this is my life!!

STYLES

2012-03-04T19:36:00.002-08:00

我也有我的STYLES。。。

Not More Direction...

2011-10-05T06:51:00.000-07:00

Is was a long time din,t updated my blog...
recently am busy of many things..but all are busy because of other people things..not my things.
Sometimes i need a break, i need a time to think and clean my things 1st..before you give me new things...It doesn't fair to me if you're wont give me a change to choose whether like or dislike.

After 2 months observation, I really "BEH TAH Hah" on you and you..."really shit people"..Doesn't has ending result in what you're asked me to do and I very hate of this feeling..Because of you, all the things always keep changing..till i feel wanna to "GIVE Up"..I don't know because of your problem or my personal problem has been made this kind of shit things appear..And now, I feel tired and not more right direction to follow..

Should I leave from here and find a new place to looking forward...??
It's a right time for me to move??

Lost

2011-09-17T11:03:00.000-07:00

When wealth is gone, little is lost;
when health is gone, something is lost;
but when character is gone, all is lost!

Agreed??

Simple Day..

2011-09-10T08:50:00.000-07:00

Sometime, is a simple day...

Sometime, is a boring day..

Once, magical has been happen..

Colourfull rainbow smiling with you..

I don't know??

2011-09-09T08:52:00.000-07:00

Night is late, Stars is shining and Time is over...

Lately, my mind is getting stuck. I'm don't know what should i do for next steps...

Whether is stay put or move it... I'm don't know...

If I stay put, can somebody tell me, it's that right?

And how about if I moving to the next steps? it's that wrong?

Where am I know??? still in my questions marks???

Or I just create a problem to myself??

I don't know??

我就是我

2011-08-21T08:38:00.000-07:00

我就是我！！

一个有自信的我！！

一个潇洒的我！！

Back to Home

2011-08-20T02:17:00.000-07:00

Yeah! Yeah!! Happie! Happie!

Home Sweet Home~~

Nice Feeling...

Miss my bed very much...

Hehe~~

Woman

2011-08-17T21:30:00.000-07:00

Woman naturally born to be emotional, bad temper and demanding..BUT, they are just treat their love one with their true attitude. Is that a PROBLEM????

Guys always ask: why woman have to be so complicated and so demanding???
Yes, I agreed that woman are hard to pleased. When we get a good, we wish to get a best, when we get a best, we wish to get a prefect..and yes, guys cannot win, if you want to win your bet, make sure you have enough chips in your hand to play the games. Or else, your either lose your best or tie!!

to be honest, If you know their rules and regulations, the games will be easier to play and there are higher chances to win too. Remember to follow the rules, once your break the rules, you may forfeit from the game.

We know nothing is prefect but we wish to make thing become better...
This is our thought!!

This moment~~

2011-08-17T08:20:00.001-07:00

A Single photo without any words...

A Simple photo without any edit...

A Sprecial moment only you and me...

A moment that I want to pause , savor and remember...

Training Day~~

2011-08-16T00:55:00.000-07:00

2days training at hillz...very sleepy and damn boring..but luckily still can online to chatting, facebook and blog..Haha!!

For me,this month is a bz month for me.Many things still in pending.. if I have "Doremon" and I am "Nobita"..the 1st thing in my wish list is "I NEED A BREAK".."I WANT TRAVEL TO OTHER PLACE WHICH IS NONODY ARE DISTURD ME" !!

Can I???

Life is simply, something we cannot see the future..but what can we do is...take a break!!take a time!! and Just ingore it..same like my sister, she always told me "just ignore it" if you
feel not comfortable or dilike"..haha..I like this words so much..

I believe~~I can find something best in my future life.. if I never give up..

GAMBATEH... Christine Kua, you can do it!!

PLEASE!!!

2011-08-08T22:48:00.000-07:00

PLEASE DON'T BULLY ME!!!
PLEASE LEARN HOW TO APPRECIATE PEOPLE!!!
PLEASE PUT YOUR SHOES TO OTHER PEOPLE!!!

Confidence

2010-08-18T19:49:00.000-07:00

I love, I admire, I respect to the confidence people... i know i' m no where near to that, i always needed some assistance to go the place, where i want to go... i need someone to push and kick me hard at the ass where only i will walk forward...i always do admire to the confidence people are surroundings me... However, looking back at myself, sometimes feel that i need to change something at myself..& FLYING always from here...BUT, how to start...

Sometimes i'm hate myself so much that i always failed in my career life...
all these things always drive me give up from my life, on the other hand, Sometimes, i'm also thankful that i have experience plenty of emotions and that is actually how LIFE should be...

Back to Normal

2010-05-16T07:07:00.000-07:00

All is back to normal....

Really back to normal...

Nothing can changed in my future....

Maybe now is good for me...

I don't want to think anymore....

Arrrrrrr....I'm really tired at this moment...

"WHO WANT TO HELP ME"...

放弃与遗弃

2010-05-06T00:59:00.000-07:00

我向往简单的生活，无忧无虑，自由自在的。这里就是我的一切，我的秘密天地，没有人会干涉我。这里是我唯一可以让自己找到快乐的地方。对于未来有很大的梦想，却怀疑自己的天分，对自己也没信心。常常给自己鼓励的话，希望自己不要轻易放弃…..

如果你哭过，那就代表着人生路上又多一件值得让你回忆的事情，如果你爱过，那也代表着你学会如何更去珍惜你身边的事物，如果你失败跌倒过，也没什么大不了的，过去的究竟还是会过去，我们不需要羞耻，也不需要很在意，用不着去遗忘，时间会教你学会去淡忘，你和我需要记住的是，无论如何，最不能做的事，就是自己遗弃自己...

Zero to Hundred

2010-02-20T02:29:00.000-08:00

Long time didn't update my blog...LAZY, LAZY, LAZY!!!!
recently I'm busy for my future planning, but still zero at this moment...can somebody tell me how to make it from zero to hundred..?????
or I'm still need to wait until the changes come to me....????
my brain empty empty & empty...
& my heart still thinking thinking & thinking...

Can somebody show me how to move up the first step....????

人生

2010-02-04T00:37:00.000-08:00

我说：其實一個人係適當嘅時候受到挫折都未必係壞事，從錯誤中學習，從失敗中成長，反而有得返轉頭？

他说：那里跌倒那里站起，千万不要退缩。。。。！人生就是这样，像海浪般地有高潮与低潮。最重要是遇到低潮时别退缩或钻牛角尖。。。。！人生不可能风平浪静，就算真的有也未免太没意思了，淡而无味！！！

你说：对不对呢。。

我的留言

2010-01-19T03:23:00.000-08:00

“人哋话你唔得唔紧要，

最紧要系你自己唔可以话自己唔得。

唔好俾人泼你冷水。。

机会

2010-01-19T01:25:00.000-08:00

可不可以给我一次机会。。。

就是那么一次机会吧了。。。

可不可以。。。

懒懒的心情

2010-01-10T23:30:00.000-08:00

在这样的日子里，突然发现自己变得懒懒的，竟发现很久没有写blog 了，旧的一年过去了，轻松地心情却还没走，还在放松着自己，我需要反思了，像朋友所说的，晃悠了一段日子，接下来依旧是忙碌的身影，生活依然正常有规律。今天已经是2010年一月十一日，上班的路上下着蒙蒙的小雨，心情却有些清爽。上班的日子总是很仓促，一天一天的过的很快，我有时候也会很害怕，时间走的太急，我似乎抓不住什么东西，更留不下什么。所以，珍惜着，充实着过着每一天，不让自己留下遗憾。有时候在想，休假的日子是最快乐的，但快乐的时光是最短暂的，由此也会发现，平淡的日子原来是最多的，平淡其实也幸福，只要充实、只要幸福、只要安静，这才是最重要的！！！

2009的最后一天

2009-12-30T22:42:00.000-08:00

今天是2009的最后一天了。。

回想起来，感觉时间在不知不觉中，将要结束了。。

也就是说今天是2009年的终结。。。

在2009年，

感情里的我，

从无聊变得有话聊的开始。。

从朋友变成情人的开始。。。

从微笑变成我们的最美的记号开始。。

慢慢的有变化了。。

谢谢你，让我在2009年暖暖在你身旁依靠。。

一辈子暖暖就好。

事业里的我，

争取前途；向上爬。。但还没有看到结果。。

不用紧。。因为我相信。。

只要我再努力一点点。。一定会成功的。

愿望里的我，

2009年的愿望，

我希望我的Papa, Mama, 弟弟，姊姊还有妹妹。。。

开开心心的度过每一天。。

因为，我每一天甜蜜的微笑是因为他们而微笑。

Christmas Day

2009-12-24T01:39:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas & Happy New Year 2010....

祝全世界聖誕节快乐！！！

Story Time

2009-12-24T00:37:00.000-08:00

我们每一个人都有自己的故事，是开心的感人的遗憾的凄凉的幸福的平平无奇的，都不要紧。。。因为我们拥有不同的人生故事而成就了今天的自己，即使经历了多少沧桑挫折都不要紧。。那些都是在彩绘着我们生命的画布，也因为故事我们开始会埋怨，愤怒，讨厌过许多人，但也学习了放下与宽恕。。。

面具背后的故事

2009-12-17T00:54:00.000-08:00

每一天，我们都戴着最隐形的面具，玻璃的面具。透明的面具，让人不能察觉的面具，却又最容易碎的面具。。默默地看着镜子中的自己，曾经身上所具有的一切性格都随着时间慢慢地淡化和改变，我们似乎已经变成了我们所戴的那个玻璃的面具，惶恐于害怕自己弄丢了自己的面具。在这个世界上，带着真性情生活的人，大多数都不快乐，因为在更多的时候，真实的灵魂是孤独的，而孤独是生活是令人恐惧的。人们总告诉自己。。一定要坚强，就算有伤口也要把自己躲起来。。躲在没人知道的面具中。。好让自己慢慢的痊愈。。但~~有谁知道坚强的面具背后其实躲着懦弱的我们。。而我们的伪装只是想保护我们自己。。

一生中最爱

2009-12-17T00:37:00.000-08:00

如果痴痴的等某日终于可等到一生中最爱
谁介意你我这段情每每碰上了意外不清楚未来
何曾愿意我心中所爱
每天要孤单看海
宁愿一生中都不说话都不想讲假话欺骗你
留意到你我这段情你会发觉间隔着一点点距离
无言地爱我偏不敢说
说一句想跟你一起
oooh ooh
　　
如真如假如可分身饰演自己
会将心中的温柔献出给你唯有的知已
如痴如醉还盼你懂珍惜自己
有天即使分离我都想你我真的想你

宁愿一生中都不说话都不想讲假话欺骗你
留意到你我这段情你会发觉间隔着一点点距离
无言地爱我偏不敢说
说一句想跟你一起
oooh ooh
　　
如真如假如可分身饰演自己
会将心中的温柔献出给你唯有的知已
如痴如醉还盼你懂珍惜自己
有天即使分离我都想你我真的想你
如真如假如可分身饰演自己
会将心中的温柔献出给你唯有的知已
如痴如醉还盼你懂珍惜自己
有天即使分离我都想你我真的想你

如果痴痴的等某日终于可等到一生中最爱

我的希望！

2009-12-16T23:48:00.000-08:00

一转眼，秋天的日子原来已经结束了，还剩14天，又是新的一年了，新的一年。。。我又老一岁了，也代表着忙碌的生活要开始了。。。。唉～~一年一天的过，时间怎么越走越快了。。今年的我其实过得很充实也多了很多朋友，也留下了很多美好的回忆。。。明年的我，会是怎样的过呢！会不会也过得很充实呢！我想要的希望会不会心想事成呢！现在的我只希望我身边的家人，朋友与全世界的人都开开心心，健健康康的渡过每一天。。