Thomas Wentworth Hardy

Capitalism

sirgarlon@bigpond.com (Thomas Wentworth Hardy) — Sun, 10 Apr 2011 05:55:00 -0700

If everyone is exploited there will be no-one capable of buying a product at market.I am not good at making small gains because I tend to be generous.Although this might be interpreted as a form of risk I feel bad because it is true that I rely on others' in my circle who are more shrewd.Some people approach capitalism by seeking to get their share of the pie through techniques such as marketing without really having made anything ground breaking.Like Bon Scott said I'm a fifty cent millionaire.For a person such as myself with no great income but good cashflow vices can be virtues.People understand the impetus to the economy that my behaviour amounts to as rather than saving money I am a spender.So who is more likely to succeed the kamakaze with a dollar in his pocket or the miser?Families are a good justification of the former and I look forward to providing for a child.My Stepfather called me the ultimate consumer and some people insinuate that I'm retarded because of the volocity I drink and smoke.The problem I present to people is one of character.I don't restrict my indulgences at home I don't even wear clothes.One of my greatest assets in my method of not wasting money is the internet and if I have a few dollars to spend that's three litres of life saving lollie water.People who take life too seriously will die of a heart attack or murder someone.

Disability.

sirgarlon@bigpond.com (Thomas Wentworth Hardy) — Mon, 28 Feb 2011 01:24:00 -0800

They built it round
Were they aware of movies Marlon Brando was deemed too obese but completed?
Was it just that after escaping a Turkish jail they needed to be observed as they were prone to suicide?
I walked around and around the inner patio
Proud of my incarceration and although I hated the B-side my life became
So many opportunities were there which I paced away
There was pain and referencing....
He knew the beauty of the hot water and the steam but they derided it as ceramic engineer....
My God the plethora of dispossed Kings!
They call it 'off with the fairies',witness to the injustice
I need help

Please help

Hard Core Fags

sirgarlon@bigpond.com (Thomas Wentworth Hardy) — Tue, 1 Feb 2011 08:19:00 -0800

They imply that my poetry is meaningless as the inept cunts don't accept that it is autobiographical,a reality stranger than fiction.It is the sun shining on dark enclaves with highly controversial themes as it is not a pursuit pertaining to sport,jesus and or bumroot.They are Mozart's rivals and it is disturbing to see that they would actualise my death as I expose their tiny hearts with my noble defiance.I don't want to write about quaint observations,I want to write about self mutilation with razor blades or love trystes ending in suicide attempts.People accuse me of being dispassionate,Keroac and Lawson saw nobility amongst the ordinary just as Monet and Van Gogh deserted grandiosity and painted the light in a street or a pond.Lawson also had mental health issues and I contend that no man is an island and the powers that be have done hideous inhumane things to me with the intent of perpetuating all that is negative in Australia and the World.They call it 'The System' and I say fuck the system I will forever strive to achieve freedom.My poetry is an Australian Mein Kampf but without anti-semeticism.Hitler's views about race were pervrse and unfounded.However they said I was a danger to society but I didn't do anything without there being good reason.The Magistrates like fucking little boys.

Gemology

sirgarlon@bigpond.com (Thomas Wentworth Hardy) — Tue, 25 Jan 2011 08:08:00 -0800

Two village girls whisper to one another beneath the papaya tree

Angkor Wat is young compared to the blood in their veins

They are supple....bamboo is flexible and as hard as the shields of khmer

Cambodian women are nymphs and it is not a crime to see your refelection in the lotus pond

They wonder what stupidity has inspired the lust of Zeus

They forgive him for his heroism they bertrayed and what is left is Love.

I cannot but fail to recall my Topaz

I told her as I slept release me from this hatred

Or better still just go

I gazed at the green specks in her blue eyes

The sun has burnt out and I won't reignite it

It's terrific this abys into which I am falling indifferent to my tears.

The Black Knight is hooked on his oriental romance

Lineage from the Sultan of Jogyakarta

Why does the moon in the Javanese sky look green?

It's not that she and I imploded in a supernova

But she made me her champion barely believing that I was capable of loyalty

On my shield is blazoned the cross and I owe it to the good dead Dutch to look after their flock.

A marriage of longevity is something to be proud of.

Can I Say Fuck Off Universalism?

sirgarlon@bigpond.com (Thomas Wentworth Hardy) — Sun, 16 Jan 2011 17:17:00 -0800

Banal.....the temptation of Christ!
Give a Jesus Icon away free with every upsized cheeseburger.
Were it true that your lack of intelligence mirrored the mind of God
Your altruism might achieve an ex-wife who picks up johns at the Department of Social Security
The starlets are entitled to stand on my shoulders
For an individual who proclaims a need to emancipate must indeed relinquish the spotlight to playboy bunnies that they may escape their background.
It is not for me to admonish those who fuck
Because like Jim Morrison's diamonds plucked from the night sky
I seduced her and indeed I grew her.
White chicks are contraband

When Jesus needs to be pleasantly surprised
Dressed in arabesque garb reclining in Babylon harem.

My Mind Is A Tetrahedron

sirgarlon@bigpond.com (Thomas Wentworth Hardy) — Tue, 16 Nov 2010 13:18:00 -0800

There's such a thing as the nature of the mind and it's conclusions being logical and then there's such as nature which is unpredictable and doesn't follow any laws of predictableness or mathematical rationale,this presents a dilema for the human being.The solution is to have a partial distrust for reason.We are given senses as human beings,the most important being sight facilitated by eyes.With these eyes we process information but our brains also colours the eye's interpretation through the consequence of memory.Using education and experience the normal person uses their female side to evaluate what is before them.I am a very revolutionary human because I am interferring in this process of digesting information by manually controlling the chemical balance of my brain through the daily application of psycotrophic medication.

However in order to placate fools of which there are many an intelligent being believing in co-operation must also show spirit even if this is to include violence.A human being afterall is not just a herbivore it is an omnivore.My advice to achieve the duality of objectiity and violence is to set standards based on principles about how one treats others and he stainlessness of one's own behaviour.The survivors are the hard working,educated,inelligent,proud and kind.

Primary School

sirgarlon@bigpond.com (Thomas Wentworth Hardy) — Mon, 8 Nov 2010 10:51:00 -0800

When I arrived at my new Primary School it was a rude awakening to a far less enlightened environment than I was used to.There was a love child there who refused to wear a uniform and for this supposed crime he was teased relentlessly.Apparently it contnued for him into High School and in the end he committed suicide by throwing himself in front of a train.Children can be very cruel from an early age.I was often bullied in school,I never absolutely fitted in although I was generally liked as an intelligent larrikan I was still an outsider who was also ignored by the girls.One marked difference I had was that my parents were divorced which was a great tabboo in the 70's and 80's.During this time I had a great crush on a girl called Heidi but was painfully shy and never proposed a romance with her.I have often times been painfully shy when It comes to professing my love for a female.My wife has told me that although I have liked her since she was sixteen it wasn't until years later that she realised this.Thankgod single life is over and thankgod monogamy has a beautiful reason which is replicated by some animals for instance Kookaburras.Women are called the fairer sex not because they are weak but because if they can champion the underdog in society they will do so especially when that type of person is being singled out for ethnic cleansing.

Loneliness

sirgarlon@bigpond.com (Thomas Wentworth Hardy) — Thu, 21 Oct 2010 05:29:00 -0700

I've been left alone in psychiatric wards for reasonable amounts of time with next to nothing to entertain myself with.I've experienced a lot of solitude.Even when I was a child,the railway station where I grew up would only receive one train an hour but I would gladly wait in the wind and the rain for the long journey into the city.When I was sixteen I would fuck my girlfriend and then run twelve kilometres home in the desserted streets.If ever I have an appointment I turn up an hour before and just wait.Some of the greatest loneliness I've experienced was in group homes both in Sydney and Hobart.Before I got my worst scars covered by tattoos I used to stare at them in bed and pine for a girlfriend I lost because of my unstable nature and terrible loosing streak.My life is a lot less arduous now but I am still capable of being alone as I exhibited recently when I stayed in Jogyakarta on my own.At times I felt suicidaly depressed and all I did was eat and then get pissed but like they say you've just got to harden the fuck up.I had a dream that I went to gaol and it's weird because it feels so sinister and actual,probably just the dream police fucking with my head.A lot of people wouldn't have had the backbone to have led my life but please abhore war because I am over hardship and that's what it would entail plus a heavy dose of monotony.

Spotter The Ultimate Cunt.

sirgarlon@bigpond.com (Thomas Wentworth Hardy) — Sun, 3 Oct 2010 10:55:00 -0700

I hook into the Indonesian clove cigarettes.The brand I buy are 38mg of Tar.I love the way they smell and crackle occaisonly as the cloves burn.I go into the town and buy a few cartons.The price of one carton is the same as one packet in Australia.I am never without either softdrink or beer.Beer is reasonably expensive by Australian standards.I like to carry my machete and hatchet because the only way to sway a terroist is to kill him.I'm very into Indonesian Nationalism and I wear the Javanese hat,the pece aswell as various prayer sarongs.I normally stay in Java for two months but I have stayed for much longer.Their television is pretty shithouse and is saturated with shampoo and motorbike adds.Occaisonly I take digital photos of people and landscapes to take back to Australia and work on them in Photoshop.The nightlife where I am is non-existant so I ride a borrowed motor scooter to a tourist town for rich Indonesian business people where I drink the local drop Bintang.I believe in starring at plants and flora generally and whilst I mayhave been isolated amongst very spiritual people they accept that plants are the original inspiration of God and it is worthwhile to imbue their originalness.I tak my psychotrophic medication and I get the tour done sometimes by the skin of my teeth.

The Hippy Trail

sirgarlon@bigpond.com (Thomas Wentworth Hardy) — Tue, 28 Sep 2010 17:44:00 -0700

Persons receiving the Pension are legally entitled to go overseas whilst receiving benefits.it is limited to three months for those receiving the Disability Support Pension.The affordable and safe option is to choose South East Asia.Fly to Denpasar and stay in a Backackers in Kuta.Access all of Bali such as Tulaben,Gunung Batur,Lovina,Tirtaganga and Ubud uing cheap public transport.Catch a bus to Java and stay in Yogyakarta.Therein live frugally spending your time reading and acrue pension money for the journey to Singapore.Catch a Pelni Ship with an economy class ticket from Semarang to Singapore.Check out Singapore for a day and then catch a Bus at night to Kuala Lumpur in Malaysia.Stay in Kl for a few days and go to the Thailand embassy to get a good renewable visa.Catch the bus to Hat Yai Thailand and then catch another bus to Bangkok.Stay in Khao San Road for 1 month saving your money and live and eat cheaply.After this time has elapsed catch a bus to Chaing Mai.In Northern Thailand visit and stay in Mae Hongson,Pai Lamphun and Lampang.Enter Laos via Chiang Kong and stay in Huaxai.Travel down the Mekong by tourist boat and visit towns on your way to Vientienne.Continue until you get to Southern Laos and re-enter Thailand and retrace your steps all the way to Denpasar where you will board your flight back to Australia.This message will self destruct in thirty seconds.

POLITICS

sirgarlon@bigpond.com (Thomas Wentworth Hardy) — Tue, 21 Sep 2010 11:13:00 -0700

I'm sure our lives are pre-arranged by Governments.To be a politician is mostly concerned with the charade.There can be no time for virtue or ideology because these things however well meaning are bound to repeat the violent mistakes of the past.There is very little room for Id and public embarrasments are at all costs meant to be kept to a minimum.I never thought my personal history might come to haunt me however I failed to see that implications of living in a world full of nepotism are that we must defend ourselves in time and space lest we court tragedy.As we age we evolve into a leader but like Kennedy or Hitler I like ilicit drugs as a means to satiate my continual desire for espirit d'corps.Often times I think I would have been more suited to the Nineteenth century when people's political passions hadn't yet been proven to be spurious.Contemporaneously the Leader of My State is Kristina Keneally.Like most State Premiers she is more of a Railway Station Manager merely concerned with the day to day affairs and rudementary functioning of the community.I hated the former Priminister john Howard because of his Right wing views especially Australia's involvement in the Iraq war.The conservatives often rant on about the evils of our Welfare State.The idiots are also into solutions which may aswell mean The Final Solution.

Is it Clairaudient or is it Paranoia?

sirgarlon@bigpond.com (Thomas Wentworth Hardy) — Sun, 19 Sep 2010 09:24:00 -0700

The English Monarch must adhere to the 39 Articles of Faith as his or her contract with his or her subjects.There are many tragedies to endure on this planet.Therefore I don't grieve much when people die.If you have experienced a death of someone which has effected you negatively call on the use of your senses to place you somewhere probably hideous as it's reality and then understand that life is for living and it is guilt at being alive that is also making you so sad.As I have disclosed my Schizophrenia I am the victim of a lot of slanders and hatred from grown adults.Is it true that every human being seeks to belong?I don't sin and I'm being Jew Baited.They'll lock you up and throw away the key if you use metascepticism.Is all this life just a figment of my imagination which ceases to exist when I die?Are all of our antiquities and aged landscapes some sort of Stage prop designed to convince us of something other than a totalitarian conspiracy in which the Thought Police seek out rebels who know the truth?Are the maps of the world actually the true landscape or are their secret regions where the chosen live in paradise?What is the consequence of 'Playing God' and are we all inevitbly clones?Are the American Governments underground concealing Nazis who will emerge once they have destroyed the above ground populations?His initials are an acronym for the names of Satan.

Royal Australian Marine Corps Elucidate

sirgarlon@bigpond.com (Thomas Wentworth Hardy) — Thu, 2 Sep 2010 10:35:00 -0700

What many foreigners may find hard to believe is that Australia doesn't have a President as Head of State.Our Priminister is accountable on a basis of understanding of propiety to the Australian Governor General who is the representative of The English Monarch who also holds the title of King or Queen of Australia,contemporaneously it is Queen Elizabeth II.I used my initiative to create the Royal Australian Marine Corps which hasn't existed in Australia for 100 years or more in order to fill the breach of morale deficiency which was threatening to undo the resolve of Australian society and it's leaders.I would still like to fight the enemy physically.Their propensity to kill innocent people is a fucking disgrace and their best insult is to call we Australians 'crusaders' alluding to the barbarity of Europeans in the Middle East during Medieval times.This is something that I am not ashamed of.Richard the Lion Heart is an inspirational figure and I believe there are three legitimate claimants to the Holy Land,Muslims,Jews and Christians.I want Australia to focus their inherited strength towards fighting for the principle of virtue and oncemore occupy Jereusalem.I refuse to run or hide from the Saracen.

Even Paranoid Schizophrenics Get Stalked

sirgarlon@bigpond.com (Thomas Wentworth Hardy) — Wed, 1 Sep 2010 04:45:00 -0700

Catholics can't believe that I can live my life without Jesus.I don't want the world to end because I'm having so much fun.My insight tells me that people sometimes like me but I have no idea why.When people don't approve of me I often concurr.I've recently got back from Java and Bali.I stayed in Denpasar,Jogyakarta,Jakarta and Ambarrawa.I've always been an ambitious person but things didn't go so well for me since I was a small child.With my Mother and Step-Father we survived though.There's a TV presenter in Sydney who's developed mental illness.His parents said that they can't control the life of a 33 year old and I think this is very true and I've admitted that to myself from the get-go.If you're suffering from being a misfit the best thing to do is remember your pride,it can be a great ally.During periods where I've been under the pump I always set out to live it up and I fought to preserve this rebel streak in me and I've been vindicated.There is an adage 'never trust a man who doesn't drink'.If you're into austerity take it somewhere else weirdo.Even if God does exist he provided these intoxications that we may take the good and the bad with a sense of humour.A generous spirit doesn't waste any of the perishables that grace his table.Love and be merry.

SEX

sirgarlon@bigpond.com (Thomas Wentworth Hardy) — Mon, 30 Aug 2010 08:31:00 -0700

She caught my attention in the Gay bar holding a beer can between her tits.I was tripping hard on an Astro boy.We went back to the house where she was a guest and in the morning I was still off my face and had to meet the old woman she was boarding with,it was very embarrasing because what was I to say to her...'yeah I'm still off my face on LSD and I just spent all night fucking your boarder'.I had no idea where I was and escaped into the acid saturated morning to go home,to the safety of my parents house on the upper north shore of Sydney.I'd borrowed this girl's jumper and she wanted it back.I couldn't face seeing her again and she rang me for months trying to get it back.Another time I found myself tripping on a green pyramid gel trip and lying on the dashboard of some strangers car speeding through the Eastern suburbs.Eventually I took a not very attractive chick into a flatmate's bedroom and performed some half arsed sex act on her.After I was finnished I took her out the front door and threw her in the gutter just to get her off my case.I suppose you think that was harsh but that's really the tip of the iceberg.Being good seems so unappealing.I like to use my senses primarily as my guide in an uncertain world whilst others focus on personal principles such as responsibility.It's become positive to be negative in this fundamentalist,moronic world.

JAILBREAK

sirgarlon@bigpond.com (Thomas Wentworth Hardy) — Sun, 28 Mar 2010 00:20:00 -0700

Those of the Patriachy or else inadvertant obstructers of myself are either defeated by artifice or raw aggression.To put it simply I am undertaking another assault on the Indonesian archipelago,a mobile mission this time starting off in West Java and taking a photographic tour back to Central Java via Jogyakarta.Schizophrenic's are judged on their sanity whilst they are in an uncomfortable environment with no accurate perception of their achievements and their strengths are ignored by not particularly bright nurses.One thing I always knew was that I'm not a dysfunctional individual and my conquests have included many adventures overseas.As it stands the Mental Health System that deprived me of my liberty shall now dance to my tune especially since I am compliant with medication.The shit makes me on the one hand more mad and on the other less anxious.I'm supposed to be stacking shelves somewhere or digging ditches but this is an agenda from hate filled psychiatrists which has no bearing on the way I decide to live my life.Ggetting ready for bustling streets filled with beggars and touts whilst I seriously march my way into hostel's.The important thing is to count one's luggage and establish one's abode via taxi's and YES USE THE FUCKING METER.

I'm Better Than You,You Fucking Robot.

sirgarlon@bigpond.com (Thomas Wentworth Hardy) — Mon, 8 Feb 2010 12:21:00 -0800

Hecate is denied her equal status with Heros.They land American maggots on her Luna surface.Were they doing the American media thing to focus on the Charioteer exclusively and ignore the other God's in the name of simplicity.Any student of theology or Classical philosophy knows that reverence for the humble stoicism of the worker is as integral as any of their other viewpoints.As a consequence of owning my own home and having a nice car the Nazi's are salivating over the prospect of appropriating my wealth.When all political groups disdain schizophrenic's and their supposed delusions it represents a dangerous seed of toxic biggotry.I hate journalists who plagiarise everything and generation Y weirdos with a penchant for sneering at me only based on the label a delusional tyrant psychiatrist Jew gave me.If my vocabulary and knowledge is something you can't fathom don't right it off as gibberish.My accomplishments in life are such that I am better than most people but I am quick to forgive their transgressions.It's not against the law to be warm and communicative.People who seek through ambition to criticise their inferiors are sociopaths who should be made to work in the Salt Mines.Being adroit at Academia does not require the soul needed to do physically debilitating work day in day out.

Tom Is Listening To The World Mainline Sorrow

sirgarlon@bigpond.com (Thomas Wentworth Hardy) — Mon, 30 Nov 2009 09:02:00 -0800

I'm seeing the world like Iggy Pop in his prime.I may be criticised for stating the obvious about this Town.I admit it to say that Dapto is the cultural centre of the world is indeed hardly oblique.It's been said to me before that the inmates have all taken acid.Dawn approaches here in New South Wales.How shall I best disagree?Why with cigarettes and piss of course.I'm doing a Tobruk breakout and my God I've done em a lot harder than this.I laugh about would be politicians who I've tricked into drinking my piss,stories for the media when Jesus decides he's allowed to recline like Budda.Christians claim man is made in the image of God so is the Lord alike to an image of me.Sometimes like Chewing your beers you've just gotta accept her Majesty's benevolence and be pastoral and happy in your wealth.

The insane are said to rock backward and forth when they are psycotic.It's just another example of re-inventing the wheel or if you like feeling the same religiosity as praying moslems.I don't know about the absolute truth of a creator other than saying his name on paper be it Jehovah or Allah can inspire in our brains great revery.My best friend's names are an acronym for the names of Satan but like every other Joe he's just trying to make his way.Get over the world concept and join with me in this pitiful scene by Brugle...that's all it can be.

They're Torturing Me With Advice Based On Falsehoods

sirgarlon@bigpond.com (Thomas Wentworth Hardy) — Mon, 23 Nov 2009 07:02:00 -0800

In my efforts to be successful I have avoided an attempt to network with famous people because despite what people say,I am not ahead of myself and also famous people are often self-interested sociopaths;better that I rely on my friends.If I have helped people on their journey to enlightenment it is in part through my study of Eastern texts such as the Bagavad Gita.Therein the behaviour of the yogi is to sit in the jungle in the nude and meditate without recourse to materialistic consumption.It's very difficult but it's ok to be apathetic and there is grace in doing without doing.An Australian way to explain it is 'all you need is a heartbeat and a heart.'What really should create bitterness in the mind of a poor man because a rich man can only drink as much as a poor man.I'm very much engaged in psionic combat with many sectors of the world's population.I think I'm defending myself and today I'm going to take this one step further by contacting my social worker and my Father's solicitor.My surname is both a noun and an adjective.I have always tried to be brave defending my family members and protecting them from criminals.I have also tried to become tough through years of physical work ranging from farmwork to furniture removals.In the psyche ward other inmates told me we were science experiments,it's true;I'm in a submarine which is required to remain submerged for six months.

Drugs=Liberty

sirgarlon@bigpond.com (Thomas Wentworth Hardy) — Wed, 28 Oct 2009 14:24:00 -0700

Was Budda Chinese or Indian?I am very worried these days because I lack the strength to do the right thing.Perhaps my inability to do the right thing is because of invisible obstacles.Sometimes I wear a Muslim prayer sarung(sarong) around the town.As I've matured I've become a bit of a Karma builder almost out of desperation to see things work out.The tactical wisdom of the obsessive compulsive needs to be switched on and off and in this way is useful.I need to take drugs because I have a lot of experience but no mentor to polish me up.I'm a rough diamond and it sucks.Society people are gay like vaseline.By leaving the staus quo unchallenged I become an asesory to this fucked up bullshit of the Western world.I'm going to Sydney god willing and will buy two bottles of amyl nitrate.It's been a while since I was drug fucked.It's true that there are a lot of special people in the world but I'm leading a lack lustre life and I think this is my penatence.I know from my study of Christian and Ciceronian philosophy that to suffer is virtuous.Something is concerning me and I'm not sure what to do about it.I think it will happen to Europeans or Americans.I've flirted with the darkside but I'm still Anaken Skywalker and I'm stupidly kind.

On The Lowest Rung

sirgarlon@bigpond.com (Thomas Wentworth Hardy) — Wed, 28 Oct 2009 11:47:00 -0700

They're breaking there own caste system and they swallow aswell.Like the Travelling Wilbury's said the only thing to do at the end of the line is help out.I first self mutilated in a psychiatric ward in Hornsby Hospital.The mistake I made was not calling the Psychiatrists a cunt.Mental Ilness is something people think should be hidden.They think Psychiatric patients are insane,not the profesionals but the ignorant public.Why am I so apathetic about being poor?Especially since there is no afterlife being rich or being a slave to the dollar doesn't make sense.The cult of celebrity is an insult to my intelligence,especially since the celebrities are up themselves.Western society is full of indulgence.i told Obama on his Myspace page that he should be a single term President.I think it's a hot potato and I think he should be viewed as a hero rather than a failure.Sometimes the best thing we can do is relinquish something we are obsessed with.Increasingly I am a solitary figure.I don't need company.I've just finnished abusing a young woman on Facebook.I hope she doesn't retaliat but she was denying my beliefs validty and I always fight to justify my position.Part of the mental illness problem is to do with perception in which I'm deficient.Sardonically enough Charles Manson said the same thing.

Fear

sirgarlon@bigpond.com (Thomas Wentworth Hardy) — Tue, 13 Oct 2009 07:14:00 -0700

Like Bligh or Odysius I returned to theFatal Shore to find the society was disabled by my escape to Java.I'd thrown off the suburban shackles of disrespectful people who were used to indulging in peer pressure. Like Dire Straits said I'm 'Making Movies.'Some mother fucker's even wanted to exorcise me when in reality they were just afraid of my vast mental inspiration at the time.I love the internet because it's similar to the television in so far that what might be deemed as nuts in ordinary inter-personal relationships can now be published and however hard they try to silence me ,it will always be regarded by intelligent purveyors as valid expression.Some of my enemies try to manipulate me with false praise.I don't know if I'm an Artist or not.Some people have heavily criticised what I'm creating but use no critical analysis on themselves.I've thought about setting up a small workshop in Java where artist's paint onto canvas my digital work.All of this requires capital however and there is no guarantee that I'd make any money.It doesn't suit the capitalist world that I am anything but a menial worker.It's how retards cope with their own dismal shortcomings.Oh well,I'm philosophical and know that one day thankfully it will all be over.RIP

If You Don't Have The Reverence For Women That I Have You Won't Make A Good Leader

sirgarlon@bigpond.com (Thomas Wentworth Hardy) — Tue, 18 Aug 2009 19:53:00 -0700

Australia is a ship sailing for Moronia with the fools clambering to get on board.Homosexuality like veiling women doesn't respect women.Gardasil is a dangerous drug promoted by Australian Elite Con-Artist's who are primarily interested in the money it can generate.If you don't think that women are the benchmark for everything that you yearn for you will never be able to understand the fundamentals of life.I'm public enemy number one in this society because I'm a straight Anglo-Saxon male.Christianity is the opportunity to be a Paedophile because they teach that it's alright to sin because everyone sins and Jesus died so you can be forgiven by God.Personally I'd prefer to burn in hell for all eternity than molest a child.The other way that they get you is to say sex is sin.There's no aspect of sin about my beautiful sex.I've always regarded it as my devotion and appreciation of a beautiful woman.The Romans will crucify you for being Jesus or for being critical of Jesus.I'm different to many successful people because I didn't get my degree and I'm more intelligent than them.Schizophrenics when they read Shakespeare or the Bible have the sensation that they wrote the works themselves.This is because there is only one unanimous path of genius based on courage.

Like Ringo Said 'I've Run Out Of Time.'

sirgarlon@bigpond.com (Thomas Wentworth Hardy) — Sun, 14 Jun 2009 12:05:00 -0700

There are also invisible Doors of the mind offering opportunity and an strict but flexible mindset is the best way to navigate this life which is beset by the false allure of gold.The ribbed scars on my chest are acknowledged by black people as tribal scarification and I am glad I've done it because the scars and practice of it is a form of humility which is a liberation over the material which is a passage fraught with suffering like a child that hurts himself playing.When I was first diagnosed with Schizophrenia I asked my Paternal Uncle what I needed to do to overcome my predicament.He said that it is a world full of wonder and I have learnt to recognise and flow with that insight.Because I'm schizophrenic it titilates the loosers that know me because they think they're eugenically superior.I don't play emotional games with other people because I think it's beneath me.If someone offends me I don't normally do anything about it but just walk away.Just as it's always been society is about looking after number one.I've been subjected to a lot of false suggestions lately from Politicians and the Media.I believe that unless you stand up for yourself when assaulted by this plethora of lies you will be coralled like a herd animal and sent to your death.In Dungeons and Dragons the Paladins,Barbarians and Druids are restricted by what posessions they may have.It doesn't matter then.

The Joy Of Education In Australia Has Been Raped By Mercenary Motives

sirgarlon@bigpond.com (Thomas Wentworth Hardy) — Tue, 9 Jun 2009 12:57:00 -0700

Why do I need to return to University when there are so many books in my posession which I am yet to read?.In reality the only recognised legitimate motive for going to University is a means to get rich.I heard in a song recently,the Artist's name escapes me;'maybe you will find that the light at the end of the tunnel is you.'I quite like living in the country.The isolation is something which must be overcome but because of the low population density many self-illusions are stripped away and what is needed is more apparent in this simple life.Austerity is a negative tactic in comparison to indulgence.Some people spend greaty energy in promoting their deception whereas 'the truth will set you free.'I've never had a proper job.Because of how I romanticised the ideal of the hard worker in industry I took whatever job it was that happened to be before me such as working in kitchens.The downside of this strategy is financial but I do believe it was advantageous in building character.As dawn approaches this morning I contemplate my mediocre bank balance and like the ordinary poor everywhere I lament the real life that is denied me.Bound and trapped in this solemn pale I suppose I'll escape the gloom by eating my way out.The truth about people who challenge other's to not indulge is that they satisfy their ego by sabotaging the good motives of good people.