.caroline.memories.

2012-08-02T22:20:00.001+08:00

I need nothing but just encouragement... Leave the unnecessary comments to yourself..

Love caroline~

About marriage

2012-07-05T22:30:00.001+08:00

Found some interesting marriage quotes online: funny yet with some truth...

A good marriage would be between a blind wife and a deaf husband.

A man in love is incomplete until he has married. Then he's finished.

Wives are young men's mistresses, companions for middle age, and old men's nurses.

Before marriage, a man will lie awake all night thinking about something you said; after marriage, he'll fall asleep before you finish saying it.- Unknown

Enjoy!!

Love caroline~

Mid of 2012

2012-06-26T11:38:00.001+08:00

It has been a long time since i wrote.

Year 2012 has been an eventful year. I got married on 24 March 2012.

We had a wonderful evening at Mandarin Orchard Hotel and of course we had hiccups here and there on that day.

Most importantly, we received blessings from over 600 guests, friends and relatives.
We are grateful for each and everyone presence and help on that day; especially our 姐妹 and 兄弟

Then we went on a 2 weeks honeymoon to Europe! We went to Italy, Swiss, Paris and Amsterdam.

Now looking forward to starting a family as we are moving onto next stage of life..

Love caroline~

2011-07-05T23:40:00.001+08:00

心中的喜悦却换来一场空。。

在空间却得到的，是一满无奈。

在无奈中，只得到伤痛的对待。

我给的爱就直那么多。。

只要我体谅了解，那我只能默默的付出。。。

多少的付出才是足够。。

我也累了。。

2011-06-25T15:04:00.001+08:00

委屈和眼泪只能往肚子里吞。

Words itself can be sharper than a blade when used inappropriately.

Love caroline~

GE

2011-04-29T07:31:00.001+08:00

Mixed feeling abt GE. The whites has done a great job for our country for the past years. They have proved their worth by giving each of us a secure home and our red passport are so prominent in the world despite being in a red dot on the map. The opps are telling every truth about the hardship and challenges faced by the new generation. We are the one facing the terrible truth and feel that they understand us and is able to voice our concerns. But are they able carry their duties well if they won or is it going to be just voicing without actions. Our whites have been shaking hands with diplomats and they respect us. Would they still respect us if the opps are there instead of whites? It's not only abt Singapore election but our standing in the world as well.

Securing our home and building a nation seems so important mainly because of our age. Being 27 this year, building a home and family is one of our main focus in life.

Our vote can make a difference for our life for the next 5 years or even more..

Love

2011-04-23T08:34:00.001+08:00

Time flies, it has been 2 years 6 months....

It has definitely grown stronger with his loving care, concern and actions towards me..

I hope this would be everlasting as we will be facing more challenges in life.

From marriage to family life, then aging together..

Getting older makes me learn to be more optimistic, cause life itself is ugly..

But I have regrets for giving them up. I miss them alot but I don't know what can I do. I hope that time will heal all wounds. I feel sorry for giving up but I guessed this episode has made me stronger too.

I hope everything will be smooth sailing for them so that they would not have to suffer so much..

A long weekend to rest, relax and play~

Love caroline~

2011-03-02T23:57:00.001+08:00

I had a dream yesterday.

I dreamt that he kissed another girl passionately in front of me and looking at me, giving me that kinda proud and satisfied look.. He then told me he wanna a breakup... I cried badly and ran away.

It was such a disgusting and hurting sight...

Then I found this:

Break-Up

To dream that you break up with your significant other, indicates that there is something in your life that you need to let go no matter how hard it may be.

To dream that your boyfriend or girlfriend is breaking up with you, indicates that your relationship is moving to the next level. In a way, it is an end to something; you are leaving some past behind. At the same time, it is the start of something new or better. It is important to remember that such a dream is not an omen that the relationship is not working out. As a relationship evolves and grows, it also changes.

To dream that you did not break up with your boyfriend or girlfriend, suggests that you are still in denial about the break-up. Your mind many not have accepted the notion that the relationship is over.

Hope the explanation is true..

Love caroline~

Happy Chinese New Year

2011-02-03T09:05:00.001+08:00

Another new year has passed, we are getting older or should I say we are aging gracefully? Haha!

Happy Chinese new year!! May all my friends be blessed with good health and happiness!!

Gong Hei Fatt Choy!!

Love caroline~

Life itself

2011-01-10T23:18:00.001+08:00

How I wish life could be as peaceful as this.. Enjoyed the moments with my baby..

When one has lost hope, we would turn to other choices..

I wish life could be as colorful filled with different tastes which fulfills the wonders of life itself..

Hang on there,

Love caroline~

Outlook of life

2010-10-16T23:07:00.001+08:00

In life, sometimes it's better not to look at things too clearly; you may see more flaws.. Thus it's better to leave things as it is..

Love caroline~

love,, pasts.. regrets...life...

2010-10-15T07:16:00.000+08:00

My nose was blocked and throat was sore, couldn't sleep well. So i woke up at 5am plus to surf net as usual. I came across a blog where it was about 2 people in love; simple pleasures in life with each other's accompany.

It made me think back about my past relationships, my love journey till today. There were sweet moments with my loved ones which were just so pure and innocent. Without any bad intentions and it started with a simple word: Love. Times were so sweet and wonderful then as it seems that the world just revolves around us. There was no time or space for another person in each other's heart and mind.

Then i met him which i regretted that relationship which lasted for 3 yrs; a total waste of my life but yet I can't do anything because I chose him. Everyone had been telling me not to sank into it but I chose to. Stepping out of it now, it made me realise how ugly this world is; with such bad attitude and outlook in life. That was a total nightmare for me; throwing me into cold water to suffer then back to life, I guessed that was when my perception of love changed. That kinda pure and innocent love which i believed in was all gone. You took away all my trust and faith in love. I was thrown into burden which noone know yet I had to behave like nothing had happened and life still moves on. Till today, i am still stuck at that place, hard to move on...

I am glad to meet my new love who dotes on me. He may not be perfect but I hope he will be true to me because I had been through some which I did not believed that it would happen to me. It was a total shock to me yet I chose to move on because I love him. i do not deny that this path was tough because to forgive and forget is tougher than said.

Trust was broken and had to be earned, Sense of security was lost and required to rebuild again. I don't know how long or how far we can walked together hand-in-hand but i will continue to walk on and choose to believe in you all over again...

2010-10-13T09:27:00.001+08:00

Thanks for being there for me whenever I am down..

My life has been occupied with work, love and family. I used to wonder what's my goal in life? Previously I wished to set up a centre with my buddies, somehow the wish came true but all came to an halt.. I missed those times with our crazy laughters, tired nights going through portfolios, staying overnights and so on... Time can never be turned back but I do not regret leaving as I have faced a different side of life.. Just that I missed you gals.. Don't know if u gals feel the same but things will nv be the same again.. 最熟悉的陌生人 could be the phrase to describe our friendships. I used to think of them being my Jie Mei when I get married with their blessings.. It's such a wonderful scene.. But now I don't know how it would be like. I don't dare to think abt it but I miss u all alot.

Anyway, I missed my friends' laughters, lame jokes and craziness too.. As we are getting older, one by one settle down with families then with kids.. It's a happy scene yet on the other hand, my parents and family are getting older. Walking behind them, I can see them walking slowly yet trying to keep up with our steps but their hairs are greying and faces wrinkled.

I can't imagine my life without their noises, nagging and quarrels. Somehow all these have become part of my life. We are a conservative family and do not express ourselves readily but I would like to say: I love you mummy and daddy despite my unhappy childhood but aunt and uncle has always been there to pull the bridge between us.

I am getting emo maybe because I am tired. The last episode in my life when I ended my 2009 will always stay with me cos somehow I lost 3 dearest friendship somehow somewhere.... I manage to walk through those saddest moments with my friends like weizhang and weejia who spent the nights counselling and talking to me. Elsa's comforting words helped alot though she was miles away. My aunt and uncle constant calls and concerns to ensure I am alright.

I choose to smile and walk over it but it's always tough whenever I think of them... Misses...

I will choose to end this 2010 with a happy note with my loved ones. Because time is not on my side, I have so much things to do yet so little time...

I missed all those who love me too..

Love caroline~

2010-09-27T20:33:00.001+08:00

When I received the news, I was both delighted and vexed. Delighted because the load has been removed from my shoulder but vexed because I am in such situation. Anyway I am glad with such outcome.

It's has been such a tiring weekend. I've been sleeping through my weekend because of the day of a month. I missed him so much because I been lying on bed with pain. We couldn't spend the weekend happily.

Miss you loads!!

Christina's post birthday dinner & Step Up 3

2010-08-20T09:45:00.003+08:00

I had dinner with Christina and Gernice yesterday as Christina's post birthday meal! I was late due to work(as usual)! haha.. sorry to keep you girls waiting. =P We had Dian Xiao Er and the food was yummy compared to the previous time i went with Christina. Sorry for no pics as its all with Gernice. Upload them gal!

After which we walked around and Christina had to leave earlier to meet her hubby up. Left both of us as we wondered around and decided to catch a movie instead of going KTVing... We went to catch STEP UP 3 and the show was fantastic! The dance moves and background were just awesome! There were a few surprising scenes which was like wow! It is a nice entertaining show after a long day at work to enjoy the music + dance!

Woooh.. Me and Gernice were telling each other how good looking Rick Malambri is! haha! even when he wears casually out on the 'street', he just look too handsome to resist!

Charming eyes!

Go and catch this show over the weekend! Yay!

Watch the Step up 3 Trailer here!!

Kite flying

2010-08-17T21:02:00.001+08:00

Enjoy the kite flying experience! But I am getting soooo tanned！
So chao ta!

Loving the kite flying time with him!
Now looking forward to meeting Christina and gernice as well as our blading session on Sunday!

My Sunday

2010-07-12T15:06:00.007+08:00

After watching the Germany vs Uraguay matc, both of us dropped dead till sunday morning 10.30am. As usual, we were thinking what to eat for breakfast or rather lunch..

Seeing the sun so bright and sunny, I suggested to go rollerblading as it was ages since we went rollerblade together; he decided to jog while i rollerblade

On the way there

loves the blue sky, beautiful clouds~

As I was taking time to warm up, he jogged ahead of me while i was still struggling.. Seeing the crowd, i decided to head back from where we started off. It was fun watching the little ones learning to blade; shared with him that i will encourage my kids to start young than to learn at my age. =)

After change, we were thinking where to have lunch and Ben called to ask whether we wanna watch 'Predator', I said 'okay' and off we headed to Tampines (our usual hunt on weekends).

The movie was so-so only while the ending was lame as expected.. dun waste your $$..

We decided to have Din Tai Fung early as we planned to catch the World Cup finals~ Netherlands against Spain. Got to sleep early~

-Din Tai Fung-The meal was fulfulling: Fried rice with prawn. Chilli Crab Dumpling, Xiao Long Bao, Suan La Tang and Hong You Chao Shou. These are our must haves!!

Headed home to prepare for sleep but we were engrossed with Discovery Channal: Deadliest Catch till 11pm+ Fell asleep and woke up at 2.30am to catch WC Final.

On a lighter note, my colleagues commented that this boy looks like my bf. Heheee!

what do you say?

Dinner with his family

2010-07-10T09:27:00.002+08:00

Yesterday we went for a family dinner to celebrate his dad's friend birthday. It was at west coast recreation centre which brought back lots of memories.

Those were the sec sch days where the guys go for pool/ billiard while I stood by to watch. It also reminded me of the times where I went to Christina grandma place, my encounter with dialect hokkien. Those were my days around 13 to 16 yrs old.

Back to the dinner, it was quite nice. I had lobster bique, baked cod fish and banana spilt. Forgotten to take pics..

It was such a long time since I ate at jack place. It was our favorite hangout place with my aunt and uncle at the bras basah branch when I was young.

During the dinner, we chatted about current news etc. Then they asked him when is our wedding dinner. His mum casually mentioned that it's good to get married next year and have a dragon baby the following.

Hmm... Everything seem to be rushing. Nowadays topics are about flats, housing, children, marriage etc.. I do wish to settle down with him but talking about practically settling down, I seem afraid. Worried that we cannot cope financially, am I ready to be someone's wife; daughter in law; sister in law or even a mum?

The responsibility is a great commitment for life. Somehow I am withdrawing, afraid that I can't cope. Now this is really sitting on the fence... Hmmm...

Some overdued pics:
My surprise birthday celebration

My birthday presents

Citigem pendant from Angela, Anthony, Edwin and Gerald.
Gucci keychain from Shannon and Ben.
S90 camera from him.
Thanks to all!

Our trip to helix bridge

2010-06-07T08:24:00.001+08:00

On a cool Monday morning, I am on way to work.. Squeezing thru the crowd in mrt.. This weekend was so short as we hardly had time. I am so tired, despite all the naps... I still feel lethargic.

Perhaps I am too tired emotionally, having to go thru the ups and downs again.. Going thru the emotional turmoils makes my heart break once again..

But glad that things work out fine... Will this last? I am not sure but I will keep trying...

I am losing confidence of myself...

2010-05-05T18:55:00.001+08:00

Thanks for everyone concern!! I am fine just stressed up with work and family issue... Mum in hospital, rushing here and there...

Yeah my tea session with parents has been postponed!! Phew~

Yest saw the canon powershot sx210 online... Wanting it!!!! Hehhe!!! Friends u know what to do huh... Hahhah

2010-05-03T20:37:00.001+08:00

I been trying to understand people.. Adults keep telling me:" you have to learn to understand because...＂＂you have to to try to look for their perspective as ....."

I am tired of hearing all these... I know what you are trying to say but have you stop to think... Have you ever learn to understand me or ever learn to look from my perspective??

To certain extend, we are all selfish beings and seek attention.... Just because I am fine and is mature enough to think and handle things doesn't mean I am Alright, okay?

I am just another young adult (or adult whichever you like to name) who wants attention too... I wished to be cared for and be understood.. I wish to be spoilt and pampered so that I can gain some attention... But yet it was never to be...

I can never have that kinda attention because to u pp, I am mature enough and able to cope...

Don't wait till one day I chose to mishandle things because I decided to just to gain your attention... Then it would be very pitiful for you and upsetting for everyone...

2010-05-03T11:17:00.001+08:00

On way home and later to the hospital for mum's admission... Feeling tired physically and emotionally... To add on, my Aunty visit came... Emo emo emo..

This will be a busy week again with mum in hospital and work.. Work is piling up and lots of issues to handle at the same time.. Stressed ah~

Not a good and happy may to start off with.. Haiz... And not to mention it's my birthday month too!! Hope everyhing would be better... *Pray*

2010-04-19T15:49:00.002+08:00

After 3 days of sore throat, running nose and persistant fever... i gave in and went to see doctor... despite taking medications from previous visits...

Doc recommended me to take Tamiflu which i refused as i had taken it before and the feeling was bad... and did not want to be immune to Tamiflu too... end up took the H1N1 swab test which was highly encouraged by her and since it was free, i went ahead... had to wait 3 days for test results...

*waiting patiently*

meanwhile just plenty of rest and if fever persist or high fever.. will have to be back to clinic...

got to rest...

2010-04-12T09:29:00.001+08:00

Travelling on the similar journey but different feeling... Looking at the same scenary but different views....

The smile on her face is so sincere... Which makes each day worth looking forward to...

Simple happiness...

2010-04-06T07:08:00.001+08:00

After some discussions, I felt that things were so wrong just to turn the tables at me...

Nothing was mentioned before I signed on the dotted lines... She did promise to return me not in one sum yet we agreed verbally on the monthly term instead... As your reason was based on com acct.

Yet at the very moment u telling me not to be calculative... I was soooo wrong not to listen to them. They told me to wait till I received everything before signing... Yet I told them it's alright, I trust them and they would stand by their words...

Now I have proved myself sooo wrong... Words have been eaten up... Tables turned around...

No point arguing who's right or wrong anymore cos to some they are never ending to it..

It's a lesson learnt... Only trust black and white... Sad to say, I have lost it... Lost it once again... Got to move on...