AKU DAN SESUATU

2013-04-28T19:11:00.002+08:00

Alloo.. Salam'alaikum semua....

wadohh... begini lama laman ini terbiar... sampai bersawang2. hahhaha...

sekian lama terbiar... tiba2 tergerak hati mau mencoret sesuatu dalam laman ini. bukannya apa, tertarik dengan geng2 blogger yang masih aktif dan sentiasa ada idea2 baru yang dicurahkan untuk tatapan umum.

sekarang ni, orang dikiri-kanan sibuk cerita pasal pilihan raya... atas, bawah, kiri kanan depan belakang... semua sibuk kempen parti masing2...

agak meriah juga PRU kali ini, bendera dan tiang2nya sudah berkibar dan terpacak di mana2... merah biru hijau semua ada... hahahha... agak panas juga la. sepanas bahang mentari KL yang menyerap di ubun2 kepala.

apapun... selamat maju jaya kepada parti2 yang bertanding. semoga ada perubahan bila mandat sudah diberikan.

next week saya post lagi ya...

untitled...

2012-03-27T00:12:00.002+08:00

ASSALAMUALAIKUM... salam sejahtera, salam 1 malaysia.

wahhh... agak bersawang juga rumah tumpanganku ni ya... last update 2011... sekarang sudah 2012. huhuhu.... sunyi dan bosan.

aku sebenarnya terbaca akan blog Nur Inspirasi... agak baik kerana beliau sudah start mengupadate blognya... diucapkan selamat kembali kepadanya... agak bagus tulisan beliau... memangnya aku ternanti2 akan tulisan2 kenangan beliau... mengimbau zaman silam.

cerita pasal lintah... tawos dsbg.... huhu kipidap sis...

tahun baru??

2011-11-26T02:20:00.003+08:00

bercerita tentang tahun baru... tidak banyak yang terlintas dalam mindaku. mungkin kerana tahun2 yang lepas juga begitu... ermmm....

aku toleh ke kanan, kiri, depan, belakang.... atas bawah.... semua manusia di sekelilingku berbicara soal tahun baru. dan yang paling penting ialah azam masing2... mungkin sudah menjadi lumrah manusia begitu... ermmmm....

azam... azam... azam... kadang kala aku merenung dalam2 ke lubuk dasar sanubariku... perlu ke aku memasang azam seperti juga manusia2 lain? wahhh.... aku lihat.... manusia sibuk mencanang azam masing2... ada yang cuba untuk memperbaiki diri apabila masuk tahun baru. tidak kiralah apa yg diazamkan....

bagiku, azam itu penting... tetapi bukan hanya pada tahun baru sahaja.... azam boleh dibuat pada bila2 masa.... di mana2 sahaja.

aku... azam hanyalah sesuatu yang biasa.... normal. kalau hendak berubah secara total... dengan niat yang ikhlas... bersungguh2... dan didokong oleh manusia2 di sekeliling... maka akan terlaksanalah azam tersebut secara total....

azam itu baik.... tapi sejauhmana keinginan kita untuk melaksanakannya...

tepuk dada.... tanya org sebelah... "encik, azam saya sekian dan sekian... adakah encik melihat perubahannya?"

kita tidak dapat melihat perubahan diri kita.... samada kita ini berbakat atau sebagainya...

p/s: azamku hendak menunaikan haji pada usia 35 tahun... insya Allah.... hehehehe...

langkah mayat AKU dulu!!!

2011-06-20T15:29:00.003+08:00

GANASS!!!

pinggan mangkuk berterbangan.... selipar kasut berguguran... periuk kuali bergemercingan. terlihat kelibat 2 insan tengah berperang. entah apa yang ditekakkan. mungkin kerana "anak ada berak... anak tendang taik, muka ada kena ..."

itulah situasi semasa jarum jam baru menunjukkan angka 2 pagi tadi. HAHAHAHAHA!!~~

suasana tenang, sunyi dan sepi yang menyelubungi aku untuk beradu semalam terganggu oleh pekikan dan lolongan jiran (entah rumah yang keberapa). aku baru sahaja berpindah selama seminggu di teratak buruk ini... dan itu sambutan yang aku dapat. ARGHHHH...!!! biasa bila berada di alam rumah dan tangga ni (walaupun aku belum punya tangga...). aku cuba untuk memasang telinga... tapi... suara-suara itu tidak jelas untuk ditasirkan oleh minda.

hampir 2 jam baru pekikan dan lolongan itu reda sedikit (selepas pasangan itu menjerit; LANGKAH MAYAT AKU DULU!!!!), kemudian bunyi kenderaan dihidupkan, lalu menderu memecah kesunyian malam. ISK!!! tidurku terganggu....

p/s: ini macam punya entry pun ada ka? hutang darah dibayar darah; hutang budi dibawa mati; hutang tidur.... tunggulah petang nanti... akan ku langsai sampai PUASSS!!!! hahahahhaha!!!~~ (gelak komeng).

kembali...

2011-06-11T02:04:00.002+08:00

berikan daku sayapmu wahai burung
nescaya daku bisa terbang sepertimu

jiwa kosong
rindu pada sesuatu
gerangan apakah itu?

arghhh...
mungkin bisa saja daku selongkar
di dalam kotak-kotak memori

kekosongan jiwa
menyelubungi jiwa...
apakah ini tandanya
untuk daku kembali kepada-Nya?

ya...
daku faham wahai Rabb...
terima kasih kerana rahman dan rahimMu.

daku ingin kembali....

BLOWIN' IN THE WIND...

2011-04-20T18:32:00.000+08:00

How many roads must a man walk down
Before you call him a man ?
How many seas must a white dove sail
Before she sleeps in the sand ?
Yes, how many times must the cannon balls fly
Before they're forever banned ?
The answer my friend is blowin' in the wind
The answer is blowin' in the wind.

Yes, how many years can a mountain exist
Before it's washed to the sea ?
Yes, how many years can some people exist
Before they're allowed to be free ?
Yes, how many times can a man turn his head
Pretending he just doesn't see ?
The answer my friend is blowin' in the wind
The answer is blowin' in the wind.

Yes, how many times must a man look up
Before he can see the sky ?
Yes, how many ears must one man have
Before he can hear people cry ?
Yes, how many deaths will it take till he knows
That too many people have died ?
The answer my friend is blowin' in the wind
The answer is blowin' in the wind.

hi cantik...

2011-04-19T03:00:00.002+08:00

"lalu...
titik-titik air turun dari langit
membasahi bumi gersang
lalu jadi hijau

kau yang cantik
bagai bidadari dari langit
memiliki wajah ayu yang memukau...."

suatu cerita...

2011-04-17T00:07:00.001+08:00

Suatu pagi, seorang anak muda yang dirundung malang bertemu seorang tua yang bijaksana.

Langkah anak muda itu longlai dan air mukanya kelihatan pucat tidak bermaya serta seperti orang yang tidak bahagia.

Tanpa membuang masa, anak muda itu menceritakan semua masalahnya.

Impiannya tidak tercapai dan gagal dalam kehidupan dan percintaan sambil Pak Tua yang bijak itu mendengarnya dengan teliti dan saksama.

Dia kemudian mengambil segenggam garam dan meminta anak muda itu mengambil segelas air.

Dia menabur garam itu ke dalam gelas sebelum mengacaunya dengan sudu.

“Cuba, minum ini dan katakan bagaimana rasanya…”, ujar Pak Tua itu.

“Masin sampai pahit, pahit sekali,”

jawab anak muda itu sambil meludah ke sisinya sedangkan

Pak Tua itu tersenyum melihat telatah tamunya.

Kemudian, dia mengajak tetamunya itu untuk berjalan ke tepi telaga

di dalam hutan berhampiran tempat tinggalnya.

Mereka berjalan beriringan dan akhirnya sampai ke tepi perigi yang tenang itu.

Pak Tua itu menabur segenggam garam ke perigi itu dan menggunakan sepotong kayu untuk mengacau dan mencipta riak air yang mengusik ketenangan telaga itu.

“Cuba ambil air dari telaga ini, dan minumlah”.

Sebaik anak muda itu selesai meneguk air, Pak Tua berkata:

“Bagaimana rasanya?”

“Segar.” sahut tamunya.

“Apakah kamu rasa masin garam di dalam air itu?”, tanya Pak Tua lagi.

“Tidak,” jawab si anak muda.

Pak Tua menepuk punggung anak itu lalu mengajaknya duduk berhadapan,
bersimpuh di tepi telaga itu.

“Anak muda, dengarlah.

Pahitnya kehidupan adalah umpama segenggam garam, tak lebih dan tak kurang.

Jumlah dan rasa pahit itu sama dan memang akan tetap sama.

Tapi, kepahitan yang kita rasakan sangat tergantung dari wadah atau tempat yang kita miliki. Kepahitan itu akan diasaskan daripada perasaan tempat kita meletakkan segalanya.

Itu semua akan tergantung pada hati kita.

“Jadi, saat kamu rasakan kepahitan dan kegagalan dalam hidup,

hanya ada satu hal yang boleh kamu lakukan.

Lapangkanlah dadamu menerima semuanya.

Luaskanlah hatimu untuk menampung setiap kepahitan itu.

Luaskan wadah pergaulanmu supaya kamu mempunyai persekitaran hidup yang luas.

Kamu akan banyak belajar daripadanya,” katanya.

Pak Tua itu terus memberikan nasihat dengan berkata:

“Hatimu adalah wadah itu.

Perasaanmu adalah tempat itu.

Kalbumu tempat kamu menampung segalanya.

Jadi, jangan jadikan hatimu itu seperti gelas,

buatlah laksana telaga yang mampu merendam setiap kepahitan dan

merubahnya menjadi kesegaran dan kebahagiaan.”

Lalu, kedua-duanya pulang.

Mereka sama-sama belajar pada hari itu.

Pak Tua, si orang bijak itu, kembali menyimpan ‘segenggam garam’ untuk anak muda yang lain,

yang sering datang padanya membawa keresahan jiwa.

melankolik...

2011-04-16T08:29:00.002+08:00

pagi ini...
angin membelai lembut tubuhku
bersama alunan lembut puji-pujian
"Wahai Tuhan, sampaikan rahmat dan keredaanMu
kepada kekasihMu (Muhammad SAW),
iaitu, yang terbaik dikalangan seluruh ciptaanMu"

daku...
renung jauh...
mendongak ke langit mendung pagi ini...
bersama melankolik suasana...
mungkinkah daku layak di sana?

wahai Tuhanku...
ampunkan daku...

dilema...

2011-03-31T17:21:00.001+08:00

ingat mau cari kerja baru... ada idea??

SUNYI SEPI....

2011-02-14T13:22:00.003+08:00

"sesuatu yg pelik apabila suatu perkara lama yang telah lama kita tinggalkan... tiba-tiba kita tergerak hati untuk lakukannya kembali."

begitulah daku semenjak 2-3 minggu ini. merenung jauh masa depan... bagai kelam ditelan puing-puing masa. maka, daku memutuskan kembali untuk berkongsi rasa dan perasaan...

disebalik kelabu malam yang menjelma... aku menikmati secawan kopi panas yang ku buat sendiri. Kopi bujang. LOL. hiburanku hanyalah bunyi cengkerik bandar yang tidak putus menghiburkan suasana malam.

daku perlahan-lahan membukan kembali lembaran masa silam yang telah lama ku simpan jauh ke dasar benak. luahan kata-kata indah jelas terdengar di seluruh rongga telinga,

kedengaran jelas salam diberi. renungan matanya membuat daku terpana. kaku bagai terpaku. indah sungguh pemandangan itu. terasa daku ingin terus memandang wajahnya. sejuk dan tenang rasa jiwa. seolah daku bertemu bidadari pujaan.

sekian lama daku cuba untuk menghubunginya kembali... akhirnya daku beroleh jawapan pasti. seolah dirinya dekat denganku... daku cuba hampirnya serapat yang boleh.

akhirnya... mata bertentang mata, lalu jatuh ke hati... bertemu di lembah cinta yang sunyi. "akhir kita kemana sayang?" daku bermain kata dengannya. dirinya membalas senyum tanpa suara. daku faham. lalu senyumku sepanjang malam tidak pernah luntur.

setiap malam... daku titipkan puisi-puisi indah untuknya. agar rasa itu terus hangat sehangat mentari pagi yang baru menyinar. daku kirimkan kepada angin malam agar tidurnya sentiasa tenang.

benakku keletihan... kopi semakin berkurangan. daku ingin beradu. SELAMAT MALAM DUNIA.

DISEBALIK PELANGI...

2010-10-18T23:25:00.004+08:00

mendengar sang burung menyanyi
disebalik susunan awan
lapang dadaku
mendongak ke angkasa

cinta...
kalau ini takdirnya
biarkan jiwaku mati ditelan masa

cinta...
kalau ini jadinya
baik diriku pergi sebelumnya

saat hujan bercucuran
basah sekujur tubuh
tidak berganjak dari teguh kakinya
demi kerana pelangi 7 warna itu
ingin sangat hatinya melihat

Tuhan...
betapa lemah diriku
kerana itu daku berserah
Tuhan...
sembunyikan resah ini
disebalik pelangi itu.

RoXy Zaire Awod
Puchong, selangor
18 oct 2010
1134pm

lucu la sangat....

2010-10-04T19:10:00.000+08:00

hahahaha.. aku kembali melawat laman ini. terasa kosong tanpa teman. sedih bila berjauhan. resah bila berpisah. jatuh cinta bila bertentangan mata...

boring punya pasal aku beli BROADBAND MAXIS. PUAS HATI. buleh online hari2 d rumah. terima kasih maxis... kekeeke...

20 Hilarious School Exam Answers

2010-08-19T01:28:00.000+08:00

The following questions were set in last year’s GCSE examination in England.

These are genuine answers from 16 year olds, not very bright, but entertaining, 16 year olds.

Q. Name the four seasons

A. Salt, pepper, mustard and vinegar

Q. Explain one of the processes by which water can be made safe to drink

A. Flirtation makes water safe to drink because it removes large pollutants like grit, sand, dead sheep and canoeists

Q. How is dew formed

A. The sun shines down on the leaves and makes them perspire

Q. What causes the tides in the oceans

A. The tides are a fight between the earth and the moon. All water tends to flow towards the moon, because there is no water on the moon, and nature abhors a vacuum. I forget where the sun joins the fight

Q. What guarantees may a mortgage company insist on

A. If you are buying a house they will insist that you are well endowed

Q. In a democratic society, how important are elections

A. Very important. Sex can only happen when a male gets an election

Q. What are steroids

A. Things for keeping carpets still on the stairs

Q. What happens to your body as you age

A. When you get old, so do your bowels and you get intercontinental

Q. What happens to a boy when he reaches puberty

A. He says goodbye to his boyhood and looks forward to his adultery

Q. Name a major disease associated with cigarettes

A. Premature death

Q. What is artificial insemination

A. When the farmer does it to the bull instead of the cow

Q. How can you delay milk turning sour

A. Keep it in the cow

Q. How are the main 20 parts of the body categorised (e.g. The abdomen)

A. The body is consisted into 3 parts – the brainium, the borax and the abdominal cavity. The brainium contains the brain, the borax contains the heart and lungs and the abdominal cavity contains the five bowels: A, E, I, O and U

Q. What is the fibula?

A. A small lie

Q. What is the most common form of birth control

A. Most people prevent contraception by wearing a condominium

Q. Give the meaning of the term ‘Caesarean section’

A. The caesarean section is a district in Rome

Q. What is a seizure?

A. A Roman Emperor.

Q. What is a terminal illness

A. When you are sick at the airport.

Q. What does the word ‘benign’ mean?

A. Benign is what you will be after you be eight

Q. What is a turbine?

A. Something an Arab or Shreik wears on his head

Related:

Arab Saudi...??

2010-08-17T01:13:00.000+08:00

kawan aku bagi link ni..baca sendiri dan fikir-fikirlah...

http://www.blessedquietness.com/alhaj/saudi01.htm

"For some time now I have been getting signals about Saudi Arabia. I think it is time to tell you what I know, and, in the end of this page, I will do a bit of speculating based on my research of the Middle East.

This page will consist of the following:

1. A brief review of the history of Saudi Arabia

2. A discussion of why the USA has interests in Saudi Arabia, and how that looks today.

3. A discussion of Osama Bin Ladan and his true zeal.

4. Three postings from an Arab Muslim dissenting against the Saudi Regime.

5. Material gleaned from the Web on Saudi present conditions.

6. My final observations, particularly using the King James Bible"

Why Young Entrepreneurs Fail

2010-08-16T03:09:00.001+08:00

Scott Gerber: Never Get a "Real" Job

Why Young Entrepreneurs Fail

Founder of Under30CEO.com, Matt Wilson, shares tips to avoid failure.

By Scott Gerber | July 20, 2010

Face it. Nothing will go as planned. Ever.

Failure is inevitable. Your world will be flipped upside-down on a daily basis, and even the best-laid plans--accompanied by the best intentions--can go belly-up.

To make it as a business owner in the real world, you need to learn to fail like a pro, adapt at will and pay attention to detail in order to make informed decisions that will keep your business moving forward. Your ability to plan for the worst-case scenario and maneuver around unforeseen circumstances will be the keys to finding success as your own boss.

Matt Wilson is a young entrepreneur who knows a thing or two about failure. He's hustling it out like the rest of us and created a company, Under30CEO , to provide tools and resources to help aspiring entrepreneurs drop their 9-to-5 and take control of their lives. Under30CEO has helped countless people overcome adversity, avoid catastrophe and survive failure.

What was your biggest failure as a young entrepreneur?
MW: My biggest failure as an entrepreneur came at Under30CEO after wavering from our mission of inspiring young entrepreneurs. We were frustrated because our market wasn't buying what we had to sell, so we took on an enormous re-branding campaign and changed the name of our company to incorporate a larger audience and drop our under-30 demographic. We spent a lot of time and money trying to expand our market. Still, nobody bought.

It doesn't matter how big your market is if nobody likes your product. It wasn't the market's fault. Our product was bad, and we ruined our brand and had to start from scratch. The most embarrassing part was going back to our old brand and apologizing to our old customers we wanted to welcome back.

That being said, now we spend a lot more time getting to know our market instead of trying to sell anything to anyone. We were in a hurry to turn cash-flow-positive when we needed to stay focused and be patient.

Are there specific obstacles young entrepreneurs need to overcome vs. older generations?
The biggest thing for a young entrepreneur to overcome is credibility. Why should someone invest in you? Why should someone trust your advice? What will make people think you will get the job done with no track record? Building credibility is best done with a stepping-stone approach. Do one thing today that will make you more credible tomorrow. If people won't pay you or invest in you, give away your product or service for free, get testimonials from customers and build your track record that way. Show customers what value you can provide them, and if you can quantify that value, even better. The more things you can come to the table to brag about, the better.

What about some typical missteps you've seen young entrepreneurs make?
One of the biggest mistakes young entrepreneurs make is neglecting their revenue model. Today there are so many businesses that haven't figured out how to monetize themselves yet. To me, the word monetize is redundant in business. If you don't have a business model, you aren't really in business--it's just a hobby. Sure, investors are dropping millions of dollars into companies with hopes of being acquired by Google, but without a solid business model behind it, you are just building "castles in the sky."

Seasoned investors and accomplished entrepreneurs can help mentor young people to overcome this hurdle. Show them your financials and focus on how to generate cash flow. There are thousands of people out there who want to see young people succeed--you just need to ask.

What advice do you have for aspiring entrepreneurs who hate their 9-to-5s?
Aspiring entrepreneurs need to surround themselves with others who want more out of life than the typical 9-to-5. There is a great group of motivated people eating peanut butter and jelly sandwiches every night in your city, scraping by to build their business. Surrounding yourself with these types of people gives you the confidence to know you aren't alone on the road to success. The minute you quit your job, naysayers will come out of the woodwork, but if you have that support group to fall back on, you'll be able to overcome the hard times.

Remember, entrepreneurship is a marathon, not a sprint.

How has Under30CEO.com helped young entrepreneurs avoid failure and launch successful businesses?
More than 100 young entrepreneurs from all over the globe have shared their successes and failures on Under30CEO.com. Hearing insights from young people overcoming the same problems they are experiencing in their businesses allows Gen Y to come together and learn from one another. The community has a culture of reaching out to one another and helping each other with the challenges they are facing.

9 Ways to Prepare for Growth and Success

2010-08-16T03:07:00.001+08:00

The economy taught you to expect the worst, but have you ever prepared for the best?

By JK Harris | March 20, 2010

It's Business 101 to have contingency plans in place for when things go wrong. But, conversely, are you prepared for growth and success? What if it turns out your positive expectations were too conservative? What if an unexpected celebrity endorsement sends demand for your product soaring? On a more practical--and likely--note, as the economy shows signs of turning around, are you ready for what that will mean for your operation

Here's what you need to do to be prepared for growth:

Know what growth means for you and your company.
To prepare for something, you have to know what it is and how you'll recognize it. Growth is more than just hitting a set of numbers--it's a package that includes changes to your company in terms of operations, production, staffing and facilities. In addition, think about what growth means to you personally. What will your life be like when your company grows and profits increase? How hard are you going to have to work? Are you ready and willing to do what it takes?
Maintain relationships
with your funding sources.
The faster you grow, the more cash you're likely to need. Growth financing is every bit as hard--if not harder--to obtain than startup funding. Do regular cash-flow projections so that you know how much credit you're going to need well before you have to start writing checks. Develop and maintain strong relationships with your funding sources and be sure to have primary and backup sources available. In today's financial climate, it's harder than ever to predict credit availability, so stay on top of your cash and financial needs to give yourself have plenty of room to maneuver when it's time to borrow.
Get comfortable being in the spotlight.
Successful owners of growing companies
are almost always in the spotlight to some degree--maybe not always to the general public but certainly within your industry and with your employees. Be prepared for a level of attention that you probably haven't received before.
Hire people based on where you want to be, not where you are.
The team that can successfully run a $1 million company is not the same team that can run a $100 million company. If your goal is growth, hire people who can perform in the size company you want to be--they'll help you get there.
Put the right people in the right places.
The right people doing the right jobs is absolutely critical to sustain growth. Whole person assessments and job benchmarking will allow you to take a systematic approach to hiring and career development, which will reduce your mis-hires and employee turnover.
Take care of your people.
Your employees are what keep you successful. Recognize and reward that. Working in a high-growth organization is stressful and challenging. Take note of your employees' work and respond appropriately, or risk losing top talent. Create an environment where people are willing to work through the growing pains. In addition, take care of your suppliers, professional advisors and anyone else who can have an effect on your operation.
Listen to the experts.
You may be an expert in your business, but you don't know it all. What's more, there often will be experts who know more about particular parts of an industry than the insiders. Identify the experts, listen to them and learn from them. Let them help smooth out your learning curves and keep you on your growth track.
Stay close to your customers.
No company can do without customers, and if you don't stay close to them, you'll lose them. Know what they need, but more important, know what they want and do everything you can to give that to them. Most important, communicate. Never let your customers wonder what's going on. Tell them--whether it's good or bad.
Focus on your core business and don't get distracted.
Stick to the business your company knows best. Be sure any diversification or product line expansion you do makes sense. If it has nothing to do with your core business don't get into it just because it seems like a good opportunity. Otherwise, you'll you confuse your customers and your employees--and you'll likely find that dividing your efforts reduces the quality and profitability of everything.

Just as you plan for when things go wrong, also plan for when things go well. When you're prepared for growth, you better can manage the changes it brings and let it take you to the goal you set when you started.

tergerak hati....

2010-08-16T02:39:00.002+08:00

terlalu susah untuk melelapkan mata.... log in blog. berfikir tentang topik untuk dikongsi bersama. RESIPI? aku bukan buleh masak sangat, tapi kalu style budak lelaki lembu (cowboy) mungkin buleh gasak kutt...

scroll bawah saja la....

Bahan2:

Macaroni - selalu pilih bentuk siput.
Daging Kisar
Bawang besar & bawang putih - potong dadu
Tomato - 1 biji.Potong dadu gak
Tomato Puree
Cendawan Butang - selalu brand REX yg ada halal from JAKIM
Cili Sos
Tomato Sos
Serbuk Oregano - bulih beli kat Giant kat bahagian rempah ratus
Mozarella cheese

Cara2:
Rebus macaroni & asingkan

Tumis bawang & masuk daging.Biar sampai daging bertukar warna coklat.
Masukkan 1 sudu tomato puree & tomato yg dipotong dadu.Kacau.Masuk cendawan, cili sos & tomato sos.
Garam secukup rasa.Masukkan macaroni dan tabur serbuk oregano.Angkat tabur mozarella cheese and heat it dalam microwave about 2-3 minit.

*Kalau tak de mikrowave boleh bakar atas pemanggang

Siap!

HAHAHAHAHAHHA!!!!~~~

nikmati kesakitanmu, sebelum datang ketenangan.

2010-07-25T03:01:00.001+08:00

Tak ada kayu, tak ada api
tidaklah musnah sajakku, terbakar menjadi abu
membaur bersama awan di langit
menunggu doa terpanjatkan
daripadanya hujan
dari jasad teraniaya

biar kutanami taman - taman kertas kosong
dengan benih - benih kata,
senantiasa hujan bertamu
tumbuh subur
menjelma sajak rimbun dan teduh

Tak ada air, tak ada angin
tidak bergelombang lautan asin
untuk kembali menghempas karang
mengusir lumut amarah dan dendam
seperti itukah dirimu?

O kemana penyair hendak mencari karang ?
hilang darinya hamparan biru lautan asin
O siapa jua berlayar riang gembira?
hilang darinya angin dan langit berhias bintang.

Tawa itu kosong, hampa setelahnya
diam dan kembali menyala
membesar tertiup angin
padam oleh air
bagai kobaran api

"Engkau hanya berputar – putar mengelilingi bayang sendiri anakku, menunggu senja diculik segerombolan kelelawar
Lihat, lihatlah tubuhmu penuh luka, menganga dan membusuk,
tertawalah
Nikmati kesakitanmu, sebelum datang ketenangan yang tak bisa merasakan apa - apa".

Sakit itu kebohongan, bualan nyata sebelumnya
Seluruh kehidupanmu tertinggal di dunia
takut musnah oleh sajak kebenaran.

senyum...

2010-07-25T02:48:00.003+08:00

sekian lama ruang ini tandus dan gersang. maka malam ini aku berkeputusan untuk menyiramnya semula dengan kata-kata indah dari hati. wahh!!!

1. TAHNIAH kepada kawan kepada kawan kerana berjaya men"setup" blug sendiri.

2. "nasib kita" mungkin sesuai kepada kawan yang mungkin diselubungi berbagai perasaan.

3. SFHS bila boleh jumpa lagi??

4. kepada sesiapa yang berkenaan... sila perhati sekeliling anda. mungkin ada yang memerhati dengan sengaja...

malam ini...
ingin aku bercerita kepada bulan
tentang rindu dan cinta

senyum manis
membuat aku terus berkelana
di alam fantasi

rindu
mencengkam kalbu
jiwa
meronta menyeksakan...

Lapar...

2010-07-06T01:36:00.001+08:00

keroncong perutku minta diisikan....

LAPAR!!! katanya.

sabarlah, besok masih ada.

Bintang kejora....

2010-07-06T01:30:00.002+08:00

bisik manja bayu malam ini membuat aku tidak senang duduk. mataku seolah tidak mahu didodoikan oleh gerimis malam. selimut pun seolah tidak menggodaku malam ini. ahh... melayan perasaan.

pesanan demi pesanan ku terima. setiap bait kata membuat aku terpana. mungkin ini hanya perasaan...

jemariku pantas menekan papan kekunci komputer ini. semakin laju dan laju...

tetapi benakku terlalu merinduinya...

hatiku kian menyesak...

mungkin juga mendesak...

lalu....

teriakkanku mengejutkan suasana....

terpinga-pinga seketika...

cengkerik di luar sana menegurku....

BISING!!! katanya...

arghhh....

maafkanlah aku wahai insan...

mungkin jahil diriku menebal bak tembok China...

membuat kau resah sebegitu...

sejujurnya aku berbicara....

KAU ADALAH KESAYANGANKU.

makna cinta...

2010-06-05T17:43:00.005+08:00

Cinta...
adalah kekuatan,
yang mampu mengubah duri jadi mawar,
mengubah cuka jadi anggur,
mengubah sedih jadi ria,
mengubah amarah jadi ramah,
mengubah musibah jadi muhibbah,
itulah cinta...

Sekalipun cinta telah ku uraikan,
dan ku jelaskan panjang lebar,
namun jika cinta kudatangi,
aku jadi malu pada keteranganku sendiri...

Meskipun lidahku telah mampu menguraikan,
namun tanpa lidah,
cinta ternyata lebih terang...
sementara pena,
begitu tergesa-gesa menuliskannya...

Kata-kata pecah berkeping-keping,
begitu sampai kepada cinta...

Dalam menguraikan cinta,
akal terbaring tak berdaya,
bagaikan keldai terbaring dalam lumpur,
cinta sendirilah yang menerangkan cinta,
dan percintaan...

p/s: special presentation to SFHS

SEPI

2010-06-02T11:06:00.001+08:00

SEPI MENCENGKAM SEKUJUR TUBUH
MENGONGAK KE AWANGAN
FIKIRAN KOSONG
TAK BERTEMAN
SUNYI....

WAHAI ANGIN
SAMPAIKAN SALAM DAN CINTAKU PADANYA
BISIKKAN RASA ITU TERUS KE HATINYA.

doa seribu bahasa.

2010-05-30T15:37:00.003+08:00

bunyi gerabak kereta api itu mengejutkan sang petualang. owhh... sudah tiba masa untuk menyambung kembali perjalanan yang tergendala kerana ketandusan idea untuk menulis. maka aku berkata, idea ku, hanya aku yang faham.

persoalan demi persoalan menyesakkan minda. mencari waktu dan masa untuk dijawab. bolehkah untuk aku menerjah ke dasar pemikiranmu, demi untuk jawapan itu?

arghh!!~~ mana mungkin aku dapat bertemu. melihatmu saja pun aku malu. inikan pula untuk bertemu, berbicara dua mata. aku pendam di jiwa. terasa menyesakkan. hanya aku yang faham maksudku.

kembara di tanah tandus tanpa pepohonan untuk berteduh. mencengkam sukma, menusuk jiwa. maka, seperti biasa, hanya aku yang faham akan maksudku.

kiranya hati terasing di hujung dunia. dekat tidak pernah. jiwa makin tersiksa. hanya itu mampu dititipkan; doa seribu bahasa.