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reboot... system restarting...

2010-01-02T18:57:00.000-08:00

time for a new me.. reboot.. restart.. time for another year!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

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2009-12-28T15:54:00.001-08:00

this account has been temporarily stopped

Smile

2009-12-28T14:54:00.000-08:00

i have to say goodbye.. i love you too much to see you change for the worse...

i love you unconditional... but now i know i cant be loved the way i loved you...

constantly, i feel like i have to prove myself for you...

but you must know, i'll still be around... just watching... just waiting... hoping that you would smile back again.... and see me...

HS! Cow gives birth to dude!

2009-11-29T19:43:00.001-08:00

OMG.. i cant imagine this ever happening.. funnyshit though :)

iWILLspeak

2009-11-29T07:10:00.000-08:00

this is something i worked on for 2 total work time.. not really best but i think it'll do :) enjoy :)

The Apple Song - Ray William Johnson

2009-11-22T05:44:00.000-08:00

Best music evar!!!

Pacman NAILS Cotto

2009-11-14T22:04:00.000-08:00

I started the game at round 3

Round 3 and 4 have been great rounds for the man of steel. On the round 5, Cotto hasn’t been able to connect his punches well. Thought round 6 has almost had a tumble but quickly recovered.

Round 6. Starting out as a very slow round, swift punches of Pacman were able to connect in Cottos’ narrow entrances. Doesn’t look good for Cotto. Nearing 1min, Cotto was able to connect one shot but nothing really huge. But Pacman has his MK45 going at it continuously. Ends abruptly. Next stop, round 7

Round 7. As they clean Cottos face, few cuts has been made by brutal shots. Start of round. Starting out very slow, but still Pacmans' bullets are fully placed. Huge shots by Pacman connect to clock head. This fame is just amazing. It keeps connecting and connecting but Cotto still doesn’t go down with any of the shots. Huge shot by Cotton to Pacman… it seems that Cotto is now gaining speed and some bullets in the process but Pacman is still standing tall. Cotto runs away. Pacman is looking very tired following Cotto’s fleeing abilities.

Round 8 Cottos eyes are now whole made black by punches. Start of round. First hit by Pacman, but Cotto makes his move shortly after. They keep dancing this round and Pacman disrupts the dance and continues with the fight..Cottos’ head get hits on head and looks like that hurts sooo bad. Now Cotto is dizzy but still dances. Cotto’s punches keeps going in but Pacman is still standing. Cotto keeps on holding Pacman now, pitiful.

Round 9 starts out quickly feeling each other again, punches of Pacman keeps going but not connecting. They are again feeling each other again. Both players seem very tired. Cottos punches and connects hugely in Pacman’s gloves. Pacman is now moving furiously with his guns and connects multiple bullets…. HUGE punch on Cotto and his face is now getting destroyed…. Pacman keeps connecting and Cotto is getting more and more tired and closer to death… end of round

Round 10: Cottos face is now on the rocks as they fix it. Nose bleeding heavily and is now on the move. Start of round. Starting out very slow, both seem very tired. Round 12 is just around the corner so both are placing their caution. Pacman is now on the higher end of the point system. No bullets from either side hitting their mark. Cotto keeps moving away scared of Pacman. Pacman is now connecting his punches and is now letting the punches fly. Cotto keeps moving away like a scared cat now. Two huge punches connect on Cottos face.

Round 11. Cotto’s lips just exploded, his eyes are cut and nose bleeding . Pacmans face is getting pampered. Looks like nothing happened. I think Pacman’s getting a shave! haha. Start of round. Cotto keeps moving away and noticeable boos are coming from the audience. Embarrassing for Cotto. Cottos only option now is evading all punches in order to be distinguished without anther knockout. Cotto’s is now running around like a small rat. Haha.. awe.. I feel sad for Cotto. Cotto seems to know that changes of him getting a KO is pretty high. Maybe that’s why Cotto is just moving away now.

Time now for round 12. I don’t feel any enthralling emotion now for the game. Getting pretty boring from Cotto’s movements away from Pacman. Cotto’s face looks pounded while being cleaned. Start of round. Pacman is now getting forward and hunting Cotto. Cotto is still trying to move away. Gets cornered and was unable to fight back. Holds Pacman. Referee stops fight and… PACMAN is a WIN!

Pacman is now getting his ceremonial pray at his corner. J

TKO for COTTO!

PACMAN is a WIN!

Android coming to ASIA!

2009-11-13T19:11:00.000-08:00

I have been a huge fan of Googles' products, and nothing gets me more excited than learning that DELL is finally taking steps of placing Android based cellphones in Asia, specifically China.

yeah yeah, so some would say that alot of fake copies of the phone would spread and theres alot of guys who would be tricked in getting a fake. But common! How dumb can you actually be to even get tricked by the phones with small cheap icons at the bottom of its (not so accurate) touch screens. That just screams - FAKE! heres a link to the news of android Phones going to Asia thanks to DELL.

Two Romantic Comedy Movies i Give Two THUMBS UP!

2009-11-13T18:53:00.001-08:00

Movie #1

The Proposal

Of course I'm gonna get this one! Ryan Reynolds is here! So is Sandra Bullock. This movie talked about a hell-bitch boss, Margaret Tate (Sandra Bullock) who forces her gorgeous assistant Andrew Paxton to marry her when she is forced deportation. The movie is filled with great laughs and very absorbing story that includes all the quirks that a family would include when joining in on the family.

Movie #2

A romantically challenged morning show producer, Abby Richter (Katherine Heigl), is reluctantly embroiled in a series of outrageous test by her chauvinistic correspondent, Mike Chadway (Gerard Butler), to prove that his theories on relationships and help her find love. His clever ploys, however, lead to an unexpected result.

Both movies get a 8.5/10

PS. I'm a sucker for happy endings

The Taking Of Pelham 123: Review

2009-11-13T18:37:00.000-08:00

Directed by Tony Scott and written by Brian Helgeland (screenplay) and John Godey (novel).
The movie is centered on a hijacking of subway Pelham 123 by Bernard Ryder (John Travolta) and the MTA dispatcher Walter Garber (Denzel Washington) in charge of that particular area in the subway. If you like action, overflowing testosterone (contributed by Denzel and Travolta) then you would definitly like this movie. Its not what you might expect in a ransom case movie with action but the meaning in the overall movie is something that is worth learning.

If movies with good story, enough action, and amazing editing is your style, then i highly recommend this movie. However, if your the kind of guy that doesnt like putting much thought in the movies you watch or you just cant understand english, then why are you reading this in the first place?

I give this move an 8/10

heres a trailer

Paranormal Activity: Review

2009-11-13T18:24:00.000-08:00

A Film by Oren Peli. this movie in centered on a middle class couple experiencing some disturbing haunting.
Now i wouldn't like to compare this to the amazing cult classic, the Blair Witch Project but it has a few key notes that it has taken from that movie. But to where the first movie excelled almost immediately, this one on the other hand took awhile to get popularized. It was shown on 2007 in selected cities and due to popular demand, it has gone US-wide on 2009 and world wide via torrent sites. hehe.
I just have to say this, this movie gives some new feelings on how a horror film is shown. You get the feeling of real shock on what is happening and some pretty good scare. the ending is also well done. I highly recommend this movie to fans of get your socks off kind of scare. But if your the type that gets scared with small spiders or cute dolls, then i say watch this in the day, you might have the next few says sleepless and twitchy :)

give the film an 8.5/10

PS. personally, i wasn't that impressed with the ending but it was still good enough to give an after taste.

here's the trailer

The Robot Man

2009-10-13T07:50:00.000-07:00

this is by far the best robot dance i have ever seen! Evar!

Typhoon Ketsana and Parma Hits Luzon

2009-10-13T02:07:00.000-07:00

Typhoon Ketsana and Parma hits with catastrophic results. Hundreds homes destroyed and thousands left homeless in one of Luzons most destructive waves of typhoons. a death toll that leaves families helpless and unable to recover. Let us all join in on our efforts to help each other especially in these times of great need by the many.

TODAY by Jack McPhee

2009-10-03T04:21:00.000-07:00

Today

Today was a day
The world got smaller, darker
I grew more afraid
Not of what I am, but of what I could be

I loosen my collar to take a breath
My eyes fade
And I see... Him
The image of perfection
His frame strong, his lips smooth

And I keep thinking, What am I so afraid of?
I wish I could escape the pain, but these thoughts invade my head
Bound to my memory, they're like shackles of guilt
Oh, God, please set me free
Free from the pain and this guilt
So that I may face

Tomorrow

my first MOCA email

2009-10-03T02:48:00.000-07:00

MOCA,

I feel glad that last night(his birthday) Makoi and I finally arrived at a decision of getting back to each other for the second time. We are both promising better communication, better understanding and support for each other. I love the feeling but im threatened by the fact that what happened(break up) will happen again but who cares? He's the only man who can make me happy.

I am busy today so i'll email you longer mail nextime.

later MOCA,

Dear BOI BAKAT,

"I am happy for you." -- think of this statement as i continue this email. You might start to misconstrued the following but do remember that "I am happy for you." :)

First of is the reality.
I wasn't really an avid fan of the talk show "tyra"
however
there is a lesson that i picked up from an episode.

The lesson goes like this,
"Don't let the time spent together help you decide that to do next."

We often hear people say
"...but we spent so much time together, i cant just let go of that!"
and
"he has grown in me, i know him 'coz we've been together for so long now."
and plenty more statements.

here's the first thing to think about,
what has been the time spent with him like? an upbringing or an entire mistake?

second on the list is,
has it really been what both of you wanted.
if its gonna be a one way road where the other doesn't want to compromise after conversation or even fights,
then in the end,
the submissive side would start to resent in the future.
And yes, Resent in the deepest meaning of the word.

lastly is the pride.
yes, i do know you two are proud enough to tell your parents about your "US" thing.
Over the course of 7 (am i correct? 7 years or was that 10?) or so years, has anything changed on your pride for each other?
evaluate and re-evaluate
dont be biased when doing this
is the other proud that he is with the other and not anyone else?

OH! i almost forgot
after this
try to be dumb :D
being to logical can actually mess the entire thing :D hehe
ironic aint it?
love is one of the most serious steps that a person would take,
yet ironically, being to serious would actually mess the entire thing up.

Twitter Box

2009-10-03T02:27:00.000-07:00

i just placed a twitter box at the right panel of my blog. i update this pretty frequently, almost the same frequency as my facebook to keep posted :D you might discover what my real personality is :D take care

Disby boxy

2009-10-03T01:51:00.000-07:00

I just set-up a box on the right pannel that states "TOK2MI".
Basically, its a way for you, my dear readers to chat with me or to talk to me :D
have fun and looking forward on our conversations soon. Take care

Courier: Microsofts Answer to Apple?

2009-09-23T04:13:00.000-07:00

This looks really nice. The concept and look really stands out. While i was looking at the demo video, it seemed to be like the UI is pretty intuitive. Unlike Apple, Microsoft has been making some flashy interface with their software and programs lately. Take for example the opening look for MS office 2010 (I'm using it right now) and before the whole thing loads, it gives you this very polished loading screen. The application itself is far more responsive and things are in the right place as you want it to. Another this is Zunes new software, its been very flashy from the opening video to the UI itself. Very very interesting. I do hope this Courier thing is doing the same thing plus a intuitive interface and back up from all the other developers for further advance its development. If this goes well, I'll buy this for my birthday :D I'll be keeping post of this device.. very promising :D

Digsby 65 Beta

2009-09-20T15:36:00.000-07:00

ive been using this application back then. But the pain of this eating my RAM was a little too much to take. It lagged my computer and make all my work slow. But new version is a huge improvement from the past one. mainly, its compatible with windows 7 (which is my current OS right now). It has this streamline new look and the facebook account is something that really lets me excited talking about. You can commend directly in Digsby in a fast and easy process. Check the video out to see what im saying plus alot more features...

If i had a power...

2009-09-12T09:08:00.000-07:00

If i had a power, it'll be the ability to know how to make someone fall back inlove with me. I know that i have dont wrong things, so did he. But this would render me capable of fixing things and making things move forward. Instead of pondering on what wrong things we've done in the past. Just forgive and forger the tension. I'm hoping that this is the last post made regarding the past faults. Time to just hold on and work things out.

I was once able to see clearly. Now my vision is blurred, its time to use the clear water and wash away the tears that covered both our eyes... time to just kiss and make up :D

Daemon... uplifting -

2009-09-11T17:35:00.000-07:00

In the recent days, i have been going through the net scavenging ways to take back the chemistry that we once had. One that i have learned is that i have to be good again. Go back to the kind of guy that i was before i was hit by the depression. At least that way, i could go back to who i was with him the first time. If he still moves away, then atleast i was able to find myself. If i turn successful, he will know that he can still be a part of that. The about 2 days ago, i was ramaging through the blogs i follow, i found this interesting connection with a blogger. I related so much to the posts that he was making. Feeling down yet was still able to stand up after and actually have fun. Im learning from him so i can fix my situation with my guy right now. I just hope it works though, all the while being able to find a friend in other people.. :D

The blog im referring to is now placed in the blogs i follow at the right area of this blog >>>>

im getting up this time

2009-09-09T18:11:00.000-07:00

i got beat up
i got dropped down
dont trust nobody
have ta' look at your shoulders constantly

Its best to have friends...

2009-09-05T21:46:00.000-07:00

sometimes, when the world has delt its cards, its better to make your own deck with your own rules for the game. Thats where friends and love ones come along. I've been having a hard time recently, from my sister leaving, to the amount of work in school, and the frequency of additional stuff to take care of. Love life wasnt much of a help either so i resorted to something more open, my friends. Mark has always been a good friend to me, helped me by being a shoulder to cry on and a friend to talk to. He is my best male friend. Another friend that i would like to commend is Kristin, she doesnt know the entire situation, but even though, shes helped me so much also. I have tried to be there for both Mark and Kristin and i hope its serves its purpose :D to my best of friends, i miss you and thank you for being there :D

All I do need is…

2009-09-02T00:39:00.001-07:00

Today might just be another day in the countless days that has made the world a different place. For the ocean of people, this might just be another day. But for me, this day has changed. A man has changed me, forcing me to mature. I welcome the change. Though I slip once-in-awhile, I am welcoming the change. I stand in my fault driven pavement created by the rocky roads of the past and the childish skills. Now I understand that the actions has already taken its toll. I have made him fall out in some ways. The nonsense calls that I make, desperate to hear his voice again. To my exceedingly nagging sentences, thinking that the worst is always coming. Today, I realize that thinking nothing but positive for him does help. There was once a time that I was convulsing mentally, worrying that he might have lost his phone coz he wasn’t texting, only to learn that he left his phone accidentally due to a rush of things. The cost was great. I called a friend, and asked about him and another friend that was there in that area of work. The truth might have slipped. I had to know that he’s ok. My intentions were just as clean as crystal, but just as the crystal, the light was bended to the other direction where I did not intend it to be. My intentions wouldn’t justify my action. Now, I am stuck again between a rock and a hard place. But compared to him, I only taste a drop in water in his ocean of problems. I have divulged him things that I could just share the closest of friends, but there are more secrets that I have that I will be confiding. (I wonder if he will ever confide to me again). I think im trust worthy, I think im a good man but now that all this things are happening. I feel the need to rethink that I have still many things to learn - from him, my self, my experience, and all the other countless sources that I will encounter. I have waited for so so long for a man like him. And no matter how rich a man can be, he can never afford a man like him to fade. The truth is, I NEED to let him stay – for my sanities sake. I need to experience a love that would last with a good man. Is he the good man that I have waited for, or is he the greatest man that I can never keep. And I don’t know if I am worthy. So I stand now in my fault driven pavement, welcoming change. A change for the better. If he reads this, know that I am in the verge of change so please just give me time… all I need is time.

From the dear author…

Feelgay

Ass Kicking Moves!

2009-08-29T19:06:00.000-07:00

have you ever dont this?? funniest shit ever (and im saying that in a clean way)