It's going to be another windy day.

February is not my month,

2012-02-27T02:55:00.011+08:00

Don't ever let a guy build you up with his words, because the higher you are, the harder you fall, and trust me.. You always fall, always.

It's already 2am+ and i'm actually blogging at this moment wtf. Sorry for not updating, my blog is like totally dead nao （ﾉ´д｀）. You know i hate updating without pictures.. February sucks, for the past few weeks, nothing went right. Heartbreak, minor car accident and finals result. But i'm feeling better now, thanks to those who concern ♥ .

Taken weeks ago ▲ . Was suppose to go for a photoshoot on February 7th but then got "put aeroplane" last minute. If you wanna cancel something at least tell it a day earlier kae? I hate waiting like a total idiot for hours, fys. And that day was seriously not my day, cried like hell during night time, for few consecutive days.

Hah contrast ▲ . Had a short video shooting with Xhirley in Taman Tasik Permaisuri on the 12th, fun experience! I only picked few of the photos from the rough sketch, see if you understand haha.

So here's the summary:

There's this nerd who likes this girl, he confessed his love to her but got rejected. So he was depressed and he took sleeping pills before going to bed. He then met this girl in his dream and she cares for him a lot, and he eventually falls for her (?) So in order to meet the girl in his dreams again he took sleeping pills every night before he sleeps. And in the end, he died of sleeping pills overdose and ran away with the girl in his dreams. The end..

Haha okae i suck at summarizing, cute and weird storyline. Enjoyed myself that day, everyone was friendly and fun ^-^ .

I'm holding the recorder's strap as if i'm holding the boy's hand haha.

Roasted..

On February 18th, gave this year's IT fair a skip, worked as a helper for Avril's concert instead! The stage was kinda far but still, her voice ♥ !

I kinda enjoyed sticking those stickers for them lol..

Saw Evon and Shanz that day, miss this 2 girls lots ♥ .

It's just a short post but took me like almost 2 hours to write, poor grammar :( .. Follow my twitter- cottonbluee instead kae? I'm super active there heh. Wtf i'm having 10am's lecturer later and it's already 2.57am, kae good night x.

lt's time to leave those feelings behind. Stop being so weak, he seems to be doing extremely fine without you. Suck it up and deal with it, move on.

I'm kind of a loner,

2012-02-03T12:27:00.006+08:00

No matter how busy a persons day might be. If they really care, they'll always find time for you.

4 more days till 3rd semester starts, i'm still in my holiday mode. No, can say i everyday also in a holiday mode lol. But okae rather go for classes cause the more i stay at home the more i over think. And yay going Genting later on with friends, will be back on Sunday. Need a breather, a getaway.

Let me guess, you're going to grab this pic too? But i guess you wouldn't be that stupid to copy the caption as well right. Or not.

Oh yes, this is not my page. I only got 1 account and 1 page. I don't know this faker stupid or stupid, go create a new page for me. Worse of all, copy and paste all my old statuses, grab those Taiwan cute looking boys' pics and put in a relationship with her/him, and copy all those pics and captions on my blog that i never posted on facebook and posted on her/his wall! Dude, you lifeless? I seriously pity you, get a life.

I'll find the time to update soon, x.

Happy Chinese New Year ヾ(＾∇＾)

2012-01-23T23:57:00.013+08:00

Hello people Happy Chinese New Year! I'm so sorry that i'd been neglecting this space of mine for almost 2 weeks, been really busy and ~~lazy~~.. That long post will have to wait cause i haven't arrange all the pics (´･_･`)" !

My retarded cousin Boon, was lazy to wear lens ▲ . How's your first day of Chinese New Year people? Me? Nothing much, just went visiting. Second day reunion lunch at home with family and relatives, third day visit grandparents in Seremban. It's like a tradition, we did it every year lol, exactly the same for the first three days!

Most of the pics were taken with phone cause my camera spoilt! I want a new camera, a dslr :( . But mommy said use phone take pic can liao okcan. Been working with Carine for the past few days. Lots of retarded pics i'm only gonna post two hehe.

Ain't she tall, skinny, pretty? Not ang moh, a Sarawakian ▲ ! Hate my arms.. Toni&Guy graduation hair show held in the academy last Friday. It's the second time we're doing this. I never did anything to my boring hair, just straightened it using a straightener. Grats Sabrina for getting the most outstanding award :) !

▲ With Adele, my hairstylist Sabrina and Abbie! Ahh it's not eye bag, it's the lower eye lash kae! They called it "dolly make up", but somehow my eyes looks smaller, and weird.

Nyeh my previous hairstylist Winson from the first hair show. Why we look so shy lol!

Oh my ignore those faces, i love making faces （￣ー￣）. Look at Abbie's cute big bow, it's real hair!

Happy Birthday Violet!

I guess that's all, kthnxbai. It's already 3.03am, good night people (／０￣) ..

Happy 2012,

2012-01-01T21:10:00.005+08:00

Hello, Happy New Year 2012 people! Let bygone be bygone and have awesome days ahead okae ♥ ! I got so much to say in this post but not now cause i'm having my first paper tomorrow!

I'll update this post soon. Good luck for finals :D !

Merry Christmas,

2011-12-25T18:19:00.007+08:00

"Sometimes, having a shoulder to lean on and having a person who understands your silence is the only thing you need."

I don't really celebrate Christmas, for the past few years of Christmases i spent them in front of the computer, super lifeless right #kaecan. This year? Just went to The curve for Christmas countdown with few close friends, sigh. Overall, i'm kinda of a stay at home girl, a lazy one, a loner lol. Yeaap so Merry Christmas people, have a jolly one ;) !

Current addiction; Braid paisley ft. Carrie underwood- Remind me

Teen fest,

2011-12-11T23:45:00.014+08:00

I don't like where we are now, getting all paranoid.

Hello i'm back and my picasa's fixed! Been working together with Suann throughout the weekends. Took a train to Mid valley during these 3 days of work. The train kept on delaying so we're late for work for 2 consecutive days! And our pay got deducted, okaecan..

Lotsa people said we looked alike? Hah okae a fat and a thin version right.

Teen fest at Mid valley last week. Thank god no heels required, just walk around distributing bookmarks and dragging costumers to register for the facebook game. Have you guys tried playing 弹弹堂? Heeh super fun, i'm playing the English version!

Sigh, so slim :(

Love their Blue feather eyelashes and make up!

How to lose fats besides exercising? Kae i know it's impossible wtf i'm forever lazy wtf. I seriously hate my chubby face ): ..

I always wanted to work with cosplay outfits but i can't find any :(

This was supposed to be our job, lol ok..

My favourite photographer and friend, Alexander :D ! I'm always complaining bout how chubby i look in pictures and he'll have to delete and retake haha. #damnfussy

Fisheye ( ´ ▽ ` )ﾉ ; ▼ One of my favourite hehe!

Was working as usherette at Genting last Saturday night, met these awesome girls! They're super friendly and fun! Tried those cocktails and beers, i don't like the taste!

Michelle, Feishanz, Shiori and Evon ♥

Ohohh and we saw Jacky cheung that day! He's the special guest for the event :D ! Omg damn i fall in love with his voice. ♥.♥ ! Too bad we never manage to take a picture with him cause we weren't allowed to bring in our phones during work ): .

So final's coming in 2 weeks time and i haven't touch any notes.. ? Guess i'll stop working for the moment being and focus on my finals! But i keep getting distracted by facebook even though i got nothing to do on facebook wtf -__- .

Where are you when i needed you most?

2011-12-09T21:07:00.007+08:00

Hello and sorry people! Haven't been blogging recently cause my picasa's having problem uploading pictures! Had been saving few posts for the past few days, i'll promise to update one by one kae, soon! ♥

DSLR & System camera show,

2011-12-01T21:53:00.008+08:00

Absence makes the heart grow fonder, but it sure does make the rest of you lonely, doesn't it?

Had this Fotokem fair at Subang parade few weeks ago, with Suann. Had to wake up extremely early in the morning cause it takes like 1 hours to get there with train.

I like the pic above cause i looked so slim wth. Seriously i got nothing to blog bout, just some pics spam to make my blog alive :( . My life very boring one can.

Saw Felixia yeap!

Sighh, you see.. Tummy and chubby face ): . Kae i'm such a failure, my diet plan always failed!

Company annual dinner, Courvoisier's usherette.

Okehh enough craps, more pictures on my page, bai! x

Be my baby,

2011-11-05T10:26:00.009+08:00

As much as I want to talk to you, it is still pointless if I am the only one keeping up with the conversations...

Heh spot me? Congrats to our hairstylist Winson for getting first place, em happy for you :) ! I'll be busy for the next whole week, or 2. Update soon!

Hi November,

2011-11-01T19:32:00.007+08:00

Hi November. Please be nice x

You can’t just receive because love gives,
go away because time walks,
live on because a man breathes,
baby there’s no, no tomorrow.

Boy you have the cutest smile ever,

2011-10-27T01:04:00.013+08:00

Where's my good night and good morning texts?

Hello people! Had 3 days break, Mon till Wednesday! Went Sg wang with Abbie for like 2 days to get our hair done for Toni&Guy graduation hair show this coming Sat!

Fml can't wear lens for like few months cause the eye specialist said my corneas are not 100% recovered, okae can what i'm used to the ugly college look wtf.

Arthur's Hokkaido Mille Crepe Cake, Chocolate Banana! Green tea sold out ):

We had Snowflake for like 5 times in a week! I love the Green tea taro balls! Kae now i'm craving for Snowflake! The staff there's super friendly, he told us he's lack of coins so Abbie gave him coins instead and he gave us extra 2 chops!

Sigh so fat..

His eye got stung by bee that's why he's wearing shades lol!

I love Abbie's new hair colour, got like 3 colours in it! Mine? Like a weird only, few strands of bleached red hair in the front lol. Worst of all, the colour fade easily! Kthnxbye will update soon bout the hair show :) !

Buying happiness and love,

2011-10-22T22:09:00.017+08:00

Do you believe in love at first sight or should I walk by again?

Sigh.. Hair sorry for cutting you, i damn regret D':

I know, long distance relationship usually doesn't last, most of them. Beach scolded me for being too naive, i know i know.. But whenever i feel like giving up, he gave me reasons to hold on..

Why am i repeating the same mistake i did 3 years back? Why am i torturing myself with sad songs when i'm feeling down? Why do i get upset when he doesn't text me for the whole day / getting super late replies? Why am i upset over someone who's not officially mine? Why do i even bother?

I tend to think too much most of the time. Why he has time to reply those tweets and commenting on peoples status instead of talking to me.. Or maybe he doesn't want to talk to me. Maybe he found someone better to talk to. Maybe he's busying with his stuffs. Maybe he's stressed out or something and wants to be alone..

It took me almost 2 years to get over J. I remembered every single details and special dates. I cried over someone whom i never meet before. Putting his pics as phone's wallpaper. Never webcam or talk on phone before, only text. Fuck why was i that stupid few years back? Andrea you total idiot, fyl.. Wake up can?

:):

Never almost had you,

2011-10-18T02:01:00.014+08:00

"Can you tell me, how can one miss what she's never had. How could I reminisce when there is no past. How could I have memories of being happy with you boy. Could someone tell me how can this be?" - Almost.

Kae slap me, i'm so into this song! #keeprepeating. I love listening to sad songs when i'm feeling sad, like self torturing wtf i'm so pathetic ): . I don't like posting emo stuffs in blog. I don't like facing them.. I don't like pouring my heart out to others cause i know i'll only end up in tears. I like to keep most of the problems to myself, most of the time.

Still advised not to wear any lens atm.. & my hair's supposed to be red, RED ): !

And hello, i very very sad nao. My hair is fugly and super short nao ): ! I don't even want to look myself in the mirror. Suppose to be waist length but now it's above the chest, like fuck dasghajdsowd ): ! Super regretted! #slapmyselfbangwall

Gathering with OO retards last Wednesday, always acting like a bunch of sh hahahah! We're never normal when we're together ♥ ! Unglam heeh.

Sleepy eyes without lens ):

Yay tomorrows lecture class canceled cause our lecturer got chicken pox ._. . Only class at 2-3.30pm! Kae i miss my long hair when i saw those pics ): . It's 2am nao, baibai i go emo over my hair wtf. Kindly click my Nuffnang ads too, thankiew ^^ .

It's finally out! Girls' Generation- The boys, in Korean or English version. #GirlsGenerationDay

Mina magazine 2,

2011-10-09T08:39:00.013+08:00

If you love someone, why give them a reason to be jealous. Why?

Kae, had been busy lately. Mom's family side having some issue and so we need to go back to Seremban every weekend sighh. Hope everything will be fine soon.

Hello lovelies! October's issue of Mina magazine is out! Gonna grab myself oneeee soon!

Tiji said it's Ta-ra's new member lmao!

After passing my driver's license for 6 months and having only 1 driving lesson from dad 2 weeks ago. I'm going to drive to Seremban later, with daddy sitting next to me #likeaboss. Heeeheh okae will update this space of mine when i have the time to, gonna get ready nao.

Dear you,

2011-10-03T22:03:00.009+08:00

Did i mistook our your sweet texts, the compliments, and our amazing moment for you liking me?

And you, i'm not blind kae. Like the fuck? Sick of seeing those stuff you tweeted. Hate this feeling, i don't wanna get upset all the time cause of this. Did he even told you, or .. ? Okae never mind, you won. Sometimes i really wonder how can someone be so obsessed over you if you never did anything for them. So yea, continue being emo saying you want to die and stuff, continue getting his attention.

Or maybe i'm in no position to say all these. It's not even official, lol.

10.30pm. Kae beh tahan eyes damn tired, headache. Nights.

Where are you when i need you?

2011-09-27T22:21:00.006+08:00

Feeling insecure, as always. I feel like i'm nothing special compared to your other female friends. Just, addressing in a different way?

Dyed my hair dark purplish red! Been busy and lazy, spent almost half of my day (everyday) in college so yea.. Semester 2 started, timetable's kinda packed. As for co-curriculum, joined gym with Josephine! Good start to lose some fats heeh :3 !

Will update soon if i have the time to. Kthnxbainite, having class at 8am tomorrow. The fuck?

Wedding expo 2011,

2011-09-16T01:37:00.006+08:00

Hello people! I'm officially married to Jonghyun in Singapore and we're having our honeymoon in a 5 star hotel! #Kaekiddingkiddingwtf.

Oh hello i'm wearing something larh kae.

Helped out Hanna with her wedding expo's bridal make up competition last Sat! She's just so awesome ♥ , love her design especially the hairstyle!

Pics spam!

Like barbie doll only, i want ): !

So sweet can!

She's the winner btw!

It's okae Hanna if you never won, we'll try again next year kaee (: (: ! Heavy make up, rarely can open my eyes lol.

Hanna :D !

Happy girl, i met Chuckei that day :D !

Cousin's wedding dinner at Concorde hotel on Sunday. I feel like marrying can lol! And you see my sleepy look, been sleeping around 1-2 in the morning these days ): .. And i swear i'll go fix up that stupid fugly teeth of mine soon ): ! Wasted 3 weeks of semester break just like that wth.

Nick looked like some gay guy here, no? Lmao!

Cousins ♥ !

Okae i'm so lazy to update recently, was in emo mood sigh. History is repeating itself again..

How can I forget you, when you're always on my mind? How can I not want you, when you're all I want inside? How can I move on when I can't see us apart? How can I stop loving you, when you control my heart? But i don't know how long more can i hold onto us.. ?

IT fair,

2011-09-06T02:01:00.004+08:00

Midvalley's IT fair last Friday, Saturday and Sunday :D ! I'll update this post once i arranged all the pictures (Y) !

Mina magazine,

2011-08-27T19:12:00.014+08:00

Kae not that i don't wanna update is that i got nothing to update urghh! Sad cornea got scratched and infected, think i got it from last last week's fashion show cause of the white eyelashes.. Consulted an eye specialist and she said no lens for 2 weeks ); !

Uhh i was waiting for Xuan to get ready, 30 mins! Spammed 20+ pics lool!

Time square and Sungei wang on Friday, shopping with the girls! Finally got my helix piercing after hesitating for it for like a year heh. And i'm craving for Snowflake nao ): !

Wth i look so yellow .__.

Guilty max, there goes my diet plan... FAIL D; !

No not mine, only icecream kae :x

Just got home from Mina mag shoot with Joann! Heeh i love the Cool theme, can't reveal much of it sooo.. Stay tune for October's issue of Mina magazine! Vain pics ahead :3 .

I think i cute lol!

Spent half of my day in the studio, tired max. Eyes were like damn red due to the lens, super irritating! I think i look good in curls hahaah!

Okaee that's all! Helloooooo 3 weeks of semester break :D ! Shall find myself a part time job, i need money like seriously! IT fair job this coming Friday, Saturday and Sunday!

C'est La Mode,

2011-08-21T21:07:00.014+08:00

Hai you like my new layout ♥ ? Had IT paper this morning, why larh on a Sunday! The paper kinda suck, mind was in a total blank when i saw the questions, but still managed to answer all of it, with craps -___- . Pray to god, pass please :( !

Loving the hair!

This is so cool!

College's fashion show last Sat evening! Reached around 10am for rehearsal and stuff lol. Started doing our hair and make up around 3.30pm. Show's started around 7.30pm.

Happy little girl walking down the runway lol! I know it's looks pretty weird cause this is the very first time i'm showing a pic with my fringe all tied up! Sigh big forehead what to do. The pretty eyelashes were super hard to put on and it irritates my eyes! Red eyes for the whole night :( ..

Loving this pic cause i looked so slim wthwth.

Entertainment! We have the most awesome emcee in college heeh, remember him? Hahahah the emcee from Orientation Odyssey night 2011, Mc Black!

This guy reminds me of Star wars!

The tutu skirt has lots of layers and no it's not sewed together, i have to wear like 5-6 layers of it! Tummy hurts for wearing those pieces cause it's super tight! Or let's just say.. I'M FAT T___T ! Urghh seriously need to lose some weight, i mean fats during my sem break sob..

It rained that night, but the show was a success yayy!

Okaeee so just in case you got bored of my ss pic spam loool, go view them on facebook!
For more pic, click here, here and here okaeeeeeee! Click here for the pre event pics and here for the game's as well :) !

Owh and pray to god that i'll pass my violin practical as well :( . I kinda screwed it, paused awhile while playing my 2nd piece and my 1st piece was kinda in a mess.. Double wtf.

Angel in disguise,

2011-08-14T11:29:00.014+08:00

I'm having a bad relationship with Human comm, Mass comm, HE and IT. Let's just say, all of the effing subjects -___- )'; .. Will update this post soon, most of the pics aren't with me!

Grand millenium hotel on Tuesday! Had a commercial shot with the OO people! Omgomg we met China's actress Bai bing! Didn't managed to snap a pic with her awwww.

Theme: Ballet Cygne Blanc

College's fashion show on Saturday! Thanks Singyi for putting so much effort on the garments, you're really awesome ♥ !

Violin practical exam tomorrow, all the best to me! Gonna practice for whole day, I CAN DO IT ^___^ !

Don't wanna go home,

2011-08-06T00:31:00.020+08:00

Owh before you continue reading.. SHINee's Japanese version of Juliette was leaked before August 29th! Omg hi baby why are you so dam hot ♥ ♥ ♥ ?! *Rape the replay button

Yaayy college's life has been pretty awesome these days! Except for the part where i haven't started preparing for my finals.. And i never pay attention in every classes, everyday.. Owhh and i've been sticking to facebook everyday and i never study... Wtf?

Asia as a Unique Tourist Destination, an event organized by the tourism management year 3 students on Mon. Opening ceremony for the event, a short catwalk session! Never had any rehearsal and we had a last min practice before the event started.

Kept on bumping into my partner during the catwalk, embarrassing much! But owhh well i heard laughter from the crowd? At least they enjoyed ahahahah -__- ..

I looked super happy lol!

Oliver, the cute tiny guy in white :3 .

Kae.. Dms1 is going to be separated into 3 groups in semester 2 ): , btw we're only having 2 groups nao. Since semester 1's ending soon, took lots of group pic on Weds heeh. I'm only posting few of my favourite, more on facebook's tag :3 .

Diploma in Media Studies, Year 1 ; m2 ♥

Iphone 4's front camera so nice can T___T .. I want i want i want!

To end this..

Somehow i kinda like this candid shot -___- !

Can i kill myself naoooooooo?! Been spending whole day in front of the computer. Stupid fb you're not that fun at all and i don't like you!

& have you watched SuJu's Mr Simple? Go check it out, Eunhyuk's blonde hair super yeng, like GD only heeh :D ! And omg the dance moves!

In the night sky,

2011-07-30T22:28:00.008+08:00

Orientation Odyssey night ended but why do i feel like i'm getting busier than ever! Owhh.. Cause i don't know how to manage my time wisely, HOW :'( ?!

Damaged hair and black roots sad!

College's Fashion show on 13th. Violin practical on August 15th and i haven't been practicing lately! Finals on 17th and i'm still slacking around! Plus there are so many events in college which i wanted to join! Sighh, effing stress can! You know, i love to eat when i'm stressed out which leads to a total FAIL for my diet plan, fml! Sighh feel like banging the wall nao -___- .

Naega chae chala ga,

2011-07-19T21:43:00.022+08:00

Retarded.

Looks like a Korean!

Heeeh okae this post was like, so last month. It's taken on June 19th, during our OO photo shooting trip at Putrajaya! Went there around 8 in the morning, with the rest of the program designers and committees. Let the pictures do the talkingggggg!

One of my favourite!

Sigh i hate my teeth :(

Pics taken with dslr were so damn awesome, compared to my camera yerr :( ..

Juno's always with his funny expression!

Had some activities after the photo shoot, under the hot sun ): ! Then were asked to sit in a big circle, holding hands, shout whatever we want. Here's the video hahahah, click here! And we never expected that they will..

Threw water balloons at us!! Seriously awesome, mad fun! And here's the video, we got our revenge anyway heeh! Aww happy moments :') . Pity Jiahui and William hahahah!

Ben!

Epic pic and caption by Gabriel! He claimed that..

Her: " Come let's fight, i know Tai Chi"
Me: " WTF, don't la.. I will surely get killed"
HAHAHAH!

More pics spam to gooooooooooo!

Such a coincidence, we were wearing same shirts bought from Macau haha.

HAAHAHA!

Our lovely Pds and committees ♥ !

Went Tien Hou Gong for our praying session after that!

To end this post.. Here's our group shot! I always love group pic heeheh ♥ !

For more of the outing pics, do check out my fb by clicking here, here and here okaeee!

Orientation Odyssey Night 2011,

2011-07-17T19:22:00.016+08:00

Orientation Odyssey Night 2011 (July 16th) has officially ended! Was pleased to received many positive comments bout our performance and it's a huge success! We rocked the stage babehhh :D !

For the moment being.. Visit my fb for more picturessss :) ! I'll update this post tomorrow, super tired now. Nights peopleeee :* !

Edited:

July 16th, an awesome and unforgettable night :) ! Thanks to this event it i'd met many new friends and it feels great doing something you like ♥ ! Had our last stretching session before the actual night on the day!

William and Andrea, the mimes :D

Had fried noodles before the show, ahh fried noodles never tasted so good.. Got our hair and make up done at 12pm while waiting for the show to start at 6pm.

Starting, introduction.

Lady Marmalade, our opening scene!

Can can dance! Omgomg seriously it's the most awesome and neatest ending pose, ever! Cause we normally got nagged during our training session heeh, well done!

Wedding dress sponsored by Star East!

Happy + Lucky girl in wedding dress!

Our dramaaaa scene! Teared before the drama even started cause was so damn freaking nervous bout mistakes and stuff but it went out pretty well in the end, yaaay!

I love this pic truck loads ♥ !

Duet with Han, Bruno mars's Grenade ♥ !

Song that we sang on that day, Way back into love!

- Catwalk, external performance with ex finalists -

Finale, Bruno mars's Marry you!

The event was a huge success! OO family rocks and thanks for everything ♥ ! I'm soooo proud to say that "I'm a finalist of Orientation Odyssey Night 2011" :D ! Heeh there're hell lotsa pics taken during the actual night. Want more want more? Do visit here, here and here :3 !