ps : i heart you

jingle bell, jingle bell, jingle bell rocks.

2009-12-22T21:28:00.007+11:00

today i finally stayed at home and slept all i want.

i woke up at like 1 pm. felt kinda long since i had so much of sleep already. cherly had been asking me yesterday to go out with them today but i thought that i should just pass. cause i intend to sleep in till very late and do some laundry and just stay at home.

but guess what? in the end i still met up with them at around 4 something at moonee ponds. then we took the 5 pm bus back to my place and hang around talking to my aunt and doing stupid things then my aunt brought us to eat at Laksa King in newmarket.

the food was not bad. i like jia shen's nasi goreng. sooo remind me of mamak. oh damn i miss mamak food!

after dinner, me and my aunt drove home and they took a train home from newmarket station.

which that was about an hour ago? hmmm... now there isn't much showing on tv so i am like in my room reading ohlala mag and thinking of what i can do.

series? movies? hmmm...?

yesterday i watched vampire diaries and i like it. ((((: i really have no idea at all WHY IN THE WORLD PEOPLE ARE SO CRAZY OVER TWILIGHT. it's like a disaster to me.

the plot sucks and the casts sucks. the first one totally blew me off.

so so now i prefer watching vampire diaries. it's about love as usual and the casts is hot! the girl is pretty and the boys are hot!

paul wesley and ian somerhalder.

credit to ohlala mag.

ian somerhalder is HOT! his eyes are damn nice. (((: and he has this very cool smile. but he is sorta the villain in the series.

i shall now make sure i am able to watch it every week on tv. :DDD

i allocated my timetable for my summer course subject, Network Administration already. my classes are on tuesdays, thursdays and fridays only. from 10.30 am till 4.30 pm.

at least i have two days off. i feel like getting a job now. hmmm....

and tomorrow i will be over at mornington for cherry picking then staying over at loong's unilodge place for tomorrow night and thursday night.

so i'll be spending christmas eve in the city. (((: cool!

okay so here are the plans for the next two days in precise but in no particular order.

cherry picking
sofia
victoria night market
brunetti
ying thai
crown casino
chapel street
shopping?

so i won't be blogging for the next two days cause i don't think i'll ever catch hold of a computer. i shall be back on christmas. (((:

wish all my readers, Merry Christmas in advance!

much much love,
sher xoxo.

music addiction : Lady Gaga and Beyonce - Telephone

Cowes, Victoria.

2009-12-21T23:55:00.013+11:00

here is the phillip island post i promised.

so lets start with the 16th of december which is a wednesday. we started our journey at 10 something 11 in the morning.

but before getting to phillip island we went to monash beriwck campus first. cause cherly wanted to go see see.

after that only we went to phillip island.

first thing we did there was go to the motel and check and see if we could check in. but we were still early so we went to the beach nearby.

while walking there.

me, cherly and ferns. the main point is the tree behind. damn cool looking.

the boys.

and the girls.

the pictures were taken at the pier.

then we went to buy some sushi roll and checked into our motel room.

the view outside our room.

the main room.

the other one inside.

looks kinda nice. (((: and comfy.

plus nice toilets with jacuzzi.

then slept for like 2 hours cause i was like superbly tired. i didn't sleep well the night before over at jia shen's. don't know why also. maybe because its not my bed thats why.

around 4 something 5 we left to the nobbies. it's where you see damn alot of seagulls and some penguins and supposingly to see seals but there weren't any when we went.

but first we detoured to the look out area to see nice views.

the couple. (:

damn nice le....

then only we went to the nobbies.

penguin! damn cutee!

our one and only group shot.

the blow hole.

damn the water is like soooooo clear. and i sooooooo love the blue colour. i love seeing the ocean but i really don't love being in it.

then went over to the penguin parade to see penguins. ((((: omg DAMN CUTEEE! but too bad no pictures are allowed.

we sat down looking and the sea and waiting for the penguins to come out from the ocean. and they were all sooooooo cute! especially the way they walk.

after that went back to our room and lazed around then had a short drinking session. we had tequila and sprite. bad mixture i don't like the gas and my heart was pumping like mad.

the next day we went to the koala conservation centre.

fei lin don't know talking about what of cherly already.

then it was going home time. ((((:

overall, phillip island was pretty fun. i haven't been on a road trip with friends for quite some time already.

the next day which is a friday, i took cherly to highpoint for shopping. and we totally went nuts shopping-ing.

the amount of stuff bought. mine and hers.

mine. i spent like $50 on 3 dresses and 1 top.

and this is the dress and slippers that i have the exact same one as hers.

hehee. it's kinda cool having my friends over here. and cherly will be here next february and thats even more cool. ((((:

we went berwick today with her to get her enrolled already. :DDD

and i went back to uni to get myself enrolled for another subject for summer. Network Administration.

oklaaa. i am dead tired now. nitee yo!

loves,
shereena.

i am not your saviour.

2009-12-20T22:59:00.004+11:00

sorry guys, i think i'll do the phillip island post tomorrow. i feel like going to bed soon and i am feeling lazy to post up so many pictures and write a long post in such a short time.

sooo.. the post will be up tomorrow. when i get my lovely sleep tonight, i should be able to stay up tomorrow night. (((:

cherly is at her uncle's place for 3 nights. so means i'll be sleeping by myself for the next 3 nights.

but that girl ah i tell you, wake up damn early. can hear her walking in and out of the room and then going back to bed again. i am not having enough sleep and she is sleeping so much lesser than i do.

well... she's here now sort of make me imagine how it would be like to have her here for the 2 and a half years? it's kinda cool actually. ((((:

the lifestyle i have been having for the past few days are the usual me back home in malaysia just minus off the late night yc sessions only.

i am still not very use to it as i think i am actually starting to love staying at home instead of going out so much. but now i am back to the old me in malaysia when i got nothing to do. after fei lin and cherly ciao already, i am will be back to hibernating me.

after those nights of staying out, i still prefer aunty doris's house. my own room and my bed and my pillows and my bolster.

i hardly had proper sleep when i was staying out. hmmm... wonder why..

i think i need some colours in my life
to spice things up a little.
my life has been very monotonous for a while already.
lets hope i will have a better semester
or i would say a better year coming up.

today we went yum cha at doncaster. the place name Tai Pan. i find the dim sum there not bad but today my appetite felt sorta weird. it's like a combination of sore throat, migrain and back pain all together make me feel so weird. spent $20 on breakfast though.

and and i think i saw somebody famous there but just wasn't sure as i couldn't catch his face properly before he left the restaurant.

after morning yum cha, went to Chadstone with jia shen and cherly. jia wei just went breakfast with us and ferns was with his friend in the city.

i was the lightbulb. but what ferns said was true, its not something new to me anyway. even back in malaysia already lots of time.

sien sien.

wanted to go melbourne central on my way back but i overslept in the train till i missed the stop. so ended up just went home.

and i slept from like 7.30 pm till 9.30 pm on the couch then woke up only ate my dinner. pasta. (: bolognese linguine.

i think i am off to bed now. i really feel that my energy are all drained out till i am feeling so sleepy.

niteee!

loves,
sher xoxo.

music addiction : Who You Are Without Me - Kate Voegele

nobbies. $

2009-12-18T23:43:00.002+11:00

the view was breath taking. (((:

hello hello!

i promised about the post on phillip island but i am very tired today and the pictures are not fully uploaded into my laptop yet cause there are still some with cherly.

i thought i would have the time to update today but mana tau went out dinner with jia shen and ferns at lygon and reached home like 10 something and see cherly pack her stuff and don't know do what else and now it is already like 11.49 pm.

and we are about to watch the proposal. i've already watched and ryan reynolds is hot! ((((:

then tomorrow going lunch with jia shen and ferns again and prolly go to smith street to check out new balance sport shoes for cherly. she thought of buying.

oh oh and today i brought her to highpoint shopping centre, she bought damn banyak man. i spent like $50 on 4 stuff. 3 dresses and 1 top and also lunch.

i shall be back to blog when i am free-er. i have been out with these bunch of jokers and i rarely have time. it's either i am busying with something or i am too tired. i don't seem to have enough sleep these few days.

i need my sleep back..... )):

oklaaa..... niteeee! watch show then mau tidur. cause have to leave the house at 11.30 am. byeee!

with love,
sher xoxo.

music addiction : Pink - Funhouse

it was wayyyyy fun! +

2009-12-17T23:18:00.002+11:00

i am too tired now. i shall be back tomorrow for a proper update on phillip island. cause tomorrow i have to wake up early and go to highpoint shopping centre with cherly then meet up with jia shen and ferns for dinner.

after that la i shall update. (((:

but overall, i had wayy lots of fun having my bestfriend and fei lin here with me. i haven't actually spent proper times with friends for quite some time and i was starting to miss it.

okay... love ya'll.

shereena.

left right left right. $

2009-12-15T23:40:00.000+11:00

penguins. ((((: phillip island tomorrow. :D

i am now at jia shen's house. sitting on the couch just finish watching gossip girl episode 8 on megavideo. and ferns is beside me typing his assignment stuff.

well... today we did nothing much actually.

i left the house around 9.30 am and reached melbourne central around 10.15 am cause cherly and jia shen both are at unilodge as i had to go up and put my luggage and then leave with them to my uni to settle some stuff.

which by the way seems to have some trouble settling. i might not be able to get in for summer course. its just shit la.

then cherly left to box hill to meet up with audrey, jia shen and me left back to my house cause i forgot some stuff. i made jia shen walk down to the station with me. aha!

cause the bus will be kinda late as we were in a hurry to get back to southern cross station to pick ferns up. after all the walking, we were in southern cross at 2 pm and ferns was already there.

settled ferns luggages at loong's unilodge unit then went makan at chinatown. then went settle my bank draft at the bank and took a tram back to melbourne central.

mana tau jia shen's luck today quite bad. hmmm.. costly as well. sigh.

cherly arrived not long after that then we packed our stuff and took a train back to here which is jia shen's place which is in Murrumbeena.

lazed around in the house to wait for jia wei to get back from work then went for dinner. had korean food by the way. hmmm i find quite nice lo.

went groceries shopping for tomorrow's trip at safeway and went to clayton a while to check out a student hostel for cherly to stay next year when she gets here. but she might or might not stay there anyway.

came home and streamed amazing race finale and gossip girl.

now i am like damn tired but the room is occupied and i don't feel nice knocking on the door and tell them i wanna sleep already.

i guess i'll dozed off on the couch first.

nitee!

lots of love,
sher xoxo.

music addiction : Daniel Merriweather - Red

OZ road trip on the way. +

2009-12-14T22:34:00.002+11:00

first and foremost, cherly is here!! (((: and this is soo cool having her here. :DD

yes she arrived this morning. and i slept at 3.30 am this morning and woke up at 8.30 am. don't know why yesterday can't sleep. maybe too excited that she'll be coming here gua..

so today we went for lunch, did some shopping along swanston street, bourke street and DFO spencer street.

that's basically what we did and it was already 4 something. i left for home and the both of them, cherly and jia shen is in the city tonight together. i don't wanna be the spotlight and shine on them please.

its not a very nice thing to do. ahah! so i'll be seeing them tomorrow and ferng lin will be here toooo!!

i am going back to uni with cherly and then wait for ferns to come and then don't know what we are going to do but we are goona have dinner with jia wei and his girlfriend.

tomorrow night i'll be spending a night over at jia shen's cause the four of us are leaving to phillip island the next morning. having our road trip together in OZ! yay!

so i will be off till thursday. but if i get hold of jia shen's internet tomorrow or use his comp or something, then i'll update.

if not, i'll be back here talking all about the fun we had on thursday.

i am going to bed. i am soooo tired. i still have to wake up early tomorrow and leave the house at 9.30 am.

sooooo niteee!

with love,
shereena.

lalala. # ALEX-es.

2009-12-12T23:43:00.006+11:00

woke up at 11 am this morning. i had to wake up slightly earlier to check my results cause i know if i didn't set the alarm i wouldn't wake up till 12 something prolly.

so yea. i checked and the results are not very much to my liking.

but life has to go on, and all i could do now is look forward and do better and do my hardest. i guess i just have to say a couple of words to make myself feel slightly better and to motivate myself.

went out around 12.20 pm to get down to the city to meet jia shen. our plan was to go to st kilda and have fish and chips.

this fella tell me belanja me ice cream. mana ada? in the end i belanja him 50 cents. HAHA.

also went walk walk with him around melbourne central. and this fella ah i tell you cannot stop whacking me one you know. like really non stop. whack my hand la, my legs. punch my hands and face.

no no it's not hard but annoying. but the punching hands part is pain. the counter back, i will start whacking him as well. hehee.

i bought somemore potato chips. ((((: salt and vinegar is love. :D

came home and streamed born rich and the hills. born rich is getting more and more gan cheong and the hills has so much drama as usual. but i like watching kristin.

just got off the phone with dickson not long ago. he got his number already and he is also using 3 network so it's sorta like free to call.

dicky~

was on the phone with him for 29 minutes. kawan lama dan lama sudah tak cakap. (((: HAHA!

aunty doris just put up the christmas tree. it's pretty. one day i shall take picture. christmas is just around corner man. time is passing so fast.

cherly is going to be here monday morning! yay! i miss my friend. my best friend. ((:

i was reading Ohlala yesterday night and i came across this article on some mystery blue spiral in the sky in Norway. it says here at the Mail Online.

oh oh and they had a post on Alex Pettyfer.

i likeee him and his accent. oooh so hot!

yea this guy. the guy from Wild Child. another hot guy. (((: and yes my blog is ALWAYS about hot guys. :DD

apparently it says here that he'll be starring in the Beauty and the Beast and he will be the beast. vanessa hudgens will be the beauty.

hmmm must watch. when watch i mean download. :D and ohlala also posted his hot body pictures. damn!

okayy i am off the skyping with my mum.

nitee.

lots of love,
sher xoxo.

music addiction : All American Rejects - I Wanna

190 miles an hour. ;(

2009-12-11T23:49:00.001+11:00

today i was up at around 1 pm. had three slices of raisin toast while watching born rich episode 37 online. and then i watched the hills.

cause i had to find a show which is 30 minutes long in order for me to fulfill the 74 minutes thingy on megavideo in order to wait 64 minutes to stream another show. ahhh if you used megavideo, you'll know.

so yeaa among all the other 30 minutes shows, i picked the hills. i am only watching episodes that has kristin cavallari in it. don't know why but i somehow like her compared to the other reality drama actresses.

ooh and i like her skirt. (((:

i've watched a couple of episodes of laguna beach and so far she was the only one that caught my attention.

and seriously, malibu, laguna beach, hollywood heights, beverly hills are soooo pretty. i mean the location, the houses, the environment is superb.

i would really want to just drive around the streets of it and stalk pretty big houses and just go woaahh-ahhh-oooo. hmmm... one day when i fulfill my american dream. (:

after the shows, i cleaned my room. wiped all the dust from the table and mirrors and my laptop, rearrange my things, tidied up the table and vacuumed the carpet.

now my room feels much better. (:

then aunty doris came home and asked me whether i want to go to Highpoint Shopping Centre with her cause she'll be going to shop with her friend and her friend's daughter.

might as well i tagged along cause i really have nothing to do at home anyway. and today is a friday so it's open up to 9 pm instead of the usual 5 pm.

was there till almost 9 pm. had dinner at the food court area and had laksa which is a branch of the Laksa King on racecourse road.

just went shopping around and i already eyed on sooo many things. but nahhh.. shouldn't spend so much on shopping. hehee. but when cherly comes, i would take here there and see see.

came home a little pass 9 pm and sat down to watch Constantine.

keanu reeves is soo cool in that show. like really cool. and i find him hot. seriously... and when he acted in the Lake House, he really melted my heart. awww..

just finished streaming another episode of beyond the realm of conscience and the hills. should be streaming another two episodes of it.

and then try to go to bed.

cause.... my results will be out at 8 am tomorrow. i releasing huge deep sighs. i am sooo worried but yet i can't do anything anymore.

hmmm okay la.

i now need to destress. like really really need to.

bye.

shereena.

music addiction : Paloma Faith - Stone Cold Sober

Louis Vuitton Minilin. ++

2009-12-10T23:42:00.001+11:00

so i called and i didn't get it. cause it's open for second year students and above. which is not me. ):

today was as usual. i also woke up pretty late. (((: watched some shows and then cut my own fringe in the bathroom. i wanted them to be shorter.

i am thinking of cutting it short. the fringe i meant. sort of like the cleopatra style. something like this?

vanessa hudgens. hmmm.. she looks abit like jordana brewster here.

but well it's just a thought. anyway, i wouldn't even get into a salon until i get home. so the thought is still open until june next year.

i don't even know what i did the whole night. now it's already almost 12 pm. time passes so fast.

results in another day plus. sigh. i am already having my worse thoughts. how la how?? worse to come to the worse, i need to face introduction to programming next semester again.

i hope not. but my instincts are telling me that i will.

oh oh and cherly is coming in 3 days plus. (((((: yay! i havent been seeing here for 4 months already! eh that's long okay. we usually see each other almost everyday. hehee.

i have been too free so i have been reading alot of celebrity's style blogs. they all look so pretty. well not all but some of it. i mean the fashion.

and i like the chanel classic flap bag.

but it is SO expensive. it's like two thousand over US dollars. that's like what. expensive like shit. okayy... work harder work harder and work harder.

i always tell myself a girl or lady or woman should own at least one designer handbag. AT LEAST one.

so yes. i will work towards my that ONE. and with MY OWN money. the rest i get as present also i don't mind. :DDD haha! in my dreams.

oklaaaa.. i shall continue my potato and my series. i now only can stream online. i have no more in my hard disk already. )):

niteee.

with love,
sher xoxo.

music addiction : Patron Tequila - Paradiso Girls

>, for my days.

2009-12-09T21:51:00.007+11:00

i applied for some student marketing on campus thingy for Apple. and today i received an email asking me to call for a phone interview.

somehow i am hoping i get it. cause if i do, i get paid $18.50 an hour and the trainings are held in Sydney and they provide air ticket and accommodation. AND my network of friends can be expanded.

i shall give them a call tomorrow and lets see.

woke up at 1 pm today. slept at like 5 something in the morning when the sky is starting to get bright. i was watching beyond the realm of conscience and surfing the net.

and all i did in the afternoon was continue watching the show and also one tree hill episode 12. seriously man. Robert Buckley is so hot!

my type of hot guy. (:

and did i mention his eyes? they are so blue! and i loveee his character in one tree hill. he is this sensitive yet tough yet charming yet cold yet romantic guy. and hot! and he has the body. ((:

hmm.. i stumbled across a few girl's blog and they had posts on taylor lautner. hmmm... really so gua cheong meh? i admit his body is abit nice. but really very overrated lo. his body seems to be TOO good which is a not-so-good for me.

with alyson stoner. i like her. she's cute too!

all i remember was him being in cheaper by a dozen 2 and he was cute then. he is cute but i still find him too overrated cause of the overrated new moon movie.

tonight's tv is sooo boring. there isn't anything on at all. except heroes but nehh i haven't been keeping up to it already.

now, i am waiting for my episode 12 90210. i sort of stopped gossip girl already cause of my internet quota. i had to let go a few shows and only download one tree hill and 90210. until uni starts or until i upgrade my internet quota, i will have to say bye to bones, supernatural and gossip girl. )):

damn, saturday is coming so fast. my results. )))): sien loooooo..

i am currently blogging of in my living room and watching some british show that suddenly has this girl walking naked in the show. weird.

going up to my room shortly. i guess that's all.

love,
shereena.

music addiction : Sting - Fields of Gold

making love to his tonic and gin. #

2009-12-08T23:10:00.006+11:00

hello hello!

hmmmm... today i woke up at 2.30 pm. HAHA! i know its late. i got nothing to do also. plus is was kinda chilly today and it was gloomy. i didn't even know it was 2.30 pm already. :D

went downstairs to find for some food came up and watch my drama. i was streaming born rich episode 34 online. then continued with another drama that i had in my hard disk and watched it till this morning 5 am then only went to sleep.

beyond the realm of conscience.

so far not bad la. but it's definitely going to be a predictable plot. this theme of shows is all about power and jealousy. typical bitch theme shows. ahaha! (:

but i am already out of series. so might as well la.

aunty doris cooked fried rice for dinner and ate together with yesterday's pong teh. but it was all drumsticks so it's not my favourite. i prefer thigh meat than drumstick.

after that i watched ugly betty then one hour of mr and mrs smith and then amazing race. i sooo wanna go to europe man. really really wanna go. by the time i am done with tv, it's already 10.30 pm.

read somebody's blog and seen a side of a person that i haven't got the chance to know. but i felt bad. hmmm..

was smsing qi hong for a while and i think he is eating his dinner now thats why no reply yet. and i am about to continue my drama and eat some chips. :DDDD

heheee. i still can't resist my potato chips. thus the result of me putting on 2 kilos ever since i got here in melbourne. ((:

oklaaa. bye yo!

much lovee,

music addiction : Jessica Jarrell - Armageddon

+ according to you. $

2009-12-07T22:32:00.009+11:00

first, i changed my blogskin, blog header and the fonts. ((((: i was getting sick of my plain white old blogskin already.

but i am not sure whether you people manage to see it like the way i do or not. cause i am not sure how long it'll take to load or whether will it even load.

up above is how it should look like. :D

yesterday by the time i realised i didn't blog, it was already 1 am. so i guess i shall combined today's post and yesterdays short recap together.

lets start with yesterday. i went down to the city to meet up with sheau tien and jia shen. had japanese food for lunch. finally to me, it feels more proper japanese lunch. (:

i think i haven't seen tien for almost a year already lo. before jia shen came and join us, we were talking about the old tuition times. last time don't matter how bad a day is at school, at tuition it was always fun.

the part of form 3 night 06' group. (: OUR group.

after lunch, went to loong's apartment sit down and talk then walked over to supre to have a look cause tien wanted to find some dress but didn't manage to.

walked over to flinders and took a train back. it was a sunday so i had no bus service and i had to walk home. ): and the sun was soooo hot! argh.

in the evening something triggered my mood till i was so piss. but in the end felt bad and apologized. hmmm.. to others i am usually not that nice.

at night was just the usual. dinner, tv and online. ooh ohh and skype with my family back home cause cousin had his house warming and everybody was there and i am here alone. )))): seriously EVERYBODY!

now i miss family gatherings. ):

i slept at 4 oclock in the morning. hence waking up at 1.30 pm today. hehee. i feel so shy to walk to the toilet knowing julian would know i just woke up. ahaha!

spent the whole afternoon fixing my blog in my pajamas and ate nothing at all. finally went downstairs at 6 something cause i smell food. :DD and then had dinner.

watched vampire diaries on tv just now. seems not bad. now those are hot vampires. not like the on screen edward cullen. that one is only describable in one word, EWW!

then watched one episode of supernatural. and now i am already in my room, thinking of what i could do for the night. cause i realised today i've used up 500mb already. don't know how the hell it is so much when i didn't even stream or download any movie. )):

okayy la. maybe i'll watch the remaining series in my hard disk.

nights yo!

lots of love,

music addiction : Billy Joel - Piano Man

tim recommended this song. and now it's like constantly played in my head. it is a good song. (:

my heart will go on.

2009-12-05T23:58:00.000+11:00

went out with jia shen today. his bro and him came to fetch me cause they were on their way back from the airport and my place is kinda near to the airport. (:

jia wei dropped us off at the city then we both went to st. kilda beach. just went there to sit down, enjoy the breeze and talk. they got me an egg tart. it was hot yet cold? the wind is cold but the sun is really hot.

i felt like i've gone darker. yaya you people out there don't talk so much. you know who you guys are.

after that we went to eat fish and chips. then left back to the city. cause i had to go back earlier in order to catch my bus.

we went our separate ways from bourke street. cause i wanted to go to QV to get some stuff and jia shen was heading back to loong's apartment at unilodge for some rest.

mum had been asking me to get a laundry bag for my room. and after so long i have been told, i only got it today for $5. and i bought two packets of chips for $5 and two bars of chocolate for 75c each.

hehee.

came home and went out for a jog. i really need it.

got home and fed sparky and went up to my room and fell asleep infront of my laptop for an hour.

i figured i shouldn't each so much after the jog so i only had two eggs and some mangoes. but mana tau when aunty doris got home, she was baking little quiches and i helped and also ate like 3.

but its niceee. and simple to make also. (((:

watched titanic on tv. it's so sad. it's an epic love story and it's really sad. but leonardo dicaprio was cutee then. now more man but not cutee anymore. hmmm...

i think i am going to continue episode 32 of born rich. i am gonna stream it online. then go to bed.

i am meeting jia shen and sheau tien at melbourne central at 12pm.

currently talking to tim about making my shopping experience more fruitful. hmmmm... but also waiting for him to go and ta pau his mcd. ahah! :D

today, i saw so many of it. i guess around 3? it's like whenever the thought comes to mind, i suddenly see one in front of me.

why does it has to mess with my mind like that? sigh.

aiyoyo. ini celine ahh always about food only ah. chatting with her makes me hungry already. apa laa..

one thing is for sure,
the world don't only revolve around one person.

with lovee,
sher xoxo.

music addiction : Buckcherry - Sorry

i will always hope.

2009-12-04T21:18:00.004+11:00

i never thought i would still tear over a post i posted 5 months ago. i think if i wouldn't have so much of empty times by myself where it gives me sooo many chances to think and think and thus jumble up all my thoughts and make the worse out of it, i don't think i will actually tear anymore over that.

it wasn't anything significant anymore as far as i could tell.

now i have a new goal. hopefully i will achieve it. i need to start looking forward and aim for something and work towards it and stop sitting there lazily and watch my series.

i was saying to a friend that i wasn't ready to feel again what i felt a few months back. i guess i am being afraid to commit to anything. afraid of the outcome because time after time it always proves my predictions right.

i am very tired of being that person. that person that gives so much and also hope to get something in return but the hopes will always end up with a disappointment.

all that happened really scared me. stuffs that happened gave me very bad judgements and made me so afraid to feel again.

my choices and judgements were already bad for myself. now it is getting worse. how am i going to trust myself in making anymore decision or even just to choose anymore?

it is just so hard to keep up with the pace of life nowadays. its like i am dreading over whatever that is going to happen next.

dreading over people i'll meet, studies that are coming along, feelings that i would feel. its like i am making the worse out of all this. like the success won't be significant at all.

i always take in everything by myself and try my hardest to digest it all but how long would i manage by myself?

how i wish life is just like taking a few frames of pictures,
things could change from unhappy to happy within a few seconds.

but this thought always hides behind my mind. "becareful of what you wish for"~

i guess all this obstacles and thoughts and happenings just makes out life. life is full of crap yet full of the unexpected and also full of hopes.

shereena.

what do you call this?

2009-12-04T15:49:00.002+11:00

does this consider being home sick?

i really really miss my friends. those that i am close with yet don't talk often with. now is the time of the year where everyone is having their holidays and their free. it's usually the time where we will meet up and talk and talk and talk and get sick of each other.

it is just different here. maybe the fact that i barely knew a new friend here. all i have is jia shen being around to prolly go out with for lunch during weekends.

other than that, my friend is my laptop, my aunt's dog sparky. i am always in my room either surfing the net or watching my shows. back at home, i rarely spend time in my room.

once the phone rings to wake me up, we will go for lunch or just out of the house. at night once the phone rings as well, i'll be out sitting somewhere and crapping away with the rest.

i don't only miss the feeling of that but i really miss the people.

i am not the person that makes friend easily and get close with them. well there are some exceptions but the big part of it is i am not that person.

everything about melbourne is great. everything except that i don't have much friends.

i am really not the person that gels with people soo easily. it's been 4 months plus. but yet i haven't got use to this fact yet.

in short, i just miss everybody back at home. ):

i still miss you.

2009-12-03T22:17:00.005+11:00

woke up at 9.15 am today. cause i had to check up about the weather and transfer money before i could get out of the house. i printed the two vouchers thingy then left the house to catch the 10.06 am bus.

mana tau reached essendon only i realised i didn't take. so i took a bus came home and ran out to catch the 10.46 am bus. 11 something i was already in the city.

whenever i am at the city, alone and with the thought of going to shop, i will definitely go in supre. go and look through the $5 rack and start searching for stuff that are worth it for $5.

and and... i bought 2 dresses and one top. or more like a long top. $5~

now ahhh i have been buying alot of bold coloured clothes. usually last time i wont wear one. i guess i need more colours in my life. :D

then went to the adidas store on bourke street to check things out. but it was like chaotic in there. so many people grabbing shoe boxes, tonnes of tshirts and accessories. well, if you were to earn aussie dollar, it is sooo worth it i tell you.

after that went up to rebel sport to check out jersey sizes just in case if i wanted to get a spain jersey online.

then hopped onto the 96 tram to get to the new dfo at south wharf. on tuesday i already had my eyes on a hoodie soooo lastly i bought it today.

from factorie.

i likeeee the colours. very colourful and i have been looking for a white hoodie. i even met alicia there too. ferns friend from sam.

walked around to get the dress for my cousin from jeanswest. then headed for home. i restrained myself from entering anymore shops. later see see then want to buy again.

but but the adidas store in dfo is a factory outlet so things are cheaper there. since i had the voucher i might as well get something.

i bought a tshirt for lim qi hong as early birthday present. then get cherly to take it back for me. just in time for his birthday. (((:

then i came home. was home around 4 pm.

first thing i did was switch on my laptop and started downloading 90210 and one tree hill. it was done within an hour then i watched it.

had daal and prata for dinner. aunty cook.

now, i just finished watching two episodes of born rich. and i shall continue watching somemore till i get tired then go to sleep then tomorrow continue again.

oklaaaa. too much words already i find.

bye!

outfit for today. mng top and guess skinny. (:

lots of love,
sher xoxo.

music addiction : Seal - Kiss From A Rose

(((((:

2009-12-02T23:16:00.004+11:00

hey hey!

today was just like any other days to start off. woke up almost 12 pm and had to go downstairs and get my laundry done.

cooked TWO packets of indomie and and egg for brunch. i loveee it. typing this now makes me hungry pula. ahah.

took out all the clothes to shine and went online don't know doing what also. i was looking through ugg boots website. but nehh i don't think it'll get it.

then around 3 something jia shen said he is coming to pick me already. but only like 4.45 pm only he reached cause of the jam and stuff.

went with him to the airport to fetch his dad then went to the city to fetch his brother. then off to richmond's pacific house for dinner.

it was uncle's treat. (: got home around 7.30 pm. if i wouldn't have went out with them, i think i will be at home cooking another two packets of indomie or prolly fried some rice.

oooh and jia shen was kind enough to download Born Rich for me. hehe. thank you!

i have to check out some motel rates on phillip island cause i think we are going there for two days when cherly and ferns gets here. hmmm.. penguins~~

now, i just done with america's next top model cycle 13. i am so tempted to stream 90210 episode 11 online cause i am waiting impatiently for the torrent to be uploaded. maybe i'll stream after this then download it later. :D

and i'll be up early tomorrow to go down to the city and go shopping again.

adidas got 40% storewide at ALL adidas stores.

and novo as well.

all i have to do is print this out and bring it with me tomorrow. and my cousin asked me to get her the dress i bought from jeanswest. and i need to get 10x2 ticket and also go check out jersey sizes.

oklaaa.. tengok series dulu. bye bye!

with love,
shereena.

music addiction : Lady Gaga - Bad Romance

my day out.

2009-12-01T23:17:00.005+11:00

bourke street.

hello!

finally..... my internet is up and going again! 20gb of data not enough la. uploads and downloads mana enough. if only for me one person prolly can la. but sharing with julian as well sooo its abit limited.

hopefully he'll upgrade it or something.

quick recap. Saturday i went over to jia shen's to get some shows then had japanese lunch at carnegie then just went walking around the city. went over to the new dfo.

Sunday i met up with jia shen for lunch. supposingly wanted to go lunch with audrey but she wasn't free so was only jia shen. had mcd at melbourne central. wanted to catch a movie but it was not that cheap and not many seats left. went over to docklands, lygon for freddo ice cream.

yesterday, stayed at home watching Born Rich. tvb drama that i got from jia shen. ((((:

today, i was out from 10 oclock in the morning right up till 5 something in the evening. i went shopping! alone. ):

cause when i was at the new dfo with jia shen i couldn't shop. that fella is sooo boring to shop with. soo today i went to supre on bourke street and the new dfo.

bought this two dresses from supre for $5 each. but i lost one side of my earring in the fitting room. )): my heart shape earring from chiang mai. ))))):

and this is also $5 from jeanswest. it is a two piece. bought it from the new dfo.

feels sooo weird that i haven't been blogging for a few days when i want to but i can't. was trying to check my blog on my aunt's laptop yesterday while i was transferring money but her work laptop block blogger.

dicky is in australia already! but i don't think i will meet up with him also. but it sounds good having a friend in the same country as you. feels nearer.

tomorrow i need to wake up earlier to do laundry. and then going out dinner with jia shen and his bro and his dad. ahaha! i know. very out of the blue.

oklaaaa. i ciao dulu. need to skype with mum to see how my house is after some paint work and some renovation. and catch up with my shows.

i can't wait till cherly comes here! my shopping kaki! and my best friend! ((((:

hmmm... sigh.. i never knew love was this hard and tiring. i'll never let myself go through such pain. all of this, seriously totally opposite from my believes to love. sigh.

loves,
sher xoxo.

music addiction : Guy Sebastian ft. Jordin Sparks - Art of Love

2009-11-28T11:30:00.002+11:00

js is hot <3 NO!

he perasan and blog himself. my internet limit reached already. ))): only the start of next month i could get back online.

currently blogging off jia shen's computer. stupid fella!

maybe later go city makan and i want to shop a while. saw advertisement said a pair of ballet flats from rivers only $15. wanna go see see. (:

ciao!

those old tuition videos.

2009-11-26T23:37:00.003+11:00

i don't know where and how i got this picture.
but they all look so cuteee. well... some of them.
look at en lin!
he looks alot better now. (:

oh yes! uh-huh! oh yea!! IT'S OVER!!

no words can possibly describe how relieved i am that exams are over. i couldn't sleep yesterday night because i kept on thinking about my programming paper today.

i answered all the questions but doesn't mean that whatever i answered was right. and if i pass, that is seriously one hell of a miracle.

okay enough of that. it's over!

after exams around 12 pm i took a train to box hill and met up with jo ann. (: gosh it had been so long since i last saw her. january i think?

went for lunch and had a good catch up. she is still the same. no difference. after that she had to rush for her dentist appointment so she had to leave at 2 pm.

it wasn't a long catch up but it was still a catch up. :D by now, she should be at the airport on her way back to malaysia already.

the next i'll see her is prolly next june?

now i have no idea what to do since it is holidays. maybe one day i'll go back uni and download all the movies i want and stream online series and watch or something. or i could go shopping. (((((:

but the coming days of melbourne's weather seems to be very wet. alot of rain. until saturday or sunday i think. then maybe i'll only go out next week.

damn, i am seriously very very very relieved!

oklaaaa. i should either catch up with my sleep or watch some movies and make my sleeping time go haywire again.

love ya'll.
shereena.

music addiction : Jessica Mauboy - Burn

i haven't felt like this in a while.

2009-11-25T22:09:00.003+11:00

let's hope some miracle will happen.

today's exam was not bad. the paper was abit tough but i know i will definetely pass. BUT will i get the credit or a distinction? i don't know...

tomorrow's paper is the most crucial. i am feeling all kinds of emotions. seriously all kinds. i feel like crying. i feel my heart is beating out of my chest. i feel butterflies in my stomach. i am feeling cold sweat starting to form.

ughhhhhh!

please just let me get over and done with it soon. i will wake up at 3 something in the morning to study more. and then leave the house by 7 am.

))))))): i don't even know whether i can fall asleep later or not also.

i am sooo tired and sick of the feelings i am feeling. i ended up switching on the tv and watch Celebrity Masterchef.

and yay! remember the swimmer dude i blogged about? Eamon Sullivan? he won! the food they all cook looks so damn good.

tomorrow after my exam, i am going to buy something to release some of my stupid nonsense crap kind of stress.

time time please pass by as fast as could for tomorrow!

oh and i don't even know whether am i able to meet up with jo tomorrow after my exam or not. if i don't, i'll see her next year then. ):

k laaaa..

need to go and sleep. MUST.

wish me luck!
sher xoxo.

music addiction : Running Back - Jessica Mauboy

this sucks.

2009-11-24T16:57:00.002+11:00

this coming four years would be the ladder to the tip of my life. but the starting base of this ladder doesn't feel steady or strong.

alot is sacrificed to try and make this a success. not to mention to cost and effort. the cost is huge and i can't afford to just keep trying and trying. i need to just have it only once and strike it.

programming is literally killing me and this is just the start. only the start. there is still more to come. i know if more time is given, i would nail it. but... there isn't much time.

this is just so annoying and it brings down my mood so badly. whenever people ask about it i tend to always say its okay. its not bad. but i really don't know anymore.

the exam is on thursday. i have to get at least 50% for the paper in order to pass the whole subject. if i don't, i don't know how to say or what to say to make me feel better and make things right.

no doubt after thursday i would feel slightly lighter cause exams are over but the results would be published on the 12th of december. what am i going to do then? it is just really frustrating knowing almost 80% of the chances of how it would turn out to be but yet hoping that the other 20% of chances would happen instead.

DAMN.

and it's only my first semester. great...

i don't believe you.

2009-11-22T23:19:00.003+11:00

had to go down to the city to meet up with the rest of the s9s for lunch but it was raining so heavily for me to walk down to the station.

so i had julian to send me to the station. (: reached melbourne central then jia shen called. went to loong's apartment with him a while to check on some stuff then met up with the rest.

went to Ying Thai 2 at lygon street. the food was not bad. (:

reached home around 5 pm. cause i went to pancake parlour and had short stacks with jia shen and just went walking around the city.

it rained so much today. since yesterday's evening. it doesn't usually rain this much in melbourne. well its rare to see not don't happen.

i watched australian idol's finale. and Stan Walker won the australian idol. (:

he deserves to win. he can really sing. :D

the amount of fireworks on idol just now is like so much. malaysia's merdeka day's fireworks also not as much as this. i think the amount of fireworks at the sydney opera house just now can make two years of fireworks at the dataran merdeka on merdeka day.

well... the aussie's idol isn't as grand as the american one. soo not much performance la. there was mika, guy sebastian, wes carr, ricki lee and and.... michael buble. (((:

michael's songs seems to catch my attention alot these recent year. and i had no idea that he is like a joker. as in he jokes alot infront of live audience.

i used to not find him sexy. but he has an amazing voice and his songs somehow speaks for itself. that's a credit i'll definetely give him. he is sexy now. (:

i shall go to sleep earlier today. i am going to have three very long days coming up ahead of me. argh.... programming is literally killing me in my mind. i keep thinking and thinking when i have the time. )))):

going back to uni tomorrow. MUST. so i'll sleep early and make sure i could get up.

hmmm.. sometimes you wonder who or how "the one" will look like. would it be the person you least expect? hmm...?

well.... good night!

loves,
shereena.

music addiction : Stan Walker - Black Box

the moon splitting into two.

2009-11-21T20:30:00.003+11:00

yesterday's dinner was at Laksa King at newmarket. aunty didn't want to cook dinner cause she was going out so we had an early dinner at 6 something.

had their chicken curry laksa.

it was not bad. alot of santan though. and like not enough spices. not liek the authentic kind but still not bad.

i was watching Impact yesterday night. long movie though.

very typical story line. something like Armageddon. it was still nice to watch.

sometimes after the cousin finishes work, he would sit on the table at the living room and just talk to us. once in a while its good. (:

nowadays i wake up very late already. maybe cause i slept late kua.

today was boring. programming is killing me. maths is as usual. i have to start allocating my summer term classes on monday evening.

i had terrible terrible headache just now. DAMN bad. haven't had it for quite a while. and its horrible.

now is pouring in melbourne. had been raining since 6 i think.

tomorrow i will be out for lunch with the S9s. cause michelle and ernest is going back on monday already.

i can't wait till thursday's exam is over. i really really can't wait!

oklaaa. nights peeps!

much love,
sher xoxo.

music addiction : Stone Parade - Somebody Will Miss You