Storm

Eres valiente

2015-04-12T14:43:00.001+02:00

Mad > mi fuente de inspiración.

Gracias

Sweet MADness

2014-06-10T20:55:00.000+02:00

His warmth, and his soul's warmth...
How can I keep them? Where can I take them? I feel sad for not knowing the answer...
In that moment I knew we weren't going to be together for ever.

The immeasurable weight of our lives to come and uncertainty of our time came upon us.

But the nerves that had seized me, started to fade, and all that was left was the feeling of his soft lips.

Una parte de mi eres tú, una parte de ti soy yo.

...y sus tremendas metamorfosis

2014-05-18T21:31:00.000+02:00

Well Bhav. that is called maturing, and when you are aware of it, it has already happened and you have other concerns... I don't recognize my myself in certain aspects.
Is like missing your innocence, and you see your self one day, and you think, how have you grown so fast? what happened with time? what happened to me? try to be proud of those changes..
Like life itself

I follow rivers - Marika Hackman

Learning

2013-06-09T14:54:00.001+02:00

Don't get attached!

Know you

2013-06-09T13:12:00.000+02:00

So, Bhav, what is life for you?

I keep wondering what should be, how should be, what should i do... meanwhile life is going, time is going...

So, I've spent 6 years doing my degree, in less than a month i will officially be able to say: that I'am an engineer, now what?

What's the next step? what's the next plan? goals? work for the rest of the life? hmm... that doesn't convince me. Can't even visit my parents cause i've to work!
This reminds me the tale of miss dairy, or Alejandro Magno. Long story short: to be happy do many things, but if you are already happy, why so much effort?

Sometimes I'm satisfied with what I have, but others, its just not enough.
I was reading this blog: http://www.fluentin3months.com/strange-habits
http://www.fluentin3months.com/life-lessons and i liked the life lessons he learned! I want to have that too! but how?

This has pros and cons for me, for instance, i am a loving person and i get attached to anybody easily, so if I meet persons that becomes my friends then i have to leave, that is really really tough for me, then i thing i should not make new friends, curious right? what is the proper thing to do? I'm kind of scared of lossing people I love, do they feel the same for me? so many questions unanswered... on the other hand, love travelling! could be doing it for ever.

I seriously need a plan!

Know you - Bonobo

Dedication

2013-05-14T23:09:00.001+02:00

Be proud of your dedication.

Lleno

2012-12-17T22:37:00.001+01:00

Un astrónomo que era pretencioso y estaba lleno de conocimientos fue en uno de sus viajes a visitar a Kushyar el Sabio, maestro de Avicena. Pero Kushyar no tenía nada que hacer con él y declinó enseñarle de una u otra manera.
El astrónomo se estaba despidiendo con tristeza, cuando Kushyar dijo: "Tu creencia de que sabes tanto produce el efecto de hacerte igual a un recipiente completamente lleno de agua. Por ello, lo mismo que la vasija, eres incapaz de admitir nada más.
"Pero el estado de lleno es la saciedad de la vanidad, y el hecho es que estás realmente vacío, con independencia de cómo te sientas. "

From Mad.
100 entradas

Consonantes de la palabra consciencia

2012-12-01T21:21:00.000+01:00

Don't be so hard on yourself

2012-12-01T21:20:00.001+01:00

A dream, un petit trésor

2012-11-20T22:06:00.002+01:00

Mind is a maze

2012-10-27T22:54:00.001+02:00

Tiburones

2012-08-03T07:37:00.002+02:00

Deep breath

Estoy con mi tío, el del agua. Es muy creyente, comparado con él, yo estoy perdiendo la fe.

Tengo muchos pensamientos en la cabeza que me están perturbando. No me gusta esa presión que siento, es un malestar constante que hace que hasta me cueste respirar. Cada suspiro es una agonía. I don't know why I can't find my inner peace. Las cosas externas que permito que me afecten, no se acaban nunca.

There is something inside me that is not normal. I feel like I am a constant pain, la única persona que ha sabido ayudarme y ha sabido comprenderme la he alejado de mi, haciéndole mucho daño.

Lo siento mucho :(

Anxiety

2012-06-03T22:02:00.003+02:00

Estaba en la calle perdida, no sabía qué dirección tomar...
Lloraba, miraba a mi alrededor y ningún rostro me transmitía ayuda

Life in 60'

2012-05-26T09:27:00.003+02:00

Yesterday I was surfing the net and I found out a curious web about: "The Burning House".

By the way, before I forget: Don't panic! and be freaki my friend ;)

Anyways, as I was saying, In the page, there is this quote: "If your house was burning, what would you take with you? It's a conflict between what's practical, valuable and sentimental. What you would take reflects your interests, background and priorities. Think of it as an interview condensed into one question".

And its really thought provoking cause as it says, in our mind there would be a huge conflict about: what to take! practical, valuable or sentimental?

I suppose if we think in a practical way, in real life we don't have time to ponder what kind of stuff we need for ourselves. Our mind only contemplates the situation and our survival instinct reacts. I don't imagine my self in front of my closet, my book shelf or any kind of furniture with things in it, staring and trying to figure out what to take and what to leave.

I still analyzed what would I take, normally people would take (as you can check in the page) all kind of stuff as: laptops, cameras, notebooks, etc etc. but I think they don't have that time... is just for the contest, anyhow, their pictures are really great!

So, as I was saying, I won't make any list since it would be lengthy, i would take so many things, but I reduce it in some stuff that I consider really necessary which is practical - valuable and sentimental at the same time.

The essence of knowledge is in books, they teach us, make us laugh, make us cry, meditate...
So, my priority would be my Kindle, I am in love with it!
Then, my Wallet (id card, and other kind of necessary cards), passport and mobile phone. I suppose meanwhile the rest of the house is getting burned so I would have to rush! xD

And for sure, If I had a backpack near (that is almost reasonable), I would take my both macs laptops, camera, and of course, my paintings and Warhammer figures, my guitar and some love letters (maybe this would be unachievable since they are somewhere hidden in the closet).

That's all, I encourage you to reflect and weight up your life in 60 seconds!

The Burning House

The story - Norah Jones

2011-08-17T13:06:00.000+02:00

El otro día leí: "A veces esperamos demasiado de otras personas, sólo porque nosotros estaríamos dispuestos a hacer mucho más por ellos", yo he sido de las personas que dan muchísimo de sí mismas.

Aunque dejé de hacerlo durante un tiempo porque me devastaba a mi mísma...

Sigo editando luego (tengo la idea en la cabeza pero no tiempo).

Suspirame lentamente, por favor

2011-08-05T16:22:00.000+02:00

2011-07-28T18:29:00.000+02:00

Esta chica vive de la ilusión. Y se le rompe cada día...

I don't care - Apocalyptica

2011-07-26T00:22:00.000+02:00

Adicted to this song... by the way, it touches my heart a lot

Just don't deny it,
Don't try to fight this ,and deal with it
and that's just part of it,..

Fix You - Coldplay

2011-07-23T12:32:00.000+02:00

Shit happens many times!

Always trying to convince my self: never mind, never mind... It's been a long time since the last time i felt like this, my mind is confused and fucked up.
I don't know what's going to be next, I'm just losing my feet and falling again. Having weird feelings, can't control them.
Feel like i don't belong to anywhere. As the song of Metallica says: ..."forever trust in who we are, and nothing else matters...". Will that be possible some day?
Bloody uncertainty...

And the tears were streaming down her face...

I really need someone to fix me.

2011-04-07T00:59:00.000+02:00

Shit happens sometimes!

Pysche - Massive Attack

And when you call i'll be your shield for life
And if you feel it you will fly
The sun should have been with me
When I was set to fall in...

Reflexiones sobre cumpleaños mientras me cepillaba los dientes.

2011-03-03T00:55:00.000+01:00

Cuando me cepillo los dientes suelo tener la mente muy relajada y tranquila, no sé por qué será, pero es un momento en el que no suelo tener la cabeza saturada de mil cosas que hacer, por suerte me suelo tomar mi tiempo para limpiar bien la boca, jeje, así los pensamientos también duran más ^_^ y son positivos.

No importa que se cumplan 10, 22, 31, 48 años, la sonrisa de oreja a oreja siempre estará a pesar del estrés de las actividades rutinarias.

Pues hoy (hará un rato, a las 00.XX) pensaba en que ya tengo 22 añitos! Sii, los patitos, jeje. Llevaba una semana pensando en que el 22 es un número muy feo, quizás le cogí manía porque me hago mayor (qué ironía, ni que fuera a cumplir 30 años), o no sé... la cuestión es que al felicitarme uno de mis amigos me dio a entender que es un número capicua! no había caido en la cuenta, jeje. Asi que ahora toca alegrarse con este número que me acompañará 365 dias! Al fin y al cabo es una representación más de los años de vida :)

Pensaba en el transcurso de los años, 22 representa mucho, 22-18=4!! Ya llevo 4 años de vida en Barcelona, ergo, 4 años con este blog, aunque lo haya dejado abandonado a ratos.

Llegué a esta ciudad con 18 años y un saco de ilusiones para comenzar una nueva vida, una nueva etapa, muchos cambios, no escribiría sobre este cumpleaños en concreto si no fuera por las situaciones que han pasado:
Cuando entré a la universidad era de las jovencitas, casi todos mis compañeros me sacan 1,2,...,5 años o más incluso. Los de 22 me decían, "pero qué joven", jeje, y ahora tengo 22 y sigo siendo joven, porque ya este año termino la carrera, al menos la técnica!! Lo de la superior ya se verá... Vuelven los cambios, vuelven las dudas, vuelve el factor sorpresa. Tengo ganas de tener una cita con la vida! :)
Es genial, el simple echo de tener estos pensamientos en la cabeza, por muy absurdos/personales que parezcan y que no se suelan compartir, es increíble la sensación que se experimenta de una felicidad sutil con mucho fondo pero sin apariencia.

Gratitud:
Esta tarde me tomé un chai enviado por mi hermano por mi cumple. Gracias obsfr.
Nos ha salido una orquídea en el piso.
Y mañana lloverá.

The power to listen brings inner peace

2011-02-12T12:37:00.002+01:00

Projection: Sometimes I find myself hurt even though the other person did not mean anything. This is because I am hearing the words but not able to understand the meaning behind it. This brings misunderstanding and conflicts and even spoils relationships.

Solution: When someone is telling me something I need to listen to the other person rather than merely hearing to his words. When I am able to understand the intentions behind his words I am able to take something from them instead of just creating conflicts in relationships.

B.K.

2010-12-24T13:02:00.002+01:00

Hay cosas que nunca se olvidan aunque pasen los años!

Como las mariposas y mariposillas! ^^

Look at her with her eyes like a flame

2010-11-30T18:12:00.000+01:00

Miro en mi interior: hace calor. Cierro los ojos, sintiendome completamente por dentro todo lo que me tengo que ofrecer. Sonrío sin razón aparente: el mero hecho de recordar cualquiera de esos momentos que lo han cambiado todo para siempre me obligan a mostrar felicidad.

Sentir que cada momento estás más cerca de llegar al punto álgido de tu vida, que más allá no se puede llegar, it simply doesn't get any better than this... viviendo cada instante como si fuera el último.

I know where i want to go, what do i want and how to get it. Ahora solo queda levantarse e ir a buscarlo, tocar su puerta y raptarlo. El objetivo que, sin saberlo, siempre has deseado, ...

Song: Paradise Circus - Massive Attack

2010-11-14T12:07:00.001+01:00

Nevermind...

Nevermind...

Nevermind...