PU HTAT AYD YB cCc.
and..
this morning after we went to pasar pagi buy some ingredients.. i went back home and saw this thingy beside my bed lol..

and i just found this at my home.. guess what? it's M Family Legacy.

this stuff left at my home 3 years ago due to x event. anyone remember?

i just remember u guys said, leave it at my home and wait for the next event bah.

then.. 3 years passed. till today.

LMFAO !

i'll bring it to MCF that day xD

Lee Hom - 你不知道的事 ♥

2010-09-21T02:58:00.000+08:00

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛才学会飞行
　　夜空洒满了星星但几颗会落地
　　我飞行但你坠落之际
　　很靠近还听见呼吸
　　对不起我却没捉紧你
　　你不知道我为什么离开你
　　我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
　　你的泪滴像倾盆大雨碎了满地
　　在心里清晰
　　你不知道我为什么狠下心　
　　盘旋在你看不见的高空里
　　多的是你不知道的事

Start ; End

2010-09-19T23:38:00.000+08:00

无论你在什么时候开始
重要的是开始之后就不要停止
无论你在什么时候结束
重要的是结束之后就不要后悔

No matter when you start
Important thing is don't stop after the beginning
No matter when you end
Do not regret after ended