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what is life?

2012-05-13T02:09:00.001+08:00

1.34am,
im here to type my blog again....
"what is life?"
i don't understand the meaning of life.
i think life should be as simple as i think?
but now reality proof that im wrong!
my life is full of worrying, irritating, stressful, boredom, frustrated and so on...
what should i do?
i got no transport to use up to 3- 4 months...
mom accident on last week,
is a chain accident,
5 cars hugging each other,
fortunately mom is safe and no injuries.
but my car was in bad situation.
X.X
mom apologized to me but i couldn't blame her at all.
this is an accident,
and what is important than mom's life?
i keep persuade myself that "it doesn't matter",
i still can live without my car.
now i see the inconvenience,
i can't go out neither bro is going out nor mom is working.
how am i going to work?
i don't want to sit at home for 4 months!
even though im going to interview for a job,
the problem is still there!
a lot of unseen problems that i never expect before!
dear god,
are you kidding with me again?
i couldn't bear it all...
really~
you will never know how i wish i could bang my head to the wall and lay in the hospital as long as i can so that i don't have to face a plenty of stupid problem?
no one could understand my feeling except me myself.
thats all i wanna said,
i need some place to express my feeling,
and no doubt,
here is the best place ever!

"take time to understand the meaning of life is a MUST,
if it were not, you will meet REGRET in the end of your life"
by: Veeky

*END*

insomia

2012-05-05T01:48:00.000+08:00

should i greet a very good morning or good night to the world?
guess what,
im awake at this moment!
hell ya~
shouldn't fell a sleep at 10 something,
im so regret now~!
i promised to myself,
"No Next Time"!!!
the feeling of tired but couldn't sleep is so irritating,
thats why im here to past my time.
first of all,
my dear god,
could you please stop making fun of me?
:'(
my dizziness is almost maintain for 2 weeks already,
and now,
before it heal,
i sprained my neck again!
is double killed!
XoX
kinda fed up~!
what to do?
i'm blaming god that you don't love me anymore, right?
so i was so unlucky in these few weeks....
felt so unusual to sleep early like today.
normally i will only communicate with my bed in the middle of the night.
maybe start from tomorrow i should sleep early like today,
so that i can cure my dizziness...
i think is time for me to rest,
i have to force myself to sleep early!
no more night life,
no more internet~
p/s: i'm so so so so so hungry now as i took my dinner at 5pm++ , well, i think im gastric soon~
good night people!

"When life is full of troubles, never gonna avoid or pretend it was nothing, overcome and resolve it! Do believe the existing of fate, but not believe in fate" by: Veeky

*END*

F.riday~

2012-05-04T15:28:00.001+08:00

what a boring Friday...
for alor setarian,
normally they will hanging out to Alor Setar Mall, Music Zone, Star Parade, Big CInema and etc...
the only special alor setarian like me,
wouldn't go out on this day...
xD
*just kidding*
just that i don't like to crowd with other people...
to be frank,
-i hate to see those female teenagers over make up themselves and those so called "lala zai" show off their "~~handsomeness~~"
it was so disgusting...
is so funny when you meet those teenagers actually younger than you, but the way they dressed up themselves is...so~~~~~ old fashion.
*big frame glasses, enlarged contact lenses, false eyes lashes, cute fringe, exaggerate costume and so on, and all of these is a must ...*
omg...~!
am i getting old?
or they really overdressed themselves?
i didn't claim that make up or dress nicely is a crime,
but how if you really experienced it yourself?
the girl is only 15 years old and she overdo herself like 27 years' old lady?
i mean yes,
make up is a must,
but just light make up will do in this teenage age.
maybe...
took away the false eyes lashes and replace it by just put on mascara?
took away the big frame glasses will look more nicer than put it on, don't you think so?
this is just my personal opinions.
teenagers shouldn't look mature than a real mature lady like me.
xP
somehow,
i felt i look more younger than the overdo teenagers...
=P
dafuq~!
haha!
im tired of put on all the make up stuff on my face,
but they are opposite,
they like to put all those things on their face...
once you enter to this society,
no worry about that you got no chance to make up yourself...
if you're working,
definitely everyday you have to make up yourself...
and is a must!
*the tiredness*
ok, im off to go for lunch+ dinner with my mom!
hope that my post won't displease anyone of you~
especially the one they thought themselves is overdo~
*siapa makan cili dia yang terasa pedas*
last but not least,
almost forget to post something about the "Marvel- The Avenger",
i just watched it 2 days ago!
awhh!
awesome, perfect, bravo, excellent!
any words that still can use to describe this movie?
my Thor, your are so man and handsome!
please forgive me,
i get mad when i saw him!
xD
the storyline is meaningful,
if you haven't get to watch this excellent movie,
faster go and grab a ticket from ticket counter and have your day!
trust me,
you will never regret to spend your 2 hours inside the cinema!
cheer! =]

"i might be look normal, but im younger than others! =D" by: Veeky

*END*

Labour's Day

2012-05-01T23:21:00.001+08:00

Happy Labour's Day to all workers!
an officially offday for all the workers except for those Italian.
Italy do not have Labour's Day...
i don't know why...
so,
for those who working today make sure your boss is triple- pay for today...
xD
seriously,
im trying to squeeze out some point for myself to write a post,
but...
seems like....
ahahahhahaha...
i didn't managed to did it...
today is a normal day for me...
wake up as usual,
after that trimmed my little boy's -fluffy nail...
spend my whole day stick with da boyfriend.
because im going back tomorrow!!!
=[
*bye bye baby, waving my hand with handkerchief*
im going back to my hometown to meet with my colleagues..
*popi they don't ppk me again*
these few days im craving for dessert!
=D
finally Darbing bring me to a dessert shop in the evening...
awhhh~!!!!!!!!!!!
thanks again!!
i think i really got nothing much to write,
before i leave here.
good night, people! peace.....

"No one was born to be perfect, accept the truth and learn to tolerant, that's how perfect came from..." by: Veeky

*END*

Flashback

2012-05-01T00:25:00.000+08:00

im still kinda faint and dizzy when i facing the lappie...
oh my gosh!!!
i hate this kind of feeling...
all the alphabets is like flying around the screen or they just simply jump to other place when im reading some articles or facebook's post...
im having a light fever at yesterday night,
and so,
i couldn't sleep well for whole night.
when i have my blanket with me,
i felt so hot,
when i throw away the blanket,
im like staying inside the fridge...
see!!!
im so so suffering...
but today i have my pleasant day...
:D
wake up at 8am,
prepare myself and hanging out together with the love one!
the first location is disted college...
awhh~
i miss my college so so much.
as i remember,
when i was 18 years old,
im here to complete my diploma in hospitality business management...
time flies~
i miss all my lecturers,
i miss our may intake's fellow students.
i miss the place we used to hanging out together,
i miss the moment when we having the tough presentation
i miss everything related to my college life!
after Darbing get his certificate,
we set out to the new campus...
meet all the new junior in a short while.
all da pretty girls!
*ah wooo~~~*
nice and become more disciplined!
good job ladies~!
lets make the story short as i felt so dizzy again.
just want to end my post as fast as possible!
we continued our journey to Gurney Plaza after having lunch with the buddies!
=D
strolling inside the Plaza until the late evening...
im so tired!
very the tired...
CTY is our last destination,
after that we went home...
*story of the day is too short right? forgive me...im too exhausted*

"time flies as fast as an airplane if you don't realize its value,
proceed and move on until you touch your goal before is too late" by: Veeky

*END*

new experience

2012-04-30T00:18:00.000+08:00

at last,
im in Penang!
feeling so unwell today...
actually not just today,
it starts few days ago...
i think because of i spend too long time sitting in front of my lappie...
is so dizzy and when i close my eyes,
my world is whirling...
hell ya.... *my slogan*
almost torturing me for whole day...
even now it still continued torturing me...
i won't simply K.O by this stupid "sickness"!
will fight till the end!
i gain a new experienced at yesterday night.
hanging out together with UKK 09-09 *UKK is one of the RELA team (volunteers corps) in Alor Setar*
after having dinner with UKK 17-01
we prepared to go back to our own sweet home,
but when we on the way back,
we received a message from one of the UKK member.
is a case of theft at Taman Rakyat.
due to i go out with UKK 09-09 by his car,
i have no choice so i followed him to the spot!
when we reach,
i can see most of the UKK members is holding a weapon and looking for the theft.
:D
they look smart and disciplined with the UKK vest.
*fuyoooh~!*
too bad,
the only thing i can do is sit inside the car and waiting for UKK 09-09 to finish his task.
except UKK members,
more than 60% people is the one that have nothing to do with.
crowded the spot with their conjecture and din...
hello,
please la people,
be more quality!
standing there wouldn't make you become a rich man or whatsoever.
don't be a hindrance!
how if the theft get mad out of sudden and catch one of them be the hostage?
and how if the theft is holding a firearm?
when people become busybody,
they totally forget about their safety.
i'm so speechless!
the operation goes into halfway,
UKK 55-02 is here and asking me why i sit inside the car!
xD
i told her that how i wish i could act like them,
wearing the vest and holding a weapon be ready to catch the theft!
unfortunately,
i don't know hows the progress of my application to be an UKK member.
after 20 minutes,
the shop owner is here!
they are ready to arrest the theft...
is too too bad that the theft is so so lucky enough to escape from the area!
i know the members will never give up their mission even though they fail in this operation.
they secured the public safety with their time and slumber!
have you ever think of when the moment we are sleeping but they are carrying out their duty at somewhere else?
i would like to say "thank you" to them...
:D
is 12:10am now,
i think i should off to sleep!
cheer world!

"you said im impossible for everything, but i said im possible for anything" by: Veeky

*END*

428 (Bersih 3.0)

2012-04-28T20:31:00.003+08:00

in the wake of my post title above,
yes,
today is Malaysia's big day...
why said so?
go www.google.com
and search for Bersih 3.0,
i couldn't explain much because im not really understand about Bersih 3.0
i don't want to care about the Politic in this country,
as i know,
and i guess that....
is Useless...
get what i mean?
Malaysia Everest 2020,
until now,
nothing change...
LoL!
i woke up at 12 something today.
the following thing to do is turn on my lappie!
*my baby lappie is just right beside me...*
i can see that my facebook wallpost is full of YELLOW colour...
is lovely!
"BERSIH"
"STOP LYNAS"
i guess if i was in Penang or KL,
i would like join the "bersih" big family! xD
i'm not crazy,
but i just like the smell of righteousness ~!
mom was staring at me when every time i see the new pictures upload on facebook and i shout "bersih"!
sorry mom,
too excited and i can't control myself...!
=X
i should stop writing about Bersih 3.0,
whos know maybe few years later my post will be consider as disrespect to our prime minister or our country...?
*i'm kidding* =S
morrow after wake up,
i'll drive 1 and half hour journey to my man's house!
finally i get to see him!
<3

"Unity is Strength, i do not have yellow shirt, but i think green shirt will do! mentally support YELLOW forever" by: Veeky

*END*

Think about nice food? think about Alor Setar =]

2012-04-27T13:02:00.000+08:00

today imma post something about FOOD!
well,
as my colleague from Penang called me and telling me that they will visit to alor setar,
so i start to do some survey about "nice food in alor setar"
unfortunately,
they PPK me! (PPK = Pang Pui Kee, put aeroplane, 放飞机）
don't even give me a call said they cancel the trip!
im wasted my time wait for whole day like a FOOL
dammit...
alright~!
thats not the purpose im writing this post!
seriously,
i found that alor setar really got a lot of nice food need to be "dig out"
hahaha!
i just don't understand why Penang will be listed as “gourmet paradise", but Alor Setar don't.
no offend please,
just speak out my mind.
i've been staying at Penang for 4 years...
study life and working life.
my best friends in Penang always bring me to the nice and famous food in Penang.
but for me,
Penang food is always expensive!
i mean the food in town.
Rm3.5 onward with a small portion.
apart from this,
due to Penang is a best tourist spot for the foreigner,
so it comes out a lot of the theme restaurant around the town.
for instance, (taiwanese, thai, japanese, indian, fast food and etc)
talk about taste,
maybe im from Alor Setar.
i already get used to the Alor Setar taste,
everything i eat in Penang,
i will make a compare with Alor Setar food...
is like "uhhh? the famous food in Penang? the famous tomyam? the famous fried Kuey Teow? the famous Hokkien Mee? the famous Curry Mee? the Famous Mee Rebus？ the Famous Laksa some more??? the famous blah blah blah" it taste normal for me... X.X
sorry again, i mean no offended.
but some of the food is really taste nice,
eg. Fried Kuey Teow from Siam Road! =D the ah Pek use charcoals to fried the Kuey Teow, normally other hawkers they use gas...Don't ask me about the Sister Fried Kuey Teow or the Jalan Selamat "Little Red Cap" i have no ideas with it! since my friends said it is expensive! Rm7 onwards without prawn or eggs inside?? possible? i really don't know.
another example, one of my favourite food in Penang, the Lorh Mee from Lintang Slim...
miahahaha! i love the way they cook the Lorh Mee, is so yummey!
some of the food is not like how the newspaper and magazines describe,
they are trying to hyperbole the taste of the food...
wah piang~! hahaha!
*somehow got the feeling of get cheated* xD
Sometimes, the funny part between my friends and me is
he/she is trying to bring us for the best food in town,
but when the moment we want to paid for our food,
“oh sh*t....you have shares in this hawker or restaurant? or is it manage by your lover's parent?"
the food is normal but the price is scary!
hahaha!
forget about it!
this is why i said Penang food is expensive.
(for Butterworth and Nibong Tebal price is normal...and a lot of yummey food! =D)
:P
awhhh~!
time to talk about Alor Setar Food
click this link to feel the delicious Foodo in alor setar... =D
http://www.xiangcool.com/category/food/alor-star-food/
For me, what i remember the famous food in alor setar is:
- 桥下云吞面？*the wan tan mee under the bridge at Bee Bee Park, i just have it yesterday night...i don't know is it wan tan mee or not, cause i'm always make confuse of wan tan mee, kuan lorh mee and kai see mee! xP )*
- Hokkien Mee beside Sentosa Plaza (miahahaha! im sure you have to use up to 5 minutes to find a seat as is so crowded in the early morning)
- For the Curry Mee, a lot of choices, as their Curry Mee taste totally different with each others (星洲咖里面，吉华校友会，& Baddlishah Curry Mee *i think is spell like this*)
- 油面 at Simpang Kuala Pasar Pagi *the hawker stalls opposite the Pasar Pagi* You can only found this in alor setar, so far i don't see Penang Lang sell this kind of Mee~
-Fried Indian Mee near Dai Guan Laksa (my sis in law all time favourite, she even ask the contact no. from the lou sai~ xD)
- Famous Dai Guan Laksa (honestly, the soup is nice, asam or lemak! both is superb! i Love mix soup the most...! haha! but for the noodle part...ewwh~ better choose the small size laksa noodle... so far, what i considered the best laksa noodle is the noodle Q and chewy....but almost all the laksa noodle is powdery..../.\
- Ice Kacang and Mix Fruit Ice located at the same place with Dai Guan Laksa! =D
- Tomyam from Fresh... (I never try this tomyam, this is recommended by my friends...xD)
- Koay Teow Soup (Zai Huat Koay Teow, Duck Koay Teow Soup opposite the 记得来点心, 二条路Koay Teow Soup)
- Curry Fish Head (No. 8 curry fish head) located at Jalan Lumpur? (im not so sure...sorry!)
- Chai Por Fish!!! ( oh my love!!!) 菜浦鱼 near Alor Setar Stadium, beside ASRC swimming pool. *must try! highly recommended*
- Roadside Pisang Goreng at Hijau Kuning (one of my favourite too) =P
- Ramli Nasi Kandar located at Simpang Empat !! <3
- Mang Kai Wan Tan Mee (sorry, i don't know where is the location, somewhere near Pekan Rabu)
- Rojak in front of the Kolej Sultan Abdul Hamid

there is a lot of delicious food in Alor Setar,
just that currently i couldn't ring a bell which one is nicer ~! ah ha!
people from alor setar may leave a comment for me if i missed out the best food....
and i apologized if i can't provide the proper detail or photos of the food i recommended...
cheer to all the Food Lover!
i will try my best to post more about delicious food in Alor Setar next time!
=]

"Live your life with excellent food instead of Hate & Anger！Promised to fill your stomach with Food but not Fury!"
by: Veeky

*END*

Maybe is just a dream

2012-04-24T23:34:00.000+08:00

im so in the mood of posting blog these few days!
i want to post something about my life, my emotion, something that happened around me and so on!
i feel happy to see my blog is full of words and my story.
do not care about my grammar or my spelling,
as long as you could understand or know what i'm writing about...
this is the only place that could allow me to share my feeling and my thought!
my "flying" dream is coming again on the 12th of May...
should or shouldn't go?
*DREAM*
is just a dream...
i couldn't make it,
so i considered it as a "DREAM"
i wish to fly far far away once upon a time...
but why still im here?
im so powerless
or make the sentence clear in other way,
"i don't know what myself want"
simple ya?
this is also one of the reason that i take offense my man...
sorry i shouldn't dreaming all the time,
but i just can't wake up yet!
he did remember what I've promise him,
and keep on reminded me that i should wake up...
i'll never forget what i promised you,
just that,
i don't wish to ~~give up~~ so easily
thats not me.
this pretty lady's post inspired me,
feel free to have a look,
http://karenkh0.blogspot.com/2012/04/wake-up.html
i totally agreed what she wrote inside her blog,
"It's time to stop hoping and start doing"
i should stop dreaming hard and start my life with work hard
but still,
my one LAST chance,
*i appreciate every chance that given because i know that chance comes not easy, once you missed it, is like you missed a plane, you'll never touch down your destiny on time*
12th May,
after that i'll wake up and stop dreaming!
i PROMISE here
I PROMISE TO THE WORLD
Rainbow comes after the heavy rain
if you go through the dark and the tough,
you'll see the sun shine on you...
=]
cheer to the world!

Life will not out of control if you understand that everything is "no pain no gain" by: Veeky

*END*

Fun.: We Are Young ft. Janelle Monáe [OFFICIAL VIDEO]

2012-04-24T00:29:00.001+08:00

Alright, currently im so in love with this song~
"tonight~~ we are young~!"
im not only young for 1 night or 1 day,
i want keep my heart young forever!
no matter how,
say goodbye to sadness after cry,
welcome all the happiest things in my life!
this is what i want,
live simple,
and cheer for my future!

Funny fact

2012-04-23T12:34:00.002+08:00

So as you can see this is my new blog template...
nice?
i don't like ~~PINK~~ though,
but i cannot deny that pink is suitable for design and it brings out some warm feeling
let me begin my today's blog.
im staying at my home sweet home for few days!
awhh~!
air-cond, hot shower & delicious food
my mom is here,
my dad is here,
my bro is here!
everything is here!
i felt so blissful!
i've discussed with Darbing which is,
i wish to work in my hometown.
-save cost
-save toll fees
-save petrol
-save rental!
-save time
he did not opposed my decision!
i think this is the best way to save money and i got extra time for my parent!
hohohoho!
hope my man can understand me!
i know he is considerate,
so no worry about how he think of me

omfg,
something happened recently,
a little girl is try to find out who am i,
who is veeky?
who is me???
how old am i?
where did i stay?
where i came from?
i know her mind comes out a lot of why? why? why?
but~
don't be childish....
you send me friend request is da facebook,
of course i will approved you!
you're my friend's secret admirer, don't you?
awhh!
i think so~
you thought that we are couple just because of i leave comment and i LIKE his status on his facebook?
wake up please~
i LIKE everyone status,
and i had comment million of people status~
at the age of 17 years old i wouldn't be so childish like you do,
i'm ok if you delete me from facebook after you investigated me,
is better than you keep thinking that i want to grab away your man!
LMFAO
as my age increasing year by year,
i became a little bit more mature
if you done this to me at my teenage age,
im sure that you will become popular in alor setar...
LoL
*peace babe, you can't be my enemy as my brain is keep on working, unlike you, your brain have stop working at 17 years old, retarded*
last,
i never mentioned who you are in my post,
so don't be so busybody go and admit it then tell the world that im talk about you in my post,
cause you know what,
you're not worth for my time~ :D

p/s: V not only means Veeky, V can be Victory too! Y^.^Y

*END*

told me u can feel how i feel too

2012-04-16T21:19:00.000+08:00

hey blog,

im apologized to you again...

sorry i did not updated you for awhile...

you know that i will shared my happy and unhappy with you...

you are my best listener ever!

yep!

i quarrel with him yesterday night.

i squelch what he said just because of i think he is try to against me

what i hate the most is,

why discriminate what im doing now?

is it insurance is so nuisance?

he told me someone else and him feel that im not suitable for this job.

but before you discriminate insurance or us, life agent,

stop buying our fucking insurance to protect your life

if you're rich,

done!

talk whatever you like to talk!

cause you think that little money wouldn't influence your life

but what about others?

with a little income how to maintain their life while something happen out of sudden？

i don't need any example from others,

just review my boyfy's sister case will do...

despite this,

my man still feel that insurance is an extra burden for him...

*i guess so*

with the Rm150 per month,

he can do anything he likes to do...

for instance,

*FISHING*

they will never realize how important is the insurance until they're in the financial trouble.

vehicle need an insurance,

house or shop need an insurance,

people buy insurance for the non living thing,

but they forgot about themselves.

their life is not even can compare with the dead thingy!

i wouldn't talk more

as i would like to see how they survive in the big trouble...

the Someone said how im going to work if i always go back to my hometown...

For the someone,

if my parent is stay at Penang like you do,

i dont need to rush here and there...

don't you think that is tiring?

is wasting time and money

did you thought that i would like to rush here and there?

im using my own precious life to drive at the 100% dangerous highway,

oh, u think that is funny?

"connect your tongue with your brain while you talk"

at least i got a part time insurance job now...

and i can help my bro out in the car insurance

what about you?

you hiding at one of the room in your home sweet home fighting with a giant now?

opps... i mean the giant in the game.

im working, you're playing,

im spending my own money, you're spending your parent money,

so do you still consider that we are in the same level or equally?

im pretty better than you,

at least i wont ask money from my parent

FOr my man,

stop the hard attitude while talking with me...

i can just digest the softly words...

i need your support,

not suggestion...

you instill me all the negative minded...

what you talk about is "if"

"if i couldn't make it"

"if ...... blah blah blah"

one thing for sure you're correct is,

"im thinking and considered too much"

but you're not me...

you can't understand why i need to rush here and there

i can't bear to let my parent stay at home to wait for my return,

i can't bear to leave you behind for too long! i miss u!

although my parent is still my first choice,

but the heart is telling me you're equally with them!

tell me what to do if you are me!

im standing at the edge of love and family...

i couldn't cross one of them nor i couldn't have it all

if i don't care about Lover,

i can be stay at home for all day long...

if i don't care about Family,

i can be stay at Penang forever...

i won't spending my own money and time to rush here and there

as you never experienced the tiredness, you wouldn't know how was the feeling!

2012-03-22T15:23:00.000+08:00

my birthday was over...
i celebrate my birthday as others' bridemaid..
a lady that i not even know her
as requested by Darbing's mom...
the man is just only 19 years old,
and his wife is pregnant with the age of 22 years old.
exactly same age with me and she will become a mother soon...
hell ya....
many things is unexpected...
but im clear that i won't be in this path...
i think i got nothing much to write...
as my life is too dull now....
waiting for something special to happen in my life...
good or bad,
happy or sad i don't care...
as long as i got something to write here...
xD

bothering~!

2012-02-24T14:35:00.000+08:00

so much of things and incident happened these two weeks...
but i had most of my happy and joyful time with my family!
we had a gathering at last week, stay at Genting Highland...
i get to see my 3 little monsters =D
but i received a bad bad new at the next morning...
my best friend's mom die,
and the murderer is her dad!
so whats the world running now?
is a tragedy!
my mood turn down to worry + upset
i wish i can back from there as soon as possible,
but i know i couldn't
i still want my time with my family...
due to some private & confidential,
i wouldn't talk or write much at here,
as i respect the deceased ~
now something is bothering me again.
i thought i already make up my mind,
but once mom talk about it,
my decision start to swing again~
job? location????
seriously,
i hate to answer this two questions!
i hate the others' suggestion or comments
i don't need any others comment to make my decision swinging in the air!
wth....

*END*

shitty Valentine

2012-02-15T10:46:00.001+08:00

finally the Valentine Day is ~~OVER~~
you will never know how shitty is my Valentine Day,
i rather sit at home and is better than i hanging out together with a "BUSINESSMAN"
our Valentine activity is JUST go for movie,
and the MOST sad thing is,
the movie we watch is the movie that i wish to watch 3 weeks before...
seee.....how terrible is my Valentine!
have a walk inside the mall,
you will never know how jealous am i when i see those men/ boyfriends/ husband accompany their women/ girlfriends/ wife with a smile on their face!
this is a simple Valentine for them,
but for me?
everything RUSH
RUSH RUSH RUSH & RUSH
even though he is still walk with me,
but please~~ "la",
don't show your impatient~
i HATE that,
and i DON'T need that, seriously...
as i told you,
i can pass my Valentine Day with sitting at home,
hanging out alone or whatsoever~
at least i wouldn't speed up myself!
telling me that you want to continue to editing your video or assignment,
so, thats not my problem,
you should expect the unexpected,
don't you know that 14th FEB is Valentine Day?
it stated at the Calender few centuries ago~
maybe is my fault or my problem to telling you that i don't need any gift or flower,
i JUST want to watch the movie i hunger for so long time~
and you JUST follow what i said,
that's why our Valentine activity is just go for movie
never mind,
-next time i will tell you that i want to have our meal together, and JUST us
-next time i will tell you that you must at least accompany me to have a walk inside the mall for at least 5 hours, since after i work in g hotel, i never go and shop again in the mall as i got no time at all!
-next time i will tell you that save money 1 month before Valentine so that you have no chance to tell me you got no money to celebrate our Valentine (i know the money is at TACKLE)
and last,(i don't need any Valentine gift or flower as i think this is just wasted money, you can give me the gift any day like before when you shop, you see, you think i like it, so you buy and give me any day, this is surprise. I don't need any Valentine flower, since i consider that buying flower is too NORMAL, flower wither and fall easily.
what i NEED is your TIME
the most simple thing but you couldn't make it,
how sad~
give your TIME to other's video and your own assignment
LoL
i don't give a damn on you...=D
peace!

Happy Valentine Day

2012-02-13T23:45:00.001+08:00

great one!
my backbone pain like hell...
other than this,
thigh, leg and face too!
wanna know the reason why?
>.<
i fell down and my backbone hit the stone on the beach!
sucha terrible!!!
i keep telling myself,
is not pain at all...
but at the end,
felt like want to slap myself...
because is pain!
too pain....
so...what...
i don't care~
LoL
i don't have pain receptor...
awhh~
you can see that im trying to convince myself again...
>.<
tomorrow is Valentine Day,
so wish that all the couple could be together forever,
and last,
Valentine Day is like nothing relate to me though i have my man...+.+

你们想和我一样吗？拿出勇气来！减肥不再是难题

2012-02-10T23:03:00.004+08:00

今天早上跟瘦人一起去吃早餐（瘦人是我男人啦 xD)
到了吃早餐的地点，
卖面阿姨看到我就说“你为什么瘦成这样？？太过瘦了！！”
刹那间
我在想60kg对一个女生来说是瘦的吗？
不管了，
当下爽到飘飘然了~
*飞~飞~飞~*
瘦人把我叫回来
唤醒我了！
问我吃些什么。。。
由于我是卖面阿姨的常客
所以她都认得我
在等待的期间
阿姨一直说“你真的是太瘦了，不要再减了”
我把头低下去，
看了看自己的肚子
我的天。。。
那嫩嫩的猪油肚子还在，
那瘦不回的强壮手臂还在，
那水桶般的大腿还在！
哪算得上“很瘦”啊~阿姨。。。
但是呢，
不瞒也不谦虚的说，
我确实是瘦了，
只是没有阿姨说的“太瘦了”
想看看减肥后的我是怎样的吗？
请往下拉~~~~~

哒啦~！！！以下是瘦了以后的我！（红圈里的哦！）

才不是呢！！哈哈！那是减肥前的我~
（是不是有鼓勇气想打死我呢？）:P

那想不想看现在的我呀？
剪了短发，
因为发量超多的。。。
现在的天气太热了，
所以忍心的剪了~

想看吗？
来~
（注：不是要你们批评样貌，而是看看我是否成功减肥了）

来，继续往下拉~

怎么样？
正不正呀~？ \(^o^)/~
~~（原谅我有少些自恋）~~
毕竟减肥成功不是一件容易的事情，
我丢了整整16kg
我放弃了我爱的米饭，淀粉类以及香脆可口的煎炸类食物

为了减肥你们肯放弃这些吗？
我可以做到，
你们为何不能？
还不赶紧给自己一个机会
把耐力练一练

吃少少的苦可以换来昂贵的赞美，
这不值得吗？
还要带着那被人嘲笑的体重在自卑吗？
我不想要了，
那你们呢？

我还得要继续努力的减肥，
毕竟60kg还不是我理想的体重。
但在这之前先澄清一下，
本人169cm，
属于骨大型女生，
我比男生还要高大。
我想要的体重是55kg

对于其他女生来说她们或许还会认为55kg还是属肥胖型，
可是嘛~
本人觉得刚刚好就好~
才不会理会任何的意见
我爱瘦，
我想瘦，
但并不是瘦得不健康！
没有必要为了别人的三两句话来折腾自己吧？
哈哈！

所以呢，
若谁要是想要瘦呀，
可以问问我~
或许我还能提供一点点不重要的小意见和减肥方式
我很乐意教
我要全部人都减肥成功
美美的站在曾经嫌弃你们的人面前打转
让他们目瞪口呆是最得意的一件事情啊~~\(≧▽≦)/~啦啦啦
事不宜迟，
任何想问的问吧！

通过email联络我哟~
v33ky_dora@hotmail.com

本人facebook
https://www.facebook.com/green.milkteas

祝你们成功！good luck`

再送一张总结的

希望妈会是我下一世的女儿

2012-02-05T22:30:00.000+08:00

最后的决定还是在槟城找工

我知道妈很不舍得

妈希望我能留在这里

找工作

而且她也能每天看到我

她需要人陪，这我理解

妈不是自私的想把我留在身边，

我懂妈的孤寂，

可我却体会不到这种感觉，

这种感觉将会是在我老的时候

跟妈现在一样

才能深深地体会到

我把时间卖给了事业

希望事业能换来妈的高枕无忧

能买自己喜欢的东西

能去自己想去的地方

如果可以的话

我想要妈当我下一世的女儿

好让我像今生的她一样照顾我们

无微不至

从我懂事以来

就认定她

她就是我应该报答的人

鲜少人懂我的性格

关心与爱一个人却不说出口

我要告诉你，妈

我已忘了有多少次你从自己公积金户口提钱出来供我们读书

培育我们做个有用的人

不求回报

这些我看在眼里

可却没说声“谢谢”

不懂从何开口

你唠叨的每一句话

表面上我显得不耐烦以及无奈

可我却一句一句地放在心上

对于你煮的食物

我挑三拣四

可却是我最爱吃的食物

对于一对与你一点关系也没有的子女

您却也能像对自己亲生的孩子一样看待

世上几人能办得到？

我们欠您的太多太多无法还

才会想到下一世我愿继续还

在您身上

我学了无数的人情味

如何待人

如何孝顺老了的长辈与家人

如何要用心向善

如何的不与那些斤斤计较的亲戚不计较

你我的脾气都属于暴躁

所以常常

我会顶撞您

可请相信我是无心的

那只是无法控制的情绪

您要的时间

我给不到您

可我答应您

即使以后我个有家庭也好

您不会是我能忘记的一位

永远永远都会把你带在身边

就犹如你当初待婆婆那一样

我把好多好多东西都留在家里

提醒自己

需要那些东西时

要回来家里拿

这样成为我一定要回来家里的理由

好让我没有不回来看您的懒惰借口

我很确定的是

今生您的恩我真的还不完

来不及还

若您享年100岁

那您还只剩下39年

不够

真的不够

谢谢您疼我们

我爱你老妈~ =]

Happy Chinese New Year to all people!

2012-02-02T14:11:00.000+08:00

omg~!!!
my last update was stuck at XXX *i don't know when*
is too long for me to neglected my blog...
again,
sorry dear!
working life is too busy,
and im too lazy to update my blog!
as u can see...
all layout is same with few months back ago~
LoL
i had resigned from g hotel as a receptionist,
well, for our hospitality course student is called front office assistant.
finally, leave the hell...
so did you think im happy now???
no...
im not happy at all...
i have to seek for a new job like a crazy mad lady!
everyday im looking into the newspaper,
try to search for at least one job which is suitable for me,
but i couldn't manage to get it.
whats wrong with me...
here is the problem again.
mom want me to stay at hometown,
so that i can accompany her always!
she said: "don't you want to stay at here and work at here? because after you married, you are not here with me anymore"
after i heard this,
feel like the tear just can't wait to roll down from my eyes!
i determined to find a job at my hometown on the spot,
but then after i analysed,
i changed my mind again...
im swinging between stay or not to stay.
if i stay at my hometown, i can
-live in the aircond room everyday which i don't need to suffer in the hot weather at the middle of the night and thats the reason why im insomia
-i can save the rental, electric, water and all the fees
-i can watch Astro! xD
-i can take a hot shower in a cold weather...which i wish to since i start my study life in penang.
-i can visit to my relative house as when i would like to visit anytime
but, if i stay at my hometown,
-the salary here is LOW
-no GSC cinema
-no CHATIME, FRESH TEA, LOHAS
-no FREEDOM
-can't get to see DARBING always
-no friends
-no life
wake up at 7am, sleep at 9pm
this is life in my hometown...
so what should i do???
shall i go for my career or parent?
shall i go for my own sweet time or suffer to get a better life?
anyone can tell me what should i do?
it ain't easy to solve the problem like what im having now!
is not funny though,
when im torturing by those problem,
and the people keep asking "why you're still in alor star?"
"why you not yet back to penang?"
"har? you resign already ar? then what you plan to do the next?"
"aiyo...not to worry la...you got a lot of money, can rest till you feel like want to continue working"
what the fuck...
i blessed you to have a "good" problem as i do...
xD
by the way,
have a good memory with the g hotel front office team,
except few of them...
i have to thanks a lot to Thaya, Ms. Juriah, Kakak Tini, Mr. Derick, Lester, and David.
they had give me a great chance to learn from them.
thanks for giving me all time support and help
i miss when there is only 1 FOA, 1 GSO, 1 GSM,
and we still can handle the 90++ arrival and 100++ departure
although is busy like hell,
but i take it as the best experience in my FO life
thanks for giving me the compliment "you're a fast learner, and very independent"
i never knew that i can impress most of you.
sorry if i bring trouble to you all while im in the reception,
especially Thaya...
thanks for helping me do all the refund!
much appreciated it!
and thanks for Ms. Juriah & Kakak Tini when the time i quarrel with the guest,
they always stand by me, support me...
thanks and thanks and thanks.
all the best to you all!
i will always remember and dare not to forget you all!
=)
and last,
recent me with short hair,

cheer all reader, and Gong Xi Fa Cai!!! huat huat huat ar!!!!!!

2012-01-02T23:52:00.000+08:00

finally i can spend my little bit time at my poor little blog,
xD
is 2nd of Jan 2012...
phew,
u c,
time is flies,
flies faster than we talk!
everything had end at 2011,
and now is the 2nd day or New Year
tired....
life full of love in these few weeks,
i love my family,
i love him,
i love my pet, -fluffy, tovi...=] <3
wish they stay healthy!
awhh!
im so so lazy to update my blog,
but anyway,
8 more mins to reach our 2 years 2 months anniversary!
may he happy and sweet always! ^^

offffuuuudaay~

2011-12-20T16:42:00.000+08:00

offday is the best day ever in the December!
but today is my last offday,
start from 23th to 27th is a hell day...
>3<
currently 63kg,
and my target is slim more 10kg,
which is 53kg...
@.@
hope i can do it...!
anyway,
just want to finish this blog soon as im so sleepy now! xD
last,
p/s: i hate to serve SG guest! o0o

2011-12-12T01:27:00.000+08:00

suddenly felt that im really too FAT!
well...
another target for me...
slim down for another 10 kg!
please,
must success like what i did few months before!
i know i can...
=]
friends and sista,
pls fully supported me...^^

home sweet home

2011-12-11T22:09:00.000+08:00

returning here!
finally im in my hometown now for 3 days...
and finally i can really rest well after few weeks i work like a dog!
had celebrate mom belated birthday with her!
wish that she is healthy and happy always!
i can't get to online when at Jason house,
so no point,
i can't even update my blog when im free...
now is the time for me to wrote about myself...
is so so so so so busy in these and coming weeks...
cause of christmas and school holiday!
the hotel is so crowded and peak!
hopefully that is someone can rescue me out from this hell...
i hate this kind of lifestyle!
my home is always the best place to stay...
other than home sick,
there is love sick too~!
i miss my darbing!
!#$#$%
cheh!
i know he won't even give a minute to think of me also!
i miss him,
i miss fluffy
i miss tovi~
they are my precious other than my family members...
>3<
hhmmmm!
i think i should have to stop here!
bye bye!

*END*

2011-11-29T17:54:00.000+08:00

finally i can online at Jason house!
using Darbing lappie now! xD
had move to Jason house for 2 days,
his parent is so kind!
thnx Jason parent!
today i meet darbing,
though want to tease him,
but still i love him love him!
=D
till here,
nothing much,
because he is just right in front of me!
*END*

2011-11-18T23:21:00.000+08:00

piiittts!
today is my offday,
suppose to have 2 offdays,
but 1 of my offday is deduct by manager due to the FO lack of staff...
+.+
tomorrow onwards will work for noon shift!
haiz!
hope everything goes fine!
last,
dear lover,
i love u!

*END*