In my corner......

my father's eyes..

diffgirl24@gmail.com (diffgirl) — Mon, 05 Jan 2009 11:47:25 PST

eric clapton's song (below)struck a particular cord in me.. my relationship with my father got tarnished along the way, there were a lot of reasons. although i blamed his erratic behavior for our...

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friendships too late to salvage & fb

diffgirl24@gmail.com (diffgirl) — Mon, 05 Jan 2009 12:02:54 PST

one quick look down my friends list on fb, you'd think i'm the queen in the center of it all. sky high wall msgs,tagged photos & boxes full of crap. but nothing could be further from the truth....

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how late is it to call it quits..?

diffgirl24@gmail.com (diffgirl) — Mon, 05 Jan 2009 12:06:09 PST

..on a random browse, this poem written by some (wise) guy, caught my eye.. the first few lines were pieced together like this.... why should a foolish marriage vow, which long ago was made, oblige...

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finding the (ethics) balance..

diffgirl24@gmail.com (diffgirl) — Mon, 05 Jan 2009 12:10:48 PST

..80's-90's & beyond ..parents have known to play mind games with kids from time to time. mine were no different. when someone asked to pick your fav parent, as a kid it was a no brainer to me....

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yet another phase..

diffgirl24@gmail.com (diffgirl) — Mon, 05 Jan 2009 12:13:13 PST

.."i just cant take this anymore..i dont know what else to do.." she sobs into the phone, i go speechless, my mind wandering for an answer. i dont have any. my mother has reached her limit. she cant...

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one complicated cordless phone

diffgirl24@gmail.com (diffgirl) — Tue, 06 Jan 2009 08:28:23 PST

i desperately want to ship home a cordless phone. sounds simple right..? my father's recovering from his second stroke and things dont look all that well. he gets his share of good & bad days....

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feeling mundane..

diffgirl24@gmail.com (diffgirl) — Tue, 06 Jan 2009 08:32:53 PST

...things have been bottling up inside me since i was about 10 years old, i'd explode if i don't do anything about it. i guess i never learnt how to deal with my problems head on. i would just shove...

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2009

diffgirl24@gmail.com (diffgirl) — Tue, 06 Jan 2009 08:39:43 PST

..as the numbers on the clock slowly pushed their way towards the midnight on the new years eve, a dazzling display of fireworks filled up the night sky, piercing the coldness in the air. the dawn of...

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ironic

diffgirl24@gmail.com (diffgirl) — Thu, 08 Jan 2009 19:56:21 PST

..its been 3 or 4 days since i last called home. as much as i'd want to check in on my parents, i dread what im going to be filled in on. its always something. maybe im just being selfish & trying to...

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ramblings

diffgirl24@gmail.com (diffgirl) — Mon, 12 Jan 2009 08:43:42 PST

..start of another week's here. i don't know what it is, but i have been feeling kind of... weird. you know ..sad/not so sad/bizarre/complexed.. may be even incongruous. ha! funny, i didn't even know...

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floodgates

diffgirl24@gmail.com (diffgirl) — Tue, 27 Jan 2009 12:10:47 PST

..flashbacks of random memories just keep flooding back, constantly beckoning with glimpses of the past. it keeps me up all night. for the longest time, i kept shoving them somewhere in my soul not...

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full circle

diffgirl24@gmail.com (diffgirl) — Fri, 27 Feb 2009 08:45:13 PST

All relationships in general, are difficult at times. Over time, the dynamics of any relationship can evolve or change and you've got to work at it. I have seen it first hand growing up and even now...

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Layers..

diffgirl24@gmail.com (diffgirl) — Mon, 06 Apr 2009 13:47:20 PDT

a friend sent me this short poem on fb, and now i cant get it off my mind. (its my day off!) what other possible way could i find some tranquility in life especially at a time when my head knows not...

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grown up baby steps..

diffgirl24@gmail.com (diffgirl) — Mon, 25 May 2009 10:04:36 PDT

things have improved dramatically. we have been looking past the big elephant looming in front of our eyes for way too long. neither of us wanted to go there. but now i think we both have realized...

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top of the list..

diffgirl24@gmail.com (diffgirl) — Tue, 26 May 2009 08:23:07 PDT

..only a handful of things have shown the potential to bring happiness in my life. my kids would definitely steal the top spot on that brief list. well..they are great kids. may be thats such a...

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ok..

diffgirl24@gmail.com (diffgirl) — Sun, 31 May 2009 12:17:29 PDT

i woke up restless. i just knew something wasnt right. called home at the crack of dawn, it turns out he needs a comprehensive psychiatric evaluation done asap. he needs to be watched up close. dr's...

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going on retreat

diffgirl24@gmail.com (diffgirl) — Tue, 16 Jun 2009 13:49:22 PDT

..there’s a quaint little place out in Olaboduwa village, just off Gonapola (close to Horana, if i remember right) in Sri Lanka, where you can go on a spiritual retreat. Ayya Khema International...

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life spells

diffgirl24@gmail.com (diffgirl) — Fri, 03 Jul 2009 09:31:35 PDT

i learnt pretty early on things aren't always what they really seem. yet every time something doesn’t turn out the way it should, it hurts. i should be immune to this stuff by now, instead of setting...

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owning up...

diffgirl24@gmail.com (diffgirl) — Tue, 15 Sep 2009 11:34:14 PDT

i have never been good at opening up. still not either. one of the very reasons i started to blog was to unleash & may be let go a little. its a work in progress & still struggling to gather...

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