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I'm searching for mine too

noreply@blogger.com (greenmon) — Sat, 14 Nov 2009 19:52:00 +0000

I've always wished I can pour my heart and soul into this blog, but I can't.

I can't sleep as I have a lot of things going on in my mind. I know seperation is inevidable, but it still frightens me that I have to be alone next year. It's like freshmen year all over again.

During highschool I was never considered as the top student in class. I don't mind really, because add maths, physics and all the other science-related subjects were never my thing. The only thing I regretted was why I never join the Art Stream.

Only after leaving highschool that you start to see things clearly. Two streams were provided, not because of who is qualified, but because of what you are interested in. If I knew this earlier, I could have chosen a more suitable path for myself.

I don't mind being judge, because I am not ashamed. I used to, in the beginning, but not anymore. I admit that I still have many weaknesses that can be improved, and hopefully by the end of the year, there will be no more room for improvements =D

Anyway, right now, for the first time since I've stepped into the architecture field, I want to shout to the world that I feel alive! Dropping just 1 subject makes so much different! To those architecture students, the subject I'm talking about is Design, which is the heaviest creditted module in the course. So I think only u guys understand the significance of it. lol. I know I'll be sacrificing one year, unwillingly, but it might just be all worth it =)

To end this post, I would like to share with you guys Su Ann's recent post which was such an eye-opener for me - In Search of Sunrise

love u guys

d'oh!

noreply@blogger.com (greenmon) — Tue, 10 Nov 2009 21:17:00 +0000

Enjoy reruns of Simpsons =D Currently watching it backwards, as in, Season 20 > Season 6. Couldn't bear to watch the first season cause the animation was so bad! lol.

I enjoy Southpark, and Family guy too, cartoons I'm not suppose to laugh to, but do anyways. XD

happy birthday chienling!

noreply@blogger.com (greenmon) — Sat, 07 Nov 2009 10:52:00 +0000

current mood: =D

Just came back from celebrating angugu's birthday, even though it's just a small surprise, but hope she liked it!

We seriously are a bunch of indecisive people. Took us so long to choose just a simple cake! We've been standing at the counter for 10 minutes discussing which cake should we buy. And finally, when we actually decided on a cake and wanted to buy it, somebody took it away! Just in front us, we saw the cake being purchased and packed, and brought away by some other customer. SWT! Took us another few minutes to regret not choosing faster, and another 5 minutes to decided on the second cake. -_-

Anyway, after the hectic chore of cake choosing, we prepared everything and went over around 11:45pm.

Penny was already prosecuting her plan of keeping angugu in her room. We quietly sneaked into the house *forgot to silent my phone and penny kept messaging me! fumbled and quickly silence it cause getting starting to get dirty look from the guys -_-* but luckily they didn't hear me. we wanted to light the candle at the stairway so all the candles won't melt by the time we reached her, but halfway up, we suddenly heard angugu opening the door! We scrambled like lost mice to whatever hiding place we could find *at the storeroom*, but poor CW who was holding the cake had no place to hide, thus he quickly when to the nearest corner *which was just beside the staircase. lol* holding the cake high up as possible and try to be invisible. hahaha. Anyway, angugu didn't suspect anything and went back to her room *phew*

A reenactment of where CW was trying to hide! Can't imagine what would happen if she really came down. lol

Anyway, it was quite a success! Too bad she changed into her LKW cloths d. Cause previously she was wearing a lovely off shoulder dress!

Birthday girl!

group pic, but serpin not back yet! late! XD

give him a solo pic lah. since he's not in the group pic. lol

Didn't bother with the plates and all, just dug in!

*burp* you can actually finish a cake by using this method! lol.

candles bought from malacca 2 years ago! hahaha

Lastly, and again, happy birthday chienling!

noreply@blogger.com (greenmon) — Wed, 04 Nov 2009 21:42:00 +0000

I've retyped this post 5 times, and I still end up with just one sentence.. wth?

Happy Halloween!

noreply@blogger.com (greenmon) — Mon, 02 Nov 2009 20:51:00 +0000

Actually, we just wanted to find an excuse to go out for dinner. Since everybody has been coped up at home, rushing with design. We don't really celebrate Halloween anyway =S

Was bad that we didn't made any reservations beforehand, even worst when we decided to just spontaneously go for a 15 pax dinner on a Saturday. -_- Do you know how hard it is to find seats for 15 ppl during dinnertime on a Saturday?? lol. Took us half and hour searching for a restaurant, ended up at Nandos, which was better than Pizza Hut I guess? =P

Nando's @ Puchong IOI Mall.

(Sorry, but I hate their service! Kept calling them to refill our drinks, called for 5 times and all was like 'ok refill right? will get back to you' and just walked away, and never came back. -_- So pissed off! I straightaway took my cup to the counter and ask them to refill, PLEASE. So polite use please and u know what the waiter said?? 'Can't you see I'm busy??' Made, busy serving customers right? I'm not your customer ah?? Seriously. I couldn't think of a snappy remark at that time, so I just stared at him and placed my cup on the counter. He insisted that I went back to my seat and he will 'get right back to me'. Eh wei, the soda machine just right beside you and your peri-peri chicken damn hot ok! You lazy, then I go and refill myself lah, no big deal, save your energy time and effort. -_- Anyway, at the end he still help me refill my Sprite but with a fed up face. (we ordered Sprite in the first place and they kept giving tasteless SODA for 2 times. Thus we had to throw the soda to the vase beside us cause it tastes disgusting.) Purposely refilled till overflowing for me, ok, thank you lor. Mr Skinny malay waiter. Too bad I didn't get your name to thank you here.)

lol. sorry got a bit carried away. I just hate bad services. I'd rather have so-so food and great service than delicious A grade food served by rude waiters/waiteress. -_- No matter how nice it tastes, your mood will totally be spoilt by rude people, summore have to pay them service charge again... *grumbles*

haha.. ok ok. no more complaining already! on to more pictures!

See not, EXTRA HOT ok.

The class flowers~ hahaha.

One of our last few dinners I guess =(

Oh btw, Lim Yu Zhong was performing at a cafe on that same day! He had make-up on and looked a bit wierd =S

After dinner, guys went to play some snooker. Us girls, well, likes to take pictures. Or, have our pictures taken. hahaha. (Don't worry~ only posted 1,2,.. 3 ok!)

In conjunction. =P

Foosball time!

Was my first time playing foosball, not bad for a beginner =P Pawned Loong at one point~ wahahah~

Yes we had colour contacts on, and I personally like Penny's Purple ones! So unique~

Hanging around~ Rampas the red chair from CW. hahaha. He said that the chair looks nice for pictures and we were like 'Oh yeah ha!' and sat down, totally covering the chair. lol.

Mamak as usual, chatted till 3am, was really tired but still enjoyed it. =)

So, that's how I celebrate my Halloween? Hahaha. Goodnight!

no more

noreply@blogger.com (greenmon) — Sun, 25 Oct 2009 19:53:00 +0000

Haiya, can't sleep lah!

I know I seldom write personal stuff here nowadays, but I just have to let this out to a friend.

I'm just bothered by something which happened recently. Somebody who hasn't talked to me for so long suddenly finds me when i'm not there, and when i do reply, they couldn't care less. Even when I wished you, all you replied was with that couldn't-be-bothered attitude.

What the hell?

And it's not just that. When somebody resents you, you immediately can feel it in your gut. And that was what I felt from you for all these time. You try so hard to cover it but it's so obvious. I didn't give much thought for all these time, but that was the last straw!

Still harbouring grudges at me? Still judging me? Angry at me? What?? What was it that made you resent me so much. I will never make the first move any more because it's your turn. I've had enough of being humiliated by your silence. And if you decide to skip it, then I guess this friendship is not worth saving anymore.

Mid-Autumn Festival

noreply@blogger.com (greenmon) — Mon, 19 Oct 2009 12:35:00 +0000

2009 10 07 Saturday

Taking a break from all the assignments, we decided to have a get-together for Mid-Autumn Festival, which was organized by Dailou. Location was the field in front of CW's house, and everybody pitched in for the food and lanterns. Starts at 9pm, ended around 2am after Mamak. lol.

I love the setting! Surrounded by candles and lanterns. Children nearby were looking at us enviously. hahaha.

kinda romantic~

thank you guys for providing the location!

It's like a picnic at night. hahaha

they keep saying we look alike, do we?

Dom's experiment...

... which went craaaazy!

中秋节就是我们的周年纪念=)

我们有一样的周年纪念日子～嘿嘿

我们的愿望。。。

writing mine =)

preparing the kong ming lantern

我们的孔明灯！

up up and away! please don't hit anything on your way

hot and sweaty! luckily wore a looser shirt, which.. didn't really help much. lol

‘西瓜甜不甜～？’

‘甜～～～～’

preparing the settings for group pic!

lovely group photo!

This is like the 8th try! So hard to take jumping pics at night.

love you all

love you the most! hahaha

pomelo~ haven't eaten for a long long time

I didn't really eat much during the party, just 2 bites of mooncake, dailou's red bean soup, a quarter of an egg tart and 2 satays. This is how you know you hadn't ate much when you can remember what and how much you ate. lol. But it was fun! Amidst all the bmadness everyday, it's nice to take a day off and have quality time with everybody.

Well, that's all for now, Happy Mid-Autumn Festival!

up up and away to genting!

noreply@blogger.com (greenmon) — Mon, 19 Oct 2009 12:32:00 +0000

2009 09 07 Monday

Went up to Genting last monday! One word, FINALLY. lol. The guys been planning for quite some time but always end up never happened for a lot of reasons. Anyway, it was really a fun trip! Not because there's a lot of things to do, just that being together is already fun enough! lol.

Gathered at Petronas station around 10am, divided cars and off we go! Took about 2 hours drive up, and it was so foggy! Absolutely enjoyed the cool weather~ The only problem was halfway up we received a call from the others that CW's car mati engine. haha. Note to those who wanna go up and down mountain, use low gear!

genting - indoors.

on our way for lunch

The food up there is super expensive too! RM15 for beef noodle, RM9 for fried rice etc. Should have bought our own steamboat set, with a mini gas cylinder. hahaha. Anyway, after lunch we walked around, and the guys decided to enter the ghost house while me and hm stayed outside. It's not that we're scared okay (unlike the guys who came out later), it's just that we've went in before this., so wanna save money cause lunch costed a BOMB. (HM spent rm40 for lunch at a foodcourt. lol. haiyo so bad laugh at ppl, my lunch also quite $$ wei. )

merry-go-round

glasses for 3d

a bunch of girls waiting to get into the ghost house. I heard somebody keep cursing the 'ghosts' CB. hahahaha.

While waiting for the guys, me and HM spotted this laser maze game, RM10 per person. Took us bout 10 minutes to understand what the guy was trying to promote. You get 3 tries, and then at the end there's this puzzle for you to solve. Actually, all quite uanessacry lor. All of us went in and we tried how many times also can.

The laser maze room. Quite cool actually if they had more levels. Then you just have to twist and jump and hurdle ur way over.

After that, casino time! I was very excited/nervous cause it was my first time actually gambling in a casino. I don't have much money (unlike all the gong gong po po inside, throw few thousands here and there) so felt a bit intimidated at first. But after awhile, you'll realize that nobody really cares about you there. haha. So it's okay to bet RM10 while the person besides you adds another 2 digit to your sum. Anyway, really had fun! So addictive~ Just make sure you don't get carried away with the gambling. Bet on what you earn, keep your model. Ok dah.

Being in the casino for 2 hours really takes a toll on your body. Too smoky inside. Anyway came out to take some pictures before leaving. Loong found a new way of camwhoring!

Tadaa~ Aerial view.

Took a lot of risk to take this photo cause was at a curve road. *btw, i luuuuuuurve my shoeeeeeeeee =P*

me and jac. Haiyo love this pic cause both look so thin! =D

Anyway, that's all lah. Just a day trip, and might go up again during Raya! =D
$$$! wahahaha.

to sum up my holiday

noreply@blogger.com (greenmon) — Sun, 18 Oct 2009 17:37:00 +0000

The blogging mood has struck me, so this is gonna be a long post cause I decided to just cramp my whole holiday into one post. =D hehe. Firstly, was a trip back home. Got to catch up with some ol' friends which was really nice! There's not much we can do on the lil' island other than yam cha. lol.

To sum up my holiday:

1) makan satay/chicken wing and drinking coconut at the beach! =D

# geo, bel, yong yee and jasmin! my yamcha kaki. heihei

# freakin' lots of cats lor even coconut husks also can't stop them

# this was a different day. rainy.

# somehow we ended up with 40 satays because of some 'miscommunication' =P

# me and bel. with our obligatory ss pic =P

2) Fondue night

Bel invited us over for a diy fondue. She bought her own fondue set and we have to melt our own chocolate. Took some time for the melting cause according to bel she used the wrong chocolate? lol. but nevertheless, the outcome was delicious! I mean, of course! We're just dipping stuff into chocolate =D

# bel's fondue set. i wanna get one too! but can't find 'em in kl =S

# took turn stirring, waiting for the chocolate to melt.

# after 30 mins, finally get to eat!

# pears, apples and marshmallows

# curi few biji from bel. hehe (eh! why we didn't dip this in chocolate ah??)

3) Lazing around hotel lounges at night cause we have nothing to do. heihei.

This was my first time hanging out at the lounge. Like, actually sitting down and ordering something to drink there. lol. FIY, it's a 5-star hotel, and usually late at night, we just stroll in with our most casual cloths ever, ordered mocktails/tea/hot chocolate and just sit there watching WWF on the big screen. lol. I just luuuuuurve labuan. That's how casual and laid-back we labuan civilians are. =P

# our snacks and jasmin's two pots of teas cause salah order.

# Dorsett Punch

# Cracker mocktail

# Onion rings or CALAMARI (silly bel~ hehe) and wedges

# enjoying my drink

# dedicated to Yong Yee~ a heart of oil~

# artsy fancy photo

4) Amsterdam style pancake by sis =D

# I just luuuuuuuuuuuuurve pancake for breakfast. Something worth waking up for! Thank you jie for making pancakes~

5) Penang trip!

Spent 2 days in Penang, just bringing Jac's bro around since it's his first time to Malaysia. We didn't get to take the tram on Penang Hill because, what a coincidence, it was close during the two days we were there. -_-

Just a small portion of pics here. Most of them are up on facebook though =P

#took us 4 hours to get there. I enjoy all the fruits selling at rest stops because they are super fresh and sweet! (mango~)

#had chicken/mutton masala for lunch, which was very spicy!!! was here before with my cousin and friends, ate at the very same place but I forgot what's the name of the shop @_@

Dropped by the Toy Museum. They doubled the price for foreigners, which means it only cost me RM10 but RM20 for Jacky -_- I didn't want to go in cause I was there before last year, but I wanted to try my new lens on toys and figurines! So, there goes my rm10~

#I.Robot. Love the stare.

# Corpse Bride

# can anybody tell me what character is this?

# the sphinx

# very flexible

# zelda~

# Mr Cool

# jap dolls

Our next trip was to Wat Chayamangkalaram (Sleeping Buddha Temple)

# peek-a-boo!

# all the statues have the same facial expression, but different hand gestures. This one is to symbolize the dragon sign if I'm not mistaken

# wheel of fortune, rosak!

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# ashes

# resting

# some flowers outside the temple

# resting at our room, with a very good view of Penang with Cheong Fatt Tze Mansion just below us!

# penang muachee is the best!

Second day in Penang, went to visit Kek Lok Si Temple and Khoo Kongsi Temple.

# dim sum for breakfast

# yummy egg tarts

Kek Lok Si Temple

# on the way up

# turtles waiting for lettuces

# moongate

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On to Khoo Kongsi Temple

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# Cannon Square

# rock on!

# when i looked up, this was what i saw! beautiful lantern.

# taller than average fire hydrant

# what fruit is this?

# something in the antique shop

# dusty padlocks

on our way back, we decided to drop by and visit our taiping friend! =D and he brought us to the amazing taiping night safari! loool~

# sad to say, most of the animals are diurnal.

6) Malacca Day Trip

# chicken rice balls. still delicious as ever!

# why do they have to decorate their trishaw with all those nonsense? anyway, the three boy on the trishaw looks so cute with an adventure of their own!

# very hot loh. my arms also become 2-toned d. -_-

# give piss a chance!

# peacefool

# hot day = chendol. lol. a tad sweet, ice melted pretty quick so we had to ask for 2nd servings =P

7) KL site seeing

# The iconic Petronas Twin Tower.

# Sultan's Palace

# with jac family

# the guard here kept twitching and blinking and fidgeting.

# =)

# walking around KL

# Old Railway Station

# visiting the national mosque

# purple robe

# Lookout Point for dinner.

# Mediterranean pizza. with chicken and lamb!

So that sums up my holiday this month! Class gonna start in one week or so, and I'm soooooooooooo gonna miss my break, so so so oh so much. =(

Break's over! Have to be strong now, be prepared for all the ~~shit~~ stuffs that's gonna be thrown my way!

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noreply@blogger.com (greenmon) — Sat, 17 Oct 2009 18:10:00 +0000

INGENIOUS!

what's up?

noreply@blogger.com (greenmon) — Sat, 17 Oct 2009 08:39:00 +0000

To my friends who've been dropping by often, you guys might be wondering what's with the empty posts. Well, I've decided to start afresh! My archives seems irrelevant right now since I'm already 21, and yet my post dates way back to when I was 15. Those memories are better left private for now =)

Been updating my travelogue at www.lets-gogogo.blogspot.com! Made it more organized and easier to search. Am working on a few other blogs too, especially a blogshop which is still under construction. Hopefully it'll be up and running by next year!

Well, that's all for now!