what?!

Feel like .................

2012-02-12T19:40:00.000-08:00

I want to go for a vacation.

that's it!

Everything is fine.

2012-02-12T18:51:00.000-08:00

So now is FEB, my sis and I stick together for almost 2 months already.
Everthing is fine, she did help me to clean up my room, clean up the plate.
Yeah,the intruder is no longer the intruder.
She become a partner, I don't feel that much lonely already.
I'm glad she came.

Lollipop!!

2012-01-10T21:21:00.000-08:00

they are awesome!!

when they are not talking.

You will laugh right after you listen the voice of "Tae yang"

haha. enjoy

what you said that offended me + what I want

2012-01-10T20:02:00.000-08:00

2)成绩好就读难的啦！不好就读容易的啦！
3)不要在我面前讲这样的话
4)昨晚几点睡？
5)昨晚几点回来？

7)你到底有没有在听我讲话
8)车又给你撞到了
9)花很多钱hor？
I'm a loner, suddenly so many words come out from your mouth, I'm not used to it.
I'm no longer good in communicate anymore.
when I need your support , you said 1.
2 is what you said to sis, so my course is easy , is that wat u mean?
3 we r just joking around.
4,5 I hate this, nobody ask me this when I'm in my island.
7 u cant even call the right name of us, who wil border u, who knows who u r talking v?
8 I think I'm nt the one who bang it, mayb ppl bang the car k.
9 it helps me to release my stress.

I know , I know....
I shouldn't get so angry.
I just....I'm no longer the one who good in communicate anymore.
cause I live in another island . I used to be alone.
I'll move to MARS soon.
so please....please stop it
I'm nt used to it anymore.
jz leave me alone.
All I want from you is
your silence+ $
I know you love me, but you're not good in communicate either.
so ........just give me the money, and I'll knw you love me.
thx

Happy 2012 !

2012-01-06T03:29:00.000-08:00

Happy 2012! I know , I know . I'm late for the update.
Here are the wishes for you:

H Ours Of Happy Times With Friends And Family
A Bundant Time For Relaxation
P Rosperity
P Lenty Of Love When You Need It The Most
Y Outhful Excitement At Lifes Simple Pleasures

N Ights Of Restful Slumber
E Verything You Need
W Ishing You Love And Light

Y Ears And Years Of Good Health
E Njoyment And Mirth
A Angels To Watch Over You
R Embrances Of A Happy Years!

New year is the time to forget every bad memory of the past year and start a new one.

So don't do the same mistakes you did in the past year(s).

Live happily. . .

I just don't want to get addicted

2011-12-18T05:06:00.000-08:00

Yea, you're bullshitting at me.
and I just remain silence.
why?
Coz I'm such a loser, I don't even dare to give a f*ck?
Yea, I guess so .
Till today I realized.
I just don't want to get addicted .
addicted in scolding people.
Or have a fight with people.
I'll enjoy it. It's true
yea, I know I'm such a moron.
please don't f*ck with me.
Stay away from me!

YG FAMILY CONCERT 2011 - BIGBANG - I AM THE BEST

2011-12-06T04:45:00.000-08:00

This is so cute!!

Once a month

2011-11-28T09:03:00.000-08:00

I don't really know why I have this kind of feeling.
Maybe just because my "aunt" is coming to visit me soon.
One of me guinea pig was found dead last Friday.
She just lied down there quietly,leave peacefully without saying goodbye.
I feel very guilty.
I just wasted all my time on my bed.
Sleep for the whole day doing nothing.
And I eat a lot.
feel like I'm abandon.
no one see me.
feel very lonely and helpless.
I need u,
please S.T.A.Y
dun leave.
plz

Back to school

2011-10-23T19:21:00.000-07:00

So I went back to study last week.
Yeah, last week.
exactly 1 week.
Everything goes FINE.
I've been busy on the changing course stuff.
There're so many procedures to follow.
Luckily, I had settled all of it last friday.
Wee...I'm on the way to be a hacker!!
I'm learning computer security ,pengajian malaysia and German language this sem.
Computer security is much more hard to understand compared to the other 2 subjects.
but nvm, I'll take it as a challenge.
So how I spent my weekend?
Hm...my housemates and I decided to go pasar pagi early in the morning to grab some breakfast.
yea, so around 8.30 we started our journey to pasar. XD
of course by taxi...the uncle intro alot of food around there while he is driving.
he din join us. too bad~~
after that we went back home. and ......SLEEP.
we played monopoly until 3am the day before.
so all of us is quite tired.
woke up at 2pm.
then we played game together. (DDTANK)
haha.superfun!
at night ,after dinner we played boardgame and DDTANK again.
haha.
How about sunday?
I'm sick.
Just study and rest.

Dad's advice.

2011-10-13T02:10:00.000-07:00

~~Once upon a time,~~One day while my dad is driving,

he suddenly say: ling ar, u drive very fast izit?

me:er....

dad: mom said u drive very fast leh,

me: er.....

dad: don't drive so fast k? very danger.

me: er...ok.

then he speed up the car to 100km/h.

me:..........=.= WT_

SM

2011-09-27T08:03:00.000-07:00

我深深地觉得我有SM倾向，
为什么好好的假期要去打工?
真的是超爱虐待自己。
我今天工作12小时，站了10小时。
两小时是吃饭。
我的脚。。
可怜的脚，为什么你的主人会是SM的呢?

Gamer fever.

2011-09-26T05:46:00.000-07:00

So I found this website yesterday.

http://www.mangafox.com/games/

and I choose to play the DD Tank .

hehe. It's fun.

you should try it.

We can battle!!

Car wash

2011-09-26T05:40:00.000-07:00

I'll just make this simple.

cause This make me happy.

I drove my car to wash this afternoon, so ..................

hm......I found it so funny, cause....

看着那些水一阵喷我的车，却不能喷到我.

the end~~

my simple happiness.

Just stay positive and they'll(快乐） come to find u.

Happy holiday!

2011-09-26T04:27:00.000-07:00

First of all, I'm still alive.Thanks for worrying.haha.

I din't update my blog ,it doesn't mean I'm dead.

so I'm kinda "enjoying" my sem break holiday.

Today I counted how many days of holiday I have, >>36 days.

which means 5 weeks + 1 day.

wow!But 16 had passed, still left 20 days.

Luckily , I found a job.

I'm going to work as a promoter for 14 days starting from tmr.

hah! which means after I finished my worked, I still left 6 days.

Wee....Can't wait for it..

nah, I don't mean that I can't wait for the holiday to end.

What I meant was can't wait to spend the money I earn .ngek ngek.

I want to buy myself ~~many~~ a give as reward for finishing my foundation studies.

You should do that for yourself too.

Buy yourself a give after you achieve a target.

yea, I know. You think this is what people do when they have no friends to buy them a give right?

nah! Whatever, I'm Happy.

Exam result

2011-09-14T10:51:00.000-07:00

The exam result is going out tmr .
I hope I can get the result I want.
can't even sleep well for tis few weeks.
argh!!!

Just In case you don't know

2011-09-06T01:42:00.000-07:00

I'm so sorry that I couldn't go to penang with you all.
the reason is....
I might fail for my exam.
so the relationship is.....
if I fail I have to get back to school which means I don't have 3 weeks sem break, which means that I don't have the extra money to go for the vacation.
Cause I need the money for daily expenses, since I'm nt having the holiday.

Sincerely apologize by:
yl

suicide

2011-09-05T03:40:00.000-07:00

I just finished my thermodynamics exam.
Started to worry, so I went online and check on my answer.
For your information, I only have to get 34marks out of 100 marks in order to pass this subject.
34 out of 100,easy huh?
yea, I thought so.
After searching online, and finish checking my marks.
The max marks I can get is only 36.
well, this doesn't mean that I can get exactly 36 marks, teacher marks referring to their marking scheme ,and I marks by referring my marking scheme. It is different.
such a tragedy.
after studying in this university, I feel so stupid.
I feel useless, I'm in sem 4 now.
my friends are in degree right now.
This is the 2nd time I take this subject.
which means this is a repeated paper.
And I still can't pass it.
such a shame.
I did a lot of careless mistake.
and I lost all the marks.
Now I understand why people kill them self due to stress.
Cause I want to do it too. . . .
Actually the main problem I want to suicide is not because of I'm stupid, I did nth well.
It's just I don't know how to face all my friends, face problem ,u know?
if you give me a chance to leave here and go to another place to study,
I won't think about suicide anymore.
why do I care about what my friend think about me so much?
if they are so called "friend", they should support me and don't look down on me right?
hm...yea, ok.
I'm fine now. back to study.
bye.

no mood to study

2011-08-14T08:07:00.000-07:00

I have test tmr but I don't have the mood to study.
I believe everyone faces this problem before too.
so I google , and I found this.
http://www.studyskillsblog.com/tips-on-getting-your-mood-to-study/

So I'm going to try it on.
hope its works.
u may try it too.
gud luck!

somebody to love

2011-08-10T10:20:00.000-07:00

Recently,
I try to find a lover around me.
Try to find ppl to concern about me.
yea, ppl surrounding concern about me.
But I don't know why I still don't feel enough.
I want more, more love.
I even chat with people in fb.
erm, nt stranger.
They are ppl I know in my uni.
I meant those guy are studying in the same school with me.
yea, of course, I din't get much attention/response from them.
the reason is I'm nt an attractive girl.
argh! I don't know when I can stop this s2p thing.
feel so embarrassed and cheap. Yuck!
What I can say is
I'm in the mood of I need somebody to love.
feel like singing, I need somebody to love, do u hear me?
I need somebody to love,somebody to love.....

somebody please rescue me.

Meow~

Father's daughter

2011-08-05T03:09:00.000-07:00

Someone frighten me so I can't sleep last night.
So I decided to call my family to talk.
Its 12am +
The 1st one I called is YYY.
she switched off her phone already.
Then I decided to call my house number.
nobody picked up.
Lastly I called YYM's phone.
Finally someone pick up the phone.
I was surprised because the one who picked up the phone is not my sister,
my dad is the one who pick up.
DAD: helllllllo?(sounds like woke up from dream)
Me: pa?
DAD: yes, why u're still awake? miss your boyfren(lol,still can jk while he is sleepy)
Me: pa, I tell you har, I did..........(then I explain why I cant sleep)
DAD: Ic, so you shud accept the consequences coz you've grown up already.
Me: O....
DAD: don't repeat what you've done wrong,think b4 you action.
Me: O.
DAD:k, its late already, go to sleep ,don't think too much.
Me: O,ok,bye bye.

I'm surprised my dad would actually talk to me and asked me what happen after he'v been woken up by me.
touched....touched.....
my tears dropped while I'm talking to him, it's been so long that I din't tell him what's happening around me.
knowing my father spending her dreaming time for me, this this......
I don't knw how to describe the feeling.
I'm just happy.
ha! I'm still my father's daughter, no matter how old I am and where I am.

Tragedy

2011-07-29T02:40:00.000-07:00

My lecture told us someone in our university had suicided.
He stab himself by a knife for several times in a hypermarket within the Summit USJ mall in Subang Jaya.
According to the news, he was depressed. That's why he ended his life.
Here is the link:
http://www.nanyang.com/node/371430?tid=460

http://www.mmail.com.my/content/78890-hypermart-suicide-poser

I'm quite sad after I heard this news , and I hope those people who need help or depressed can seek for help.
I heard another news from my lecture, last week one of my university student suddenly shouted and beat someone in the class while lecturer is teaching. Probably that student also suffer from depression, faced a lot of stress.

And I know a friend, her cgpa for the 2 sem is 3.9+. She also overstressed herself, and one day while lecturer is teaching, she suddenly felt hard to breath and almost faint.
She left uni now and seek for help.
after she is cure, she will come back and continue her study.
I hope she will be fine and come back soon.

Depressed will lead to death.

So seek for help .

If you don't know where can u get help

follow this link:

www.befrienders.org.my

They offer hotline for u to call whenever you want to talk to someone.

2ne1 Ugly

2011-07-27T10:14:00.000-07:00

This song is so WAO~~
Wonderful+awesome+omazing.(haha, I create a new word)
love this song, fully express my feeling.

injured.

2011-07-23T05:57:00.000-07:00

If you're my friend , you will know that I don't usually tell you what's on my mind.

It's hard for me to say something that would actually hurt someone.

Ha! if you don't agree, you don't even know me.

~~There's something more hurtful that I din't tell, if you think that the things I told you is hurtful enough.~~

So recently, I'm so curious about how many friends would stay

if I stop keeping my anger and dissatisfied .

Hm.......

I'm going to do the experiment, hope that the result won't disappoint me.

I'm injured for a long time, I can't continue to be like this anymore.

Well, maybe throughout this experiment I could know myself better.

because I don' t really actually know, what kind of person I am.

2ne1 clap your hands

2011-07-19T07:14:00.000-07:00

the process of 2ne1 learning to dance this song.

hope you like it.

part1

part2

Behind the mask

2011-07-13T11:10:00.000-07:00

Well, I know some friends in this sem.

nth special because I had met the special one in my 1st sem. XD

but I met one girl which is quite friendly ( I thought)

she came to know me and introduce herself to me, ask me what subject I'm taking ,which class and exchanged number with me.

so....after some days,

I Found out the reasons why she was being so friendly around.

江江江江～～she asked me to sign attendance for her.

that was the 1st time, my phone was switched off.

so I din got the chance to read her msg,

THUS din sign for her.

the number 2 always came after 1....

er...I think you know what I meant...

she asked me to sign for her again ...

I said ok, then I ask for her full name.

dunno why, her message was accidentally deleted.

and I asked for her full name when I got the name list.

She din reply, so I din't sign for her again. LOL.

I met her in the next day, and apologized that I din't sign for her.

she said it's ok, but I know that is nt true.

because she din't talk to me anymore.

现实啊，不是我不要帮她签，这是命运。

算了吧，我没有不爽你，也谢谢你让我知道这世界真的有这么现实的人。

Let the word V represent her, because there is another story about her.

which I'm going to tell when I'm free.

take care everyone.