The Paperboy Diaries

Godly Goggles

noreply@blogger.com (Tom Pilarski) — Thu, 24 Dec 2009 06:06:00 +0000

A couple of weeks ago I had the pleasure of teaching a lesson on maintaining our focus on the Savior to our AWANA group. At that time I told them that during this Christmas season that they should keep their "Godly Goggles" on so that they were not distracted by the toys, games and just stuff that this season has to offer. You see when you have goggles on it causes you to focus on what is ahead of you. As believers we can be distracted by things this season has to offer that isn't necessarily bad, but takes our focus on the Savior being born. As we get close to Christmas day I wanted to share a few verses that I am resting in and meditating on this year.

"For unto you is born this day in the city of David a Savior, who is Christ the Lord." (Luke 2:11)

I love this verse because it tells all about the child that is being born. He is the Savior! So often we want to celebrate the birth of Jesus without realizing nor acknowledging the fact that Jesus humbled himself by becoming a human being so that he could die on the cross. A death that was for all of our sins. A death that would make us all holy as we stand before a just God. A death that would present a perfect lamb as payment for our sins.

“Behold, the virgin shall conceive and bear a son, and they shall call his name Immanuel”

(which means, God with us). Matthew 1:23

By Jesus being born God came down to dwell with us.As Philippians 2:1-11 points out Jesus willingly humbled himself by becoming a man. Have you ever taken Christmas and focused on the person of God, through Jesus, humbling himself to dwell amongst us? When Jesus was born his name would mean that God dwells among us. I do not know of a more awesome fact than that.Christmas should be jotful for the mere reason that God came to dwell among us in the person of Jesus so that he could die on the cross for our sins. The only sacrifice that could be given to satisfy a holy Gods requirement for our sins.

With our "Godly Goggles" on we should be able to focus on the Savior as Christmas approaches. We should be able to see him as the only perfect sacrifice that could be given for our sins. We should be able to see Jesus as part of the God head that humbled itself to the fathers justice. So as we approach this Christmas day I ask do you have the proper focus on Christmas day? Do you need to put you Godly Goggles on? I pray that this season would not be all about the "stuff" for you and that it would be about teh child born as our Savior.

Peace!

I Was Born a Poor Black Child.....

noreply@blogger.com (Tom Pilarski) — Fri, 18 Dec 2009 05:00:00 +0000

That line is out of a movie The Jerk. Steve Martin plays a guy who was adopted by a black family. So how does that tie into today's post? Well much like Steve Martin's character in that movie being adopted by the African-American family (don't want to offend anyone), I was adopted into God’s family about 23 years ago. I've never really shared my testimony here on my blog and with recent events in my life I thought that this would be a great time to do it.

I grew up in a Catholic home. We went to church every Sunday, observed all the holy days of obligation and attended all the church carnivals. In elementary school I attended a parochial school that was at the church my family attended. Life was good and it wasn't like I had a bad childhood that scarred me for life, but it was without a knowledge of my Savior. When I was in 5th grade we moved to Santa Clarita, California. Back then Santa Clarita looked more like a farming community then the city it is now. This was right around the time that I started to rebel against my parents. I don't really know what triggered it. Age? Maybe....but I don't really remember. This rebellion only grew over the years, but through it all I still attended mass on Sundays and went to confession on Saturdays. I though this would keep me in God’s good graces.

As time went by and I started attending catechism class (CCD) I started asking questions about church and God and Catholic traditions. The teachers could not answer many of my questions and this created an even greater curiosity in me. As I continued to ask more questions many of my teachers grew impatient and were angered that I would question my faith in such ways. I can remember one time in 7th grade questioning a priest about some of the Catholic church traditions and why they could not be found in the Bible. He angrily shrugged me off and sent me back to class. This was the beginning of the deterioration of any faith I may have had in the Catholic church. How could I follow a religion in which the leaders could not answer my questions? So for the next 6 years I attended church, but out of the demands of my parents and not because I wanted to.
It wasn't until high school that the true outward rebellion came. In my sophomore year in high school I started hanging out with some guys that were into punk rock. I liked it. On the weekends I would go clubbing with them or head out to Hollywood to hang out. As I progressed through this I began to get caught up in the darker side of punk music, more of the goth sound. I began to wear a lot of black and wear eyeliner and other forms of make up. I really got into the music and the lifestyle. Even though my parents did not approve of this I did it anyways. I would go to a party or a club every weekend and was really just trying to figure out who I was and what I supposed to do with my life. This continued through to my freshman year in college. During this time I dated many girls out of a desire to find someone to fill a void I had.

In my senior year in high school the dating game ended when I met Suzi, my wife. She was different from the other girls I had known, for one thing she looked more like Debbie Gibson than Siouxsie Sioux. Her family attended a solid church in Grace Community Church in Sun Valley, California. Suzi’s father said that if I was going to date her, I had to attend church with them. Seemed like a small price to pay to be with her. Over the next two years I listened to John MacArthur preach. It was through his teaching and my reading of scripture that I started to understand that I was a sinner in need of a Savior. I started to realize that the life I had led up to this point was about me and not about anyone else. It was under his preaching and conversations with Suzi’s parents that I came to know my Lord and Savior. I came to understand that when Jesus was put on the cross that my sins were nailed along with his hands and feet. It was my transgressions that he was dying for and that with his resurrection he was conquering eternal death so that I could have eternal life.
Over the next few years in my zeal for the Lord I offended many people. Due to my new found enthusiasm for the Lord I really lacked compassion in the Gospel message I presented. This does not make what I did right and for this I probably turned many people off to the Gospel message. I will have to hope and pray that our Sovereign God would have and will bring along better equipped people than myself. At this time I grew fond of Titus 2:11-14. I loved that the grace of God appeared for all through Jesus Christ. I loved that through the sanctifying process I would learn to be self-controlled and to live uprightly. I also could, and still can not wait, for Christ’s second coming. Oh what joy!

After Suzi and I got married the Lord used my job to draw me closer to Him. We moved about 32 times in 20 years. He also used job changes and moves to humble me and to show me that I had no right to be proud of my knowledge of Him or scripture. I needed this so that I could learn that I wasn’t God’s gift to evangelicalism. This process also strengthened my marriage, not the way I would have desired, but definitely the way God planned. He taught me how to be selfless in my marriage and how to serve my family first and foremost, after all they are my primary ministry. I realized that, as Galatians 1:10 says, that I am not serving to seek the approval of men. It was this growth that helped me to understand the meaning of serving and ministry.

As the Lord grew me I felt a growing desire to more and more in ministry. He has been gracious enough to provide men in my life who have helped to shape who I am and to challenge my theological beliefs. Even though I know my early zeal may have offended some, I now feel the sting of being a believer that stands for what he believes. I have come to expect this and know that my Lord and Savior endured worse. I try to react in compassion these days knowing that all need to know the Lord, but that my actions speak louder than my words. I try to live a life that shows what I believe and speaks to my beliefs. My joy comes from knowing that an almighty God chose me but my joy does not come from my family or the things that I have. Don’t get me wrong, I find joy in my family, but not a pure joy. The joy I have in my Lord comes in knowing that He will never disappoint me even though I know that people, including my family can and will. This joy takes me off of the rollercoaster of human emotions and puts my focus on heaven and all that comes with a heavenly focus. I would hope and pray that I would continue to listen to my God as He makes me into the man He desires me to be. Philippians 3:8-11 is where I rest these days. I do count all that I have as loss in light of what I have in Christ.

I hope and pray that as you read this you would either be encouraged as a believer or that you would realize, if you are an unbeliever, that God has a plan for you and desires you to come to Him. God loves all of us sinners and desire all to be saved, no matter your background or your sins.

What is Love?

noreply@blogger.com (Tom Pilarski) — Mon, 07 Dec 2009 12:57:00 +0000

When I make the statement "What is Love?" what comes to mind? Initially for me it's the song from the movie, "A Night at the Roxbury" and the various Saturday Night Live skits that came along with that song. I also think of Valentines Day and new romance, I think of a mother and her child or even some guys and their sports. When I settle in though and I think of the word "love" and it's best definition, God and Jesus come to mind. For some, this would be the penultimate of love and for others it would be a fairy tale. To me God's love is very real, for I have seen it's outworking in my life. I have seen God's love most vibrantly through the fact that He brought me to Him and offered me salvation through His son Jesus. At this Christmas season it is important that we see God's love in the child that was born in Bethlehem over 2000 years ago and the reason that child had to be born.

These days in our current culture it has become popular to define "love" as an emotion or the action that is provoked by the emotion. Most times when people talk about love it comes with the conditions that you love the way they define love and not the way God defines love. This is why people can say without hesitation that they fall in and out of love. When that mushy, warm and fuzzy feeling goes away it must be time to get a divorce or move on to someone who "loves me for who I am". That is not love.

Now, don't get me wrong there are those within the hallowed walls of church buildings that do the same thing. As they sit in their pews or chairs they look at a cross that bore the child whose birth we celebrate at Christmas and think that his love was only defined by what he did with sinners and by bringing the Gospel message to them. Well that is only half of the story. Remember the necessity for his birth and the cross, our sin. There is an ugly side to love too. Love is sacrificial; it is dying to self and bearing others sins so that their relationship with Christ can be better. It is loving the sinner and hating the sin. It is loving the homosexual, drug addict, porn addict, but hating their sin. It is loving him/her so much that you show them their sin and then show your love for them day in and day out by being a Christ like example.

As I though and prayed on this I came up with a few words that describe Gods love.

Security – If you are a believer, meaning if you have accepted Jesus Christ as your personal Savior then you have the security in knowing that God will never fail you or leave you. Look at Isaiah 49:15-16. Verse 15 points out that God will never forget his own. In context here he is talking about Israel, but in the greater context it is all those He has drawn to Him. Verse 16 states that we are engraved on the palms of His hands. How awesome is that! We also know that once we have been called to Him no one can snatch us out of His hand (John 10:28). What assurance it is to know that no man or even Satan himself cannot snatch us out of God's hand. God's love for us is so great that we have the security in knowing that we will be His for eternity.

Atonement – This is the part of God's love that the world and even so called "Christians" chose to ignore. People do not like the fact that we are all sinners and that the only way we could gain entrance to heaven was by the death of Jesus Christ on the cross (Romans 5:8). Our sin was what was nailed to the cross with Jesus. Our sin is what required Jesus to be born. Our sin is what required God to provide the perfect sacrifice we could not provide. Look at 1 John 4:10. Look, the verse says that love is not that we first loved God, but that He loved us and what was the outflow of that love? Look again at the verse, that He sent His son, Jesus Christ, for our sins. We needed a Savior and we needed the perfect sacrifice. When we are showing God's love for us we cannot forget this aspect. Yes the idea that our sins needed to be atoned for is ugly, but it was required by God.

Vindication – We were vindicated by Christ's death on the cross. We once stood in opposition to God, we once stood as His enemy and in one swoop we were ushered into His presence through what was accomplished on the cross. John 3:16 states this perfectly. It was because of God's love that He gave His son to die for us. This is why we have eternal life. Vindicated through the cross. Look at another set of verses, Titus 3:4-7. Look at who vindicated us, not you and certainly not me….it was God. The Titus verses also point out that it is not of any good works we have performed that we are vindicated, but through the cross and the cross alone. It is not because we hang out with homosexuals, it is not because we work at a suicide hotline and it is not because we help the homeless that saves us. The cross and the cross alone saves us.

Intercessor – Jesus Christ, by becoming our intercessor before His father is a great example of His love for us. Hebrews 7:25 states this perfectly. As we as sinners draw near to God, Jesus intercedes for us and shows his Father the holes in his hands and feet as payment for our sins. What a picture! Christ going between the sinner and God interceding on the sinners behalf. What love produces this? God's love for us and his appointment of Jesus to this role. It is because of his being our intercessor that we need to go through Him to have salvation. We must accept his death on the cross. John 14:6 is clear on this. There is no way to heaven except through Jesus Christ. There is no alternate method, no other intercessor and no other so-called deity that can make us perfect before God. Your own personal Jesus just will not do! The Jesus of the Bible is the only way.

Nullification – God's love for us provided a nullification of our sins. When Jesus died on the cross he didn't die for a few of our sins, he died for all of our sins. Jesus death did not die for a few of our sins and we have to make up the rest through our good deeds. If we look at 1 John 4:10 again we see that Jesus died for our sins, all of them. We must understand that our works are as filthy rags to God (Is. 64:6).

Obedience – When we accept Christ as our Savior the outflow should be our obedience to scripture. Our culture would tell us that time has passed the Bible up, that it is not culturally relevant and that it is something that we can take what we like and leave what offends us. 1 John 2:3-6 would tell us different though. We must follow His commandments if we say we love him and call him Lord. We must see that when the Bible calls homosexuality, abortion, pornography or adultery sin then guess what….it's sin. We cannot say that because this aspect of scripture offends our conscience it is wrong. The whole and entirety of scripture is true. Our love for God should be seen in our obedience to Him and to His Word!

Recently my knowledge of love and the practical application of that in my life has been challenged. I would hope and pray that I could be a Godly example of love to the people God brings across my path, but for some reason I have a feeling that the love this person desires me to emulate is not the love expressed by God. I have a feeling that the love that this person wants me to live out is his version of love, through his version of God. More than likely it is a type of love that is devoid of obedience to what God commands and is only filled with the mushy love that gives you butterflies and puts you on n emotional rollercoaster due to the fact that it is based on mans feelings and not Gods commandments. I know that the love that is expressed above and the one that I am called to model is one that brings me joy all year around, even in times of trial and persecution. The love that I hope and pray to live out is one that loves the sinner and hates the sin. This type of love is the type that will cast God in light He is intended to be seen and not a false light with a false hope. This love is devoid of denomination and does not require you to go to my church or even a church of my liking, but only requires that you live a life that knows the Security of salvation, understands that God required an Atonement for our sinful lives, knows that we have been Vindicated by Jesus Christ's death on the cross, understands that we only have one Intercessor in Jesus Christ, understands that the cross Nullified all the sins we have committed, are committing and will commit and that Obedience is required as an outflow of my love of God and what He has done for me.

Please know and understand dear reader that I do not claim to live this out perfectly each and every day and do have my flaws. My knowledge of the above makes it that more convicting, because it is not like I don't know how I should live in light of the knowledge of God's love, but that at times I live the way I want to live in disobedience to Gods Word. I hope that as God constantly refines me to be the man He desires me to be that my heart would be known to all men and that they would see God's love through my words and actions.

Peace!

An Edwards Minute

noreply@blogger.com (Tom Pilarski) — Thu, 06 Aug 2009 14:30:00 +0000

"Resolved, never to do anything, which I should be afraid to do, if it were the last hour of my life."

In the movie "Last Holiday" the main character played by Queen Latifah is told that she has days maybe weeks to live. She like most people figure that if I'm going to go I might as well party like a rock star on my way out. A friend of mine from work once told me that his philosophy of living is to party while I'm here, because you just don't know when you are going to go. I want to say that I wouldn't do the same. In fact, I have often wondered if I went to the doctors office today and he were to tell me I have so many days to live would I change the way I act? Would I change the way I talk? Would God have more importance in what I do and say? I think if we were real with ourselves for a minute we would realize that there are things we would change. For those of us who live in Southern California or the United States for that matter, would you change your philosophy on sharing the Gospel message with those around you? Would we take another look at our actions in the workplaces, the classroom and in the home? Would we look to see if our actions matched the words we speak?

Edwards in this resolution poses this question to himself. He states here that no matter what day it is, no matter what time it is, whether he is fully alive or on his death bed, he should be about the Gospel. Just because we are dying we should not gain boldness. It's almost like most Christians feel that "I'm going to die in a few days anyways, so it really doesn't matter if people are offended by what I have to say." In actuality we should be thinking to ourselves all the time about how we can get the Gospel message to as many as possible. Our desire should be to see people die with the knowledge of who Christ is and what he did for them on the cross. Our desire should be to prosper the Gospel message. I know for some there is fear involved and for some we rest in our shyness.Could you imagine if the person who shared the Gospel with you was afraid or to shy?

Biblically we should act like today is our last day anyways. Look at Matthew 24:44, we are called to be ready because we do not know the day in which our Lord will be coming back. Luke 12:35 tells us to keep our lamps burning and to stay dressed for action. The idea in behind these two verse is that we do not know when the end is coming. The idea here is that no matter what age you are, teen or adult, 20 something or 60 something, young or old, single or married, rich or poor, we do not know when the end is coming. I believe that at the young age of 16 when Jonathon Edwards wrote this he fully grasped this text and tried to live out the implications of this text. Can we say the same?

As I sit here and meditate on this resolution I am asking myself these questions. Am I ready for the end? If I knew the end was coming is thee anything I would change in my life? Do my actions match my words right here, right now? Am I afraid to share life with those who are dying around me? Is my fear keeping me from sharing the Gospel?

Peace!

Verse and a Quote

noreply@blogger.com (Tom Pilarski) — Tue, 04 Aug 2009 14:21:00 +0000

Verse: Let Israel say, “His steadfast love endures forever.” Let the house of Aaron say, “His steadfast love endures forever.” Let those who fear the Lord say, “His steadfast love endures forever.” (Psalm 118:2-4)

Quote: “Though our feelings come and go, God’s love for us does not.” C.S. Lewis

In a world in which you can not bank on anything, in a world where athletes break contracts daily, in a world where most people do not honor their word and in a world where people see love as ........well as Janet Jackson so aptly put it, "What have you done for me lately" we can rest assured that God's steadfast love abides. Our culture has misinterpreted love for this emotional feeling that gives you butterflies in the stomach and roses every other week. Our culture has taken love to be something measured by what people do for you, instead of what you do for them. Love has become something we fall in to and out of just like a person may change his clothes. I am so thankful that God is not that way.

Our God is described as having a "steadfast" love. The word steadfast here means enduring, long suffering and continual. God is described as having a love that forgives our sins. God is described as having such a great love that He sent His son to die for us. God is described as waiting for us to come to Him, He loves us that much.

As I meditated on this thought of steadfast love I couldn't help to think if I model my heavenly Father in that same steadfast love. Am I the type of person that forgives when people do not understand what I say and get angry? Am I the type of person that loves no matter what is going on in a persons life? Am I the type of Christian that loves sinners, hates sin and models Christ before those around me? For you see if I had this steadfast love that god is described to have in the above Psalm, the answer would be a resounding "Yes!" As I meditated on these words that the psalmist wrote I couldn't help to feel like my love is deficient. I couldn't help to feel that I expect others to show love first so that I can return the favor. I couldn't help to think about what it would be like if our God loved the same way.

I pray that my love would emulate my father. I pray that my love would emulate Christ. I pray that my love would not shame the Gospel message.

Peace!

Early Marriage: Are Christians Missing the Point?

noreply@blogger.com (Tom Pilarski) — Mon, 03 Aug 2009 16:21:00 +0000

Last week I read an article by Mark Regnerus from Christianity Today titled "The Case for Early Marriage". When I read this article my initial response was, "It's about time!" I have long thought that Christians put to much emphasis on the age you get married at instead of looking at the couples spiritual maturity and can they financially make it work. Now in that I want to clarify a few things that most Christians would say prove the point that these young couples should wait to get married.

First, by spiritual maturity I mean that the couple is growing in their relationship with our Lord and Savior, both individually and together. I mean that they both are active participants in the local church. They both are being discipled and are seeking to disciple those younger than them. In other words, they are walking the walk.

Second, by financial well being I do not mean the ability to purchase a home or condo. I do not mean the ability to afford a new car. I mean that they can support themselves and that they have a financial plan in place. I would be looking for their ability to think realistically about future events such as a baby, completing a degree or career plans than their ability to buy the perfect home in the perfect neighborhood.

My wife and I married when I was 20 and she was 21 and because of the grace of God and not the ages at which we got married, because of the grace of God and not our financial standing and because of the grace of
God and not someones fears about early marriage we will celebrate our 20th wedding anniversary on August 5th. I believe that many believers take God out of the equation of marriage and insert their experience or personal belief into the mix. We as believers need to look realistically at marriage and it's intent. We as believers need to be realistic with our children and the youth of our churches and realize we may be harming them more than helping them in making them wait till they are older to get married.

Another good article on this topic was published today by Dr. Albert Mohler, titled "The Case for (Early) Marriage". I hope more people see this topic in a new light.

Peace!

Verse and a Quote

noreply@blogger.com (Tom Pilarski) — Mon, 03 Aug 2009 14:19:00 +0000

Verse: "Do nothing from rivalry or conceit, but in humility count others more significant than yourselves." (Philippians 2:3)

Quote: "To be humble to superiors is duty, to equals courtesy, to inferiors nobleness.” Benjamin Franklin

Humility the one thing that once we think we have it, we have lost it. The whole idea of humility is to act in a way that sees others as more significant than ourselves. This is an area of the Christian walk I believe quite a few believers struggle. When we get criticized, our first reaction may be to defend ourselves or to act in anger like "that person knows nothing about they are talking about." Many people think, "if only you could spend one day in my shoes, boy, then your outlook would be different."

There are other places that humility is seen though, like, when we serve at church, do we see certain duties below us? Do we think that cleaning the bathrooms and taking out the trash is something that a new convert or someone who is new to the church should be doing? Do we think of ourselves as having ascended to a position that affords us ability to only serve in the choice positions at church?

How about in our homes? How do we model humility before our family, husbands, wives or roommates? Do we clean the house without being asked? Do we clean the dishes even if they are not ours? Do we take out the trash when it is full? Do we do all these things with a humble heart, not counting how many times we have done it in the past?

Humility is the act of putting all others above yourself. Humility is the ability to see a need and fill that need irregardless of your position at church or in the family or how much rent you pay. I find myself many times thinking to highly of myself and questioning why I have to be he one to do things. I tend to justify my thoughts by my position, my knowledge or if the act itself is below me. Humility can be a midst in our lives. In the morning before the sun hits it, it's everywhere, but when the sun comes out it burns off quickly. I pray that humility in my life would be evident to all around me and not evident to me.

Peace!

Verse and a Quote

noreply@blogger.com (Tom Pilarski) — Fri, 31 Jul 2009 14:39:00 +0000

Verse: They are all adulterers; they are like a heated oven whose baker ceases to stir the fire, from the kneading of the dough until it is leavened. (Hosea 7:4)

Quote: "First we make our habits and then our habits make us." Charles C. Noble

As I studied Hosea 7 this morning this verse stuck out to me. In the time that Hosea is writing and saying this to the nation of Israel the people would constantly have to stoke and stir the fire when cooking. This would create the desired heat to cook what ever was in the oven. The verse here speaks of unleavened bread being in the oven. So when Hosea here writes that Israel is a heated oven that does not need to be stirred, what is he talking about?

In Israel's case it was a lack of self discipline, a lack of self control and a total giving in to it's sinful lifestyle. They had so given in to the pleasures of the world that they really needed no temptation at all, they would see something, desire it and whether or not it was right they would give into it. In today's culture we would say, "If it feels good, do it" or as a co-worker of mine so aptly put it, "party like a rock star because you never know when your time is up". This is much like the attitude of the rich fool in Luke 12:13-21.

I believe that many in the church today have given into some of the things of the world and have lost their ability to discern. I see people who attend churches looking for their pastor to be the next great entertainer. I sometimes feel like we are looking for our evangelistic pastors to be like Bob Barker from The Price is Right and say "Come on Down" when there is an alter call. In many ways our churches have turned into that oven that needs no stoking. We live in an entertainment driven culture that has to be entertained or they are bored. I struggle if I see the church that way. If my pastor isn't teaching and the guy up front isn't entertaining me with his sermon, am I bored or am I listening to what God's Word has to say?

I like this mornings quote, because it states that the habits we sow are the habits we reap. If I sow entertainment in my life, I reap entertainment. If I sow sex and pornography in my life, I reap sex and pornography. The question I asked myself this morning is "what am I sowing and am I a fire that needs not stoking?". I also asked myself, "do I exercise self-discipline and self control or do I give into my hearts desire?"

I pray we all would learn fro Israel and the example Hosea gives us here.

Peace!

Verse and a Quote

noreply@blogger.com (Tom Pilarski) — Thu, 30 Jul 2009 14:25:00 +0000

Verse: “Indeed, the darkness shall not hide from You, But the night shines as the day; The darkness and the light are both alike to You.” (Ps.139:12)

Quote: A man can no more diminish God's glory by refusing to worship Him than a lunatic can put out the sun by scribbling the word, 'darkness' on the walls of his cell. C.S. Lewis

As I saw this verse this morning I couldn't help but think of my life prior to salvation. I felt like I could hide from God. I felt like if I pretended He didn't exist then that made it true. I look back at that time in my life and I almost have to laugh at my ignorance to who God is. I tried to run, I tried to hide and I even tried to use logic to rationalize the fact that He wasn't there, but it didn't work.

This verse is a scary, but comforting verse at the same time. For the person who is living in sin this quite a frightening thought. To know that God is so big and so great that He can see you in the dark. The amazing thing is that it's not just the physical darkness God sees like day, but he sees the dark recesses of our minds like it was shown with light. God knows our every thought, he knows our every action prior to us acting it out and He knows exactly who we are going to be. The scary part of this verse is that in our sin God sees us. In our sin God knows us. The comforting part in all of this is that even in spite of knowing our sin and in spite of knowing our thoughts and actions defy His holiness, He wants us to draw near to Him. Our comfort comes from the fact that the cross makes us clean in the sight of a Holy God.

I really like this quote from C.S. Lewis because in many ways it was me prior to salvation. I know that in many ways this me as a believer now when I am caught up in sin. We do think that if we just pretend He is not there then everything will be better. We tend to think that if just don't recognize the holiness of God then He must not be holy. The fact of the matter is God is Holy no matter what we think. God is sovereign no matter what we think and God is God no matter what we think.

Verse and a Quote

noreply@blogger.com (Tom Pilarski) — Wed, 29 Jul 2009 16:05:00 +0000

Verse : Blessed are those whose way is blameless, who walk in the law of the Lord! Blessed are those who keep his testimonies, who seek him with their whole heart, who also do no wrong, but walk in his ways! You have commanded your precepts to be kept diligently. Oh that my ways may be steadfast in keeping your statutes! Then I shall not be put to shame, having my eyes fixed on all your commandments. I will praise you with an upright heart, when I learn your righteous rules. I will keep your statutes; do not utterly forsake me! (Psalm 119:1-8)

Quote: "We may be certain that whatever God has made prominent in His Word, He intended to be conspicuous in our lives." Charles H. Spurgeon

I can't help but read today's scripture and feel like that is unattainable. The first thing I asked myself was, "do I seek after Him with my whole heart?". At times I could probably answer with a resounding "yes!" and at times I could probably answer with a whole-hearted and disappointed "no". I know that as a believer I desire to walk i His ways, I desire to know Him and what defines His ways, but I also know that I am a prideful person that desires to praised also. So, then how is it that we obtain this blessing the psalmist lays out for us. How do I obtain the blessing of a person that is righteous and whole-heartedly seeks after God? I believe that verse 6 answers it the best. We are to keep our eyes focused on His commandments. We are to walk in His statutes. So, then my seeking to love God and to pursue Him with my whole heart is directly related to my time in His Word and in prayer. The more I understand who He is and the more time I spend with Him, the more I'll love Him and desire to follow Him with all my heart. I pray that I would we would do just that.

Peace!

Verse and a Quote

noreply@blogger.com (Tom Pilarski) — Tue, 28 Jul 2009 14:31:00 +0000

Verse: For if anyone is a hearer of the word and not a doer, he is like a man who looks intently at his natural face in a mirror. For he looks at himself and goes away and at once forgets what he was like. But the one who looks into the perfect law, the law of liberty, and perseveres, being no hearer who forgets but a doer who acts, he will be blessed in his doing. (James 1:23-25)

Quote: If lips and life do not agree, the testimony will not amount to much. H. A. Ironside

As I did my devotional this morning this verse came to mind. It was not a random thing, because I have been contemplating it quite a bit lately. I have been looking at my life and wondering does it match the words I speak to friends and family? Do the words I speak match a lifestyle fully given over to the Lord and then is my life the practical application of those words before those same friends and family?

I believe that as believers we struggle daily with the idea that our words must match our walk. I have seen two responses to this in my own life. The first I have seen is the "clam up" response. Instead of changing my walk to match the words I know I just stop saying anything at all so that I have nothing to fail at in my walk. I know that is wrong because that is just an external solution to an internal problem. The second response I have seen is that I live hypocritically before the world. My words and my walk are diametrically opposed to each other. With this I bring shame to the Gospel message and dull the true work at the cross.

I pray always that my walk would exemplify James 1:25, that I would persevere and that I would be a hearer that does act on what I know and hear. I pray that like the Ironside quote above says, that I would have a life and lips that agree. Oh how I pray that I would have that vision in the mirror of a man that sees the reflection of Christ in his life and not the reflection himself.

Peace!

An Edwards Minute

noreply@blogger.com (Tom Pilarski) — Tue, 28 Jul 2009 04:17:00 +0000

"Resolved, to live with all my might, while I do live."

As long as I have been reading Jonathon Edwards Resolutions I have to say that this is my favorite. I like it because it is simple, but yet so deep in it's meaning. When I read this I ask myself who am I living for and who is living in me? I believe that when it comes to the word live we must ask those two questions. Our walks as believers are dictated by who lives in us and who we are living for.

As of late I have been wondering if I live my life with all my might to the glory of God. After all I do claim to be a Christian and I do claim to have the Holy Spirit residing in me. So if this is true then when I pray in the morning, am I praying with all my might. Do I pray in a manner that shows that I am praying to a Holy and Sovereign God? When I do my devotionals in the morning am I studying and learning to the best of my ability? When I live my life each and every day am I doing it with all my might?

I think that there are days when I just sleep walk the day. I don't think one person would realize that a Christian walked by or that I have the strong beliefs I do. I believe that I am not the only Christian that does this too. I think there are many believers that sleep walk Monday through Saturday and then live life to it's Christian fullest on Sundays. There are some that make it through to Wednesdays or Thursdays, but how many of us could actually say that we lived life mightily for the Lord our whole week? I believe that this is what Jonathon Edwards is talking about here. We are to live our life mightily for the Lord while we are alive. We can not look to heaven and say I will have an eternity there to praise and worship Him. We are called to worship and praise Him here and now with our whole minds and bodies. We are to show who is alive in us while we are alive down here.

What a challenge!

Verse and a Quote

noreply@blogger.com (Tom Pilarski) — Mon, 27 Jul 2009 14:36:00 +0000

Verse: "O Lord, you have searched me and known me! You know when I sit down and when I rise up; you discern my thoughts from afar. You search out my path and my lying down and are acquainted with all my ways. Even before a word is on my tongue, behold, O Lord, you know it altogether.You hem me in, behind and before, and lay your hand upon me. Such knowledge is too wonderful for me; it is high; I cannot attain it." (Psalm 139:1-6)

Quote: My vision of God is dependent upon the condition of my character. My character determines whether or not truth can even be revealed to me." Oswald Chambers

As I read this psalm in conjunction with my morning reading in the Book of Hosea this morning I couldn't help but think about what it means to have an omniscient God. To have a God that is all knowing. It struck me how our culture and some people who claim to be Christian shutter at the thought that our God would use tragedy to bring people to Himself. Reality is, He does. Our God knows when we are happy and when we are sad. He knows when we are in trial and when we are not. He knows our thoughts and our next foot steps. For a believer this is comforting and for and for a unbeliever this is horrifying.

Some things I thought of in regards to an omniscient God are:

- Because God is Omnipresent he knows all things. When I thought about the fact that God is in all places at the same time and that He is in all of time at the same time, I thought about the fact that He must know about all my comings and goings. Because He is absent from time he knows where I've been and where I am going. That brings me comfort.

- Because God is Omnipotent He is all knowing. When I thought about the fact that God is so powerful that He controls all things, I thought about the fact that He knows all because He controls all. How comforting to know that our sovereign God controls all of time and all the events contained therein.

- Lastly I though about how because of all of this He deserves my praise. Knowing that I find comfort in a God that knows all, is all powerful and is everywhere at the same time, should drive me to praising Him. So, I left my devotional this morning wondering, do I praise Him enough or even with my whole heart? Can I do that? Things to ponder this morning.

Peace!

Verse and a Quote Day 2

noreply@blogger.com (Tom Pilarski) — Fri, 24 Jul 2009 14:31:00 +0000

Verse: I will return again to my place, until they acknowledge their guilt and seek my face, and in their distress earnestly seek me.(Hosea 5:15)

Quote: “Pray as though everything depended on God. Work as though everything depended on you.” Augustine

This morning as I read this verse I couldn't help but think about how far we can get away from God and yet He waits for us to come back to Him. I look at my daily decisions and constantly ask, "was God in that decision?" I look at the things I say and do and ask, "was God glorified in that or was I magnified?" This verse states that God is waiting until Israel acknowledges their guilt before Him. This is the same for us. Much like Israel, a covenant people, believers, also a covenant people, need to acknowledge their guilt before a Holy God and seek His face.

I know that when I am in trouble it is hard to seek God and to seek His will in that situation. I know that when trials that don't seem to fit our plans or that don't seem fair come our way, it is hard to go to the throne of Grace. Even though it is hard we must do just that, take it all to God. We must ask God to forgive us of our transgressions and to help us endure and grow in the trail He has put before us. We must not look for the easy exit because it is hard. We must seek God's face.

Today, is their unforgiven sin your life? Do you need to seek God and ask for His forgiveness? Are you in a trial that is causing you to question God? How often are you seeking His face?

I pray that you would seek His face and rest in His Grace.

Peace!

Verse and a Quote Day 1

noreply@blogger.com (Tom Pilarski) — Thu, 23 Jul 2009 14:29:00 +0000

Verse: “Come, let us return to the Lord; for he has torn us, that he may heal us; he has struck us down, and he will bind us up. (Hosea 6:1)

Quote: A "god' whose will is resisted, whose designs are frustrated, whose purpose is checkmated, possesses no title to Deity, and so far from being a fit object of worship, merits nought but contempt. A.W. Pink

I have been thinking lately about why I should blog. What do I have to say that other more qualified theologians and Bible teachers could say better. Then it dawned on me that I could post something I have been doing lately. I have been studying the book of Hosea the past few months and when I get done reading it and studying it I usually look for thinks men in Christian history have said about the particular verse I am reading or about the subject I pull out of the chapter I just got done reading. So starting today and as often as I can I will be posting a key verse in my morning devotional and a quote that caught my eye that I believe fits that verse or my thoughts as I read that verse.

Today I chose Hosea 6:1.We see Hosea heralding the fact that Israel should return to their God. He tells them that just as God has broken them down, He will build them back up. As I read this I couldn't help but think of Isaiah 64:8 and the fact that we are clay in the potters hands. God is constantly molding us into the men and women He desires us to be. So often we make ourselves the potter and make God the clay. We tell god that we don't like the path He has chosen for us. How often have you looked at the path that God has chosen for you and said to yourself, "I like this path because it has less pain and resistance"? How often have you not liked the way God is molding you so you took matters into your own hands? When I get this way, and I wish I could say it was something that I rarely struggle with, I remember Romans 9:21. God is soveriegn over everything, especially my life.

In that vain I saw this quote from A.W. Pink. Why would we chose to worship a god that we can manipulate? Why would we worship a god that we make mold into our beliefs? Seems foolish, huh? Yet so often we do this exact thing. Many people call themselves Christians and yet reject the fact that Jesus died for our sins. Many call themselves Christians and focus only on the attributes of God that jive with their beliefs. So often people claim Christ, but allow sin to reign and not the Holy Spirit within them. Why worship the God we create in our heads? Why worship a God that we make out of metal and trees? I pray that we all would worship the one God that is the potter. I pray that we would believe that the Potter is sovereign and knows what is best for us. I pray that we would allow the Potter to mold us into the men and women He wants us to be. As Hosea 6:1 says, He will heal us and bind our wounds after He has torn us and broken us.

Peace!

The Beauty of the Day in Between

noreply@blogger.com (Tom Pilarski) — Sat, 11 Apr 2009 17:44:00 +0000

As I sit on the couch this morning preparing for the day I can't help but think that this day has the potential to be one of the most beautiful of the weekend. Is it because it is a Saturday? Well yes, but no. Is it because I get to rest today? Well yes, but also no. This morning on this Saturday the beauty comes from the fact that it is the in between day. It is in between Good Friday and Resurrection Sunday.

The beauty of this day is that we can think about the beauty of the cross. Galatians 2:20 says, "I have been crucified with Christ. It is no longer I who live, but Christ who lives in me. And the life I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me." The beauty of the cross is that my sins were nailed to there with him. The beauty of the cross is that the sacrifice that my sin required was done there on Calvary. Last night as I sat in our Good Friday service a just thought about what the cross meant. That without the sacrifice of Jesus I would be lost in my sin. I had time to sit and think about the weight of the sin upon my Lords shoulders and the three hours of darkness. Today I get to just meditate on all of that.

He himself bore our sins in his body on the tree, that we might die to sin and live to righteousness. By his wounds you have been healed. (1 Peter 2:24)

The beauty of this day is that I can think about the beauty of the Resurrection. Romans 6:3-4 says, "Do you not know that all of us who have been baptized into Christ Jesus were baptized into his death? We were buried therefore with him by baptism into death, in order that, just as Christ was raised from the dead by the glory of the Father, we too might walk in newness of life." The beauty of the resurrection is that as he conquered death, he conquered death for me. As Jesus rose from the dead, I rose to eternal life. With the resurrection I received eternal life in which I will reign with Him. Today I get to think about the beauty of eternal salvation. Today I get to think about the empty tomb and the significance that has to how God views me and my sin now. Today I get to see the beauty of His resurrection and what it means to all sinners everywhere.

I tell you this, brothers: flesh and blood cannot inherit the kingdom of God, nor does the perishable inherit the imperishable. Behold! I tell you a mystery. We shall not all sleep, but we shall all be changed, in a moment, in the twinkling of an eye, at the last trumpet. For the trumpet will sound, and the dead will be raised imperishable, and we shall be changed. For this perishable body must put on the imperishable, and this mortal body must put on immortality. When the perishable puts on the imperishable, and the mortal puts on immortality, then shall come to pass the saying that is written:

“Death is swallowed up in victory.”
“O death, where is your victory?
O death, where is your sting?”

The sting of death is sin, and the power of sin is the law. But thanks be to God, who gives us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ.

Therefore, my beloved brothers, be steadfast, immovable, always abounding in the work of the Lord, knowing that in the Lord your labor is not in vain. (1 Cor. 15:50-58)

As we all move forward to Resurrection Sunday may it not be about the Easter eggs. May it not be about the candy and Easter baskets. May it not be about bunny rabbits and all the nonsensical things that make us look like the world. May Easter be Resurrection Sunday! May it be a day which we thank God for what He did so that we may reign on high with His Son. May it be a day in which we talk to our children about what Jesus did for them. May we separate ourselves from the world and make this about our Savior.

Have a blessed Resurrection Sunday!

Has a Bird Hit Your Plane?

noreply@blogger.com (Tom Pilarski) — Fri, 13 Mar 2009 15:34:00 +0000

Lately in reading the news I have noticed that quite a few planes are running into birds or birds are running into planes. I guess when your flying there is no such thing as right of way or maybe, just maybe, these birds are like those we all know and love that try to put on make up, talk on their cell phones or text while driving. Man, I really love those people. We have seen some pretty heroic landings, like the one a couple of months ago where the pilot landed in the Hudson river and like the one yesterday where the pilot landed at an airport in Atlanta.

So why does this strike me as interesting, why did I feel the necessity to blog about this instead of Calvinism being named the No. 3 in Times list of Ten Ideas that are Changing the World Right Now? It is because I believe that many Christians in their walks today have been derailed, to use a train term (not a plane term), or to carry on with the bird analogy, they have been forced to land due to a bird hitting their spiritual windshield.There are times in our spiritual walks where we feel like God is not with us or that if God were truly looking out for my best interests I would not be going through this trial. Whenever a bird hits our spiritual windshield we immediately doubt the pilot, God, has left the plane, why is that? Do you think when the plane was going down into the Hudson back in January the passengers were thinking the pilot had left the plane? Sometimes under the same circumstances though we think like unbelievers going down in a plane crash, "Man I hope my pilot isn't on crack" or "Man I hope my pilot really knows how to fly this plane". We as believers hope that God isn't on crack or has gone to a good "god" school so that He can help us in our time of need. Why is that?

Think about these verses:

"Count it all joy, my brothers, when you meet trials of various kinds, for you know that the testing of your faith produces steadfastness. And let steadfastness have its full effect, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing." James 1:2-4

"In this you rejoice, though now for a little while, if necessary, you have been grieved by various trials, so that the tested genuineness of your faith—more precious than gold that perishes though it is tested by fire—may be found to result in praise and glory and honor at the revelation of Jesus Christ." 1 Peter 1:6-7

"then the Lord knows how to rescue the godly from trials, and to keep the unrighteous under punishment until the day of judgment," 2 Peter 2:9

Notice that when a bird hits our windshield we are to rejoice in the trial that it has brought us. We are to rest in God and His plan for us. When our plane, spiritual walk, is headed for the Hudson River we should be looking for how God is using this situation to strengthen our walk with Him. Is he drawing us to Him? Is he showing us that we have more faith in Sully the pilot that landed the plane in the Hudson River than in Him? Also take a look at the 2 Peter 2:9 verse, the Lord knows how to rescue us. We can rejoice in the fact that our pilot knows how to land the plane. Our pilot knows exactly how to and when to rescue us from the onslaught of birds coming towards our windshield. 

So, as we think about our decreased hours at work, our possible unemployment, our relatives who have grave illnesses or just how things aren't going our way, understand that our pilot, God, knows your situation and completely understands when and how to rescue you.

Relational

noreply@blogger.com (Tom Pilarski) — Wed, 04 Mar 2009 06:27:00 +0000

Lately I have been really thinking about our relationships as Christians. I mean we as human beings are naturally a relational creature. In today's society our relationships have taken on a different feel too. Look at how we communicate these days, Facebook, Twitter, Blogs and if your old school MySpace. All of this just got me thinking about Christians and these forms of media and how it affects their relationships.

The passage that I have been studying is Matthew 22:34-40 and it's relationship back to the Decalogue. In this passage in Matthew Jesus tells the Pharisees that the two greatest Commandments are that "You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind" and that "You shall love your neighbor as yourself". The first refers back to the Jewish Shema and the Jews relationship to their God. The second refers to the Jews relationship with each other and the Gentiles. The second is the one that has really brought me to a deep searching of my soul.

The first thing I have been asking myself is do I really know my neighbors and with that do I even have a desire to know my neighbor. I started thinking, I live on a fairly safe street in a safe city and I have made no effort to know any of the people who live around me. I mean I feel a sense of camaraderie with the guy down the street that has a Christian sticker on his car, but that's about it. Is that right? Here I am in seminary, working my way towards a pastoral position and I do not know my neighbor. So often I am happy talking to my Christian buddies about theological controversies or about the interpretation of a certain text, but I do not take the time to know my neighbor. So if I don't know my neighbor, how can I love him? If I do not share the Gospel with them, can I even say that I love them? When I don't show care for their soul, do I love my neighbor?

My heart has been heavy lately because I believe that I am not the only one who is this way. I think if we were to go through our churches we would find that we are very good at maintaining our Christianity in the four walls of our church. This is not to say that we don't evangelize every now and then or that we don't go on a missions trip once a year. I just think that we do all this and we do not know the people who live around us. I believe taht we are somewhat afraid to share the Gospel with the people that live around us, because they are going to see us everyday as long as we live near them. When we go to the mall or another country we can evangelize them and not realy fear rejection because we will not have to see them everyday, but our neighbors.....we will see everyday.

So ask yourself the question I am asking myself, "If I call myself a Christian and I believe that Christ called me to share the Gospel message with all people, then why do I not know my neighbor?" and "why do I not love my neighbor so much that the fear of rejection is no big deal?" I pray that my heart will change and I pray that the hearts of our churches will change also.

What's Your Favorite Christmas Song and Why?

noreply@blogger.com (Tom Pilarski) — Sun, 14 Dec 2008 22:22:00 +0000

Mary, did you know
that your Baby Boy would one day walk on water?
Mary, did you know
that your Baby Boy would save our sons and daughters?
Did you know
that your Baby Boy has come to make you new?
This Child that you delivered will soon deliver you.

Mary, did you know
that your Baby Boy will give sight to a blind man?
Mary, did you know
that your Baby Boy will calm the storm with His hand?
Did you know
that your Baby Boy has walked where angels trod?
When you kiss your little Baby you kissed the face of God?

Mary did you know?

The blind will see.
The deaf will hear.
The dead will live again.
The lame will leap.
The dumb will speak
The praises of The Lamb.

Mary, did you know
that your Baby Boy is Lord of all creation?
Mary, did you know
that your Baby Boy would one day rule the nations?
Did you know
that your Baby Boy is heaven's perfect Lamb?
The sleeping Child you're holding is the Great, I Am.

Over the past few years this has become one of my favorite Christmas/Easter songs. I say Christmas/Easter because this song speaks of Jesus as Lord and Savior. I love the fact that this song walks through the amazing things that Jesus did as the Son of God and Son of Man. Most important it speaks of the future reign of Jesus as the Eternal King and the fact that he is God. What theology in a song. I love it! 

So what is your favorite Christmas song? Why is it your favorite?      

The Bible on Gay Marriage

noreply@blogger.com (Tom Pilarski) — Tue, 09 Dec 2008 03:57:00 +0000

In the latest issue of Newsweek the lead article, entitled "Our Mutual Joy", speaks to the Bible and gay marriage. Normally I take articles like this with a grain of salt. Most non-believers do not know the Bible so why would I listen to any argument they have in regards to what the Bible says? Well the reason I'm speaking to it this time is because the so-called tolerant are becoming intolerant and more vocal about imposing their agenda and in this case gay marriage. 

Ms. Miller starts off her article by showing instances of sin in the Bible. She uses this as the foundation of her article and the premise for her argument about the Bible and gay marriage. What she fails to do though is to see God's grace in the situations she cites. In each of the instances of sin she cites, God forgives the sin of the person involved after they repent of the sin they committed. The Bible is all about sinful men and God's grace, after all Jesus died on the cross for the forgiveness of our sins. 

When confronted with scripture, Ms. Miller states the following, "while the Bible and Jesus say many important things about love and family, neither explicitly defines marriage as between one man and one woman." I guess we will ignore Genesis 2:27, 1 Cor. 6:12-20 and 1 Tim. 1:8-11. Ms. Miller also says, "no sensible modern person wants marriage—theirs or anyone else's —to look in its particulars anything like what the Bible describes." Really!!! I guess I must not be a sensible person. I guess the rest of the Bible believing Christians are not sensible people too. So once again if you believe in the Bible and follow it's statutes and are convicted by them then you are not sensible. She goes on to state that the Bible gives us no good reason why gay marriage shouldn't be acceptable. 

"Or do you not know that the unrighteous will not inherit the kingdom of God? Do not be deceived: neither the sexually immoral, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor men who practice homosexuality, nor thieves, nor the greedy, nor drunkards, nor revilers, nor swindlers will inherit the kingdom of God. And such were some of you. But you were washed, you were sanctified, you were justified in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ and by the Spirit of our God." 1 Cor. 6:12-20

Now we know that the law is good, if one uses it lawfully, understanding this, that the law is not laid down for the just but for the lawless and disobedient, for the ungodly and sinners, for the unholy and profane, for those who strike their fathers and mothers, for murderers, the sexually immoral, men who practice homosexuality, enslavers, liars, perjurers, and whatever else is contrary to sound doctrine, in accordance with the gospel of the glory of the blessed God with which I have been entrusted." 1 Tim. 1:8-11.

Ms. Miller then goes on for the remainder of the article to take scripture out of context and to call verses that state that homosexuality is a sin in the Old Testament "throw away verses". Ms. Miller also cites liberal thologians that take the verses out of context and do not believe in a traditional hermenuetical translation of the Bible. I guess when you have to prove sin is ok and that you do not require a savior you have to bring your presuppositions to the text and then force the text to prove it out. 

You know I could go more into Ms. Millers article and break down the falicies within it, but ultimately what this boils down to is that there is only one difference between thos ewho are gay and accept a gay lifestyle and me as a believer. That difference is that as a believer I have accepted Christ as my savior. I have recognized that I am a sinner and a hypocrite. I have recognized that as a sinner I need to repent before a Holy and just God. I also realize that without Jesus Christ as my Savior I am doomed to an eternity in hell. What Ms. Miller and many other non-believers are looking for is an acceptance of their own sin. After all it is easier to make the statement, "Here, the Bible praises enduring love between men. What Jonathan and David did or did not do in privacy is perhaps best left to history and our own imaginations." in reagrds to 2 Sam. 1:26 instead of repenting of sin. 

Ms. Miller you are right in that Scripture is about love. God sending His Son to die for our sins is a sign of His love for us. We as believers are called to love all men, but we are also called to hate sin. Ms. Miller if you truly desire eternal life you must realize that you come to God bringing nothing. You must come realizing that you are a sinner requiring a Savior.

Believers, do not allow these words o persuade you into believing that Scripture is what Ms. Miller and many liberal theologians say it is. Be a faithful Berean and search scripture and pray. 

Amazing Video and Amazing New Bibles

noreply@blogger.com (Tom Pilarski) — Fri, 05 Dec 2008 19:58:00 +0000

See more Jack Black videos at Funny or Die

A friend of mine showed me this video yesterday and I have to be honest I was amazed. Why was I amazed? I am amazed that first people who do not approve of marriage being between a man and a woman are being portrayed as haters. Really!! Because my personal convictions do not allow me to accept gay marriage I am a hater. Coming from a group that preaches tolerance, I find that a very intolerant point of view. I will say right now that if you are truly convicted by your religious beliefs then there will be intolerance to something. My religious beliefs make me intolerant to sin. Now this does not make me perfect, because I to am a sinner. I am intolerant of my own sin too and confess that sin before a Holy God everyday. Knowing I am a sinner allows me to be evangelize other sinners, not as a person who is better than them, but as a person who believes that Jesus died on the cross for his sins. Because of that belief my sins are forgiven. That truly is the only difference between Jack Black, any gay person on the street and me.

The second thing that amazed me about this video was that they portray people as being duped into voting for Proposition 8. So what you are telling me "Hollywood elite" is that the same people you have been saying are stupid because they believe Jesus died on the cross for their sins are the same people that were so smart and witty to convince people to vote in this manner. Really!! Once again what I see here is those who preach tolerance, being intolerant and saying, "oh by the way if you don't see tolerance my way then you are intolerant, not me." I really don't want to belabor the point because I firmly believe that people who support a gay lifestyle are being seen for what they truly are.....arrogant and selfish. This truly shows that this is all about them. By the way they also liked our political system while it worked for them, but now there is something wrong with it. Funny, don't you think.

Lastly and I really must say the worst part of this video is the part with Jesus. Really, if you are going to quote scripture, please use it in context.Do me a favor if you will and before you slam my faith read a little more about it and especially if you are going to slam the Bible read all of it. You really only make yourself look ignorant when you pull things out like the Bible says it's OK to stone and sell women into slavery.

I know that most people probably find this video funny, but to tell you the truth I find it offensive. The reason I find it offensive is because the same respect gays demand, they do not give. The same level of tolerance they preach, they do not give. The love that they say the Bible preaches and they say they advocate, they do not give. Am I surprised by this, no I am not. Am I saddened by this, yes. I am saddened because my Lord was mocked and people find it funny.

The new Bible that caught my attention is the "Illuminated Bible". NPR wrote an article on this Bible that described it as a Bible that is for a hip, young and even secular audience. So do I find this disturbing? Do I find something inherently wrong with this? Well honestly it's a yes and no answer. The yes would be to the fact that the Bible as it is now, is for all people. The Bible as it is, needs no changes to make it hip. I also don't care to much for the picture below in regards to Scripture. The Old Testament could be described as a love story, but between man and woman. The Old Testament could be described as a love story between God and man, his creation. God loved Israel and chose to make her His own. She did not love Him back and also cheated on Him with other Gods. God in His awesome grace though provides a Savior. That's the love of the Old Testament.

So, with all that said, why do like this Bible? Mainly because people who would under normal not pick up the Bible will now...maybe...just maybe pick one up. Like the article says, it's geared for secular people. The contemporary photography may bring people to the point of purchasing a Bible that a regular Bible would not. The problem is that same photography. The Words that are inside the Bible are more important than the pictures. I fully understand that God can use anything to saving faith and maybe this will bring some to that saving faith. Maybe those same people that enjoy the video above will purchase this Bible and God would use it to bring them to repentance and ultimate salvation. I hope and pray that would be the what would happen.

What am I thankful for?

noreply@blogger.com (Tom Pilarski) — Thu, 27 Nov 2008 22:15:00 +0000

I believe on a day like today we all need to look at what we have and what we have been blessed with and thank God that He has more generous to us than we deserve.

First, I am thankful that I was chosen by our Lord and Savior to be a part of his eternal plan. I am thankful for my salvation and His forgiving me of my sins.

Second I am thankful for my family. God has blessed me with a wonderful wife and mother to my children. God has blessed me with three wonderful kids, who for the most part, are good kids......no I'm wrong they are great kids. I am thankful for my parents and all they provided me with as I grew up. I am thankful for my in-laws (and I really am). The Lord has surrounded me with a wonderful family.

Third, I am thankful for my home church, Placerita Baptist. In a day where the Word is not taught from many pulpits, in a day when the Truth is absent from many churches, ours preaches the Word of God without reservation and with full conviction. Besides that's where my ministry is at.

Fourthly, I am thankful for the country in which God has me in. Amidst many Christians believing it's the end of the world, because Barack Obama is out President-elect. In a country that tends to dwell on all the horrible things within our country and in a country that is truly free and blessed, we should be extremely thankful for this.

Lastly, I am thankful for the meal that I am about to eat and the roof over my head. Over the past few years and my trips to Tijuana, Mexico I have grown to appreciate the things that I used to take for granted. There are so many people across this big ball called Earth that have so much less than us.

Please join me this Thanksgiving and for that matter, everyday God graces us with breath, and thinking about all that we have to be thankful for.

Where is your heart?

noreply@blogger.com (Tom Pilarski) — Wed, 26 Nov 2008 05:10:00 +0000

To some of my friends who happen to be of the smart aleck persuasion would say in my body, but that is not the question I am asking. In the ancient middle east the heart was believed the seat of all emotion, in our current culture we would believe this to be our mind. So when I ask the question where is your heart I am really asking what stirs emotion within you? What makes your motor hum? or even what brings you ultimate joy?

I think if we wanted to be honest with ourselves we would say, our kids, maybe a computer game or even an X-Box/Wii game, cars, or even money.Deuteronomy 6:6-9 says, "And these words that I command you today shall be on your heart. You shall teach them diligently to your children, and shall talk of them when you sit in your house, and when you walk by the way, and when you lie down, and when you rise. You shall bind them as a sign on your hand, and they shall be as frontlets between your eyes. You shall write them on the doorposts of your house and on your gates."

When Moses was writing this he was just coming off the Ten Commandments in Chapter 5 and was writing that God demanded all of Israel's heart. He wanted them to have His Word on their hearts. It was Gods desire to be the one thing that made Israel's motor hum. Now this command is not just to Israel then, this command is to us now. So my question is to you, where is your heart?

When I was in high school I ran. In order to be the best runner I could be I had to dedicate my whole heart to running. That meant when I ate, when I was out at night or even how late I stayed out, it was with running in mind. God here is commanding Israel and us to dedicate our heart to Him in the same manner. So, when you are out in town, or when you are alone at home, is your heart given over to the Lord. Verses 7-9 give us the checklist to see if our heart really is on god and His Word.

Look at verse 7a, "teach them diligently to your children". If you are a parent are you teaching your children through words and actions about the greatness of our God? Are you teaching them about the sacrifice of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ? If our heart is truly given over to the Lord then we will take every opportunity and every chance to use Scripture to teach our children about God.Verse 7b says, "when you sit in your house". Your family life should exude your love for God, so much that when you are sitting at home with your family all you can do is talk about Him and what He is doing in your life and what He is doing for the family. You will be talking about the attributes of God and thanking Him for being a great God.

Next, if you had a wholehearted love for God it would be displayed in our public life.Look at verse 7c, "when you walk in the way".The idea here to the Jewish reader would have been as he is walking through town or as he is on his way to do business. For believers today this would be in our work places and as we run errands around town. When I preached on this passage a couple of weeks ago I asked the men who I was preaching to, "what would the lady at the bank, market,restaurant you frequent say if I told them you were a Christian?" "Would they be surprised due to some things you do while you are around them?" You see Christian our life is a testimony to those around us. Either it is a testimony unto darkness or a testimony unto light. Which is yours?

Next, if you truly love God with all your heart, how is it reflected in your private life? Look at the last part of verse 7, "when you lie down and when you rise".When you are at home all by yourself what rules your heart.To me this is the overarching and foundational question. How you answer this question, to me, determines how you would treat the two above. When you are all alone with he computer on, what Internet sites are you visiting? When you are all alone in front of the television, what shows are you watching? You see believer, you may fool your friends, you may fool your family, but you cannot fool a Holy and all knowing God. He is there with you when you are all alone.

Lastly, if we have a love for God the encompasses our heart in total we will treat the Word of God appropriately. Look at verses 8-9, "You shall bind them as a sign on your hand, and they shall be as frontlets between your eyes. You shall write them on the doorposts of your house and on your gates." The idea here for the Jew was that of binding the Word of God to their bodies. In ancient Hebrew times they had what were called phylacteries or Tephilim. These were leather boxes with straps that the Jews would bind on their wrists and head. Inside of these boxes were mini scrolls with scripture written on them. They took this verse literally.I believe the God was speaking a little more metephorical, and I belive taht for the believer today this would mean taht we are to be using Scripture actively in our lives. We should be memorizing it. We should be utilizing it to combat temptation and sin in our lives.When I asked above about what you are doing when you are alone, this is a great time to draw on Gods truths. Put a verse up next to the computer and put a verse up next to the television. Gaurd your heart and mind from evil.

This piece of scripture has been instrumental to my heart as of late, because with all the distarctions of school, work and ministry I hadn't done a self diagnosis. I hadn't taken my heart and put it before the divine cardiologist in a while. How about you, when was the last time you put your heart on the table before God? When was the last timeyou checked your life to see if it measured up to God's standards? So as we get ready for Thanksgiving and Christmas, check yourself, where is your heart? On the things of this world or on God.

Time, Time, Time

noreply@blogger.com (Tom Pilarski) — Fri, 22 Aug 2008 13:42:00 +0000

"Time, time, time, see what’s become of me", those are the lyrics from Hazy Shade of Winter by Simon and Garfunkel and they express exactly where I am at today. It's been almost a month since my last post and I feel like my blog has been neglected, but at the same time I have been more busy then I have ever been in life. Have you ever felt that way? Have you ever felt like you could not get any more busy then you are right now? Well that is where the Lord has brought me to.

Next week I will be starting seminary and trying, Lord willing, to get my Masters Degree in Divinity. This will done on top of my current schedule of bringing up a family in the fear and admonition of the Lord, a full time job and a full time ministry. When I step back and look at this schedule I do not see how this will work, but knowing that our Lord and Savior is bigger then my scheduling issues, I know I will get through this time as long as I rest in Him.That is the part I glory in. The fact that when all is said and done that if I achieve anything it will be because He did it and not me.

"Won’t you stop and remember me, At any convenient time" is another line from Hazy Shade of Winter. As I thought about the thing I fear the most in starting this journey is that my family and my friends would be left in the wake of seminary; that the words sung by Simon and Garfunkel would be their mantra. I pray that this would not be so.I pray that I would not be the man that was described to me in an illustration this week at seminary orientation. The man that come graduation day had his wife put his books in the place where she used to sleep and told him to spend the rest of his life curling up next to his books, because she was not putting up with the neglect any longer.I pray that I would not disqualify myself from ministry at the same time I seek to serve the Lord in full time ministry.

I do know that I serve a "BIG" God. I do know that I serve a God that will help me if I ask Him. So I pray for balance in my life. To me it is not important to get "A's" for the sake of getting "A's". I mean it's not as if you get a better church if you graduate Sigma Cum Laud. I just pray that I would do all that I have on my plate to the glory of God and to the best of my ability. In this time I fear mediocrity more then anything else. I do pray for excellence.

"Hang on to your hopes, my friend" is one last quote from that song and I do believe it is my sentiment as I close today's blog.Here are my hopes as I go down this path:

1) My walk with the Lord would grow.

2) My family time would be quality time.

3) My ministry would be God centered.

4) My time in school work would be excellent in nature.

5) Lastly, that I would have time to blog.(truly not important, but definitely fun).

By the way I know if I were exegeting Hazy Shade of Winter I probably would have exegeted it wrong, so please forgive me in the use of the song. For those of you that are worried that if I exegete music wrong how can I exegete the Word of God, well......to be totally blunt with you......Get A Life! That was a song, not the inerrant Word of the Living God.

What is "Above Reproach"?

noreply@blogger.com (Tom Pilarski) — Fri, 04 Jul 2008 18:42:00 +0000

I am ashamed to admit that I am a fan of Sports talk radio. As a believer this can be quite difficult due to the fact that sports radio tends to be like the sports section of the newspaper, a Hooters advertisement on steroids. If you happen to be like me then you have been listening to all the talk about Alex Rodriguez and his divorce. They have been talking about did he or did he not have an affair with Madonna, did he or did he not have an affair with another girl earlier this year. They have been talking about whether or not it was right for the media to report on these things. They talk about an era in sports reporting where when athletes were cheating on their wives the media would look the other way. It's interesting, but none of the shows I have listened to has stated teh obvious, be above reproach.

"Encourage younger men likewise to be self-controlled, yourself to be an example of good works in every way. In your teaching show integrity, dignity, a sound message that cannot be criticized, so that any opponent will be at a loss, because he has nothing evil to say about us." Titus 2:6-8

As I listened to all these sports guys talk about this situation all I could think about is that as Christians we are called to be above reproach. That is we are called to be in a position, like the verse above states, that will not give anyone the opportunity to speak evil about us. If we live our lives so that no one could even intimate that we are cheating on our wives, so that no one could say that we are liars, cheaters or thieves. As believers we must live a life that is holy. The word holy in the original language means to be separated from and that is what we are to be. If you are a believer do you hang out with people that curse the Gospel? Do you watch movies that you shouldn't? What about the television shows you watch or the music you listen to? How do you act at work? Is it different then when you are a t home or at church?

There are a lot of believers out there that are that are riding the fence. If we as believers chose to look like the world then we are doing anything, but remaining above reproach. In our culture today Christianity has become a religious word. It really can mean everything and anything, even one who does not believe in the true Christ. Believer the challenge for you today is to live a life that truly defines the word Christian. You are called to live a holy and righteous life. You are called to be above reproach. Believer if the media were to follow you around as much as they follow the celebrities of our culture would they be able to bring a case against you showing that you have acted contrary to the Gospel? Examine your life and chose not to be an Alex Rodriguez. Chose to be holy and above reproach.