Jin Hong

voice from heaven

2010-09-12T21:34:00.005+08:00

My mid term exam is coming soon, feel so stress as i still have many things more to study.

Jason Chen, the voice from heaven, make me feel so relax and enjoy. I feel his passion towards music and i m in love with his songs. haha.... hope you guys will like it too ! thumbs up for him =D

Eastwood Valley Golf Club

2010-09-02T21:33:00.015+08:00

There goes 1 month of my uni busy study life. Now, it is my 1 week mid semester break. haha.... Sure, this is the time to enjoy and relax myself. =)

I have spend my 2 days and 1 night at the Eastwood Valley Gold Club with my friends. It is awesome !

Eastwood Valley (the biggest golf club in miri)

Although the club is not very far from the place we stay, but we decided to spend overnight there so that we can play until as crazy as we like. haha...

our room G717 which received the most complains for the day

call us B.A.D. (hehe...joke joke)

our activities while in the room

ss guys

the girls

When it is getting late, we decided to go to the nearby club for some beers. Sadly, there isn't any crowd in the club that night.

Cheers ~~

the middle guy was drunk

eating lemon to make herself awake

after that, we continue to play in our room. It is a card game about the Queen Rules !

the losers are been "awarded" with alcohol !! haha...

That day, we play until 6am morning and everyone only have around 2 hours sleep~

In the morning, we went to the swimming pool !!! Its' design is in long shape, a bit special. ^^

does he has the potential in hair shampoo advertisement ? =)

there is a no jumping and diving mark behind, but he ignored it. =="

they are competing for the biggest breast. LOL !!

scenery around the golf club

our cars ~

before leaving, group photos are taken due to my request. hehe... xD

this picture is nice but there is a spoiler !! -.-"

That is the end of my 2 days and 1 night trip. It is very short and tiring yet it is interesting and that coloured up our uni life.

It is to bad that i don't have any chance to play golf in the golf club !!! hope i can try it next time. =D

Island, the wonderland

2010-08-07T00:38:00.025+08:00

It was already 2 years ago since our last annual trip. However, it was still as exciting as the previous one and it was more interesting now ! This time, we went to a 3 days 2 nights island trip (Pulau Perhentian and Pulau Redang) from 29th of june until 1st of july.

Board of members

Early in the morning of 29th July, we took bus to jerteh. Then, we head to jetty and depart to our destinations.

chatting while wait for unpunctual bus

We had our breakfast at chiao pei's shop. (i ate curry mee and bread. So full. hehe...)

Walking to the jetty

departure hall @ jetty

the jetty

This is my 1st time to travel with speedboat. I almost vomit because the speedboat shakes all the way round (maybe because i ate too much also ?). This is a good, new, exciting and memorable experience for me. =)

Inside the speedboat~ It is time for photo shooting !! XD

After 30 minutes, we reached our destination, Pulau Perhentian !! We stayed in COCOHUT chalet recommended by chiao pei.

(p/s: If u love to stay close to the nature, u must visit here ! The water here is so clean and the environment here is very relaxing.)

We can't wait to have our meal after checked in.

The food for 3D2N. Not bad right ? (Don't admire us. hehe...)

It is time for snorkeling !

chiao pei teaching us how to wear the equipments.

departing for our 1st snorkeling ! I am a bit scared yet excited as this is my 1st time.

fishes in the sea~

After snorkeling~~ So bad, i am not lucky enough to see any shark or turtle. aiks...

The place we wash ourselves with spring water. It is refreshing !

During the evening time

cute qiao rou ?

we are lucky as we found a nice place at the other part of perhentian island.

Nighttime

we pay a visit to the harbor and we are lucky as we saw the squids in the sea~

In the old days, people searching for treasure to get rich. For us, we searching for a thing called "blue sand" along the beach. Basically, it is sand that glow with blue light in the dark. We had fun that night and this memories worth much more than any treasure. =D

BLUE sand ~ it's amazing !

2nd day, we are going to Redang island.

photo shooting inside our room.

they claimed this as the perfect photo because i am not inside. >.<"

The journey to redang island is long

For sure, we snorkeling again at some nice spot. The coral and the water world are beautiful especially the one at Marine park.

Redang !

I like here, it is marvellous !

More more tea inn

Do Re Mi

(siew may, Da ping, Chiao pei)

inside the laguna resort

after saying goodbye to pulau redang, we moved to lang tengah. Time for photo shooting again. Haha...

Who matched with da ping more ?

candidate 1: chiao pei

candidate 2: qiao rou

why qiao rou look so fierce ? LOL !!

the sand turtle. keke.... xD

jumping shoot. A big clap for them especially siew may and qiao rou. WHY ? u know i know. =P

1...2..3. JUMP !!!

before leaving lang tengah

This is our last snorkeling in pulau. Gonna miss it ~ ^^

Feel tired after so many activities

However, some of us went for canoe as the day is still young. haha...

Our last activity, BANANA BOAT !!! A watersport that we paid to make ourselves drop into the sea. It is very exciting and fun. I am blamed for making them cannot fall into the sea. sobz sobz... ="(

Last night in the island

This is qiao rou?! or ?! Dont scared me please.

We have a fun time playing card games and chatting during the night

Time passed so fast, it's the time for us to leave.

Our last few photos captured on the island.

going back @ speedboat

thanks so much to chiao pei who organised this trip.

The 3d2n island trip has meet the end. It brings so much wonderful memories and has tighten up our friendship after years of our graduation. Seriously, i don't know when is our next trip again but i am looking forward to it. Thank you everyone for joining it. Zhi chen, wei lun, min cheer, pei shang, zhong yi, etc. u guys must join us next time ok ?

Waiting The Story To Be Continued

Only One

2010-06-29T00:45:00.005+08:00

Konichiwa... After busying, playing, lazying and wondering for so so long, i am finally back to my own world. hehe...

This is my new hairstyle (british style cut + brown dyed hair)

New look, New image, New me !!!

After final, i have went to clubbing continuously for 2 days non-stop with my friends. Enjoying life huh ?! haha.... Just to release our stress because of final. =)

Due to privacy, no photos about clubbing will uploaded. ^^

The day before i left miri for my semester break, i went to Siamese Secret, a famous, nice and highly rated restaurant in miri. The environment there is nice and the food are excellent.

Nachos (a popular corn-based food of Mexican origin associated with Tex-Mex cuisine that can be either made fast to serve as snack)

MUST TRY !

This is my food, Char Grilled Lamb ! It is super duper delicious. =) MUST TRY !

This is my friend's

My Uni-Buddies

Back to my hometown, kota bharu, i had a small dinner gathering with my gang at Bansua aka dai sou de restaurant. hehe... ^^

Cheer (Cheer: beside me got 1 siao po) and Banana (this is how the future teacher looks like. aiks.... LOL)

orange chen with sungoku sm

me and da piang piang

Leaving to my pulau trip soon. Countdown in 5 hours... Stay tuned on my blog ya. =)

I am emo

2010-05-21T18:57:00.006+08:00

Since the starting of this new semester, i thought emo this feeling already totally deleted from my life. Until today, i only realized that it is still there, buried inside the deep of my heart !

Final exam is coming soon, i feel so stress because i seems to be don't know anything & i still have so many tasks waiting for me to complete. The midterm results which can't reach my satisfactory making me feel so worried. I need to maintain my results to ensure my study dream can be realised.

Last Sunday was Mother's day, i have wished my mom after thinking for so long (because i don't have the courage to say out those words). Thinking about my family, wondering how many more mother's day can i pass together with my mom, worrying about her sickness which seems getting serious. I already lost my dad, i don't want to lost my mom already, i don't want be an orphan !! Worrying about my sister's future whom already not going to school, worrying about my brother whom still does not mature, finding ways to solve the conflicts among the family. I am not around them and i feel myself so useless that i can't do anything that may help to improve the condition.

Sometimes, i am wondering that am i invisible ? am i so inconspicuous ? Ya, i know i am not humour, not pro in attracting people attention, not smart enough, i can't blame others. Find me when only need help and then the rest of the time treat me as stranger ? okay, fine. I hope i wont be "blind" anymore.

Sorry, i am really emo now~

sites visit

2010-05-09T11:19:00.010+08:00

Phew... Finally finished my mid term test. Feel so relax now~ haha... ^^

Engineering Foundation Principles and Communications 100 is 1 of those 4 subjects i am taking this semester. This subject has no final exam, but it comes with those bloody assignments !!

Because of the subject, I have chance to pay a visit at New Lambir Palm Oil Mill and LAKU Water Treatment Plan. We are divided into groups and went to the sites according to the schedule planned.

1. New Lambir Palm Oil Mill

This mill located at the outskirts of miri town

there are oil palm estates around the mill

oil palm

the mill

worker is moving out the oil palm fruit

I don't like the nasty smell of oil palm inside the mill. It makes me feels like vomit.

Boilers which are used to boil the oil palm

My company members ~

group photo of the day

2. LAKU Water Treatment Plan

LAKU provides the water we used for our daily routines. It located in the outskirts area of Miri too

chemicals used to treat the water

walking from 1 part to another part of the site

they take the water from river to process

Person in charge : We raised the fishes inside this tank to check whether the water is save for human daily usage or not.

Students : We didn't see any fished also (knocking the tank)

Person in charge : ( Pour in some fish food to the tank )

Students : Also no fishes come out to eat.

Person in charge : (Remain silence and bring us to visit other parts of the site)

This means what leh ? you know i know lo.... haha ^^

The processed water~ (they raised some fishes inside to earn extra income)

Stages of water process

Worker is removing the precipitate which flowing above water.

On the way back to the campus, everyone is tired. Even the lecturer too !! haha...

Site visits are fun. I gained many experiences and learn those real engineers applications through the visits. It will be the best if I am not required to submit sites visit reports after that. Will this come true ? haha...

mixed

2010-04-26T17:18:00.008+08:00

hey all, sorry for the late update because i am really very busy recently.

Basically, this post contains of 2 parts, enjoy~ ^^

Scenery:

Everyday, i pass and go around my campus, never noticed the beauty of my campus's surrounding. Thanks to those blooming flowers, they attracted my attention and make me feel like it is spring ! haha... these pictures are all captured by me. =)

You will feel so so relax when lying on the nature grass bed and looking at the big blue sky.

Award & Scholarship Ceremony:

I feel so lazy when i am invited to the Curtin Award & Scholarship Ceremony. haha... Going without any expectation as i think it is just another normal and boring ceremony. Instead, it is not bad and quite high class ! Taking photos around and chatting with my friends is what i did when people is giving away those awards and speeches. haha... (Sorry, i know it is not good)

the picture above got some feel or not ? i took de. =p

the 2 pictures below:

1st -> me , 2nd -> my friend.

He is using DSL camera. The photo he took nice right ?

My favourite -> food !! haha... The putting style of the dishes and rice are so special for me. =)

My friends and I

In conclusion, Curtin is rich ! Lol...

hi again

2010-04-11T18:40:00.006+08:00

2 weeks tuition free week is ended. Tomorrow will be the time which the classes, assignments, lab reports, projects, quizzes saying hi to me again. Argh.... i don't like stress lar. >.<"

Although my 2 weeks holidays are a bit dull, yet i am satisfied with it as i make some new nice friends during the holidays, gained some knowledges and most important, i can sleep as long as i like. Lol... xD

i have bought myself a new pair of slipper (my friends said my previous slipper very ugly, look like ah pek ==) Is it nice ?

Time is walking non-stop. No matter how much you don't like to face some particular things (for example exam), you also will meet it at the last. So, just take it easy. Cheers ! ^^

~Good luck Jh~

breakfast, lunch, dinner

2010-04-04T17:05:00.004+08:00

"Breakfast, eat like the emperor; lunch, eat like the civilian; dinner, eat like the beggar."

This is what i heard from the old saying. Due to the weight losing program of mine, i have to do something as the deadline is coming. huhuhu....

My nutritious breakfast: 1 hard boiled egg, 1 apple and oatmeal with milo. The must for every morning.

Normal lunch: Usually i will have my lunch at campus. Just try to avoid some fried and oily food lo. This is my favourite pan mee opposite the road i stay. =)

Low budget dinner: Dinner time ! I have to cut down the servings size of carbohydrate, sometimes maybe dont touch the rice at all. Seriously, i dont like this. Anyway, i will cook at home once in a month maybe. haha...

**I didn't touch junk food, biscuits and bread for 1 month already. Argh.... >.<"

Extra !!

This is my wounded hand after fighting with my 2 stupid housemates !! -.-"

My House My Room

2010-03-27T10:41:00.007+08:00

It is tuition free week ! Yeah , finally I can be a bit free now. Hehe...

Studying at Curtin University of Technology, this is the place where i staying now.

My House !! Double storey terrace brand new house~ nice bo ? XD

the stairs, kitchen, living room, backyard.

My living room is so empty because we don't want to waste the money to buy sofa >.<"

Here come my nice room. keke... Staying in a single room with the cloth wardrobe , small cabinet, bed, study desk and chair. My room is small but enough already lar. haha.... It is so comfortable here ~ lol...

Just a simple house, simple room with a complicated me. haha... XD

childhood times

2010-03-17T12:54:00.007+08:00

"When i was just a little boy, i asked my mother what will i be... Will i be happy, will i be rich..."

lalalalalala~ I know most of you guys know this song right ? haha....

Childhood times. hmm... might be already 10 years ago for me yet some memory still staying clear in my mind.

This game is call jumping aeroplane "跳飞机". Throw a stone on it and jump from 1,2,3,4,5,6,7...

super mario !! the famous arcade tape game... Lol...

blowing bubble. That time selling each for Rm0.10. haha...

Just some normal erasers printed with country's flag but we have a lot of fun with them.

my hero when i was small - power ranger !! haha.... i like the red ranger and white ranger. xD

just a simple game made with paper, i forgot its name already. paiseh...

bubble gum

tora chocolate with toy inside...

my childhood tattoo come from the wrapping paper of this chewing gum. =)

dragonball ! kamehameha~~~~~~~~

Missing those time ?

Yes i do. The life with no worries and stress...

daily danger

2010-03-11T00:08:00.005+08:00

With money, many things are possible. Due to a person bought the land which should be used to make road, i have to pass over a 1.5m big drain everyday to stay connected with "outside world". (p/s: i hate the person so much)

I am almost falling into the drain for few times when rushing for time. Luckily, that haven't happened so far. Really cannot imagine if i fall into it. Zzz.... Hope my daily practices can increase my balancing skill. haha...

Anyway, some of the daily danger might silently come near to you, without your knowing !

That is human's mouth ! Yeah, any words can come out from a person mouth.

Nice praising and good manner when you need people to help you !

Spreading rumours about people and so called "jokes" when you think you are happy with it and is funny !

Saying bad things behind and complaining about others seems like you don't know that nobody is perfect in this world !

Never think about others feelings, don't know what is respect and assumed people are childish doesn't mean that you are mature !

Rumours are formidable !

Don't do it if you will not happy when people doing so to you !

i got it

2010-03-07T01:14:00.005+08:00

Yeah !!!

I GOT IT !

i got the Curtin Scholarship !! From almost 200 applicants, i am 1 of those 12 people who got it. =)

The scholarship covered my 100% tuitions fees for 1 year degree course ! (not 25% or 50%)

So happy and touched when i get to know i got it ! No need to break my head to write essay for applying other scholarships already. haha...

thank you so much to everyone for your help, support and concern towards me~ ^^

知己

2010-03-03T21:25:00.003+08:00

在网上看到这个video,觉得它很多方面跟我的想法真的很match。就放在这跟大家分享~

University just started for few days, i already feel the stress is adding on me ! assignments & projects problems, group members problems.... Everything is not as well as what i expected.

starting emo again after saw the video above. haha... =)

1 2 3 here i go

2010-02-26T23:16:00.004+08:00

3 months holidays are ending and i m going back to curtin to continue my study tomorrow. Before leaving, sure i won't missed out any kota bharu nice food. haha...

nasi ulam

popia & rojak

kau jam

laksa

chicken chop

New semester, New friends, New challenges, New experience are coming... 1 2 3 here i go ^^

Chinese Tiger Year

2010-02-20T20:12:00.011+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year !!

May the year of Tiger bring HAPPINESS, HEALTH, WEALTH and SUCCESS in the road of life to all of you !

My CNY reunion dinner with my family~

No more steamboat for this year because my mom don't want. Haha... So we bought the dishes from the restaurant and eat at home. ^^

1st day of CNY:

Same as previous years, we visit smay house at night and enjoying our luxurious dinner there. (roti jala, nasi dagang, satey...) It is so so nice ! thanks~ =)

After eating, we play some card games (in between) and i m so unlucky. Aiks... XD

We leave smay house at 12am. (you guys know why ! LOLx... )

2nd day of CNY:

We pay a visit to cheer's house because she is leaving tonight. Pity of her~ Never mind cheer, next year WE WAIT YOU ! =)

Having steamboat dinner at ban sua ^^

3rd day of CNY:

We go to the artist, pshang house at tumpat. LOL... Enjoyed the laksa very much. Hehe...

different people different thinking. =p

sleeping fairy qiao rou~

heng yan, your another leg is 复明？xD

men in black and white.

CNY days:

da ping and Mr Bubu Yap. (He is so cute beside the time he fa hiao. ^^)

They having some entertainment while waiting the time to pass. hehe...

1 little duck, 2 little cat, 3 little tiger...

body glove chop by me on chen leg. =)

1 week of CNY passed so fast and everyone is going back to their own place to study soon. Don't know when is our next meeting. Hope to see you guys soon. ^^

Woohoo

2010-02-10T02:21:00.008+08:00

Chinese New Year is arriving... Just sharing some nice new year songs' mv here.

1st - 大日子

2nd - 惜福

After watching the original version mv, don't miss out the pirated version one. Haha... From our Chang Pei Shang !!!

Banana version Da Ri Zi

Pisang de Xi Fu (be prepared 1st before watching this)

I know all of you love comments, any comments for her ? xD

Happy Chinese New Year !

Scholarships application spree

2010-02-05T21:13:00.008+08:00

"Even though i come from a single-parent family, I have a dream to pursue tertiary education and achieve my goals. To be frank, i was a student who did not score well in my STPM... " Just a simple starting of my scholarship application essay.

These days, i have been busying apply for scholarships. Curtin, Shell, Honda, YTL, Petronas... What i can say said is scholarships application are not as easy as you think. Instead, it is a bit troublesome. Lol... There are quite a lot procedures to do, such as fill in the form, certify your certificates, get testimonials and the worst, write essays. Yeah, i know we won't get anything by just sitting there right ?

I was touched when i hear words from my high school teacher.

Me : Thank you so much teacher, for writing me a testimonial.

Teacher : No need to thanks me, this is what i should do. See you success in your study and future is already the best reward for teacher.

Hope that my stpm background won't affected me in getting scholarships and really wish i can get one of them please. (pray...

放过我好吗？

2010-02-01T01:40:00.008+08:00

完整的家庭，没有了;

富裕无忧的日子，过去了;

疼爱我的爸爸，走了;

所谓的好朋友，放弃了;

剩下的只是些回忆以及悲痛。

好不容易才开心个那么几天，不高兴的日子又来了。前一天你还好好地，怎么今天又来了？！我不想跟你吵架，也没力气跟你吵。你可不可以做些有意义的东西，不要每天都在讲你的歪理。这样不仅让你自己的日子难过，我也很难过。我几乎每天的心情都被你破坏，很多计划都被你打断，我真的很讨厌你，更讨厌我自己，因为我真的不知道我可以做什么。真的很无助，只能眼睁睁看着这一切的一切发生在我爱的人身上~

天，放过我好吗？这关很难过~ 我累了，心也很伤了。

（我也并不喜欢emo,可是每次都有事情弄到我这样。唉... 没有朋友倾诉，就让我在这边发泄下吧。）

Magical Memorable Malacca

2010-01-26T13:03:00.020+08:00

Who says that Malacca is a boring place which full with historical things ?!

We gonna make a change in your mind !!

Last weekend, me and my 3 best friends (zhi chen, da ping, qiao rou) have visited Malacca. We having a real great time there !

After 1 hour driving from serdang, we reached our destination, Malacca. Meet up da ping and we start searching for hotel.

Check in-ing

He is tired because of driving (thank you chen ! )

Settled down in the hotel and had a short rest, we move to our 1st location to have lunch. The waiting line is long~

Hainanese Chicken Rice Chop Chung Wah (chop ?)

Malacca local Chicken Rice (looks nice right ?! xD)

Finished our lunch, we went for a shopping at local traditional food shop. I have bought some food there for souvenirs.

Then we visit the local shopping centre, Dataran Pahlawan (a long shaped and big shopping mall) We watched a nice movie "Sherlock Holmes" while waiting for the arrival of evening.

It's evening now, the time for us to have our dinner !! By fate, we reach our destination Capitol Satay. (we really don't know the exact location of this restaurant, it's all by luck )

Look at the waiting line~ we waited for at least half an hour before it is our turn.

Satay Celup (a must try food if you visit to Malacca)

Leaving the restaurant with a fully satisfied stomach, we went for a walk at Malacca night market, Jonker Walk. We have a chance to try out some local food and watching kids' dancing performances.

It is late at night after walking for hours in the Jonker Walk. Time for us to sleep.

Noob Chen (haha...)

Next morning, we start our trip, visiting to red house, muzium... etc.

D.C.J. (a new group ? lolz...)

a picture with grave !! (omg...)

My stomach is so big ==

year 2010 Miss Malacca !

men under the tree

This is "red wall" according to qiao rou's words. XD

water wheel

cool ?

loo qiao rou is falling down, falling down... (The wind blow her away ? )

nice shot

3 cannons...

J.C. at Malacca River~

emo chen

she is waiting for the return of her husband =)

After visiting so many places, we are hungry now. It is time for us to EAT !!! yeah !!! This time, we gonna try baba and nyonya cuisine food and local flavour abc ! I love the food although they are quite spicy. The mango, durian, sea coconut and normal flavour abc taste nice too !

The wonderful Malacca trip is ending and this is our last group picture. ^^

tired after the trip.

My Malacca trip has meet the end and we are back to Kuala Lumpur. Thank you very much to Da Ping ! (All meals are treated by him). At that night, i have a chance to enjoy a buffet steamboat dinner. Thanks to chen ! It is the best steamboat i ate ever ! The dinner is 3 hours long and both of us eat non-stop. haha...

I enjoyed the Magical Memorable trip very much as it is so fantastic !

A perfect holidays with perfect friends !!

Thank you for making my Travel Wish come true ~ ^^

占星术

2010-01-14T22:02:00.011+08:00

在机缘巧合之下，我在网上游戏中遇到一个会占星术的朋友。反正是免费的，我就请她帮我看看。

她看了第一眼就说，我的命不好。　＝＝

她说我有主见，自我中心强，还有就是情绪起伏会很大，也就是所谓的容易

ＥＭＯ。

（心里话：认识我的人都应该懂吧　ＸＤ

她建议我学一下冷静因为我非常冲动｀没耐心。哈哈...

（心里话：我真的超没耐性

不懂为什么，她知道我家庭生活不好，我当时也吓到。

（心里话：真准

上面的图片是我的命盘。深蓝跟深红是不好的，亮绿是好的。她说，我今生注定是多灾多难，会遇到很多人生起起伏伏的事情。

（心里话：haiz... 无言

以下的命盘都是其他人的，真羡慕。

依她说，命太好也不是好事。如果一个人的命太好，人生就不会遇到任何困难，也就什么都没学会，最终只能平平淡淡的过一生。

（心里话：有时平平淡淡也蛮好的，至少不会那么的累；一波未平，一波又起。

最后，她说了一句，命是注定的，可是运是掌握在自己的手中！很多事都须靠自己多多努力。

（心里话：只是有些事情，你自己努力也帮不到什么

希望我能笑着走下去，我都过了那么多关，一定可以的！^^

travel wish

2010-01-13T16:18:00.005+08:00

When i was a small little kid, Genting is only a small hotel which equipped with casino, indoor games and arcade games.

Years passed.... Now Genting Highlands has become a famous attractions in Malaysia.

Genting Highlands really colored up my childhood memories. I have many great memories with my parents there. I still remember when i was about 6 years old, my mom and my dad bring me to the arcade, we work together to win the prizes. It is so so so happy... haha....

Anyways, it is already a past tense in my life and i haven't been there for 3 years already.

Really hope i got chance to go there soon~

(P/S: I dont want to stay at kb already, it's so bored here. Someone else wana go travel with me ? I just wan to release some stress and enjoy some real holidays........)

remix

2010-01-07T21:48:00.001+08:00

This is what we call Remix. I like it. Do u ?

一种人

2010-01-04T22:28:00.003+08:00

吃过苦的人，才知道生命的苦难以承受：伤过心的人，才知道心伤了，就不容易被疗愈；痛过的人，才知道心痛会夺走一个人的所有。

世界上只有一种人，那就是，需要关心的人~

Realize

2009-12-31T12:57:00.006+08:00

Friendship, the thing which i love for so many years yet make me suffered a lot.

Now, i realize something...

In our life, each period we will meet different group of friends. It is very very hard to find a true friend whom care about you anytime`anywhere and can accompany you from the beginning

until the end. It is easy to make friend with stranger but once the friend change back to become stranger, the friendship might meet the end already.

I have tried my best to maintain and cherish the friendship with my friends. In return, they might be only find you when they need your help; doesn't care about you; backstabbing behind

of you. Yeah i am sad because of these things but what for ? I cannot control others for caring about me and treat me as friend as what i did to them ! Maybe they just a passerby in my life, the person who make me understand and learn more things.

The life is recycling, lose and get...

From my senior:"In kl area, a person can be easily changed by environment and friends. Because they always playing around and having fun. They will feel like friendship is not important already as they can simply go play with normal friends." ya, it might be true...

错的地方，错的时间，只要有对的人，什么都可以成为对的感觉。It means that no matter when and where you are, as long as there is someone there, you both can be friends.

I am not as stupid as i thought myself are. Just a perceptual person. （感性的人） Surroundings have made me to a person who care about friendship. I am what i am and i am glad of it~ Maybe i should learn to give up for deep friendship.