A Valentinian Exposition

How God has been sowing the spiritual seed in my mind since my teenage?

noreply@blogger.com (Harshit) — Sat, 28 Mar 2026 21:28:00 +0530

The Problem of Evil and Cosmic Fatalism has disturbed me since my teenage years. I have said this many times in this blog as well as in my author website. I was heavily influenced by Roger Penrose and his ideas since my teenage years.

The Penrose-Lucas argument, The Andromeda Paradox, Twistor Theory, Conformal Cyclic Cosmology, Orchestrated Objective Reduction, The Penrose Tiling Problem, Fine Tuning problem, Quantum Mechanics is Incomplete, Quantum Measurement problem etc., all these ideas of Roger Penrose had a strong influence on me, in fact I can safely say that it was Sir Roger Penrose, the Nobel Prize laureate who initiated me into the Pagan Mystery Religions (I know Sir Roger Penrose is an agnostic atheist). What I mean by this is that if Roger Penrose had not existed then I would have remained as an atheist through out my life and I would have never doubted scientific realism and positivism. Without these ideas of Roger Penrose I would never have the motivation in me to look into an alternative epistemology.

Now on the religious side the scholar who influence me a lot was Devudu Narasimha Shastry his two works MahaBrahmana and MahaDarshana introduced me to the esoteric secrets hidden in the Upanishads and the Vedas. Apart from him, Emperor Julian (Hymn To King Helios-Aion-Mithras) and Saint Paul of Tarsus (Pauline Letters) have also influenced me strongly. I was not aware of Valentinus and Valentinianism at that time of my teenage and I must say along with these charismatic figures, the text, Mithras Liturgy from the Great Magical Papyrus of Paris also had a great impact on me.

Even after reading all these religious works, I would not have made the leap of faith into Esotericism if I was unaware of Roger Penrose and his works. This is the reason I say it was Roger Penrose who initiated me into Platonic Realism and the Pagan Mystery religions. He made me doubt the current scientific paradigm at that time.

I must also admit that Hubert Yockey, the physicist and information theorist who believed that the origin of life is an unsolvable problem also had a very strong influence on me. Remember Hubert Yockey never doubted Darwin's theory of Evolution and cumulative natural selection, he always insisted that once life originated on earth it was quite natural for evolution to kick in but he raised serious concerns on the natural origin of life and the error correcting mechanisms put in place in the replication and translation of genome and the genetic code.

The below article that I submitted to my College Magazine called Disha was published in the year 2009, more than 17 years ago. As you can see the topics which I mainly discuss in this blog hasn't changed much over the years, however my views on these topics have evolved over time but the theme of my research remains the same. This is the strong evidence of how God was planting these ideas in me since my teenage.

Now after 17 years since I wrote that article, when I look back, I have evolved into Valentinianism (Jesus Christ), Orphism (Chronus and Ananke), Vedism (a strong adherent of God Savitr and Niyati (Rta)), Zoroastrianism, and Mithraism.

Do you know where I am finally resting now? I am finally resting my life in fatalistic Zurvanism, in Zurvan, The God of Infinite Time. This doesn't negate or contradict my beliefs, I can very well defend and show, how all the above religions which I believe in are actually in support of Zurvan and Zurvanism.

It is Zurvan and Zurvanism alone which clearly solves the Problem of Evil and Cosmic Fatalism, the two main concepts which has disturbed me since my teenage years. I strongly believe, fatalistic Zurvanism and Zurvan, The God of Infinite Time will provide the Final Restoration and Immortality to Homo Sapiens. I am officially converting my faith into fatalistic Zurvanism. Franz Cumont, Nyberg and Widengren were right, Zurvanism was an ancient proto Indo-Iranian-European religion predating all other religions.

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Non-dual Realism

noreply@blogger.com (Harshit) — Sat, 28 Feb 2026 09:02:00 +0530

Right from my teenage my philosophical view is very different from that of Shankara, Vivekananda and Aurobindo. If you have read my About Me section in this blog it clearly depicts my world view.

My world view is very unique indeed and by arguing for the local existence of the Pleroma I choose realism over illusionism or world denialism and by saying my soul is of the same essence as that of the soul running the Pleroma I choose Non-dualism over dualism.

I have reached a stage where I can write a book on this, which will explain my worldview more clearly, I have also figured out something, all of my thoughts and work so far aligns to this view and its coming towards a conclusion. I will start working on this second book of mine when I get some free time.

I wrote this blog post earlier stating that “There is only one soul in the whole of cosmos” and to be very clear that one soul embodies all other souls in it. Therefore, it is important that I write a book on this to clearly espouse my views.

https://my-waking-dream.blogspot.com/2023/12/there-is-only-one-soul-in-whole-of.html

God is both one and many at the same time. Consciousness is not all that exists, there is something else that exists as well and that’s the structure of the Pleroma. To deny this is to insult and dishonour the creator of the cosmos.

Shankara denied its existence, Vivekananda ignored it by focusing too much on the free soul and Aurobindo said its existence will be known in a future state of human evolution.

My view is to not to deny or ignore the existence of the Pleroma but to seek it and know about it here and now. The implications of this is mind boggling.

Consciousness is a fundamental field of the Cosmos

noreply@blogger.com (Harshit) — Thu, 4 Dec 2025 00:04:00 +0530

A new theory proposed by Maria Strömme, a Norwegian physicist is making headlines recently and the title of her paper says:

Universal consciousness as foundational field: A theoretical bridge between quantum physics and non-dual philosophy

I have long argued that this paradigm shift is inevitable in my paper on academia titled:

Why the polytheistic mythos of the esotericists is inevitable?

Abstract: "A growing number of scholars, scientists and philosophers are leading us to an esoteric worldview without themselves being aware of this. While there seems to be much confusion on how to reconcile modern science with eastern and western esotericism most of the confusion seems to have come from choosing incompetent scholars for their study. The paper not only gives the correct approach for reconciling modern physics with Advaita Vedanta but also puts the hypothesis of the ontological and philosophical similarities between the two ancient monistic systems Valentinian Monism and Advaita Vedanta on a much firmer ground. An ancient method is also proposed to test this worldview and the paper concludes with the profound implications that it might have for religion, science and philosophy."

As you can see my claim in the abstract of my paper is turning out to be true mainly that, "A growing number of scholars, scientists and philosophers are leading us to an esoteric worldview without themselves being aware of this."

I think most of the ground work for connecting the bridge between quantum physics and non-dual philosophy should be credited to the French theoretical physicist, Bernard D'Espagnat for his work on Veiled Reality.

ChatGPT confirms Strong AI is impossible

noreply@blogger.com (Harshit) — Sun, 4 May 2025 15:12:00 +0530

The ultimate goal of the Artificial Intelligence community is to create a Strong AI system or at the very least try to replicate or simulate AGI. As a software architect I design software systems for various industries and domains. I usually ask ChatGPT to review my software design and use it as a co-pilot while designing software systems.

As I was conversing with ChatGPT, out of curiosity I asked the million dollar question to ChatGPT, “are you conscious?” and here’s how the conversation went.

I have added the screenshots of my conversation with ChatGPT above to show that I am not lying to anyone on this. This is what an intelligent system who was trained on the entire knowledge base of humanity has concluded, ChatGPT thinks that strong AI is impossible unless there is some ground breaking discovery or a revolution is made in modern physics.

The arguments against Strong AI was the first trigger point which converted me from an atheist to a Gnostic. The stakes are high for the creation of a Strong AI system. If anyone can show me a strong AI system then I will surely give up my belief in Gods and religion and will convert myself into a militant atheist. Such a Strong AI system will immediately disprove my belief that consciousness arises from the non-physical minds in the Platonic realm.

This conversation with ChatGPT has give me a lot of motivation and courage to search for alternative theories of consciousness and this conversation has also increased the urge in me to revive the ideas of Neo-Platonism and to practice Theurgy in order to escape from the prison of Plato's cave.

Check out my below website to understand why Platonic Realism is still relevant in the modern world.

platonicrealism.com

The solar eclipse on March 29th, 2025, a very rare event

noreply@blogger.com (Harshit) — Wed, 26 Mar 2025 00:32:00 +0530

A planetary conjunction is happening in the sign of Pisces according to sidereal astrology in the month of March. Almost six planets Sun, Moon, Venus, Mercury, Saturn, Dragon’s head or Rahu will be residing in the sign of Pisces. If you consider Neptune then it will be a seven planet conjunction in the sign of Pisces. Jupiter is in Taurus and Mars will be in Gemini and will eventually move to the sign of its debilitation in Cancer on 3rd of April.

All I can say for now that this conjunction is a very rare conjunction which doesn’t really happen for thousands of years. I have made some important discoveries about this conjunction which I am going to publish in the upcoming second edition of my book along with additional chapters on few other topics such as COVID-19, The Tariff and Trade wars of Donald Trump etc. These chapters will make the book more relevant for the modern times and provides lots of credibility to the work of Bundahishn written by the Sassanian Persians.

A new unconventional religion or a religious leader might emerge after this cosmic event. More on this in the second edition of my book, “The Entry of The Evil Ahriman on Earth”.

The new religious leader could be the promised messiah or Jesus Christ as per Islam and Christianity or it could be the messiah of the Jews or it could be Kalki of the Hindus or he could be Saoshyant of the Zoroastrians or he could be the Anti-Christ. Only time will tell, I also believe that the next true saviour of the world whether it is Jesus Christ or Saoshyant will be born in the region of Persia, Modern Iran as prophesied by the seer VeerBrahman who wrote the book “Knowledge of Time”. Iran is going to be in the midst of the talks.

This may not be the end of the world but we are very much in the transitioning phase of the end times which is going to be completed in a couple of centuries. Some may not believe in this but then why all the major volcanoes have become very active now and why so many earthquakes are happening right now. Why Nations are rising against Nations?

Unveiling the Bundahishn: My Journey to Bringing Ancient Zoroastrian Wisdom to the World

noreply@blogger.com (Harshit) — Tue, 14 Jan 2025 14:18:00 +0530

Ever since I started this blog in the year 2010 I have echoed two themes consistently in this blog. The first theme is the problem of evil and the other one is cosmic fatalism. These two ideas have strongly influenced my thinking and has disturbed me since my teenage years.

No religion has addressed these problems as effectively as Zoroastrianism and no culture developed on these ideas as seriously as the Sassanians, it was during their era that the ancient religion of Zurvanism was in vogue. I am extremely sympathetic to the Sassanian view of astrology that the planets are pure evil and these planets are the commanders of the world who are in turn controlled by the Evil being, Ahriman, while the twelve zodiac signs are controlled by the Good God, Ohrmazd.

The Sassanians have greatly contributed to astrology, astronomy and science. One of their greatest contributions to religious literature is the text Bundahishn, also known as Primal creation which outlines the origin of the cosmos, the spiritual and material creation, the struggle between Ohrmazd and Ahriman, the horoscope of the world, the chronological events in the 12000-year Persian cycle and the final resurrection of humanity.

The text Bundahishn provides a horoscope of the world marking the descent of Ahriman onto Earth, who returned after 3000 years, since he was stupefied by Ohrmazd at the end of the third millennium in the larger 12 millennium Persian cycle (i.e. Ahriman returned at the start of the seventh millennium).

Despite the fact that the author of Bundahishn provides lot of clues about how the luminaries were disposed in the sky when this event actually happened, no one has accurately traced this event in human history so for. It is with this motivation that I started my hunt for the horoscope of the world. My background in astrology and programming helped me to trace this important event in human history.

Once I discovered this event in human history I was able to deduce a date for the prophet Zoroaster, the founder of Zoroastrianism and also was able to identify the location of Airyanem Vaejah, the original homeland of the Aryans, also the first land created by Ohrmazd. There is no clear consensus on these topics among scholars even to this day. Scholars are extremely divided on these issues.

One thing which I have learned from this book of mine is that it is important to have an open mind in scholarly inquiry, particularly when engaging with new evidence or challenging established views. Just as Gherardo Gnoli, the Italian scholar and an expert in Iranian studies stated that one should be willing to change their mind many times as new evidence comes to light, reflecting a commitment to intellectual growth and adaptability.

The book also uncovers how astrology is linked to the Great Deluge which is mentioned in the various ancient cultures of the world, whether it is the myth of Gilgamesh, the Great Flood of Noah or the Chinese Great Flood myth of Gun-Yu, there is something for everyone in this book. It is a must read book for all those enthusiasts who are interested in Zoroastrianism and in Sassanian culture.

There is an intriguing thematic connection between the seven Archons described in Gnostic texts and the seven planets or commanders associated with Ahriman in Zoroastrianism. In these Gnostic traditions, the Archons are seen as forces that govern the material world and hinder humanity's path to spiritual redemption.

With this context, I am thrilled to announce that my book (consisting of all my research findings) has just been released and is now available for purchase worldwide! You can find both the digital and print versions on Amazon and Pothi, respectively. I hope readers everywhere enjoy reading it!

You can read more about the book from my author’s website - harshithskumar.com. The E-Book and the Print version are available at these links E-Book Print version

The Gog Magog Invasion is coming soon

noreply@blogger.com (Harshit) — Mon, 9 Dec 2024 09:31:00 +0530

Few years back I always wondered why on earth Russia would attack Israel but today the probability of this is so high that it might happen anytime in the next 3 months.

With the fall of Syria few days back the prophecy of Ezekiel may be fulfilled soon and all the events have happened exactly as described in Ezekiel sending chills down my spine.

The most disturbing thing is that nuclear weapons will be used in this warfare as per Ezekiel. One of my favourites, Chuck Misller from the Koinonia House has done a great explanation of the Gog Magog Invasion and it aligns with the current events.

Most people do not understand the seriousness of this event and the consequences it will have on the people of earth. Many astrologers, prophets and Baba Vanga have predicted that Damascus will be totally destroyed and will be in ruins as clearly prophesied in Ezekiel.

Donald Trump - Let's Bring Back Religion In America

noreply@blogger.com (Harshit) — Sun, 10 Nov 2024 20:15:00 +0530

Wow, just Wow! what a leader! and what clarity of thoughts. I was in USA in the month of October, 2016, when the presidential debate between Trump and Hillary Clinton was going on and since then Trump never misses to impress me. Much of what he says is absolutely correct. All his views are in the good interests of America and American people. Read my previous post on Trump is right on Syria and on foreign plots

No wonder why Elon Musk and many people endorsed him. I have never seen any president who is so vocal about his religion. He not only has the guts to openly talk about his religion but has declared to revive it in public. Just look at the reactions of people in the comments of the video.

Trump is spot on here. Majority of the problems in America is due to the lack of religion in their hearts. I hope Trump implements it and keeps up to his words. Let's bring back religion in America and let's introduce all religions in schools. No, Daniel Dennett, we are not afraid of anything, go ahead, introduce all religions in schools and see how your militant atheism and your philosophy obliterates into thin air.

You’ve Got Mail

noreply@blogger.com (Harshit) — Sun, 19 May 2024 03:05:00 +0530

Have you ever loved anyone without physically meeting or seeing (or knowing) him or her? I know how that feels 🥲

On the demonization of astrological planets

noreply@blogger.com (Harshit) — Wed, 27 Dec 2023 01:24:00 +0530

I am extremely sympathetic to the Sassanian Persians who conceptualised that planets are evil demons and mercenaries of Arhiman, the evil one.

Having followed Astrology for a few years there is some truth to their claims. Even the most beneficial of all planets Jupiter sometimes can create all the pain in the world in one’s life. In fact it’s said Jupiter destroys the house where it sits in. Even Sun and Moon can be evil and give miserable results to individuals.

We don’t even need to mention Saturn, Mars, Rahu and Ketu who inflict all the pain in the world to human beings. Gayamard, the first human died when Saturn was in exalted position. The belief of Hindus and other western astrologers that Saturn is a task master and he pays our past debts of Karma is bullshit. I don’t believe in theory of karma. When we don’t even have free will to do anything then where’s the point of committing sins and Karma. Saturn represents delay, hard work, slowness, misery, diseases, pain etc. i.e. all the things humans hate.

The Conceptual Image of the Planets in Ancient Iran and the Process of Their Demonization: Visual Materials and Models of Inclusion and Exclusion in Iranian History of Knowledge - External link

Based on my own life experience I am extremely sympathetic to the Zurvanism view that planets are pure evil and they are the commanders of the evil being Ahriman.

There is only one soul in the whole of cosmos

noreply@blogger.com (Harshit) — Sun, 3 Dec 2023 00:33:00 +0530

“There is only one Soul in the Universe. There is no 'you' or 'me'; all variety is merged into the absolute unity, the one infinite existence - God.” - Swami Vivekananda

I am not a dualist. Some people think I am a dualist since I give too much emphasis on Pleroma. I am a Non-Dualist.

Read about Valentinian Monism - External link

In fact the only one soul that exists in the whole cosmos is in the Pleroma and this is what is driving the cosmos.

The implications of this is earth shattering. The demon of Rene Descartes is real. This demon having omnipotent power is deluding our very existence. Rene Descartes discovered that the foundation of knowledge is “Cogito ergo sum” basically “I am thinking therefore I must exist”. The reasoning goes like in order to doubt the existence of oneself a thinking thing should exist and therefore I exist. But what is stopping the demon of Rene Descartes to delude us in making me believe that the voice and stream of thoughts inside my mind are really mine or in other words am I really the one who is doing the thinking. An omnipotent demon can easily make us believe we are unique and thinking on our own and that the stream of thoughts running in my mind are really ours when it’s not.

As per the Upanishads this omnipotent being indeed exists and these texts raises doubts on our psychological identity and doubts whether it is really me who is doing the thinking? The phrase “I am thinking” presupposes the existence of an I. The word “I am” is nothing but the Ego, a power of the omnipotent demon which gives a unique identity to a being.

As per the Upanishads this omnipotent demon has entered the bodies of all living and non-living things and he is the one who is running the show and he controls time - the past, present and the future.

Just try to imagine the implications here. This omnipotent demon is trying to do role play as being the seven billion odd people on earth. This just includes the Homo Sapiens and we have not even counted how many bodies exist in other other species where he indeed exists and animates all of them.

This one omnipotent being is acting like your wife, husband, daughter, son, mother, father, mother in law, father in law, your dog, your pet, every being you are encountering on the road is nothing but this omnipotent being with an unique body and psyche.

Why did this omnipotent demon created these bodies and entered inside these bodies? In the beginning nothing existed apart from this omnipotent demon. He roamed around to the ends of the cosmos and found no one except himself. If you have watched the movie, “You have entered the Sphere” you will get to know how sick it is to be lonely. I think this omnipotent demon was so alone and got so bored and therefore decided to procreate and created unique bodies and identities and entered inside these bodies so that he can enjoy the world with all the varieties it has to offer and do away with his loneliness. Upanishads do declare that all this world and everything is for the enjoyment of this omnipotent demon and this world belongs to him.

See I am really not telling lies here. I really don’t have to. No body has the courage to talk about these things like I do. Please read the Aitareya Upanishad from the below website. This Upanishad is from Rig Veda and you can imagine how genuine and old this is. I believe old texts are much more genuine and newer texts are manipulative. Why the heck there are so many sects in Hinduism if truth is one? Can two Hindus ever agree upon anything? Gosh!! Daniel Dennett is right no one has come up with a clear definition of what Hinduism is and hence this religion is sidelined. Every Acharya beginning from Jaimini has invented his own theory of interpretation of the scriptures.

Essence of the Aitareyopanishad - External link

When God is bored of playing the role as you, he gets rid of that body and psyche and the world calls it death. The psyche finds an another unique body and the enjoyment and sorrow continues and the world calls it birth. You step into an immersive virtual reality when you are born and you step out of it when you die. This omnipotent demon has created an advanced immersive virtual reality to get rid of his boredom and this virtually reality is our cosmos and this omnipotent being is playing all the characters in this virtual reality.

There are no individual souls and there is no merging of individual souls with God. You are already that omnipotent demon and if you identify yourself with anything else then you are in delusion. Read this excerpt from Swami Vivekananda.

The Free Soul - External link

I am not this body, not this brain or mind, the thoughts in my mind are not mine, the voice inside me, the inner voice is not mine. I am not this Ego. Whatever the world calls me is not my name. I am not in this world picture. I am that omnipotent demon.

When the entire world realises this fact that we all are one being, will there be any war or evil in this world. I don’t think so but the world is full of ignorance and delusions and may be the omnipotent demon wants the world to be as chaotic as possible just to enjoy the adrenaline rush.

Who can I blame for this chaos but myself? I can only blame myself for this. I created and stepped into this immersive virtual reality because of my boredom and forgot my true nature and now I don’t know how to step out of it and realise who I am. God himself must find redemption and heal himself.

There are some physicists who back this idea that we are living in a virtual reality. However I don’t need any backing from science for this idea to be true because I rely on revelation and revelation trumps logic and reason.

In fact the topic that I chose for the seminar of my Bachelors Degree was on Immersive virtual reality. I think I still have the work which I submitted to my college. I will upload it here once I find it.

In the Upanishads there is a concept called Dwasuparna Shruti. It says two birds are sitting on the same tree and one bird is enjoying by eating all the fruits of the tree and the other bird is simply watching or observing it.

Now the tree represents the body and the bird who is passively watching or observing is nothing but the witness consciousness (Sakshi or the world soul or Anima Mundi). Who is the other bird who is enjoying all the fruits of the tree? They name this bird as Ahamkara (Ego) but who is this Ahamkara? Many people do not know that it’s none other than the demon of Rene Descartes. Ahamkara is Hiranyagarbha, the God Savitr who is stimulating the mind and Buddhi and the doer of all actions and he is the Ishvara (Isha means the controller of everything - Go and search the Sanskrit meaning of Isha if you don’t believe me) mentioned in the Isha Upanishad.

Many people find this to be extremely contradictory, how can God be both enjoying and not enjoying at the same time? how can he be the doer and non doer? how can he be both active and passive at the same time? Hence no one has the courage to treat Ahamkara as God and they introduce this concept of Maya and illusion to treat this personal aspect of God as an illusion. A view of Shankara unequivocally criticised by Aurobindo and rightly so as Isha Upanishad and Yajnavalkya, the seer of Isha Upanishad doesn’t agree with Shankara.

- Nithin Shridhar, Chief curator of Advaita Academy

This omnipotent demon is stimulating the characters in the immersive virtual reality and also watching the play from outside as a witness. A role play created by God for his own enjoyment. How many of you have done role play in IRC chat?

My cute daughter

noreply@blogger.com (Harshit) — Fri, 16 Jun 2023 03:13:00 +0530

Do I need a better gift than this from God? God gifted us Radhvi Harshith in 2021. I am so proud of her. She is already been through such harsh times like Covid pandemic and everything. She might also witness World War III very soon. She was born from the grace of God and from our sincere prayers.

She likes tractors, aeroplanes, butterflies etc and she is a ditto replica of me. She doesn’t like to share her toys or gadgets with anyone else and that’s exactly how I was when I was a kid. She likes to eat all the food items I like as well. She has a strong vocal like me. She will not stop crying until she gets what she wants just like me when I was a kid. I hope God protects her from this evil world. I love her.

The twins, God and Devil, originated from the Cosmic Egg

noreply@blogger.com (Harshit) — Wed, 14 Jun 2023 20:48:00 +0530

Both in the Orphic mysteries as well as in the Vedas there is a concept of the cosmic egg floating in the waters at the beginning of creation of life.

As per Orphism, Phanes and as per Vedas, Hiranyagarbha or Prajapati originated from the Cosmic egg. Who laid the egg in the first place? As per Orphism, it was Chronus (God of Time) and Ananke (Goddess of Inevitability or Fate) who laid the egg in the Hydros (Oceanus) and as per Vedas it was Savitr (God of Time) and Niyati (Goddess of Destiny) who laid the egg in the Apam (Waters).

Now both these religions are very silent about one thing which they don’t mention it anywhere clearly. There was an another being who originated from the same cosmic egg before Phanes or Hiranyagarbha hatched out and it was none other than the twin of Phanes or Hiranyagarbha, The Devil, Ahriman (death and darkness). A truth identified by the followers of Zurvan and Zurvanism.

Astrology - How planets influence our lives?

noreply@blogger.com (Harshit) — Mon, 5 Jun 2023 01:05:00 +0530

In my previous posts I said that all the events in my life has happened according to the predictions of planetary transits and placements and I promised everyone that I will write more blog posts on this. In this post I want to give one such circumstance.

“If you were born in the star of Aslesha, Jyeshta and Revati, you will go through Ketu dasha in your teens or early 20s.

Such people have to be careful because this is the time when karma starts to manifest itself. You have to study in a college, much depends on what happens in college. You may not study well. You may FALL in love. Really fall down. Usually you fall in love with a forbidden girl or boy. Usually out of caste, you may have an unusual type of marriage. This applies only for those in a conservative society.

Such a person may get into drugs, alcohol or smoking. Effort must be taken to either avoid such habits or limit the intake to a bear minimum. Lucky are those who do not even experiment with such forbidden items, because once the experiment happens the habit is sure to follow”

- https://www.astroekdk.com/ketu-dasha-oh-my-god/

I am born in Ashlesha Nakshatra and my Ketu is in 2nd house. It was in my 20s that I fell in love with a Christian girl.

“The remaining 95% people will surely say, “Oh My God…. even my enemy must not go through a Ketu Dasha”. This is based mostly on my experience with my clients who underwent a Ketu Dasha and came me during the same dasha.”

That’s exactly how I felt, even my enemy must not go through this. It was such a painful period for me and it still hurts me even today when ever I retrospect those events. Some say Time heals everything. May be for some but not for me.

What does this mean? It means this was all pre-destined before even I was born. It was inevitable that I would fall in love with a Christian girl and later suffer all the pain in the world. It was all planned out by the evil planets.

It is so true because at that time I never wanted to be in a relationship and I was not interested in any girl at all. If I was interested I would have subscribed to dating sites and other channels and not meet her in a science discussion forum. That’s why I am saying we have no freewill whatsoever. Whatever ought to happen it will happen and no power on this earth can stop the planets from doing what they intend to do.

Now when I look things from this perspective I don’t hate myself nor do I have any hate and vengeance for her because no matter whatever we could have done better it was inevitable that we were bound to fail each other. No matter how much ever love you shower, if the other person is killing your love and your friendship then things will never turn for the better.

Maybe the right thing to do was to… Well these are her own words.

“The right response would have been, "hari, hum kuch galalth kar rahe hai kya? look, let's take time with God and find out. Till then, no more talking or chatting." But, unfortunately, we went on. God always points us in the right directon - but we ignored it due to pride and sin. The consequence for it is that we both got hurt beyond anything. Your hurts and my wounds have pained and pained and pained. Our hearts bled and bled and bled. We lost peace. We lost the friendship. We lost everything.”

If we had given time for each other and allowed the evil time period to pass away may be we could have remained as friends. Looks like evil had other plans. How do we escape from the influence of this evil planets? I don’t believe in sin and nor do I believe in past Karma. Don’t tell me I suffered because of something I did in my past life. That’s bullshit. Will Chronus or Zurvan or Savitr help us to escape from finite time?

Venus in Scorpio

noreply@blogger.com (Harshit) — Tue, 16 May 2023 23:40:00 +0530

I still love these videos in 2023.

Allen Premium Outlets Shooting - 8 dead

noreply@blogger.com (Harshit) — Mon, 8 May 2023 00:16:00 +0530

Mass shootings in USA is quite a common thing but the mass shooting at the Allen Premium Outlets feels like Déjà vu because I have visited this outlet and walked around the corridors of Allen Premium Outlet back in 2006 when I visited Allen on a B1 visa.

My First visit to United States

https://www.nytimes.com/2023/05/06/us/allen-mall-texas-shooting.html

Looks like evil has won this time around. I hope the victim families have all the strength in the world to go through this.

What does a man with Venus in Scorpio want?

noreply@blogger.com (Harshit) — Wed, 8 Mar 2023 03:28:00 +0530

My Venus is in Scorpio at 29 degrees and the below article definitely depicts the way I operate in a relationship.

https://www.elsaelsa.com/astrology/what-does-a-man-with-venus-in-scorpio-want/

How to escape from cosmic fatalism?

noreply@blogger.com (Harshit) — Mon, 28 Feb 2022 02:33:00 +0530

Its been almost 10 years since I started writing on this blog and throughout all my posts I am continuously echoing two conceptions which has disturbed me all these years. The two important concepts first taught to a Gnostic or an initiate of esoteric belief system.

The concept of cosmic fatalism - The belief that no matter what we do, we are part of a larger cosmic plan over which we have no control.
The world is inherently evil - The belief that the world is in control of evil archons who unleash all kinds of trouble and evil on humanity.

Both of these conceptions are very very disturbing and there is no way to deny the above two truths. The concept of cosmic fatalism can be proved using astrology and prophecy. When I was a teenager I was watching the videos of Chuck Missler from the Koinonia house about the Gog and Magog invasion and he rightly identified Gog and Magog with the Russian federation and its allies. Today as I write 5 (actually 6 if you include Pluto as well) planets are in conjunction on the sign of Capricorn and many Indian astrologers on YouTube indeed predicted the beginning of a world war, days and months before the war even started. Remember what Putin is saying, "Russia had no choice." The war was inevitable. No matter whether the west and rest of the world likes it or not the invasion of Ukraine was fixed in the stars. (Where was the west when the Ukrainian regime was committing genocide in the Donetsk region? Where was Elon Musk? Putin is not lying. Watch the Russia Today TV channel and west please stop putting bans on the Russia Today TV channel. The Ukrainian regime has killed innocent children in the Donetsk region and now the current Ukrainian regime is receiving the same treatment which they gave to innocent children for 8 continuous years and they truly deserve it.)

The point I am trying to convey here is that all the events in this world are predetermined and fated and no power on this earth can prevent or stop the evil planets from doing what they have to do. I am going to write more on astrology and cosmic fatalism in my future posts. My entire life, in fact all the events in my life is happening and has happened according to the calculations and predictions of astrology. According to Zurvanism the whole of humanity's fate has been predestined. There is no escape from this prison or the cave of Mithras.

What do we do now? To which God do we offer our prayers and sacrifices? Who can give us salvation? How do we escape from this evil cosmic fatalism? The answer is there is no way, the only way is that Chronus (The God of Time) and his wife Ananke (The Goddess of Fate) need to give approval to release you from this cosmic fatalism until then you are a prisoner of the cave. Some say rituals and prayers give us salvation through providence but isn't providence in direct conflict with the concept of Cosmic fatalism? If the supreme God and Goddess does not give you the approval then no matter what you will not be able to perform any rituals let alone receive salvation through it.

Please remember that the supreme God does not provide you redemption just because you have done something good in the past, No. You may have murdered many people in the past but God can still choose you and provide salvation to you. This is the concept of unmerited Grace which the Apostle Paul was preaching all along. "Who are you to question God?" asks Saint Paul. This is the bitter truth. Our salvation is not in our hands.

If this is the truth then how should we lead our lives? What morals should we imbibe? Should we lead a life of righteousness or unrighteousness? If everything is predetermined including all our characters and morals then none of the above things makes sense. The only thing that makes sense is to escape from this cosmic fatalism and attain freedom and immortality and this is possible only if God gives you the approval to release you from this prison. I am in a crisis of faith.

The Legacy of J.B. Lightfoot

noreply@blogger.com (Harshit) — Mon, 6 Dec 2021 23:34:00 +0530

In my about me section I have referenced a work from J.B Lightfoot where he explains about the 'Meaning of the word Pleroma'. Now many would think I must be a fool to reference the work of J.B. Lightfoot (who was a Catholic) when he has vehemently criticized the Gnostics and the Valentinians in the same work.

The Legacy of J.B. Lightfoot speaks for itself (See below Video). This is the reason why I have referenced the work of J.B. Lightfoot even though he criticizes the Valentinians and disagrees with them in the same text. The reason being the way he was able to articulate about the meaning of the word Pleroma. At least, J.B. Lightfoot had the sympathy to explain about his opponents view point and did some justice and gave benefit of doubt to Valentinus. J.B. Lightfoot deserves respect and I do respect him for his works.

Also, a person's birth place, cultural milieu during his birth time, his upbringing does influence what views and beliefs one will adhere onto in their life. For example: Majority of Gods worshipped by Hindus are not mentioned in the Vedas and yet I do have to worship them for the sake of my families and relatives. Who knows what would have been J.B Lightfoot's views if Valentinus had become the first bishop of Rome.

What are we supposed to do other than referencing the works from our detractors when you (Orthodox Christians) guys have persecuted us (Valentinians)? At least I have not referenced a work from Irenaeus or Tertullian.

The Problem of Evil in Zurvanism and Hinduism

noreply@blogger.com (Harshit) — Thu, 25 Nov 2021 23:43:00 +0530

Zurvan willed to have a son and sacrificed for nine hundred and ninety nine years but nothing happened and he started to doubt the efficacy of his sacrifice and the moment this thought arises in his mind an egg will come into existence and to his surprise the egg or the womb contains a twin. One of them is Ohrmazd, the good god who is the result of his sacrifice and another one was Ahriman who is the result of his doubt on the efficacy of his sacrifice.

Isn't the tendency to doubt a common nature of human beings? I think this nature has come down to us from our Father Zurvan. Even I used to offer sacrifices to the Savitr God, twice a day, once in the morning and in the evening for one whole year and I started doubting these sacrifices. I thought what knowledge have I gained by doing this for one whole year? After these thoughts came to mind unfortunately I fell unconscious forward in the morning and backward in the evening while I was doing sun salutations. Isn't this tendency to doubt things a common nature of human beings? Now you can imagine how Zurvan might have felt after sacrificing for nine hundred and ninety nine years, day after day and yet nothing happened. This is the reason why Zurvan said this to his son, Ohrmazd, "Up until now I have offered sacrifices to you and now you will sacrifice to me".

The intention of God was indeed to create a perfect world with no suffering and evil but he messed up big time with his experiment and this resulted in a world with both good and evil. Its like the gain of function experiments, though the intention is to do something good for the world but if things go wrong then the same gain of function can create havoc in the entire world and what better example than the gain of function experiments on Corona Viruses.

Hinduism has no concept of devil and all events are attributed as fate by God. How can rape and murder be part of the divine plan? How can you convince a women that something better is in store for her when she is brutally raped by someone and this is all part of the divine plan? If we have to believe that she got raped for something she did in her previous lives then why the hell God is not showing what we have done in our previous lives? Why is that hidden? How are we supposed to learn from our mistakes in previous lives if we are not even aware of why we are suffering in this life? This whole theory of karma sucks. For people like me who believe we have no free will whatsoever it makes no sense whatsoever. Foolish Hindus whenever something bad happens to them think that either its because of their past karma or its all part of the divine plan. This is where Gnosticism and Zurvanism wins me completely because it accepts the fact that something is wrong with the world through life experience. Both of the religions, Gnosticism and Zurvanism have the courage and the heart to accept the fact that even God is not perfect and he too is an emotional being who is vulnerable to fallibility.

Yes, the planets do influence us but as long as we will be victims of these planets we can never ever be free but mere slaves of Ahriman, the evil one. According to Zurvanism, the 9 planets are commanders of Ahriman and the 12 Zodiac signs are commanders of Ohrmazd and whatever goodness the 12 commanders shed on earth, Ahriman and his commanders distribute it unevenly by doing good things to evil people and by doing evil things to good people. (This explains the fact that why Good people usually undergo a lot of suffering in their life)

Some people ask why God is allowing evil in the world and does not try to prevent evil if he is so great and worthy of worship. The reason is God has allowed Ahriman to rule the world as he wish for 9000 years as God promised that whoever comes out of the womb first will make him a king and Ahriman did came out first as he was/is more smarter than Ohrmazd.

So now the big question is how do we break free from the influence of these evil planets because as long as we are in the bondage of these planets no matter what good we do in life these planets will make us suffer when time is bad for us.

Both Ahriman and Ohrmazd are inside every human being but we should neither strive to do good nor evil but instead worship Zurvan so that he delivers us from the bondage of Ahriman and Ohrmazd and lead us towards freedom and immortality.

You cannot change this world which is inherently evil and is controlled by evil gods and the only way is to be in the world performing your duties and yet remain neutral to the events in the world. You have to become the Purushottama of Bhagvad Gita.

The goal of our life should be to neither do good nor evil but to remain neutral and attain freedom and immortality by worshipping Zurvan before death arrives. If you do not attain immortality with in your lifetime then again you will die and born and again Ahriman will enslave you and you can never be free.

Hindus should open their eyes and try to study other religions and cultures and not just whine about how great their religion is. Hindus don’t even study their own scriptures and do we have to think that they are going to study other cultures and religions, just forget about it. Just by celebrating a few festivals here and there and by following a few customs will not make God happy. God wants you to return to him.

Only at death you will realize that none of this belongs to you, your wife, your daughter and son, your wealth, your fame, your power, none of these belongs to you. This whole world is for the enjoyment of Gods and Demons. This is their playground. The smart thing to do is not to get too carried away by good and evil. Gods use us like pawns to get their work done and dump you once their work is finished. Foolish human beings think that they have achieved all this by themselves.

Now an Atheist might say that this post is a rant and say how can a human being with at least two functional neurons can believe in this non-sense. Well, its definitely not non-sense, its based on my life experience and it makes perfect sense with all the evil events happening around the world.

Zurvanism - The Infinite Time - The Ultimate Theory of Everything

noreply@blogger.com (Harshit) — Mon, 7 Jun 2021 18:46:00 +0530

The world has changed a lot since my last post in this blog. Isn't it? I am glad to be alive and safe amidst this pandemic. Time changes everything. The whole world is controlled by Time.

Few years back I made a blog post with the Title "God is both a murderer and a Savior" and I am not the only one who have come to that conclusion and I have lots of company with me. Here is one, please read, "Time as God and Devil" published in the comparative religion column in the University of Manchester.

Unlike the Christian God who is an Omnipotent, Omniscient and an Omnibenevolent anthropomorphic being, the God of the Historical Indo-Persian religion was a neutral God with no passions towards Good or Evil and as everyone knows this concept of God resolves all paradoxes like the Problem of Evil.

But wait, is such a God worthy of worship? What good is a God if he is not able to protect a woman when few evil men are raping her and trying to insert a rod into her vaginal hollow. My heart shivers by just hearing those words (This is what is happening in India right now). How can Stoic philosophers defend this? Well, some introduce the concept of bad karma and defend events like this by saying she is suffering now because of some bad karma in the past. This is complete bullshit when everything is pre-determined and fore-ordained by God there is no such thing as bad karma or good karma and for all of your kind information everything in this world is happening according to the will of the Father (God).

So then why God created us and letting us to suffer like this? what wrong have we done? The answer is God has created everyone in his own image and he is expecting us to become like him instead of we trying to fix the evil world which is impossible to do because evil will exist as long as ignorance exist and ignorance will always exist because not everyone have the same intellect to comprehend the divine at any point in time, they have to be educated or in other words initiated into the mysteries. So rather than blaming God I would rather blame ourselves for the current state of our world.

We as Homo Sapiens have let ourselves down by not trying to acknowledge this Cosmic fatalism and instead of trying to escape from this evil world and become like God what we have tried instead is to find ways of establishing rules and order in a chaotic evil world and mindlessly competing in the world in the vain hope that we can control this world and lead a blissful life without God. All this evil and suffering will not end unless and until every living being in this cosmos become like God. When you are living with a mind and soul detached from your body what evil in this world will affect your blissful state? This is why God created us in his own image so that we all can become like him and finally rest with him.

Most religious people including myself believe in a God because it offers ever lasting life or in other words it offers immortality and if you want to live forever then you need a time which doesn't end or kind of Infinite Time. For example Mithras Liturgy is a ritual performed by the initiate to receive immortality from Helios Mithras.

There is one forgotten religion where this concept of Infinite Time and Cosmic Fatalism was unequivocally expressed in their religious thought and that religion is Zurvanism which challenged the religion of Zoroaster which originated at a later time. Zurvanites believed in a superior God named Zurvan who was the father of both the good God Ahura Mazda and the evil god Ahriman.

Zurvanism - The Religion of Zurvan, the God of Infinite Time and Space

"The twelve Signs of the Zodiac... are the twelve commanders on the side of Ohrmazd, and the seven planets are said to be the seven commanders on the side of Ahriman. And the seven planets oppress all creation and deliver it over to death and all manner of evil: for the twelve Signs of the Zodiac and the seven planets rule the fate of the world and direct it".

So according to them in astrology all the planets are evil and all the Zodiac signs are good. The reason why Jupiter being a planet gives good results is that the Zodiac commander who is associated with Jupiter is far superior to him and hence the Zodiac commander subdues the evilness of Jupiter.

The idea of Cosmic fatalism is very well expressed by Zurvanites using statements like below.

"Though [one be armed] with the valour and strength of wisdom and knowledge, yet it is not possible to strive against fate. For once a thing is fated and comes true, whether for good or the reverse, the wise man goes astray in his work, and the man of wrong knowledge becomes clever at his work; the coward becomes brave, and the brave man becomes cowardly; the energetic man becomes a sluggard, and the sluggard energetic: for, for everything that has been fated, a fit occasion arises which sweeps away all other things. [So too] when fate helps a slothful, wrong-minded, and evil man, his sloth becomes like energy, and his wrong-mindedness like wisdom, and his evil like good: and when fate opposes a wise, decent, and good man, his wisdom is turned to unwisdom and foolishness, his decency to wrong-mindedness; and his knowledge, manliness, and decency appear of no account."

Some of the Zurvanites even refrained from doing any good deeds.

"Different [from the atheists proper],' he says, 'are the atheists called Dahris. They give up their religious duties and make no effort to practise virtue: [rather] they indulge in endless discussion....They believe that Infinite Time is the first Principle of this world and of all the various changes and [re-]groupings to which its members and organs are subject as well as of the mutual opposition that exists between them and of their fusion with one another. [They believe too] that virtue goes unrewarded, that there is no punishment for sin, that heaven and hell do not exist, and that there is no one who has charge of [the rewarding of] virtue and [the punishment of] sin. [They believe too] that all things are material and that the spiritual does not exist."

Time has been elusive to physicists as well. Most of the equations in Physics are deterministic and time reversible i.e. according to the mathematical equations there is nothing preventing the water to flow uphill or for a broken glass to join back together. Yet our observations shows that only one of the processes happen by its own and the reversible process require some energy from an external system. This is due to the second law of thermodynamics which prevents entropy to decrease in a closed system. Physicists are still puzzled as to why such an arrow of time exists. We also have the psychological arrow of time where we can only remember our past memories but forever ignorant of our future timelines. Therefore physicists like Lee Smolin and Sean Carroll have come to the realization that physicists should start treating Time as a real entity rather than as an illusion.

Lee Smolin's Time Reborn

Sean Carroll: Why Does Time Exists

How or Why entropy was so low at the time of Big Bang?

Sean Carroll was joking that "May be the universe comes out of a universal chicken". Well, to the Greek Orphic and the Indo-Persian religion this is not a joke because according to them the universe did came into existence from a cosmic egg. According to the Orphics, Phanes originated from the cosmic egg and created the heavens and the earth including all other beings and similarly according to the Indo-Persian religion, Hiranyagarbha the golden embryo created all the creatures. But wait how did this egg came into existence in the first place? Doesn't this resort into the classical which came first, the chicken or the egg paradox? This is where the concept of Infinite Time comes into picture because according to the Greek tradition it was Chronos, the God of Time who created the cosmic egg from where Phanes originated in the first place. But wait, Who created Chronos? Well, there is no one above him, according to the Orphic tradition he was self created which (although there are other legends which says that Uranus and Gaia created Chronos) shows that Time is the ultimate reality.

KHRONOS (Chronos) was the primordial god of time. In the Orphic cosmogony he emerged self-formed at the dawn of creation. Khronos was envisaged as an incorporeal god, serpentine in form, with three heads--that of a man, a bull, and a lion. He and his consort, the serpentine goddess Ananke (Inevitability), enveloped the primordial world-egg in their coils and split it apart to form the ordered universe of earth, sea and sky. After this act of creation the couple circled the cosmos driving the rotation of heaven and the eternal passage of time.

The figure of Khronos was essentially a cosmological double of the Titan Kronos (Cronus) ("Father Time"). The Orphics sometimes merged Khronos with the creator-god Phanes, and also equated him with the Titan Ophion. His equivalent in the Phoenician cosmogony was probably Olam (Eternal Time) whose name is written Oulomos in Greek transcripts.

Below depiction shows a comparative religious idea across different cultures.

Chronos ~ ~ Zurvan ~ ~ Savitr ~ ~ Infinite Time

Hiranyagrabha ~ ~ Phanes ~ ~ Ahura Mazda ~ ~ Demiurge ~ ~ Finite Time ~ ~ Good

Danavas ~ ~ Yatudhanas ~ ~ Ahriman ~ ~ Archons ~ ~ Finite Time ~ ~ Evil

Super-determinism is still one of the unclosed loopholes of the Bell's Theorem and one of the possible solutions to the enigmas of Quantum Mechanics. Therefore Quantum physicists like Sabine Hossenfelder and Gerard 't Hooft are working towards a super-deterministic theory of Quantum Mechanics.

Rethinking Superdeterminism

I've lost half of my life

noreply@blogger.com (Harshit) — Sun, 24 Feb 2019 16:27:00 +0530

Sometimes, love is not just love, it's something more, something stronger than just love, it's sharing a heart, a soul, a life and when you lose it, you lose half of your heart, half of your soul, Half of your life, it goes with him or her, because it was part of you...

- YouTube comment

Ever since I lost my first love I have felt like I have lost half of myself. I just could not be the same person again. It affected my studies, my career and my performance in my job. I had to put double the effort to be where I am now. If I had my full potential I am sure I could have tried to achieve more things but I always said to myself to go slow and take baby steps because I knew what was going on with me. The above comment is so true for anyone who has truly loved someone and lost it. Truly a great comment on an unforgettable song. Thanks!

Luna di Miele in Italy

noreply@blogger.com (Harshit) — Tue, 12 Feb 2019 03:54:00 +0530

I am a romantic guy and I crave for intimacy which is so important for me. (I am a Venus in Scorpio) What better country to celebrate love and romance than Italy. There were many reasons why I chosed this destination for my honeymoon. Foremost I do not wanted to go to a beach destination again since I visited to Andamans recently. Other reason being, well there are lots of things which I like about this place. I love the movie Oceans 12 and most of the scenes were casted in Italy.

I am a follower of Helios Mithras and how can I miss the Mithreaum under the Basilica of San Clemente in Rome. It was a great experience to see the mithreaum with my real eyes. Being a ardent supporter of Julian The Emperor and Saint Paul of Tarsus i.e. a Pagan Christian no doubt I wanted to understand the culture and the language in their own milieu. Of course the present modern Italy is not same as the ancient one but it was nice to see how Italians have adapted themselves to modernity in the midst of ancient monuments and a rich history which is intriguing.

After choosing the destination the next thing was to decide on which cities to visit. Every city is so beautiful with a history of its own here and its so hard to include every city in your itinerary. I finally decided that I am going to these four must see cities.

Rome
Amalfi Coast
Florence
Venice

I still missed Verona, Lake Como, Bologna, Cinquetree etc. My itinerary was for 10 days and after some research I found out that I cannot miss those above cities for my first visit to Italy and to the Schengen area. It was worth the effort I had put in to get the visa and Italy didn’t disappointed us. Everyday was an amazing experience for us and felt like over the moon.

It was my dream to bring my love here and the dream came true this year. I couldn’t have asked for more than this. I must say the people here are very kind and courteous and wherever we went we were treated well. Not to mention the food and the wine here and since we both were non vegetarians we had wonderful time in our dine.

I cannot possibly upload all the pictures here so you can follow me on Instagram.

https://www.instagram.com/p/Bthh8zmAe2waoIInXJ__Lkf5GIJmzIfRTrgzP40/?utm_source=ig_share_sheet&igshid=12kph8fqrvhz2

God controls all the things all the time

noreply@blogger.com (Harshit) — Sat, 15 Dec 2018 21:45:00 +0530

Saint Paul is right, God indeed controls all the things all the time whether we like it or not. All our voluntary thoughts which lead to voluntary actions are not really voluntary at all. All our thoughts are stimulated and controlled by God.

https://www.desiringgod.org/interviews/does-god-control-all-things-all-the-time

Cover for 165 million plus interest song

noreply@blogger.com (Harshit) — Wed, 12 Dec 2018 00:28:00 +0530

The Michalec brothers have done a great job by covering this song which I love.