<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:blogger='http://schemas.google.com/blogger/2008' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd="http://schemas.google.com/g/2005" xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1310726801727642205</id><updated>2026-02-16T15:48:17.281-08:00</updated><category term="Concordia"/><category term="Lucas Rhonemus"/><category term="Ann Arbor"/><category term="College"/><category term="blog"/><category term="personal chaos"/><category term="Michigan"/><category term="University"/><category term="college life"/><category term="writing"/><category term="focus"/><category term="personal life"/><category term="Fall"/><category term="hope"/><category term="memoir"/><category term="reading"/><category term="Anxiety"/><category term="Assistant Director"/><category term="Christians"/><category term="Devotion"/><category term="Dracula"/><category term="Kerry Meads"/><category term="Lam&#39;s Player&#39;s"/><category term="Robert Smyth"/><category term="Theater"/><category term="Theatre"/><category term="directing"/><category term="topic"/><category term="week"/><category term="Challenge"/><category term="Christmas"/><category term="Formals"/><category term="Guild Wars"/><category term="Guild Wars 2"/><category term="Hardcore"/><category term="Holiday"/><category term="MMO"/><category term="Marvelous"/><category term="Minecraft"/><category term="Productivity"/><category term="RPG"/><category term="Spring"/><category term="SycoFox"/><category term="SycoLuke"/><category term="Thanksgiving"/><category term="YouTube"/><category term="apology"/><category term="appliances"/><category term="biography"/><category term="brainstorm"/><category term="channel"/><category term="coffee"/><category term="creation"/><category term="depression"/><category term="education"/><category term="experience"/><category term="finals"/><category term="gaming"/><category term="help"/><category term="hypocrites"/><category term="idea"/><category term="input"/><category term="inspiration"/><category term="narrative"/><category term="person life"/><category term="plans"/><category term="post"/><category term="review"/><category term="story"/><category term="thoughts"/><category term="tutorial"/><category term="video"/><title type='text'>My brain on (insert topic here)</title><subtitle type='html'>An English Major applies his skills to express his ideas and feelings. Will eventually have a clear genre of posts.</subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://mybrainonthis.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1310726801727642205/posts/default?redirect=false'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://mybrainonthis.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>Anonymous</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/13695967562278662124</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='https://img1.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>17</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>25</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1310726801727642205.post-4476474575208795902</id><published>2013-01-18T11:20:00.001-08:00</published><updated>2013-01-18T11:27:49.867-08:00</updated><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="blog"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Challenge"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="channel"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="creation"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="education"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="experience"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Hardcore"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="help"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="inspiration"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Marvelous"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Minecraft"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="plans"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="post"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="SycoFox"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="SycoLuke"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="thoughts"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="tutorial"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="video"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="YouTube"/><title type='text'>Minecraft and YouTube</title><content type='html'>So I&#39;ve been trying really hard to make some videos to post to YouTube and I was&amp;nbsp;finally&amp;nbsp;able to&amp;nbsp;create&amp;nbsp;a small series of me playing Hardcore Challenge. It&#39;s not complete but I have enough videos to last me about four weeks. I&#39;m uploading one episode a week, on&amp;nbsp;Tuesday&amp;nbsp; so that sound give me time to make more videos and have some leeway if I get caught up in anything else. I&#39;ve also promised to upload some other random video on&amp;nbsp;Fridays. These videos will be random but I have a few &quot;mini/irregular&quot; series that I can post in that time slot to see what catches peoples interests the most. One that I have already made two videos about is called Minecraft Project. Not very original but each video within the series will be called Project (Blank). The idea is to use it to show off a creation of mine or just make a tutorial of something fairly simple. The thing that I notice about some tutorials is that they are not all that great for noobs. I&#39;m studying education so I tend to think that I have a better grasp of how to show people how to do things. A lot of the tutorials don&#39;t have voice/live interaction, they are made with annotations or text&amp;nbsp;across&amp;nbsp;the screen. Then some tutorials go too fast or skip over some basic things because it come so easily to them. I hope that I can use my experience in Minecraft with my studies in education to help make a better Minecraft tutorial.&lt;br /&gt;
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So anyway, those are some of my thoughts and plans for my YouTube Channel. I ope that I will ba able to increase the traffic between this blog and my channel so I can increase the number of people who see these posts and videos so I can&amp;nbsp;actually&amp;nbsp;help more people. So please leave comments, visit, subscribe and follow my sites and what not. Help your fellow man out so he can help others. It might just be a video game for now I hope to be able to spread out and make a positive difference in other things as well. Thank you for your time and have a Marvelous day.</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://mybrainonthis.blogspot.com/feeds/4476474575208795902/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://mybrainonthis.blogspot.com/2013/01/minecraft-and-youtube.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1310726801727642205/posts/default/4476474575208795902'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1310726801727642205/posts/default/4476474575208795902'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://mybrainonthis.blogspot.com/2013/01/minecraft-and-youtube.html' title='Minecraft and YouTube'/><author><name>Anonymous</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/13695967562278662124</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='https://img1.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1310726801727642205.post-6567202889267803001</id><published>2012-10-09T20:35:00.001-07:00</published><updated>2012-10-09T20:36:19.917-07:00</updated><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Ann Arbor"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Assistant Director"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="blog"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="college life"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Concordia"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="directing"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Dracula"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Fall"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Kerry Meads"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Lam&#39;s Player&#39;s"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Lucas Rhonemus"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Michigan"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Robert Smyth"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Theater"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Theatre"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="University"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="week"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="writing"/><title type='text'>Update 10/09- Dracula</title><content type='html'>I know I told you all that I wouldn&#39;t make excuses or take up time saying I&#39;m sorry for dropping the ball but I feel that this is important. I need to let you know what&#39;s going on just so that there is at least a post about SOMETHING for this week. So the play is this weekend and all my time is spent staying up with class work and long evenings in the theatre.&lt;br /&gt;
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Again if any of you are in the Ann Arbor, MI area you should come and see this production. For such a small program we are truly blessed with the talents we have and being able to put on this production. Now that I&#39;ve seen the lights, sound and costumes I&#39;m even more excited for this production. This play truly takes on a different meaning and carries a strong message rather than just give you the creepy crawlies and frights, though it does that as well. I&#39;ve seen this count less time through the past month and I still get frightened and worried even though I know how it ends.&lt;br /&gt;
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The show is playing October 11-13 at Concordia University&#39;s Kraft Arts Center/ Black Box Theatre. House opens at 7 and the show starts at 8.&amp;nbsp; For more ticket info&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.cuaa.edu/KnowConcordia/arts/tickets.html&quot; rel=&quot;nofollow&quot; target=&quot;_blank&quot;&gt; click here&lt;/a&gt; or use the link below:&lt;br /&gt;
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&amp;nbsp;Hope you all have a great week and please enjoy the show!&lt;br /&gt;
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Any comments are welcome and feel free to subscribe to my blog or follow me on twitter or YouTube as I will eventually use them all more cohesively. Also clicking on ads and such will help me eventually be able to upgrade equipment and allow me to spend more time on my internet projects. I don&#39;t like self promotion but what money I eventually make WILL go back to these projects.</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://mybrainonthis.blogspot.com/feeds/6567202889267803001/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://mybrainonthis.blogspot.com/2012/10/update-1009-dracula.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1310726801727642205/posts/default/6567202889267803001'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1310726801727642205/posts/default/6567202889267803001'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://mybrainonthis.blogspot.com/2012/10/update-1009-dracula.html' title='Update 10/09- Dracula'/><author><name>Anonymous</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/13695967562278662124</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='https://img1.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1310726801727642205.post-8822490276546821363</id><published>2012-10-01T20:07:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2012-10-01T20:07:00.371-07:00</updated><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="brainstorm"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="idea"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="input"/><title type='text'>A possible new format</title><content type='html'>Hey this is personal side of me talking now. I just wanted to let you all know what going on inside the chaos behind the curtain.&lt;br /&gt;
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I think I&#39;m getting into a groove and I have a few ideas. I&#39;m thinking I&#39;ll do Gaming Wednesday where I&#39;ll talk about something to do with video games, and then on Sunday I will do my&amp;nbsp;regular post&amp;nbsp;on&amp;nbsp;something&amp;nbsp;interesting to me at the time. I&#39;m also considering whether I should give updates about past topics or posts within the regular post or just make a separate one. I also need to reign in my ideas because I&#39;m getting some creative juices flowing but if I take on every idea that I have then I might have too much to handle and I need to keep up with academics and other responsibilities.&lt;br /&gt;
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&amp;nbsp;I also hope that my readers, if I have any kind of steady following, would consider giving feedback and or&amp;nbsp;subscribe/follow that would be pretty awesome. Also click on any interesting ads that you see. I get a little monet for every one you click so you&#39;ll be helping a friend out. Thanks! </content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://mybrainonthis.blogspot.com/feeds/8822490276546821363/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://mybrainonthis.blogspot.com/2012/10/a-possible-new-format.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1310726801727642205/posts/default/8822490276546821363'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1310726801727642205/posts/default/8822490276546821363'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://mybrainonthis.blogspot.com/2012/10/a-possible-new-format.html' title='A possible new format'/><author><name>Anonymous</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/13695967562278662124</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='https://img1.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1310726801727642205.post-7756581571101140556</id><published>2012-09-30T21:48:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2012-10-01T07:35:48.034-07:00</updated><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Ann Arbor"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Anxiety"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Assistant Director"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="College"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Concordia"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="directing"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Dracula"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Fall"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="focus"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Kerry Meads"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Lam&#39;s Player&#39;s"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Lucas Rhonemus"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="memoir"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Michigan"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="personal life"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Robert Smyth"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Theater"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Theatre"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="University"/><title type='text'>Bram Stoker&#39;s &quot;Dracula&quot; adapted by Smyth and Meads @ CUAA</title><content type='html'>So it&#39;s Sunday September 30, 2012 about 9:15 pm and I&#39;m about to head into a very exciting and scary week. I&#39;m currently the Assistant Director for my University&#39;s production of &quot;Dracula&quot; adapted from the Bram Stoker novel by Robert Smyth and Kerry Meads and premiered at the Lamb&#39;s Player&#39;s theatre in 1987. The play is very true to the novel with only a few modifications that are&amp;nbsp;necessary&amp;nbsp;to keep it short and&amp;nbsp;feasible for theatre. It has a narrative like quality with journal entries very similar to the layout of the book. It casts a different light on the book and vampire theory. Count Dracula actually&amp;nbsp;has less stage time than most of the characters, though his presence in the course events is very evident. The Count and Lucy are the only vampires seen and they tend to represent evil rather than sexuality and gore. The play focuses on good verses evil, love over hate and&amp;nbsp;unity&amp;nbsp;over greed.&lt;br /&gt;
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&amp;nbsp;I have been very blessed to be apart of this and I know the cast has put a lot of hard work and we have overcome many obstacles, just like the character of the play. This next week we start to prepare for tech week and we should&amp;nbsp;finally&amp;nbsp;be&amp;nbsp;completely&amp;nbsp;off book very soon. At this point things can start to go very smooth or they could get rocky as patience is tested and stresses build. If we get to where the director and I want to be the whole cast will be experimenting with different aspects of their characters and&amp;nbsp;perspectives&amp;nbsp;of the events, rather than settling down and losing their energy and enthusiasm. We want them to be comfortable with the process and be willing to try different things rather than pinnacling too soon.&lt;br /&gt;
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This is my first experience as a director and it&#39;s very exciting though I wonder if I&#39;m acting like a director. I&#39;m the&amp;nbsp;assistant&amp;nbsp;so my director does a lot, I just feel like the second&amp;nbsp;voice&amp;nbsp;and another brain&amp;nbsp;with&amp;nbsp;ideas for making a scene&amp;nbsp;work. I also feel like another actor giving the less&amp;nbsp;experienced&amp;nbsp;actors guidance and tips. Which I guess is part of being a director/assistant. I&#39;m not all unsatisfied but I just wonder if I&#39;m doing enough. Though I suppose that this is a learning experience and hopefully I&#39;ll be able to learn from my director&#39;s example.&lt;br /&gt;
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Anyway, with my own insecurities aside I&#39;m looking forward to this week with apprehension but also knowing that I need to move forward and face those fears to help the actors and the whole crew get ready for what&#39;s going to lay ahead.&lt;br /&gt;
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This production is certainly going to be a very exciting step for the Department and &amp;nbsp;the University. If any of you are in the Ann Arbor area I encourage you to come to Concordia University on October 11,12, and/or 13 at 8pm for &quot;Dracula&quot;, I&#39;ll post a link about ticket information below and hopefully keep you updated on progress and if and when online tickets are available.&lt;br /&gt;
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&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.cuaa.edu/KnowConcordia/arts/drama.html&quot;&gt;http://www.cuaa.edu/KnowConcordia/arts/drama.html&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
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&lt;strong style=&quot;border: 0px; font-family: inherit; font-style: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px;&quot;&gt;&quot;Dracula&quot; by Bram Stoker&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;em style=&quot;border: 0px; font-family: inherit; margin: 0px; outline: 0px; padding: 0px;&quot;&gt;Adapted for the stage by Kerry Meads and Robert Smyth&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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When: October 11, 12, 13 at 8:00 p.m.&lt;br /&gt;
Where: Kreft Center Black Box Theater&lt;br /&gt;
Tickets: $10 ($5 students and seniors)&lt;/div&gt;
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This version of Bram Stoker’s Dracula premiered at Lamb’s Players Theater in San Diego. It invites us to witness a more presentational, unapologetically melodramatic form foreign to the postmodern eye and ear. But be patient, watch and listen, for despite its de-emphasis of blood and gore, the strength of its story ushers us in to a redemptive dis-ease. The evil embodied by Count Dracula is spiritual more than physical, and the play casts a light on our own moral shortcomings and on the monsters that lurk within each of us.&lt;/div&gt;
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</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://mybrainonthis.blogspot.com/feeds/7756581571101140556/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://mybrainonthis.blogspot.com/2012/09/bram-stokers-dracula-adapted-by-smyth.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1310726801727642205/posts/default/7756581571101140556'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1310726801727642205/posts/default/7756581571101140556'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://mybrainonthis.blogspot.com/2012/09/bram-stokers-dracula-adapted-by-smyth.html' title='Bram Stoker&#39;s &quot;Dracula&quot; adapted by Smyth and Meads @ CUAA'/><author><name>Anonymous</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/13695967562278662124</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='https://img1.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total><georss:featurename>Concordia College, Concordia University Box Office, Ann Arbor, MI 48105, USA</georss:featurename><georss:point>42.27449857469945 -83.682163953781128</georss:point><georss:box>42.27376407469945 -83.683397953781125 42.27523307469945 -83.680929953781131</georss:box></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1310726801727642205.post-6028003324025636648</id><published>2012-09-26T15:35:00.001-07:00</published><updated>2012-09-26T15:36:48.146-07:00</updated><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="biography"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="College"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="college life"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="gaming"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Guild Wars"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Guild Wars 2"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Lucas Rhonemus"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="MMO"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="narrative"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="personal chaos"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="personal life"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="review"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="RPG"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="story"/><title type='text'>My Guild Wars 2 Story: Beginings</title><content type='html'>So I dropped the ball again but instead of writing about how I want to do better I&#39;m just going to write a new post and move on.&lt;br /&gt;
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Guild Wars 2. It is awesome. I&#39;ve never invested in an MMO before but I have&amp;nbsp;always&amp;nbsp;held an interest in Guild Wars and I made the decision that I wanted to join in the fun last year. As I was looking at what to buy I saw that they were&amp;nbsp;coming&amp;nbsp;out with GW2. So I saw the previews and it took a lot of will power to hold back and wait for Guild Wars 2 to be released. I was disheartened to find that there wasn&#39;t a release date yet. I really hate waiting for&amp;nbsp;something&amp;nbsp;when I don&#39;t know it is going to get here. It&#39;s at least mildly&amp;nbsp;tolerable when I can see the&amp;nbsp;deadline, but not having anything but the promise that it will come out is very hard on me. Eventually I got to the point where I wasn&#39;t checking the website every day.&lt;br /&gt;
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Then the release date was&amp;nbsp;finally&amp;nbsp;set and to my dismay it was going to come out over the summer, when I would be at home and not have and amazingly fast internet connection, but rather have a&amp;nbsp;satellite&amp;nbsp;connection that was barely an upgrade from dial-up. The sorrows of a college kid that live in the boonies. The months leading up to the release were miserable, I would&amp;nbsp;receive endless emails about pre-release events and beta projects... Then it hit me what if my computer can&#39;t run GW2? My best friend and I realized we needed to find this out as we both had computers that were most likely not up to par for most graphically intense programs. They were laptops that were used for taking notes in class, writing papers, and browser based games that we used to waste time between projects or to rest our brains. We looked up the requirements and as far we could tell we might have had a chance but no way to&amp;nbsp;guarantee&amp;nbsp;that we would be able to run the final product.&lt;br /&gt;
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Then&amp;nbsp;something&amp;nbsp;happened that was&amp;nbsp;devastating&amp;nbsp;and yet a small miracle. My computer started to freeze randomly and upon further reflection I&amp;nbsp;realized&amp;nbsp;that I might have been damaged in a lightning storm that&amp;nbsp;occurred&amp;nbsp;while I was at work at my summer job. I always leave it plugged in and usually unplug when I see a storm&amp;nbsp;coming&amp;nbsp;since I don&#39;t have a surge protector in the room that I use my computer the most. When I&#39;m at home I spend a lot of time in a room that is in the garage because I like to be away from the house sometimes. The point is I now had a reason to upgrade. I was blessed to receive an additional scholarship and I managed to have enough money saved from my summer job that I was in a financially stable position to responsibly buy a higher end laptop that would be able to support my multimedia&amp;nbsp;endeavors&amp;nbsp;and run games and most importantly Guild Wars 2.&lt;br /&gt;
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So that is how I am now able to play my first MMO that I paid money for. I&#39;ve played on free MMOs but they always lacked certain things. Obviously MMOs arn&#39;t free to run so they make the more appealing features and items cost. I&#39;ve also never like the idea of subscribing to play a game. I want to buy it once and then play as much as I want. That&#39;s why the Guild Wars franchise appeals the most. It&#39;s a game that you can play solo and also play with friends or neighbors of the GWs community. I&#39;m going to cut off here and I&#39;ll probably talk more about GW in the next post.</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://mybrainonthis.blogspot.com/feeds/6028003324025636648/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://mybrainonthis.blogspot.com/2012/09/guild-wars-2.html#comment-form' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1310726801727642205/posts/default/6028003324025636648'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1310726801727642205/posts/default/6028003324025636648'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://mybrainonthis.blogspot.com/2012/09/guild-wars-2.html' title='My Guild Wars 2 Story: Beginings'/><author><name>Anonymous</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/13695967562278662124</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='https://img1.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1310726801727642205.post-1223037544795572052</id><published>2012-08-23T16:20:00.002-07:00</published><updated>2012-08-23T16:28:52.704-07:00</updated><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Ann Arbor"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="blog"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="College"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="college life"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Concordia"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Fall"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="focus"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Lucas Rhonemus"/><title type='text'>Coming Back</title><content type='html'>I don&#39;t know how many times I&#39;ve said to myself &quot;You really need to be more consistent&quot;. This is my Senior year so I really need to make an effort to continue my education in a positive way and I believe that I also need to set goals and accomplish them. If I can&#39;t learn to start good habits and break old ones now I may be able to. So part of this is process is going to be my blogs and videos. I just ordered a new computer that should allow me to make more content that&#39;ll be able to post on YouTube. There is also a small financial&amp;nbsp;benefit&amp;nbsp;to uploading posts and videos but that will only be used to improve my content&amp;nbsp;until I reach a point where I may be financially&amp;nbsp;independent. I don&#39;t think I&#39;d ever be able to live off of making videos and writing but who knows! I will never know if I don&#39;t try. In the mean time I will work towards my current career goals. So&amp;nbsp;until&amp;nbsp;next time! (who ever it is that reads this)&lt;br /&gt;
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OH! This is a desktop that is similar to the laptop that I&#39;m buying. It&#39;s a gaming&amp;nbsp;computer&amp;nbsp;but it will do everything I need it to do both&amp;nbsp;recreationally&amp;nbsp;and academically.&lt;br /&gt;
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Yeah how long ago was it since my last post? Well frankly I&amp;nbsp;haven&#39;t&amp;nbsp;had time, but there were a few time were I&#39;ve had an&amp;nbsp;epiphany&amp;nbsp;or two on what to do with this blog. Based on the title I&#39;m suppose to speak my mind so I think I&#39;ll be following the example of Phil De Franko on YouTube, I&#39;ll try to give my opinion on events or random stuff. The other thing is that I&#39;m an&amp;nbsp;English&amp;nbsp;major and therefore I write papers about books, literature and the like so those are also my opinions so I might&amp;nbsp;summarize my papers or post snippets of them. I know that I&#39;ll run into issues with people who might&amp;nbsp;plagiarize&amp;nbsp;but I think that those who do will only hurt themselves. Though I would like to mention that my papers could also help jump start brainstorming for others if they happen to stumble upon them and I would have no problem helping a fellow student or&amp;nbsp;colleague. Any way that&#39;s all for now I guess, I&#39;ve got a lot to do.</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://mybrainonthis.blogspot.com/feeds/7397702261834136626/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://mybrainonthis.blogspot.com/2012/03/long-time-no-see.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1310726801727642205/posts/default/7397702261834136626'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1310726801727642205/posts/default/7397702261834136626'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://mybrainonthis.blogspot.com/2012/03/long-time-no-see.html' title='Long time no See?'/><author><name>Anonymous</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/13695967562278662124</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='https://img1.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1310726801727642205.post-6552535396329861084</id><published>2011-12-16T11:57:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2011-12-16T11:58:27.758-08:00</updated><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Ann Arbor"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="blog"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="College"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="college life"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Concordia"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="finals"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="hope"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Lucas Rhonemus"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="memoir"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="personal chaos"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="personal life"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="reading"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="topic"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="University"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="week"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="writing"/><title type='text'>Finals Week</title><content type='html'>&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; Finals Week, those two words&amp;nbsp;usually&amp;nbsp;strike fear and terror into college students. This week seems to the most crucial and trying time for current students and still stirs graduates to the core. A huge percentage of a students grade&amp;nbsp;usually&amp;nbsp;lies in the outcome of a final.&amp;nbsp;Even if your grade is not&amp;nbsp;dependent on the result of your final there&amp;nbsp;usually&amp;nbsp;is a tidal wave of work, study and preparation required to make it through this week of&amp;nbsp;immense&amp;nbsp;stress. The thing that is nice about being an English major at Concordia is that I&amp;nbsp;haven&#39;t had a lot of &quot;cumulative&quot; finals. The bad thing is that there are&amp;nbsp;usually enormous papers to write and just like most college students I procrastinate and end up writing the whole thing the night before. I must say that I had to take Principles of Biology as a gen ed. and I&amp;nbsp;absolutely manhandled that class. If it weren&#39;t for my&amp;nbsp;abhorrence&amp;nbsp;for Black Board and my inability to remember to take the online&amp;nbsp;quizzes&amp;nbsp;I probably would have aced the whole class. Instead I ended with an 88% but on the &quot;final&quot; which was&amp;nbsp;actually&amp;nbsp;just the last unit test, I scored 114 out of 100. This professor gave extra credit questions on the test and she also curved because she had her baby over thanksgiving so the last two weeks were&amp;nbsp;independent&amp;nbsp;study. Needless to say I was the curve, or broke it. Now that finals are over and I&#39;m back home for the Christmas Break/ til next semester starts I have another predicament.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; I&#39;m home which means I&#39;m in the middle of no where. Yes i enjoy being home and with my family but&amp;nbsp;there&#39;s&amp;nbsp;only so much you can do and after awhile I&#39;ll get sick of it. I also start to miss my friends from college and I can&#39;t visit them and I start feeling &quot;college sick&quot;. Like home sickness but the other way around. College has become my home and also where I have the most opportunities to go out with out&amp;nbsp;driving thirsty to&amp;nbsp;forty minutes. Most of my high school friends are doing their own thing and frankly I&amp;nbsp;haven&#39;t&amp;nbsp;even talked to all but my closest friends. Well I do need to get my stuff unpacked and go through old stuff and see what we can get rid of. So there is stuff to do but I seem to lose motivation so quickly.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; I also need to watch what I eat. I&#39;ve lost some weight and I need to keep it off if even lose some more but with a&amp;nbsp;refrigerator and pantry&amp;nbsp;full of munchies and a sudden feeling of lethargy it&#39;s going to take a lot of will power.&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp;So to my fellow college students take your break to release your stress have fun and enjoy it while it lasts. Also please feel free to click on ads and show some support to a fellow broke college student. It&#39;s like a possible ten cent free donation and it costs you nothing. I also look forward to any comments that I could use to blog with or engage in conversation. Seriously I&#39;d like to get feed back, or email me at SycoFox (at) gmail.com</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://mybrainonthis.blogspot.com/feeds/6552535396329861084/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://mybrainonthis.blogspot.com/2011/12/finals-week.html#comment-form' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1310726801727642205/posts/default/6552535396329861084'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1310726801727642205/posts/default/6552535396329861084'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://mybrainonthis.blogspot.com/2011/12/finals-week.html' title='Finals Week'/><author><name>Anonymous</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/13695967562278662124</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='https://img1.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1310726801727642205.post-5341918306733465405</id><published>2011-12-12T13:38:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2011-12-12T13:39:14.170-08:00</updated><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="blog"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="College"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Concordia"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="focus"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="hope"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="reading"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="topic"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="writing"/><title type='text'>Feedback appreciated</title><content type='html'>Soooo.... I&#39;ve been trying to come up with a good theme or topic and I can&#39;t really figure out what or why I started this blog besides that I want to write, and occasionally put personal experience into the posts. Right now is&amp;nbsp;finals&amp;nbsp;and I really should be doing that. You know, studying, writing a paper, practicing for my trumpet jury and that&amp;nbsp;vocal&amp;nbsp;recital. So I thought I&#39;d ask &amp;nbsp;you guys. &quot;You Guys&quot; being who ever happens to reads this. Why do you come back to look at it? What do you want to see? I know that I need to find&amp;nbsp;something&amp;nbsp;that can draw people in. Always talking about my self and my ideas won&#39;t get a lot of people interested. Oh and if you see the Ads on my page, do me a favor and click on them once in awhile. They won&#39;t kill you and you might be helping me get some pocket change. Thanks and&amp;nbsp;hopefully&amp;nbsp;during&amp;nbsp;break I&#39;ll get some stuff done. I look forward to reading your comments.</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://mybrainonthis.blogspot.com/feeds/5341918306733465405/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://mybrainonthis.blogspot.com/2011/12/soooo.html#comment-form' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1310726801727642205/posts/default/5341918306733465405'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1310726801727642205/posts/default/5341918306733465405'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://mybrainonthis.blogspot.com/2011/12/soooo.html' title='Feedback appreciated'/><author><name>Anonymous</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/13695967562278662124</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='https://img1.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1310726801727642205.post-4943517303382655196</id><published>2011-12-02T09:32:00.001-08:00</published><updated>2011-12-02T09:42:06.124-08:00</updated><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Ann Arbor"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="apology"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Christians"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="College"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Concordia"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Devotion"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="focus"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Lucas Rhonemus"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Michigan"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="personal chaos"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="reading"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="writing"/><title type='text'>Focusing Content, no more &quot;rants&quot;</title><content type='html'>I have decided I need to find a certain type of posts and content that needs to be made on this site. By&amp;nbsp;choosing&amp;nbsp;the type of content posted I think that I&#39;ll be able to make better posts and therefore attract readers. I have a second blog that I have designated for my devotions when I decide to take the time to put them up. Even though I don&#39;t want to limit or keep the Gospel from readers of this post, I think it&#39;s fair to say that you may read this blog for your own reasons and will not want to see my rants or religious views. I will do a better job of keeping this blog clear of rants&amp;nbsp;because&amp;nbsp;I am personally embarrassed by my self for allowing my&amp;nbsp;unprofessional lack of restraint of my thoughts. Not that I am ashamed of my God but I don&#39;t want to push others away or give false impressions. I believe if a reader wants to hear my views or the Gospel they will be lead to&amp;nbsp;those&amp;nbsp;resources. Again I will work on finding a steady theme to this blog and I hope that who ever finds this will appreciate what I put up. Thank you</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://mybrainonthis.blogspot.com/feeds/4943517303382655196/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://mybrainonthis.blogspot.com/2011/12/i-have-decided-i-need-to-find-certain.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1310726801727642205/posts/default/4943517303382655196'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1310726801727642205/posts/default/4943517303382655196'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://mybrainonthis.blogspot.com/2011/12/i-have-decided-i-need-to-find-certain.html' title='Focusing Content, no more &quot;rants&quot;'/><author><name>Anonymous</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/13695967562278662124</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='https://img1.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1310726801727642205.post-6687110272335772432</id><published>2011-11-27T17:27:00.001-08:00</published><updated>2011-11-27T18:31:05.333-08:00</updated><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Ann Arbor"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Christians"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Christmas"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Concordia"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Holiday"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="hypocrites"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Lucas Rhonemus"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Thanksgiving"/><title type='text'>Thanksgiving and other &quot;Holidays&quot;</title><content type='html'>So obviously if you live in America and own a TV, Computer, Smartphone or ant other media device you know that this past week was Thanksgiving, followed by Black Friday, Small&amp;nbsp;Business&amp;nbsp;Saturday&amp;nbsp;and who knows how many other special events, sales and celebrations. Over the years I&#39;ve participated in my share of &amp;nbsp;celebrations and when I was younger and had expendable cash I&#39;ve scrambled and rushed to get few gifts on insane sale prices at 6 in the morning. Things&amp;nbsp;change&amp;nbsp;though and we &quot;grow up&quot;, college sucks away money, personal&amp;nbsp;trauma occurs&amp;nbsp;and loved ones are lost. Whether these things affected my view of Holidays or I simply grew tired of the&amp;nbsp;societal&amp;nbsp;mockery and defilement of pure and simple things in life. Thanksgiving is based on the supposed celebration between Native Americans and the &quot;Pilgrims&quot;. Cultural shifts and ignorance covers the holiday in a cloud of uncertainty and transforms it into an&amp;nbsp;excuse&amp;nbsp;to indulge and promote reckless spending and fulfilling a need for&amp;nbsp;accomplishment&amp;nbsp;by purchasing excessive amounts of material goods. It leads to X-mas, as most of America would prefer to call it. This &quot;&lt;u&gt;Hol(y)&lt;/u&gt;day&quot; was first introduced by the church to signify the birth of Jesus Christ, hence CHRISTmas. It greatly saddens me how not many people don&#39;t know this. What&amp;nbsp;saddens&amp;nbsp;me more is those who do but still focus on what secular America has done to it rather than the &quot;true meaning&quot; of Christmas. The fact that many believe that it is a time to be happy, give gifts and visit family rather than&amp;nbsp;remember&amp;nbsp;that God came to this world as True Man and True God so that we could be redeemed from the wrath we deserved.&lt;br /&gt;
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I&#39;m sorry to have delved into theology but it invokes&amp;nbsp;sadness&amp;nbsp;and anger that so many of my fellow human beings are lost and wandering and they could very&amp;nbsp;easily find the answers to the questions and fill the holes that that don&#39;t even realize they are trying to fill. I also don&#39;t like the picture&amp;nbsp;of Christianity that other religions and&amp;nbsp;nonbelievers have in mind because of the flabby&amp;nbsp;Christians&amp;nbsp;and even the devout. We are seen as hypocrites because we seem to seek and expect perfection when we cannot ourselves be what we &quot;preach&quot;. Most&amp;nbsp;Christians accept and believe that we are no better no perfect than any one else. We simply try to be out of thankfulness for what Christ did for us. I try to live as if everyday is Thanksgiving,Christmas, and Easter so&amp;nbsp;sometimes&amp;nbsp;it feels slightly pointless to celebrate a these Holidays. Not that I&#39;m a downer, but instead of these days being a peak of joy and other days are lows they are simply an elevation of a spiritual high. Not that I don&#39;t have bad days or&amp;nbsp;periods&amp;nbsp;of low spirits, I simply don&#39;t need a holiday to lift them back up. So, have a Happy Holiday but I urge you to look for the well that never runs dry and maybe you&#39;ll find the Christ in your Holy Day.</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://mybrainonthis.blogspot.com/feeds/6687110272335772432/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://mybrainonthis.blogspot.com/2011/11/thanksgiving-and-other-holidays.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1310726801727642205/posts/default/6687110272335772432'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1310726801727642205/posts/default/6687110272335772432'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://mybrainonthis.blogspot.com/2011/11/thanksgiving-and-other-holidays.html' title='Thanksgiving and other &quot;Holidays&quot;'/><author><name>Anonymous</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/13695967562278662124</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='https://img1.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1310726801727642205.post-1893785714702979646</id><published>2011-11-18T09:44:00.001-08:00</published><updated>2011-11-18T09:53:47.037-08:00</updated><title type='text'>Well I dropped the ball</title><content type='html'>&amp;nbsp;I have totally neglected this blog. The first week I skipped I thought to my self that&#39;ll I&#39;ll just&amp;nbsp;continue&amp;nbsp;the next week and then I think I just plain forgot and then school whorled away the rest. A lot has gone on here at Concordia, with classes and many extra&amp;nbsp;curricular&amp;nbsp;activities&amp;nbsp;such as a production of the Glass Menagerie (I was Jim), a youth group retreat held here called Tool Time (I did Improv and designed,set up and ran all the lights), and also a Senior overnight at which I hosted a high school senior in my dorm room.&lt;br /&gt;
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Thanksgiving break is just around the corner and then two more week till&amp;nbsp;finals. GAHH!! On the everyday, personal life side of thing I&#39;ve been blessed a lot of good revelations and friends. I pray that my recovery and growth will continue and that I never go back or get as confused and lost as I was.&lt;br /&gt;
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So I hope that anyone who stumbles upon this or reads&amp;nbsp;regularly&amp;nbsp;will not be&amp;nbsp;confused&amp;nbsp;because this post is mostly for my benefit and just the let anyone know that I am still alive and that maybe I&#39;ll be more productive in&amp;nbsp;updating&amp;nbsp;this. The next post should be more meaningful and contain more content and stuff worth reading and retaining.</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://mybrainonthis.blogspot.com/feeds/1893785714702979646/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://mybrainonthis.blogspot.com/2011/11/well-i-dropped-ball.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1310726801727642205/posts/default/1893785714702979646'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1310726801727642205/posts/default/1893785714702979646'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://mybrainonthis.blogspot.com/2011/11/well-i-dropped-ball.html' title='Well I dropped the ball'/><author><name>Anonymous</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/13695967562278662124</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='https://img1.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1310726801727642205.post-3902524431925005665</id><published>2011-09-26T21:23:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2012-08-23T16:30:06.457-07:00</updated><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Ann Arbor"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="appliances"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="blog"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="coffee"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="College"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Concordia"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Lucas Rhonemus"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="memoir"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Michigan"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="person life"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="personal chaos"/><title type='text'>&quot;Appliances&quot;</title><content type='html'>Yeah right now I&#39;m thinking about&amp;nbsp;appliances. I had a fight with my coffee maker over the weekend. It&#39;s a cheap little thing and on the front it says Mr. Coffee (I assume that&#39;s the brand? and I hope I can use that name on this&amp;nbsp;inconsequential blog). In all reality it was user malfunction and not the products fault but you think after 3 year with it, it would have been more considerate to it&#39;s faith friend and&amp;nbsp;courteous&amp;nbsp;owner. When making coffee I put in the proper amount of water and coffee grounds in the filter, and flip/push the on button. The contraption to supply the power is awfully strange, at least to me. It resembles a switch but you push it more than you flip it. &amp;nbsp;The little thing starts to gurgle after awhile and and then it starts to&amp;nbsp;percolate&amp;nbsp;or whatever. The&amp;nbsp;boiling&amp;nbsp;water goes up and and then falls into the filter and&amp;nbsp;scorches&amp;nbsp;the unsuspecting coffee grounds, which release their aroma though it&#39;s just &amp;nbsp;Seattle&#39;s best Coffee found at Target.&lt;br /&gt;
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It&#39;s level four coffee and in small print it says Henry&#39;s blend. I hope Henry&#39;s taste in coffee is respected cause it&#39;s tastes fine to me, but I wouldn&#39;t want to drink&amp;nbsp;something&amp;nbsp;that would be considered substandard. The other description given says that it is a coffee both for the connoisseur and those who have trouble spelling it. So I guess it must have some&amp;nbsp;report&amp;nbsp;with food critics. Or it&#39;s just a&amp;nbsp;piece&amp;nbsp;of marketing deception. I&amp;nbsp;digress.&lt;br /&gt;
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What happened next was I&amp;nbsp;usually&amp;nbsp;like to let the filter fill up before putting the pot underneath to drain the coffee. I&#39;d like to believe that this lets the ground &quot;cook&quot; longer and release more of their&amp;nbsp;nutrients&amp;nbsp;and&amp;nbsp;flavor, mostly I just care about the&amp;nbsp;caffeine. Anyways I left the maker&amp;nbsp;pot-less&amp;nbsp;for a little too long so when I did put the &amp;nbsp;pot in &amp;nbsp;I noticed that coffee grounds drip trough with the coffee for they had floated above the filter. This has happened before, I&amp;nbsp;usually&amp;nbsp;just restrain the coffee. I stopped the machine and let the coffee drain. When I opened the lid I noticed little brown bits on top of the filter holder thing, and then I noticed them in the unboiled water. So I had to rinse the whole thing out and I feel some grounds got pulled into the tubing and what not. I hope that doesn&#39;t cause problems later. If I smell burning I&#39;m throwing it out but I&#39;d rather not because I probably wouldn&#39;t be able to get a new one for awhile.&lt;br /&gt;
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The next day I made coffee again and prayed the poor thing would function. It did, but the filter failed. some how part of the filter fell down and the specks of&amp;nbsp;caffeine producing goodness&amp;nbsp;plummeted&amp;nbsp;into the&amp;nbsp;coffee pot. I poured the coffee into my trusty Tin OSU Buckeyes Mug. I added half a pound of Domino sugar four heaps of Meijer Brand Non-Dairy Creamer and a splash of some other brand of&amp;nbsp;Vanilla&amp;nbsp;coffee syrup that I got at target with the filters and coffee. I&amp;nbsp;usually&amp;nbsp;have to let the coffee cool off significantly before consumption. By the time I&#39;m down to the last ounce of coffee it&#39;s technically cold. I love to take the last of it like a shot, just shooting it down. I actually think this last bit of coffee is the best, I&amp;nbsp;prefer&amp;nbsp;frozen coffee beverages any way and the sugar tends to settle a bit. Unfortunately&amp;nbsp;due to the creamer clouding the drink and therefore making me unaware of the spitefull bits awaiting revenge for stealing their precious caffine and scorching them they just sat at the bottom patiently waiting, I took in the last of the coffee. Instead of the euphoria of&amp;nbsp;caffeine&amp;nbsp;and heavenly&amp;nbsp;delight of sensory stimulation, I got a mouthful of bitter fiends of leftover bits.&lt;br /&gt;
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So there&#39;s my coffee anecdote.&lt;br /&gt;
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So anxiety, I have it. It is probably worth going to a professional about it but I don&#39;t. Certain situations or even the&amp;nbsp;possibility&amp;nbsp;of a certain situation&amp;nbsp;arising&amp;nbsp;out of&amp;nbsp;other&amp;nbsp;situations can cause me to rapidly remove my self from them. I am overly&amp;nbsp;analytical&amp;nbsp;and very observant. My observations fuel my analysis and my foresight generates notions of possible disaster. Anxiety is a plague that rots away every support that exists to keep me, and I believe everyone, sane. Umm I lost where is was going with that so I&#39;ll just leave that wonderful metaphor to sit in your brain and move on.&lt;/div&gt;
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The worst side effect that I feel most often is the feeling of a traffic jam in my brain when Anxiety meets Depression which meets the Other-part-of-me that just wants everything to get out of it&#39;s way so that I can live my life without all this crap and baggage. The problem is when in either one of these three states you forget about how real the feelings are when in the other. When depressed you forget how good you feel when you&#39;re not, and vice versa. You forget how bad things really did feel when you ran out of the room on the brink of tears or hysteria.&lt;/div&gt;
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Sometimes you want to give up but you can&#39;t stop fighting. What does it mean to give up? How do you give up? What does it feel like to not have to fight?&lt;/div&gt;
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I can and can&#39;t answer these questions. God can, but I don&#39;t know what he would do. I just have to make it through and just wait for the answer to come.&lt;/div&gt;
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Wow that got really deep didn&#39;t it? Well maybe not&amp;nbsp;REALLY&amp;nbsp;deep but pretty deep. Anyway thank you for&amp;nbsp;enduring&amp;nbsp;this if you made it this far.&amp;nbsp;Until&amp;nbsp;next time!&lt;/div&gt;
</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://mybrainonthis.blogspot.com/feeds/2161806157980682296/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://mybrainonthis.blogspot.com/2011/09/anxiety.html#comment-form' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1310726801727642205/posts/default/2161806157980682296'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1310726801727642205/posts/default/2161806157980682296'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://mybrainonthis.blogspot.com/2011/09/anxiety.html' title='[Anxiety]'/><author><name>Anonymous</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/13695967562278662124</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='https://img1.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1310726801727642205.post-1144061318028271967</id><published>2011-09-11T07:46:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2011-09-11T07:51:45.909-07:00</updated><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Ann Arbor"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Concordia"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Devotion"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Lucas Rhonemus"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Productivity"/><title type='text'>My brain on Personal Productivity</title><content type='html'>So I have pretty much abandoned this blog. I&amp;nbsp;thought&amp;nbsp;about it a couple times this summer but never got to it. I figure no one really follows me so I&amp;nbsp;doesn&#39;t&amp;nbsp;really&amp;nbsp;matter anyway so&amp;nbsp;apologizing&amp;nbsp;is&amp;nbsp;unnecessary&amp;nbsp;but I still feel obligated to. I hope to get some things out on paper so that I can focus and make goals. I think my goal will be to post on this blog AT LEAST once a week. I think I will also make&amp;nbsp;another&amp;nbsp;blog to write my devotionals on. I&#39;m the SLR (Spiritual Life Representative) of my dorm and therefore I am&amp;nbsp;responsible&amp;nbsp;for&amp;nbsp;leading&amp;nbsp;devos 1-2 times a week. I&amp;nbsp;might&amp;nbsp;as well put them up where other people might benefit. For anyone who wants a few semi-personal details about my life, I&#39;m trying to get my social emotional health into a steady balance. I have&amp;nbsp;issues&amp;nbsp;that lead me to live like a hermit and I hate it but it is so habitual that I&#39;m trapped in this cycle. So any ways it&#39;s been nice chatting to the Void of the internet. Maybe I&#39;ll be&amp;nbsp;productive&amp;nbsp;and get some thing done. I also need to figure out how much a typical blog is. One that is stimulating but yet not completely mind numbing.</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://mybrainonthis.blogspot.com/feeds/1144061318028271967/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://mybrainonthis.blogspot.com/2011/09/my-brain-on-personal-productivity.html#comment-form' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1310726801727642205/posts/default/1144061318028271967'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1310726801727642205/posts/default/1144061318028271967'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://mybrainonthis.blogspot.com/2011/09/my-brain-on-personal-productivity.html' title='My brain on Personal Productivity'/><author><name>Anonymous</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/13695967562278662124</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='https://img1.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1310726801727642205.post-8088425814301971997</id><published>2011-04-09T10:47:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2011-04-09T10:47:29.301-07:00</updated><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Ann Arbor"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="College"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Concordia"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Formals"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Lucas Rhonemus"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Spring"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="University"/><title type='text'>School Dances</title><content type='html'>So tonight is our University&#39;s Spring Formal. From what I&#39;ve gandered there will be approximately 90 people in attendance. My high School was small and so was our prom but I think we&amp;nbsp;managed&amp;nbsp;to attract more&amp;nbsp;people. I have mixed feelings about dances. I either have a good time or come home feeling sick because I have social anxiety. I can never force my self to enjoy it. Either I feel confident because I&amp;nbsp;actually&amp;nbsp;have people who make me feel included with or I get self conscious and want to go to my room and be alone. I often feel like I&#39;m &quot;tagging along&quot; or I have to insert myself into a group. I bought the ticket and I&amp;nbsp;mentioned&amp;nbsp;that I might not go to a friends and they said that I should. It made me wonder, since he&#39;s SAC Chair(Student&amp;nbsp;Activities&amp;nbsp;Counsel), if it would be that there would be one more person there or if he really wanted me to come. Here I go into my brain&#39;s constant analysis of what people really think about me. Would anyone actually notice that I wasn&#39;t there, notice if I was, if I left? I really shouldn&#39;t put this into a blog but oh well. It&#39;s all like reliving High School, my adolescent&amp;nbsp;ideology&amp;nbsp;that people care about how I look or act and all that stuff. Ok I&#39;m stopping.&lt;br /&gt;
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Do other larger Colleges and Universities still have &quot;Formals&quot; or are they just Frat&amp;nbsp;parties?</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://mybrainonthis.blogspot.com/feeds/8088425814301971997/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://mybrainonthis.blogspot.com/2011/04/school-dances.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1310726801727642205/posts/default/8088425814301971997'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1310726801727642205/posts/default/8088425814301971997'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://mybrainonthis.blogspot.com/2011/04/school-dances.html' title='School Dances'/><author><name>Anonymous</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/13695967562278662124</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='https://img1.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1310726801727642205.post-5588453544458955365</id><published>2011-04-02T13:54:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2011-09-18T19:00:02.121-07:00</updated><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Ann Arbor"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="College"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Concordia"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Lucas Rhonemus"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="personal chaos"/><title type='text'>Opening the flood gates of my own brand of Chaos</title><content type='html'>So I don&#39;t know who will ever find this but what the heck. This is another attempt for me to try to get my ideas out into the world and to just rant or release my pent up mental and/or creative energy. I have a YouTube account but my computer and editing software never seem to like me so I&#39;ve neglected that. I also have a twitter that only has 18 followers and most of those are random and I have no clue how they found me and I&#39;m unsure they are even real people. Though I&#39;ve had two random &quot;celebrities&quot;, one is a&amp;nbsp;jewelry&amp;nbsp;artist and the other is a small cast member from the &quot;The Guild&quot;. If you find this I&#39;m not dissing you but I don&#39;t understand how you got&amp;nbsp;subscribed&amp;nbsp;to me, I actually thought you were quite good. I&#39;ve also had random friend invites on Youtube. But this is besides the point. I&#39;ll probably forget about this blog after a few weeks or maybe it&#39;ll survive. Who know maybe I&#39;ll get my 15min. of fame one day.... yeah i guess if it&#39;s God willing. I&#39;ll probably get lost in the sea of fellow wannabes other ranters.&lt;br /&gt;
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I work in the art gallery at my small private university so I have four hours ever weekend to write about stuff that is not at all&amp;nbsp;legitimate&amp;nbsp;to my academic studies that I should be working on.&lt;br /&gt;
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Speaking of which I&#39;m at the end of my shift so I won&#39;t get to do my introductions till the next blog post so&amp;nbsp;until&amp;nbsp;then I guess....</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://mybrainonthis.blogspot.com/feeds/5588453544458955365/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://mybrainonthis.blogspot.com/2011/04/opening-flood-gates-of-my-own-brand-of.html#comment-form' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1310726801727642205/posts/default/5588453544458955365'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1310726801727642205/posts/default/5588453544458955365'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://mybrainonthis.blogspot.com/2011/04/opening-flood-gates-of-my-own-brand-of.html' title='Opening the flood gates of my own brand of Chaos'/><author><name>Anonymous</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/13695967562278662124</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='https://img1.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry></feed>