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Pregnancy, delivery & baby

2013-04-22T19:08:00.004-07:00

Holla....long time didn't visit my blog. I am super busy at the mean time. Thanks to God, on the 24th February 2013 my pretty princess was born. Cun2 on Chap Goh Mei which marked the end of Chinese New Year Celebration. According to my doctor, my EDD is on 5th March. So, I didn't expect that I will deliver soon....

The day before my delivery, I was at salon to get my digital curl hair-do. Hang out with my mum, ate a lot and do some shopping for myself with my swollen legs and biggy tummy. Sempat!! Haha.

Oh ya, almost forgot to tell you guys. We named her Adelia Clarissa. Combination of French & Italian name which mean noble, kind, bright, shining and famous. lol. I hope that our lil princess will shine bright like a diamond and growing up as a noble and kind person. Here some pictures of my little princess to share. Enjoy!

Swollen Legs - the day before deliver

Adelia - Soon after deliver

Adelia - 2nd days old

Adelia - 10th days old

Adelia - 19th days old

Adelia - 1 month & 2 weeks old

Adelia - 1 month & 3 weeks

Halfway to the finish line....♥

2012-10-24T23:07:00.002-07:00

Thinking of tomorrow makes me feel excited. Hurray...its time for holiday. Nothing much to do at office and here I am updating my blog with some story to share with you guys...

I'm at my 20 weeks of pregnancy and everything is new for me. Do you guys remember about my post I Wish I Could Have My Own Baby ? Nah.....my dream came true now. lol. I feel excited about it but feel scare at the same time. There are too many things came into my mind.

Am I gonna be a good mother? Am I able to taking care of my baby? Am I able to breastfeed my baby? And worst, am I able to giving birth normally? Can I endure all the pain? What kind of preparation that I should do next and etc.....

My 1st semester of pregnancy is worst. I can't eat, sleep, sitting or lying nor working well. I'm having super extreme morning sickness and I can feel my head is spinning 24/7. It feel like I'm drunk but without the alcohol. I'm allergic (does it appropiate to use this term to describe it?) with anything that related to chicken. KFC, McD, chicken soup, meat or etc. It makes me puke just watching my husband took a bite of fried chicken wing.

I don't have appetite to eat like what I'm used to be during normal days. I can only eat seafood like crab meat and squid, kiwi fruit, sweet corn soup and some mango. When moving to 2nd semester of pregnancy my appetite is getting better. During the 9th weeks, me and my hubby make an appointment with private doctor. It was our 1st time and we're clueless about to do or to expect. I am nervous when the doctor asked me to lying down. I have no idea bout it so I just follow the doctor's instruction. She put some liquid and pointing the device to my belly.

I try to stay calm and remain silence. Then the doctor's asked me to look at the monitor and for the 1st time I saw the image of my tiny baby. It was amazing and watching this wonderful creatures growing up in my womb make me speechless.

Now I am halfway to the finish line. My tiny baby is getting bigger each day. We got new nickname for our baby Little Ninja because our baby is starting to seem like a kick-boxer in training. My little ninja weighted up to 10.5oz and measures about 10.5 inch this week. Great wasn't it?

Normally moms will have an ultrasounds at their 20th weeks to know their baby gender. But I have to wait for another 3 weeks because my next appointment will be on 11th Nov 2012. Hopefully we can find out whether this little ninja is boy or girl. Hihi. Excited!!

Will try to upload my pregnancy pictures after asked permission with little ninja's dad. lol

Again...

2012-10-19T17:37:00.001-07:00

Morning kiss and warm hug really made my day. Again, as usual he kiss me at my forehead and cheek. Talking to our baby. It feel so warm and tender. I can't believe this man can act in such a loving way. Caring and gentle...

Before our marriage, he is the most selfish person that I've ever met in my life. The short-tempered. Arrogant. Ego. Annoying. Ignoring. Jerk. He like to brag about himself. Trust me. He did.... During our long distance relationship period, even in this era of ICT and technology he don't even bother to give you phone call, text messaging or email by daily basis. It was lucky enough if you can get phone call or chat, email and fb-ing with him two or three times a week.

I try my best to put myself in his shoes. I know his top priority was his study, his family, his friend and I was the top bottom in the list. As his women, sometime I feel suffocate in this situation. I need his attention , his love and some cares. I don't ask too much. We are miles and miles away from each other. Sometime I feel lonely. When I need him, he can't always be there for me... Sometime I was thinking to give up. But at last, what I did is endure all the pain and to love him unconditionally. Be a women that a man need...

I guess it was right when people says if you can handled that person at their worst, you are deserved to have them at their best. After graduate he came to work in Miri. He choose to work here so that he could spent more time with me. He felt sorry because he can't spent much time for me before. Every weekend we will out for a date. Watching movies, dinner, fetch me back from work. I feel alive. It was a fresh new start for us. We don't have chance to go for a date before so we take this opportunity to do what we can't do last time. Dating like other couple. It was funny and flashing back those day make me laughed alone... Thanks God for letting us together ♥

When I came to know him in person, I realize that he is so loving. Even though he might not show but deep inside he really protective and caring. He is not the romantic type that would give u flower or an awesome poet. Even though he like to brag about himself, he is shy and preserved at the same time. During Valentine Day he bought me a huge box of Cadbury Chocolate and wrote me a letter. It was a few weeks after our wedding and he sent the gifts to my office. I was surprised. I didn't expect him to do that...

This is the first Valentine gift from him... It's not the most expensive chocolate or luxury gift but it really meaningful to me. Life after marriage is the best for me. I am blessed to be loved by him. I am blessed with our baby. I believe that love does change people. And I can see it in my hubby. Marriage life can be tough and rough sometime...but I believe if we willing to tolerate, willing to share and discuss our problem it wont be hard for us to overcome the problem or any obstacles that might come in our way.

Trust and honesty is the most important in any relationship. In marriage you shouldn't not have any kind of secrecry between you and your partner. Having your partner as your best friend is good because you can share everything with him/her without any hesitation and it can create good communication channel between both of you.

Happily ever after like what we saw in movies or read in fairy tales does not exist. But we need to work hard to maintain our relationship and to preserve our love so it will last forever. Im thankful to have understanding partner like him and I can see he trying his best to be a better man. We can't expect our partner to be perfect but what we can do is to support them and love them just the way they are.

For my hubby, thank you for loving me. May God Bless you my dear...

Engagement & Wedding

2012-01-05T08:04:00.000-08:00

You are not the air that I breathe,
you are the sweet scent that drifts upon it

You are not the sounds that I hear,
you are the music of my life

You are not the food that I need,
you are the nourishment of my soul

You are not my will to survive,
you are my reason for living

It is with you that I experience
the wonders of the world

It is with you that I triumph
over the challenges in my path

It is your partnership that will lead me
to the fulfillment of my dreams

It is your friendship that guides me
as I grow and learn

It is your patience and wisdom
that calms my restless nature

It is through you that I know my true self

I do not take you for granted,
I cherish you

I do not need you
I choose you

I choose you today in witness
of all the people who love us

I choose you tomorrow
in the privacy of our hearts

I choose you in strength and weakness

I choose you in health and sickness

I choose you in joy and sorrow

I will choose you, over all others, every day
for all the days of my life

- Rebecca W. -

I will engage & getting married soon. Wish me all the happiness.

2012 gonna bring me to the new chapter of my life.

To be a lover, a partner & a wife

Its been a long time........

2011-12-13T06:34:00.000-08:00

Hi there....

Its been a decade since my last post rite? Haha. Just kidding. I am too busy with works at my new workplace. For the past few months I am travelling to several places because of my duty. Because of that, I didn't have much time to update my post here...(it seem like a excuses rite..:p)

Well, nothing much to share. But I thanks God for His grace and mercy in my life. I was blessed and I thanks God for that. 2012 is coming soon and I hope this new year might bring more opportunities, prosperity, joy and happiness for me.

Wat else? Hmmmm.....kinda blank right now. Let me share some pictures of mine with you guys! God Bless and Merry Christmast in advance to those celebrating this festive.

My Resignation

2011-08-26T01:55:00.000-07:00

I really love my job. I've learn lotsa things here. But I have decided to resign from my current position because I got better offer. It is not that I'm bein greedy, but I would like to grab this opportunity. It is once in a lifetime rite? Furthermore, it is good for me. I mean for the long-term benefits and career goals.

I am supposed to give one month notice in advance, but I do not have enough time to do so. I am only able to give two weeks notice to my boss and within this two weeks, I am so busy looking for suitable candicate to replace my position. Lotsa candidate applying for this position, but I really interested with this lady named Eliza. When I saw her resume I was like.... Is it real?? What the heck is that?? Do you know what? We got the same name.

What a coincidence rite? Haha.. To make it short, we found out that this girl is qualified enough to replace me. Her education background, working experience and everything was okay. We decided to arrange an interview for her today at 09:00 am. As expected, she passes the interview and commencing her duty next Monday.

My colleague said to me, "Waa..you're so lucky. You both got the same name and you both look pretty,". I give big smile for her when she told me that. Then I said to her, "Naa...now you admit it already la? People named Eliza is not only pretty, but we're smart and capable of handling any job. We're brilliant.".

Hihi...that's sound like ~~masuk bakul angkat sendiri right?~~ Just kidding. I just want to cheer a somewhat gloomy in the office after they found out I will quit my job. It is not easy for me to make this decision...but for the long term benefits and career goals, I think this is the best for me.

I have an important task this coming Monday. My boss request me to recruit my successor. She must learn how to handle my job and everything within one day training. It's crucial for her to able to learn fast because it is not an easy task. Whether she can make it or not, it depend on herself. I have no choices. Hopefully she can catch it up because I will no longer working here after raya holiday.

I have grown in many ways working with this company. I feel grateful for the opportunities, guidance and support that had been given by Deterich for me all this time. It's been a great experiences for me working with you all.

Last but not least, I wish the best of luck in future to all Deterich Sdn Bhd staffs and members.

Thanks & Regards,
E.Sherance

Have You Ever Felt This?

2011-08-18T23:51:00.000-07:00

Sometimes in our life, we unfairly treated by others. We feel oppressed and neglected. We have tried our best, we give all out but the retaliation that we receive are not commensurate with our hard work. In career, in life and even in a relationship....

Have you ever felt that you are just an option for somebody even though for you that 'somebody' is your priority? You tend to think about that 'somebody' first in everything you do but he didn't. Sorry to say this. But, hey... Its look pathetic okay. Why should you? Why do you need to lower yourself to that extent for that 'somebody'?

Wake up.... Do not enslave yourself and allow others to demeaning you. You are PRECIOUS regardless of our origins, believes or background. We are all the same.

If you are not the priority in someone's else heart, do not let them be priority in yours. Because in the end, you will get nothing but regret and broken heart. IT IS NOT WORTH IT! If that 'somebody' doesn't know how appreciate you, go ANGKAT KAKI la.

You are just wasting your precious time waiting for someone useless like that. Believe me, one day they will regret and realize that you're someone that they shouldn't lose for.

Enough said.

Sharing of my sadness

2011-08-16T22:11:00.000-07:00

I feel depressed this few days. I feel down. Sadness had merged into my body and soul make me feel suffocate in this feeling. Most of time we thought that 'outsider' could hurt our feeling but we tend to forgot that closest people around us could hurt us the most.

I am not saying that I am perfect. But I always do good to others. I always refraining myself not to hurt people with harsh words or action eventhough I truly upset with their attitude towards me. Most of the time, I just silence and showing my fake smile while my heart burst inside.

Sometimes I felt so alone and nothing makes sense. I feel like I am facing the whole thing myself, with nothing but tears and fake smile. When I am alone in my room, sometime my tears burst without anyone knowing it...

Life is not like a fairytale that we heard during childhood. We are living in a real world, with all kind of human being inside. Some of them may good to you, some might bad, envious, cruel etc. I feel bad when I heard people criticise me behind my back but pretending to be good in front of me. Maybe it is not hurt this much if it is 'outsider' that saying all those bad things about me. But I feel broken, when I know someone who is really close to me did this to me -->> my lovely aunt.

I really love my family including all my relatives and even my friends. If they asking for help, I wouldn't feel hesitate to give my best to help them. I am not saying that I am good but this is what I am.

I still remember three years ago, few weeks before my aunt wedding, I help her a lots. Decorating the church, choosing her wedding gown, prepare this and that, I was like her wedding planner (F.O.C) of course. I never asked anything from her. I am doing it sincerely for her.

Her husband is unemployed but my parents help him to find a job. Now he's working as a offshore rigger with oil and gas company. My parents always taught me to be good with them. When they having problem, we will always try our best to help them. We give all out.

I don't know what is in her mind. Why she doing this to me? Did she hates me? Why she talking behind me and aggravate my family? What have we done to her to be treated like this? For most, why she insult and slandering me?

Maybe it is mistakes because I am ~~kind-hearted-type~~? Did I ever do something wrong to her? I don't know. I have no anwser for that. Perhaps this is what we called ~~bagai kacang lupakan kulit~~?.........

Aunt, have you ever lived my life, have you ever spent one minute in my shoes? If you haven't, then tell me why you judge me like you do. I'm good but I'm not an angel. I do sin but I'm not the devil. I just being myself. Pls don't asked me to be hypocrite just to please you. That is so not me...

Dear my lovely aunt, I have something to tell you. If you ever read this blog, I hope you would understand how I feel. No worries, I won't curse you anyway. As a christian, it would be better if I pray for you and asked God to open your heart to me. May God Bless you and your family.

Sincerely,

Your niece

I love puppies!

2011-07-29T00:04:00.000-07:00

I really love puppies but I couldn't afford to have my own puppies because it quite expensive. Btw, lets enjoy this pica. Although I can't have my own puppies, I still grateful because I was able to see their pictures online. It more than enough for me.

Here's some of my favourites pictures :)

SHIH TZU & MALTESE PUPPY

This little creatures really know how to melt my heart. Saranghaeo ^^

Vintage Work Art

2011-07-27T20:43:00.000-07:00

This month, I am really concern about my nails. I want my nails look gorgeous and stylish like me. Haha. Just kidding... I am too busy with work and monitoring my online business. So I don't really have time to polish my nails.

So last two week, I spare my time to do self manicure at home. Just a simple manicure. I using combination of black and pink to create Vintage look on my nails. A bit messy here and there but overall its okay la (for me). Hehe. :roll:

So here is the pictures of my so-called 'Vintage Work Art". Enjoy it!

My New Collection

2011-07-24T01:13:00.000-07:00

Hi all...It's been ages since my last post rite? I'm not too busy until I have no time to wrote something on my blog, but I'm kinda lazy and have no idea what should I wrote here. Ngee~ Sound like ~~un-concrete~~ reason huh? lol

Btw, I'm just tired. Working and managing my online business at the same the. Well..I haven't told u guys bout my online boutique rite? I manage to start my online business since end of April this year. Its tiring because I need to stay till late at night to handle order from my customer. But, its worth it. Hihi.

Oppsss..lets back to our topic. Talking about my new collection, there's a lot of stuff that I bought for the past few months. Not because im shopalic, but I need to test and buy the product myself first to ensure the quality and services provide by the supplier. By doing this, I hope I could give trusted services and to ensure higher satisfaction among my customer...^^

Here is the pic of my favourite new collection...Enjoy it guys!!

1. Sexy Heel

2. Victorian Suit

3. New Fashion Lace Dress

3. Slim Cut Black Summer Dress with White Bow

4. Aristocratic Fashion Hot Sexy Dress Collar

5. New Korean pagoda shoulder double-breasted suit jacket small wild

6. High Quality Fashionable Handbag

7. Fashionable Sling Bucket Handbag Marc Jacobs

8. Fashionale Clutch-Style Handbag

9. Super Barbie Puffy 3 Tones Lens Series - Blue

10. Fynale Gara Lens Series - Green

11. Super Barbie Hybrid Lens Series - Green

12. Super Barbie Hybrid Lens Series - Grey

13. Super Barbie Ariel - Aqua

14. Deep V Neck Maxi Dress

15. Pink V Neck Dress

16. Casual Dress

17. Cute Sexy Dress

Pheww...I dint realize I bought so much things for the past few months. Haha. This is part of my new collection. Feel lazy to upload all the pica. Next time I try to upload more. If you interested to have this stuffs, feel free to visit my page at FB k. Please pm me if you interested. Hihi. Gtg now.

Enough said and goodbye~

That's Why (You Go Away), MLTR

2011-03-23T23:07:00.000-07:00

I really like this song. This song really touches my heart and feelings. Hope you all entertained with these lyrics.

Baby want you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes

I don't wanna say goodbye to you

Love is one big illusion I should try to forget

But there is something left in my head

You're the one who set it up

Now you're the one to make it stop

I'm the one who's feeling lost right now

Now you want me to forget every little thing you said

But there is something left in my head

* CHORUS : I won't forget the way you're kissing

The feelings so strong were lasting for so long

But I'm not the man your heart is missing

That's why you go away I know

You were never satisfied no matter how I tried

Now you wanna say goodbye to me

Love is one big illusion I should try to forget

But there is something left in my head

Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere

Don't know which way to go

There is so much to say now between us

There ain't so much for you

There ain't so much for me anymore

SMALL DETAILS IN YOUR LIVES ARE WHAT REALLY MATTER IN A RELATIONSHIP

2011-03-16T19:04:00.000-07:00

***Here's the beginning of this story

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane. When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.
She requested that every day for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Jane about my wife's divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outsidethe door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me. On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.
I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind...I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.
Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead. My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push through with the divorce.-- At least, in the eyes of our son--- I'm a loving husband....

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

Sushi King & Muara Restaurant

2011-03-07T00:42:00.000-08:00

*** SUSHI KING***

Last Tuesday I go to Sushi King with my sis and friend's Micheal. We're sushi lover. Kaka pasal sushi pun dah meleleh ai liur. Haha. While waiting for our foods, we taking picture. Pake buang boring nunggu sushi tek. So here some of our pic during dat day. Enjoy guys!

It's me

Me and sis Mary (she's 6 years younger than me)

Our appetizers

Tadaa...end of story

Wanna make a visit to Sushi King again... Soon. Hehe...Sushi maniac. Delicious bha. Hihi

***MUARA RESTAURANT***

Last Saturday we go to Muara. Nak try food kat sia. So me and Mary order butter milk chicken $12, portion for two and my friend order Lalapan Ayam cost $9. The food serves is truly delicious. Must try guys. Here's the pic of Lalapan Ayam and Butter Milk Chicken (wet).

p/s: Pictures taken with my Sony Ericsson, T707-Pink Lilac :)

Dedicate this to someone's special in my life...

2011-02-15T23:39:00.000-08:00

'I love you' means that I accept you for the person that you are, and that I do not wish to change you into someone else.
It means that I will love you and stand by you even through the worst of times.
It means loving you when you're in a bad mood or too tired to do things I want to do.
It means loving you when you're down, not just when you're fun to be with.
It means loving you even if u're mangah and bengkeng.
It means loving you even if u doesn't have time to msg or call me when u're busy with ur studies, friends, games, discussion, class or fyp.
It means loving you even we're apart and separated miles and miles away.
It means loving you even if u're not perfect, have bad habits, suka tidur during ur free time and etc. U know urself la. :p
I love you means that I know your deepest secrets and do not judge you for them, asking in return only that you do not judge me for mine.
It means that I care enough to fight for what we have and that I love you enough not to let go.
It means thinking of you, dreaming of you, wanting and needing you constantly, hoping you feel the same way for me.

That is how I love you means for me....and that is how i'm loving you...

Happy Valentine's Day

WHAT GIRLS LOOK FOR

2010-11-30T22:31:00.000-08:00

A girl's mind working in strange way as if u didn't know and the things that attract them to men are mostly NOT what you expect. Here's what they are (not necessarily in order of importance):-

Honesty
Sense of humor
Eye contact
Smiles
Personality
Confidence
Maturity
Sensitivity
Looks (this one is definitely in the right place in order of importance!)

Ever noticed how a girl goes completely berserk when she finds out you've lied . What's all the fuss about? you think . The big fuss they make tells you something crucial -- HONESTY is very very important to girls. Remember this if you are naturally honest and use your honesty to full advantage. Be honest with her even if your natural instinct in a particular situation is not to be . If you are naturally dishonest conceal this at all costs-you're probably good at that anyway!

A good sense of humor is amazingly attractive to most girls . They want a man who is FUN to be with. If you can make a girl laugh you're 90% there . If you have a good sense of humor-use it at every appropriate opportunity . If you haven't- WORK on it - and develop one . This can be done - watch those that have this and use their techniques - try the one that suits your personality best-experiment .

EYE-CONTACT is in my opinion the single most important factor in your success and for this reason I will go into this in more detail later . (similarly with SMILES )

A strong personality draws most girls . They really do go for a man who knows what he wants to do - no matter what anybody else thinks about him .

Girls are also drawn to confident men who are assertive , positive and don't dither . If you are less than confident - don't show it . LOOK CONFIDENT . How do you do this? TRY-study body language , either get a book on this or just observe & imitate any confident men you see around you . Stand up straight ,never fidget , head up high , slow , steady movements and above all EYE to EYE contact at all times. You know the things I mean -observe & learn & apply .

Maturity is a big turn on with most girls . This is one reason that quite a lot find older men attractive . So it usually pays to act pretty sensibly when you're with girls ( not to the extent that you lose your sense of humor and fun of course). Drinking beer until it comes out of your ears, falling over senseless and going on the rampage might be a good laugh when you're with the lads but it won't impress her. She might laugh but inside she'll be eaten up with embarrassment.

A lot of men think that girls are turned on by very macho men - but most girls think completely the OPPOSITE . Girls like their men to be sensitive . Don't take this too far , girls want their men to act like men but try and mix being a man with being caring and sensitive . A heady cocktail that girls find irresistible ! If you find something 'nice' or 'pretty' or something upsets you - tell her. You'll be surprised how much she warms to you . Especially if the something nice or pretty is about her!!

Whilst girls obviously go for good looks and a decent body it comes surprisingly LOW on THEIR list of priorities. By itself it doesn't turn them on like it does men . Ask a girl if she is turned on by these things , she will probably say yes but deep down a girl knows she can't find any man a turn-on unless he CARES for her too.

Lelaki mulanya HANGAT kemudian BEKU??

2010-11-29T17:50:00.000-08:00

Hidup jadi perempuan tok kadang-kadang menyusahkan. Banyak perkara, banyak benda dan persoalan yang dipike kita. Dari benda2 remeh sampe la ke hal2 rasmi kita perlu teliti dengan sebaiknya. Bila silap sikit alu kena kutuk cam apa. Dari cara kita membawa diri, berpakaian, bertutur (ahh baku nya..lantaklah nak) dan macam2 gik la. Siyes memang susah jadi perempuan. Ya baru dalam mengharungi kehidupan sehari2...mun dalam relationship???? maigod!

Ahhh...melalut na jwk benda dikaka atas ya. Pande emo indah mek ow.. Ritok mek nak ngerepak kit sal peel lelaki yg mek sik suka. Besa lah nak mun dalam relationship, mesti ompuan salunya lovable daripada laki. Tapi mek salu eran kenak laki mula2 jak hangat pas ya beku kedak daging ayam yg dh lama disimpan dlm freezer ow?

Smpe dihempas2 kat lantey pun maseh melekat beku (apakah....) ya lah tek, ibarat jak bah. Bagi laki2 di luar sana tolong la baca blog tok. Tok adalah sikap lelaki yang menyumbang kepada kegagalan dalam perhubungan dan adakalanya menyumbang kepada kecurangan. Bacalah tok wahai lelaki2....

SIKAP LELAKI: SEBELUM DAN SELEPAS

SEBELUM: Time baru couple, salu htr msg romantik..rajin call. Berselang minit mesti msg mun boleh. Habis kredit pun sekpa.
SELEPAS: Taik la nak kol...msg pun susah. Kdg2 sampe berjam2 baru 23 msg yg datang. Suruh kol mala ja madah sekda kedit. dem
SEBELUM: Walau sesibuk ney pun mesti pande luang masa utk gerek. Bila gerek nanya ktk busy kah? Alu la madah sekpa. Dapat indah bgayut walau busy nak mampus.
SELEPAS: Even sik busy pun sik pat spent time dgn gerek. Msg alu sikpat reply sbb busy berbual dgn kwn. Yah...ya ng laki lah. Bual dgn kwn alu sikpat msg. Kali cdak kaka k tgn bukan k mulut ya la sik pat bermsg tek nak...
SEBELUM: Rajin post status/comment kat wall gerek (bg yg ada FB la). Asyik2 madah I Love U. Miss u. Dipadah jiwang pun sik kesah. Bila gerek post giya kat wallnya terus mdh tenkiu. Mdh suka. Madah dirik sik kesah pa dipadah kwn2 sbb bena syg gereknya tek.
SELEPAS: Cuba pas gerek...alu gelap asa FB. Payah nangga komen dr nya tek. Byk g laki lain post kat wall ktkorg drpd gerek ktk post komen nak? Bila ngomen arah wallnya jiwang sikit alu dimarah. Pdh malu dgn kwn2 sdgkan mula gerek lok sik jwk kdak ya. Kali malu or takut saham jatuh bila ompuan lain view wall cdak nak...ngaku jak la oii.
SEBELUM: Sibuk nak jaga hati gerek...merajuk sikit terus dipujuk dgn penuh cinta.
SELEPAS: Bila gerek majuk sikit alu dipadah kedak biak kecik...Sik matang. Bila nangis sbb sedih alu dipadah congek. (sekda org nak nangis suka2..bila ompuan nangis ya maksudnya hatinya dah sedih gilak tauk sik! ompuan tok sik sampe hati nak mrh org yg cdak syg...kecuali dh melampau gilak)
SEBELUM: Mejal gilak nak jadikan ompuan ya miliknya sorang...sampe janji mcm2 nak seidup semati la kononnya tek. Impian la tekk nak. Mun dapat isok2 alu kawen.
SELEPAS: Mun topik pertunangan/perkahwinan timbul alu mdh dirik sikmok dipejal. Rasa terpaksa. Sik sedia. Suruh ompuan ya tunggu dan terus tunggu kedak kebo yg dicucuk idong?

Ahh...emo nak. Tapi nak jelaskan tok bukan lah pandangan stereotaip bagi laki2 di luar sia. Tok cuma bagi takorg tek menilai sejauh ney perubahan sikap takorg masa mula2 couple dolok sampe kinek. Tapi mun takorg tek sik berubah, masih hangat cam mula2 bercinta lok thumb up utk laki2 cam ktk. Jgn jak jadi laki jenis hangat kemudian beku k.

Masculinity lelaki bukanlah diukur pada muscle ktk. Berapa banyak ketul2 yg ktk ada ada...Tetapi masculinity ya terletak pada sikap ktk melayan perempuan. Dinilai pada gentlemen ktkorg.

Kmk lebih sggp pilih lelaki yang biasa, sik hensem dan sik kaya mun nya pandai menghargai kmk sebagai seorang perempuan berbanding lelaki yg kacak, kaya dan bermuscle2. Seram mek aie... Refresh balit cinta takorg ya...Lelaki2, hargai sikit gerek ktkorg kay. Ompuan tok bila cdak syg, cdak syg bena2. Banyak ney pun laki datang, hati cdak ttp utk ktk.

Cinta sejati sik selalu hadir dalam kehidupan kita, bila ktk dah dapat hargailah seadanya.

Sik perlu duit beribu, atau hadiah yg mahal2, sik perlu intan berlian dr habib jewels atau harta kekayaan yg tinggi melangit. Cukuplah dengan kasih syg, perhatian, kesetiaan dan kejujuran yg ktk berikan...

Kdg2 benda yg ktkorg anggap remeh ya lebih sentimental dan bererti bagi wanita yg ktk syg.

Nokia C3 vs SE T707 - Pinky World

2010-11-16T00:34:00.000-08:00

I really love this phone. Its cute and girly look. But I've bought Sony Ericsson T707 few days ago. Planning to buy C3 next time...haha.

MYR 529.00

And this is a pictures of my Sony Ericsson T707. Enjoy it :)

I bought it for MYR 445.00

Here is the details...

Brand / Type
Brand	Sony Ericsson
Type	T707
Form factor	Clamshell
Color	Black, Blue, Pink
Network
Phone Network	EDGE, GPRS, GSM, HSDPA (3G), UMTS (3G)
Service	850, 900, 1800, 1900, 2100
Connectivity
Bluetooth	v2.0 with A2DP
Infrared	No
Wi-Fi (WLAN)	No
USB	Yes
Fax / Data	Yes
Display
Main display	Color QVGA
Color display	262144 colors
Dimensions	2.2 in.
Resolution	240 x 320 pixels
External display	Yes
Memory
Internal memory	100MB
External memory	Yes
Memory slots	Yes
Storage types	MemoryStick Micro
Basic
Battery	Standard Li-Ion battery
Standby time	400 hours
Talk time	10 hours
Calling
Vibrate alert	Yes
Photo ID	No
Ringtones	AAC, MP3, Polyfone
Camera
Camera	Yes
Megapixels	3.2 megapixels
Maximum photo resolution	No
Digital zoom	3.2x
Optical zoom	No
Auto focus	No
Flash	No
Recording video	Yes
Second (front) camera	No
Messaging
SMS	Yes
MMS	Yes
T9 text function	Yes
E-mail	Yes
Internet browsing	Yes
Entertainment
FM radio	Yes
Java	Yes
Audio player	MP3
Video player	Streaming
Features
Add ringtones	Yes
Organiser	Alarm, Calendar, Calculator, Stopwatch, Tasks, Timer
Video call	Yes
Other features	Gesture control, Day and Night theme, TrackID, Speakerphone, Flight mode, Google maps, Photo Geo-tagging
Format
Weight	3.4 oz.
Dimensions (H x W x D)	3.7x2x0.6 in.

For mean time, I really like this phone. It nice and comfortable to use, easy to navigate, thin...and I really like the features. T707 is a unique gesture controlled mobile device. You can reject a call or Snooze the alarm by just moving your hand on the screen. Its eye catching light effect leaps into life when a new call comes. You can even customize it by setting different colours to each of your group – family, friends or work, thereby letting you knows who is calling even without looking at the screen. It also equipped with a 3.2MP camera with photo fix technology, 3.2x digital zoom, picture blogging, video blogging and video recording capability. Sony Ericsson T707 Pink Mobile has a built-in music player with Track ID, album art and Play Now, same features as found in Sony Ericsson’s Walkman range. The Sony Ericsson T707 Pink mobile supported music formats include MP3 and AAC. Sony Ericsson T707 Pink Mobile entertainment features also include YouTube, 3D and motion gaming, FM radio with RDS, video streaming, video viewing and Bluetooth with A2DP. Sony Ericsson T707 Pink Mobile is 3G Mobile comes with Access Net Front web browser. Its HSDPA enables high speed data transfer.

For me, Sony Ericsson T707 Pink Mobile exemplifies elegance and substance. It is sleek, glamorous and desirable. Awww~ *wink

♥ My Wish List ♥

2010-11-11T20:12:00.000-08:00

I'm not really up-to-date in latest fashion, but I'm not outdated either... I'm just a moderate fashion lover and most of time, I'll wear what I want, what I'm comfortable with and create my own style. Fashion has unlimited definition...it depend on each person to describe its meaning from their own perspective.

In choosing outfits/clothes, first I'll check the price, quality and material that they use. Brand doesn't really matter for me as long as that clothes is comfortable, classy and fulfill my taste. Even cheap clothes got it own class okay...don't simply judge the quality of clothes u wear from it look, price or brand. But most of the time, I'm having difficulties to buy cloth at shopping complex because they didn't have my size..

Dats why I prefer to buy clothes from Korea, Japan and China coz they got size dat fit small girl like me...Haha..but it doesn't matter. I love myself, the way I am :-). Here is some of my wishlist of clothes dat I want to buy.

Criteria that I considered for selecting this clothes:

price
design
size
color
material
suitable with my body type

1. STAND-COLLAR SHIRT WOMEN

Price: RM40.00

Material: high-grade matte satin
Size Length, Shoulder, Bust , Sleeve
S 57cm 36cm 84cm 55cm
M 58cm 37cm 87cm 56cm L 59cm 38cm 90cm 57cm

2. FAKE TWO-PIECE COTTON DRESS STITCHING

Price: RM40.00

Detail

Fabric: Cotton

Length: 79cm Shoulder: 40cm Sleeve: 55cm

Bust: 80cm can stretch to: 98cm

Arm: 36cm Sleeves: 26cm Hem Width: 90cm

3.CHIFFON KOREAN DRESS

Price: RM31.00

Detail

Fabric: Chiffon Lining: Yes Length: 78cm
Shoulder Width: 36cm Bust: 86cm

Waist: 76cm Hem Width: 134cm

4. OBLIQUE BANDAGE PACKAGE HIP DRESS - BLUE

Price: RM38.00

Detail

Fabric: Cotton
Length: 80cm Shoulder: - cm
Sleeve Length: 13cm
Bust: 98cm can stretch to: 122cm
Cuff: 50cm Hem Width: 72cm

5. WIND PRINCESS PALACE CHAIN OF SMALL GOLD BUCKLE SLEEVE GRAY SUIT

Price: RM41.00

Detail

Fabric: Cotton
Lining: Yes
Other accessories: with gold buckle chain
Size: Free Size
Tile Measurement Dimension:
Bust: 80cm Shoulder: 37cm

Sleeve: 59cm Sleeve: 22cm
Length: 53cm

Currently, I was thinking to buy wigs for myself. I really love to have long curly hair..especially it curls at the bottom part of my hair. But since my hair is very slow to grow long, wigs is the best solution for me. So I no need to wait for 2,3 or maybe 4 years to have my long hair. Now, I can enriching it straight away with the existence of this wigs.

Here they are....really love this wigs. I was thinking to have both of it. Hehe..I'm greedy wasn't it? I wish I could wear this soon...:)

If u guys realize, the average price for all this clothes is below than MYR50. I'm a smart buyer...:) Spent less and gain more!! Spend wisely guys!!

Footnotes: I wish I could get all this stuff soon....May God sent His angel to buy this things for me. Then sent it to my home with big red ribbon on the top of the box.. Huhu... I wish my dreams will come true....

I wish I could have my own baby...

2010-11-09T00:42:00.000-08:00

Sepanjang kehidupan saya (macam tua je bunyi), ahh bakunya bahasa saya hari ini. Tapi tidak mengapalah. Saya berbicara dengan skema sket arini sebab topik ni sangat mengujakan saya. Tambahan pula saya sedang kelapangan yang teramat sangat di tempat kerja, membuatkan saya sangat rajin menulis di blog ini.

Fakta yang harus anda ketahui tentang diri saya....

Saya sangat sukakan baby...
Tapi the biggest fear in my life is giving birth
Walau bagaimana pun, saya akan cuba atasi ketakutan itu sebab saya suka sangat baby dan saya inginkan baby saya sendiri...hu (tidak dapat dibayangkan..ngerinya. nyeri+nyilu saya ketika ini walau hanya membayangkannya sahaja! awww!)

Kenapa saya suka baby?

sebab baby cute sangat2!
bau badan baby sangat wangi!! (suka2)
suka tengok mata baby innocent...(buat kita rasa syg)
saya suka hug baby dan dodoikan baby sampai dia tido (alala..sweetnye)
saya suka cium pipi baby sebab lembut sangat
semua yang ada pada baby semua kecil2-tgn/mata/mulut/kaki
tengok baby buat saya rasa tenang
suara baby nangis sangat comel (eee..geram)
suka tengok baby tido
pendek kata saya suka semuanya tentang baby

Ini adalah antara gambar-gambar baby yang mendesak mother instinct saya. Semoga terhibur :)

Dapat tengok sesuatu tak dari pic ni?

Baby2 ni sangat suci kan... Mereka melihat segala-gala yang ada di sekeliling mereka dengan penuh minat. Menakjubkan bila melihat bayi secomel ini boleh hidup dalam kandungan seorang ibu yang saiznya sangat kecil. Saya sendiri tidak habis berfikir melihat baby ini dibentuk dalam rahim seorang ibu, bertumbuh dan membesar di dalam kandungannya selama 9 bulan..kemudian dilahirkan ibunya. Aww..bahagian ini yang sangat menakutkan. Bayangkan ibu yang bergelut antara ajal dan maut untuk melahirkan baby..Peritnya tidak terbanding oleh sakit apapun di dunia ini... Hargailah isteri anda, ibu anda dan kekasih anda yang bakal menjadi ibu kepada anak-anak anda suatu hari nanti. (merapu la pulak).

Okay2. Berbalik kepada diri saya....

If only I could, I want to have my own baby now...but I know, I have to wait until I'm married...:-( It's okay. I will wait for it. Hehe...but if I have a baby kan, I want my baby face exactly like his dady face. Coz I love his dady so much... Nak rambut, mata, face shape, hidung dan segala-galanya ikut dady dia...hihi. (berangan jap). Perkara yang paling menakutkan dalam hidup saya adalah giving birth. Tapi saya tau, kalau saya takut giving birth, saya takkan ada baby saya sendiri. Wah...bagai kanak-kanak sungguh pemikiran saya ini. Kalau ditakdirkan suatu hari nanti saya ada baby, saya nak tulis diary hari-hari untuk baby sejak dia dari dalam perut lagi... Supaya baby tahu saya sangat sayangkan baby... Semoga doa saya ini dimakbulkan lah hendaknya... Tuhan, kalau boleh saya nak baby twin ye! Amin2...(tolong2 doakan saya ek) :)

Rapuan kaki: Entah bilalah saya akan punyai baby saya sendiri....Harap-harap saya akan berpeluang juga tengok baby saya sendiri nanti. Baby...wait for mumy! We gonna meet u soon... Mumy love u! Ahaks! Jangan marah...saya tengah cuba bersikap optimis ni. Move ahead and go beyond :-)

To syg with love...

2010-11-08T22:11:00.000-08:00

I dedicate this song to someone special in my life.

For me, he is the most wonderful thing that ever happen to me.

I hope through this song, he will know that he is very meaningful in my life. This song and this lyrics is like a mirror to my heart. I hope he will realize that. I keep thinking of him every time, yet it still not enough for me :) I want him so badly, he is the one for me... my half that make me whole. My love, I really love u...and truly in love with u.

I know because every time we meet, my feeling still remain the same

like the first time I fall in love with u...♥ I couldn't ask for more...

All I can say is, thanks God I found u. Hope u enjoy this song syg.

I ♥ U...*_^

Dia memang hanya dia

Ku slalu memikirkannya

Tak pernah ada habisnya

Benar dia, benar hanya dia

Ku slalu menginginkannya

Belaian dari tangannya

Mungkin hanya dia

Harta yang paling terindah

Di perjalanan hidupku

Sejak derap denyut nadiku

Mungkin hanya dia

Indahnya sangat berbeda

Ku haus merindukannya

Ku ingin kau tahu isi hatiku

Kaulah yang terakhir dalam hidupku

Tak ada yang lain hanya kamu

Tak pernah ada..takkan pernah ada

Benar dia, benar hanya dia

Ku slalu menginginkannya

Belaian dari tangannya

Mungkin hanya dia

Indahnya sangat berbeda

Ku haus merindukannya

Ku ingin kau tahu isi hatiku

Kaulah yang terakhir dalam hidupku

Tak ada yang lain hanya kamu

Tak pernah ada..takkan pernah ada

Ku ingin kau slalu di pikiranku

Kau yang slalu larut dalam dadaku

Tak ada yang lain hanya kamu

Tak pernah ada, takkan pernah ada..

Stages in couple's Life...

2010-11-07T20:33:00.000-08:00

Peringkat 1: Dalam sesebuah perhubungan, permulaannya adalah sangat indah... Everything is sweet...loving...rasa seperti dunia kita yang empunya. Baik buruk yang terlihat pada pasangan serasa seperti tiada celanya. Bahkan seperti mahluk yang terlalu sempurna ciptaannya di mata masing-masing. Hari-hari melafazkan kata cinta, bertukar bicara rindu dan kemaruk bertemu untuk memadu rindu yang tidakbertepian.. Hp tidak boleh lekang dari sisi, ke tandas, ke kamar mandi, makan, baring duduk...sibuk bermsg sahaja. (wah, bakunya bahasa saya hari ini).. Pasangan juga bersifat sangat prihatin terhadap satu sama lain. Sepertinya sangat sefahaman dan bertolak ansur terhadap pasangan. Tidak mempertikaikan di antara satu sama lain kerana masing-masing saling menjaga hati dan perasaan sesama sendiri.

Peringkat 2: Namun, lumrah manusia. Bisa berubah...ibarat air ada pasang surutnya. Demikian juga hidup pasangan kekasih.. Mula-mulanya hangat, namun kian suram kemudiannya... Pasangan mula alpa untuk memberikan perhatian sewajarnya kepada pasangan kerana beranggapan bahawa pasangan tidak perlu diberikan perhatian berlebihan seperti di awal perhubungan. Di saat itu, mula terlihatlah kejengkelan sikap pasangan, yang buruknya mula terlihat, ada saja yang kurang elok pada pandangan mata... Hubungan kian hambar, kata-kata cinta mulai jarang kedengaran... Cinta semakin pudar tika rindu jarang bertandang...Ada pasangan yang gagal mengharungi tempoh ini, dan berpisah disebabkan ketiadaan persefahaman dalam mengharungi alam percintaan. Tidak dinafikan saat ini sememangnya sukar bagi setiap pasangan, namun sekiranya cinta anda benar-benar menyintai di antara satu sama lain, anda pasti dapat mengharungi 'the worst moment' dalam perjalanan percintaan anda..

Peringkat 3: Pasangan yang berjaya mengharungi peringkat sukar dalam fasa hubungan mereka akan berupaya menjalinkan persefahaman dan rasa cinta yang kukuh terhadap pasangan. Di sini, mereka mempunyai pemikiran yang lebih matang dan mula mempunyai rasa tanggungjawab terhadap pasangan. Pasangan mula mengambil berat terhadap satu sama lain. Mereka juga mula bertolak ansur dalam semua perkara.. Sekiranya pasangan sibuk dengan tugas, mereka tidak terlalu menuntut perhatian dan mendukung pasangan dalam setiap perkara yang dilakukan. Pasangan juga mampu menerima kebaikan dan keburukan, kelemahan dan kekurangan yang ada pada diri masing-masing. Adakalanya wujud perselisihan faham antara pasangan pada peringkat ini, namun pasangan lebih matang dalam pembawaan mereka menyelesaikan permasalahan yang timbul dalam hubungan mereka. Pasangan menjadi lebih terbuka membincangkan masalah dalam perhubungan mereka dan ini menjadi kunci penting kepada pasangan untuk mewujudkan hubungan yang harmonis sesama mereka. Pada peringkat ini, rasa cinta bukan hanya tertumpu kepada faktor luaran/fizikal, namun ianya lebih tertumpu kepada keperibadian dan sifat dalaman yang dimiliki masing-masing. Dalam peringkat ini, hubungan menjadi lebih stabil dan kebanyakannya berakhir di alam perkahwinan...

Peringkat 4: Alam perkahwinan adalah merupakan saat-saat kemuncak dalam hubungan percintaan. Perkahwinan merupakan satu tanda bahawa anda dan pasangan membuat keputusan untuk meneruskan komitmen percintaan anda secara rasmi. Di peringkat ini, anda akan mula membukakan mata anda untuk menilai pasangan secara langsung setiap hari. Bagi memastikan hubungan anda pada peringkat ini terus stabil, anda perlu lebih bertolak ansur terhadap pasangan anda. Anda juga perlu berusaha menjaga dan perasaan masing-masing supaya perkahwinan anda akan berkekalan. Banyak yang harus anda pelajari dalam tempoh ini. Ingatlah, bahawa perkahwinan adalah untuk selama-lamanya. However, sometimes couples just don’t get along. Small disagreements can turn into blazing rows. Living together and dealing with all the stresses and strains of work and family life doesn’t always make it easy for us to appreciate our partners. Oleh itu, anda harus menjaga perkahwinan ini sebaik mungkin demi kebahagiaan anda berdua. Amalkan sikap terbuka dan cuba berbincang sebaiknya seandainya anda tidak berpuashati terhadap pasangan. Kejujuran adalah sangat penting untuk memastikan hubungan anda berkekalan.

Peringkat 5: Having baby, kids and getting older together!!

Peringkat 6: We travel, memories our journey and we die together....in love ♥

P/S: Appreciate ur love one... U will never know what might happen tomorrow...

If tomorrow never comes

Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes ♥

Sepintas lalu...

2010-10-24T23:57:00.000-07:00

Hello guys..lama da sik update blog asanya. ada berminggu2 udah kan. Dalam seminggu tok banyak yang dah berlaku dalam lipatan sejarah hidupku. Salah satunya Miss Borneo Beautiful 2010 audition yg bertempat di Mega Hotel Miri pada 16 October yang lalu. Dalam ketidakyakinan aku melangkah jua memberanikan diri join beauty pageant ya. Sebab aku kurang yakin dengan kemampuan diri sendiri.

Aku tok kan jenis yang cute (perasannya)...small type girl. Pendek (dalam 5 ft 3 inch). Biasalah mun beauty pageant at least 6 ft baru ok... Tapi sebab dorongan yg tersayang, family dan semangat ingin mencoba aku pun pergilah audition.Time audition ya memang la asa sik confident langsung nangga contestant lain suma cantik2, tinggi dan gorgeous. Asa kerdil jak aku kat sia.

Sepanjang audition ya, aku ngakulah ada asa nervous kit. Mmg wajar pun kan..mesti suma ada rasa cam ya jwk. Sedar sik sedar, audition dah habis. Bila diannouce contestant yg masuk semi-final, aku terkejut sbb aku ditunggah sekali. Waa...surprisingly kan. Bila pose ya, asa cam aku jak yg terpendek sia. Hehe...

Tok pic aku time 1st audition ya...

Last Saturday mek org ada audition lagi untuk Miss Borneo Finalist Selection di Mega Hotel, 11th floor.. Masa ya kmk org dinilai berasaskan catwalk..so asa nak patah ada jwk kaki belajar catwalk dan pose ya. Asa nak tercabut tulang kaki wak, berdiri lama2 k heels dan bercatwalk berjam2. Susahnya jadi model...nasib bait aku pendek. Mun sik, mesti aku bercita-cita nak jadi model yg rutinnya payah ya ampun.

Kmk org lunch break kol 12 pm. Then tepat 1.15 pm kmk org berkumpul balit dan nama finalis yg berjaya ke pusingan akhir pun diumumkan. Seramai enam orang terpilih dan cdaknya mmg tinggi2 sekalian. Walaupun aku sik terpilih masuk final, tapi aku sik jwk sedih sebab aku berjaya msuk semi-final walau pun aku tok sepatutnya sik qualified disebabkan ketinggian aku yg sgt pendek ini. Organizer pun pdh giya..bukan kerana soal sik cantik, bukan soal body sik kacak or catwalk yg jadi masalah cuma ketinggian ya mmg sik dapat diselamatkan la. Suma perfect except my height.

Tok pic aku before audition with Adeline and other contestant (kerdilnya aku)..

To all of my friend yang masuk final round, congratulations to u all. Do the best in ur final girls. Esp for Adeline, Ellyvinor, Genervie, Jolin and the rest (maaf if spelling nama korang salah). Nice to know u all. Make Miri proud of u girls.

For my syg, thank u so much coz believe in me. Thanks for bein supportive dear. Im so lucky to have u as my lover. Kalau bukan sbb syg, mesti ku sik join beauty pageant tok dan mesti ku sik tauk yg aku dapat masuk semi final. Sbb ku mala jak sik yakin dengan diri sendiri. Banyak yg ku belajar dari Miss Borneo tok. Self confident, berani, belajar grooming, catwalk, social etiquette dan paling penting belajar menghargai diri sendiri.

Footnote: You're beautiful...in ur own way~Alaric Soh kata-kata ya memang benar. Kita salu madah diri sik kacak.Cintailah diri sendiri dan yakin dengan apa yg kita miliki sebab Tuhan menciptakan kita dengan kesempurnaan dan keistimewaan masing-masing.

P/S: Andai anda merasa diri serba kekurangan, tidak menarik, tidak cantik dan selalu mengimpikan diri menjadi orang lain, bangkitlah dari mimpi dan berpijaklah ke alam nyata. Anda juga punya kecantikan tersendiri sama seperti mereka. Inner beauty is the important thing for a women. Walk with confident, talk with confident and believe in urself because u worth it!

The Love I Found In You

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You are the air I need to breath

The river of life inside of me

You are the half that made me whole

You are the anchor of my souls

You are my shelter from the storm

You are the road that leads me home

And baby with you here face to face

Oh I know I found my place

And you are strong when I am weak

You are the words when I can't speak

You never fails to see me through

That is the love I found in you

And once in every life

You find the one that is right

And when you say forever it is true

That is the love I found in you

Dear love,

I know there a lot of things that we have been through...

I know how hard it is when we have to separate with other...

Miles and miles away...

But I believe, if we're meant to be together forever,

we will survive any obstacles or trouble that comes to us..

My love for you is everlasting...

It will never grew old and it will never fade away..

I might not the perfect girl that u have ever meet,

But I promised u that I will always love u forever and ever in my life...

My love,

I know everything in life is temporary,

Because everything changes.. Nothing is eternity...

It also the same in love... That's why it takes great courage to love..

Knowing it might end anytime but having FAITH it will last forever...

I always believe that as long as our soul's are connected

to each other, the flame of our love will burn forever...

Please promise me, that no matter what you will never let me go.

As I promise you that I gonna love u and always be there by ur side.

I hope our love gonna last forever by the grace of God.

~Amen~

Esok sik kerja...

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Esok cam biasa 1st week of Saturday kmk sik kerja...jadi sekda masa nak nulis arah blog kmk tok. Apa jak kmk polah isok hoo, mesti busy dengan butik, tolong mak jahit baju, kakya busy dengan salun rambut kmk dan luangkan masa phone call dengan syg kmk...hehe.

Sebut pasal syg, rindu gilak kmk dengannya...Tuhan jak la tauk rasa rindu tok camne. Kinek tok pun macam dipanggil2 hati tok ngenang nya. Pa boleh buat, jauh di mata... Tadi kazennya chat dengan kmk arah facebook. Terharu kmk ngenang benda dipadah nya dengan kmk. Saat mok tulis blog tok pun berair jak mata... Syg kmk beri msg yg sangat menyentuh hati dan perasaan kmk. Terharu kmk ada orang syg kmk giya... Sampai kazennya pun padah benda yg sama... Seriously, i'm so in love with this guy. Biarlah hidup tok hanya dengannya...

First time kmk kenal nya, kmk kenal hati budinya, dan jatuh cinta dengannya tanpa mengira latar belakangnya. Kekayaannya. Paras rupanya. Mek duak ng sik pernah jumpa before couple. Tapi perasaan syg ya hadir tanpa dipaksa. Sampai kinek pun, perasaan syg ya makin kuat hari demi hari. Mek syg nya, cinta nya dan perlukannya dalam hidup kmk. Kmk mok nya tauk ya...nya adalah segalanya bagi kmk. Biarlah org padah mek jiwang, kmk sik kisah...kmk sik suka hipokrit. Kmk bebena ikhlas luahkan perasaan tok...

Utk syg, i love u so much....Semoga Tuhan sentiasa memelihara hubungan kita duak. I wanna be with u for the rest of my life. Thanks for coming into my life syg. Thanks for loving me... Thanks for everything. You're the best thing ever happen in my life :)

Cinta sejati sik selalu datang dalam hidup kita...Hargailah orang yang kita sayang, selama kita berkesempatan. Menyintai dan dicintai adalah anugerah terindah yang Tuhan berikan kepada kita. Semailah cinta ya...pelihara la sentiasa. Semoga kebahagiaan sentiasa mendampingi semua insan yang bercinta...

Love

Pregnancy, delivery & baby

Halfway to the finish line....♥

Again...

Engagement & Wedding

Its been a long time........

My Resignation

Have You Ever Felt This?

Sharing of my sadness

I love puppies!

Vintage Work Art

My New Collection

That's Why (You Go Away), MLTR

SMALL DETAILS IN YOUR LIVES ARE WHAT REALLY MATTER IN A RELATIONSHIP

Sushi King & Muara Restaurant

Dedicate this to someone's special in my life...

WHAT GIRLS LOOK FOR

A girl's mind working in strange way as if u didn't know and the things that attract them to men are mostly NOT what you expect. Here's what they are (not necessarily in order of importance):-

Lelaki mulanya HANGAT kemudian BEKU??

Nokia C3 vs SE T707 - Pinky World

♥ My Wish List ♥

I wish I could have my own baby...

To syg with love...

Stages in couple's Life...

Will she know how much I loved her Did I try in every way to show her every day That she's my only one And if my time on earth were through And she must face this world without me Is the love I gave her in the past Gonna be enough to last If tomorrow never comes ♥

Sepintas lalu...

The Love I Found In You

Esok sik kerja...

Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes ♥