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I am craving for sushi

2012-02-09T04:14:00.000-08:00

I want onigiri and rice !!

Udang tempura pun nampak sedapppp

Sashimi !!! Urghhh, malasnya nak masak..

Shopping Adresses in Paris: Friperies

2012-02-06T17:07:00.000-08:00

Last weekend, after my orchestra rehersal I went on a winter jacket hunt. But since it may be my last winter in Europe, I did not want to spend much because later I still have to sell it or give it away before going back to Malaysia. I opted for fripperies, shops selling vintage second hand clothings. I was really glad to have found a black classic and elegant Comptoir des Cotonniers winter jacket for only 5€. Ok, so maybe I will have to send it to the dry cleaner later on. But it was still a very very GOOD deal. FYI, winter jackets at Comptoir des Cotonniers normally cost 100€++. So yeay!! *Patting my own shoulders*

The ones I have been to :

GUERRISOL

47 and 96, Boulevard Barbès, 75009 Paris - Open 10h - 19h30 even on Sundays Metro 4: Marcadet

They have other shops all over Paris

45 Boulevard de la Chapelle, 75018 Paris Metro 4 or 5:Gare du Nord
17, Boulevard Rochechouart Metro 4: Barbès-Rochechouart
19 Avenue de Clichy, 75017 Paris Metro 13: Place de Clichy

I have also been to Free'P'Star in the Marais area:

20 rue de Rivoli. Paris 4è. Métro : Saint-Paul.
Monday-Saturday 10h-21h. Sunday 12h-21h.
Ouvert les jours fériés.
Tel : 01.42.77.63.43.

K-Mart, Paris

2012-02-03T16:36:00.000-08:00

New discovery !!! I found a Korean + Japanese supermarket in Paris. Rue Saint-Anne is very known as the Mecca of Sushi and Bibimbap area, there are gazillions of restaurants to choose from. Not forgetting their supermarkets as well if ever you feel the need to make home made sushi instead. But yeah, K-Mart is one of them.

Apart from selling groceries specialized for Korean and Japanese cuisine, they have this cutest little cantine where they sell fresh out-of-the-oven variety of dishes like Bibimbap, Onagiri and rice set, Miso soup, and many more. Ok, so they don't provide tables and chairs to properly eat your food.. :( But no worries, the food are hell cheap and you can easily eat at next door's Japanese boulangerie (that's what I did)

I bought a lunch set Onagiri and rice for 6,50€ ( no picture, I gulfed it down in a matter of seconds) and this bottle of pure Japanese Green Tea, WITHOUT SUGAR mind you for 1,50€.

K-MART, 8 rue Sainte-Anne (juste à côté de la caserne de Pompiers), à 200 mètres sur la droite en venant de l’avenue de l’Opéra, Paris 2e. 01-58-62-49-09.

Luahan Perasan

2012-02-02T15:20:00.000-08:00

Blog ini sudah lari dari tujuan asalnya. Pada mulanya, blog ini bertujuan jadi tempat meluahkan perasaan, kinda like my psychiatrist. My sister said, Generation X of nowadays ada sedikit hesitant untuk meluahkan what they feel secara oral. Facebook dan Twitter dijadikan mangsa untuk memaki-hamun, meluahkan rasa sayang, tak puas hati, berlagak dan macam-macam lagi. "Eh, bagai dipanah tepat ke dada. Siapa makan cili akan terasa pedasnya!", kata benak hatiku. Haaha

Ok, mengaku saya juga begitu. I'm not good with words, neither am I good with expressing my emotions. When I have problems, I'd rather cry it out all alone and tunggu sambil settle baru cerita dekat parents. That's how I am. Kesian mummy and daddy, they are pretty worried about me still not finding my practical placement. And I am not helping them by staying quiet and not telling them anything.

Ok, getting to the point. I am super stressed out about my work placement right now!! I feel like it's my biggest hurdle of year 2012. Esok ada interview with Volvo (on the phone, Alhamdulillah kurang sikit stress) and next week with France Telecom (tak set date and time lagi, but gonna be on the phone jugak). In all, termasuk these two akan melalui 7 interviews. You see what I mean? I cant even explain how I'm still surviving after all that rejections and negative replies. Rasa macam tak ada rezeki, rasa macam Allah is mad at me for a reason. Motivation level pun sangat bleurghhhh right now. Help me Goddd!!

- Updated from my blackberry on my bed di kala gelip gelita runsing memikirkan hari esok yang bakal tiba. Good night semuaa!!

Fruits At The Market

2012-02-02T07:05:00.000-08:00

These are fruits from spring, and now it's winter !! Mouth watering kan??

Good Reads: Food for Thoughts

2012-02-01T13:20:00.000-08:00

New year's resolution; banyakkan baca benda bermanfaat supaya hati tidak kosong dan sentiasa ada pengisian untuk guide through life. I guess it's ok to go laugh out loud while baca 9gag.com or baca manga once in awhile. But yeah, 5 minutes a day untuk baca an article yang berunsur keagamaan untuk sentiasa mengingatkan diri sendiri pun sudah cukup insya Allah

My recommandations are as below:

1) Yasmin Mogahed

One of her recent articles that I loved the most: The Ocean of Dunya
This worldly life, the dunya, is just like the ocean. And our hearts are the ships. We can use the ocean for our needs and as a means to get to our final destination. But the ocean is only that: a means. It is a means for seeking food of the sea. It is a means of travel. It is a means of seeking a higher purpose. But it is something which we only pass through, but never think to remain in. Imagine what would happen if the ocean became our end – rather than just a means.

Eventually we would drown.

2) Iluvislam
Banyak articles yang di submit oleh pembaca umum. Mungkin boleh relate sebab semua articles in Malay dan pasal situasi-situasi di Malaysia. Cerita pendek dan cerpen berasaskan agama pun banyak.

3) Ustaz Azhar Idrus
Alhamdulillah, rakyat Malaysia tak kisah umur dari zaman muda remaja sampai golongan emas dapat menerima ceramah beliau, mungkin sebab beliau suka buat lawak. Dan selalu masuk tv, especially dengan Zizan Lawak.

Website dia boleh baca articles yang berunsurkan soal jawab, dan boleh juga layan videos melalui channel Ustaz Azhar tube.

4) Harun Yahya
Ada documentaries pendek yang dapat memanfaatkan kita, macam contoh video The New Rise of Islam in Europe, Prayer speeds up patient's treatment, The Prophet Muhammad's may Allah bless him and grant him peace exemplary conduct towards the People of the Book, etc. Listing of documentaries di sini

Selain itu, ada articles, interviews, dan banyak lagi.

5) Tariq Ramadhan
Lebih kepada isu semasa, contoh satu article After Mubarak, The Islamists? dan banyak lagi.

Enjoy reading !! Semoga memanfaatkan kita semua insya Allah

Ariana Mikhail Episode 2

2012-01-31T07:12:00.000-08:00

Episode 2:

Jeng jeng jeng, gonna give you guys some spoiler before you guys watch this second episode. Beg Ariana kena ragut pada suatu malam hari ni, then Mikhail datang menyelamatkan keadaan. Sweet kannn?? :) Tapi macam tak logik pulak Mikhail boleh demam-demam sebab kena pukul dengan peragut beg tu. And comel je Ariana shopping groceries dekat Marché Franpix

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3

Movie Recommendation: Les Intouchables

2012-01-30T13:17:00.000-08:00

I love this film. I cried a lot, for once, for a French film that does not involve love and couples. Omar SY nailed it !! He is one talented and humble actor :) He's the tall black guy in the trailer, he's French originating from Africa.

Al Jazeera World : Gaza Lives On

2012-01-21T03:52:00.000-08:00

Masya Allah, tersentuh hati tengok semangat berkobar-kobar rakyat Palestin ini untuk menyelamatkan tempat kelahiran walaupun mereka di kecam dan di seksa untuk lebih 8 tahun.

I love how the cornseller said, " It's a good country, a rich country. It will never be lost ". HIdup dalam kedaifan bukan penghalang buat mereka. He has 8 children and 15 grandchildren.

Bersyukur dengan segala nikmat yang Allah telah turunkan kepada kita. Panjatkan doa kepada saudara seislam kita di Palestin, kerada doa adalah sebaik-baik senjata. Selamatkanlah mereka ya Allah. Semoga negara Palestin, rakyat di Gaza, masjid Al-Aqsa akan terlepas dari genggaman rejim zionis suatu hari nanti. Amin amin ya Rabbal alamin.

Ariana Mikhail Episode 1

2012-01-18T05:12:00.000-08:00

Surfing on the internet tanpa arah tujuan this morning. I was in the mood for malay dramas or movies *kalau homesick, ini remedy terbaik sambil makan kerepek pisang atau kuih raya pemberian ibu sebelum fly*. Tup tup, terjumpa poster of this drama Ariana Mikhail. Nora Danish and the hero (ops, sorry tak kenal siapa hero!! ) with Eiffel Tower in the background.

I love love love Nora Danish :) Having been living in France for these past 7 years, tak pernah lagi jumpa drama melayu shooting dekat Paris. The thing is, dalam drama ni Nora Danish berlakon jadi anak kepada ibu bapa yang agak berada, mereka hantar Nora Danish to Paris untuk lanjutkan pelajaran dalam interior design, sebab tu boleh cakap French. But she still speaks English when going to the grocery store/boulangerie.

One other thing, kenapa actresses kena pakai rambut palsu dalam drama melayu? Nampak irrealistic and a bit kayu T.T Judging from this first episode, nothing new for a malay drama. Masih corny, dengan cinta tiga segi, can do better untuk script. But what i love the most are the scenes around the little-known corners of Paris. J'adore !

Enjoy watching..

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3

Eh, beratnya beban !

2012-01-17T03:25:00.000-08:00

Allah turunkan beban untuk menguji kesabaran dan keimanan kita, sebab Dia sayangkan kita. Tak gitu? Pernah tak rasa macam berat sangat beban yang Allah turunkan sampai rasa kita tak mampu nak survive. Rasa macam hanya mahu berputus asa. Bak kata script dalam cerita "Ombak Rindu" - Redha itu ikhlas, Berserah itu pasrah *haha mentang-mentang layan Ombak Rindu sampai 3 kali. dah jatuh cinta dengan itu Maya Karin i tell youuuu*

Rasa penat, rasa nak give up - Itu hanya emosi semata-mata. Eh, janganlah pessimist sangat! Kalau nak dibandingkan apa yang kita lalui dengan saudara seislam kita di Palestin yang sudah 9 tahun di uji mental dan physical. Memang macam langit dan bumi lah kann??

Cinta antara ibu dan anaknya

Manusia kalau tak diuji memang mudah lupa. Kalau exam nak dekat, barulah nak start cari sejadah ye tak? Barulah nak baca Yassin setiap malam Khamis, barulah nak solat sunat hajat. Barulah nak minta maaf atas segala dosa dan kesalahan dari mak bapak dan rakan-rakan taulan. Memang lumrah manusia senang sangat lupa.

Kalau bercinta bertahun-tahun, pastu tetiba putus hubungan setelah si dia meninggalkan kita. Rasa macam hati ni seperti kaca yang pecah sepertimana gelas yang jatuh ke tanah. *Yours truly have been through that, I know how it feels*. Masya Allah, Allah hanya nak mengingatkan kita yang cinta antara manusia tidak akan ke mana. Cinta yang membatasi cinta kita kepadaNya dilaknat Allah. Niat kita tak betul, mestilah Allah marah. Mestilah Allah tarik balik. Itupun sebab Dia sayang. Sebab Dia taknak tengok kita mendekati maksiat. Terima kasih ya Allah, kerna membuka mataku yang selama ini tertutup rapat.

Nak petik one phrase dari blog http://www.yasminmogahed.com/:

That image of human love that you seek is an illusion in the desert of life. So if that is what you seek, you’ll keep chasing. But no matter how close you get to a mirage, you never touch it. You don’t own an image. You can’t hold a creation of your own mind.

Yet, you will give your whole life, still, to reaching this ‘place’. You do this because in the fairy tale, that’s where the story ends. It ends at the finding, the joining, the wedding. It is found at the oneness of two souls. And everyone around you will make you think that your path ends there: at the place where you meet your soul mate, your other half—at the point in the path where you get married. Then and only then, they tell you, will you ever finally be complete. This, of course, is a lie because completion cannot be found in anything other than God.

But the lesson you’ve been taught since the time you were little—from every story, every song, every movie, every ad, every well-meaning auntie—is that you aren’t complete otherwise. And if—God forbid—you are one of the ‘outcasts’ who haven’t gotten married, or have been divorced, you are considered deficient or incomplete in some way.

The lesson you’re taught is that the story ends at the wedding, and then that’s when Jennah (paradise) begins. That’s when you’ll be saved and completed and everything that was once broken will be fixed. The only problem is, that’s not where the story ends. That’s where it begins. That’s where the building starts: the building of a life, the building of your character, the building of sabr, patience, perseverance, and sacrifice. The building of selflessness. The building of love.

And the building of your path back to Him.

Cuti-cuti Malaysia 21 December 2011 - 9 January 2012

2012-01-16T11:26:00.000-08:00

Saya tujukan video yang saya buat khas ini kepada ibu bapa tersayang, adik beradik, kazen mazen, aunties uncles, dah semua yang terlibat dalam sesi penggambaran. Inilah akibatnya dok homesick sampai spend 2 jam buat video yang sesungguhnya sangat comel ini :)

Change of priorities

2012-01-15T04:09:00.001-08:00

la familia <3

As we get older, kita akan mula ubah order of priorities in our life. As an example, daripada apa yang yours truly rasa lately, hanging out with friends over the weekend, eat outs at restaurants or watching movies at the cinema sudah tak enticing as zaman muda-muda dulu. Rasa macam buang duit and masa. Unless the friend is someone yang sudah bergazilion lemon years tak jumpa. I am proud to say that gossip sessions are not my thing anymore. Signs of getting older? Or getting mature? I hope that this is for the good insya Allah.

When I was back in Malaysia for the holidays, my parents imposed curfews on me. No going out after 8pm. No one-to-one with a boy. Banyak lagilah. Rasa beban sangat nak ikut sebab sudah terbiasa dengan freedom bila di perantauan. Tapi bila kembali semula ke Perancis, tak pernah lagi keluar or ada niat nak keluar after 8pm anymore. Alhamdulillah! Thanx mummy and daddy.I am changing for the better..

Life is a mystery

2012-01-12T01:02:00.001-08:00

In Winter I get up at night
And dress by yellow candle light.
In Summer, quite the other way,
I have to go to bed by day.

I have to go to bed and see
The birds still hopping on the tree,
Or hear the grown-up people's feet
Still going past me in the street.

And does it not seem hard to you,
When all the sky is clear and blue,
And I should like so much to play,
To have to go to bed by day?

Rolly Polly by T-ara

2012-01-11T02:07:00.001-08:00

Alhamdulillah yours truly is back in France, had a quiet 13 hours flight with MAS. I slept for about 8 hours through the flight, it was hard sitting by 4 very loving family members. I was even homesick seeing them snuggle into each other into slumberland. Spent the other 3 hours or so watching Puss in Boots the movie, and I wasn't a bit enticed by it. Wasn't in the mood i guess, or is it that the movie a little overrated? 3 episodes of The Big Bang Theory cheered me up a bit. Ate ayam kerutub and rice for supper, then nasi lemak for breakfast. None handsome stewards to my liking. Haih.. Has been stuffing myself with burgers I bought at KFC just before taking the flight.

Jom layan K-Pop !! I normally hate beautiful girls dancing gedikly without any talent whatsoever, harap comel je.. Tapi this one, me likeyyy :)

Bagaimana Mempositifkan Hati

2011-12-30T01:42:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt, harap readers sihat-sihat hari ini ye?

Hari ni nak bercakap tentang agama lah pulak? Boleh ke? Dengan bercakap dengan agama lah kita boleh mendidik hati supaya dekat dengan Allah, tidak begitu rakan-rakan

Tuan empunya blog selalu rasa gloomy lately, tak tahu kenapa. Sebab-sebab untuk jadi gloomy tidak dapat dikesan, sebab ibu bapa dan family berada disisi, hari-hari makan makanan Malaysia nan sedap dan berlemak :) Senang kata, apa yang diperlukan semuanya dekat. Tapi hati ini rasa bergolak-golak, tak tahu kenapa..

Jawapannya hanya satu, hati si tuan empunya blog ni sudah lama terabai gamaknya. Sedap itulah rasa tidak gembira semacam. Haih, meh jaga hati ! Operasi bermula sekarang jugaaa..

Sabda Rasulullah SAW : Sessungguhnya dalam tubuh jasad anak Adam itu ada seketul daging, apabila ia baik nescaya baiklah seluruh anggota tubuhnya. Dan bila jahat nescaya jahatlah seluruh anggota tubuhnya. Ketahuilah, itulah hati !

Paling utama adalah penjagaan hati ! Persoalan dia bagaimana menjaga hati, cara-cara mempositifkan hati ?

Orang-orang soleh pada zaman terdahulu senantiasa terkumat-kamit menyebut nama Allah SWT dan berselawat kepada Rasulullah SAW untuk mendekatkan diri kepadaNya. Dengan ini, dapat mengurangkan syahwat nafsu serakah dan menjauhkan ajakan syaitan. Zaman sekarang yang sedihnya, mulut-mulut kita hanya tahu berkumat-kamit untuk ingat lyrics lagu-lagu yang berkumandang di radio, dan gosip-gosip.

Hai orang-orang yang beriman, jauhilah kebanyakan purba-sangka (kecurigaan), karena sebagian dari purba-sangka itu dosa. Dan janganlah mencari-cari keburukan orang dan janganlah menggunjingkan satu sama lain. Adakah seorang diantara kamu yang suka memakan daging saudaranya yang sudah mati? Maka tentulah kamu merasa jijik kepadanya. Dan bertakwalah kepada Allah. Sesungguhnya Allah Maha Penerima Taubat lagi Maha Penyayang.

Al-Hujurat :12

Jangan sekali-kali bersangka buruk kepada Allah. Allah sentiasa mahu yang terbaik untuk hamba-hambaNya ! Ingat tuu... Jaga hubungan dengan Allah, pastikan solat dilakukan sesempurna mungkin. Rendahkan hati, ingatlah kita ini hanya hambaNya yang kerdil. Dan hanya kepadaNya lah kita berserah segala-galanya.

Cantik Hanya Setipis Kulit Yang Menyaluti

2011-12-28T12:30:00.000-08:00

A cousin shared this video on Facebook, thought I would share it with you guys :)

A message to the future

2011-12-27T11:42:00.000-08:00

Dear future Arlida Abdullah,

Please please please love your parents. One thing I always remind myself, that as we grow up, we always forget that our parents are growing older. Jaga diorang, with all my might. Tak kisahlah if still single, atau akan kahwin in the near futur. It won't change a thing insya Allah. I will always stay their little baby. Other than that, jaga hubungan dengan siblings. Weekend eat outs and outings are the best way to maintain a good relationship with diorang. Even busy mane pun and stressful mane pun life is, take time to spend time with your family.

Jaga iman dan hati. It's OK to stray away at times, tapi always always pulang ke jalan yang betul. Family and friends would always be there in case you stray away. Jangan ego. Mintak bantuan if you need it.

Do charity as much as u can. I have always been a people person. Help your community. Bersyukur dengan rezeki that you're blessed with, and tolong the needy tak kisah la dari segi kewangan, energy or time. Maybe go visit family angkat in Kuala Kedah. I kinda miss them as well.

Get a well paid job. Carik husband yang beriman. Get settled in. Takyah main-main dah. Entertainment di dunie ni won't last long pun. Give birth to cute kids. Train them well. Try hafal Al-quran insya Allah. Do jemaah prayers at home.

Haha ok it's already 3.30am and after a week in Malaysia I'm still having jetlag. Gonna read a good book before going to bed. Nite niteeeeee~

Fundraiser #1: Islamic Relief Malaysia (IRM)

2011-12-27T03:35:00.000-08:00

ISLAMIC RELIEF BACKGROUND Islamic Relief is a Non-Governmental Organization (NGO) for emergency relief and sustainable development dedicated into helping the world’s poorest population. Established in 1984 in Birmingham, United Kingdom, Islamic Relief is the first Muslim humanitarian organization to be formed in Europe. The Founder, Dr. Hany al-Banna decided to establish Islamic Relief after he witnessed the effect of devastating famine in sub-Saharan Africa. Islamic Relief headquarter remained in Birmigham to date. In 1988, its capacity grew to become a functional team. In 1993, Islamic Relief obtained a consultative status with the United Nations Economic and Social Council (ECOSOC).In 1992-1993, more offices were established in Europe: Albania, Belgium, Bosnia, Croatia, Germany, France, Italy, Netherlands, Switzerland, as well as in the United States. Until now Islamic Relief is actively involved in emergency relief and humanitarian development worldwide including Afghanistan, Albania, Bangladesh, Bosnia, Chad, Chechya, China, Mesir, Ethiopia, Indonesia, Iraq, Jordan, Kenya, Kosova, Lebanon, Malawi, Mali, Nigeria, Pakistan, Somalia, Africa, Sudan and Yemen. In Malaysia, they have been founded in 2005.

Make donations for the Back-to-School season:

Islamic Relief Malaysia (IRM) sedang menganjurkan program “Back to School” (BTS) atau Kembali ke Sekolah bagi meringankan bebanan golongan miskin ini untuk menyekolahkan anak-anak mereka. Pakej "Back to School" yang ditawarkan kepada penderma adalah RM250 bagi menaja seorang pelajar, yang mana pelajar tersebut akan mendapat:

• Dua pasang pakaian sekolah

• Dua pasang kasut beserta stokin

• Beg sekolah

• Set peralatan tulis.

Untuk donate, bolehlah ke laman web IRM.

Follow them on Twitter: IRMalaysia

Like their Facebook page

Latest addiction

2011-12-25T08:05:00.000-08:00

Warming up for the Orchestre de Cité Descartes. Bought this latest craze of mine at Yamaha shop in One Utama at rm650 onlyyy!! Beginner one je dulu...

Bercinta Selepas Berkahwin

2011-12-24T06:06:00.000-08:00

I envy your courage, for accepting an unknown person as a husband.

My mummy said "Adik, mummy nak adik cepat-cepat kahwin right after adik balik Malaysia for good (which is approximately in June 2012). Mummy dah tua, and mummy nak tengok adik settle down cecepat."

Sedih hearing this, but still I said " Tapi marriage tu antara one of those decisions in life yang tak boleh main-main mummy. I want to take my time to chose with whom I wanna spend the rest of my life with. Taknaklah rushing-rushing".

If not, i could always leave to parents to choose for me =) Haha tapi scary oiiii

The Much Needed Transition

2011-12-23T03:32:00.000-08:00

It's time to... GROW UP!!

Having finished my student years (at 25 years old haha), I don't have any other option but to move on to the next phase of life. "Zaman berkerja" or working life, here I come!!

Not thrilled at the thought of it, I hate change. I have a tendency to stay succumbed to my comfort zone. Which for me, now, is my life in France.

The hardest challenge that I would probably have to face is leaving France for good and go back to Malaysia (my home sweet home).

Many many things to catch up, I'm now in Malaysia for a few weeks for the holidays but I feel as though I'm outdated.

NEXT!!! Get myself a job, get myself a car, get myself a decent wardrobe :)

Scary oi scary...

I still have another 6 or 7 months top in France, and I sure will suck in every joy of it. Sweet and sour memories of growing up in France, being away from the family, making new friends. I don't know how the other graduates from France do it, but I'm already having a nostalgy without even leaving France yet.

But I am for sure looking forward to "re-make" my life in Malaysia. Semoga dipermudahkan ya Allah =)

Farewell Lunch Telecom major classmates of 2011/2011

2011-12-18T05:07:00.000-08:00

I am glad to inform you guys that I am now an Engineer graduate !!! No more exams, no more classes for the rest of my life :) Wonderful wonderful news indeed

*OK not really, I still have to go through another 6 months of internship to be eligibly graduating from ESIEE Paris* but hell, no more classes for the rest of my lifeeee... That is good news enough for me =)

So, for a farewell event, we classmates decided to go out for lunch in a brasserie near our engineering school Friday afternoon.

There are pictures from the lunch. Kinda sad to not be able to see them no more =( But c'est la vie

Lovey dovey

2011-12-18T04:54:00.000-08:00

Let time heal the wound they say. so so true! But i have scars on my heart that wont let me forget about you. On the other hand, another 2 days before going back to Malaysia. Yesterday i went for a shopping spree to buy presents for loved ones. It has been awhile since my last shopping spree. Best jugak shopping finalement!

Let the next 2 weeks of holidays bring me joy and tranquility. My life has been at such fast pace that i dont even have time to sit down and enjoy those little things in life, like reading a good book with a coffee in hand. See you Malaysiaaa!! Cant wait cant wait

My final week as a student

2011-12-11T03:08:00.001-08:00

These few weeks have been the most exhausting weeks of my life. Juggling between 8am-7pm classes, going to interviews for internships. 4 hours of weekly lab work on Saturdays as well. Been in and out of sickness, makan minum tidur mandi semua tak terjaga. Homai

But the good news is, the next 4 days will be my last days as a student. That is, if I decide not to continue and do my PhD. I am 70% sure that am going back to Malaysia for good next summer. I just need a break right now.

No positive respond yet for my interviews, I have until 1st of May 2012 to get one. Feel so stressed out. Plus, I got 2 exams coming on Tuesday and Thursday. Have not started revision yet !! Sleepless nights for the next 5 days I guess :(

I am in need of a good massage, and a 5-star chef to take care of my needs right now. My life is all over the place, I guess everyone in my batch (final year engineering students at ESIEE) is feeling the same way. Thank God that 20th December is approaching soon. Kuala Lumpur here I come !! 3 weeks of holiday eating Malaysian cuisine is the only thing that can cheer me up right now...