The sky of dreams.

感恩

2012-01-31T18:38:00.006+08:00

烟火很灿烂，心却很沮丧，
我不是喜欢反传统的人，
只是对我而言，
烟火爆竹是变相浪费，
看着数百千，甚至数百万，
在空中燃烧，消逝，我无奈，
感觉之前我所做的一切，
已经变得微不足道，
那些钱可以帮很多人了。

我深深相信，
与其短暂的美丽，
真实的温饱和关心，
更能带给人欢乐。
想想昨晚乒乒乓的夜里，
有多少人因你而不能入眠，
有多少人在寒冷的骑楼下瑟缩，
有多少人在某个角落束肚挨饿，
我要表达的是，用那些钱做善事，
不是更好，更有意义吗？
有人会说我想太多，
但就是想得不够多，
人类才活得悲苦。

最近过去的一段时间里，
我用了少许极端的方法修行，
家人取笑说我不如去当和尚，
我不语，但的确稍有体会。
对我说享受舞台有点可笑，
我更喜欢给与人家一些阳光。

四月-开开心心训练去，
梦想成真，衷心感谢：
所有我拜过的神明，
所有的邓家历代祖先，
（特别是公公婆婆和叔叔）
所有鼓励过我的家人，
所有帮助过我的网友，
所有给过我希望的铁鸟。
在此吁请各位平时乐善好施，
拜天敬佛，当你山穷水尽之时，
也许还会有奇迹出现。

祝：平安健康快乐事顺
共同期待明天更美丽的阳光。
跟妈提起短暂出家的事:P 感恩。

"Where no dream is so big"
Thanks AirAsia and Mr.Tony.

"I am single. I love being alone to think.
I like talking, but never so much on random chatter.
I am odd, but perhaps a lovable one.
This is me, but only the skin-deep me.
The real me is buried deep inside." From Zhai Gen,
where I think it rather suits me as well.

Going to Singapore soon after the briefing.
Will come back and prepare for my training
after a short stay in the neighbouring country.
Boss said the four quarter was good and
I'm pretty sure that it would be an exciting year ahead.

.

2011-12-13T22:02:00.000+08:00

Fxxx.
Today is the worst day in my life.

Life and Choices

2011-12-12T21:18:00.005+08:00

Life is about making choices.
It's simple enough, you make a choice,
you don't look back but keep yourself moving forwards,
keep making another best choice instead of reacting to life.
Yeah, sometimes it's a painful decision making, it does hurt,
both you and the people surrounding you,
yet it's now the way of the World and survival.
Some people might think it's a betrayal, disrespect or whatsoever,
I say it's a transformation, a progress towards a better prospect,
or a striving for a better YOU that you dream to be,
in response to the changes happening around us,
every day, hour, minute or even second.

Not so long ago, I have read a very good sentence
in a blog of my friend's, he's a wise and smart guy,
he said, "Life is ever so wonderful and sorrowful.
Life is sometimes unbearable and uncontainable."
Yes, I'm here back to life that we always talk about.
To be frank, it's really funny to see a guy
throwing a wet blanket on his friend,
asking the latter one to change his life,
resign from his work for any reason.
Well, I always think that we have no the rights to do so,
to interfere with other people's plans. What for?
It's his life and he knows what is best for him.

In my case, I certainly know what I want
after failing so many people and things,
maybe I have hurt someone in the process,
I say sorry then. So sorry. Nothing than sorry.
Few more hours to the final lap,
I don't know how it will turn up,
however, I will just try my best,
for my sake and of course my family.
I hope I can get a very good birthday present
and Christmas present for them.
I know I didn't treat popo well
when she was still around, but tonight,
I hope she could appear in my dreams
and give me some blessings. HAHA. Yeah.
Shame on "ME".

HD 417

2011-12-08T02:32:00.006+08:00

The clock on my desk shows it's 2:20am now
where I should be studying like hell actually
for the last paper of my final examinations.
Despite that, I still feel like writing something on my blog,
okay, I wish I won't come back to this room
or even this faculty after I check out tomorrow.

Even though it's a little risky to put all my hopes on that
but I more than believe that I'll eventually get it,
achieve it and hold it tight in my hands soon, very soon.
I'm putting all eggs in a basket, as a Chinese saying goes,
break the caldrons and sink the boat! 破釜沉舟。
No more castle in the air and no more tragedy.

I'm gonna miss this room, HD417,
I would say I was lucky to have owned
the biggest room in Dahlia hall with nice balcony xD

Am learning not to care about what the others say,
I live for my own and, of course, my family.

luck.

2011-11-25T21:03:00.002+08:00

Thanks Buddha and my ancestors,
I knew I was blessed and lucky.
However, the next round is nothing
but the toughest one, I believe.
So I say, do not feel happy too early
as the unseen yet real obstruction
is still concealing behind the corner there.

Didn't sleep and eat any thing since 24 hours ago
but I don't feel hungry, it's why I call myself "Iron Man".
Patrick said he didn't want to see my at the graveyard,
yeah, I don't want too, at least not before I achieve my dream!
Assessment 3 of the diploma is over. Finals are next.
Final stage. Good Luck!

Learned something new from Jie Guan recently,
9gag is really an interesting site and I would strongly recommend it
if you need some refreshment or de-stressing agent.

waiting.

2011-11-24T17:26:00.003+08:00

当每个人都在说那些年的时候，
我在期待Underworld 4的强势归来，
靠，他不会log也可以活得好好的，
我不看这戏也是可以活得好好的。

Feeling fidgety and restless recently,
it has been more than two weeks since last time,
but the email has not reached my mailbox yet,
the waiting is slowly killing me.
I hope it's a good news.

I hate this short semester,
examinations come every fortnight.
Good that I have 300 pages, more or less,
to flip over for tomorrow's examinations,
the last assessments before our finals,
hectic life, isn't it? And terrifying one.

Our library is really a good place for study,
even though it's not that high-class as the other colleges' ones,
at least there are some babes to see when you feel bored,
much better than moulding alone in the room, yeah,
would be better if I get to take some phone numbers :D

Dream

2011-11-20T12:22:00.000+08:00

"Dream and give yourself a permission
to envision a YOU that you choose to be." by Joy Page.

Remember no dream is too big,
and dreaming is where the great people start with.

feeling

2011-11-20T08:25:00.002+08:00

Same as the others, I thought this song represented a person
until this morning where I was listening to this song,
more attentively in headset, I realised it's actually a feeling,
a feeling that I can't clearly describe with words,
but it makes my thoughts and actions explainable.

Well, it sounds so mysterious, I know.
Nothing is more important than family.
And I'm not a one single-minded :)
Thanks God, I finally end the bad days.
"Boston" - by Augustana.

Looking forward to working in the airline,
perhaps I can make friends with some beautiful stewardesses :P
One more long semester to go, or shorter?
Someday, I'll be standing/sitting in front of Mr. Tony Fernandes,
my idol and mentor, saying"Boss, let's go for high tea!"

Allstar.

2011-11-10T17:52:00.002+08:00

I believe they would have helped me
if they came to Nilai University College
one week or few days earlier.
Even though it's already late,
thanks for the talk and it made me
more determined now.

All for One. One for All.
Be an Allstar.

Will be staying in the library until midnight again,
FML, I have about 300 pages to finish for tomorrow exams.

Worried.

2011-11-09T11:16:00.001+08:00

What the smurf!
I should have gone through the list!
They really exist! They really exist!
Starting to feel worried now :((((((

I thought my performance was still okay
but I only realized that it was shit just now.
What the smurf. What the smuft.
Help me please. Pray hard for me!

Study. Don't talk to me, EMO.

why is the sky blue?

2011-11-08T20:21:00.007+08:00

Sometimes you won't ask so much about it
when the thing is to be in such a way
since you are exposed to it for the very first time
but have you really ever wondered why the sky is blue?

Sunlight reaches Earth's atmosphere and is scattered in all directions by all the gases and particles in the air. Blue light is scattered in all directions by the tiny molecules of air in Earth's atmosphere. Blue is scattered more than other colors because it travels as shorter, smaller waves. This is why we see a blue sky most of the time.

Closer to the horizon, the sky fades to a lighter blue or white. The sunlight reaching us from low in the sky has passed through even more air than the sunlight reaching us from overhead. As the sunlight has passed through all this air, the air molecules have scattered and rescattered the blue light many times in many directions. Also, the surface of Earth has reflected and scattered the light. All this scattering mixes the colors together again so we see more white and less blue.

I'm not sure if I did well,
at least I think I had a great conversation with them,
using my broken English and inaccurate accent,
trying my best to answer all questions which they had raised.
Okay, I admit I'm kinda boring and lame. I'm sorry :D

Good Luck, Edison.
Exams are on Thursday and Friday.
It's game time after that.
"I was much inspired by the HK drama."
"Stop watching drama, Edison :P"
"Do you have a girlfriend, Edison?"
"No. I don't have a girlfriend."
"That's why. You should get a contact lens then they will come to you :P"
They are great people, GREAT if I could work together with them.

I don't deserve the word,
it makes me feel guilty.

exams.

2011-11-08T04:33:00.000+08:00

Woke up at four o'clock.
I hate exam weeks
but who likes it?

Study.

Eve.

2011-11-07T20:52:00.005+08:00

大家都在现实中妥协，
只是你我需要付出的
精力，资源和劳力不同，
又有没有人尝试了解，
那200公里，2个小时，
2个收费站，加上额外油费，
维持10个月的背后。

前夕，希望明天是美丽的。
干杯，给自己翱翔的梦想。
我很想，只为了自己，
不去介意也许会被唾弃，
但我不能不珍惜那些情。

I enjoyed the run.

illness.

2011-11-05T08:08:00.005+08:00

All things seem to be so wrong now
and sleeping problem hasn't been solved.
Living hard with a disorder circadian rhythm.
I want my fucking life back in the day.

I don't mind what the others say
because they seriously don't know
how suffering I'm.

The weather in Nilai is good today,
I hope every day is like this. I like this town.
Glad to know everyone is good.
There is a talk about volunteerism and leadership given by
the Prince of Negeri Sembilan next Saturday,
should I postpone the meeting again?
But it's so hard to get them all to attend the meeting :(

survived.

2011-11-04T01:25:00.007+08:00

那一刻，我发现地狱
离我只有几尺那么近。
但今晚我总算活过两次。

第一次就别提了，
有关最近失调的睡眠时钟，
但还是要感谢中华舍监，
和校长室特别助理的善意提醒，
花了添油费和过路费昏着来到，
结果昏睡了过去直到练习结束，
再昏着回去还真“难忘”。

第二次就让我想骂粗口了，
差点被“大大...大炮竹”炸死去。
没错，那足以传篇整个学院，
轰天雷耳的响声，
以N个大来形容那炮竹，
是最适合不过了。
TMD差点被炸中。
几尺。几尺。几尺。

太“幸运”了，
感谢邓家祖先保佑。
也非常感谢郑郑悠，
我还在怀疑我是否
渺小到没被人发现。

没在开玩笑，
那一刻，我的魂
真的差点被炸出来了。
Nice bombing？TMD
我以后上厕所都要怕。

Pilot or Lesbian?

2011-11-02T04:29:00.002+08:00

An old Pilot sat down in Starbucks and ordered a cup of coffee. As he sat sipping his coffee, a young woman sat down next to him. She turned to the pilot and asked, ‘Are you a real pilot?’

He replied, ‘Well, I’ve spent my whole life flying biplanes, Cubs, Aeronca’s, Neiuports, flew in WWII in a B-29, and later in the Korean conflict, taught 50 people to fly and gave rides to hundreds, so I guess I am a pilot – what about you?’

She said, ‘I’m a lesbian. I spend my whole day thinking about naked women. As soon as I get up in the morning, I think about naked women. When I shower, I think about naked women When I watch TV, I think about naked women. It seems everything makes me think of naked women.’

The two sat sipping in silence. A little while later, a young man sat down on the other side of the old pilot and asked, ‘Are you a real pilot?’

He replied, ‘I always thought I was, but I just found out I’m a lesbian.’

HAHA. The third day! OMG!
I'm a lesbian too :DDDDDDDD

Who Needs a Miracle

2011-11-01T04:22:00.001+08:00

Seems that Tom was working local with a nervous FPL watching over his shoulder. He had one air carrier jet just touching down and another on a mile final, with a commuter holding short for departure release:“I’m going to get that commuter out between those two jets,” said Tom aloud.

The FPL could see that there might just *barely* enough time to make it work if nobody screwed up. But like any good instructor, the FPL wanted to let Tom make his own mistakes since that’s the only way for a guy to learn.

Still, the FPL couldn’t help but mumble in Tom’s ear “if this works, Tom, it’ll be a miracle!”Tom keys his transmitter. He intends to say “Commuter 123, taxi into position and hold, be ready for immediate.” What actually comes out of his mouth (in one of the great Freudian slips of all time) is:“Commuter 123, taxi into position and hold, be ready for a miracle.”

There’s a big pause on frequency, and the then commuter pilot says “Tower, I think under the circumstances we better just hold short. I don’t feel quite that lucky.”

1st November, this is the another night
where I realise something is wrong with my body,
I went to bed at 6pm and woke up at 2am,
while the world is just silent,
and everyone is sleeping soundly.
No choices, I think I could not sleep anymore,
I switched on my lappy, did some regular checks,
started my day earlier than the others do. Sounds pretty suck.
So here I found some funny stuff, hoping to cheer myself up.
But be frankly, now I do need a miracle.

Happy.
I don't lie, to girls :)

8 days

2011-10-31T06:10:00.007+08:00

Didn't know why I woke up naturally in the dead of night
while I actually set my alarm for seven o'clock
which is a few hours later.
After the toilet, I tried to keep my eyes closed
and hypnotized myself again but failed.
It just made me feel very bad, even though
I already got enough sleep yesterday afternoon.
Still finding a way to syncronize my body biological clock.

Looking at the calender on my study desk,
I found out there are also 8 days left for me,
but I haven't started my preparation, HOLY SHIT.
Anyway, I'm excited, in fact, and can't wait for that day.
I'm gonna realize my dream. Nobody is gonna steal it.
My goal is clear which is to get my ass into the team and fly away.
This may sound selfish to some, but it's LIFE.
Live as we wish to live. That's all.
I wish I'm cruel, then everything is right.

TA DA! Sushi King Bonanza 2011 is back!
31 Oct -3 Nov is for all outlets in Negeri Sembilan including Nilai!
Wasabi Wasabi Wasabi :P

Good morning :D

28-10-2011

2011-10-29T13:18:00.000+08:00

Should drive around the city at leisure,
it's not cool to require a girl being your guide,
this is rather like an embarrassment,
more shameful when you go the wrong way.
I want my passenger to feel chilled and comfortable.

Didn't eat anything last night
except a few cups of Soya and the cupcake,
but it was satisfying. I love Soya.

Luckily I always had some clothes and shoes standby in the car.
I seriously don't like being scraped with the cake and being aluba.
That's why I choosed not to revenge.
Nevertheless, the celebration was cool.
Happy Belated Birthday to both of us.

28-10-2011

2011-10-28T12:05:00.006+08:00

The next day after my nineteenth birthday,
I feel good, though there is some disappointment :)

When every fortune-teller,
no matter Chinese or Western-based,
tells you that you are seclusive,
you should start doubting yourself,
is it true? Anyway, at least I'm still socialable.

Having a short break before afternoon's class,
thinking of going for a nap and dream,
but body seems to be uncooperative o.0
Just a random post. I like random.
There's no why, it is life.
Things come, things go.
People come, people go.

Anticipating another 65 kilometres back to the city where I live.
A good moment to enjoy being myself. with Speed & Music.

"Some think it's holding on that makes one strong, sometimes it's letting go.

Beautiful pictures are developed from negatives in a dark room.

So, if you see darkness in your life, certainly there's a beautiful picture

is being prepared by God." - A quote printed on my new water bottle.

I damn like it, it's BROS! HAHA! Trying to have a healthier lifestyle
by buying an expensive bottle, with a stupid thought that
I would drink more warm water because of that :DD
Would you do that if you were me?

tiredness kills my monday blue.

2011-10-17T07:04:00.001+08:00

彻夜未眠后的凌晨六点钟，
一个人在芙蓉大道，
破例地，缓缓驾驶着，
My FM的阳光灿烂，
播着陈奕迅的岁月如歌，
特别的有感觉。
65公里的距离，不错，
还赶得及欣赏汝来市，
日月交替中的美丽。

又是新的一天，
希望我不会倒下，
睡不着也不是我的错。
8个小时的课，来吧。

小黄 - 上到四楼第一个遇到的家伙，
又在HD流浪了，也许在等我，
小黄是我随便给它名字。

mix

2011-10-15T17:19:00.002+08:00

身穿T-shirt和不断下滑的短裤，
踩着一双普通的人字拖，
背着我的laptop bag，
这样的装扮走在The Gardens里，
感觉很casual还有comfortable，
还蛮享受的，虽说仪容是种courtesy，
但没有人看，穿那么漂亮没用，
最重要还是荷包有水。

最近对吃喝玩乐失去热诚。
吃-随便，喝-随便，
玩-随便，乐-随便，
可无可有，这样很好，
不会浪费太多钱，
只要坚持我的志愿就好了，
还有睡眠还是需要被照顾。
和姐姐吃了sushi各自各散，
一个人来到咖啡厅，
点了最喜欢的mocha frap，
with cream and chocolate powder，
which will never change，
at least for the time being，
开始和自己的laptop度过
这个懒洋洋的下午，
我喜欢这样的独处，
越来越喜欢。

wasabi 和 soy sauce，
醋饭和海鲜原本的清甜，
这样的combination刚刚好，
丰富我的味觉，一点点地，
刺激我的感官，突然想起
一首卢广仲的新歌 - 慢灵魂。
虽不大欣赏他的曲风，
但这歌，undeniably很适合我。

Step by step, slowly moving towards to my dream,
which I'm eagerly wishing for,
whatever come across and obstruct me,
would be destroyed with no hesitation。
兵来将挡，将来将杀。

Level Complete

2011-10-13T02:32:00.000+08:00

Let's proceed to next level.
Come on, give me some blessings.

ah po.

2011-10-13T02:10:00.001+08:00

It's 1529 days since she passed away.
I don't know what's happening to me
but I miss her so badly now.
This is much worse than being emotional.
We used to be good, very good.
However, I believe it's still she
who is blessing me.

I'm a terible grandson.
Sometimes, I wonder
how she felt when I was not there at her last moment?
Or more precisely, with the absence of her whole family.
She was a great woman.

Sem 5

2011-10-08T03:51:00.005+08:00

Time flies like an arrow.
I'm now already in Semester 5!
Only one semester left and then
I can go into the industry for On Job Training.

Instrument/Avionics System
Equipment Furnishing & Water
Aircraft Ice & Rain
Fire Protection, Lighting & On Board Maintenance

Looking at the subjects that I'm taking this semester
and the respective lecturers, I predict next two months
would be very hectic ones because the subjects are harder
and the lecturers are more interesting except the electrician.
Anyway, I don't mean to contempt anyone here.
My goal is very clear in this new semester
which is I must study harder to bring my CGPA back to normal
and make sure my first class honour is secured, that's all,
so JIAYOUS, TANG SHING KANG! JIAYOUS!
Hope everything goes smoothly!

无聊明明没重点
却要更新部落格，
就如明明没话聊，
却硬想搭讪一样。

手集团又招考了，
恭喜，我又老了。
有时候我在纳闷，
他们怎么酱有火？
我的火到别处去了。