The secret behind Marilyn

Crossroads

2010-10-02T12:08:00.001+08:00

Life is about making decision all the time. From the day u was born till the day u are dead. Making decision seems not hard, either 50-50 but every decision that made change one’s life.

I’ve made alot alot of decisions till today and I’m not sure whether all those decision that I've made right or wrong. Again this has alwiz been on my mind since July. Contemplating again and again when I alwiz think of freedom. yes, freedom is the thing that im looking at, however freedom cant buy me full when i needs food, freedom cant let me settle or clear my monthly commitment.

Still jotting down the advantages and disadvantage when a big decision making is a need and necessary. Know which stands the most but with my stubborn personality, contemplating, complaint will never stops.

That’s about me. Feel envious when seeing friends surrounding me are getting successful, seeing them enjoying their life to the MAX while me here….still the same. When can I be as successful, as rich, as freedom, as happy as them?

I’ve too much of dreams to fulfil and too little of fund or time to achieve those that i’ve dreamt for. aiks….still sighing all the way. Never seem to be ending in my life.

Better not to make too much of complaints else i guess there are many close ones out there nagging and scolding me non stop….hahaha…guess they know who they are…

Sharing a depressed side of me~

2010-02-01T15:02:00.004+08:00

Luck...
My luck isn't really favoring me these days..Or maybe I can said its not favoring me at all once I came down to KL. It ain't smooth at all esp in my Wealth and my Career Luck.

I'm kinda unhappy whenever I feel lost and demotivated. Every factor in my life affected my daily living. I discovered that my life ain't perfect as what I always thought or dream of. I'm deeply depressed and sad!

WHy is there to blame about when I myself being too naive at ALL the times. Wondering hard, where am I suppose to be, what do I suppose to encounter. I really have alot of bad experiences in KL. None of my living seem to be smooth. Too many obstacles and discouragement for me.

I've been tired of all the trials and errors. I'm also a normal human that will feel tired. But why am I having such troublesome. Is it all punishment I suppose to have in my life? Is this another test from God once again without stopping? I've had enough.

I seriously hope I could find a better life in the Year of Tiger. I'm awaiting for good and lucky angel to stay by my side all these while. I pray hard for the lucky charm that I will meet soon~

Need alot of encouragement from my family, friends, and everyone that is close to me. I need everyone's strength to let me stay strong and fight for my own future.

Messed up

2009-11-16T15:59:00.004+08:00

Messed up....what has been messed up?? Everything was messed up due to tiredness and concentration!!

It's kinda sad & moody when ones happily waiting for something that has been expecting or promised but ended up being delayed or canceled due to some unexpected moments.

How nice or perfect it would be if everything goes smoothly....No mistakes toward everyone's life. A sailor is not able to sail smoothly and peacefully if the weather is not prohibiting. It's always on the weather and also the skills a sailor has!
It's so sad to know that if the sailor is not ready or not up to the skill or in a bad/ weak health with the distracted mind or the low maintenance of the ship! All the passenger in the ships will end up with disappointment and I'm sure without any assurance and action from the sailor, the passenger would not ease their minds. THere comes those unwanted things or feelings pop up in every of the passengers' mind!! Passenger would only trust and relieve when there is some actions taken!

Well, understood that its very different from my other blogs but this is something which is hard to explain and its better to put in other scenario to explain! Sigh!

As a conclusion, my life has messed up due to some circumstances and wasn't sure will this continue to the rest of my life or just a short term period!!!
I can really claimed that human always tend to be the angel and THE DEMON at the same time!!! sighHhhHHHH~~~~~~~

This is the time..

2009-10-22T10:01:00.001+08:00

I've been naive for the past 9 months. Acceptance, apologies come and go! It was hurt for every of these but yes I've learn the lesson. But I wasn't sure have I grown up.

This is a real life experience which every human being have to go through and I've been through. I've tasted the sweetness, bitterness, sourness feeling from the Day 1.

I always thought I could change something/ someone to a better one, to the one of my dream but I was wrong. Commitment, Compromise are all rubbish. It doesn't exist at all. Every "yes" answered was just bullshit! Now I should really believe in these 2 terms.."Action speaks louder than words" & "A leopard never change its spot". This is very truee. Human out there, do remember sometimes sacrifices would not bring you any good but harm. Harm towards the heart (emotional), the mental and physical as well.

I think this is really the time to let go. This is when compromise & trust turns to lie. When lies exist, there's no more truth, no more trust and no more confidence & compromise in this . I really do not know how to continue when trust and confidence are no longer exist.

May the decision made would be the best for all. I do pray hard that I could let it go slowly without pain....and sorrow...

EarthQuake

2009-10-01T09:45:00.003+08:00

Anyone feel it? I feel it yesterday at my office in Jaya 1 at the time of 6.23pm. I can feel the tremor for 3 times. It was a funny scene when I come to think of it. WHy?

Normally we off work at 6pm, so yesterday I was late to work, so I stayed longer in the office to compensate back the time. When I was busying facebook-ing, Suddenly I feel very dizzy. So I thought I was so tired till I can feel Dizzy out of sudden. After another few seconds, It's getting worst. This time, no serious, I can see my table is shaking and I asked my colleague "Hey do you guys feel the building is shaking?" they answered me "No, nothing"and they get back gossiping and laughing at a corner.

I was like Ok and get back to MSN and facebooking. Then one of my friend message me saying that her office building in KL is shaking! This time, I told my colleagues again
"Hey my friend also said her office is shaking, don't you guys feel it?" Then all of them remain silent and feel the environment. Oops...one of the colleagues shouted
"Hey, it's really shaking, earthhquake!! we must not stay in the office anymore, run for life!!"

And everyone is panic and run out from our office. For me, I shut off my laptop and run for life as well. It's funny. There are some take lift and there are some who take stairs down the building. For me, I know it's not appropriate to take Lift but I'm lazy to walk down the stairs to my parking lot at B3 from my 5th floor office. So I juz take lift down.

The funniest part is...there's some working adult in the lift as well, once we get into the lift, he started to ask..."do you guys feel the earthquake just now?" and we all answered Him "YES!!" and he laughed. He said he feel it and closed his office straight!

Then once I reached the car park, I can see everyone is driving very fast out from the building and some even run to thier car to drive the car out. They makes me feel panic and I run like them to get my car. Hahaha...

THis earthquake is really an unforgettable experience for me as this is the second time I encountered it. The first time wasn't as scary as compares to this.
HAHaa..

SEAFood feast @ Restaurant Kwai Lam, along Subang Airport

2009-09-28T15:27:00.002+08:00

LAst Saturday, I went to have a very sumptuous seafood birthday dinner. A seafood dinner at somewhere around old Subang Airport. It's actually located at Kampung Melayu. The journey there was short, not even taking me more than 10mins drive from my current stay at Ara Damansara.

The restaurant named Restaurant Kwai LUm Seafood. WEll, basically serving normal 'tai chao' and variety of seafood. What we have ordered? We'd ordered 2 types of noodle (sin chao mai and kung fu yee min chao), 1 plate of kam heong bamboo lala, 1 plate of fried chicken wings, 1 plate of Spinach Vege, 2 plates of crabs; fried with salted egg and another kam heong crab, 1 piece of fish with alot of ginger (alive - fresh water fish, 1 plate of lai liew har and 5 big bottles of Tiger Beer. So all together 9 dishes to be shared among 7 of us.

Overall, the bill came up to around RM 291. It's pretty cheap as the portion of the food are very big.

If got chance, guys kindly go and have a try. Food is good. Service is good as well.

Yeah!!

p/s: No pictures to be shown as we are all too hungry and busy eating, forgotten to snap some pics down to share. Will do it next time if I go again....

Raya Holiday....uuuhhhuhhh

2009-09-16T13:32:00.002+08:00

Yooo...Raya is just around the corner. Well, I'm going back to my hometown-Muar.. Can't wait for it. WHY?

hahah...As u know raya, there are great food around, and yes...Going back to have a feast...I miss Nasi Briyani, Ayam Masak Merah, Rendang and etc..keke~ Well normally for me, Raya will alwiz be the day where i EAT alot..kekeke...M sure I will gain weight for this..but its okay as it's once or twice a year!

Well, still can't decide how am I going back to Muar. Waiting for my fren/ cousin's feedback. They will only inform me whether they are going back or not. huhu....If not I think I gotta drive back ALONE again this time.
It will be very tired and lonely. If it is jammed, then it would be worst! I'm scared!
Pray hard that either of them going back so I can just tumpang along!

Well, its not cheap to travel back alone. Tol has already cost me around RM 20.10 for 1 way, petrol around 1 full tank of RM 75 (back n forth). So alone it cost me more than RM 115.20. IT's very costly. If I go back with my siblings, its still worth while! aiks......ALONE..ALONE..

Erm...Im hoping I can enjoy myself this Raya..WIsh to meet up with frenz and gossip more...keke!

050909

2009-09-07T15:31:00.002+08:00

This will be the most unforgettable day for me!! This will always be remembered!

Some of the human need to go through their first ever time and yes, I've went through this at the age of 26. For some, it is indeed a good news and vice versa. For me..its both good and bad news. I was having a mix feeling and I was kinda lost when I can't even decide properly before that. Think practically I shouldn't but logically I have to. So this is really FATE. Human lives in logically and realistically. WHat I can say now was Sorry. I know tons of millions apologies would not even be accepted. I can't be blaming anyONe on this but myself. BUT I DO regret for What I have done. IF everything could goes to the way as I want it to be, how great it would be at the moment.

I've learn from my mistake and I do promised you that I would not do such thing ever again in my LIFE. I've been through the pain, the sorrow, the guiltiness and also the feeling of being stab through my HEART.

I hope you can understand and may you have a better life ahead!!! You will always be remembered!!!

Everything is FINAL!

2009-09-02T23:20:00.005+08:00

Finally I've made my decision. I wasn't sure is it the best for me...but yes for the moment.. I can't predict my future but I can rest assured that..this thing has been bothering me for some time. I need to analyse and think for it for such a long time.

Well, I do not deny that I've learnt alot from this. Now there's another things that bother me. Everything will be resolved hopefully by tomorrow. Hope it is a good news to me anyway

Now I have a relieve but sad feeling. A mixture of feeling. It's like missing/ losing my favorite pet (pepper) which I consider important all these while and now losing it somehow feel sad and I'm sure tears will be seeing very often from every now and then. I hope to stop all these in within 1 week, as short as possible which I have a doubt to it too. I'd used up more than few weeks to settle down my losing pepper's feeling. I can still remember I can cried almost every nite for him! Now think of this, I miss him again.. i wish I could hug him tightly NOW....S**T!

Well, no matter what decision I've made, I'm seriously hoping we will have a better future, better ways of living in this world. I hope all the goods thing will keep by us side by side. We must strive harder! HARDER!! I pray to GOD that i wish the people surrounding me are getting best wishes and luck no matter where we go..

down...

2009-09-02T13:42:00.004+08:00

It's been very down of me since the past week. I wonder why. I was sick for almost 1 week and not really fully recover yet. WEnt to visit doctor twice and during the second visit, I was given a very high dosage of antibiotic which is 650mg. I've never taken such high dosage antibiotic at all. My first attempt and yes it can really caused drowsiness. enDED up my Merdeka holiday was a totALly rest day for me as I've been sleeping all day long during day and nite! Well, I'm still feeling lethargic and restless.

Nowadays I don't seem to have the motivation in all kinds. No motivation at work, at love and at myself. It seem like someting is bothering me but I do not know what is that. And I just couldn't think properly. I hate THINKING and making decision. What I wish to have is just a REST..REST..REST

Yesterday did not sleep well altho I'm super tired. MY mind don't seem to be resting although my eyes are closed. AIks..TOday don't seem like working as what I had in my mind was SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP!!!

I do also have sudden feel of skipping work in which I do not do so. I just don't feel like coming to work..HHAahaha...i always thght i love this company, but I seem to be thiking the other way round at the moment. Wonder why. I just don't have the feeling or the urge to approach them...I alwiz think I better stay quiet and do my stuff so that the rest of my time I can go back and sleep...

what a negative thought I have all out of sudden! what kind of impact I will have if i were to continue to be in this way!!

7 months

2009-08-14T10:13:00.000+08:00

OOo.....how fast is 7 months?
Seriously I can't feel it as time passes too fast. I can't even get to stop it. What does this 7 months mean? Well, tat's the period of time I've spend together with Alex. Could you imagine?? For me I feel like it's just like 3-4 months time...
Well, juz a glimpse of an eye, 7 month gone.

But I wish to express my gratitude here as He always been with me through my ups and down. There are times where I was totally down, I can said I'm totally helpless, cried every night blaming on how unlucky I am...and he was there to give me courage, advises and the support that he had helped me to go through. It's really a dark side of me. That was the time I remembered what I seen was a black cloud...there's no happiness at all in this world. I've never forget what advises and those leading ways that he had lead me to for what I am today. Being lucky and happy to find my own current life.

Well, a simple "thank you" to him. Along these 7 months, we have been arguing, fighting, splitting, loving, caring and etc but all these make us feel that we have been through different ups and downs together. Well, it's still an experience which every couple should have.

I do reali wish those around me (my family, my frens, colleagues) would have a good experience in their own love ways and of coz I'm reali hoping my fren (my close fren) can reali find her true love. A man who can reali give her all the unconditional love which she wishes for..

I also wish those who have married with or without child could stay happily ever after!! Stay loving alwiz..

P/s: A very sudden emotional act of me for dropping this blog after reading my fren's notes from FB..

Win a free phone from Go Mobile !!!

2009-08-12T14:36:00.006+08:00

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What's next? Incredible...

2009-07-26T18:45:00.009+08:00

Now we have heard about eclipse, the event that we shouldn't be missed. But well, all of us missed it due to the bad weather and due to the location where we were located. We were not able to view the eclipse at KL, Selangor or make it easy, WEst Malaysia.

But well, don't be sad or worry coz we are going to experience something new. This will be another event where no one could be missed. Every single human in this world gonna experience it no matter how bad the weather is, how terrible/ serious the H1N1 are spreading or how busy you are with your study/ work. Well, what is that?

Sounds cheeky...curious?show me your curiosity by continue reading and scrolling...

well guys, here it is...We are gonna experience something which would not be happenned in your whole life ever...

On the August 7, 2009, at 12hours, 34 minutes and 56 seconds on the 7th of August this year, the time, date will be as follows:

12 : 34 : 56 07/08/09

which is equivalent to

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9...

Unbelievable rite? Well told you already that this is something which we could not be misssed and will never happen in our life!!! Do appreciate it and announce it to your friends, family about this.

Isn't this amazing? isn't this incredible? WHat say you? If yes, go and blog about it to ur frenz, ur family, ur follower or whoever...

What 's wrong with meee???

2009-07-18T18:19:00.005+08:00

Since Tuesday, the night before my new job, I wasn't sure is it pressured or is it due to the weather. I can say that I will wake up every 2 hours, every nite. Wake up due to nose blocked, due to too hot weather, too cold when fan faced me straight else wake up for nothing. I am really sick of such as I could feel I'm getting weak.

Now found out that I'm so heaty till even if I drink 1 can of beer every nite, or take herbal tea, I can still feel my breath are warm & hot. Now even my chin/ neck bone started to feel some pain with swollen and of course some of my gums are getting swollen also... Yes it's very heaty..

I've told my sis, bro and alex, they all said I'm just too heaty. I couldn't understand as all these days, the food that I consumed were not fried/ spicy or hot type. Most of the time I took soupy food and bread. Well......most probably is the lack of sleep and lack of water in my new environment.

WHy lack of water in new environment? Company never provide? NO no....company do provide it to us, but what I meant is dehydration. Air cond there is too cold till its dry (so lack of water lor)...even urine also getting to turn yellowish ler... ahhaa... (well sorry if you think I'm gross here. I wish to have clearer description)

WEll talk about my new working environment. I should say...

Firstly : A lot of leng luiz
Secondly : All fashionable
Thirdly : Office is expanding and will be placed at new office at BLOCK B of Jaya 1 instead of Block C
Fourth : Boss are friendly and some of the colleagues are friendly too
Fifth : Most of them speak CANTONESE..even during meeting (goodness sake...I cant speak well....)
Sixth : Although it's very convenient to eat at JAya 1, but food there are not cheap
Seventh : I loves this environment as it's something that is different from my previous companies...

WEll, it's mostly on this. I'm doing more towards of product development and creation of good and attractive packages. Hopefully I can get to know more people here and of coz learn more new stuff which can do good to me in my career.

Will try to upload some pic of my company if possible.....Anyone who is interested to find jobs (admin, account, secretary, project manager,personal assistant to CEO and etc), kindly contact me as I hope I can help you guys...Well no commission given if we introduce people in :< hahahaha.....

A new Life ahead...

2009-07-13T19:27:00.002+08:00

Hey hey, I'm back again...
Guess what, I'm gonna start my new job this 15th July...what new job again.???
yaya..it has been the 3rd job since I came over to KL within 1 year 9 months...
Surprisingly I cant maintain long in any company (sigh)

My parent was saying this to me during last weekend when I got back to my hometown: "sze, you must stay longer in this new company, don't change job so often..everything also must be patience....must insists to stay LONGER...."
So you think it's funny, they even ask me to pray to God and my Ancestor to bless me for choosing the right path!

Now I'm seriously hoping that I could stay longer than any of the company I've worked for!!! Frens, buddies, family please support me!!! with all ur support, I hope i Can work longer there with better future!!!

WHat else???
har.. har....Now I'm so craZy with this game in Facebook named Barn Buddy. Everyone has very high level and has their own dog...Me? So far I'm at Level 4 Only, with 7 more referral for me to get a dog!! Hurry up...I need a guardian at my farm...haha...
Kindly put more weeds and bugs at my farm before I get a dog!!! Help me to gain more experience ya... :P

Birthday gifts for him..

2009-07-01T10:57:00.010+08:00

This is the blog as promised.

What I'd prepared for him on his birthday? Well just a few hand made surprises from me. Well on the nite before his birthday, I'd put aloe vera mask that I'd purchased from Watson on his face. WHy? this is because I could get everything ready when he was doing his mask! I have to time myself as I need to wait till sharp at 12 a.m for him to finish his mask and prepare all my stuff..

Come let me show you What I'd did for him...a sharing Only not showing off arrr
(i believe there will be some of my readers get jealous coz i Never do such to them but to him, sorry la...he is my 1st love...) kekeke...

Here we go....

my hand made sweet memories of our's

(movie tix, receipts, love poem)

He's viewing what's inside the hand made booklet

my hand made LOVE shape polystrene wishing him " Happy Birthday"

Birthday Cake- Oreo Cheese from Bread Story!

Alex & the birthday cake

(He had fall asleep when doing mask, that's y u could see his sleepy face)

The surprised stick it notes that stick around the room every few mins~

There's a page for him to paste all the stick it note~
(for him to keep as remembrance)

Gifts that I'd prepared with the actual gift on the top right!

The aromatherapy with rose (not in the picture) and A love shape candle being light up!

The sleepy faces of us...
It's almost 1am in the morning~

That's all about what he have gotten for his 1st year birthday celebration with me!!!

Any more ideas for the next?

wakakakaa.....

Celebration..

2009-07-01T09:11:00.011+08:00

How do you think of San Francisco Steakhouse's steak?

WEll I'd just went there last sunday. WHat I can said about it? For me ambience not bad, service okay only, food so-so only, price considered costly!!!

Why I was there? Gathering? Dating? Oh..No..no...it's bCoz, its Alex's birthday. Last sunday was his birthday so I'd planned to bring him to somewhere that I like since I'm the one paying for it..ahhahaha....So everyone know that I love to eat steak, so no doubt I'll be having steak for the dinner. In fact SF is not the one that we wish to go. Surfing around the net, found out about Eagle's Nest Steakhouse which most of the forum said their steak is cheap and delicious if compare with SF, Victoria, The Ship and list goes on..Well, I'd tried to call since saturday but no one answered the calls, so I cancelled the thought of getting there. Worried that the are no longer in business. So we choose Chilies at Midvalley. Well, it turn up to be a very big crowd there and we have waited for 15 mins and no place to be seated yet, so we changed our location to SF.

I'd snapped some pictures on that nite ....let's see it...(let ur saliva drooling down!! kekeke...)

Alex

The House Wine that we ordered!

RM 90 per bottle

The soft starter bread they served

Free of charge!

The half dozen of Escargot!

RM 16.90

me!!

Black Pepper Steak

RM 35.90

CharBoiled Rib Eye

RM 48.90

Me with the red wine~

The complimentary cheese cake from SF

(very small piece only)

Alex with his 2nd pc of cake~

Me with his cake~

Complimentary bdae picture with frame and cake from SF

That's all about the SF dinner..

What gifts or surprises I'd prepare for him? Let's find out in the next blog!!

Another random blog of mine

2009-06-25T16:41:00.004+08:00

hello....
Im BAck again...
Well first of all, I would like to apologize to those who have leave comment. I couldn't get to reply you guys after several attempts. I do not know why coz my current office network, I can get to online and write blog but can't give comments...*weird*

WEll now back to the purpose of blogging today!
IT's all regarding freedom again!! LET me Announce to the world!!!! I have already QUIT my current job..it takes me 2 mths here and YES i did suffered alot here..
What a lesson to be learnt..no more CHINAMAN company for me..It's really 1 leg kick as I've to be "Promoter", 'customer service', 'technician', 'warehouse people' (to pick goods), 'marketier', 'sales people without commissions' and worst "kuli"---to work under the sun!!!!
Wow...I have not notice that I'm actually a mutli tasker... Thanks so much to train me to be such an important and useful people...
wakakaka...

Well, after that which industry am I going to venture in? still remained indecisive....Telecommunication? Health/ Medical? Electric & Electronic? Direct Selling? IT LIne?...hahaa.....must really decide well for my OWN good..I do not wish to join for 2 mths then change job again as this is really a tiring and expensive experience I've learnt!!!

So guys and girls...bleesss me.....as I'll be blessing everyone to be good and healthy also as H1N1 case is getting serious in M'sia..

P/s: Less outdoor outing as this is really dangerous as U r posing urself to the biggest threat to ur health at the moment...Not to you but everyone around you...
Stay Home more often...everyone!!!

Which would you prefer?

2009-06-10T14:30:00.000+08:00

SIngle or in a relationship life?
WHich you choose?
Personally I can say Human are funny. THey always long for those choices they do not have/ own at the moment in their life. eg. WHen there's no bf/gf, they wish to have one, or when they are in a relationship, they will prefer their single life.
Aren't human fuunnny? Yes I do agreed as I'm also a human.

WE human never get contented with what we have nor appreciate with what we owned now..This is us, HUMAN.
Seriously speaking, single life are somehow easier, lively than when you are in in a relationship. This is because, in a relationship...most of the time we need to give and take, accept and apologize, learn to forgive and forget, learn to love and sacrifies...
It is not easy at all as when u r Single, whatever you do, you do not need to report, can do watever you want to..drink as much as you can, flirt as frequent as you loves to or PArty as much as u likes...kekee...

But on the other hand, when u r in a relationship, there will be someone there to share and gone through with you the pain and sorrow, someone there to love you or lean on when you need them, someone who can makes u laugh/ happy when u r sad, someone who will take care of you when you are sick, someone who will take note of your proper meal and such....

So what will you choose?
Personally I'm really a human....Gotcha?

P/s: Suddenly feel like blogging something that is very different from the style..

Current New life

2009-06-06T22:47:00.002+08:00

Yoooo...m back again...
WEll tok about current new life..so far so good..
thought it will be good but I can't said it isn't..Now at the current company, learn different things, learn different industry and able to meet different people. Somehow it is far lotz of different from my previous company.

What I can comment about my current life is...hectic life....whenever there's sales, there's me to be involved not only in doing those sales mechanics, product to be offered, but also in setting up the booth/ the promo items, the demo...It's really needs alot of hardwork, energy, time and my weekends....There goes all my plan for my weekend or my resting..keekee...(so all of us are praying hard...deparmental store, plz stop having sales!!!!)

Is it good to be living in a hectic life? Seriously I feel my life somehow feel bit of pressure already although I have only join them for 1 month. Now I have to handle 2 big main products that the company carries. It's really a challenging product as there's a lot of demo and troubleshooting need to be done once there are complaints..Besides that, I need to entertain my customer over the phone also as some may show concern/ follow up on their own product..

SO what you think of my life? A good start for me? I'd alwiz thought I'd slimmed down from the first day I joined this company but I'm NOT.....so many carrying, so many set up, so many rushing proposal and troubleshooting, less portion of meals does not makes me slim BUT GAIN 2KG.....aiseh...reali kek sim..

New lIfe??

2009-05-18T19:11:00.003+08:00

Life life...Life is very unpredictable. Some may thinks that it is good to change while some may not. For me...its really hard to define. My life are really unpredictable for these 2 years. SOmetime it seem to be good but not all the time.

Well, again i might sound as if im very negative again but well this is life and i hafta go through all these in order for me to grow up. Who can avoid this? No one in life.

Seriously, I'm really tired of being, searching for rooms, jobs..and such...IT's reali tiring and wasting life. Luckily now I'd found myself a room as my current place is not a good place for me to have long stay. Not getting happy as I got a psycho Bitchy housemate (also known as my so called 2nd owner)...The only word I can describe her is...Cheap! kekeke...sorry to comment so but I really cant find a word to define her.

Currently I feel like I'm stayin in a low budget hotel where I can see her as the cashier/ permanent resident and the fren that she alwiz bring back are those different BOTAK caucasion. Wakaka... IS she so desperate? I feel my life is in danger mode as I would not know all her fren well...they are a total stranger to me...
No secure feeling and it's really like pub/ disco place to me as the music alwiz on outloud no matter what is the time....

So will u be feeling comfortable to stay here? Sometimes you could even hear that psycho bitch is cursing you non stop...well no wonder i can feel itchiness in my ears these days...
hahaa...i know who should i thank for.....

Well another few more days to go, I'm able to be release .....to somewhere which is better. Well still prayin hard to get a better one in my entire life. But currently I need to thank God for those that I tink its the best in my life at the moment...my family..freshie and all my close frenz....
thank you...

Without ur support now, I don't think I'm able to stand stong and firm now....

Yaki Yaki Dinner

2009-04-23T17:24:00.006+08:00

WEll, I'm sure everyone heard of yaki yaki. the newly open Japanese BBQ Buffet Restaurant somewhere near Low Yat Kl. Yes, that's the one right beside of Low Yat.
So far any one patrol there before? If yes, kindly join me for the gossiping!!!

WE reached there at around 7pm which we suppose to reach there by 6.30pm. We called and called to inform them that we are not able to make it on time but was failed to inform them. Ended up we stop calling them and go there straight. Once we reached there, we realised that there are tons of call ringing here and there and they do not even bother to pick up altho there are 3 people working there in the registration and payment counter!

No wonder there is no answered from them. We hafta pay 1st before we proceed and I asked them why is this culture so different from the rest. (Arha they got motive 1..., what's the motiveS??.)

WE were given a table number and we gotta find it ourselves! The area are not very small so it takes us some time to find for the table. After that, I proceed straight to the Oyster corner. But up to my disappointment, the oyster are not so FRESh and the worst are..there are no more LEMON left. They said opps Sorry madam, the lemon are out of stock now! Wtf...it's still early for the dinner buffet as the dinner buffet start at 6pm. Then it's okay, we still grab the oyster altho there is no lemon left. I guess they might not giving out those lemon as there will be alot of people who dare not take oyster without the lemon. Still oyster tempted me too much and i took 8 altogether. Eat all those 8 oyster without the lemon. First few was fine but towards the last few, it have kind of fishy taste already..im suspecting its not cold enough to keep it fresh as they did not put it in the fridge. They just leave all of the oyster that's going to be served for that day itself on the pantry with some ice on it. That's the way they reserve the oyster for the dinner and supper session.

Move on....we ordered 8 cawan moshi as 8 of us are there. But they served only 6 as they said the cawan moshi are out of stock. No more left. Again?? Never mind. Then we go to the fried section to order some tempura. Wow...tempura and the other fried food looks so yummy and there come my thought for SOFT SHELL CRAB. emmm...yummy yummy....
so when I asked for that, they were saying, ops sorry MADAM, that one is out of stock at the moment. WTF....everything was out of stock. Can't they stock up?
Hey come on we are paying a full price buffet dinner, with the 50% discount for new opening. Is that your tactics of doing business and getting more businesses? I doubt!!!!

I'm wondering whether how long this Restaurant can last, six months? 1 year? 2 years? Let's see!!!

Let's see the pictures of the day!!

Yaki Yaki Signboard

My Collegues queuing for registration

Our table- No. 22

Oyster of the day (eat halfway only remember to snap some pics)

The so called cawan Moshi

The mixture of japanese sushi

Guess what's this? Lamp chop with dried fried oyster

the so "balance" Coconut drink

Fresh Scallop with butter on top---for grille

Tempura (very little tempura were being served)

Well overall comment...the food sucks. the service sucks, and its not worth for money at all. I shall recommend u what so called Real Japanese buffet in the future! This is because the food that they served is not fully on Japanese food and most of it are a mixture of cuisine (malay, western, chinese) with very very little variet for each , and also low quality of food!

Last 2 days in IT Company

2009-04-23T16:27:00.005+08:00

Well, left 2 days in my current company.
WHat I feel unbearable the most? Guess guess...
It's my company laptop! that was the Main thing that I missed.THis laptop has been following me here and there, alwiz there to accompany me when I'm lonely, able to play music to soothe my mind when I'm pressured, able to chit chat online where ever I wish with my sis's broadband, able to let me play facebook and write blog here. I'm sure in the future I might not be as flexible anymore. New company is not going to give me a laptop. Thinking of getting one for myself but I was juz too broke to get myself one. What a pity!! Spent too much all these days in KL.

Well, what is my opinion for my current company?
one word--stingy!
Why did I said so? There are alot of factors that involves.
1st-- there wont be any increment after your probation ( if got also maybe 3-5 yrs, they will slightly give you really little bit, as What i Heard from ex-colleague who worked for 8 yrs there)

2nd- Some may not even get increment once confirmed. Well this slightly affect which department u r in. (if u r in a spent money dept, for sure u wont b getting any)

3rd- The commission scheme has never be there, there is no guarantee on how much you are entitled to even though they told u it's actually 2% from GP. This will never be TRUE as U do not have black and white to support what they have told U!

4th- When the time u are asking for your commission, there will be alot of things that they need to take into consideration when they want to calculate your commission. eg: tel bills, any postage involve, period of getting the sales by counting on ur number of email u have blasted and period of time for u to get the deal, any fax involve? They need to calculate that properly!!

5th- Stingy of hiring more people for the specific job and order/ push the work load to the existing staff they have. Some may not even have enough time to perform new stuff. They would not hire/ replace any position once one's resign but creating more different position for different scope of work. THis is their culture! sorry to say that we do not have work scope at allll!!

Well, that's about the stinginess of them. There are stil alot but what I wish to emphasize here was....For a company to success, first they must really believe that we are the main source to help them to growth. Without us, without them today. Therefore, every company must appreciate their staff in order to be success! Please don't expect every staff have to be one kicks all to make your company growth. That will be the ever worst thought for most of the chinaman company had. So do you wish to be in tis kind of chinaman company? Ask yourself!!

FInally!!!!

2009-04-16T18:18:00.006+08:00

FInally, the opportunity that I'd looking forward has come to me! I'd been waited for months for this. It is indeed a very happy moment. I'm so thrilled when I got to find out that I'm actually wanted from a company. It's indeed a very happy and wonderful news for me.

Never come to my expectation that I was being employed by this company. Well, I attended the interview this week and was being employed by the next early morning. I had collected my offer letter from the company this early morning. Well, it's a 150+ people company, not too big, not too small.However, they still provide those normal benefits as requested by our Labor Law.

Well, juz to drop by here to share my happiness. This happiness cannot be buy with money seriously. Thank God for everything. Without you, I won't be here enjoying at the moment. Thank you.

Ivan's 21st Birthday!!

2009-04-05T23:45:00.012+08:00

well, here's the blog as mentioned in the previous blog! It's regarding Ivan...my 2nd younger brother! WHy blog on him?? Well, it was his birthday on the 3rd of April but we couldn't manage to celebrate HiS 21st birthday as 4th April got a test! SO we delayed till 4th April itself.

Previously wanna bring him for a treat in TGI Friday but got rejected by him over SMS...and after that he was asking me to treat him TGI couple of times. I did not bring him on purpose till his birthday. I know if we celebrate in TGI Friday, the celebration would turn up to be the most memorable ones as I encountered that before in The Curve Outlet. it was indeed very embarrased if I were to be asked to do so...So what Ivan got on that day??? Let's read on to find oUt!!!

Irish, Alex and I celebrate his birthday in TGI Friday, Sunway outlet. Well, it may not as happening as in the Curve's outlet but still the outcome was good. We have ordered 2 sets of set meals:-

1) Fried Mac & Cheese & Boneless wing as Appetizers

AND

2) Sizzling Chicken & Cheese, Tuscan Chicken Melt as Entrees

AND

3) a FOC Mocha Mud Pie AND 4 glasses of refillable Ice Lemon Tea.

The food are delicious but pictures taken on that day are still in the camera. WIll upload the photo soon after I got the cable! Back to the story...Yes celebration. What TGI's staff did to Ivan? Well a group of 4-5 staff came forward and requested Ivan to stand on the chair but was rejected by him due to his height! If he were to stand up, I think TGI Management might need him to pay for the renovation of breaking their ceiling!! What he was asked to take? haha...a bottle of Heienz Chili Sauce up in the air! He looked funny and shy when they requested him to do so! TGI staff give him few choices to be able to stand out in the crowd by either dance, sing or speech..Guess what he pick? Yessss Speech! At first I requested him to dance but what he knows about dancing skill was only Shuffle! WHat? SHuffle only...a frequent clubbing kaki but knows only shuffle....wakakakkaa....(juz kidding--he is a good and obedient teenager so what if he knows only shuffle...& guess what, he knows how to sing 'fren' by 'Zhou Hua Jian' only in Mandarin song, hence to know how to dance the one & only shuffle is the best thing in his LIFE alr) *faint + lolz* . He chooses SPEECH. I still remembered he was kinda paisei after being teased by us and what he said was "Thank you my sisters for celebrating birthday for me, thank to all the TGI staff"..That's it and he repeated the same line 2 times!!! hehe..

So TGI staff sing Happy Birthday song for him while we are busying video-ing for him. WIll post up the video too for clearer picture! The funniest part would be the BLowing CAndle part where one of the staff light up the candle and place the cake far from Ivan but Ivan was trying to get near to the cake to blow it!!! At last, he got to know that he needs to stand in a distance to blow the candle with a small little straw! Yes..he managed to blow the ONLY one candle after few attempts. That was funny! What I can elaborate more was that at last he don't feel shy already and keep on posing non stop with the TGI's staff for pictures!!! (that is the actual him--POSER)

Overall, I tink my bro really did enjoyed his lunch in TGI and what I can say was...ALL of us enjoyed too as we laughed outloud too. it's really a sweet and memorable day for 4 of us! NOT BAD!! *applause! applause!*

A message for him: Ivan, u have reach the freedom year but no key from parent for your whole life, so hope u 'sek jour' also. I wish you have a great & luxury life ahead!!! Stay young, healthy, attentive, caring, loving, thrify and wealthy forever! All the best to you and us! wahaha... Last but not least, a Birthday song for him!

Happy Birthday to U
Happy Burrthday to U
Happy Birthday to IVAN
Happy Burrthday to UUUuuuUUuuu...

Ivan with his silly pose by me

He & his Birthday cake!!

Irish with the celery!!

Alex & I

The three happiness siblings!!

P/s: Cant get to upload video as the file is too big!