My Love, My Life and Me

THE PLACE OF NOWHERE

2017-12-30T23:23:00.001+03:00

GREAT PRETENDER

2017-01-22T22:02:00.000+03:00

WISH I COULD SEE YOU AGAIN

2016-12-18T23:48:00.000+03:00

End Of The Road

2016-08-28T00:55:00.000+03:00

JEALOUS

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Emptiness

2016-08-22T03:27:00.001+03:00

GONE

2016-07-31T00:47:00.003+03:00

A DANCE OF MY LIFE

2016-07-31T00:17:00.000+03:00

WITHOUT YOU

2016-07-19T00:31:00.000+03:00

WITHOUT YOU

I can hear you from afar

I feel your heart beat

I can feel the warmth

Of a broken dream

I walk alone

I continue my journey

Searching for something

That I know now is missing

It’s hard to say goodbye

To the one that is so dear

That in my whole life I can’t bear

Not to be with you.

I close my eyes and dream

Just to see you again

To mend the pain

The pain that we both made

LIFE WITHOUT YOU

2016-07-18T00:30:00.000+03:00

LIFE WITHOUT YOU

Playing a guitar without a string

Doing musing without a tune

Dancing without rhythm

Having songs out of tune

Laughing in tears

Crying without tears

Walking without destination

Dreaming while awake

Life that is not breathing

Heart that’s not loving

Playing without a game

Firing without an aim

This is the life without you

Life that is not true

A mistake that I can call

That made my life fall

How can it be?

How can I mend thee?

A broken heart

A broken dream

Hoping that you are still with me

Dreaming that you will still be there

Crying in vain

Just to cure the pain

I know its goodbye

I know that’s the last wave

I know I will not you

And so I wave goodbye and say hello.

ALL ALONE

2016-07-17T00:29:00.000+03:00

ALL ALONE

All alone in the rain

Mending the pain

Because of the time

That slowly gone

Yes you left

And I never felt

That I am alone

The time I am with you

Pouring tears never help

The pain that I kept

It’s sad that you not with me

But I should go on

How can I mend the broken heart?

How can I stay alone in the dark?

How can I continue?

The life that is now messed up

I will travel with a heavy burden

I will continue the journey

Looking for something

That I still don’t know

I still wish that you are here

I still hope that I can hold you

I still dream of being with you

Even you are gone

IF I COULD SEE YOU AGAIN

2016-07-10T22:01:00.000+03:00

IF I COULD SEE YOU AGAIN

We said goodbyes

And so it goes

We departed

And never meet again

It has been a long time

I hope you still remember me

The one who loved you

The one always on your side

If I ever see you again

I will tell you how much I love you

I will not let time pass

Without showing how dear you are to me

If I can only turn back time

And I will meet you again

I will make sure that every moment

Is a moment that we will treasure.

If I could see you again

I will make sure that our love will prosper

Like the flower in bloom

And will never wither

I will ever see you again

I will make sure that every moment

Is music in tune.

With beat and harmony

If I could see you again

But the will be when?

HOW CAN IT BE CALLED HEAVEN

2016-07-10T21:18:00.000+03:00

HOW CAN IT BE CALLED HEAVEN

I can you see

I can feel you

You seem so near to me

But I cannot touch you

You are blue as a gem

You are precious like heaven

You are calm like paradise

And I wish I there floating with you

I want to feel the breeze

I want to be wrapped

Around your tender love

I want to be in peace

You are my dream

A dream where I will lay

Where I will share my last breath

Because you are my heaven

You are unreachable paradise

The untouchable heaven

That everyone wish

And dream to stay forever

Heaven is happiness

Heaven is calmness

How can I be there?

How can I reach you?

How can I be with you?

How can I be there?

And when can I hold you?

For sometimes I feel you

I just close my eyes

I just stay alone

And that’s the only way

I am with you

Sometimes I feel you when I am sad

When I am in tears you comfort me

When I am alone you are with me

When everything is dark you give me light

Is heaven means sadness?

Does it mean loneliness?

Can I only feel you in tears?

Can I only see you when I close my eyes?

They say paradise is heaven

They say happiness is heaven

They say laughter is heaven

But why is it different?

How can it be a paradise?

If I am alone

How can it be happiness?

If there is tears

How can it be called Heaven?

2016-07-10T20:42:00.000+03:00

A SMILE OF BROKEN HEART

I dance under the rain

For them not to see my tears

For them not to know

That I smile while I cry

I mingle with happy people

To forget what you have made

To smile even am broken

I know it’s hard but it needs to end

I said goodbye

But it doesn’t mean I don’t love you

I said goodbye

To let be free and happy

You may see me smile

Yes I smile

Because I see you happy

But that is a smile of a broken heart

Broken into pieces

That it will take long time

To mend and to forget

But I know I did it right for you

I try not to cry

I try not to shed a tear

I try not to be sad

And show a smile of a broken heart

I wish you well

Just be free

Be happy

While I smile with my broken heart.

I’LL SAY GOODBYE

2016-07-10T20:37:00.000+03:00

I’LL SAY GOODBYE

I say goodbye

It’s time for me to go

I wave goodbye

Don’t know if I will come back on no.

I set you free

You can now fly

Free like a wind

To comfort somebody

Don’t worry my dear

I will always be here

Alone and trying to mend

The broken heart you left in me

You may see me cry

But don’t worry

I want you to be happy

That’s the reason, why set you free

I know it’s hard

I know it’s sad

I know it will take time

But I know you will be happy

I will know say goodbye

To my love

To the memories

And the time you are with me

Be free

Have a smile always

And if you see me again

Just give me sweet smile and I will be happy

Thank you my love

Thank you for the time

Thank you

And now I need to go

Goodbye.

CHASE YOUR DREAM

2016-06-26T03:19:00.004+03:00

Everybody fall sometimes

And find the strength to rise

From the ashes

And find a new beginning

Don’t you give up now?

The sun is till shinning

And even the sky is falling down

I have seen miracle just happen

Impossible is not a word

Journey is done by every step

Go ahead and take it

And always keep believing

Even if your dream is on top of the mountain

Just continue

Remember that even the sky is gray

Sun will always shine on you

Dreams can always move a mountain

Even if your sky is falling down

And the world is telling you cant

Just believe and you can make it.

If your dream is like too wild

Just go and chase it

Until you grab it

Hold it in your hand

Chase your dream

Even you fall

Stand up and continue

Just chase it because its for you.

LOVE WILL TAKE YOU HOME

2016-06-26T03:18:00.001+03:00

I now you heard stories

I know you want to go

I know your mind is traveling

I know you want to come home

Your love will take you home

Home is the place

The place of your comfort

A place you always dream

Home is you will always go

In times of darkness and rain

Thunder and lightning

Home will always be your shelter

Even you are far away

Just close your eyes

And love will take you there

The place you always call Home

When love takes you home

Everything changes

Everything feels alright

Even you are far away

Even you can’t reach by your hand

Home will still be there

Waiting for you

Love will take you home.

SADDLE UP YOUR HORSES

2016-06-26T03:17:00.000+03:00

Come on guys, wake up

Sun is shining and it’s a beautiful day

Trail is clear and inviting

Saddle up your horses and we are ready to go.

We will journey to somewhere

Somewhere that we don’t know

We will go for an adventure

Adventure of our life

So saddle up your horses.

We will find the missing piece of my heart

We will run through the wilderness

So come on guys

Saddle up your horses.

Saddle up your horses

We will go for an adventure

We will find the piece

We will go for adventure with our horses

Saddle up your horses

Saddle up

Saddle up and be ready for adventure

Until we find the missing piece.

LET IT BE

2016-05-19T20:26:00.000+03:00

LET IT BE

Let the moon shine

To light up your night

Let the stars glitter

To decorate you broken heart

Let the leaves fall

To give way to spring

Let the flowers bloom

To color your world

Let the night ends

To give way to sunshine

Let the wind breeze

To comfort your lonely heart

Life without you is nothing

I always sit here waiting for you

Waiting that one day you will come

But you are gone and will never come

Let the river flows

Like my tears of sadness

Let the mountain rolls

Like the an obstruction of love

Let birds sing

Calling for you

Let the wind blows

Whispering your name

I close my eyes

Feel the warmth that is gone

Holding you in my dreams

I know you are gone so let it be.

JOURNEY TO NOWHERE

2016-05-15T01:01:00.001+03:00

I keep watching

I keep walking

I continue to fall

But it did not stop me

I set up a journey

A journey looking for something

Something that still I don’t know

But I still continue

I keep watching

I keep walking

Is there a way I can find ye

Is there a sign I can see

I lost my way

And I don’t where to go

But still I continue

Because I know time will show

Is there a road I could follow?

To bring me to where I want to go

Is there someone to guide me

Or should go alone all along

I lost my way back home

I hope you are here to guide me

But i know that you are not with me

So i need to go alone

Is there a way I could find you

Is there a way to find you

To bring you way back home

Home where should we be

In the darkness of my dreaming

I know that no one will reach out a hand

I can go alone along

It will be great if someone reach out

I don’t care if I fall

I don’t care if I lost my way

All I know I can go

To where I don’t know.

CYCLE

2016-05-14T23:48:00.000+03:00

Rain drops

Tears fall

Heart cries

And life dies

Trees grows

Flowers bloom

Leaves are green

And it all ends up dry

Rivers flow

Bends in every valley

Cross every mountain

Ends up in a wild blue ocean

A child is born

Loved

Broken

And gone

Love grows

Pampered

Shared

Lasts and gone

PRECIOUS . . . GONE

2016-03-27T12:10:00.002+03:00

PRECIOUS . . . GONE

As I look up the sky

I remember the times

When you and I

Dream together as one.

My tears start to fall

Like rain in the summer day

Flows like a river in the desert

That dries in an open sea.

I would like to reach you

But I know you are far away

I want to hug you

But you are not beside me

It’s like a nightmare while you are awake

If I can only fly

To have you

If I can only be beside you

To hug you and say how much I love you

It will never come true

Because you are gone

Gone and will never come back

All I have is none from you

My love turned to dust

Blown by the wind

Dead and buried

Like a long lost memory.

REASON

2016-02-11T03:14:00.001+03:00

REASON

I hear drops of rain

Hear it falls on the roof

It makes me wonder

How did it happen?

I feel the breeze

It hugs me and comforts me

I ask myself

Why should the wind do that?

I hear the music

It has harmony

It has rhyme and rhythm

I ask why it should be like that.

I open my eyes

I saw people

People that struggle to live

Why is life like that?

It’s like a dance

You can’t make it without a sound

A sound that makes you move

That makes your dance meaningful

I open my mind

And I just understand why

Why everything should happen like that

Because it has reason to make our life balance.

JOURNEY TO WILDERNESS

2016-02-03T01:44:00.000+03:00

JOURNEY TO WILDERNESS

I started to move my feet

Move towards to nowhere

Started a step

To make a long journey

I started to walk

Heading to somewhere

That I don’t belong

But trying to discover what’s in there

I started to see

See something I don’t know

But I still continue

To see for myself what I can do

I many faces

Faces that I don’t know

Faces that first time I saw

But still I continue

As I pass through with every step

I see faces

Faces of Happiness and sadness

But I still continue

I started to ask why

So I did continue

But still the answer cannot be found

So I did continue

I pass by paved roads

No trees

No rivers

No flowers

I told myself

This is a different wilderness

Wilderness that I cannot explain

Wilderness that you can see everyday

A type of wilderness that you cannot see in jungle

Nor not available in the forest

Not even in valley

Not even under shaded trees

This is the reality

Reality of life

Life that lives in wilderness

Wilderness that us can explain

WELCOME TO THE JUNGLE OF LIFE.

I LOVE YOU GOODBYE

2016-01-26T20:49:00.000+03:00

Like the flowers that blooms

It starts from a bud

It shows its beauty

Then it withers

Just like the tide

It comes rushing to the shore

Kisses it

And Leaves

Just like the wind

It breezes

And lets you feel the comfort

Then it’s gone.

Like the love

You want to see it forever

But there are times that doesn’t allow

So you let it go.

The love that I gave to you

Was so precious

So pure

So clean

I let it flow just for you

To the purest I can do

But you let it go

You find someone new.

I told myself that I will let you go

Because happiness is what I look forward for you

I hope I did the right thing to do

But I know that I will miss you so

Even though I love you

I will let you go

And so I say Good bye

Even I do love you so.