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WHEN YOU'RE 20

2009-06-17T02:59:00.000+08:00

I finally decided to go blogging again, after more than a year.

GO SEE WHAT YOU NEED TO KNOW WHEN YOU'RE 20.

My Ultimate Dream

2009-06-07T23:14:00.003+08:00

Living my life is very easy. You don't have to be very talented, pretty, and intelligent to be me. I grew up being very simple and mediocre, wanting very simple things, dreaming for no grandeur, hoping for no great things. I am very forgettable. I am that wallflower. I am that girl who goes for whatever her parents want, not because she was aversed to do so, but because she has not build dreams for herself, and she's contented with what her parents had build for her. I am that weakling who's just willing to accept and go for everything that the manipulating society dictates. I am very unconfident. I am very quiet and shy. I have no say to anything, because I'm too afraid I might say the wrong thing.

Being in college, I can conclude, has changed my way of thinking about myself. Because of my friends, I learned to laugh and be laughed at. I learned to make independent and somehow wise decisions. I have made someone out of myself--someone who's still sensitive but a lot stronger, someone who still respects her parents say but now's able to merge her own thinking, still quiet and shy but now knows what to say, when to say it, and how to say it. I am still afraid to be wrong, but I am now more confident with what I need to prove both to myself, and to them people.

I entitled this entry as "My Ultimate Dream". Last month my mother gave me a new phone and since it was new, I thought of something to write on it's Greeting Message. I told myself it should be something very inspiring, and something that will brighten and lighten me up. So I decided to write there my ultimate dream, which goes:

Joice Anne E. Carrido, MSPT, PTRP, RPT, ~~DPT~~

I know it's too dreamy. :) But you know what? I actually had second thoughts. Is this really the ultimate dream? That I have my license here and abroad, and pursue post-graduate studies after? That is very inspiring indeed, but I realized it wasn't my ultimate dream. Of course I want to have all those titles, but more than that, my ultimate dream would be to marry the man I love most, have kids, take care of them, bring them much love, and be the greatest wife and mother to them. In this sense I am still very mediocre, I know.

Let's call him Doc (no he's not a medical doctor, but I believe he soon will have his PhD degree). Eversince this guy loved me, I have asked for nothing. I was really young when he became my friend and "kuya" and since then, I have learned a lot from him, let's say, 80% of everything I believe in right now, was from him. It wasn't the usual love story that you heard of. It wasn't love at first sight, more of love at second sight. But that didn't matter. This guy showed me the greatest, forgiving, unconditional, kindest love I have ever been given. I was just a kid back then, who throws immature tantrums here and there, but he was most patient to me. He consistently loved and respected and trusted me despite all my brat moments.

I have broken every little trust he might have for me, but he was just there, willing to take me again, take care of me, protect me and not let me be hurt by anything and anyone. Being just a kid at 16 made me do the stupidest things a girl could do, but he was more than willing to let me feel that I am still the most important person in this entire world. I have hurt every piece of himself, but he would pick them up, and hug me again as soon as I say I am sorry. And I am really sorry.

Being with him isn't easy. There are lots of things I have to sacrifice. We were a different couple. We're not like the others. Let me put it this way, we're more of long distance relationship. Though not so long, but it's not like we can see each other everyday, or even every other day. In the whole five years, I can still almost count the times we're together in all my digits, or maybe plus one or two persons' digits. That makes every single time with him very very, or even more special.

Having a very busy and intelligent partner is another thing. During our first months, I would always complain about him having no time for me, about him putting me on the very bottom of his priority list. But I learned to be very understanding, and right now, I know that's all he needs. Someone who will stand by him, understand him, support him, and just love him, rain or shine. I am proud that right now, I know he only needs me.

Because Doc and I have our share of age difference, it wasn't easy for people to understand our feelings for each other. I know. I even asked once, how can a university professor be serious in being in a relationship with a post-highschool kid? It wasn't easy, people just always have something to say. But I think we both did a better than good job, because five years is still freaking five years.

Someday, I know, everything will turn into its place. And when that happens, then I can say I wouldn't anymore care about the titles I dream about (ofcourse I would still want them, or maybe i'll get them before this). And then I would change my greeting message to my real ulmitate dream, and that is:

Joice Anne Carrido - [doc'slastnamehere]

p.s. there's more after that. I want to take care of you and our future kids. I just want to love you more.

Paint Me A Happy Smile...

2009-05-08T16:42:00.000+08:00

REVIVED.

soon...

IKAW AT AKO

2009-04-29T16:24:00.000+08:00

BISITAHIN NYO:

IKAW AT AKO

Twilight Saga Ebook Free Download

2009-01-25T11:49:00.007+08:00

I assure you it's FREE and SAFE baby.:-)

I have been looking for some free ebooks for the past weeks and I bumped into this. Thought of hosting the files myself so people like me won't have a hard time downloading them, and have my favorite books' copy on the comfort of my pc or laptop, even my psp. I made too easy you can get it effortlessly and no sweat. Just sit there, click and boom! That's it.

What you need:
1. A computer with Adobe reader
2. An internet connection
3. If you have a PSP, prepare you USB cord/memory card reader

What to do:
1. If you want to download the four books by Stephenie Meyer, click on the following links. It will lead you to the download page. The files are in PDF.

Twilight
New Moon
Eclipse
Breaking Dawn

2. If you want to download a pseudo-ebook format for your PSP, click on the succeeding links. They're in .rar format.

Twilight
New Moon
Eclipse
Breaking Dawn

3. Once download is complete, open the .rar document (eg Twilight.rar) and right click the folder entitled "Twilight", and click "Extract to the specified folder" to extract the files. Choose your destination folder and name it "Twilight". Once complete, you can check the file by clicking on the folder where you save it. Open the folder and you will see .jpg files starting from 0000 Twilight,0000 New Moon, etc... You just have to connect your PSP to your computer and Copy the extracted folder to PSP/Photo (this is why I called it "pseudo-ebook" coz they're actually picture files, and not strictly an ebook. cool huh?)

4. Just make sure you have enough memory on your console, then you can start viewing them for your pleasure :)

5. Say thanks to me, ok? Enjoy!

xoxo,
Joice

p.s. the files are a bit large, and downloading them takes time. but remember, PATIENCE is a virtue! God bless :)

I dont know why

2008-12-31T01:57:00.000+08:00

i don't - and never - call him "boyfriend".

she never calls or address me as his "girlfriend", too.

i remember he told his friends.

"si sasap, ang naiibig ko."

cute. :-)

blog transformation

2008-12-03T00:25:00.002+08:00

hmmm instead of this blog being dead, i'm actually planning to transform this into an advertisement/review blog/whatever people call it.

i really have no idea how that works, but hey, i' want to try, no harm in that right?

i'm just waiting for some kind of confirmation from reviewme, and indeed i will be active here again :)) not to share personal boos and all but this time to advertise or review, :)

personal blog's over at dhjioisce.multiply.com :)) see yah!

hi friends!

2008-08-03T22:01:00.002+08:00

this is an update. :-)

I'M NOT DEAD. swear!

i found my new home at MULTIPLY.

i'm active there, just like the way i was here.

thanks for still visiting this forgotten and rotten blogsite.

you really are true friends! :-)

AGAIN,

add me up at MULTIPLY!

I Can't Forget the Days of Old*

2008-03-10T23:37:00.007+08:00

Isa lamang ang blog na ito sa mga channels kung saan naipapahayag ko ang damdamin ko. Dito pwede kong sabihin ang kahit anong gusto ko, at ang bawat opinion ko ay mahalaga. Dito nakakapagtanong ako ng mga bagay na gusto kong malaman, at may mga taong buong pusong sumasagot sa mga inosenteng tanong ko. Dito may saysay kahit ang pinakasimpleng bagay na nagpapatawa sa akin, maging yung mga nakakapagpaluha. Dito hindi ko kelangan mahusgahan bago pakinggan. Dito pwede kong ipagsigawan na masaya ako, o galit ako, o kung anumang emosyon ang nasa loob ko, ng walang pipigil sa akin. Ang blog na ito ay hindi lang isang simpleng blog, online journal, o pagpapapansin, para sa akin. Ang blog na ito ay isang kaibigan.

Nagsimula akong magsulat dahil gusto kong magsulat. At patuloy akong nagsulat dahil yun ang gusto ko…

Isa, dalawa, tatlo, o mas marami pang beses na sumagi sa isip kong tumigil sa pagba-blog. Maraming mas importanteng bagay kesa magblog ako. Maraming mas kelangan ayusin kesa sa layout ng blog na ito. Maraming mas kelangan alamin kesa sa kung paano mag-edit ng xml. Maraming mas sensible na bagay kesa makipag-ex links. Pero pinili ko pa ring magblog, makipag-ex links, at gumawa ng sarili kong layout. Bakit? Kagaya pa rin ng unang dahilan ko. Kase gusto ko.

Marami akong nakilala dahil sa blog na ito. Yung iba, naituring ko ng kaibigan, kahit hindi ko pa sila nakikilala sa totoong buhay. Sila yung nakialam sa mga sinabi ko, nagsulat ng mga bagay na kinapulutan ko ng aral, o simpleng nagpatawa sa akin. Sila yung ilan sa mga taong unconsciously ay ineencourage akong kaligtaan ang pag-aaral at magblog na lamang. Hehe. Pero higit sa lahat, sila yung mga taong kagaya ko, marami ring gustong sabihin, at gusto ring mapakinggan. Kagaya ko, minsan ay wala ring magawa.

Sa mahigit isang taon kong pagiging blogger, nagkaron ako ng mga paboritong blog, at kapwa ko bloggers din. At gusto ko kayong pasalamatan sa lahat, lalo na sa pagiging mahalagang parte ng buhay blogger ko. Kay Angelique, Anino, April, Ate May Ann, Badoodles, Benjie, Elay, Emmyrose, FerBert, Gasti, Gdwn, Holy Kamote, Igno, Jake, Jazzy, Khitee, Kim, Kuya Jonathan, Lingling, Mia, Mhaye, Neah, Noime, PB, Poli, Redlan, Scarlett, at sa lahat ng nasa listahan ng links ko---salamat sa inyong lahat.

Hindi ko alam kung pano ko sasabihin ng diretso ang point ng post na ito. Pero gusto ko talagang magpasalamat sa lahat ng mga taong nag push sa akin magpatuloy sa blogging. Siguro naman ay naipahayag ko na kung gaano ito kahalaga sa akin. Pero ganun ata talaga, pagbabago ang tanging bagay na hindi mawawala sa buhay. At aminin natin, lahat ng bagay, maliit man o malaki, importante man o hindi, ay nagbabago. At siguro mas mahirap tanggapin ay ang pagbabagong nangyayari sa mga tao sa paligid natin. At madalas ang mga pagbabagong yun ang talagang nakakaapekto sa mga desisyon natin sa buhay.

Maraming ng nagbago simula nung nag-umpisa akong magblog. Siguro kasama na dun ang pag-mamature ko unti unti, at pagrealize na talagang walang bagay na maaari at kaya nating panghawakan habangbuhay. Isa na dun ang blog na ito… Hindi ko alam kung mapapanindigan ko ang pag-iwan sa blog ko, pero sigurado akong hindi na ito magiging kagaya ng dati. Kahit pa maayos ang lahat sa buhay ko, hindi na ako magkakaron ng kalayaang sabihin lahat ng iniisip ko, at magpanggap na may alam. Hindi ko na maibabalik ang dating passion ko sa pagba-blog.

Marami akong nasaktan, maging ang sarili ko, marami akong naging kasalanan sa maraming tao. At sa lahat ng yun… Alam ni God kung anong nasa loob ko. Pagkatapos ng lahat Sya lang naman talaga ang nakakaalam.

Kung may makakamiss sa akin, salamat. Mamimiss ko rin kayo. Susubukan kong ipagpatuloy ang pagkakaibigang nabuo dito sa online life ko. Hindi lang ito virtual, dahil para sa akin, isa ito sa pinakamalaki at pinakatotoong barkadang nabuo ko. Mahal ko kayo.

Hanggang sa susunod na kabanata, blogosphere.

*If I Were You, Tamia

Final Exams

2008-03-08T15:25:00.002+08:00

FINALS MO AY GANITO? TALON KA NA LANG!
by: gel_eee (dg.up.edu.ph)

WORLD HISTORY
Describe the history of the papacy from its origins to the present
day, concentrating especially, but not exclusively, on its social,
political, economic, religious, and philosophical impact on Europe,
Asia, America, and Africa. Be brief and concise, yet specific.

ASTRONOMY
Define the universe; give three examples.

MEDICINE
You will be provided with a razor blade, a piece of gauze, and a
bottle of Scotch. Remove your appendix. Do not suture until your work
has been inspected. You have 15 minutes.

COMPUTER SCIENCE
Write a fifth-generation computer language. Using this language,
create a computer program to finish the rest of this exam for you.

PUBLIC SPEAKING
Twenty-five hundred riot-crazed aborigines are storming the
classroom. Calm them. You may use any ancient language except Latin,
Hebrew, or Greek.

CIVIL ENGINEERING
This is a practical test of your design and building skills. With the
boxes of toothpicks and glue present, build a platform that will
support your weight when you and your platform are suspended over a
vat of nitric acid.

MECHANICAL ENGINEERING
The disassembled parts of a howitzer have been placed in a box on
your desk. You will also find an instruction manual, printed in
Swahili. In 10 minutes a hungry Bengal tiger will be admitted to the
room. Take whatever action you feel is appropriate. Be prepared to
justify your decision.

ELECTRICAL ENGINEERING
You will be placed in a nuclear reactor and given a partial copy of
the electrical layout. The electrical system has been tampered with.
You have seventeen minutes to find the problem and correct it before
the reactor melts down.

BIOLOGY
Create life. Estimate the differences in subsequent human culture if
this form of life had developed 500,000 years earlier, with special
attention to the probable effect, if any, on the Philippine social
spectrum circa 1640. Prove your thesis.

RELIGION
Perform a miracle. Creativity will be judged.

MUSIC
Write a full piano concerto. Orchestrate and perform it with a flute
and drum. You will find a piano under your seat.

LOGIC
Take a position for or against truth. Prove the validity of your
position.

CHEMISTRY
You must identify a poison sample which you will find at your lab
table. All necessary equipment has been provided. There are two
beakers at your desk, one of which holds the antidote. If the wrong
substance is used, it causes instant death. You may begin as soon as
the professor injects you with a sample of the poison.

PSYCHOLOGY
Based on your knowledge of their early works, evaluate the emotional
stability, degree of adjustment, and repressed frustrations of each
of the following: Alexander of Aphrodisias, Ramses II, Gregory of
Nicea, and Hammurabi. Support your evaluations with quotations from
each man's work, making appropriate references. Translate all
quotations in Tagalog.

SOCIOLOGY
Identify the sociological problems which might be associated with the
end of the world. Construct an experiment to test your theory.

ECONOMICS
Describe in four hundred words or less what you would have done to
prevent the Great Depression.

MATHEMATICS
You have 60 seconds to mentally solve the mathematical problem below.
Begin. 8,256.091 + _________ - ________ x ________ ¸ ________ = -
38.07623
(Bonus question: Why is 11 not pronounced onety one? Provide a full
numerical analysis in justifying your answer.)

POLITICAL SCIENCE
There is a red telephone on the desk beside you. Start World War III.
Report at length on its socio-political effects, if any.

ART
Given one eight-count box of crayons and three sheets of notebook
paper, recreate the ceiling of the Sistine Chapel. Skin tones should
be true to life.

PHYSICS
Explain the nature of matter. Include in your answer an in-depth
evaluation of the impact of the development of mathematics on
science.

METAPHYSICS
Describe in detail the nature of life after death. Test your
hypothesis.

PHILOSOPHY
Sketch the development of human thought. Estimate its significance.
Compare with the development of any other kind of thought.

GENERAL KNOWLEDGE
Describe in detail. Be objective and specific.

A Man Can Kill

2008-03-06T08:55:00.001+08:00

This will be a short update, promise. I just went home after a one hour exam to get my things for my practicals this afternoon, then thought I MUST blog. Decided that I need to blog and pour some thoughts out.

I think this has become one of my favorite tagalog movie lines ever. My corny! Ugh.

“May mga pangarap na hindi natutupad.”

Indeed.

And about the title. Don’t you think a man can really kill?

I think they can, but as Bachelor Girl said … They still can be the sweetest fun.

~~Ok enough, have to be back to reality (aka school). Will edit this when I have time maybe on Saturday. Wish me luck on my pending exams~~ :-]

Commuter

2008-02-29T22:09:00.003+08:00

TEKA LANG!!!

~~Nominated ulit ako, for the 5th time. Hahaha. Ge, boto lang ng boto! Wuhu. Walang sawa. Hay nakonako. Andyan sa sidebar, isang click lang. Salamat! Hehe :X~~

Araw araw kelangan kong sumakay ng jeep para makapasok sa school at makauwi. Kelangan ko rin sumakay ng fx at bus para makauwi ng Batangas. Isa akong dakilang commuter, kagaya ng marami sa inyo. LRT, MRT, tricycle, pedicab, etc. Pero narealize kong hindi lang pala ako isang commuter na sumasakay lang sa mga pampublikong sasakyan dahil kelangan kong makarating sa dapat kong puntahan. Madalas ay isa rin akong tsismosa, na nakikinig, nagmamasid, at naghihintay ng mga kwento ng buhay sa loob ng jeepney.

May kanya kanyang kwento ang mga taong nakakasabay natin sa jeep. Nandyan yung mga estudyanteng katulad ko na madalas ay nagrereview at nagbabasa ng handout habang binabaybay ang kahabaan ng traffic sa España. Hindi mo sila maiistorbo at namaster na nila ang mag-abot ng bayad sa driver ng hindi tumitingin sa direksyon nito. Sila din yung mga tipong pabulong na nagmememorize at kung titingnan mo eh para ng baliw na kung anu-anong sinasabi. Lalo na kung ang inaaral nila ay mga sinus tarsi, at kung anu mang kadugo dugo ng ilong.

Nandyan rin yung mga taong mahilig tumingin sa bintana habang mabilis na humaharurot ang patok na jeep na sinasakyan nila. Talagang feel na feel nila ang “fog” at sariwang hangin ng Maynila at walang pakialam kung makain man ng katabi nila ang kanilang buhok. Hanggang sa mamamalayan na lang nila na pagbaba nila ng jeep, ay itim na pala ang kanilang ~~kulangot.~~

Syempre kabilang ditto ang mga “cool dudes” na parang walking stereo. Akala yata nila, kelangan marinig ng katabi nila ang bagong kanta sa ipod nya, kaya naman pagkalakas nila ito kung i-set. At talagang feel na feel nila ang pagtugtog at pagkanta, na tipong pangarap pa yatang gumawa ng sariling music video.

Meron din yung mga klase ng taong halos dalawang tao ang katumbas dahil sa posisyon sa pagkakaupo. Sila yung mga babaeng patagilid kung umupo, o kaya naman ay yung mga lalaking hindi yata naturuan kung paano mag-adduct ng legs.

At syempre hindi mawawala ang mga mag-jowa ever na halos maglagay na ng warning na “FOR ADULTS ONLY” sa harapan ng jeep. Talaga namang kung magkayakapan at magkalambuchingan ay walang humpay. Halos magkapalitan na ng mukha ang magjowa ever na mga ito sa sobrang dikit mag-usap at kulang na lang ay magpahatid kay manong driver sa ~~lugar kung saan pwede nilang maipagpatuloy ang ginagawa.~~ Sila yung mga taong akala yata eh isang love suite ang mga public transpo. Hay, pero aminin mo sila ang pinakapaborito mong makasabay. Hehe.

Estudyante na, disabled pa. 4 pesos na lang pamasahe ko.

Ikaw? Anung klaseng commuter ka?

Life's a Bitch

2008-02-27T09:13:00.011+08:00

And all we have to do is learn to be a bitch too.

Evaporation begins now. See you again next time.

(edit)Just when you thought you MUST give up... then comes the sign you always looked for. He loves you. And he does so much, despite your immaturities and brattiness. He can't get enough of you and he can never give you up, so DON'T, and never ever give up on him. You'll never find anyone better. God made him especially for you.(/edit)

♥ ♥ ♥

2008-02-23T20:23:00.006+08:00

Can't think of a sensible title.

First of all... I was shocked to see my name nominated again for Filipino Blog of the Week (week97). I didn't campaign last week (part of losing hope), but was sooooo happy to be on top4 still! :) If you visit Talksmart's page, my name's 3rd, but here, my name's alone. Kindly vote for my blog again friends! Thanks! DON'T FORGET: VOTING IS ONCE PER DAY UNTIL SATURDAY (March 1) Thanks again:)

Anyway I'm currently here in Batangas, just got here around 6pm after my groupmates invaded our cute apartment last night. We were relatively productive though, even if Nixon slept the whole night. Infairness to us, we were able to finish ortho pros - posterior ankle splint and soft cervical collar, PTSem - SCI L1-L2 incomplete paraplegia case, and some of Research homework (Marvin takes care of this, hehe). I didn't bring the camera here so I can't post pictures (that are mostly candid). Sheena was so kinikilig with her new digicam, but we weren't able to use it because of a very limited 32mb memory :c soo bad.

Earlier last Friday we had a visit at Philippine Heart Center, which I oh so love. I was able to place the electrodes for ES strengthening of the patient that we observed. Haha, scary! As usual Dianne did most of the subjective. Hehe. After PHC at around 10:30 we went to Trinoma to have lunch :) Decided to eat at Tokyo Tokyo. There's where Sheena's camera became functional. Hehe. Headed to UST after lunch. OrthoPros quiz was sooooo... No comment. I can't say anything not nice! Haha.

Finally decided to have the official thesis topic. Hay! This is not easy. Research is sooo challenging. But I know we're making it good so far. :)

I think I will enjoy internship :) Why? Because...

1. It's only now that I get to commute alone to as far as Quezon City :)
2. I'm starting to conquer this unusual phobia I have - pedestriophobia (crossing huge streets and seeing all those fast cars coming)
3. I'm loving the 20-minute ride from España to somewhere far. I mean, 20-minutes from apartment to UST is not cool!
4. Excited to use the word "toxic".
5. Revalida, beybeh!

Who wouldn't love PT? It's pure ♥ ♥ ♥!

Q and A

2008-02-19T22:23:00.003+08:00

Q: Saang lugar parehas kulot ang buhok ng mga babae at lalaki?
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A: i-click

Salamat kay ~~Kuya~~ JM para sa joke na to :)

Batangas -> Libis -> España -> Batangas etc

2008-02-17T02:56:00.003+08:00

Went home to Batangas last Friday night with Ate.

Went back to Manila Saturday morning. Left Lipa around past 11am.

Arrived here at the apartment past 1pm.

Headed to Gateway to meet Sheena and Nixon.

Gateway around 2pm or so.

Head straight to Ate Dianne's place (Libis). Arrived there almost 3pm. Present: Sheena, Nixon, Me, Marvin, and the hostess. Hehe.

Video video video. American Idol. Merienda. Americal Idol. PTSem. PTSem. Dinner.

Left Ate Dianne's house 8:30pm.

Went around Eastwood 10 or so minutes.

Then on our way back to Gateway. Arrived there 9:30, looked for a copying center and the likes, they're all closed. Lost hope. So we went home. Sheena and Marvin on the other way, me and Nixon to España.

10pm safe at home. Logged in and blogged. Removed some unecessary things on my sidebar.

TRIED to make a new layout... but I only made the header. Still lazy to make the whole thing. Besides my layout's just some months old... so I guess it isn't time to change it yet.

V-day last Thursday was fine. I'm really not fond of valentines day. I don't know but I just don't seem to enjoy stuff related to valentines day. But oh I so love surprises. =)

Haven't blogged about KinetIQ... but to put things simply, we did not win, but Team 1 did! UST still holds the champion title. 2nd place was UP, and 3rd De La Salle Dasmariñas.

SC term will end soon, in fact the new officers are already elected... Congrats Vince! :) and to the rest of the newly elected officers.

Marc Christian celebrated his 6th birthday last Feb12... but he still looks 2 years younger.

And lastly, I will be going home again to Batangas this morning... :) And will again be back to Manila the next day.

Got nominated again for Filipino Blog of the Week for week 96. Hehehe. But i'll campaign for Jazzy, Mhaye, and of coursem HK. Visit http://salaswildthoughts.blogspot.com to vote!

p.s. what's with the picture? nothing really. :) hehehe.

Watched SDT's 40th anniv concert last week... Bryan, Marc, Me

Mga Pangarap

2008-02-13T02:07:00.000+08:00

Hindi lahat ng pangarap natutupad.
- Ned, Labs Kita, Okey Ka Lang?*

Marami akong pangarap kahit nung bata pa ako. Gusto kong maging doktor, maging magaling na movement scientist, maging teacher, mabigyan ng mala-monarch na buhay ang mga magulang ko, magkaron ng productive at masayang trabaho, magkaron ng pamilyang kukumpleto sa buhay ko, ~~maging pulitiko para makamit lahat to ng mabilisan~~, maging masaya at kuntento sa kung anumang buhay ang naghihintay sa akin sa future... Yung iba, unti unti ko ng natutupad. Malapit lapit na rin akong maggraduate at konting kandirit na lang alam ko darating din ako dun. Pero itong tag ni Lingling, kahit kelan hindi ko pinangarap, pero ito na nga ang kinatatakutan ko, natupad na. Hindi ko masyadong ginalingan ha. But impeyrness, enjoy pala itong gawin.

Aaminin kong dumaan rin ako sa stage ng pagka-vain, naniniwala kasi akong karamihan ng mga babae, kung hindi man lahat, ay may bahid ng narsisismo sa katawan. Lahat yata ng pictures ko simula bata ako eh ginawan ko ng MagMyPic, pero isa ito sa pinaka-nagustuhan ko. Bakit kamo? Kase ang taray ng headband ko. Nasa headband talaga yan eh. :) Ang picture na yan ay kinuhanan 2 years ago, at bat ganyan ang itsura ko? Kase finals namin yan sa Social Dance Class under kay Ms. Kamus at ang labanan ay patarayan ng headband. :) Ewan ko na lang kung may tatalo pa dyan.

Pero minsan aliw din naman ako sa mga educational at informational na magazines. Lalo na pag ganitong katutubo ang nasa cover. Saang minority group kaya ito nabibilang?

Itsurang itsura pa lang, pang National Geographic na.

Kaya ipinapasa ko ang tag na ito sa lahat ng mga narcissistic na babaeng tulad ko, lalo na kina Neah at Mhaye at PB.

*Si Ned na ginampanan ni Marvin Agustin.
*Ang pelikulang iniyakan ko dahil sa galing ng pag-arte ni Ronaldo Valdez.

Tightness :)

2008-02-10T17:58:00.000+08:00

World's Tightest Pair of Jeans
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Sa Lahat ng Masa*

2008-02-10T00:19:00.000+08:00

Una sa lahat, HAPPY BIRTHDAY muna sa pinakagwapo kong kuya!!!**

sa lahat ng nawalan ng pag-asa
sa lahat ng ng aming nakasama
sa lahat ng hirap at pagdurusa
sa lahat ng binaon ng sistema
sa lahat ng aming nakabarkada
sa lahat ng mahilig sa labsong at drama
sa lahat ng di marunong bumasa
sa lahat ng may problema sa skwela
sa lahat ng fans ni sharon cuneta
sa lahat ng may problema sa pera
sa lahat ng masa...

Hinihingi ko po ulit ang suporta ninyo para iboto ako this week I assume na Top 4 ako sa nakaraang botohan, at inassume ko din na lahat ng nasa top5 ay nominated ulit, kaya ito, nominated ako ulit. And again, sa lahat ng nagmamahal sa akin, iboto nyo ako para sa Filipino Blog of the Week (week 95). Ang votes ay 55% ng total score, at ang natitirang 45% ay bahala na si Talksmart. Salamat sa mga bumoto nung nakaraang week! Enjoy manominate... Kaya sana iboto nyo ko ulit. :) hehe.

Narito ang link ng mga ibang nominado:

dakilangtambay
madilimkasaysayan
thepipelinefixation
paintmehappysmile
honeylabscotty
lovingtweety
elaine
klitorika
babydeeanne
onlinememorylane
So alam nyo na yan ha? Hehehe! :) Rakenrol!!!

*Para sa Masa, Eheads
**Isa lang kuya ko

Gaya gaya kay Xienah

2008-02-08T22:34:00.000+08:00

Inggitera ako eh. Link ni Xienahgirl.

then

&

now.

Happy 27th Wedding Anniversary to my dear Inay and Tatay. Aylabyuboth. :)

Kung Anu Anong Updates Lang

2008-02-04T17:34:00.000+08:00

[intro]Natuwa ako ng buong puso nung makita ko ito kanina. Kaya naman nagscreen shot agad ako para maimmortalize ko ang moment na ito. Hahaha. Thanks sa inyong WALO! (Kase ako yung pang-9...)[/intro]

Totoong topic:
At natupad na nga ang buong linggo kong pinagdasal... TAPOS NA ANG PRELIM EXAMS. Tatlong bacchus ang hinanda ko para dito, pero surprisingly isa lang nainom ko sa buong week. Mas pinili ko kasing magkape na lang muna. Mas masarap, mas mabango, at mas appropriate para sa schedule na sinet ko. Hindi kase advisable ang energy drink kapag wala ka man lang pahinga, kahit power nap lang. Based on experience dapat eh may tulog ka kahit 1-2 hours lang bago ka uminom ng energy drink, dahil kung hindi, hindi ito eepekto. At kung mamalasin ka pa, eh mas lalo ka lang aantukin kahit pagkagising mo.

So ayun na nga, nairaos na ng 4PT ang 2nd to the last major exam pre-internship. Hindi ako makapaniwala na more or less one month na lang eh sasabak na kame sa clinic---oo, matatapos na ang 4th year. Yun ay kung wala akong balak mag-take two. Bwahaha. Nako, wag naman sana. Nako talaga. Kung wala sanang ~~OrgAd, Ethics at~~ PTSem eh baka medyo makahinga na ako ng maluwag ngayon pa lang. Eh kaso meron, kaya sige puso ko, kabog pa ng kabog hanggang finals. Gusto ko ng magmasipag ngayong finals, as in gusto ko na talaga. Sabi ko nga, "Daig ng masipag ang... tamad". Diba? Very sensible.

After ng exam sa Pharma nung sabado eh mineet ko ang mga groupmates ko (viva!!!:]) para magresearch kame sa central lib ng mga journals na pwedeng gamitin para sa thesis. Wala ng lunch lunch, para matapos na lang. Haha. After naman nun around 2:30pm eh nagreview na kame for KinetIQ. Sa hindi ko malamang kadahilanan eh tuwang tuwa talaga ang puso ko pag nag-aattend ako ng training. Hayyy. Basta masaya. Thanks talaga kay Papa God na napasama ako sa team. Hayyyy! Basta gusto ko yun! haha. :) After ng review around 7pm, nagpunta kame sa SM para dun magdinner, Sbarro beybeh.

Nakakapagod talaga ang last week... Yun yung mga times na tipong gusto mo ng mamatay pagkatapos ng lahat. Pero syempre oa yun. Ang totoo gusto ko lang magpahinga ng sobra ~~habang may kayakap~~ kaso syempre hindi pwede. Haha :) Pero impeyrnessss, nakapagpahinga talaga ko pagkatapos ng lahat. Natulog ako ng 5am na---nalaman ko kase na nominated ako sa Filipino Blog of the Week ni Talksmart, kaya naman todo promote ako. Haha. Thanks sa mga bumoboto... Araw arawin nyo ha! Haha, mabuhay! Sa mga oras na to eh naglalaro ako sa 4th and 5th place. Hehe, thanks talaga natutuwa ako dito! :) Masarap talaga ang tulog ko, lalo na dahil sa comforter na yan. Haha, I'm like soooo keeeekkkaaaay, don't you think huh??! Hahaha!

Nga pala, nakabuo na ko ng Rubik's cube! Isang side pa nga lang. Haha... Wala pa kase talaga akong time na karirin to. Ginagawa ko lang sya in between arals, kaya yan pa lang nabuo ko. Hehe. Pag wala na kong iisipin at gagawing iba, lagot saken yang cube na yan. Hindi ko talaga yan titigilan. Haha.

At sa wakas, nakapili na rin ako ng Blog of the Month ko! Ito ay walang iba kung hindi ang blog ni Lingling, na pinamagatang "TILILING NI LINGLING". Well, naaaliw ako sa pagsulat nya, at syempre sa mga sinusulat nya... Natuwa nga ako sa post nya na medyo luge sya sa pagiging blog of the month ko ngayong February, kase hanggang 29 lang, so luge sya ng dalawang araw, hehe! Nako hindi naman ganun yun... Ang mahalaga lang saken eh mabigyan ko ng recognition ang mga blogs na madalas kong nababasa, at kinapupulutan ng aral... :) So ayun, ineffortan ko ang certificate nya ha, impeyrnesss!

Panghuling update:

Happy Birthday LENISA!!! ;) Musta na YFC? Haha.. tagal ko na nawala. Balita ko career mode ka daw dyan.

And belated Happy Birthday KUYA EDS!!! ;) Grabe aymissyuuu so much sobra! Emotional ka pa rin... Malapit na ulit mabuo ng F4, bwahaha! Aylabyu!!!

NEED HELP :)

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Thanks Talksmart, I’m nominated for Filipino blog of the week for week 94! Vote for me!!! :) Boto mo ko... Please! Just check paintmeahappysmile, then click vote! Thanks! PLEASSSSE! :) You can vote once per day for one week! :)

I'm expecting, ok? Ü

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Global Fun Saturday

2008-01-27T15:22:00.000+08:00

Di naman ako masyadong suki eh no? Haha. Ok lang. Sa thrice kong pagpunta, nakasama ko na lahat ng taong gusto kong makasama... This time, my ever highschool friends naman. O san na tayo sa summer? =)

Before we were: Benjie, Franco, Janno, Lhaid, Zasaphe. Now we are: Benj, Frankie, Ram, Lydes, Joicey. Sa mga hindi sumama, mainggit kayo! As in mainggit talaga! Bwahahaha.

8pm Jollibee Buendia, naghintay kay Janno ng matagal... Nandyan na pala yung train ha? Oo, pero hindi ka nakasakay dun! Amf! Kumain muna ng dinner (na supposedly libre ng dalawang trabahista.) Hindi napansin ni Franco na naiwan nya yung eyeglasses nya. (may follow up dito later)

Global fun around 9pm yata. WALANG TAO. Joke lang, syempre meron. Pero sobrang onti. Hahaha. Si ate ticket nabuburo na sa kakahintay ng bibili ng ticket. haha. Richie rich sina Benjie at Lhaid, nanlibre ng ticket.

Rides. Lakad. Rides. Bump car. Rides. Lakad. Picture. Jump shots. Lakad. Rides. Rides. Games. Lakad.

Desidido si Franco (aka Direk) na mag-uwi ng isa man lang na stuff toy. Pero yumaman na si ate hindi pa kame nananalo. Kaya stop na lang. Nanloloko lang sila. Kinompute ni Benjie yung probability na maipasok ni Franco yung ring sa bote. WALANG CHANCE.

twice the ranger, panalo. bump car bump car many times. ANDREW WOLF sa bump car line. Chaka. Video sa flipper, yung dalawang katabi namen NR lang. Tas pagkababa nila, [insert-word-vomit-here]. yun na yun.

Tapos lakad lakad to MOA. jumpshots sa kalye. nakakapagod! one... two... three... TALON! nakuha ko na yung timing kaso malabo yung cam. sayang. picture picture sa hintayan ng cab. pero walang dumaan kaya lumabas kame. at finally on our way to starbucks 6750 ayala.

Starbucks around 1am or so. order order. hanlamiiig. walang pangalan kaya pinilit. Hayyyy. picture picture na ulit. usap usap. saya saya. lumabas para hintayin magdesisyon si Benjie. Pero iniwan nya pa rin kame. Work or friends? Work. (:])

Around 4am went to Rufo's makati ave for breakfast. Ayos. usap usap. Lakad lakad. Uwi around 4:45am. Nasa jeep na kme, NAIWAN ni franco yung phone nya kay Lhaid. so bumalik kame. usap usap ulit. saya saya. then sakay na ulit pauwi, narealize ni franco, nawawala yung eyeglasses nya. NAIWAN nya ATA sa jollibee. ok, hayaan na. umuwi na kame. fx to españa. got home around 5:30. naligo, nag-ayos ng gamit, went to UST to attend 7am mass. then to buendia again kase uuwi pa kong batangas.

BACK to JOLLIBEE BUENDIA--->blue case, nikon. yes! nakuha ko na eyeglasses ni franco! =) pero naiwan nya sa ken yung sando nya.

tama bang emotion to direk? kelan next VTR naten? sayang yung commercial! =)

aylabyuol!!! :)

ang sarap ng free ticket! haha. c/o benj and lhaid

daboys sa... anung tawag dito? yung parang flying fiesta.

dagels sa flipper. mga 10 minutes binabalance ni kuya. hannngtagal.

kumpleto. buti na lang mahaba kamay ni franco!

yung poste muntik na namen maging friend. epal eh.

palpak na jumpshot. desperado na kami.

starbucks. tamang emotion.

direk ok na? bluetooth. pagsamasamahin ang mga pictures.
joicey, benj, ram, lydes. hayyyy!

totoo, sya talaga yun. di naman pala sya masyadong nakakatako sa personal. si lhaid nga pala friend namen. haha!

more pictures.

and at benj's multiply.

videos. haha!!!

Mga Kwentong Walang Kwenta

2008-01-25T19:48:00.000+08:00

Napansin ko na hindi na ako masyadong nagsusulat tungkol sa araw araw kong pamumuhay. Hay... Ang totoo wala naman talagang masyadong nangyayare saken, kagaya ngayon, ni hindi man lang ako makapag-isip ng magandang entry. I'm such a bonakid (c/o Toni). Pero dahil gusto ko munang mag-relax ng konti bago man lang ako panandaliang pumanaw (see previous post), eh ia-update ko muna kayo sa mga pangyayari sa buhay ko.

...Prelim exam ko na next week. Eh di ayun, susubukan kong wag matulog. Kelangan eh, gusto kong karirin tong shift na to. Gusto ko kase panget yung first shift ko. Tsaka hello, syempre gusto ko. Labooo.

...Halos inaraw araw ko ang panonood ang huling showing week ng Patayin sa Sindak si Barbara. Wahaha. Ewan ko, pag naabutan ko eh nahu-hook ako. Tinatapos ko talaga. Last episode na ata mamaya, at hindi ko alam kung yung bagong doll ni Karen eh si Chelsea nga ba talaga. Oh well, kelangan kong mapanood yun mamaya.

...Malapit na kaming mag-THESIS. Eto na talaga to eh. Internship + Thesis = Goodluck naman sayo! Narerealize ko lang na hindi biro ang course na to (at kahit alin pang course), at hindi ko pa makita ang sarili ko na gagawa ng seryosong research. Meron na kameng proposed topic, pero hindi pa approved. Sana maapprove yun, kase if ever, PILOT study yun! Hahaha, nye!

...Nag-attend kame ng CARSEM last Thursday. CARSEM stands for Career Seminar, kinoconduct sya ng UST Alumni Assoc, at syempre sa CRS ang cute na cute na si Mam Yvette. Magaling yung mga speakers. Tinuruan nila kame kung pano gumawa ng resume, sumagot sa interview, etc. Syempre may mga successful din na CRS graduates na nagtalk, kagaya ni Sir Tots (aka Marlon).

...Nagrereview/nagte-train ako ngayon as team member ng KinetIQ. Ano yun? Yun yung inter-school PT quiz bee na UST - CRS ang naghohost. Grabe, super laging flattery nito. Kase naman marami kaming nag-undergo ng screening (parang audition lang, yung ginawa ko nagdrama tsaka sumayaw, hehe), tapos kasali ako sa apat na napili para maging team member! At sino yung ibang tatlo? Aba aba. Angelo. Linnelle. Kaye. JOICE. Yeahboi! Kabilang na ako. hahaha! Pero di nga, super proud lang ako na nakasali ako dito... As in proud talaga. =) Sa Feb9 nga pala yung quiz bee.

...Nalaman ko mula kay Resa yung kwento ni Pepsi Paloma. Vic and Joey plus Richie d Horsie. Spoliarium ng E-heads. Haaaay. Astig yung kwento kung totoo... At Spoliarium na ang isa sa mga pinaka-witty na kantang alam ko.

...Ang dami ko ng utang sa mga telepono ko. At wala pa akong nababayaran kahit magkano. Haha. Feeling ko tuloy mas magastos ako nung nag-line ako. Kase naman dalawang phone yun! Isang Sun at isang Globe. Nag-exceed ako ng mga 150 sa sun line ko, at mga 500 naman sa globe. Haha, wala pa kong pambayad. Wag nyo po sanang putulin ang mga telepono ko! Wag poooo!

...Kanina nag-role play kami sa Clin Ed in preparation for the practicals next week. Hay... As usual, medyo di na naman maganda ang resulta namen, pero ok lang. Hindi ko alam kung pano galingan tong mga ganitong bagay. Ang hirap kase.

...Ang galing na naming magprioritize ng problems sa PT Sem! Viva group 4! I love my groupmates! And they love me too! Kaya we love each other! Yun na yun.

...Kanina after class, hindi ako umattend ng training ng kinetiq. :0 Hindi ko kase sigurado kung meron, tapos nagyaya pa sina Freya na mag-shawarma after class, aba eh hindi na mahirap pagdesisyunan yan. Syempre, SHAWARMA! Love Shawarma, in particular. Close na nga kame kay Kuya Shawarma eh. Pero di nga, ang sarap sarap ng shawarma hmmmmm.

...Dahil nga nagshawarma kame kanina, tapos dumiretso sa McDo para bumili ng float at fries at Quickly naman si Bryan, eh syempre may kasamang chikahan moments yan. May napag-usapan kaming potential na problema sa barkada... Pero wala kaming na-conclude. Nagkalabasan lang ng kung ano ano. Haha. Eh ayun, dun naman kame magaling eh, magtsismisan! Hehe.

...At in connection pa rin sa shawarma/chikahan time, eh ayun, naiwan ko yung Lab Handout ko kay Anna. Hehe. Sarap kalimutan ng school pag kasama sila.

...Ang sabi ko kay Tina kanina, "Nobody's beautiful until you've become friends".

...At, "First impressions never last".

...Grabe si Ate Viel kung manglait! Nung Wednesday kase, gumawa kame ng pattern para sa cock-up splint na gagawin namen sa Ortho Pros. Nagpresinta akong maging model ng grupo namen, meaning sa kamay ko ipapattern yung splint. Itong bastos na si Ate Viel ba naman ang sabi eh, "grabe ang laki naman ng sa group 4.. kaninong kamay ba yan, kay Nixon ba yan??!!" Yan yung splint na ginawa namen, ginagamit yan para sa mga may CTS or kaya wrist drop. Yung sa amin mas applicable sya sa may wrist drop kase naka-extend yung wrist namen.

...Feeling ko may dyslexia na ako, o kaya talagang nabobobo lang. Ewan ko pero ilang beses na rin na mali mali ako kung magbasa. Nung minsan, nagpapedicure kameng 3 ng mga ate ko sa isang spa-kuno na malapit lang sa amin. Ang pagkabasa ko sa motto nila eh ganito: "Indulge in today's little pleasures to take away the PRESENCE of life." Aba! Hindi pwede yun! Dapat ipasara ang spa na yun diba? Ilang ulit ko syang binasa at nagkamali pala ako... ang presence pala ay PRESSURES sa totoong buhay.

...Isa pang event na nagkamali ako ng pagbasa ay nung nakita to itong billboard na ito sa exit ng Star Tollway sa Batangas. Free INTERNET???? Anong kinalaman ng internet sa sementeryo ha? Tell me! Ngunit ng marealize ko... INTERMENT pala yun. Nagkamali lang ako. Kase naman may papromo promo pa. Parang die now, pay later.

...Ang pamangkin ko eh talagang umiibig na yata! Naku naku! Totoo, kinikilig na sya pag nakikita nya si Tintin na crush nya! Hala! Take note, mag-aanim na taon pa lang ang pamangkin ko, at si Tintin ang 2nd honor nila (syempre sya yung 1st :]). Naku lagot, kapag tuluyan ng nagmahal si Marc Christian Y. Carrido, eh baka ready na syang ipaubaya kay Tintin ang top honor! (hmm. sounds familiar in a PT class. haha)

...May relo na ako. Pero hindi yung relong pangarap ko for 2008. Kase pinadalhan lang ako ng nanay ko. Bongga sya! At pag sinabi kong bonnga, I mean BONNNGGGGA!!!

...At lastly, WALA AKONG BALAK MAGPAGUPIT SA DAVID'S SALON branch sa amin. Nanggaling kase kame dun, at nagulat talaga ko nung nakita kong mga machong lalake ang mga hairstylists nila! Naggugupit, nagboblower, lahat... Mga lalake (o baka hindi).

Ikaw, gugustuhin mo bang sila ang maggupit sayo? Yung damit nila... may nakasulat yun ng "P" sa likod. waaaaahhh. Nakakatakot.

KARAGDAGAN: Dahil prelims ko next week, naisip kong magchill muna bago ako mawalan ng chance. Kaya sa wakas, makakalabas na ulit kame ng aking mga mahal na highschool happy friends. We're going GLOBAL FUN tomorrow!!! Yeahboi! At isa pa, dadating na si Gabrielle sa Sunday!!! =)

2008-01-24T23:08:00.001+08:00

NALALAPIT NA KAMATAYAN.

January 28 (Monday) is a holiday for us Thomasians. Ü Happy Feast Day our dear Saint Thomas Aquinas!!! Mabuhay ang Royal Pontifical Catholic University of the Philippines, producing leaders since 1611 - UNIVERSITY OF SANTO TOMAS! Rawwwwwwr! =)

January 29 (Tuesday)
8-9:30 Res Meth
10-11:30 Thera Ex 3 Lec
1-5 Thera Ex Lab Prax

January 30 (Wednesday)
8-9:30 Ortho Pros Lec
10-11:30 Ortho Pros Lab
1-5 Clin Ed Prax - Objective and Plan

January 31 (Thursday)
8-9:30 Clin Ed (written)
10-11:30 PT Ethics
1-5 Thera Ex Lab Prax

February 1 (Friday)
8-9:30 Med Surg
10-11:30 Org Ad
1-5 Clin Ed Prax - Subjective

February 2 (Saturday)
8-9:30 PT Sem
10-11:30 Pharmacology
1-5 Thera Ex Lab Prax

February 3 (Sunday)
Mapapamura na ko kung may exam pa dito. Buti na lang wala na. SLEEP ALL DAY.*

*Jason Mraz, Sleep All Day

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	nicotinesworld
	honeylabscotty
	dakilangtambay
	madilimkasaysayan
	thepipelinefixation
	paintmehappysmile
	barefootalchemist
	pinayintheus
	gorgeousmum

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