Alma de VIAJANTE TRAVELLER_4_ever

FOREVER

2006-09-05T18:26:00.000Z

***

There was silence here for a while !

It had to be so !

But today is my birthday

so I want to offer you something

SPECIAL

Something you`ve had all along

I Give you

MY LOVE

NOW AND FOREVER !

***KALIE***

THE STRENGH INSIDE

2006-07-03T15:32:00.000Z

I KNOW YOU

I KNOW YOU WELL ENOUGH TO KNOW YOU CAN GO FAR

GOOD LUCK MY DEAREST FRIEND

http://umamantedapaz.blogspot.com/

THE UTOPIA TALE

2006-07-03T14:05:00.000Z

Sometimes

So many times

We need a time out

Out of our life

Out of our world

A time to watch

Instead of acting

A time to question our ways

Our paths

A time to look inside of us

A time of quiet solititude

A time to breath

A time for silence

A time for us

Alone

I took that time for me

My previlege

My need

Everybody needs to make balances

To look inside

And find out what is there

A satisfied person?

A happy person?

Unhappy?

A "non person" ?

Still dreaming ?

We need the boost of the dream

We need the irresponsability of a child

We need to act crazy

If is inside of us

We need to step out of our character in the "Big Play"

And be a child in the playground !

We need it for our sanity

So we can keep on being a "Serious Responsable Rerson".

We tie ourselves consciously with the bonds of life

So many times until suffocation

To be a child again

For a while

Once a year

Should be a law

With special seasons

And special places

For every "Adult"

Even those who take themselves too serious

(Speacially those)

Under the supervision of specialists

who would help those that have forgotten how to play

And be inocent

As a Child

READ AND SMILE

THIS IS THE " UTOPIA " TALE

OLD FRIENDS - Twin Souls

2006-06-12T02:33:00.000Z

I Want to live

To Glide

To fly in the wide blue sky of life

Enjoy precious moments

Moments that we share then

With Companions , Friends

Moments we remember later

Sometimes ...so many years later

With those old friends

* *

And it still feels like it was yesterday

To us it was yesterday

we still laugh with eachother

with the same laughter that comes from within

and you can`t avoid it

the same story

the same persons

and we laugh like it was hapening in that exact moment

in that exact place

genuine laugh

like a picture caught in that fragment of time

in our minds

so long ago

yet allways tasting like new

Stories that are "our" stories

"our" book

"our" pages

where others can join in

even laugh

but never really share

never "fiting in"

because

they are not accomplicies like we were

like we are

maybe they have a future with us

but they don`t have a past

In an uneasy way

words are measured

because they`re new actors on the set

who don`t play their roles like the original characters

(the friends that have gone)

* *

But when there`s just "US"

we understand eachother`s look

the reason behind each tear

of each laugh

no words are necessary

"remember this and this in that place"?

"And you said this

while he was doing that?"

Same story

over and over

same strong laugh each time is repeated

the same strong feeling that we then felt

Old Friends

True friends

We know their strenghs and their weaknesses

And they know ours

HOW DO WE MAKE A FRIEND ?

WITH TIME !

TIME WILL REVEAL THEIR QUALITY !

*Love*

*KALIE*

INVISIBLE...?

2006-06-03T20:54:00.000Z

(Photo By Alfredo M. Oliveira)

A MATTER OF TASTE ? !

A CONFLICT OF EGOS !?

THE STORY REPEATS ITSELF

IN EVERY PLACE

IN EVERY ONE

TOO SMALL TO ENJOY THE BIG ?

BIG ENOUGH TO ENJOY THE SMALL ?

WISE ENOUGH TO UNDERSTAND IT REALLY DOESN´T MATTER ?

***

* QUESTION MARK *

THE ESSENCE OF A WOMAN

2006-05-23T13:33:00.000Z

TO BE A WOMAN IS TO BE BIGGER

BIGGER THE PAIN

BIGGER THE CHALLENGES

BIGGER THE FEARS

BIGGER THE LOADS

BIGGER THE AWAKENINGS

BIGGER THE SILENCES

BIGGER THE GIVING

BIGGER THE REWARDS

***

I ADMIRE THE WOMAN

***

I ADMIRE THE MAN

THAT MEETS HIMSELF

ALONG HIS LIFE

WITH

THE ESSENCE OF THE WOMAN

IT`S AN UTMOST

SUBLIME

AND

DIVINE

ENCOUNTER

*****

EYES ,TIME AND LOVE

2006-05-19T16:06:00.000Z

THE BEAUTY OF

COMMON THINGS
LITLE THINGS
SMALL THINGS

IS ONLY FOR THOSE WHO SEEK THEM

THEY ARE EVERYWHERE

IF YOU CARE TO NOTICE

AND TAKE THE TIME FOR IT

WITH LOVE

* KALIE *

IT`S SO EASY TO LET IT HAPPEN...

2006-05-10T21:23:00.000Z

“Oh, I didn`t mean to !!!Not intencionally !”, “That`s not the way I am”...”I Never Realized I`m Doing That ! ”...”Am I doing That?”...”No , I do it out of Love !” ... ” Oh My , Oh Me , Is that what is Happening? Noo ! ”
:)))
There is no telling when , how or why it may happen !
It just happens with a higher or lower degree of intensity !
TO LOVE THINGS AND USE PEOPLE , WHEN PEOPLE ARE MEANT TO BE LOVED AND THINGS TO BE USED !
Sometimes we just go half way…WE LOVE THINGS .
IT`s a natural fact of life , specially if you`re a person of habits, to love things…buy them, collect them , HAVING THEM !
And with all the direct and subliminar publicity , how can you escape?
The other half…is relative…We all use eachother somehow !
Since those relations happen in a healthy way …it´s good for all !
The nightmare happens when they both get together >>>loving things above people…Using people like they were less than things (the junk kind of things , not the one they value ) !
I `ve used the word “nightmare” above !
When you`re being used this way , you seem to be sleeping , with no waking up ,just enduring the pain , like it is something “normal”...You can “sleep like this for years , a lifetime , and you never realised what happened to your YOU !
Sometimes, somebody close to you , or your Own Self tries to wake you up , but you will only listen IF you`re not too “sleepy” to realize what is happening…
Very rarelly the “users” stop , because it`s confortable to them , and aparently to you as well…nor not!
This will be a burden you will carry all your life , even if you get up , and get out of bed…
If you`re AWAKE ( totally) it will be a constant pain…
If you`re ALIVE (to live instead of exist) , you will find a way out to turn that pain into strengh … And you`ll probably be stronger and aware of dangers than the mos of us…
This is all in an ultimate degree…
Usually the collors are more pale , with faded frontiers…
That`s where MOST people are…
What shall we do about it?
Because in so many times we are the BOTH entities >>>the one who uses , and the one who is used !
If we have THAT AWARENESS , God Bless you …Be your self police person…In favour of the victim , wich is YOU , or against the user , wich is you !!!
A Pure Heart and a setted Mind will help you…
Ultimatly…To begin…LOVE WILL HELP YOU !
WILL HELP ME…
WILL HELP US ALL …

See more progress on: STOP USING PEOPLE AND LOVING THINGS , INSTEAD OF LOVING PEOPLE AND AND USING THINGS

TRIBUTE

2006-05-10T19:00:00.000Z

<<<>>>

I AM A WOMAN

I AM SOMETHING REALLY BEAUTIFUL

---NO MATTER---

WHAT I DRESS

HOW I LOOK

WHERE I LIVE

A WOMAN

PROFILES

2006-05-10T03:43:00.000Z

There I Am

Powerfull , In Control, Misterious !

You Want to Know More

You`re Anxious to Glimpse Something...

You`re Eager For Revelation

From The Silhouette !

You Can Only See From a Far

You Can Only Guess In Black and White .

The Stage Is Huge

With Straight Lines .

But Is There Just To Surround

The Round Silhouette

Wich emerges From the Light

But Totally Dark Inside The Profile !

What Does The Silhoutte Hides

Inside That Profile ,

Glowing In Brightness All Around ?

The Frontier is Killing You

I Can Feel That !

Waiting for Disclosure

Aren`t You ?

Why?

Isn´t What I Write

More "Me"

Than Anything Else ?

THAT`S MY SOUL IN THESE WORDS

Want`t More Disclosure Than That?

Would you apreciate

MY SOUL

If The Spot Lights Were Upon Me ?

And Do Understand What Im Telling You

NOW

While you Look At My Silhouette ?

What Profile Interests You Most ?

OH...

My Soul Is Not Perfect

But It´s Beautiful

And If You Don`t Understand

THAT

All You `ll Ever See is The Silhouette

And The Stage

Till I`m Gone From That Scene

To My Life

The One

That You `ll Never Know

Because You Didn`t Value

The Most Important Thing On That Set

ME !!!

To live instead of exist...

2006-05-04T06:58:00.000Z

The Goals of the “Papalagui” (just used the word “papalagui” because I think it fits perfectly here ) : people living by the concept that ” Men`s Freedom” consists in CHOOSING HIS/ HER OWN SLAVERY !
They work 8 hours a day (those who live In countries with efective Labour Laws) , but with the goal of being promoted inside their souls , therefore working then 12 hours a day!
They get married , and start having no time for themselves !
They seek God , and they feel compelled to go to cults , and religious cerimonies! -

Everything that is important in this life – LOVE / WORK / FAITH - turns out to become a too heavy burden !

It doesn´t have to be that way …
Let`s look inside ourselves with “HUMBLE and TRUTHFUL seeking eyes” , and not “SUCESSFUL Seeking eyes ” !
Let`s find out what trully makes us happy and balanced , and not what fashion , family,frustration , or other outsider situation might induce us to determine what is better for us!

Unfortunatly , It is my belive that we from stage to stage…
And maybe that`s how it ought to be…
The soul of a 18 year old person , is not the same as when he reaches the age of 50 !

The priorities are diferent , and that is normal…

All we can hope is that he learns fast that those 12 hours have a great price he has to pay later on ! The indiference towards his inner self or the True Essence of God , is not scheduled cerimonies , but eveywhere , anywhere !

That there is a LIFE , outside his EXISTENCE !

HOPE FOR ALL OF THOSE IN THE MACHINE !

See more progress on: To live instead of exist

THAT´S WHAT LIFE IS ALL ABOUT

2006-05-04T05:45:00.000Z

(HI, SWEETIE !!! THIS IS GABRIEL , INSIDE "HIS" EGG...I LOVE YOU , BABY ! )

We are not perfect beings , but in the path of perfectioning ourselves…
This is the place !
This is the Time which was given to us All !
This is the Chance !
The strengh for the CHANGE is within OURSELVES , acording to the intensity of our desire to GROW , and our Faith !
AND THIS IS THE WAY TO GROW !
We may fall again…
And we should rise again , and carry on !
In the end of this existence , we will certainly be quite advanced in our earthly path , if we get up each time we fall , and start to walk again , with all the knowledge we have acquired with our falls , and avoiding the things that made us stumble !
Like a baby literally learns to walk and slowly starts getting his/her balance in a natural way…
We must be humble towards LIFE and realize that we are babies as well …in the tender sense of the word !
We should never take us too seriously …For we may fall in the next step !

See more progress on: Instead of crying over a mistake, improve it

EVERYBODY IS WORTHY OF YOUR EFORT

2006-04-27T16:21:00.000Z

(Photo by Bart)

Having a degree is a hard acomplishment , it means hours days , years of dedication to books and learning…If it comes along with a ” doctor” label , it only sounds good to your ego in the begining …after a while you start getting use to it , and is just another “formal” way to be adressed to , and enventually , you with time , it becomes as normal as your name…no more inflated ego…

Actually it`s the other way around…it implyes responsabilities that sometimes you are just so atached , specially if you`re a workoholic , that the rest of your life , family , old friends , life itself , stays behind and you become a sort of a “machine” …because you have responsabilities !!!

I took my degree in Law , dedicated myself day and night to my work , wanted to be a very good professional , polite , and so on.

But when I had everything (material things) , recognition , respect and great business propositions …my father needed me…

He was dying .

I lived in another town , and he needed me near him.

So I just left my house, the recognition, the bright future ahead , to moove to be near him 24 hours a day…

And I never felt so much love flowing between us , and coming from my heart…

It was THE BEST CHOICE I `VE MADE IN ALL MY LIFE ! OR ONE OF THEM !

He died peacefully , and when I think od him, I feel the same Peace and Love we both felt in those months , although he was in big pain.

I feel he is so happy with me on the other side !!!

Eventually , I came back to practising Law , but in a diferent way… Analizing the person who was in front of me…his/her pains , the reasons , and started to dedicate more time to my small family , my true friends , and the needy !

And now I lead a more peacefull , fullfilling and happy life than the one I had before.

One situation comes to my mind , among so many that I have passed since I`ve decided to change my posture towards the tool that I have in my hand ( because it is a tool , just like any other worker ) ...

I had a big “drug dealing” case wich involved many people , some of them in jail…And there was this man , who was indicted too , but was outside.All he wanted was his mobil to see the number of his daughter (abroad) , to call her , to say that he was allright.

Months have passed since the group was caught (and that didn`t mean that they were all guilty …that was to be established in court ) and once more he came to my office asking if I given the number already…unfortunatly , I still had nothing for him…it was “evidence” .

I noticed he had loose weight (he didnt tell me anything …he was so polite …but I asked him directly if he had money to eat ) .

He lowed down his head and didn´t say a thing…I took money from my wallet , and gave it to him…he didn´t want to acept…he was ashamed… I insisted he would do it for me…and for his daughter…he acepted looking into my eyes and touching his heart with his hand ( we didn`t speack a common language , so he couldn´t say “thank you” , that was more than a “thank you” ) .

we usually had somebody to interpretate one another , but not that time.

The next time he came to the office , many weeks after, i was going to start speaking , but politly he made a sign with his hand for me to stop , and gave me the exact amount of money I had given to him a few month before…I confess , although it was not too much , it wasn`t that small amount neither !

So he gave me the bill , with a smile in his lips ,and brightness in his eyes , and he wanted to do it BEFORE ANYTHING ELSE WAS SAID !

He was/is a polite, gentle , sweet soul that was caught in the midle of a confusion , in a country that wasn`t his!

Now he`s working …He`s a car engenier for a big company here !

May God Bless him !

Medical doctors , lawyers, a simple person on the street , make the diference in a persons life !It`s not up to us to judge no one , but our father in Heaven .

But we can be HIS hands , mouth , instrument , no matter what our “professional tool” is , by loving “our neighbour” !

You may say …” I Don´t know if he or she is worth it ”…

I found out that EVERYBOY is WORTH IT ( even if you don`t see them anymore) ... because that person may be a wonderfull person , who happens to be there to test you , or if he/ she is not that good , The Lord saw that you have tryied it , and that gesture may just be the key for that person to start believing in life again !

Sorry for such a long comment , but this touches me personally !

With love…

*KALIE *

A NEW DAY IS BORN !!!

2006-04-26T20:33:00.000Z

We are alive , we have the perception of VISION , and we can see slowly the mist turns into shapes , collors …
We breath not just the moistured air of dawn , but most of all , we breath and fill our lungs and SOUL with life, hope , enthusiasm…
we overcame the night to see the light rise in front of us…
The miracle of a new day…
The mistey of life wich is there to be lived !

See more progress on: watch the sunrise

CHOICES !

2006-04-26T13:52:00.000Z

I AM BACK FROM MY TRIP...

SO,

YOU WILL BE HEARING (READING) FROM ME AGAIN ,

MY MOST DEAR FRIENDS !

WANTED TO TELL YOU THAT LOOKING (VIRTUALLY) INTO YOUR INNER SOULS , AS THE LITLE BOY IS LOOKING DIRECTLY INTO YOUR EYES , THERE`S THE FEAR OF THE UNKNOWN HERE ON THIS EARTHLY LIFE ....IN ALL OF US !

BUT ALSO IN ALL OF US , THERE IS BELIEF IN THE SERENITY , THE CALM , THE INNER WISDOM OF GOOD , COMING FROM "ABOVE" , WICH WE`LL HAVE ONE DAY ,

THE FEELING THAT ABIDES IN THE EYES OF THE LITLE GIRL !

WE MAY BE EITHER THE BOY OR THE GIRL , IN SEVERAL STAGES OF OUR LIFE...

WE MAY LIVE IN THE FEAR OR IN THE HOPE !

THEY BOTH REPRESENT US IN SO MANY SITUATIONS WE HAVE LIVED OR ARE LIVING...CHANGING FROM ONE TO ANOTHER....

THE BOTOM LINE IS...

THERE IS HOPE ,PEACE , AND LOVE

EVEN IN HARD TIMES

IF WE CHOOSE GOD !

WITH ALL MY LOVE

KALIE

HAPPY EASTERN !

2006-04-09T05:16:00.000Z

* HAPPY EASTERN TO YOU ALL *

ARE MY WISHES

KALIE

SINCERELY YOURS...

2006-04-09T05:02:00.000Z

DEAR FRIENDS :

I WILL HAVE TO AWAY FOR TWO WEEKS

SO I WON `T BE POSTING ANYTHING DURING THIS TIME !

I`M TAKING YOU ALL IN MY HEART

SO YOU´RE NOT FORGOTEN,

BUT LOVED

I WILL KEEP ON POSTING AS SOON AS I`LL BE BACK

WITH LOVE

SINCERELY YOURS

* SINCERELY *

KALIE !

STAMP AWAY !!!!

2006-04-06T12:42:00.000Z

That`s the only “luggage” what you`ll take when you`ll leave this Eartlhy Home !
Life is where is everywhere…
“Home” for me is my family ….not a house or a place !
I found out more about me by leaving my “house” , than I would have by not going anywhere !
So>>>>travel…
Ah ! NOT AS A TURIST !AS A TREVELLER !
Meaning…live in local houses, eating local food ( with the due care and restrictions that our brains dictate…that`s why we have them) ; live the local traditions …
In one sentece : be one of them ( the local people ) !
Then you will see that you were in bondage when you just had your street to walk !
Then you will confront yourself with things and concepts you knew before and others , so strange to you ,as the light and the darkness !
And RIGHT THERE , inthat place , in that moment …You will FILL A GAP THAT YOU DIDN`T EVEN KNOW YOU HAD !!!
AND now imagine HOW MANY GAPS YOU HAVE , AND YOU DON´T KNOW ?
Only by confronting your ” YOU ” with ” THE REST OF THE WORLD ” !
You will NEVER BE COMPLETE , or know your limits , tastes, preferences, dislikes , until you leave your shell !
So Stamp , stamp , stamp … Drink , eat , breath life !
It is there for you , and if you are A TRAVELLER , it will not cost you that much !

See more progress on: fill my passport

MATERIAL THINGS

2006-04-03T12:24:00.000Z

(By Bart )

Because it`s the crude reality…IT was a nighmare when I first had to moove to another town…It was more than 2 years ago , and there are things , i can`t simply touch because they are still packed and they `ll give a lot of work to organize give…Result »»»I have things packed for more than 2 years , and I don`t know what they are.!…So…..Do I really need them ???!! I never felt any special need from the things of the old house , otherwise they would be outside…In Asia , budist monks make an anual check on their (small ) possessions…If they didn`t use some object in the year before , they get rid of it , so new energies can come in…Why can`t we let it go…What REALLY ties us to things are memories , and shelfisheness…Give away things we bought? No way !But when we " GO " , that is when we leare the ties of this earth , we dont take any earthly thing with us , except our deeds !Everithing else stays here…For others So Why Keep them...? Don`t give them and live to see people happy ?

I waited Years for a certain Book my Grandmother had! Was allways remembering her...This will be your legacy to me...This one in Particular ! How she loved to hear that and smiled when was holding the book in my hand !

One day , she just simply gave it to me , with her kind smile...

I didn`t know what to say...

All her life she loved that book.

I guess she understood that I was spending more time , and caressing the book , exactly like when she was a young girl...~

And now she didn`t touched it too often...

As we lived in separate houses , one day she just went to the shelf , and handed me the book..

I thought it was for me to put once again my fingers in those pages...

But she said...

Take it...It was going to be yours anyway..

And I Know that the joy I felt in my Heart , was not as intense as she had in hers for just looking to my happyness expression!

It may seem dificult in the begining, but after a while , you think that give to others ( needy or just will apreciate those things) is seems a bit like when you taste freedom or an act of love , like my grandmother !

«I`m not a slave of material things » ! Aren`t you , with your designed clothes , or news things in the garbage , because there´s a new version of that thing...

Food , shelter , that`s not our problem...

We have our house....( TODAY)

And that is more …OUTRAGEOUS when we know we can make a HUGE diference , with our SMALL things , SMALL gestures , so SMALL sacrifices !

I HAVE ANOTHER DAY TO LIVE !

2006-03-24T11:38:00.000Z

REJOICE !
I WOKE UP TO ANOTHER DAY !

See more progress on: EXERCISE OUR FANTASY

FREEDOM !

2006-03-24T11:14:00.000Z

I Knew Joy…
I Had it for Free…
I Just didn`t know it !
Now…
Now i`m making all the way again…
To Know JOY…
It was so with me !
It is so with you !
It just is so !
So…
I`m crossing the “eternal” lines of doubt
That separate numness and fear…
Towards the Freedom of JOY !!!

See more progress on: know joy

Waking up too late...

2006-03-23T23:05:00.000Z

It`s so hard to listen to the noises of your silences…
In our small islands of confort and warmth…
These forgoten faces that charge and charge against us…
Their reasons make our reasons vain…
Their eyes that insist in looking into our souls…
These lonelinesses in the midle of the time…
These lives like an ark of broken things…
This numness that we choose…
And make us wake up too late !

See more progress on: make a difference

UN HIGHER STATE OF MIND AND SPIRIT

2006-03-15T22:34:00.000Z

UN HIGHER STATE OF MIND AND SPIRIT :

UNCONDITIONAL SURRENDER

TO THE ÚLTIMATE DEGREE OF LOVE .

THE SUPREME JOY !

I LEARNED IT THE HARD WAY...BUT I DID !

2006-03-08T02:36:00.000Z

We think we`re ETERNAL here , on this Earth…We think the others are as well ( meaning those who we care about) !
But some magic trick happens , we fall on a black hole, the twiligh zone , whatever,and , all of a sudden , 10 years have passed…
Literally passed! What? who? why? ??? Only yesterday that girl was a child ! Just a while ago I bought these clothes , hardly weared them , and now they`re out of fashion ? what? I`m not in my twenties? But I was just a while ago…How can that be? I feel like twenty ! Now I cannot aply for this job because I passed the age they require? Mom? Dad ? Why are you so tired and distant.. because I don`t live with you anymore? What Dad? You have cancer? No…That`s Something for the others, not for you ! I KNOW YOU !
And Suddenly your litle girl here has to take care of you like a baby…like you treated me once…Because no one can face the reality…That the day we`re living may be your last…And you`re so aware of everything…If only you just didn`t realise that you`re loosing the human condition everyday that passes by…If you just didn`t realise how dependant you became from others…
But you do…That`s Why i left everything behind , and i`m here , by your side , hugging you , treating you, LOVING YOU SO VERY MUCH LIKE I NEVER LOVED NO ONE BEFORE !
Leaving house , work , city , everything to be with you…
To fill myself with YOU , before THE TIME arrives…
Now YOU are my child…And I`ll give you all the LOVE you gave me when I was litle…And…HOW I LOVED YOU AND LOOKED UP TO YOU !!!! AS I STILL DO EVEN AFTER YOU´RE GONE YEARS AGO…
YEARS? I held your head just a while ago , like i always did !
Sure you`re not in the house? won`t you call me later ? :))))
No , You Won`t . Neither Will mum . She`s there with you !
I Know you`re happy !I FEEL that ! So I`m happy too ! :))))
One day will be my turn…that`s how it works, but i just didn `t imagine it would be this fast !
I`m glad I could spend time with you both, being with you till your departure…
THAT`S THE BEST THING I DID IN ALL MY LIFE !
THAT`S WHAT GAVE A MEANING TO MY EXISTENCE HERE!
I reorganized then my priorities in life…
And I understood SOO MANY THINGS ABOUT LIFE , DEATH , but mostly about LIVING !!!!!!

See more progress on: spend more time with people I care about

THE MIND...BETWEEN THE FLUID AND THE MAGICAL

2006-03-08T01:28:00.000Z

* FLUID AND MAGICAL *

OUR MINDS ARE ALREADY TOO AMAZING …THAT ALL THE RACIONALITY AS A POTENCIAL ( THAT WE ALL HAVE ) CAN BE CONSIDERED MAGICAL , IN THE SWEET WAY OF THE EXPRESSION…MY MIND HAS A DIRECT CONECTION WITH MY ARM AND MY HAND…AND WHEN ALLOW MYSELF TO TRAVEL INSIDE MY MIND , HAVING ABSORVED THE THINGS I`VE LIVED , RED , FELT , SAW …THE SYNCRONISM BETWEEN MY MYND AND MY HAND STARTS…AND BOTH START TO WORK AS ONE…AND WHATEVER I HAVE INSIDE OF ME TO LEAVE…JUST STARTS APEARING ON THE PAPER OR ON THE MONITOR OF A COMPUTOR…IT JUST FINDS IT´S WAY OUT…DON´T ASK ME HOW…IT JUST HAPPENS…I WRITE ( ALSO POEMS ) AND PAINT , AND SOMETIMES , THIS IS TRUE, I FEEL THE NEED TO LEAVE WHAT I´M DOING ASIDE AND WRITE THAT THOUGHT OR IDEA OR POEM…SOMETIMES I WAKE UP IN THE MIDLE OF THE NIGHT WITH EVERYTHING ALREADY STRUCTURED IN MY HEAD, AND ALL I HAVE TO DO IS LET MY HAND GO…AND I CAN `T SLEEP UNTIL I ” KNOW ” IT`S FINISHED !I CAN SAY I `M BLESSED WITH THE “FLUID ” PART , AND THAT MAKES IT MAGICAL , BECAUSE WHEN I FINISH , I DON´T REMEMBER DETAILS OF WHAT I WROTE , AND THEN I READ IT , LIKE SOMEBODY ELSE IS READING SOMETHING FROM ANOTHER PERSON…IT´S QUITE FULLFILLING…AND SO MANY TIMES MAKES ME SMILE AND FEEL THE GRATITUDE OF A CHILD TO WHOM WAS GIVEN A BEAUTIFULL PRESENT TO BE CHERISHED !BUT THERE`S A RULE…NO INTERFERENCE WITH THE WORLD OUTSIDE…ONLY THE WORLD INSIDE IS ALLOWED TO “SPEACK” !TRY TO BE IN PEACE WITH YOURSELF, ACEPT THE THINGS YOU CAN`T CHANGE, FORGET YOUR PASSED MISTAKES OR FAULTS, LOVE YOURSELF WITOUT CRITICISMS, AND JUST TRY TO ENJOY THE MOMENT WHEN YOU´RE ALONE WITH YOUR SOUL...IT`S SO SPECIAL…AND MAGIC MAY HAPPEN !!!THAT`S MY PROCESS OF ACHIEVING “MAGIC ” THAT SOMETIMES I DIDN`T KNOW IT WAS THERE !

KALIE....