=FoRBiddEn LoVe=

= ITS BEEN SO LONG =

2010-11-09T13:09:00.001+08:00

OMG! OMG!~...
its been so long that we last updated our blog!... My apologies. Been caught up with lots of things.
I do have alot to share though.. From the very beginning, when Uncle Mac finally came back to Singapore.
Its been like what??... 4 months after his trip??... But i've yet hear the whole story of what he actuali do there??... hmm... im curious.... What is he hiding from me now?!... Wondering~ and still waiting... (",)

Hey mister.... Patience is running out dear... :)

Oh yeah!.... since we both been very busy... plus very busy eating... LOL... we both have grown in size... not taller or bigger... but.. i guess... WIDER!!... OMG! OMG!...

Yours Truly,
Female Species

1st Anniversary Of Fadzli & Azlina

2010-07-27T08:22:00.000+08:00

Sayang~~~

Happy 1st Anniversary!!!!! Yeah we are 1 year old together... im so happy...lucky.. and very contented to have u as my partner kasih.. and i will pray for a happy ending for us on my every prayers kasih...Eventhough we are apart on our 1st anniversary.. we shall make it up when i return ok dear??? yeah :)

Knowing U has been the highlight of my life...
Being with U always lingers in my mind..
Having U as my partner makes my life colorful..
All i ever wanted is to be with U and spend the rest of my life with U..
(originally from the far heart of your love-Fadz)

The course of true love never did run smooth...
But together we will sail through high waves and deep sand with happiness of our own~

I love u sooooo muccchhh!!!!!
Always missing and loving you non-stop :)

Ikhlas dari hati yg sangat mencintaimu..
Fadzli :)

=On His Special Day= Part 2

2010-07-20T23:31:00.005+08:00

I'm so so sorry...i was looking @ all the email that Uncle mac sent me earlier today... with all the pictures attached.. i just realised that i totally forgot to update on what we actually did for the 3 days 1 nite celebration for Uncle Mac's bdae which was like~ two months ago??... LOL... this is so back dated!!..Well... i guess i'll just update this post aniwae~ for memory sake??... Hahahaks... =p.. [Actually.. i'm just trying to kill some time here.. since my dear Uncle Mac is away.. Oops!]

So here it goes... Remember all the nice Seafood buffet dinner @ Concorde Hotel on the very night of his Special Day??... I did mentioned something about i want it to be special yet simple??... LOL... I finally decided to book a small getaway for both of us.. Just the two of us~

WHICH... We ended up departing very early in the morning on the following day~

DESTINATION: DESARU...

DAY ONE

To be honest... i was actually mesmerized by the pictures of the beautiful beach.. the beautiful resort posted everywhere in the Web... Which was kind of an upset though when we were physically there to witness everything. It was basically a resort near the beach... where there's no shop.... warung nor kedai mamak near by. Shopping Centre??... OH DREAM on!!..

It was almost 1pm when we finally check in into our room.. Thank God our room was huge!! For atleast i felt slightly better.. LOL... oh ya~ can you believe it the toilet was the main attraction to the room??... besides the room being big. The bathroom tiles, sink, bathtub.. almost everything was made from marble tiles.. So imagine the rich~ classic look!

Mr Sunshine wasn't that friendly that day. It was burning hot... so we decided to rest for a little while before we head down for any activities... It was a 2 day 1 night getaway... so i was expecting that we will be pre-occupied with so many things that we wont be having enough time to do all in one day.. LOL... Surprisingly, we got so much time that we stayed most of the time in the room or roaming around the resort... trying to do something. LOL... one Word to describe... it was PATHETIC~...Hahahaks...

LUNCH

Food was another issue there...[sighed~]... the only place where the food is available would be the RESORT's very own restaurant... Lucky the food served was to up to our expectation. Big Portion~

& Quite Tasty~...

The Pulai Nasi Goreng Set~

The Pulai Fish & Chips~

After our heavy lunch... We booked our tour for the firefly and fruitfarm... then headed down to the beach nearby in hope to enjoy the beautiful scenery... But the weather was scotching hot~... But still!!... we managed to capture a few pictures~ LOL... We did roamed around the resort too.. They have water sport there... a mini zoo... the gym... the sauna room... two huge swimming pool for both adults and kids.. the pool table... the table tennis.. the karaoke room... too much to mention.. None of them happened get our attention

FIREFLY EXPERIENCE

We ended our first day there with The Firefly Experience Tour... It was just so great!! AMAZING!!.. & ROMANTIC~... LOL... You Should try really!!~... too bad we cant take pictures of the firefly in action... or else they wont light up... but its ok~... the experience was worthwhile [PS: sorry uncle mac- forgot to bring home the firefly you caught for me.. oops... mercy!!] Oh ya... the food that we bought for dinner on the floating platform restaurant was superb too~... Its a die die must try!

DAY TWO

BREAKFAST

Breakfast???..Our table were filled with food and there were only two of us!!... GOSH~... LOL [paiseh!!]... there were a wide range of food to choose from... They have Nasi Lemak.. porridge... omelette.. sausages... cereal... toast bread... pancake... potato wedges... You name it... They have it all there...

FRUIT FARM DESARU

It was simply educational~... brought back tons of fruits!!... varied from Mango to Kendondong to Salak to Jambu to Passion Fruit & Many more... LOL... sounds more like baru alik Dusun... Met Uncle Mac long lost friend over @ the mini zoo... hahahahks... the monkey~ the Goat~... the closest relative.. The Buaya Darat... LOL... Joking2.. Peace!

END OF THE SHORT GETAWAY!!~...

BACK TO HOMELAND~

[Sayang... Im sorry that the trip weren't so great as to what i planned... I was kind of upset too.. LOL..]

Ps: Cinta... with all the entries that made in this post... i'm missing you even more cinta... I need You..

Please come back to me... i dont think i can handle anymore.. I'm missing you badly...

= Im SO So Worried AbouT YoU =

2010-07-19T13:18:00.003+08:00

I'm so so worried about you cinta... Hope you feel much better now kasih!!... So Please please... next time...
No more Cili Padi in Your MEE KERINTING!!... OR ELSE.. you'll ended up in and out the toilet.. maybe this time would be more than 6 times~ Please monitor your body temperature too..

Kasih, now that we are miles apart... please take good care of urself. I dont want you to fall ill kasih.. Worst still, im not there to care and nurse you. I'm worried sayang.

Oh ya.. By the way... Thanks for making the effort to spend time SKYPING with me... for almost 4 hours straight!!... LOL... i really enjoyed myself yesterdae!!.. It feels sooo like our old time when we first knew each other.... CHAT- CHAT.. SKYPE- SKype~.. Like nobody business.. LOL!.. Ibu also cannot stand us already~... hahah.. She was like.. 'ESH! menyampah.. macamlah pergi perang bertahun tak balik.' .. LOL..

And i think she got sick and tired of me already cos since you left for EUROPE.. my COMPULSORY.. must ask question for her would be... "IBU, Ibu rasa fadzli ingat adik tak?? Dia sayang adik tak??"... hahah..
I swear.. i never fail to ask that. And guess what.. YESTERDAY she make me record her answer on my HP.. just so if i feel the urge to ask her. I can just replay what I've recorded.. LOL.. irritating~

Hmm..Guess it'll be a very busy week for you.. for the next 2 weeks or so??... So please jaga diri k cinta..??..I'm missing you so much here.. Counting Down the days.. 21 more days... That means it will be exactly 3 weeks!!! YEAH!.. the wait and misery will soon be GONE!!

Ps: Im joining your friends this Sat to SENTOSA aites??... Dont forget to buy your isotonic drink as promise and mamam ubat regularly ks..

Love you Kasih.. Please Keep Me Updated of your condition.

- Kasih, sorry if in this entry i sound abit naggy!!.. i'm just so worried.. i'm having lunch.. n here i am.. thinking of you.. esh!!.. Siapa tak sayang boifren OI~... LOL

2010-07-17T07:55:00.000+08:00

Cinta~~~

Dont be sorry sayang~~ fadz loves you so much that watever bad abt you or watever bad you have said simply have be overtaken by the love i have for u~~~This aint sweetalk coz sweetalker doesnt last that long to sweetalk for a very long period of time..

Yes we're apart but it doesnt mean that im a change man or my feelings have change towards you..If its not for our love,i could have turn wild here.. im holding on to our love sayang.. i never forgotten abt you and i always wait for the day i come back in ur arms...if assurance is what u are seeking for.. im giving you every assurance and security i have in me.. i dunno wat else i can gives you or prove to you except assurance..you have my words kasih..I promise you that everything we have will be the same again when i return in ur arms and i really hope you will not behave like im a stranger to u...Hope we continue where we have left sayang~~

We will re-enact the old times and also venture more together to a greater height,experience and happiness together dear..Try not to miss me so much coz i fear you may not handle the situation kasih..

Bear this in mind.. the fadzli left you on 21 june will be the same fadli that will return on 10aug... you have my words that my love for and towards you never change a wee bit but grew even more as day passed by and even more when we are far from each other.. It affects me as it did to u that we r far away that we r too used to be always together side my side arms to arms..but hear this that i have found what i need in life to make me happy which is having you to be always by my side..

Never stop missing you~~

Fadzli..

= I'm sorry~ It ended that way~=

2010-07-16T13:31:00.000+08:00

Sayang,
i'm sorry that our conversation didnt went so well yesterday. i didnt mean to hurt you sayang... i was just being honest..maybe too honest... i guess i followed my emotion more than my brain.. Now i feel like a total idiot that i'm missing you badly now.

I was just plainly being honest on what and i how i feel about certain things. Now that we're apart, no where close to one another. I could only hold on to your words and promises sayang. And if that only thing that i could hold on its something that is not strong enough... something that could just turned out to be just words and not something that was really meant by you... i dont know what more i could do.. to stay strong.

I'm not mad @ u sayang... i wasnt trying to be rude to you...or even...I'm not even trying to find any fault from you... i was just merely voicing out my thoughts... i didnt expect it to end that way kasih. i'm really sorry cinta.

Just that you should know that my feelings for you hasnt change a wee bit. I'm still the way you left me sayang. I hope that you're the same person you left too... i know that you might think that what im gonna say is all crap for you...

But really sayang, I miss you soo much cinta... and i love you too much... that everything about you is affecting me here.. I just need some security and assurance that everything would be fine sayang... that everything would be per norm.. Just the way we like it to be kasih... i miss our old times.. Whereby my cheeks will just ache due to the non-stop smilling... where i will go to bed smilling.. hoping that the night will not end so soon..

I miss you kasih... i really do... i hope you're here... to embrace me... like you'll always do...

I swear that i'm in need of you now..

Far from sight but near in heart~~

2010-07-15T04:10:00.000+08:00

Kasih

Goin to one place or another?? hmm.. yes u can~~ im taging along~~no more separation...

i cant bear it dear~~

People say its playback time huh??? That kind of people will always be not happy coz if its always playback then this things would never end.. it continue again and again.. im sure both of us dun want that to happen..for me im dead sure i dont want that to happen.. but 4 u i dunno if u still interested in playback game :P

Yes dear my friends are nice people and you are nice too thats y they are also enjoying ur company dear~~~You dun have to thank me for my friends sayang..My friends are also your friends cinta.. just wants you to be happy always and keep the smiling up:)

Jacob too hot to handle?? hm... you have yet to know how hot i am and i wonder if u can handle me then.. hahah..(tak bleh angkat~~)) If he turned you on then u shud wait when im in form.. i cud turn u on..off.. and then on again..hahaha.. thats awesome!!! hheehehehe..Since you got carried away talking abt him then what abt me??? i could carry you away and far away to be in love in world of our own.. : D

Yes i do misses u as much as you do kasih~~~ misses all our special and classic moments we had together.. Its priceless kasih.. The love and foundation we built will get stronger and stronger as day pass by...

I miss you~~~

Ikhlas

Fadzli

YoU GOt it All WRONG!!

2010-07-14T13:26:00.004+08:00

Excuse me sir!!!... Your counting down oso salah!!... is that supposed to be the number of days, minus the weekends and the public holidays...?? Its 26 more days to go lah cinta!!!!... Urgh... Counting down konon..Hey hello... i got numbers written down on the side of each date to tell me how long more this misery and waiting will go on.

Kasih... you said that i'm supposed to be only around you... to love you... hmm... can i safely say that... i cant be going off from one place to another?? Even if its work??... OH MY!!... i'm just thinking of leaving you for a month or two so you can just feel what i feel now.. hahahahhks... people says its 'play back time'... LOL...

Hahahaks... aniwae... had a whole load of fun with the girls over the weekends.. oh! wait a minute... with all the girls and one man.. Naz... your friends are soooo nice... i should say that they r the fun-loving people!!!... thank you sayang... With them around...it just make me miss you even more now!!.. OH ya... anyway Jacob [the wolf guy in the movie Eclipse]... was just too hot for me to handle... LOL... i was drooling watching him... easy said im soo turned on... LOL... OOPSs... Sorry!... See i got easily carried away just talking about him...hahahahh... oh...Where was i??... hmm... oh... i wanted to say that i miss watching movies with just you!!... i miss all the cuddling actions...& the BOTTOM LINE is I MISS YOU!

I cant wait for you to come back cinta...!! I'm counting down days my dear!!.... take care~
Love u cinta!!... Every moment... minus those times wen u r irritating... LOL...

2010-07-14T02:51:00.001+08:00

Chak Chak chak!!!
Cinta~~

Thank you 4 the wishes sayang~~~ im up there??? yeah im up there in the sky skydiving..not up there in studies.. hahaha.. Alhamdulilah i managed to scrap thru this semester.. thanx to ur prayers sayang~~

U wanna hug me??? NO! i want to be the one hugging u!!! :P
i miss u more than a millions and u r the most precious thing i have!!
U will be going nowhere except getting close to me or being ard me!!Thats ur duty!! To be around me.. giving love and care.. I love u kasih~~

24 more days sayang!!!! im counting down the days we will reunite.. to be able to hold u.. kiss u n cuddle u tight~~ i miss being around u ... i miss taking care of u.. i miss kissing and hugging u and most of all i miss every inch of u kasih~

Holiday??? yes yes maybe a budget holiday?? im totaly broke.. maybe still have $200 from gst that government gave 1st July..

Looking forward to be with my love,
Fadzli...

I'm Soo Proud of YOU~

2010-07-10T14:56:00.001+08:00

CoNgRaTuLation DaRLs...
I'm soo proud of you... told ya that you'll made thru... LOL... You're up there lah sayang~...
I believe in you kasih...

How i wish im there with you... so i could give my warmest hug to congratulate your accomplishment... [erm... actually.. thats just reasons... LOL... i just wanna hug u kasih... cos I miss you so much.. OOPS]

oh ya...Thanks for making the effort to skype with sayang... though the connection was just soo bad... And irritating.. hahahaks.. But its Alright~... for atleast i saw you kasih.. for such a long long time... I need nothing more than just that... for the moment... It reali made my day sayang... I slept smiling... LOL...

So... Guess... 31 more days to go before we reunite sayang... One more month... yeah!!... Please dont do this again... Its a whole lot of misery... i guess if this is consider a punishment for all the mistakes that i did when you're around.... I think its more than enough!!!!... LOL... Please~ Please have mercy me!!..

Cant wait to be with YOU..
We really need a holiday together sayang!!!..
Im soo gonna figure something out...

Anyway... if you do have the time... Listen to this... i ngah feeeling2 nie.. LOL...
Take care kasih... never stop missing YOU~

=cant get my mind off you & just maybe...=

2010-07-09T00:52:00.005+08:00

Sayang... its half past midnight here... but i dont seem to be able to get myself to sleep... i just cant get my mind off you... Afad is right here... beside me.. he's supposed to keep me company though... lol.. guess he's too tired that he just dozed off..

So... here i am all alone sayang... without you...haiz (sighed) ... the night seems to be so quiet and empty... i'm not sure how long more i could last in this endless wait and misery.. well i cant deny the fact that i do get mad @ myself for being such a stupid fool at times.. as in.. if i were to think logically...you're out there enjoying ur time.. having fun... going from one places of interest to another... while here i am.. complaining on how different life is without you... enduring the missing you sydrome.. n keeping everything to myself... practically bottling up whatever that i have in mind... oh my... its pathethic..

Sometimes... i asked myself... for the every moment that i thought of you... did i even crossed your mind for even once in a day??...for atleast a second or two??... n for the every quote that you expressed of missing me.. was it all true??... did you mean whatever you've said??... do u realli feel what you actually meant??... or was it just a made up... so i feel better... so maybe i would think that you are suffering too??....

I dunnoe...I'm sorry for this wild thoughts... just maybe because im left all alone here for too long... too long that i haf more than sufficient time to think of anythink... which include all the nasty... negative stuffs... which.. maybe.. i shud not haf to think about it at all...hmmm... just maybe whatever that i have just said is just full of bullshit... or maybe... it's true afterall.. but its just not meant to be revealed..

I hope and prayed that whatever that we are facing here right now... would soon come to an end.. Maybe before all the tears from my eyes dries up.. would be helpful enough... LOL.. i wouldnt want to be the sucessor of "KASSIM SELAMAT"... though it'll be nice...

Please dont ask me what has got into me... that im reacting this way... cos my answer would be... im not sure either... for all i know... for all i care... its that ... this distance is giving a great impact on me...too great that its affecting me so much... I cant even think straight now..

Sayang... just wanna you to know... that on top of everything that i've said earlier... I'm still here loving you... Waiting for your return...n I badly miss you... that at times i forget how it felt when you wrapped your arms around me...how wide my smile were when you're around...

I'm sorry sayang... i just cant hold my feelings back animore.. cos if i do... i can go crazy any minute...

Please do something about it... its really draining out the cheerful me...

All i need now is you~

2010-07-07T01:22:00.006+08:00

Sayang...
thanks for the previous post... yes~... i'll try my very best to stay strong sayang... but i cant deny the fact that its very hard... i miss you sayang... @ times i felt that im at the verge of breaking down knowing that you're not around... knowing that i got no one to turn to.. like i always do...

I've realised that i'm turning to be a lil too sensitive over things lately... i dunnoe why sayang... i tried my best to fight it... But insecurities will sumhow appear from nowhere. I'm staying very loyal n faithful to you sayang... n i believe n i hope that you'll stay the same way too sayang....

I miss those times when we spend our late nites together sayang.. watching movies.. counting stars by the Kallang river... the late nite supper.... the never ending session of reflecting the memories we've been thru together over n over again... without even getting bored sayang... I Miss it Sayang.. I miss YOu~ too much...

Im counting down the days... it'll be 33 more days to go before i cud wrap my arms around you sayang... to hold u tight... n land some kisses on your cheeks... just the way we are, before.

Every night, before i end my day... i'll whisper some prayers for you... So that you'll be safe n warm... and away from all harm... and i'll pray hard that he'll give me some strengths to stay strong till the day you're back in my arms sayang...

I love you sayang... this feeling is killing me.. I SWEAR

Please come back soon..

To sum1 i miss so deeply

2010-07-03T04:20:00.001+08:00

Hi kasih

Fadz juz wanna let u know that eventhough im here in Europe my heart is still in Singapore wit u kasih..
Im increasingly getting homesick.. i miss my family ,my mums cooking and most important of all to me is that i terribly seriously missing u kasih..I want u to be strong 4 us ok kasih... i will always wait 4 u...U mean everything to me...Im counting my days till im back to singapore again to be with you~~LOve u so deeply lots...Stay strong n we will reunite again cinta.. Insyallah.. i will keep praying 4 u sayang~~

Love
Fadzli

I want nobody~ nobody~ but you~

2010-06-25T13:28:00.002+08:00

SAYANG!!!...
oh god!!... i hate this feeling!!.. the feeling of not having you around... urgh~... hmm... its, 1.25pm here in Singapore... so im guessing... You've just woke up from bed over @ Paris now... Sayang... if u could hear me now.. i just wanna say that i miss you so much.. i've just found out that... i have alot of things to share to you... that all the silence... those times when i said i got nothink share... i realised that there's always something to share sayang...

Now that i have so many things to share... I'm not even sure where i should start... I Miss You Darls...
the Waiting is KILLLING me... URGH...

Guess What?... the time is not going any faster~... still a long way to go before i could put my arms around you...and hold you close to me... 45 more days to go~

So i guess.. Still gotta wait..

Save me!!!... LOL...

In need of YOU~...

NOW!!.. Ps: Enjoy ur urself!~ take care..

46 More Days Worth of Endurance... LOL

2010-06-24T13:15:00.006+08:00

Sayang,
i just cant stop thinking of you cinta... i've beeen reading the itinerary that you gave me over and over again... just so that i could imagine what are you doing right now.I know the itinerary so well that now if you're gonna ask me... Whats next?... i could tell you the whole pargaraph of activities that you'll be doing.. LOL...

Thanks for the multiple calls.. it brightens up my day instantly!.. The morning call especially!... hahahahks... I love you sayang so much... i feel so relieved when you called in... Which i believe anyone else could see me smile just from the back of my head!... LOL... thats how happy i am sayang...

Guess i got to endure till the next 46 days... I wish i could have a very very long sleep which could last for atleast...the next 46 days... so i dont have to go through days after days of being apart... but lets face the fact!... it doesnt seems that it'll happen in reality.. unless i get real sick.. and go into COMA... lol...

See sayang... i miss you so much... that my imagination has gone so wild!... But whatever it is sayang... i hope and i pray that you are safe and warm there... Enjoy your time there sayang!... i'll be here waiting for you, with an open arms...

Just cant wait to hold you tight again!!!.... 46 more days to go~ 1104 hours more to endure... LOL...

Missing You So Much... I wish you were here~

Ps: Sayang...Check this out... The video clip seems kinda cute.. LOL..

When You're gone...

2010-06-22T22:37:00.004+08:00

Sayang...
it has only been a day without you... but it felt as though a year without you... i know i gotta be strong... and always be strong just the way u ask me to.... but i cant sayang... i cried so hard when you left me that night.

I tried so hard to be strong... I tried so hard to hold back my tears but I cant. I managed to put everything in control when you waved me goodbye...even to the point when i bid goodbye to ur family... But the moment everyone was gone. Tears keep rolling down my cheeks sayang...that if i were to reflect it now... i'll laugh at myself...for being such a cry baby... It's so hard to let you go sayang... Its so hard.

For once, i wish that God could just hear me out and grant me one wish... i wish and i pray that if only i could turn back the time and pause for a moment or two... i would have hold u so tight... i would just hold u so close to me...n tell you how much i adore you sayang...how much i love you... tell you how much i don't want you to go.. But i guess... i have to wait till you come back to my arms again sayang.

I'm really sorry that Fahmy was there that night, I were as shocked as you were. I really didnt expect that he would just turned up from nowhere. I'm sorry sayang if he spoil your day that night.

I hope you'll just be fine over there @ Europe... I'll pray day and night that you'll be safe.

Please come back home soon.. I love you sayang.

u r always in my mind~~

2010-06-21T16:36:00.001+08:00

6 Hours Before Departure..

Kasih
Usually im very excited whenever im heading out of singapore..Moreover heading UK and Europe..but..my feeling for this trip is combination of mixed feelings.. Abit of excitedness and alot of sadness.. Its so hard to leave u behind dear coz im too used to be around u and u r always within close distance to me.. Its really hard for me to left u behind but i know its even harder for you to see me go... Just 1 thing kasih..I need you to be strong on this..i know u gonna try n i hope u try even harder..after we pass this situation.. im sure nothing can stop us sayang.. I will always pray 4 you and your safety dear.. Things that im very sure is that i promise you that fadz that left 2nite will be the same fadz you will see on 10 Aug .. I hope you are the same aunty lin that i left when i return back to homeland and in ur arms.. First thing i wanna see wen i return is "you" kasih.. i want you to be there..

You will never left my mind... Thats not a promise but an oath from me to you.

Last word is.. I may be flying off tonite but one thing very sure.. i left my heart in singapore in u....
Fadz loves You very much... you meant the world to me...

Salam Kasih
Fadzli

Publish Post

Dear

2010-05-31T21:50:00.001+08:00

Hello sayang~~~ juz drop by to say u meant the world to me... i will do to my upmost ability to go through any hurdles that may arise in trying to break us apart.. i need u to be with me together on this dear..Juz wanna let u know that i will always be there 4 u n always trying to prevent from any hurt from getting near u.. U are the person i been looking for all this while and im not gonna let you go no matter what.. I love U CiNtA..

=On His Special Day=

2010-05-11T19:44:00.046+08:00

We ended up @....

Day One- 30 April 2010

Seafood Buffet Dinner @ Concorde Hotel – Spices Café.

Concorde Hotel Singapore- Spices Cafe

Thank God! I didn’t follow his annoying plan… the venue was just nice. For at least… it is to my expectation.... nice setting… great waiter & waitress… great atmosphere…

Wanna know something...? When it comes to service line… for e.g. Serving of food... the presentation of the food served… etc…Uncle Mac is kind of particular… for a person who has worked in that line before… who gives the best service to his customer… his expectation would definitely be higher… I should say.

And yet still… he suggested Swensen? Breeks?? My god~

Anyway that doesn’t really matter anymore… I’ve got what I've planned for!~

Perfect dinner for a perfect couple… or at least close to perfect? Hahahahaks...

=Just the two of us=

The Seafood Corner

Uncle Mac's Fav- The Fresh Oyster

If Only... they serve the lobster like all the other seafood...

I be the one hunting for it~ the LOBSTER was SUPERB!!

The Black Pepper & Chilli Crab...

Too bad.. the Soft Shell crab disappeared~

KAbooMZ~

It was all because of the surprise birthday cheese cake!... LOL... Guess what??... the waiter took it away when he brought in the cake... It happened so fast.. that i didn't even realised when it all happened. Maybe its because I was tensed up... I was so worried if they were to on the the birthday song out loud. Uncle Mac gonna kill me... if thats gonna happen... but lucky me!... it went just as planned... too bad... Soft shell kena sacrifised for that... hahahahahks...

"God~ Please give me good grades for my second semester exams... This irritating gf of mine

just cudn't stop bothering me... Its affecting my concentration so much~

Please God... Save me!.."... LOL....

( im not too sure what he wishes for... just putting in

possible words)

Chocolatte!!

Happy Birthday Kasih~

Sayang... I know that you are not perfect and nor can be either...
but please believe me, when I say that…

I want to be by your side...

to hold your hand...

to treasure you in the morning and in the noon-tide...

to be next to you…

to be held close to your heart now and for the rest of my living years…

to comfort you, dry your tears and calm your most frightening fears…

to fight your battles and show no shame…

to scream my love for you out loud all over the land…

Cos the only thing that matters to me now is you….

i want it all for you~ just how annoying can you be?

2010-05-11T16:55:00.008+08:00

Wuhoo!!... Past few weeks was one of the best weeks since forever~... or least as far as I could remember. Being with you is definitely the best thing that has happened to me... LOL (Smiling so wide)

Ps: Sayang~ I had great time!... I had a TERRIFIC time... WITH JUST YOU~!

But something... just went so wrong before that...

Well~ it was Uncle Mac aka Mr. Casanova’s 25th birthday… lets put it as… he’s a quarter decade now?? Hahah… did I made him sound so old? LOL… oops! Sorry~

But honestly…You are old my dear! Old enough to be someone’s daddy already~

Hahhhahks... Nah~ 10 more years to go… right Uncle Mac? Before we even think of building a life together??... Hahahhaks

This is my very first year celebrating his special day. It weren’t a big event or a fiesta though. It was just a simple celebration with just the two of us… but it lasted for 3days 1 night… LOL… must be wondering right? How can it be 3 days and only 1 night?
I can tell you…

It was one of the challenging task for me. Worst than planning for Bali trip. I got so stressed up over his birthday. I wanted it so much to be the simplest yet memorable birthday for him. I ended up cracking my brains with all possible ideas… Which result to too many to choose from? It should be good news right? Having to choose from so many of them. It weren’t good news for me! I’m a fickle minded kind of person which means it’ll just make it even worst.

My initial plan was to book a bungalow for him… as in u know… somewhat like a surprise party. Order catered BBQ food… ready to cook kind of thing. Get all his friends and stuffs. Did I just mention friends? Yes! Friends were reason why I rejected the whole idea of having a birthday bash. No- no… its not that I hate his friends or having any problem with them… its just that I am still new to his circle of friends for now. Yes. I do know some of them but just weren’t sure if it would just trouble them… or I wouldn’t even know if they would be able to turn up.

I came up with another idea. I decided to have a nice romantic dinner with him. The place became an issue then. I so wanted to have a wonderful buffet @ Royal Plaza On Scotts- Carousel but my dear Mr. Casanova was up with saving up philosophy. We almost got into an argument on that issue. Sound silly but true. Hahahahks…

Just imagine. How can I not be mad? Since he was so against spending so much on a dinner. I asked him if he had any better place for a nice dinner. Guess what his reply was?

Uncle Mac: Sayang!~ You know my friend say makan @ Breeks is nice…or maybe we just go Swensen lah~ (with his innocent kind of voice).

That very moment I felt like strangling him. Urggh!!... nice dinner @ Breeks?? Swensen?? My god~ save me!

I was so pissed off that I told myself I could never allow him to decide for me…

Which we ended up dining @....

Dreams....

2010-03-29T23:09:00.000+08:00

Dreams dreams dreams...

Sayang last night i had a dream,in the dream after dinner i was praying in my room and an angel showed up in my room. I asked the angel to go watch over you cinta and take care of u.. He disappeared but a minute later, the angel was back.i was shocked.. I said to the angel -why are you back so fast? i asked you to watch over her for me. The angel replied “Angels don't watch over other Angels!"…..

Cinta juz wants you to know that being happy is always having you by my side..
You're always in my mind and its trapped there sayang..

Love u Always Kasih~~~~

My feeling to u~~kasih...

2010-03-29T18:21:00.000+08:00

Hi kasih... this has all the meaning of my heart to u~~

Kasihku, dimana dirimu..
Ku merindukan mu
Belaian jiwamu
Andaikan kau merasa
Andaikan kau terasa
Cinta di hatiku

Kasihku, inilah janjiku
Inilah sumpahku
Cinta terakhir ku
Andai kau mengerti
Andai kau fahami
Isi hati ini..

Dahulu kau membisik kata cinta
Akulah yg terbaik untukmu
Di hadapan aku kau bersumpah
Diriku tanpa mu tak bermkana
Aku ingin kau menjadi penawar luka mengisi jiwaku
Janganlah kau menghilang tanpa kata

I Love u Kasih~~

2.50am!!!!!!!

2010-03-28T02:44:00.000+08:00

Hey Kasih.... kinda misss u rite in the late nite.. suddenly this tune keeps repeating itself on my mind..

............."Kasih... namamu terukir dihatiku............
.............Engkau pengubat rindu... di kala hati sendu..............
.............Kasih.. kehadiran mu membawa makna.............
????Tapi mengapa ada penghalangnya?????????

Missing u always cinta~~~
Juz wanna say godwill we will pass thru all the test he behold upon us...
i need u to stay strong and i always wait 4 u kasih.....

= Female Species- i need you!=

2010-03-25T13:17:00.001+08:00

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Uncle mac~.. help!... i need you now!... i mean it now....
please save me from this pain... its killing me...

Darls... im sorry for watever that has happened... i hope.. it'll just make our relationship grow stronger... im still here sayang... nothing of it change my feeling towards you... let them say whatever they want... we will work it through.. insyallah...

loving you alwaes... hoping that we will get better soon and recover from the dilema..

hugs n kisses...

=female version- (Episode 2)=

2010-03-10T20:32:00.000+08:00

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PS: Sorry folks for not updating the blog for quite sometime... been very busy with a lot of stuffs lately... (sigh)...

So here's how it goes...

Episode 2- Our First official Meet

It was on the 11 August 2009.. when officially meet one another... By then... it was close to 2 weeks since we know each other via MSN/ SKYPE n Facebook.

Back then...Our days were only filled with late night chats that goes continuously from one night to another. I still could recall those times where i secretly sits in front of my lappie.. hoping to see him online... lol... and if it happens that i don't see him online.. Only GOD knows how worried and restless i were~.... Our ways of contacting each other was only through the net. Nothing else.

Trust me~... even to the day that we decided to meet... none of us initiates to exchange contact no... so~everything was set on the night before... as in the venue and time.Which means if anything were to happen within the next 24 hours or less.. none of us would be able to update each other... Merepek kan???~... LOL... but guess... it was all worth it~

To be honest... i got a bad feeling that things won't go as planned... 'cos the meet seems to be like a gamble to me. You are uncertain whether the other party would turn up OR would just chicken out on the very last minute.

On that very day.. I prayed so hard that things will not go wrong. I was so damn nervous. I called mom a hundred times on my journey there... which... on ALL the calls i made... it sounded the same way... " Ibu~ u think he'll be coming???... do i look ok?? "... lol... lucky me that mom was in a good mood to actually layan (entertain) me throughout.

And~GUESS WAT!!!... our dear MR CaSANoVA was late!!!!~.... Just imagine... i was restlessly waiting under the rain... (oops... it was just drizzling actually.. lol- exaggerate lah abit.. hahahaha) and~ there he was in his white sweater and jeans walking so steadily towards me with his innocent look.. Not even a little sense of guilt!.. and the first few sentence that came from his mouth was... i was held up by the traffic light~... in other words is WASNT MY FAULT~... IT WAS THE FREAKING TRAFFIC LIGHT WHICH WAS SO SLOW... LOL....

IT WAS SUCH A TURN OFF!~.. ehehee.. but everything else went well.. at least close to as what planned. We had our first dinner @ Sakura buffet. Had a few interesting conversation in between which acts as the ice breaker...

Ehem~ehem... The night before... i remembered so clearly that... someone got so worried on the net... Claiming that he's afraid that he'll get all tense up and might not talk much.. Cause he's usually shy in nature... BUT he turns out to be the one who talks a lot that night... am i right dear???... hahahhaha.. SHY konon~... hahahahahahks.. Am i right dear?... lol..

PS- Uncle Mac : Missing u lots~ in need of u!~ please... take off ur GUNA2... hahahhaks

For the folks out there.. Here's a music video FOR u... kind of like it~ So ENJOY~

Loving you lots...

Hugs and Kisses~