a fallen angel

hey its been great

2011-07-12T16:40:00.002+07:00

hey ,
its been great, in my second week of a new job now, still learning here and there, everyone is been great and wonderful.
the office is in the corner of the jakarta universe, but it comes with massive choices of food stall and fancy restaurant...so its really up to what you wat to eat for today.
the work is pretty similar to anything else I've been working on my whole carrer track so no serious changes in what I need to do and how to do it....
again its been great...

Why I didn’t give you my best

2011-04-29T15:17:00.001+07:00

I feel like I cant give my best in my present responsibilities, and to be honest that is frustrating.

And as many wise men and women stated in their lifetime, when you are unhappy, there is no point of staying.

the trouble with love is....

2010-05-27T17:22:00.001+07:00

well it happens that me and some of my girl friends are in a situation where we are in a complicated situation relationship wise.

Me, unclear where we are going, well, once I settle for being just his friends.. everything went better for me.. at least I don't keep on guessing whether he misses me or not.

my friend miss A. well she took it to the extreme, demand for a clarity of statuses and end up loosing him.. which in my opinion is not really a lost. she save her self from possible future fraudulent action. the point is she is better off with out him.

my other friend Miss B, well she never have the courage to show interest nor provoke interest from her object of affection, there for she is now still wondering on the what if.

now my other two girl friend have had their own reason on why they do what they do, all I can give is some encouragement or a shoulder to cry on. me on the other hand had been pushed and pressed by my friends to get some clear status from this boy, but then again , after half dozen of "man manual" books... I realize one thing... if he wants you, he will do anything to keep you around even if its not in a relationship status. if you are the ONE, he will not hesitate to announce that to the whole wide world and took you off from the market.... since he do no such thing, so friends it is what we are....

sure it hurt like hell when I hear him talk about his ex girl friends, sure it feels like all blood drained out of my heart every time i see him ogling another women. sure I feel like slapping my self into consciousness every time I see him groping another b***h. But it all only a tear drop away from calmness *yes I let my self cry through this, its emotionally healthy* , knowing that I have made up my mind about him, its not a decision made by him, its totally mine....and it feels better when you know that you have your happiness rest in your hand.... not on others

the point is the feeling is still there, but I knowingly decided that this will pass... I will find the imperfect person that I can love perfectly, and can love my imperfection perfectly.... oh I cant wait to meet him... :D

Long time no see

2010-05-27T15:59:00.001+07:00

long time no see, I guess I've been neglecting you for a while..

how ever, i'll try my best to keep up with the world of blogging... twitter has been distracting me though....

my tarot card

2009-11-23T16:47:00.000+07:00

You are Temperance

Time. Ages. Transformation. Involuntary change

Temperance is another card of aspiration, but also of much change. It often
represents complex situations. Positively, you can harmonize contrary
forces.

Temperance is, on a surface level, about "tempering." The original pouring from cup to cup might have been about cutting wine with water. So this is a card about moderation. There is, however, another angle to the card, that of merging seemingly impossible opposites. Sagittarius, the centaur, merges beast and man into a unique creature. And then there is the bow and arrow, one moving, one stationary, working together to point the way. Temperance may be, at first glance, a warning for you to "temper" your behavior, to cut your wine with water. But it may also be a reminder to that seemingly irreconcilable opposites may not be irreconcilable at all. Belief that fiery red and watery blue cannot be merged may be the only thing standing in the way of blending the two. Change the belief, measure out each with care, and you can create otherworldly violet.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

TLC - Damage

2009-11-20T17:00:00.002+07:00

I know I'm kind of strange, to you sometimes
don't always say, what's on my mind
you know that I've been hurt by some guy
but I dont wanna mess up this time

and I really really really care
and I really really really want you
and I think I'm kinda scared
cause I don't want to lose you
if you're really really really there
then maybe you can hang through
I hope you understand
It's nothing to you

my heart's at a low, I'm so much to manage
I think you should know, that I've been damaged
I'm falling in love, there's one disadvantage
I think you should know, that I've been damaged

I might look through you're stuff, for what I don't want to find
or I might just set you up, to see if you're all mine
I'm a little paranoid, from what I've been through
you don't know what you've got yourself into

and I really really really care
and I really really really want you
and I think im kinda scared
cause I don't want to lose you
if you're really really really there
then maybe you can hang through
I hope you understand
It's nothing to you

and I really really really want you
and I think I'm kind of scared
cause I don't want to lose you
if you're really really really there
then maybe you can hang through
I hope you understand
It's nothing to you

iPhone Applications - How to Fully Load Your iPhone For Free

2009-08-03T15:09:00.002+07:00

By Tony Kitson

The iPhone is much more than just a phone, its a very technically advanced piece of equipment that is capable of most things that a small laptop computer can do, and it fits right in your pocket.

To explore and exploit your phone's full potential however you will need to install some apps (applications). These are basically computer programs designed to run on your phone. Applications available include games, spreadsheets, organizers, web browsers etc. The list is endless. You can buy apps from many different vendors on the internet, but here we are more concerned with places you can download them for free.

Your first stop on your search for free iPhone apps should be CNet downloads (download.com), at download.com you will find many free applications that will make your phone into a much more useful tool. Including a nifty little app which makes sure all music you download will play at the same volume, and an app that allows you to remotely control your home computer.

More free apps can be found at iPhoneapps4free.com. Here you will find a library of over 400 free apps. Each application has a screen shot of it in use, as well as details of how many times it has been downloaded and a description, making it easy to decide on the best application for your needs before you download it.

Also, while you're on the trail of free iPhone apps, you should visit Wired and MSN.com. Here, you'll find not only detailed overviews of free apps, but also recommendations for the very best available.

By the time you have worked your way through all these places your phone should be fully loaded and an invaluable and useful tool to manage your everyday life.

Bonus Tip : If you are still looking for that perfect Iphone app, Or you just want more free goodies for your phone like videos music ring tones or wallpaper take a look at, http://www.squidoo.com/TopiPhoneApps

here you will find gathered together in one place information, and links to where you can find just about everything your heart could desire for your iPhone.

Article Source: http://EzineArticles.com/?expert=Tony_Kitson

Tell your papa...

2009-07-10T16:20:00.003+07:00

please tell your papa, what you really feel about me,
don't make be be the bad person for something you decide for your self.

hate giving him any sign of hope, coz from my point of view there is no hope at all
start telling him what you want and what you are looking for
I never hinted anything to him, so it is up to you to sort this out,
he is your father, not mine.

be a man will you, and tell him your reality...
tell him who you really into
that will be the end of my tip toeing around his feeling and assumption
simply say that you are gay..
:D

To vote or not to vote

2009-07-09T14:08:00.003+07:00

when you are given the opportunity to vote for your future, what would you do?
take the opportunity and use it wisely or would you just purge your chance so that you will have the opportunity that you have nothing to do with the result?

in Islam you are guilty for letting bad things happens, so do you really can say you have nothing to do with it?

its your vote , your future, doesn't mean no vote no future... :D

What can I do when I miss you?

2009-06-03T11:21:00.003+07:00

what can I do when I miss you?
I can work work and work
try my best to keep my head thinking of you in minimum state
I can eat eat and eat,
filling my stomach is replacing you filling my heart
I can hang out, dine out, and sing out, till I forget what time it is now
so that I will think of you only when my head rest on my pillow
I can subscribe to a cable TV
so that I would not watch an empty show and let my mind wondering into missing you
I can meet new people, try to get to know them and trick my self into liking them
so I have better things to do then let my self missing you
I can do oh so many things,
but still I am missing you....

2009-05-26T13:25:00.000+07:00

Prambanan picture from beginers eyes

2009-02-25T21:32:00.002+07:00

Registering BIS for your blackberry via SMS

2009-02-17T10:55:00.005+07:00

to be noted this is for blackberry user in Indonesia, and since usually it is better to have an active blackberry service Sim card when you purchase your gadget to check if the device is working or not. You don't need to activate this with your blackberry on your hand, you can activate your card first with any type of phone and then hunt for your device later with your Sim card ready.

Indosat

All SMS should be addressed to 889
For weekly service Rp 50.000/Week (Mentari & IM3): BIS1 BB 8310
For Monthly Rp 160.000/Month (Mentari & IM3): BIS2 BB 8310
"8310" can be altered in to your type of blackberry
For Matrix the weekly tariffs is Rp 50.000++ and Monthly tariffs Rp 175.000++
To immediatelly terminate or stopping the service type : UNREG
For active package information , type and send : STATUS
For guidance, type sms : PAN

Alternative for Matrix to subscribe mothly BIS : Rp 150.000++ plus obligation to choose data package or voice+sms with the value of Rp 50.000++, for this you should register to the nearest Galeri Indosat.

Matrix monthly BIS can be combine with Unlimited data Package
APN:indosatgprs/tethering mode) total Rp 250.000++,
its better to use these devices : 3G: 8707, Bold 9000 atau Storm 95xx

Notes :
++ = exluding PPn 10%
BIS service is not available for Matrix Auto (hybridnya Indosat)

Telkomsel

BIS Prabayar
Tariffs Rp 180.000/month
can be activated for Halo (except Hybrid), Simpati & AS:
Sms to 333, type : BB REG
To stop : BB UNREG
Halo card alternative activation, you can go to Grapari to activate postpaid BIS package :
BIS150K = Rp 149.000++ quota 20MiB
BISUNLIM = Rp 180.000++ unlimited BIS/APN BB

Notes : ++ = exluding PPn 10%
No BIS service for Halo Hybrid.

Using Xplor or XL bebas:
SMS service BlackBerry One sent to 568
For daily Rp 5.000 (Including Tax, Including for Xplor) : BB ON
For Monthly Rp 150.000 (Including Tax, Including Xplor) : BB Monthly
To Stop : BB OFF
For post paid Xplor you can also subscribe monthly service to the nearest XL Center. Tariffs Rp 149.000 (excl Tax)

Notes:
Before switching to BIS package via SMS you must stop the previous one first.
Only post paid monthly BIS can be use for overseas roaming, unlimited Blackeberry APN only applied in country.
your top up will be deducted every day at 08:00 WIB, manually adjusted with your local time , XL system have not recognized time zone outside WIB

14.Febuary

2009-02-13T18:30:00.004+07:00

it is 13 February tonight, and I am going out with bunch of my friend.... we will be chilling with margaritas and tortilla enjoying ourselves, forget our problem and the cruel world we live in.

Tonight as I am hopelessly single I don't mind spending it with my friend... for us to curse our failing relationship and cherished the love we finally found.

Tonight as I fall asleep, I wonder would I be sleepless of thinking of you.... I hope not, I hate loosing my sleep...

A view from the top

2009-02-12T17:21:00.001+07:00

RSS address for your feed

2009-02-10T15:28:00.007+07:00

if you happens to have a blackberry you might be familiar with Viigo.
sometimes you want to customized the channel in your viigo to comply with your preference.
here are some RSS address you can personally add to you Viigo.

most of it are in Indonesian, but some are available in English..

General News:

Detik News
http://rss.detik.com/index.php/news

Daily mail
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/home/index.rss

The Jakarta Post
http://www.thejakartapost.com/breaking/feed

Antara terkini
http://www.antara.co.id/rss/news.xml

Kompas.com
http://www.kompas.com/getrss/all
Metrotv
www.metrotvnews.com/rss/berita.asp

Media Indonesia: Edisi Aktual
http://www.media-indonesia.com/rss/aktual.asp

Liputan 6:
http://www.liputan6.com/feed/rss2/

VOA:
http://www.voanews.com//indonesian//customCF/recentstoriesRSS.cfm?keyword=topsto\
ries
BBC Indonesia:
http://www.bbc.co.uk/indonesian/index.xml

Radio Australia bhs Indonesia:
http://www.abc.net.au/ra/rss/ra_indonesian_news.xml

Tempo Interaktif:
http://www.tempointeraktif.com/hg/rss/HL_TI.xml

Etertainment

Stareastasia Entertainment news RSS
http://news.stareastasia.com/feed/rss/

HanCinema News RSS
http://feeds.feedburner.com/hancinema/AUJj

Japan Entertainment News
http://www.japan-zone.com/news/index.rdf

Detik Hot
http://rss.detik.com/index.php/hot

Antara Seni Hiburan
http://www.antara.co.id/rss/sbh.xml

Kompas Entertainment - Gosip
http://entertainment.kompas.com/rss/gosip

Kompas Entertainment - Style
http:://entertainment.kompas.com/rss/style

Kompas Entertainment - Sinema
http://entertainment.kompas.com/rss/sinema

Kompas Entertainment - Music
http://entertainment.kompas.com/rss/musik

Food and Recipee

Recipee
http://cuek.wordpress.com/feed/

Detik

http://rss.detik.com/index.php/food

http://rss.detik.com/index.php/meok

Resep online

http ://resep-online.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default?alt=rss

So no you know

2009-01-28T17:51:00.002+07:00

so now you know
about my past ,
the one I choose not to tell you

so you feel betrayed,
you think you diverse to know everything...
but you don't have to feel that way

it was not you that made a bad decision
it was not you that have to pick up the pieces of my past
it was not you that cried in a gathering of happiness out of pain

its not a tail I want to share
its not a story I gladly re-tell
because re telling it means re living it
re living it meaning opening a closed wound

and if you are really my friend you would not want to wish that pain ever come in my way again
if you look at me well enough
you can see the path of my tears on my cheek
you can see the crease of pain surrounding my lips
you can see the gloom that still come to visit my eyes once in a while....

so now that you know...
let me let it go...
walk me down the broken line
let me believe it all be alright..

llego tu amor

2008-12-16T18:36:00.003+07:00

when I get my love, will it be sweet or will it be sour
when I find my love will he be handsome or will he be funny
when I get my love will it trap me in an instant or will it grow slowly from my toes into my heart
when I get my love will it make me strong or will it make me weak

when I get my love will it heal me or will it hurt me
when I get my love will he fall the I am
when I get my love will he hold me or let me go
when I get my love will be a sweet dreams or will it be a beautiful nightmare

part of the beauty of falling in love with you, is the fear that you won't fall

you

2008-11-27T17:00:00.003+07:00

you hold me and kisses away all of my wound
you cares me and blow away the pain in my heart

you told a tale of our future
you lock the door of pain and build bars for its window

you took my shaking hand and put in in your heart
you swept me of my trembling legs
cradling me in your warmth when the world was unbearable for me

and when time comes around to make it all better
you let me go to follow my path
made me believe that I will always be alright....

BEYONCE - “IF I WERE A BOY” LYRICS

2008-11-21T17:07:00.001+07:00

If I were a boy
even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
and throw on what I wanted and go

Drink beer with the guys
and chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
and I'd never get confronted for it
cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
so they'd think that I was sleeping alone

I’d put myself first
and make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’ll be faithful,
waiting for me to come home, to come home.

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake,
think i'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
you thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don't understand
and you don't understand, ohhhh
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

but your just a boy

Children Learn What They Live

2008-11-19T14:52:00.001+07:00

By Dorothy Law Nolte, Ph.D.

If children live with criticism, they learn to condemn.
If children live with hostility, they learn to fight.
If children live with fear, they learn to be apprehensive.
If children live with pity, they learn to feel sorry for themselves.
If children live with ridicule, they learn to feel shy.
If children live with jealousy, they learn to feel envy.
If children live with shame, they learn to feel guilty.
If children live with encouragement, they learn confidence.
If children live with tolerance, they learn patience.
If children live with praise, they learn appreciation.
If children live with acceptance, they learn to love.
If children live with approval, they learn to like themselves.
If children live with recognition, they learn it is good to have a goal.
If children live with sharing, they learn generosity.
If children live with honesty, they learn truthfulness.
If children live with fairness, they learn justice.
If children live with kindness and consideration, they learn respect.
If children live with security, they learn to have faith in themselves and in those about them.
If children live with friendliness, they learn the world is a nice place in which to live.

Bahasa indonesia

Jika Anak Hidup dalam...

Jika anak hidup dalam kritik, ia belajar mengutuk.
Jika anak hidup dalam kekerasan, ia belajar berkelahi.
Jika anak hidup dalam pembodohan, ia belajar jadi pemalu.
Jika anak hidup dalam rasa dipermalukan, ia belajar terus merasa bersalah.
Jika anak hidup dalam toleransi, ia belajar menjadi sabar.
Jika anak hidup dalam dorongan, ia belajar menjadi percaya diri.
Jika anak hidup dalam penghargaan, ia belajar mengapresiasi.
Jika anak hidup dalam rasa adil, ia belajar keadilan.
Jika anak hidup dalam rasa aman, ia belajar yakin.
Jika anak hidup dalam persetujuan, ia belajar menghargai diri sendiri.
Jika anak hidup dalam rasa diterima dan persahabatan, ia belajar
mencari cinta di seluruh dunia.

Best Friends Quotes

2008-11-17T17:14:00.006+07:00

A loyal friend laughs at your jokes when they're not so good, and sympathizes with your problems when they're not so bad. ~Arnold H. Glasgow

Yesterday brought the beginning, tomorrow brings the end, and somewhere in the middle we became the best of friends. ~Author Unknown

A friend knows the song in my heart and sings it to me when my memory fails. ~Donna Roberts

Friendship isn't a big thing - it's a million little things. ~Author Unknown

Soul-mates are people who bring out the best in you. They are not perfect but are always perfect for you. ~Author Unknown

If you're alone, I'll be your shadow. If you want to cry, I'll be your shoulder. If you want a hug, I'll be your pillow. If you need to be happy, I'll be your smile. But anytime you need a friend, I'll just be me. ~Author Unknown

A friend is the one who comes in when the whole world has gone out. ~Grace Pulpit

There are big ships and small ships. But the best ship of all is friendship. ~Author Unknown

The best kind of friend is the one you could sit on a porch with, never saying a word, and walk away feeling like that was the best conversation you've had. ~Author Unknown

A true friend is one who thinks you are a good egg even if you are half-cracked. ~Author Unknown

Friends are kisses blown to us by angels. ~Author Unknown

It is the friends you can call up at 4 a.m. that matter. ~Marlene Dietrich

A true friend reaches for your hand and touches your heart. ~Author Unknown

What is a friend? A single soul dwelling in two bodies. ~Aristotle

I like her because she smiles at me and means it. ~Anonymous

Remember, we all stumble, every one of us. That's why it's a comfort to go hand in hand. ~Emily Kimbrough

Piglet sidled up to Pooh from behind. "Pooh!" he whispered. "Yes, Piglet?" "Nothing," said Piglet, taking Pooh's paw. "I just wanted to be sure of you." ~A.A. Milne

Hold a true friend with both your hands. ~Nigerian Proverb

Are we not like two volumes of one book? ~Marceline Desbordes-Valmore

Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for a while, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never, ever the same. ~Flavia Weedn, Forever,

Lots of people want to ride with you in the limo, but what you want is someone who will take the bus with you when the limo breaks down. ~Oprah Winfrey

A good friend is a connection to life - a tie to the past, a road to the future, the key to sanity in a totally insane world. ~Lois Wyse

A friend can tell you things you don't want to tell yourself. ~Frances Ward Weller

A friend accepts us as we are yet helps us to be what we should. ~Author Unknown

Friends are relatives you make for yourself. ~Eustache Deschamps

You can always tell a real friend: when you've made a fool of yourself he doesn't feel you've done a permanent job. ~Laurence J. Peter

A friend is one of the nicest things you can have, and one of the best things you can be. ~Douglas Pagels

A single rose can be my garden... a single friend, my world. ~Leo Buscaglia

Only your real friends will tell you when your face is dirty. ~Sicilian Proverb

The most beautiful discovery true friends make is that they can grow separately without growing apart. ~Elisabeth Foley

When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives mean the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares. ~Henri Nouwen

In everyone's life, at some time, our inner fire goes out. It is then burst into flame by an encounter with another human being. We should all be thankful for those people who rekindle the inner spirit. ~Albert Schweitzer

True friendship comes when silence between two people is comfortable. ~Dave Tyson Gentry

Some people go to priests; others to poetry; I to my friends. ~Virginia Woolf

The language of friendship is not words but meanings. ~Henry David Thoreau

She is a friend of mind. She gather me, man. The pieces I am, she gather them and give them back to me in all the right order. It's good, you know, when you got a woman who is a friend of your mind. ~Toni Morrison, Beloved

Nothing but heaven itself is better than a friend who is really a friend. ~Plautus

If instead of a gem, or even a flower, we should cast the gift of a loving thought into the heart of a friend, that would be giving as the angels give. ~George MacDonald

Silences make the real conversations between friends. Not the saying but the never needing to say is what counts. ~Margaret Lee Runbeck, Answer Without Ceasing

Yes we are [friends] and I do like to pass the day with you in serious and inconsequential chatter. I wouldn't mind washing up beside you, dusting beside you, reading the back half of the paper while you read the front. We are friends and I would miss you, do miss you and think of you very often. I don't want to lose this happy space where I have found someone who is smart and easy and doesn't bother to check her diary when we arrange to meet. ~Jeanette Winterson, Written on the Body, 1992

It takes a long time to grow an old friend. ~John Leonard

The bird a nest, the spider a web, man friendship. ~William Blake

A true friend unbosoms freely, advises justly, assists readily, adventures boldly, takes all patiently, defends courageously, and continues a friend unchangeably. ~William Penn

I always felt that the great high privilege, relief and comfort of friendship was that one had to explain nothing. ~Katherine Mansfield

We have been friends together
In sunshine and in shade.
~Caroline Sheridan Norton

Friends are the sailors who guide your rickety boat safely across the dangerous waters of life. ~Sare and Cate

The friend who holds your hand and says the wrong thing is made of dearer stuff than the one who stays away. ~Barbara Kingsolver

There is one friend in the life of each of us who seems not a separate person, however dear and beloved, but an expansion, an interpretation, of one's self, the very meaning of one's soul. ~Edith Wharton

I value the friend who for me finds time on his calendar, but I cherish the friend who for me does not consult his calendar. ~Robert Brault

Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive. ~Anäis Nin

It is one of the blessings of old friends that you can afford to be stupid with them. ~Ralph Waldo Emerson

Ah, how good it feels! The hand of an old friend. ~Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

Friendship is one mind in two bodies. ~Menclus

In my friend, I find a second self. ~Isabel Norton

A friend is a person with whom I may be sincere. Before him I may think aloud. I am arrived at last in the presence of a man so real and equal, that I may drop even those undermost garments of dissimulation, courtesy, and second thought, which men never put off, and may deal with him with the simplicity and wholeness with which one chemical atom meets another. ~Ralph Waldo Emerson

Shared joy is a double joy; shared sorrow is half a sorrow. ~Swedish Proverb

Oh, the comfort, the inexpressible comfort of feeling safe with a person, having neither to weigh thoughts nor measure words, but pouring them all out, just as they are, chaff and grain together, certain that a faithful hand will take and sift them, keep what is worth keeping, and with a breath of kindness blow the rest away. ~Dinah Craik

I felt it shelter to speak to you. ~Emily Dickinson

No road is long with good company. ~Turkish Proverb

Let us be grateful to people who make us happy, they are the charming gardeners who make our souls blossom. ~Marcel Proust

True friendship is like sound health, the value of it is seldom known until it is lost."
- Charles Caleb Colton

"A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out."
- Anon

"Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow. Don't walk behind me, I may not lead. Walk beside me and be my friend.
- Albert Camus

"Friends are the bacon bits in the salad bowl of life."
- Anon

"Friendship is one mind in two bodies."
- Mencius

"If you should die before me, ask if you can bring a friend."
- Stone Temple Pilots

"If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't jump with them, I would be at the bottom to catch them."
- Anon

"Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say. Best friends listen to what you don't say."
- Anon

"We all take different paths in life, but no matter where we go, we take a little of each other everywhere."
-Tim McGraw

"Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart."
- Anon
"Surround yourself only with people who are going to lift you higher."
Remember, we all stumble, every one of us. That's why it is a comfort to go hand in hand." ~Emily Kimbrough~
"People are like stained glass windows. They sparkle and shine when the sun is out, but when the darkness sets in, their true beauty is revealed only if there is a light from within." ~Elizabeth Kubler-Ross~
If you have one true friend, you have more than your share. ~Thomas Fuller~
“When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there.”
"Together forever, never apart. Maybe in distance, but never in heart.”
"Promise you won't forget me, because if I thought you would, I'd never leave."
~Winnie the Pooh~
"A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out."
~Walter Winchell~
If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I would not follow, I would be at the bottom to catch them when they fall.
~Source Unknown~
"If I had one gift that I could give you, my friend, it would be the ability to see yourself as others see you, because only then would you know how extremely special you are."
~B.A. Billingsly~
"A true friend is someone who knows there's something wrong even when you have the biggest smile on your face."
“The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.” ~Unknown~
"It is by chance we met . . .
By choice we became friends."
"Tears may come and go,
But there's one thing I know.
All my life you're a friend of mine.
You can depend on me.
I'll be fine...
'Cause you're a friend of mine."
-Clarence Clemens
“One can't complain. I have my friends. Why, someone spoke to me only yesterday.” ~Eeyore~
“Friends are those rare people who ask how you are and then wait to hear the answer”
“How lucky I am to have known someone who was so hard to say goodbye to” ~Unknown~
"Walking with a friend in the dark is better than walking alone in the light."
~Helen Keller~
"A circle is round it has no end, that's how long I want to be your friend!"
~Anonymous~
"It takes years to build up trust, and just seconds to destroy it." ~Source Unknown~

invite me

2008-11-11T17:35:00.003+07:00

invite me , invite me for a cup of coffee
invite me, invite me for a pitch of margarita
invite me, invite me for a movie, no matter how silly

disguise it as an invitation
although all you wanted is to talk to me
don't let other people to see
anyway they wouldn't understand

no hand holding , no eyes gazing
for all we need is to pour our heart out crying
be discreet, be quiet
don't let other people know
for this one, is only between you and me

dulu saja

2008-11-10T10:35:00.003+07:00

dulu ku nanti cinta mu yang tak kunjung datang
dulu ku tangkap perhatian mu yang datang dan tenggelam
dulu ku tak perduli kata orang, tetap bertahan walau tak ada pegangan

now that I don't care
now that I won't spare
now that I would walk away, like you were never in my life
now that I dont care, for I have no feeling to spare

you are just a dot in my life just to make it more alive...
you are a nothing for me now, as I was nothing for you then

I wouldn't, shouldn't, couldn't be your back up plan...
for I have a plan of my own
may in this twisted life of yours,
you find a peace for your soul

For what ever reason

2008-10-20T18:14:00.002+07:00

For what ever reason
I have loved you
for what ever reason
I have cared about you

for what ever reason
you didn't think you need my love
for what ever reason
you didn't think you need me to care for you

cause for you being alone
is much better than being with me