MY whispers!

Wo-men.

2014-03-06T07:21:00.001-08:00

We all are named differently.People often associate name with your identity.Your name is what makes you distinct from others.But what about a name in which just 2 letters are yours and rest belongs to opposite gender in entirety.Yes! the name I am referring to is
WO-MAN
I wonder why there is a "MAN" in woman.Anyway,I still thank almighty for the 'wo' word in 'women' precedes man there was an unexpurgated and unforseeable possibilty of word being
MAN-WO

People say that world is changing.Women are coming at par with men.But I ask you to revise your thoughts
I ,being a she-sex often feel sly for people knowingly or unknowingly superimposing men above women.
I ponder upon thoughts of one of my professor when she says
        "Whatever is going on in society and people have already well-adjusted to those social norms ,it becomes very difficult to change them.Infact,years and years!!"
She is exactly right in saying that.The topic of woman is something least talked about!.for what I feel,mostly women talk about women empowerment and when you discuss the same with men ,they will soon deviate the topic.
The question is not of physical strength,the question is of being a human.Human to human equality is what we demand.When will the renaissance for women occur ?
           "   She is what they call me
             He is what defines she
             Female is what they call me
             Male is what defines a
             Female
              I am women
               Subservient to men?"
It's not just about subject - matter?
It's about a renaissance where a complete change in thought-process is required.

In love!

2014-02-28T21:52:00.001-08:00

Enthusiasm is what keeps life going.If you have people around you who loves celebrating life then you are blessed enough.
I thank each one of you ..
Gangs of Varanasi and Ofcourse Exceptionals for making my birthday a memorable day

The day started with six girls on other side of phone but ..but..but silence was all that I could hear.May be ,the psychology effect is what keeps us mum, removing the so called trait of *girls- a chatter machine* . Anyway,I am thankful to each one of you for wishing me exactly at 12: D.Following are the numbers of thanks

1)I thank Ti for wonderful blog post :D
2) I thank aartee,Charul,Vani,Mariya,Bijjo,Tamasree di and Shreya for gifts.
So many giftss:D
3) I thank everyone who wished me 4) I thank maa,pa,bhai,behen and bhabhi,Nehu,Shubhi and Kavi di
And finally a big Thanks to ZIKRA for kalakaari ..this was something out of this world

2014!

2014-01-08T04:23:00.001-08:00

There is scar on her face..
It is never gonna be healed...
It is a magic..
There is a scar in her heart..
It is never gonna be healed..
It is a magic
There is a scar on her toe..
It is never gonna be healed.
It is a magic..

Run faster..faster then ever...
Shout louder ..louder then ever.
She won't listen...
Scars are permanent..it pains a lot.

.....2014 it is.....scars are developing..will they heal?
Or time is a magic so strong that it will neutralise the bruises!
.

CHIMERA

2013-03-13T10:37:00.000-07:00

Being 20 is good ..new hope with a new stage..
"Stage" because number with teen written behind them would never appear in my age.

..from the DAY we realize that our mind, body and hormones will put us into a situation where a human... but only with few changes here and there .. will so strongly captivate and bewitch us that normal desires and aims which were so easy to be engrossed till now..would suddenly look like a bubble..

LOVE, ATTRACTION and BOYS are few topics from which I usually abstain ..may be because of my upbringing..and may be because. at times I was busy with studies, other time with few drastic problems of life ..that even the boys who mattered and allured me were the ones I have least cared about ..

But as I have grown up ...Now what?

well sorry to inform ..I am down in dumps..
LOVE still.. is a CHIMERA for me..

CHIMERA.... because I have seen the general proceedings..which normally occurs when two opposite sexes are mousetrapped..and later they both agree that...yes we are spellbind..
I would not name it love..because love(though not experienced)..carries a great meaning,,
And attainment of the things I attach with the meaning of love..will always be a CHIMERA...

LOVE??

when two minds connect with each other so strongly that when one leaves other stops working..

when two souls connect with each other so strongly that when one wonders ,other comes to accompany..

when two hearts connect with each other so strongly that when one stops ,other comes to pump it

But these definitions (by me ofcourse!!) are CHIMERA..

I have seen ..even the beautiful souls in unnerving situations..when one mind connected..when one wondered..when one heart connected but the other one was busy checking and fooling around..
leading the first one to confirm that love does not exist..

Therefore 2O certainly will force me to find the mind,soul and heart ..I desire for

But to find one in the world of today is nothing more then a CHIMERA for a girl like me.........

?

2013-02-06T22:42:00.001-08:00

To grow up is the biggest issue ever.with..heart of *small,puerile child* .who wants to grow up? ...no one...!!..
LOOKING at our previous activities ,though a thought persist that ..yeah!I hve grown up a bit..i act like a thoda thoda matured child now,butttt those biggy big people with so called practical thinking and practical mindset will always make u realize 'my child!you are still a child".its high time now ..start acting like a big,Indian.girl.all dressed up in a good way..carrying a smile of queen Elizabeth ...arey ghanta!..what if we never want to grow up!no one is ever gonna understand that.
arey chalo chuck the parents.Parents ought to tell that,its there duty..I mean at some point of time we sandwitched children or youth of 21st century very efficiently and tactfully imbibe the so called technique of avoidance and ignoring the things they say..but what about those girls....no not girls.mem sahabs...or say sophisticated *AUNTIES* ,all dressed up in good attire speaking ..so slowly.,,aghhh! nd teaching you too to blab in the same manner...
and there is one more problem..if a girl blab..and shouts like a boy..she is just told one thing*beta shaadi nahi karega koi aapse*....again ...ghanta!....
just by looking matured..acting matured...one switches from teen to adults..who actually are mean..
I mean what about growing your brain...I mean half of the so called *mem sahabs* I have seen are brainlessss!...but *brain* part ...is something which is ignored most of the time ..when we talk about girls ..because as far as what I have observed is that everyone favours or likes a lame and beautiful girl.
but all I want to say and tell them is blahhhhhh!

young girls...after manstruation!

2013-01-15T20:29:00.001-08:00

well,i wanted to write dis ...after that callous "rape incident"...but as I am not having any p.c right now...so I had to wait..
....we are girls...life is not so easy for us..specially when you are ambitious. today..it hurts me a lot when most of the jokes are made..on a girl's body...!
I am a very complicated girl..and when you are complicated,,,things are tougher...

I remember..first time i had manstruation...i was in shock ..psychologically "disturbed"...not because it happened ....but because ,,,someone told me ..its going to happen...every month..I was disturbed.. because....it would stop me to compete with boys who would not face that "disaster" every month...I will have to worry about this "shit" ..every month...I was perturbed and petrified at the same time...I felt like not talking to anyone...felt like its the end of world for me...I could not play..and jump around like before..
but sooner..in 3 or 4 years..I or "any girl" get used to it.but wait thats not the end...what was more diasastrous was to hide that so.. called "taboo".."anathema" in India...from boys...not letting them know anything... I mean what the helll!!...

It was at the starting but..more things were to follow...I have keep myself "safe" and "away" frm those "staring" animals..wondering on roads....because you know whats the biggest "ASSet" for a girl...."TO SAVE HER VIRGINITY"....

things are too much difficult for us....because..even if we want todo something big or something beyond ..our parents are afraid..because...they and even I don't know what going on whose mind...who is who...its like we r so called "shikar"...ready to be eaten at any time...but tell you one more thing..we girls can differentiate ..even "a touch"...WHO IS THINKING what..

......its like" living in world where every other eyes says something...but ..what is that "saying"..is too hard to understand...its like trusting that guy ..but wait..thinking at other moment..no he can be bad for you..life is complicated for us..the gender opposite to us has become like a ..like a ghost..like an enemy...!!

but WE the girls .still don"t CARE...because..to be a women..is to be a god..because we..the women..will flourish the world....

the only reason to write this..just understnand the complexity of a girl's life...love them ..ADORE them..

SUGAR

2012-07-16T23:10:00.002-07:00

today ……I made tea and realized that something was missing and it was SUGAR......
now it tastes better. I want others to have a cup of tea made by me because it will energize them with new hopes and aspirations...........

we are humans ,our mood swings thirty times a single minute(esp. mine).so what are we gonna do about it.nothing really.It is that single quality of ours that make our life nothing less than a tv serial but the only difference is that this serial is going on in our minds with a new episode every single second and no one else can see it.But that's fun !worth enjoying. I enjoy it.....
it is a sugar of my life.

life is boring when there is no drama in it. Drama for love,family,future ,friends and facebook.if you have everything (gf/bf,family support,good future and friends........yeah lot of facebook friend too) than I am not jealous of you..damn! you are missing something.Yes!he TRP of the tv serial in your mind is very less perhaps.... .NO MOOD SWINGS at all .

NO SUGAR IN YOUR LIFE!!

why don't you just try and have a break up with your gf/bf,backstab your friend,make false promises to your family.forget about your future . Sleep tranquilly for a day and wake up other morning.The serial is on air.....yes in your mind .the drama is on.......!! sugar has been added to your life now.What a crazy life would it be for you now!.Hatred,feeling to confess for your mistakes and then fervor for doing something in your future will run through your mind, body and soul!!. It will be stupefying....you will love and hate this feeling at the same time....

but do you know what is the best part of this tv flick in your mind....its the conclusion.

yes the conclusion.....the day when you will get everything you have lost..yes the day when you look back and realized that you never had a hope to get over this atrocious situations.. and the day now ...when everything is there in your hand...you are walking in air......
thts the SUGAR of our life...we the humans....enjoy it....love it...get gratified with it.....

superiority complex!!

2010-07-29T02:53:00.000-07:00

ya! i knw untill now u hve heard only about inferiority complexx!

but acc. to me there is nthn like inferiority complex!everythng is about being superior!!

this monday!!during my physics practical , something happened that forced me to write this!something that made me feel bad but then this very thought came in my mind and I felt fine the very next moment!!thts why I thought to write it on my blog!
here we go.....

to be superior is a human nature and thts the only reason why others make us feel inferior!am a teenage girl and what is most stupid about being a teenage girl is that we r all divided in categories like
shy girl,sexy girls,studious girls,confident girls,beauty queens and some sluts too:P[hehe!!]
I dunno in which category i fall?
anyway ,so beauty queens and confident girls always try to be superior in everything!!to make others feel inferior and to show there superiority is all they live for!!
I will call it a disease,disease of being and acting like they own the entire world!well we cant blame them fully as I have mentioned earlier that to be superior is a human nature!ya I CAN give you examples
1)from our childhood our parents want that we must come first in class or any other competition!
2)during a party or in some ceremony we want that our outfit must be best!
3)we must get best job!
4)our bf/gf should best looking guy/girl in the entire world

well superiority is basically what we live for on this earth!
so if everyone wants the same that why cant these girls!
ya !thts exactly what happened with me!
someone tried to make me feel inferior but dint succeed!
thnks to me:P AND MY thoughts:P

and moreover i wanna thnk her because she made me strong for my coming life!!

as I WONT easily let my moral get down just because they made me feel inferior!

I think you should also try this:)

we aint ordinary

2010-07-25T00:11:00.000-07:00

some people..............no..... i wont say some,most of the people are very lucky!!

it just makes me feel jeolous how easily dey get everything!

I mean literally ! what a luck man!as if every succees is waiting for them to go on a walk !!

and people like me !!shit !! born to get every success after a perfect exercise of mind ,heart,soul etc etc or in word say *mehnat*!!!

but i try to make myself convinced by saying *we aint ordinary*! but that really doesnt mean anythng!

common! m ordinary, just like u!d statement is just satisfatory to convince my hard luck!!

the principles of life ,as if were made for us only!

ya the so called principles saying *nothing can be achieved unless nd untill u dont try* ,but my question is ....why the hell these principles dont apply on them!!how they get everything so easily!arent they man!or are they superman!!or just say are dey god???ha!ha!

i would like to consider myself with this grape![wow!!] see, i wont produce a good yield untill nd unless i dont go through ............

Humiliation,Failure and all those negative shits!

wont like to mention bcs it makes me feel more ...whatever!!

squeeze me badly den something will come out me:( !

success is little partial!dont u thnk so!!

enough !!i would still say thts bcs

*we aint ordinary*

hunmm! u must feel happy u have found a person like u who tastes the sweet results only after a bitter

Experience!

ya and thts me!

heavenly drops

2010-07-06T09:11:00.000-07:00

heavenly drops .....so full of thoughts

heavenly drops...so full of hopes

a drop falls...another drop falls!!

heavenly drops....so full of feelings

heavenly drops....so full of meanings

a drop falls....another drop falls!!

heavenly drops...so full of you is making you realize

heavenly drops....so full of regretz is revealing your lies

a drop falls...another drop falls!!

heavenly drops ....so full of emotions
heavenly drops.....so full of motions

a drop falls ...another drop falls!!

heavenly drops ....so fulll of you

heavenly drops...so full of me

a drop falls...another drop falls!!

heavenly drop......is nothing

but drop full of salt

fallin apart~~~

a drop falls....... another drop falls!!

MISSING MOSSES!

2010-06-29T03:51:00.000-07:00

MOSSES is not a biological term ,its the name of my school in which i studied till 10th!

MOSSES perhaps is the most unique school in this world,yeah i knw everyone says the same about thier rescpective schools but i mean it!

I MISS dat one nd half hour assembly in dose hot summer days nd hot sticks which we used to get in chilly winters.Though i was a sincere student but dere was not a single student who might have escaped frm getting a stick[i was fun man:P].
I MISS dat fear which used to run through our entire body when we knew tht princi was around.He was a strict princi frm whose eyes nobody can escape ,but was ofcourse a great man :)

above all i miss my frnds .yeah I MISS pooja,shilpa,simran,aarti nd many.................list is long:(
they were the most beautiful part of my life,yeah the real frnds
POOJA[i wont call her my best frnd cause i never had a best frnd] was my closest frnd,she was just like me
we both used to laugh like an idiot but talked rarely in class !
we both were shy babies :D

SHILPA nd SIMRAN were d beauty queens of my class[i blv dey really were] long black hairs,beautiful big eyes nd differnt style of making two plates made dem different frm every other girl in my class!

how can i forget deepakshi!tell what she was d biggest rival of mine but still a great frnd
we used to fight every other day but den very next day we used to act as if nthn happened:D

she was a chasmish but cute:D

nd ambitious AArti was the tallest girl in my class,she was very helping nd veryy g8 frnd!

talking about teachers , i miss them all
frm 5th grade to 10th each nd every teacher who came in my life thought dat this girl[alokita i.e me]
will do smthng big,nd i thnk them all for this:)

u all are no longer in my life ,i miss my school building ,i miss u all but dont worry i will come there one day to meet nd greet u all :)

craps on so called youth channels!

2010-06-13T09:40:00.000-07:00

In past few days no. of crapster idiotic shows on t.v has increased. the worst among them is *emotional atayachar*

ya!we r youth of modern India and there are lot of changes in us as compared to the youth of previous generation but we r still Indians who r emotional at heart nd carry a whole lot different meaning of *love*

ya am talking about the indian pyaar!which is true ,faithful nd ek baar hone wala

showing these t.v shows playing with the emotions of lovers all you do is put us in dilemna whether to love someone or not !

and if you think that these programs or whatever makes your channel cool or in your words *bindaas* then....

trust me am a teenager and i dont consider it at all bindaas !its just a pure *crap*!

and moreover the lovers who come in these shows must be some struggling artist who act on these shows

at least i think the same!

so, guys i advice you to stop following these kind of shows .they can lead to serious consequences:(......

watching these craps dont make you cool at all

they r worst then those *saas bahu* soaps!..

so i am on blog ..!

2010-06-13T03:20:00.000-07:00

ok...here i am on blog too:D
hope it will be a fun out here:)