My Taquila...

MOGTT

2012-01-30T22:09:00.000+08:00

Today is my appointment for my MOGTT. MOGTT is stand for Modified Oral Glucose Tolerance Test. Alaa mo tinguk paras gula dalam darah tu ba~

I was been in fast-mode since 10.00 p.m last Sunday's night to the next 8.00 a.m. Eventho it seems pretty easy to fast between those hours (time tidur ba tu), but then, it's pretty uncomfy for me who usually woke up in the middle of the night to go pee and drink some water..urghh..meronta-ronta kerongkong sa ba~

I went early to the lab to take my 1st blood test. I was told to drink one full glass of glucose and need to fast another 2 more hours before the second blood test -.- Tolong laaaaa, minum air gula yang sungguh pekat itu without any mix made me so oh la la..(keluar-keluar air mata mo kasi habis ba)

So, instead waiting at the hospital for two more hours, I went home a while to take some rest. Tapi yala, kalau suda balik rumah, sure a bit late to come back to hospital. I was left behind some queue so pengajaran la kan. I was told to meet the doc for another scan. Eereii..this time I waited about 3 hours! Luckily la i got bring my mineral water to break the fast after the second blood test. Gila begegar-gegar kehausan!

Met the doc less than 15 minutes to do the scan. Deii..tunggu 3 jam, jumpa doc nda sampai pun half an hour -.- What can i say, public hospital what :)

Exactly 1.00 p.m I left hospital and straight away went to take my late brunch..huhuhu..sakit eh~

The Checklist

2012-01-28T14:23:00.000+08:00

Yerp yerp..i'm in the middle to prepare for my lil one!

Everything is 'new' to me, so the excitement is very O.T.T. I just need someone to 'hold' my feeling towards the cute lil things I saw in the mall..fuh~

The very first thing I bought for the preparation was a 'small closet' exclusively for him/her only! Was thinking to buy the kinda like drawer-closet, but then the space so limited to be put inside our bedroom. Oh by the way, I am still staying with my PaMa :P

The closet emptied for couple of weeks. When my aunt and big mem 'barked' me to buy little by little things for the baby, then only I dragged D- to buy those little-little things. Hahaa..Some I bought online, and some from the mall. Everything was so cute, seriously!

But then, being the first timer made me a bit blur. So, I printed out a checklist for the baby. Ingat kawin jak ada checklist ba -.-

This is one of the many sites I browsed through.. www.littlewhiz.com .

Currently, I checked 30% of those in the list.Paling banyak I prepared so far is the clothing's section. Beh..habis la~ Still thinking about the cot/beddings..hurmm..

There are still a lot of things need to prepare oooo, and I have another errr 2 months plus. Yerp, by mid-April, some new thing is going to change my life *wink wink*

Until then..muah

hard to believe~!

2012-01-13T06:39:00.000+08:00

napa baaaaaaaa? sa mo tanya once again NAPA BA orang-orang yg nda pandai buat kerja kena kasi duduk di pejabat! sudah la kerja yg perlu efisien pnya people, sana ba juga dorang kena letak..heh!

correction : not all the officers la, but MOSTLY, di mana la tempat kita mo berurusan CEPAT, TELUS, EFISIEN, TANGGUNGJAWAB sana ba kena letak orang-orang yg dogo dogo nih! bikin panassss~

why? Since 2010 sa urus sa pnya pengesahan jawatan nda pun kena sah sah! why? because of this dogo woman! Tried to settle direct to HQ in KK tapi yala they'll said 'ada suda cawangan sana kgu, so..ikut prosedur la' ..deii, apa mo ikut prosedur kalau pegawai cam tai!

Sudalah pembengis, nda hormat orang! salah dia nda mo akun..heh!

25th and growing~

2012-01-11T21:10:00.001+08:00

hello everyone..

pregnancy updates..uhurmmm

so okay, i'm in my 25th week and my bump is getting bigger and bigger for the past few weeks..so fast eh the 'blooming'! how is my condition?

Morning sickness : oh, bye bye suda la..currently food intake is increasing..opsssieeee..

Food : Thanks God I don't have this kind of feeling of needing certain food. I can eat almost everything like NORMAL..err, i meant makan macam time before pregnant ba..

Stamina : hurmph..I can sensed that when the clock strikes 12 p.m, my eyes started to shut by itself. Brain not working anymore and asked me to have some forty-winks. So, what did I do if I was in school? Took a rest for a while and waiting patiently for the school's end. Mo limpang puas-puas throughout the evening..heeeee. Back pain, oh jangan cakap la.duduk susa, jalan susa..haihhh

Bump : hooo..it's getting obvious day by day..I can sensed that its growing fast these past 2 months.. Everything looks so small and oh, I cannot see anything down there suda..huuuuuu

Clinic : I tried my best to have a monthly check up and yes..sa suda kena jarum twice for the tetanus.. Pain? Of course! Tooks about 4-5 days to heal ooooo. End of this month, I have this appointment for another blood-test. Twice ah mo kena ambik darah! aiyaa..pengsan la sa ni tau~

Skin Condition : ermm, I should be lucky because my skin condition is still Okay.. teda la tu hitam-hitam like they all said will come out during pregnancy. But then, the stretching of the skin especially at my bump area ohhhh-so-pain! Seriously macam kena carik-carik ba tu kulit. I just put some baby oil or the traditional-coconut-oil made by my grandma. uhurmm :)

Baby : Gender? Oh..no no. D- and I want it to be surprise! Enough to see the baby 'swimming' around inside , but to know the gender, we are not opt to peek its lil 'thing' heeee. Well, he/she is fine and actively kicking from inside especially midnite, dawn and noon. hurmph, suka la dia dapat tendang-tendang suda!

Preparation : Hurmph..everything is NEW to me! To walk to baby's section in any mall made me freak out.. Bukan la apa..but then, macam sa mo beli semua ba! Tu yang susah tuuuu~ I already bought few of its attire, and of course mostly white la...kinda hard pulak to buy if not knowing the gender kan?

The greatest among all is, D- is with me to share the moments! :)

The first two days~

2012-01-05T15:37:00.001+08:00

It's been a while I did not hear greetings like 'selamat pagi, cikgu!' I woke up with a 'great' feeling and feel more energetic more than ever yesterday. Oh well, it was the so-called first day to school what..

Not much differences I must say, but I am hoping that there is 'somebody' realized that my 'old-built' school is no longer safety since there were quite some new students registered here. Ba yala, masih bangunan kayu baa..mana ba tu peruntukan juta-juta tu..kasi upgrade skettt la ba..nda kan Gred A ja mo tinguk kan, tho' we produced some straight A's students also ma..

Nothing much in the first day, just a bit rush here and there but managed to be solved by the superiors. Me on the other hand, uhurmmmm..I am no longer wearing my fav-formal attire, the baju kurung moden..Seriously, no baju kurung I can wear suda..I tried to 'pinjam' my mum's to work yesterday, but oh..so uncomfy. perut suda memboyot, errr a bit.

So today, I went to school with a new look! heee..I bought this dress long time ago..i guess two years back. Then I realized that my bump is really showing suda! Some of the kids asked me 'cikgu, ada baby tu kan di dalam perut cikgu?' and 'eeee, besar suda perut cikgu P*'

And when I read and read the school's yearly plan a.k.a takwim, ohoksss..April is not that far. My due will be somewhere in mid-April, and I opted for normal delivery at government hospital. No swasta-swasta , since yeah, what do you expect to have such a nice comfy hospital in the hometown. huuuuuu. My friend got asked me why I did not go deliver somewhere in provate hospital in KK..Atukei..The journey to KK itself took about 2 and half hours, not to mention the cost itself for travelling, medicine..plus-plus. Not that I am being so 'kedekut' but think about the safety..eeeeiii, couldn't imagine!

Oh..by the way, tomorrow is Friday! Happy working fellas~

It's not too late aite?

2012-01-03T08:27:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

Oh well, the on-off event which eventually turned way-joyful to everyone who celebrated the coming new year at my grandpa's house. Celebrating new year is like a tradition for the J's family, proudly to say I celebrated each new year since I was baby! Just missed 3 times in my entire life. One, the after effect Greg, second was when I was in Uni, third was in 2010 where the whole family still in mourning for the lost of our sweet mamiben. But for 2011, to add some joy, my lil inside celebrating the new year since it's still in the womb..oh amazing! hahaa

It was just an intimate gathering with the whole J's family , some close relatives and friends. Activities? Oh, gambling, drinking session, dansa dansa session and of course buang buang di kolam and siram-siram each other. To add some spice, some of the victims were 'thrown' inside the cooler box which contains the ice and beers.. Kasian ba kan!

Not enough with the waters they throw some flour! Nasib bukan tepung kanji! hohohoho..

Group picture while all of us sang the 'Aramaitiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii' ..hihkhikhik..love these bunch of fellas.

Well, that's all for now..looking forward to read YOUR post :P

The Hopes The Vision The Challenge

2011-12-31T09:37:00.000+08:00

Today is the end of 2011! Erm, I do have some mix feeling to 'leave' this memorable year since there were lots of memories throughout the year. But past is past and we are looking forward for the future :)

So, 2012's resolutions? Check this out..

1. To manage wisely my own lil'-new family. Ahaa, I am married and going to have our 'jr' less than 4 months, so yeah..I know there will be lots of challenges, so I do hope I can manage family-matter wisely :)

2. Saving..the usual thing la every year. But I am going to put 'extra' sum for the auto-debit! sa suka sangat auto debit ni tau!

3. New ride? Hurmmm..just put it for motivation la..

4. Be a student. Ahaa, the KIV thing? Well, I hope I can enroll in any intake this upcoming year :)

5. To fit in my 27's Levis again!

We'll see..heeeeeeeeeeee

Mind to share yours?

Err, kak mengandung ke?

2011-12-22T18:58:00.001+08:00

"Err, kak mengandung ke?"

That was the question that made me and D- stopped from walking to the aircraft yesterday. I thought ada special seat for pregnant woman! haha.. Oh, by the way..I reached safely at my sweet hometown yesterday's evening after a long journey from KL.

Ok, back to the incident..

I never thought there would be some kind of letter need to be sign before I entered the aircraft. Oh, not letter from the doctor..that will be another story. I was been hold for couple of minutes to sign this letter so the management of the airlines will not responsible in any way that will caused any bad things (palis palis) during the flight. Err, once again, hanya untuk ibu ibu mengandung ya. I was wondering why the staff back in the gate did not 'perasan' me for being pregnant, kasi lepas jak dari tu gate. They realized time maybe dorang nampak sa having 'me-time' to walk to the aircraft, trus kena suru p tanya ni. Heeee..so, I just sign la coz I was so assured ( tapi di hati takut juga) that I WILL be fine for that journey! heeeee..nasib la juga ok kan?

We sempat tanya la some few 'knowledge-questions' to the staff, when and when the captain need or no need to sign the letter ka, or any other else involved pregnancy woman ni. He told us, the first 3 months and few weeks before delivery was advised not to take aircraft for some reasons la..ba, tiba2 beranak nanti coz of pressure ka, turbulence ka..kan? 7th months a.k.a 28th weeks onward WITH doc's approval sebab later will menyusahkan tu airlines, who knows kan?..heeeeee

So, yeah..that was really new to me..one of pengajaran i gained during my pregnancy la..heeee..

Oh by the way, I am in my 23rd weeks dy..yeay!

Did I miss something in my 2011s?

2011-12-20T09:01:00.000+08:00

I know i know, this might be too early~! But yeah..I woke up this morning with this 'spirit' to blog something. When I reread my 2011's resolutions last year, i was surprised that I put those in simple way..I meant, yeah..simple but hardly to achieve! So, what were the lists?

1. Spend the money WISELY
. eherm..I guess it did not went well since there were lots of unexpected expenses throughout the year..

2. Save MORE money
. I did! Not that MORE but at least got a bit for rainy days. I was a bit shocked when I checked one my bank's acc that I actually have some penies! hahaha..thanks to the auto-debit in online banking :)

3. To have another asset..errr..
. asset ya..lemme think. I have one, errr still in process and will definitely get that early next year! kaching keluar lagiiii..haiyaaaaaa..thanks to the bank's loan :P

4. Get close with my future husband? oh yeahhhhh
. I crossed it but still it's in the list, cuma samar-samar jak ba ni. Despite some ups and downs, well, he'll be back for good. I am so gonna miss this place next time. And when I come down to KL, I am going to be sort of tourist suda la..

5. Back to school ...heeeeeeeee
. hiyaaaa..my status was Keep In View due to some reasons. I got the updates that my name will be put in March's 2012 intake and now I am between the line. Want to postpone or not, since common la..I will be in my 8th months during that time! Another headache~

All in all, I can put myself that I achieved 85% of those lists. Happy? Of course I am

Apart from the list there are some good and bad things happened throughout 2011 which sometimes put me extremely to the max, but yeah, life must go on :)

My 3 movies' review

2011-12-17T09:58:00.000+08:00

Such a rare post you might find in my blog..

But anyhow, I just want to share with you 3 movies I went to watch this week itself..

1. Twilight : Breaking Dawn (Part 1)
Uhurmm..I watched the previous movies as well, mind you..I had to drag my D- to watch together with me! I am so gonna get the collection of the books itself cause yeah..book is better than the movie, aite? Anyway..the main thing that I am soooo gonna love in this movie is the WEDDING! Theme? Forest Wedding..

Plus..the wedding dress!

(images courtesy from yahoo.images.com)

Frankly, the first hour of the movie is so 'slow', not till the wedding scene itself. It's about Bella getting married to Edward Cullen and get pregnant which risk her life. But she insisted to keep the baby which might become even worse for the future. The so-called demon-baby? And ah of course mestilah ada babak bergaduh between the werewolves and the vampires kan. So the baby delivered with so many obstacles, but perfectly fine (from what it showed la..) and Bella's wish came true to be one of the vampire since she woke up from the 'death' with red eyes...and, what's gonna happened next? Wait the Part 2 :)) All in all, my rating is 6/10

2. New Year's Eve

Lots of famous actors and actress to be in one movie. Well, this movie might be the same kind of genre with Valentines' Day. It's all about the count down to the New Year and everyone was so eager to celebrate the day itself. With so many unexpected things happened, at the end of the day..everyone is celebrating with joyous and satisfaction. My rating is 8/10..

3. Mission Impossible : Ghost Protocol
Another series of Mission Impossible. Frankly..nda sa pernah tinguk the previous Mission Impossible before..haha.

But, yeah..just give it a try la. Well, action movie. Nice story-line. It's more about an elite group , si Tom Cruise punya group la wants to prevent the launching of an nuclear that might cause war..of course it is. Countries involved in this scene are Russia, Abu-Dhabi and India.. Wowweeeeee. Gadget is so oh-ah-ing me..well of course la, modern tech what. So, the rating is 7/10

Yeah..so far, that's all for now..Happy watching!

dissapearance is not my intention

2011-12-14T18:32:00.002+08:00

halo my fellow readers...

It's been a while, aite? Seriously, I had no idea what to update all these while, blamed to the 'malas'-hormone I am having.

What's the latest? It's holiday, aye aye..Currently I am in KL to stay with my dear husband since early December. There were lots of things I had to settle a.k.a involved in various occasions before I flied here with my fingers' cross. Engagement, 1st year anniversary of the lost, weddings, convocation..what not appointment with the clinics..fuh~ I was just afraid I couldn't get through to fly since my blood pressure was a bit low than it should be. But hell yeah, I am here~ and will be fly back home soon for good ..seems like hols just a blink of an eye..

There will be no christmas back at my own parent's home due to some reasons. hurmm..time limitation? a very lame reason! haha. but seriously, another year with less feeling to celebrate. But we are looking for the joint-big-family christmas things..ho ho ho..So, prezzies will be there, and I do have my list to buy some .

I am in my 5 months of pregnancy with no more (hopefully) morning sickness except to pee :) Current things happened to myself are backache and lots and lots appetite to eat. (*wink wink*) . I gained about 4kg since my last check and I guess it will show bigger number this time. The backache is so painful. Seriously! Just give me 20 minutes to stand, and I was all done. Macam sa mo kasi pusing ni pinggang jak mo kasi betul the position, can or no ah? With my large appetite to eat, the bump is there and funny to see the way I walk. Oh, begini pula ibu mengandung berjalan ya~ Current pix? Oh I don't have here for collections, but my sis got uploaded one in her FB's account and man..I was shocked to see myself..hahaha!

(ignore the messy hair..This was taken last week in Penang for my sis' convo lil'celebration..ah yes, both of my siblings are so grown-up and will soon mo jadi aunty sama uncle suda! )

Current dilema? Since I need to wear something comfy for preggers a.k.a maternity dress la ba tu for my last 3 months next year, I have to prepare some. Since I am in KL, I'm planning to buy some here BUT to look at the shop itself made me worry -.- I prefer to have many and many the so-called maxi-dresses or any kind of dresses so I can wear those again anytime, anywhere! kan kan? Just need some lucky and good times to find out those kind of dress..

I guess that's all for now, will update this blog from time to time. Hey it's December, and I have some kind of annual post to be share, wait ya~! Anyway, i hope this is not too late

HAPPY HOLIDAY

He's Married!

2011-10-29T14:39:00.003+08:00

hello everyone!

kesian betul ba ni blog lama kena abandoned sampai own domain expire pun nda sedar! hahaha..So yeah, back to the free-domain, the blogspot.com :P

Anyhow..I'm doing great lately. Morning sickness is getting better. Less 'annoying-sound' from the bathroom! I am still trying to gain at least 1.5 kg as what the nurse told me to do so during my last visit to the clinic last month. Perghh..The best thing is, I can travel a bit far from my hometown. Kinda worried a bit since my condition was not so good since my early pregnancy. So, I am so looking forward for my trip 'over the sea' soon. yipeeeeeeeeeeeeee hoooo!

Last few days, I went down to KK to attend my childhood friend's wedding, the handsome groom Mr.K. He was my classmate since we were Primary School up till Form 5. Teman sepermainan, teman semengijik, teman bergaduh, teman ketawa..dan segala jenis teman! He's one of my childhood's friends that I still keep in touch with up till now. Congrats again pal. You looked so handsome that night! hohoho.

These are my latest pix (courtesy of Miss Carol) ..tadaaaaaaaaaaaaa..mo flaunt the beauty of pregnancy dulu..hahaha

(My lil' sis who is my private nurse..heee)

Some of my childhood's friends with the pregger. Nampak tu bump? heeee

Somehow, Mr.K likes to share some lil' things with me. One of those is this, dia p mengadu sakit mulut dia senyum berjam-jam suda! hahahahaa.

Lovely reception and lovely couple surrounded by the love of their families and friends! Happy Wedding Day Mr. K..be a good husband..High-5 to u cause u made it after what u had been through :)

Till then fellas, muah!

Hey hey hey..

2011-10-12T21:12:00.008+08:00

Hiya readers!

I'm doing fine here..thanks for wondering (ahaks..) Yea yea..I admit it was a quite some time I did not update my blog. Not that I don't have 'modal' to be share, I do have a lot...but then, it's hard to choose which one to share :P

For today's post..let's see what's the latest about me..

I'm in my 13th week! oh yeah oh yeah..First trimester is almost over, glad I could make it through safely, but then MS is still with me, but not that bad like the previous weeks la..

What's up with my baby? Let us see (courtesy of http://www.whattoexpect.com/pregnancy/week-by-week/week-13.aspx )

Well, besides being as large as a peach now, that big old noggin of hers is now about half the size of her crown-to-rump length (that’s one reason why your little peach looks more like an alien from outer space at this point). <-- part alien tu yg sa nda suka dia describe ni tau!

Tiny bones are beginning to form in her arms and legs, the intestines are beginning to move from the umbilical cord to the abdomen, and the vocal cords are well under construction (the first step toward saying, "I love you, Mommy!"). <-- hurmmph..hard to believe!

Still a long way journey baby!

p/s : Good thing is..I am going to have lotsa 'cheat-rest'..jan jeles!

My cruel September~

2011-09-19T18:25:00.000+08:00

Or..should I say I had and going to have blast in September? We are just in the mid of the month, and I described it cruel? How cruel I am!

Anyway..just some rambling about my September. I welcomed September with my hubby beside me. Macam nda percaya pula laki ku pulang bercuti! heeeeee :P

My sis, Yon had her birthday's bbq get-together at our home and received a huge present! Big enough compare to her little cake..hoho.. Oh, my little darling was not here..

We had some gambling till late at night. Apa lagi..kua merah kua merah~! too bad, my tabung kua merah & lap lap semakin ringan :(

Come to school days, hubby willingly to send and fetch me everyday :) Sampai saya malas mo drive suda once he went back to KL..huh~!

Eventho' my MS is oh-so-worse, I forced myself to attend weddings, open house and kupi-kupi (well, you can read the post from Annie's blog). I need to get myself busy instead of having a 'cheat-rest' once in a while, but dang..I am soooo gonna be fatigued in any minute -.-

I am hoping I still have the 'high' spirit especially in work cause I could feel my performance getting lower. hurmph..

Mbah, that's all for now. Berkilat-kilat suda ni..chiow!

p/s : cepat la ba habis MS~!

I miss to jalan-jalan

2011-09-18T09:04:00.000+08:00

Howdy people!

Just want to share my 'concern' that I miss to have vacations..uhuuuuu

My last trip was in July and I bet it will be more around Sabah for the next couple of years. *sad*. Every time I opened my FB's account, friends and relatives are everywhere. Thanks to the foursquare apps and direct mobile upload, yes..they made me jealous! super duper jealous!

And I bet my super jealous will be OTT this coming Nov where 95% of the J's family will go for a super 2 weeks plus hols oversea! At first, I hold to purchase my ticket because it was still school days where lots of meetings will be held and attendance is a must since the agendas will be more about the strategies and plans. Come to Plan B where I plan to catch up with them for a week trip. BUT how could I fly for long hours flight during my pregnancy? ohoks.. I could hold for max 3 hours, but if more than that? I am scared if I have to force the captain to land somewhere. I don't want to risk anybody , so yeah..saya akan menjalankan tanggungjawab menjaga kereta-kereta anda dan juga rumah anda ya! *sob sob*

A short shout out.. SAYA RINDU MO JALAN-JALAN!!

i'm in 8th!

2011-09-11T07:09:00.000+08:00

Pregnancy update -.-

I'm in my 8th weeks! *wink wink*
(Right now you're about 8 weeks pregnant and your baby is the size of a kidney bean)

Morning sickness
Every single morning, apart from the regular things we did in the bathroom, I have an additional thing which is throwing up. You can hear the 'sound' of pain (kunun la..) the whole house. I swear to God, it is so painful to throw up 'nothing'. I meant yala, if we throw up yang foods we took earlier is way better that throwing up nothing. Angin jak yang keluar. chiss!

Food
I have to reduce my food intake, since ermm I'm losing my appetite, but lucky me, I could not say NO to fruits and vegetables. Foods which has lots of 'ingredients and decorations' made me sick. pergh..

Stamina
Hehe, haih..got a bit difference also ma. Previously, I can talk and talk and talk for straight 1 hour in my class, but lately I will exhausted within 15 minutes. Tercungap-cungap macam nda cukup oksigen. Sungguh menyedihkan! Good thing about pregnancy, I can have the 'cheat' rest in any activity, could be in school or at home! hahaha.. Buruk tu gaya eh~

Bump
Well, for some women, their bump in 8th weeks will still 'hidden', but I got a slight bump..Mungkin plus with my fats la, tu la tu become visible kan! haha..Truth is, I cannot fit my jeans and some pants anymore -.- Sedih I!

Clinic
This is early to say, but my EDD (ecpected due date) will be in middle April 2012. Hope that I could get through another 7 months! My visit to a clinic recently was totally new for me. It feel a bit strange to be surrounded by pregnant women..lain eh~ I had some blood tests and yes, I am so scared! Sakit ba tu tu kena jarum2..ishk..and yes..what I heard, this will be kinda routine for every check-up. Mateiii laaa

Well, enough about the rants.. I know it's too early to share about my pregnancy, but then, this is part of my life and wants to 'book' it as a life's journal in this blog :)

p/s : now u may puke! haha

KIV

2011-09-07T17:35:00.001+08:00

hiya readers~!

just a quick update this fine Wednesday..

My next project after my 'wedding-project' is to pursue my study in Master. I decided to have it in our local Uni, which is UMS. So, yala..as an ordinary person, of course la i asked here and there regarding where to download the form and everything kan? So, they just said to download the form from the website ppps.ums. So yeah, done with filling the form and I sent it right before July.

I am a bit 'dissapointed' la knowing that some of my friends who applied Masters are success with their application, while me..the status is KIV..doi among all ba kan~ I asked my cousin to check what happened to my application. They said that my form is not for the coursework programme. errk? Jadi apa la fungsi mo download tu form sana ppps.ums if its only for research programme? Never thought different2 pula borang mereka ya~ So that was their reason regarding my application la.. mo marah pun, sa mo marah sepa? marah sendiri loh..

heh!

Wishes..

2011-08-29T10:53:00.000+08:00

howdieeeeeee everyone~!

Such a long pause to blog in here. But, I still went to blog hop if I got the chance. Anyway, today's post is more about wishes. Ah well, this week is gonna be a long week for us and I bet everyone will have their blast.. kan kan?

First wish, HAPPY HOLIDAY to everyone especially to the students and teachers out there. My school have additional 1 day holiday for next week..yipeeee~! But, I won't going anywhere this holiday, since my MS is getting worse. urgh!

Second wish, SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFIRTI to my Muslims' family, relatives and friends out there! I'll try to go 'beraya' if my condition is 'good' :)

Third wish, HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY Malaysia! I really enjoy with ASTRO's special review regarding Malaysia now and then at HISTORY's channel..

Forth wish, urmm..ah, this wish will be kept for its own post :)

Anyway, enjoy the celebrations and please stay SAFE where ever and whenever you are. Till then, muah~!

The 90's

2011-08-24T19:02:00.004+08:00

Happy to see those happy audience enjoying themselves with

BAMBOLEO by Garcia

(my big extended J's family is a fan of this song. A must song to be air :P )

Fun Factory - Celebrations, I Wanna Be With You
Venga Boys - Sha la la, Boom boom boom

House Of Pain - Jump Around (ah, still can hear this song in the club )

just some names..what's yours favourite 90's dance song? hihi

what's the taste again?

2011-08-22T14:43:00.000+08:00

Halu all, pregnancy's rambling is today's post.

Couple of weeks before I was so excited with foods. Seriously, when I heard the name of the food been called, I could feel the saliva wanted to come out. What more if the foods served just in front of my eyes. I could finished everything in one time without any guilt. haha, guilty lagi tu~! I craved for any food that came in my mind as well. But a bit lucky la, since IF i did not get what I want, I could simple change the 'image' of the food to another one until I can find and fulfill my mind to eat those. Urgh..talking about nafsu makan yang melampau! chis..

But..come to this week. Okay, things changed oh so quickly. I could not stand to think of food, what more to see foods with extra-extra deco/fiilings. Those 'imaginary-foods' are also contribute to the feeling of throwing up. So, how la? To see is bad, to think is worse and to taste, what's the taste again?

Ba, high chances to slim again~

p/s : so amaze with what pregnancy could do to u..hurmph...

POSITIVE

2011-08-20T15:48:00.001+08:00

hello everyone..

I guess everyone knows the good news few days back, aite? Well, not that I don't want to share the 'excitement' that soon, but somehow, I need to postpone the post until today :)

I was late, aha. I knew this because I always keep track my monthly-circle. The last time the 'moon' met me was on early July, and I supposed to have it this early August. Symptoms were there, but it didn't came out. I knew something was unusual with my body. I was wondering too. If I blamed the monthly-symptoms, neh...strange! Two pregnancy tests were shown negative's result. I smiled, and thought..'Oh it was just a strange feeling, I should go back to track to get rid my bloat-tummy!' But, not that soon because during the day I spent my time to take a long nap. Some more, I was very tired recently. Another thing, I ate whatever that came across my mind. And to my surprised, I can finished all of meal..licin dan berkilat. Hurmm, so not the usual me.

Monday, 15th. I woke up and thought "Should I make that test?". That kit was the last one I had. It did not wait that long to show the result. Perfectly clear, and my eyes getting bigger and bigger! I was stunned..erkk, POSTIVE! I did not wait until the 5-minutes as the instruction said so, I called D- in the wee hours to tell the good news. First called, hurmm..he did not pick up, 'oh come one, your wife is on the line! PICK UP !'. Second called, 'heloh' Good! He picked up. To cut the story short, I told him the good news :)

Tuesday, 16th..I woke up and went to pee. DANG! It was red..I was stunned. I waited if there will another blood came out, but nothing throughout the day. Ok, postpone to see the doctor :)

Wednesday, 17th.. Some light-brown discharge, and it only showed one time throughout the day. Oh, I felt the cramp..and can feel some 'inner-movement' inside occasionally. Ok, better get some rest early..

Thursday, 18th..No weird discharge

Friday, 19th..Clean and clear. Exhale happily..I guess it was just the 'implantation' session, as what I browsed through the new. *smile*

Saturday, 20th ..Oh not another spot! This time it was dry-red-blood color..Urgh! I went to see doctor and he run a test for me. Oh no..I got infection, the so-called UTI (Urinary Tract Infection).Should I be happy? Well, yeah that result is way better than I thought the other way round. I could breathe this time :)

He ordered me to take a good rest, and I just replied to him " Doc, I went to rest until I headache! "Seriously, I took my very very good rest throughout the week, but heck..I just could not sit and lay. I need some movement..but yala, my body is unwell, so have to la.bangun bangun ja sure pening one. Haish!. I just don't have any idea what's the definition of REST anymore..

Well, I guess this post will be a wrapped up to what happened throughout the 'meaningful-week'!

p/s : Thanks a lot to everyone who wish me! You guys really made my day :)

Wordless Wednesday

2011-08-17T05:22:00.002+08:00

It says..

POSITIVE

It's torn~!

2011-08-14T10:39:00.000+08:00

Good morning fellas~!

Let me give you one situation ..

You were about to go somewhere where upon arrival, you came out from your car confidently, but suddenly your tops/dress/pants was torn by something that might break the thread? Anyone ever face this? Just raise up your hand! *ME!*

what a day~

This morning, I wore my BF's-T and a legging to meet God. Well, as soon as I stepped outside our car, I was a bit dizzy and I bumped the next car's bumper. Whose to blame? Saya ka atau tu kereta yang berparkir suda? Sa blame the dizzy la kan. So I thought I just knocked my legs onto it. I checked my leg and darn..there was a small torn on my knee. Odoi..Both PaMa laughed at me but didn't offer me the car key for me to change the pant at home. Chis..

So, I just went to the church and covered it most of the time. Hish, when there is a 'hole' in a black legging, surely the hole is obvious ma kan? I went through the morning's mass and also breakfast trip soon after. Hishk..buat malu I jer..

What should I do with the torn ah? Should I do like this?

It's kinda fashionable juga ma kan ? mo la p kasi kuyak-kuyak a bit ni..hahaha

Students :)

2011-08-12T17:18:00.002+08:00

aha~!

The life's transition of a student. Well, who's not? These are some of the pictures of the final days in each level :)

1st picture was taken at 5 Intelek of SMSFX, 2001 during our Teacher's Day? Or ..Last Makan-makan? Err, correct me, Annie and Ena (ada muka kamurang dua ba..hehehe). Your truly was the class monitor at the time, ehiks! That was the year I finished my high-school. Gosh, how time flies. Oh by the way, there is no more class-labeling such as Intelek, Dedikasi and sorta, but they changed to something like Aquamarine? Erm..what else? Just could not remember any nowadays..berbelit lidah ba. The school has change a lot. No more the so-called 'Pondok Ilmu' ; ah well, they changed to something Dewan....errr..no idea! And the latest is the new building which they had to sacrifice the old-time basketball court. That court brought lots of memories la actually, but well..the numbers of students raised each year, so they have to build another building to accommodate those kids for better surrounding :P

2nd picture at the up right..I went to KML, in Labuan in 2002, for one a half year course. This was my first time to left home. Seriously, my bag was the biggest among my 3 other roomates. Dorang ex-boarding school ma, surely know what to-and-not-to bring along..hishk hishk. Well, Labuan known as the 'chocolate-heaven'. It was like a routine to buy chocolates bars for a week supply! hoho. Oh, I had my worst-sun burnt ever during my stay here. Telampau semangat mo larian merdeka kan. End up, I did not went out for almost 3 weeks. My face burnt, seriously..BURNT till I had to met 3 different docs with 3 different medications, which lead to crash the face. gila gila~

3rd picture down left. My Uni life! wohooo, one of my favorite times! lots of memories that I'll surely keep and seal in my memories. I spent 3 years at the Pearl Of Orient. A blissful choice of Uni I must say, else I won't meet my D- la..kan kan? I only stayed in Uni's hostel for a year, and the rest, I rented an apartment with a bunch of gila-gila friends. Siok siok siok! I missed the lazy-weekends with my other 2 girlfriends where we met up for eats. From brunch, to lunch, to dessert time, to tea-break..and worse, to dinner in just one day. heeee. Yet, the place that we used to lepak no more already. Everything has change, yet the memories still there. Now I miss Penang..huhu

4th picture down right..To be frankly, I never had a dream to join the educator's lane. Seriously. But God still love me, and He sent my Mum who had forced me with her inner-Hitler to become one. Sorry ya mum, I was stupid back then! I went to class again at IPG back in late 2007 and finished in 2009, few days before my E-day. IPG's life made me so grown up. Juggling between my career, study, relationship, future, family in one time was hard. Ba, class from 7.15 a.m to 10.30 p.m every single day, gila ka? Pastu blum lagi issues at home, school, love? hish hish ..But I managed to get through each, and just tried my best to be the best :) Good thing about IPG's life, my level of discipline was level up :)) Proud to be one actually..

Oh..5th picture..eh belum ada pulak! hehehe, well, might be, there will be the 5th picture soon :P wait ya..muah!

Refreshing~

2011-08-12T15:30:00.002+08:00

inhale...exhale...inhale...exhale...

refreshing huh?