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guest blog: preconceived notions, surrender and peace (part 4)

2009-11-27T08:00:00.000-08:00

(...continued... start from the beginning)

I’m sure I’m not the only one to have high hopes about a situation, only to come crashing down into despair. So if you are there, you are not alone.

Take it to God.

Surrender again.

He said that He would not leave us comfortless and that He would never leave or forsake us. He is faithful to fulfill His promises, I assure you.

‘Father, I pray today for all those who are finding themselves in situations they never dreamed they would be in. I pray that your sweet peace would wrap around their hearts at this very hour. Help them, Lord, to trust your heart and not their own. Hold them in your lap and dry their tears. Thank you, Father, for your faithfulness to hear our every prayer. Amen.’

***

As a PK, Carrie had many dreams--to make it big in Nashville, marry a tall, dark and handsome prince, own a metallic green Chevy Beretta, be a missionary, and wear a pair of jeans. 3 of her dreams came true.

Today you will find her supporting her high school sweetheart on the mission field of Eastern Europe. You will also find her homeschooling, gardening, canning, cleaning (oh, the laundry!), reading, writing, or singing.

She enjoys long walks, date night, talking with friends, listening to singing and preaching in English, and uninterrupted sleep. Other than Jesus and family, Carrie is most thankful for chocolate, good books, internet, and indoor plumbing.

Her heart is to serve. She has a burden for the Gypsy children in her area and wants to make sure they are fed and clothed. She also has a burden for women—women who feel that they are carrying their burdens alone. Her desire is to show the love of God in both word and deed.

You can find her musings at Perfectly Imperfect.

guest blog: preconceived notions (part 3)

2009-11-25T08:00:00.000-08:00

....continued....

After a few years on the mission field, apartment life had finally gotten to me. My gaggle of children was growing as fast as the apartment was shrinking. We didn’t have much room to turn around and felt like sardines in a can.

I dreamed of a home. A house with room to spread out and a yard for the kids to play.

My dreams came true in the summer of 2007. The house was in pretty good shape, though it would need indoor plumbing and a fresh coat of paint. The land was a perfect size, full of fruit trees of all kinds. I fell in love with it.

But before we could take possession, the former owner gutted the house. In the place of the cabinets, flooring, and electrical outlets she took, she left a huge mess, bare wires, and a plain unlivable house. It didn’t even look like the same house.

We were aghast.

We quickly composed ourselves and went to work trying to make our new home livable. I kept my chin up most days, though the work on the house, the needs of the children, and the ministry weighed on me heavily.

Ready or not, our apartment lease was up and we moved into the “new” house. For a while we had to shower in the mud brick barn (Did you know that it takes two to shower? One to hold the watering can and one to stand under it and wash up.).

I held up fairly well until mid October when the fall winds blew in. I remember one night taking a shower in the barn and the wind was so cold that I shook with chills. I cried. Then I felt badly for crying. What a big baby I had turned out to be.

But God worked things out. No, things didn’t work out like in my dreams. Instead I got to experience what life is like for the many people in the villages here—people who live in run down houses, people who sit on the floor instead of furniture, people who wonder if their roof will fall in on them. From my own hardships I developed a deeper love and appreciation for the people.

What I have learned (and am still learning) is that God’s plans don’t usually go the way we think they should. But they are always right and always for our good.

Stay tuned for Part 4 on Friday!

guest blog: preconceived notions (part 2)

2009-11-23T10:12:00.000-08:00

continued from yesterday.

With all the packing and farewells behind me, I climbed aboard a plane for the first time in my life, with 4 small children in tow, a newborn on my chest, and my Love by my side.

Twenty-four hours into the trip, our last plane about to land, my Love and I looked into each other’s eyes. “Are you ready?” he asked. With tears of joy I told him I was ready. I had dreamed for so long of all those we would meet, the children we would feed, and the people we would clothe. Together we would tell the world of Christ’s love.

But all my plans and wishes quickly crumbled before my very eyes. Dogs everywhere, crowded, busy streets, terrible traffic with no personal vehicle—all of it was so dangerous for small children. My Love was able to join another missionary and work among the people, but I stayed in the apartment with the children.

The already tiny apartment felt smaller and smaller by the day.

I was once again spiraling into despair. Had I not been called? Had I not surrendered to work among the people? Was I to spend my days inside a small apartment forever? Why did God call me just to leave me sit?

What a silly, stubborn child I was (am).

Somehow knowing what I was going through, a fellow missionary wife stopped by one day. We talked for a while and as she was getting up to leave, she hugged me and said, “Carrie, surrender again. God knows what He is doing and knows what is best for both you and the ministry. Surrender again.”

“Surrender again. And again and again. God’s way and not mine.” Those were the thoughts I meditated on.

Soon I found myself on my knees telling God that if He wanted me to be the best peanut butter cookie baker, then that’s what I wanted to be.

Surrender didn’t change my situation. It didn’t make the apartment larger. It didn’t make the dogs go away.

Surrender gave me peace. Sweet, sweet peace.

Check out Part 3, tomorrow.

guest blog: preconceived notions (part 1)

2009-11-23T09:14:00.000-08:00

Today we begin a series by Carrie, who alongside her husband, serves as a missionary in Eastern Europe.

I am a die-hard optimist, seeing the world through my own designer rose-colored glasses. So when my husband surrendered to the mission field and we began to talk about deputation, I had very high hopes.

Of course all the churches we visited would want to support us because my husband is a great preacher, the kids and I could sing and play instruments and the five-year-old could quote scripture like no one I had ever seen. People would embrace us with open arms.

Well, after several months of visiting churches to fill a quota and never receiving support, I became discouraged. No, I became bitter. I started just going through the motions. A fake smile. A forced song. I lost sight of what really mattered.

One night at a missions conference in TN, I was particularly unpleasant of heart. I didn’t want to be there. I hated feeling like I was on display along side the other families where the one with the best behaved children and the nicest song would be picked for support.

Then it happened. A young woman from the church walked up to me, holding a baby in her arms. She spoke to me with such admiration. She told me how much she loved missions conferences and how challenged she was by them. She thanked me for giving up my home to tell the world of Christ’s love.

Her words smote my heart. I had once been that young woman.

Just then I heard the tender voice of my Heavenly Father, speaking to my cold, hard heart, “Remember the Carrie who used to love missions conferences? Remember her tears? Remember her heart for others? Remember the night she surrendered to go with me, come what may? What happened to that Carrie?”

I cried out to my Father and asked Him to draw me closer so that I could see His plan and not my own preconceived notions about how things were supposed to be. I surrendered again to His will.

I went back the next night, full of zeal and ready to follow Christ wherever He may lead. I found the young woman and hugged her. Later that night, her husband surrendered to the mission field. She ran back to where I was at our display table and hugged me like she’d never let go. She thanked me for being there and letting the Lord use me to help her.

But I didn’t help her. She helped me.

****

As a PK, Carrie had many dreams---to make it big in Nashville, marry a tall, dark and handsome prince, own a metallic green Chevy Beretta, be a missionary, and wear a pair of jeans. 3 of her dreams came true.
Today you will find her supporting her high school sweetheart on the mission field of Eastern Europe. You will also find her homeschooling, gardening, canning, cleaning (oh, the laundry!), reading, writing, or singing.
You can find her musings at Perfectly Imperfect.

what's coming up on Clutch

2009-11-20T07:23:00.000-08:00

After brainstorming, planning, strategizing and dreaming, here's a sneak peek of some of the cool things we have in store for you in the next year:

Online workshops (get your headphones and webcams ready!)
Online small group for PWs (led by a seasoned PW)
Blog Redesign (by PW-owned Woot Designs)
More interviews
PW-related book reviews
More guest blogs

Prayerfully, we'll get to meet more of you and create ways to connect in person at various ministry conferences around the country!

What would you like to see incorporated into Clutch? Tell us!

facts and favorites

2009-11-18T08:26:00.000-08:00

Our trip down memory lane continues....

SARAH'S FAVS:
spousal abuse: one woman's story
follow the leader
the hospitality commands
the doctrine of hate
10 ways to give your PH amazing support

DELINA'S FAVS:
All the Interviews with PWs were my favorites
Audio interview with Lisa Chan
Guest blog: 8 reasons to close your blinds
What do you call your PH?
Guest blog: LPL Event Recap

MOST-READ POST:
who is your PH's wardrobe consultant?

MOST-COMMENTED (NON-POLL OR GIVEAWAY) POST:
open letter from a pastor's wife

BIGGEST SNAFU:
Our dreadful April Fool's Joke

CLUTCH STATS:
readers in: 68 countries
total pageviews: almost 22,000

PMS: weeks in review

2009-11-17T06:33:00.000-08:00

In this past year of Clutch, we began to dedicate the first full week of each month to dealing with real, and oftentimes serious, issues that PWs deal with in ministry.
PMS stands for:
Problems
Mistakes
Sin

These, we believe, were some of the most helpful posts that tackled issues head-on. They also featured the victories that many PWs had over these problems, mistakes and sins. For those of you who may have missed it, here's a PMS Year-In-Review.

I'm linking to the first post in the weekly series for each month, so keep clicking "Newer Posts" to read more on the topic for the week.

January
Spousal Abuse
One Woman's Story

February
Sexual Sin
The day everything changed

March
The Demise of Hospitality
Reality Check: The current state of hospitality

April
Forgiveness
Forgiving the big things

May
Mean People
The doctrine of Hate

June
Hospitality @ church
How do YOU find ways to foster warmth and genuine relationships among your church family?

July
How has your role as PW affected your career choices?
The stay-at-home PW

August
How do we maintain our sanity as women married to wonderful but very human men of God - while supporting, respecting, loving, and honoring them?
10 quickest ways to undermine your PH

September
What strategies do you employ to set boundaries in ministry?
Boundaries in your marriage

October
What you would do to help a fellow PW who finds herself in a tough spot?
The reluctant pastor's wife

happy birthday, Clutch!

2009-11-16T07:41:00.000-08:00

A year ago Sarah and I started this blog in hopes that we'd create a place where young pastor's wives could connect, share and encourage. We started the blog with 2 posts, parts 1 and 2 of when his ministry cramps your style and ever since then we've written about the various ways that that tension between our will, our husband's job and God's will plays out in our fishbowl existence.

I think I speak for both of us, that our journey in creating and developing Clutch has been better than we anticipated. God has allowed us to bless other PWs and blessed us with amazing insight, camaraderie and friendships. Getting to meet all of you, albeit virtually, has been a blast and a true blessing. You are amazing women, dedicated to God, your PH, your families and the ups and downs of living ministry. We've loved hearing your stories, getting your perspectives on ministry and hearing your laughter and good nature through your comments. Thank you.

We're going to commemorate our first year all week long and give you a glimpse of what's coming in 2010. We look forward to another year of our growing relationship with you and sharing this journey that we're all in. Maybe this year will be the year that we meet some of you in person.

Here's to you, PWs. You've made our year! Go have a cupcake to celebrate...the calories don't count today! :)

giveaway winner!

2009-11-15T21:10:00.000-08:00

And the winner is......

#6, Jan who said "I am not typical at all. I am not QUIET and I can't play the piano!"

Jan, please send an email to clutchtalk AT gmail DOT com with your mailing address and we'll get the details for your custom letter ironed out!

Thanks for playing! :)

pastors, depression and suicide

2009-11-11T06:18:00.000-08:00

Anyone read the article in USA Today a couple of weeks ago? Propelled by a pastor's suicide in North Carolina, the article explores the reasons lead a pastor to feel depressed and that there's no way out. Some interesting notes from the article:

Being a pastor — a high-profile, high-stress job with nearly impossible expectations for success — can send one down the road to depression, according to pastoral counselors.

It's a job that breeds isolation and loneliness — the pastorate's "greatest occupational hazards," said Scoggin, who counsels many Baptist and other ministers. "These suicides are born out of a lack of those social supports that can intervene in times of personal crisis."

"The likelihood is that one out of every four pastors is depressed,.."
Counselors say ... fewer depressed ministers get treated because of career fears, social stigma and spiritual taboo.

"Clergy do not talk about it because it violates their understanding of their faith," said Scoggin. "They believe they are not supposed to have those kinds of thoughts."
Society still places a stigma on mental illness, but Christians make it worse, he said, by "over-spiritualizing" depression and other disorders — dismissing them as a lack of faith or a sign of weakness.

For pastors, treatment can come at a high price. "You are committing career suicide if you have to seek treatment," said Stanford, "particularly if you have to take time off."

What are your thoughts? In what ways are PWs at risk for this occupational hazard? How can we help a PH who is depressed? How do you help a depressed PH without sidelining the ministry forever (or is this even a consideration?)

giveaway: custom initial letter

2009-11-10T07:41:00.000-08:00

Amber, the PW we interviewed yesterday, is giving away one of her custom creations, a metal initial ornament. It includes ribbon to hang on Christmas tree or mantel!

Here's an example (the winner will choose a letter of her choice):

The letter (capital) will be AROUND 5" tall.
Check out the other items in Amber's Etsy shop! She has headbands, necklace pendants, hairbows for kids,... great stuff.

We love promoting the things that other PWs are doing. If you'd like to do a giveaway of something you made, let us know!

To enter the giveaway, leave a comment with your:

Name:
Church name/location:
Name one way that you are not the typical PW:

You have until noon (PST) on Saturday, November 14, to enter. The random winner will be announced soon after.

the interview: amber stoffer

2009-11-09T07:05:00.000-08:00

THE BASICS
Name: Amber, wife to a High School Pastor/ football coach and Mama to my two cuties!
Husband's name: Dan
Family: Jace is 3.5 and Elle is 17 months
How long have you been married? Married 4.5 years

THE INTERVIEW

How did you meet your PH? We met at our last church. We were both on staff and he liked me for a while. Long story short, I turned him down 3 times and then 6 months later God really put him on my heart and as my husband likes to put it, I came "crawling" back to him...lol. Engaged 3 months later, married 9 months following that.

What is your favorite way to partner with your husband in ministry? At our last church I lead a small group of HS girls but we've recently moved across the country and so currently while I'm getting to know the students, I'm just trying to keep a well-kept home that can be a sanctuary for the hubs when he comes home.

What's the hardest thing about being a PW? Keeping my mouth shut at times... :)

What are some of the perks of being married to a pastor? Knowing things before church members.

In what ways would you still like to grow in your role as a PW? I would like to learn how to be a leader to young women- the type that I have not had in my life as a young woman who is married to someone in the ministry.

What are some techniques or resources you've found that have enriched your quiet time with God? A friend gave me a great little devotional for moms that does a great job at relating day-to-day situations with lessons that we can learn from our Father.

Do you network with other pastor's wives? Yes!! At my last church all of the PWs got together monthly for food and fellowship and for the past 2 years or so I've been a part of an online community of PWs- that has been SO helpful to me!

How do you help your kids deal with the pressures of being pastor's kids? Because right now they are just the YP's kids in a large church, they're not really labeled as such. And they're young. So time will tell... but in our last ministry we had several PKs go through and have been able to keep in touch and learn valuable lessons from them. So I definitely plan on drawing from their experiences in the future.

What are some ways that you manage alone with your kids during church services or other functions when your husband is "on"? Our church pretty much always has childcare or classes for the little ones during services/events. So all I really have to do is get them there looking decent!!
In what ways do you think things are different for our generation of pastor's wives? I really think we're not afraid to reach out to others in our position. We know that we don't have to go through the rough times alone- that there are many many others who can understand what we may be going through. I think that the online community has been hugely beneficial for this!

In what areas of ministry do you feel passionate about? I'm with my husband with a passion for teens and I'm also really developing my own passion for nutrition and wellness. So I'm excited to see where God takes me with that!
What is the most meaningful thing you do to support your husband? This won't seem very original but I think the most meaningful thing any wife can do for her husband is to simply pray for him.

Do you have any PW mentors? Not really, but I have a great group of PW peers that bring many different perspectives and lessons to the table and act as mentors in many ways!

How do you fit the traditional/stereotypical role of a PW? In what ways do you break the mold? I'm not traditional in the slightest! If you would have asked me even 5.5 years ago (I've been married 4.5!!) if this would be my life I would have laughed at you! Even though I'm currently the YPW, my husband has the desire to be SP down the road. And when that time comes I can only pray it's a church that won't expect me to fit into a cookie-cutter mold. I don't play the piano, I don't sing (on stage at least!), I don't like doing office work, etc. I pray for a church at that time that will not just allow but EXPECT and NURTURE my own God-given gifts and talents.

What are you reading? A lot of different things- mostly heavily researching our options for our children's educational path before it's time to decide!

What's playing on your ipod? Taylor Swift- haha, don't judge me- I love her!

How do you like to spend your husband's day off? "Friday-fun-day"! We find fun free stuff to do in our new city as a family. The beach, zoo, aquarium, parks, museums, markets, festivals, you name it!

Quote I like: "I like to blame Katherine Luther, who ran a hospital, brewed beer and cared for people with the plague. She did everything. And a lot of congregations expect that." -Lora Horn

Check out Amber's blog and her Etsy shop. Tomorrow we'll have a giveaway for one of her custom creations.

a legitimate reason...

2009-10-30T18:57:00.000-07:00

... for Sarah to be offline for a little while.

Tristan Alexander Vasile Matthews-Asaftei
arrived on
Monday, October 26, 2009
at 10:49 AM

7 lbs, 12 oz
19 inches long

guest blog: halloween and the PK

2009-10-27T09:45:00.000-07:00

Halloween. Say that word in church and ears perk up; it’s rather funny. While we might not all agree on each ones perspectives; we can agree that it’s a controversial topic in the church world.

With the accessibility of modern research, I will leave the opportunity to Google and search for the history, origins, post-modern and modern fact, myths, info etc… to you and your free time for article length sake.

I will share with you what we do and why and you share with us what you do and why! How about that!

In the Brown Household, we have chosen to NOT celebrate Halloween in the traditional manner of “dress up” and “trick or treating." We have done one of the following things over the last three years:

· Hallelujah Night – equivalent to a fall festival
· Handing out candy (inside plastic 3”x4” jewelry bags) with shipping sized labels inviting people to our church. (label says: You're Invited & give church name, website, slogan)
· Decorating for Christmas (yes this is true) (haha)

Truth be told, my children are young; 3 & 5. They truthfully dress up EVERYDAY. As dramatic play is a big deal for them right now, on any given day, you can find Spiderman, The Hulk, A Police Officer or Fireman in my home. To them Halloween is just another day. They are actually into Buzzlight Year and Woody this year; so I’m sure those costumes will be purchased soon. They have no idea the purpose and history behind Halloween and why all these cool costumes are now only seasonally available. With our ministerial experience in dealing with witchcraft and demonic STUFF…., we opt to not celebrate in the traditional manner.

As for our church members, ministry friends, pastor friends, etc…. the Bible teaches us to work out your own salvation with fear and trembling. There are essentials and non-essentials in our variation in beliefs, interpretation of Scripture, what we teach and live as an example to our flocks. As for raised eyebrows from church members, “raise on” because if I let them dress up and trick or treat, there will be talk. If I do not, there will be talk. I have grown to the point that their approval or disapproval means nothing to me. If my ways please the Lord, I am at peace with that – as that is my ultimate goal. To please my Father, be accountable to HIM for my children’s upbringing, instilment of values etc..

What do you do? How do you explain it to your kiddos?

Veronica Brown is the co-pastor, along with her husband, of Breath of Life Worship Center in Austin, TX. Her blog is a window into their lives -- pastoring, church planting, parenting, life in the motherhood, being married to the pastor/preacher and life in ministry.

are you a blogger? do you twitter?

2009-10-26T06:57:00.000-07:00

Happy Monday, everyone.

As I read other PWs blogs and tweets and see how they share their personal lives with the world, I often wonder what it looks like from the other side of the screen — from the member's perspective. And I wonder how blogging and twittering is helping to change the way member's views of pastor's wives in general and their pastor's wife in particular.

I bet it makes us look like real people and maybe makes us more approachable. I bet sometimes it may have created problems from things that were said...

What experience have you bloggers and twitterers had with members reading your blogs? How has it impacted your relationships with the members?

worship styles

2009-10-23T09:16:00.000-07:00

The cool thing about Clutch is the opportunity to connect with pastors wives from all backgrounds and religious traditions.

We're curious to know what your worship experience is like at your church. So here's a poll of sorts.

Would you classify your church as:
a. liturgical
b. contemporary (praise and worship)
c. gen x/postmodern
d. traditional
e. blended

*I got my categories from pastorfinder.com

What about you? How would you describe your worship style? Is it the same as your church? Do you feel mismatched? How have you adjusted?

Tell us all about it.

cool::roundtables

2009-10-22T07:00:00.000-07:00

Lori Wilhite (see her Clutch interview here), a PW in Las Vegas, does a lot of cool stuff, like host and plan events for the wives on staff at her church, post video conversations for and with pastor's wives. She has an awesome blog that you should check out and add to your feed. She truly is leading and loving it. You can tell.

The most recent cool thing she is doing is a Virtual Roundtable for pastor's wives, where pastor's wives meet in real time online. You can sign up to join a virtual gathering here.I've signed up for the one on October 27. She'll be rolling out more in the near future as well.

In the meantime, check out one of her videos with fellow pastor's wife, Donna.

cool: PW reviewer

2009-10-22T06:44:00.000-07:00

For our last installment of "cool," I wanted to share what a video book review that this PW in Texas did. It's for the book, Desperate Pastor's Wives. Has anyone else read it? Anyone interested in doing book reviews like this (for PW-related books) for Clutch? Let me know!

mark driscoll on supporting the pastor's wife

2009-10-21T09:00:00.000-07:00

Death by Ministry part 10 - Mark Driscoll

Which one of these tips made you say AMEN?

go confess

2009-10-20T04:08:00.000-07:00

On Thursday, I have it on the schedule to tell you all about Lori Wilhite and the cool things she does for PWs... but I can't resist pointing you over to her site today 'cause she has cool poll going on where PWs can confess how they're a *bad* pastor's wife.

It's all in good fun. Go check it out and purge. It's good for the soul.

PMS: the trapped pastor's wife

2009-10-16T09:00:00.000-07:00

Kellee is a fellow pastor's wife that you know casually from Seminary. You run into each other at the mall and she takes you aside and unloads on you. Her husband has cheated on her with a church member. He's unrepentant. Says he's stopped. Wants her to get over it and quit being so angry. He's agreed to go to counseling, but has no time right now. She doesn't know what to do. Doesn't want to leave him. Isn't confident she can make it on her own with her 4 small children. She doesn't want to out him to the church. It will leave her relationship in shambles and the family with no income.

How can you help?

cool::transparency

2009-10-15T08:00:00.000-07:00

Continuing our Thursday series on cool things PWs are doing...
You might remember Cindy Beall from a profile we did on her here. She's an awesome woman who is totally transparent about the struggles dealing with infidelity and pornography that she's had in her marriage. Recently, she and her husband did a series of videos addressing this issue and how couples can move beyond it to wholeness. Check them out.

PMS: the flirty pastor's wife

2009-10-14T09:00:00.000-07:00

You and Beverly have been friends since high school and low and behold, you're both pastor's wives! You feel blessed that you have someone around that you can relate to and your husbands are even friends! She invites your family over for a casual BBQ at their home and you notice that that Beverly is extremely friendly with another man. A couple of days later, you inquire about who this guy is and she shares that he's a church member who has become a close family friend. She mentions how he's helping her get back in shape and train for a triathlon. The man is a friend of her family and he's been so kind. He's even lent the couple money when they were in a tight spot, helped them find an affordable car and was even so kind as to help her find a job at his law firm. She goes on and on about how he just "gets her." You're worried that your PW friend is treading in dangerous waters.

Do you confront her? What do you say?

PMS: the jailed pastor's wife

2009-10-13T09:00:00.000-07:00

For the past six months, every 2nd Tuesday of the month, you and Marlene (a local PW) have been going to lunch. You're just getting to the point where you are sharing personal stories and really beginning to trust each other. Then one day, as you're having your morning coffee, you hear Marlene's name on the news. You look up, and there's her photo on the screen. She's shot and killed her PH (this is not outlandish, ladies. It happens). Marlene is now in the county jail. Her children are with family. You're her friend.

How will you show Marlene that you're still her friend, despite the trouble she's in? What will you tell her during your first visit to see her in jail? How will you be a support to her family? Will you raise funds for her defense?

Or be honest, really. Will you just disappear from her life and act like you never knew her (except when you tell the juicy story to friends)?

PMS: the reluctant pastor's wife

2009-10-12T07:00:00.000-07:00

This is Erika, a driven and successful career-woman, married to a pastor. She's the embodiment of the reluctant pastor's wife. She loves her husband, but can't stand his job. She's stopped going to church with him because she can't stand all the ridicule from the members. Even the older minister's wives on staff chastise her (like a child) for the way she dresses and the things she's unwilling volunteer for at church. She's fed up.

Erika is your friend. What advice do you give to her? How do you encourage her?

*These scenarios are fictitious. Any resemblance to real-life events is coincidental.