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<?xml-stylesheet type="text/xsl" media="screen" href="/~d/styles/atom10full.xsl"?><?xml-stylesheet type="text/css" media="screen" href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~d/styles/itemcontent.css"?><feed xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" xmlns:openSearch="http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearch/1.1/" xmlns:georss="http://www.georss.org/georss" xmlns:gd="http://schemas.google.com/g/2005" xmlns:thr="http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0" xmlns:feedburner="http://rssnamespace.org/feedburner/ext/1.0" gd:etag="W/&quot;C0MBQn4_eip7ImA9WhRRFEk.&quot;"><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7870095368350693253</id><updated>2011-11-27T19:50:53.042-05:00</updated><category term="pictures" /><category term="chapstick" /><category term="jokes" /><category term="dad" /><category term="boyfriend" /><category term="tired" /><category term="Livin' on a Prayer" /><category term="encouragement" /><category term="shopping" /><category term="chipmunks" /><category term="mocha" /><category term="pissed" /><category term="crazy" /><category term="Trust" /><category term="sleep" /><category term="airport" /><category term="Lisabeth Conger" /><category term="conversations" /><category term="mocking" /><category term="Royal Oak" /><category term="journal" /><category term="starbucks" /><category term="family" /><category term="smiling" /><category term="morning" /><category term="Jesus" /><category term="myspace" /><category term="talent" /><category term="car" /><category term="children" /><category term="camera" /><category term="talk" /><category term="God" /><category term="California" /><category term="Christmas" /><category term="Creator" /><category term="music" /><category term="Glory" /><category term="Jon Ketchum" /><category term="laugh" /><category term="Healer" /><category term="joy" /><category term="Christmas Eve" /><category term="rocks" /><category term="wonderful" /><category term="Victory" /><category term="alive" /><category term="photographer" /><category term="passion" /><category term="Mandi Perkins" /><category term="weasel" /><category term="coffee" /><category term="feather pen" /><category term="good looking" /><category term="tea" /><category term="Satan" /><category term="writing" /><category term="love" /><title>Emily</title><subtitle type="html">A maybe too open revealing of my heart for anyone to read.</subtitle><link rel="http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://ebickel.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default" /><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://ebickel.blogspot.com/" /><link rel="next" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7870095368350693253/posts/default?start-index=26&amp;max-results=25&amp;redirect=false&amp;v=2" /><author><name>Emily</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/10975616301257546839</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel="http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail" width="18" height="32" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_L61XCUmeV_w/STTUVOXKwrI/AAAAAAAAAAM/I9zqdnxD9L4/S220/DSCN1757.JPG" /></author><generator version="7.00" uri="http://www.blogger.com">Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>363</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>25</openSearch:itemsPerPage><atom10:link xmlns:atom10="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" rel="self" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/blogspot/ffxd" /><feedburner:info uri="blogspot/ffxd" /><atom10:link xmlns:atom10="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" rel="hub" href="http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/" /><entry gd:etag="W/&quot;D08FRn88eCp7ImA9WhZSFUk.&quot;"><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7870095368350693253.post-95447022119235902</id><published>2011-03-31T00:24:00.002-04:00</published><updated>2011-03-31T00:30:17.170-04:00</updated><app:edited xmlns:app="http://www.w3.org/2007/app">2011-03-31T00:30:17.170-04:00</app:edited><title>Failed Blog.</title><content type="html">I have decided that with all of the awesome things God is doing in the my life right now it would be a shame to not blog about it.  But as I am trying to organize my thoughts I am at a strange loss for words.  I will try again soon.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7870095368350693253-95447022119235902?l=ebickel.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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Here's the story for memories sake.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/h3&gt;&lt;h3 class="post-title entry-title" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; position: relative; font: normal normal normal 30px/normal Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; "&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Engagement.&lt;/h3&gt;&lt;div class="post-header" style="line-height: 1.6; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; color: rgb(153, 119, 85); "&gt;&lt;div class="post-header-line-1"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="post-body entry-content" style="width: 488px; font-size: 14px; line-height: 1.5; position: relative; "&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Well, it has been forever since I have blogged.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;And with my recent excitement I figured there is not better time to start again.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;With the craziness of these past couple weeks I have officially lost my camera adapter.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;So I reluctantly will post the exciting story of my engagement without pictures.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Last Monday I went out to dinner with a few girlfriends and Jaime and I were going to go look at Christmas lights in Detroit. Jonathon was planning on coming home Tuesday night and I could barely contain my excitement to see him.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;As we ate dinner I tried my best to not rant and rave about him the entire time and I think I did pretty good.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;As the waiter came back with our bills to sign he handed me mine along with a letter.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;My heart began to race and I was physically shaking.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;As I unfolded the letter and read the words, “Hey Beautiful” I was floored.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;I read the letter and was informed that because Jonathon and I hadn’t been able to talk much the past few days he wanted to send me on a scavenger hunt.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;I was so anxious to finish it and it was just beginning.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;Jaime and I had a great time going from place to place and little did I know the hassle that went into it.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;I first went to Panera Bread where there were two iced green teas already purchased for Jaime and I.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;We were told to sit and enjoy them and get a free refill before we could go on.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;I have never tried to drink so fast.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;I cheated and poured half of mine into hers so we could leave quicker.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;We then were off to Barnes and Noble where I had to find a letter inside of “Crazy Love” and the new Bon Jovi book.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;In the first letter he made a statement about how he wished he could be there at the end but tomorrow will be awesome.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;Deep down I really wanted him to show up at some point but I knew his entire day and how he had this ridiculously long rehearsal and then had to go straight to sound check before his show.&lt;span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;He had far too many details the past few days for it not to be true.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;But still I hoped.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;He then sent me to Bostons and Starbucks.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;The letter at Starbucks ended so nonchalantly that I was sure that it was it.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;I was told to sit and enjoy my time with Jaime and that my last surprise would come when I least expected it.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;So we left and headed home to drop off our food before we went to Detroit.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;My mind reeled on the way home.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;When I least expected it… Well, I expected it to be tonight, so I guess tomorrow is when I least expect it, which is when he’s coming in, so I guess that makes the most sense.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;Then he calls me.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;I answer with hesitation and question in my voice and he just goes off.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;Rehearsal was awful, the drummer is so unprofessional and they kind of got into it, he left the cable at home for his such and such pedal that he uses most frequently so he had to rig something together.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;Now he’s on his way to the venue and is trying to get a hold of his roommates so they can bring it since their both coming to the show but their not answering and oh Mike’s calling now and he’s pulling into the venue so he’ll call me after the show and he loves me so much.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;That clenched it.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;Jonathon was still in California and my scavenger hunt really was over.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;As we headed to downtown Detroit I was practically falling asleep and thinking that I cannot believe we’re just now leaving past ten and I have to work at 615 the next morning.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;So we ended up down by the big Christmas tree in Detroit and it was strange.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;No one was really there, we were just wandering around aimlessly and I thought the tree looked nice with the water all around it but was ready to leave already.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;A few moments later Jonathon comes walking around the tree.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;I freaked.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;We hugged; I wouldn’t let go of him.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;He asked me if I liked my last surprise and of course I said yes.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;It was so wonderful to see him a day early and he looked so handsome and all.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;He then proceeded to tell me he had one last surprise and said real nice things and got down on one knee and asked me to marry him.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;He pulled out the ring and opened up the box upside down.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;And I smiled a lot.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;I said yes.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;We hugged.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;We kissed.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;I was giddy.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;I was surprised.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;It was perfect.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;With as much as we talked about getting married I was sure I had his little plan all figured out.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;I was so wrong and I love that.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;I never thought he’d be able to surprise me.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;So now I am engaged to the most amazing man of God I have ever met.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;I get to be his wife.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;And being engaged is so much fun.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;I love wearing the ring.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;It is oh so perfect for me: simple, delicate, unique, mine.&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;So that’s my story, without pictures, but perfect nonetheless. Being in love just keeps getting better and better.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7870095368350693253-2723713963239731381?l=ebickel.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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Blog number Two.</title><content type="html">So a bit and a while ago I posted the amazing song "Lead me", which of course stirred my heart because my husband rocks at life and I desired for all men to cry out to God like this.&lt;div&gt;And then about a week ago Jon began to lead us in worship and asked me what I wanted to sing.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;(In this I will admit one of my greatest flaws as I wife which I am happy to say I am getting better at, but this night obviously was not.)&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I really wanted to sing "How He Loves" by Misty Edwards because well, if you've heard it you wouldn't need to know why.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;But instead of just saying that I said, "oh Jon whatever you want will be lovely with me blah blah"&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;So he pressed a little more to know what I really wanted because he's genius and knew I was lying, but I am stubborn and he caved and chose "Lead me"&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt; Now at this point in the story you should see my amazing appreciation as a wife to have a husband with such an anointing and intense gift about to lead me in worship...&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Instead you will see my selfish, sinful irritation that Jon would choose to lead me in a song that should be his alone time worship and not a girl worship.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;So of course, knowing I brought this on myself I kept quiet, attempted to sing a bit and actually have my heart and soul worship with the words, which they did not because I suck.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Afterwards my amazingly smart husband led us in "How He Loves" without my nudge in the least and I then appreciated his awesome thoughts and the rest of our night of worship.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Then Jon made us a new cd in which the first song is in fact, "Lead Me." &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;So Jon plays this on our way to San Diego. &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;And then I hear it...&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;God tugging away at my heart and telling me to put my silliness aside and pray this prayer to Him.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Ahh and now I pray it everyday all the time since.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;It's amazing.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;It's a cry of social justice.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Picture that homeless man you wouldn't even look at for a second glance the other day:&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; "&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#993399;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:georgia;"&gt;“Lead me with strong hands&lt;br /&gt;Stand up when I can't&lt;br /&gt;Don't leave me hungry for love&lt;br /&gt;Chasing dreams, what about us?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Show me you're willing to fight&lt;br /&gt;That I'm still the love of your life&lt;br /&gt;I know we call this our home&lt;br /&gt;But I still feel alone”&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; "&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#993399;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:georgia;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:georgia;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-size: medium;"&gt;Picture that orphan you feel like will be fine without the money you need to buy coffee:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; "&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#993399;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:georgia;"&gt;“Lead me with strong hands&lt;br /&gt;Stand up when I can't&lt;br /&gt;Don't leave me hungry for love&lt;br /&gt;Chasing dreams, what about us?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Show me you're willing to fight&lt;br /&gt;That I'm still the love of your life&lt;br /&gt;I know we call this our home&lt;br /&gt;But I still feel alone”&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; "&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#993399;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:georgia;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; "&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:georgia;"&gt;Picture that ultra-sound of the child that was aborted before they had a chance:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"   style="font-family:georgia;color:#993399;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-size: medium;"&gt;“Lead me with strong hands&lt;br /&gt;Stand up when I can't&lt;br /&gt;Don't leave me hungry for love&lt;br /&gt;Chasing dreams, what about us?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Show me you're willing to fight&lt;br /&gt;That I'm still the love of your life&lt;br /&gt;I know we call this our home&lt;br /&gt;But I still feel alone”&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"   style="font-family:georgia;color:#993399;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-size: medium;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:georgia;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-size: medium;"&gt;Picture that friend you won't tell about Jesus:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"   style="font-family:georgia;color:#993399;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-size: medium;"&gt;“Lead me with strong hands&lt;br /&gt;Stand up when I can't&lt;br /&gt;Don't leave me hungry for love&lt;br /&gt;Chasing dreams, what about us?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Show me you're willing to fight&lt;br /&gt;That I'm still the love of your life&lt;br /&gt;I know we call this our home&lt;br /&gt;But I still feel alone”&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"   style="font-family:georgia;color:#993399;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-size: medium;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:georgia;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-size: medium;"&gt;Seeing the faces in my mind and hearing the cry for peace, love and social justice is what has brought me before the LORD crying out:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; "&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-family:georgia;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#993399;"&gt;"So Father, give me the strength&lt;br /&gt;To be everything I'm called to be&lt;br /&gt;Oh, Father, show me the way&lt;br /&gt;To lead them&lt;br /&gt;Won't You lead me?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;To lead them with strong hands&lt;br /&gt;To stand up when they can't&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Don't want to leave them hungry for love&lt;/i&gt;&lt;b&gt;,&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Chasing things that I could give up&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;I'll show them I'm willing to fight&lt;br /&gt;And give them the best of my life&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So we can call this our home&lt;br /&gt;Lead me, 'cause I can't do this alone&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Father, lead me, 'cause I can't do this alone"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7870095368350693253-4193489051702016351?l=ebickel.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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Roberts.&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;"O wicked and perverse generation, have I been so long in your midst and yet you have perceived Me not?  Have I not ministered unto you in myriad ways, and you have been blind? Yes, and when I speak to you, you do not hear.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;O My children, you go your own way as though you belonged to another; yes, you behave not as sons and daughters, but as strangers.  You hold meetings in My Name and give honor to mean, but not to Me.  You boast that you serve Me, but in truth you serve your own ego; for that which you do is calculated to enhance your own position and advance your own prestive, and you give it all a sanctimonious cloak.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;"See," you say, "we shall pray," while prayer is farthest from your heart.  And who shall hear you?  Only your own ears.  Orayer is for those whose hearts cry to Me in sincerity.  Prayer is for those who earnestly seek Me; not for those with only a pretend piety, who, with selfish and unworthy motives and hearts made fat with self-adulation, are only playing with Me as a child would manipulate a puppet on a string!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Get to the prayer closet!  This is the reason I have taught you to pray in secret:  Because there you are beset by fewer false motives and less temptation.  He who does not habitually commune with Me is almost sure to find true prayer impossible in public.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;You would make Christianity pleasant and acceptable.  Your Savior did not find it so.  You would make it comfortable and accommodating to your ow schedule.  He knew nothing of such a false religion.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Lonely nights, He wrestled in prayer nor spared Himself physical discomfort.  Yes, and the more you pamper the flesh as to bodily comfort, the more it will demand of you, until you become its servant, and your physical needs shall be tyrant unto you in your house.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Do not be deceived.  I gave you no such commandment.  Hear Me as I repeat to you what I gave to your fathers: "Deny your self and take up your cross and follow Me."  Yes, follow Me, not some worldly form of  a backslidden church.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Do not think that it becomes blessed because it bears the name "church."  My Church is a living body, not a dead form.  My people may be recognized by their humility and sufferings; not be social acceptability and self-advertised success; not by extravagant physical appointments of their structures, but by the grace of God as work in their hearts.  Sacrifice is My status symbol, and humanity has not been eager to recognize the type of spiritual leadership I had in servant like the prophet Jeremiah and the Apostle Paul.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Do you desire to truly follow Me? Look for the bloodstained prints of my feet.  Go, as it were, to the cold, unyielding rock in the Garden of Gethsemane, where self is put aside, and the cup of suffering is accepted.  Die to your own treacherous and deceitful heart.  Rise with determination to go on unflinchingly, not hoping to spare yourself.  Save your life and you will sure lose it.  Offer it up to Me, this very day, in renewed consecration to sacrificial living, and I will accept you and you shall know joy as a new wine."&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I love God.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7870095368350693253-5910259018046625039?l=ebickel.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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So pretty much when I am reading my Bible at work on my breaks I can just text in the verse I want people to see I am just adoring.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;But as I went to look today at how awesome it comes out, I realized it breaks my long text into as many posts as need be.  And that is sad to me.  So I will only be blogging from my phone pretty much if its less than 160 characters, or I have the patience to wait for the internet on my phone to load a page every 18 minutes.  &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I am quite a fan of being married.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;It really does keep getting better and better.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I am going to be planning our first weekend getaway together and I am pretty ecstatic about it.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Jon turns 21 in October and I thought that it would be amazing to drive a couple hours to somewhere relaxing and fantastic.  It was going to be a surprise but, well, surprises stress my husband out so it didn't make much sense to stress him out over his birthday.  Plus he might not have taken my request seriously and scheduled to open for Bon Jovi or something, which we all know our weekend away is much more important :)  &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;These past two nights I have been trying to figure out a way to come home in September. &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;But nothing makes sense or is affordable.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Every time I see my handsome nephews face I cannot bare the thought of waiting until December to hold him and laugh with him. &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;But he is so addicting I can't stop looking through pictures of him.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;He is so perfect. &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I cant believe I get two more.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;And that I live in California. &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I like Galatians 5 a lot today.  Well since Monday really.  I mean actually it has been awhile since I have been a fan really, but especially today.  I like the dictionary app on my blackberry even though I do believe the definitions are a little lame.  But it is dictionary.com, and I have always trusted dictionary.com so I am not sure how I feel about the whole situation.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Jon today was reminded that he doesn't like my random mind or the way I choose to ask questions.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;"Jon, are you blameless?"&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;"What do you mean?"&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;"Well, I am not really sure how to rephrase that for you... so... Are you blameless?"&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;It took him a few tries to get his mind to where mine had been for 24 hours.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I appreciate him.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I also appreciate sleep.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I intend to do it before my day starts at 7 am with a workout and work ends at 730 after our fantastic art show, and then I come home and do laundry and cook and clean. &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I like being a working wife.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;But tomorrow is Thursday.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Which means music comes in the afternoon, and that is a nice break in our day.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;But on top of that Thursday is the day before our staff in service day where I get to work 730-430 instead of 9-6.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Praise Jesus for a break in the day in and day out routines of life.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I need to stop typing because I have a budget to update and a newly written song by the talented husband to listen to.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I am partly still bitter about not being able to text in blogs anymore.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;It was such a short lived beautiful experience. &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7870095368350693253-759869397133613673?l=ebickel.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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