Helder Poeta

Desafio Méiluz 2 Team Chaotix Br

2018-10-26T14:40:00.001-03:00

A Love Letter to MM (first 3 chapters)

2018-10-02T12:52:00.000-03:00

A Love Letter to MM

1) Introduction

This book is about a love letter I wrote to the girl of my dreams. I am a romantic guy.

I am dreamer, a legendary dreamer. So it makes a lot of sense that the girl of my dreams would inspire me to write a love letter.

And, if you get to know the context of this letter of course it would make this letter even more beautiful. I never wrote a romance before but I’ve been always writing poetry: romantic poetry, erotic poetry, folklore poetry, regional poetry and even gaming poetry. That was until the first girlfriend I ever had, broke my heart . Twice. And then the romantic poet became just a normal guy that would find girlfriends just for not being alone instead of trying to have a romance. I even found girlfriends just to try to forget the first one I had or even just to use her body for a couple of weeks. I’m not proud of that but if my feelings were dead and the women I met never actually had patience to at least try to restore them, well… It was their fault. As I said, I’m not proud of it but that is the way it is. I just want to know that because, when I remembered MM, the girl which was my childhood friend. And went to high school in the same class. And unlike it happens in the USA, here in Brazil you study with the same people the whole year and changes are you keep in the same class for the years to come. So, just imagine like the same girl, not being able to talk to her for the lack of courage and also by the fact that other girls were constantly trying to talk to me and distracting for what I want. It came to a point where I just gave up of her because I taught she was too pretty for me and I, being the sore loser I am, I would have to accept an uglier girl and be happy with that.

Or at least a girl with low self-esteem. That was what I did and it was a big mistake. It was twice a big mistake. Years have passed, I went into a depression, went out with girls just for trying to forget that first girlfriend. Found some other girlfriends but for doing the same thing. I went out with girls just for having sex because I was tired of being a romantic guy since it just destroyed my feelings.

It all became a pointless loop. And empty relationships with girls with no love, no friendship and sometimes not even sex didn’t help me either. To have a girlfriend just for having one was never my intention. I was the kind of guy that wanted to have a girlfriend as a teenager and grow to her side until becoming and adult and build a life with her. That never happened. And will never happen since all girls that went to school with are all married now or have boyfriends or I just simply lost contact. Too bad for me, I aimed in the wrong girl and kept aiming in the wrong ones until now. So I paid the price of being a guy without love in my heart. Of losing my romantic feelings simply because no other girl wanted to be my friend first for them becoming a girlfriend. No romance… No childhood female friends… And it came to the point that not even a girl to talk or listen to her voice I had. I was always trying to get to talk with MM which was the girl I fell in love in middle school and went to high school with her. But, she was never a girl to go on social media and talk so contact with her was difficult. And worse than that, she lived just two blocks away from me. And I never saw her again since high school until just one day she was working on an Ice Cream and Milkshake shop and I saw her smile again. She had and alliance on her finger so it means she already had a boyfriend at that time so I should give up her. That was around 2013 or something and today in 2017 when I went to that same Ice Cream Shop I didn’t saw her but all of a sudden all the memories I had from her came back in a very strong way. A very strong feeling filled my heart and I was in love again, but in a way I never felt in my whole life. I was romantic again. So that’s why I wrote a love letter. A love letter to MM. Do you want to know what happed? Did she read my letter? Did she fell in love with me? NO! NONE OF THIS HAPPENED! She didn’t read the letter, I was even able to see her in person, she reject me because she already have a boyfriend and even her family told me to stay away from her. I felt so miserable, nothing else was making sense, I was once again unable to talk to her even after almost 10 years without seeing her.

I went to my bed, cried and kept thinking about her, all the girls I met, all my mistakes and right things. Everything I did in my whole romantic life. What went wrong, what went right, why am I stuck in this situation without love and shallow relationships? Why? What do I ever did to deserve this? I was always a good boy, a good son, a good student, a good religious guy. Why can’t I fell love anymore? Is it because my heart takes a lot of time to get used to a girl? Is it because women these days are jerks that are desperate to get married as fast as possible?

All the answers to these questions is what I’m trying to seek now. So I’ll share the partial results with you reader. This is not a self-biography because I really don’t want to talk about my academic life, my gaming life, my professional life and even worse, I don’t want to talk about my family because they are always criticizing me no matter what I do. This is not a fiction romance because all these fictional romance are totally fake. I want to present you, my reader, a real love story. This is a real life romance which is my real life romance. All the good experiences I had and all the good experience I wanted to have. The love letter was just the initial point to start all this. Right now, as I am writing about my pathetic romantic life and how women fail in help me fix it, all I want is to be the opposite or romantic. I want to get to a girl, ask her if she would lend me her body gently just for me to hug her for a while and then go away to never see her again. Or ask her if it would be ok to have sex with her, but in a way that I don’t look in her eyes or have much contact with her, just to turn her around, take her panties slowly off and have fun for some minutes. Do you want to know why is that? Because my heart aches a lot! A really lot! It is like someone is squeezing it! And that is not fair! But I know that would not help anyone with that. I really want to help people with this love letter I wrote because, even though I was rejected and I don’t have a single chance of just being part of the life of a once dear childhood friend, I felt love once more. And sometimes I don’t need to think about her to be in peace with my love life. Sometimes just I remembering how to be romantic helps me to be happy. To listen to romantic music like Every Breath You Take, Time After Time, More Than Words, Shine, Se Fue and all this good romantic music. To be able to stare at the sunset and remember all the good girls I met. I don’t need MM in my life, even though it would be good, but I need to feel the same love I felt for her with another girl.

I won’t accept a lower lover than that. No matter how long it takes, or how long I have to wait or how hard the loneness hit me, I will not accept a less strong love than that. Even though I wake up in the morning with my heart aching a lot or with a strong erection for no reason, I want to keep felling romantic until I find and fell a greater love than MM. But for that, woman needs to learn to be patient, to be friends before lovers. Girls here in Brazil don’t have patience anymore. I don’t know how it works in your country but… It does not matter.

Once you have read all that, I know I can talk about more my feelings with you. Talk about the girls I met, how I interacted with each of them, how I would like to interact with them (because there were a lot of stuff I wish I could tell them that I never did). And even how would be the perfect way to ask sex to a girl I think she is smart or pretty. Or just my friend because, why not have sex with a friend? If she is felling alone and is curious about how my body feels like so… Why not?

Well, with that said let’s go to the first chapter: Rachel

Chapter 1- Rachel

Well, Rachel was not the first girl I met or I loved but it is the first girl I want to talk about here. I met her in a math test. But not a normal math test, and extra one that was outside the normal school tests. It was like and academic marathon about math. I met her there because she as asking me about directions or something. She was blond with green eyes and used skirt because it was about her religion to make woman use skirts all the time. I love preference is for black hair girls with brown eyes because, I am a black hair man with brown eyes. When I was teenager I thought that it was just justice. I had and still have a very strong just felling so liking black hair girls of course would be part of my justice sense. But, my biology teacher told me that felling was just self-esteem because people that like their own body like people with similar bodies. That include skin color, hair color, eye color, height , weight, mood and lifestyle.

Rachel was not the same body type as mine but sure was the same height time of intellect. She was a smart girl that also speaks English just like me. Since I’m Brazilian if you speak English here you can be considerate smart. So I enjoyed talking to Rachel because of that. She was a smart girl, she liked to talk to me and that’s it. I didn’t have any desire to grab her in my arms or anything like that. I just enjoyed her company and that’s it. Also, she was always there to talk to me. I had other girls to kiss, or to be in love with. The girl to kiss was my first girlfriend which was Jessica. The girl which was a totally mistake in my life and up to this day no other girl was able to fix it. And the girl to be in love with… To admire at a certain distance…. It was MM. And thanks to Rachel and Jessica I was never able to tell her that at the time. And today it is impossible to do so. Well my readers you may think: “but it’s all you fault not being true to yourself”. And it sure was. I should never have accepted that I was not good enough to MM and to go on a date with Jessica. Jessica was such a terrible mistake that she betrayed me twice, she was older than me so she went to collage first and humiliated me telling me that she was in college and I still in high school and on top of that found another boyfriend in college leaving me with my heart broken. And since thanks to her I was forced to not talk to Rachel because… Well, I don’t know. I don’t remember exactly but she once told me “if you have a girlfriend you should not keep talking to me as often”.

That was a huge mistake since Jessica was not much of a friend to me and not even a love. But Rachel was the best female friend I ever had. And that my friend is better than any other romantic history ever. No one would ever know what I know and fell what I fell, but I really missed Rachel in a very unique way. I wish I could talk to her until today. But she married and thanks to that she does not have a Facebook. I’ve added her a few years ago, talked a bit with her but she had I fan page on Facebook about her business which at the time was college and university transportation. Today I don’t know what she’s doing now. And her Fanpage is down. Also she is married now, it would not be the same to be her friend anymore. But I really want a friend like her again. Maybe today I would turn her in not just a friend but maybe a sex friend. Or a secret lover. I don’t know. But all I need is a good female friend to talk once in a while. I need another Rachel in my life.

Chapter 2 - Jessica

Jessica was the first girlfriend I had. I met her in the school’s library since she was a very study hard girl. She had some sort of depression or low self-esteem or her family was very restrict. It was easier for me to approach her since she was always alone in the library unlike MM that had over nine thousand friends around her. Or at least 2 at the time. After 3 years of talking I finally got on a date with her and asked her to be my girlfriend. She took almost a whole month to answer me but she said yes. I went to meet her family, it was a more in house woo. Of course a couple of times before we finally getting to be a couple I went on secret dates with her in a very romantic place here in town. It was a very romantic place with a sort of little forest with some benches… It was a very desert place, it is a perfect spot for dating. I wish I could share a picture of it with your but my cellphone is rather broken and I unable to find a photo online. Well, that just my luck, he he he he.

But at desert place, with a pretty and sad girl using a very attractive perfume… Man I was happy to have her as my girlfriend. Until she moved to another city, met another guy and forget about me in less than two weeks. I should know her kisses and hugs were even more distant and that she was unstable on her personality. But I just notice this today after clearing my thoughts and my hormones because at the time, even though she did it to me she went back to me and we tried again and guess what, when she went to collage she did it again! This time she dated a guy she met on her class. Since she was older than me she went to college first and constantly humiliated me because she was able to go the best college in the region and I was still on high school. She broke my feelings again, I went into depression and thanks to her I lost contact with Rachel, MM and other girls that I liked before her. That went for a long time until my first year in college where I was more focused in studying and going to the Pokémon league that I just discovered. I am a gamer guy and I love to play video games and card games and that kind of help me to snap out of depression and stop thinking about Jessica.

Also other girls I met help me forget her. Or not because after Jessica a very ugly girl which I won’t name was in the mood of going out with me and since she was friends with my cousin and I was thinking all the time about Jessica I accept. She was a nice distraction. I have no shame on saying that because she knew all about Jessica. Thanks for the help!

After that I got another girlfriend which as prettier than the previous one but not as pretty as Jessica. She was shorter and chubbier but nice girl. Her only problem is that she was often mad and angry with stuff and that she lived in another city. It didn’t last long but it helped a little to forget Jessica, just a little. After that I tried to find Rachel and MM but with no luck. Later I found out that Rachel as dating but at least I was able to talk to her at least once. Broken hearted and with no other girl that would help me forget Jessica (or have the patience to keep talking to me for 3 years the same way I was with Jessica) I went all over the place. I went out with older woman for quick kisses and even sex. I was not caring anymore. No poetry, no romance, just go out and have fun. I was not proud of that but what else would I do.

After a long time one of the girls I went out wanted to be my girlfriend so bad that she even found my house and stated to cry at the door wanting to be my girlfriend. She was Katherine. I’ll save Katherine for later since she was another HUGE mistake. But at least I was able to have sex with unlike Jessica which I not even was able to do anything and she left me to marry another guy in less than one year. She married, had a daughter and she separated. I just know these last two things because she added me on Tinder and start talking to me. I didn’t know it was her at first but later… Well, she told me that her life married was a hell that she was humiliated by her husband family and it was a huge mistake to have left me. Also she told me that her daughter don’t like her very much. And she have also a lesbian girlfriend that she hides from her family but she really wanted to go out with me. I must say that I fell avenged. Thanks universe! Good guys always win! Well, sort of because I was unable to go out with her anyway and also after all that she did to me I didn’t want it either. I could at least wish to have sex with her, in a very no passionate way. You know, just to spread her butt and make out a little and cum insider her just because I don’t care much about her. Or cum in her face like she was one of those porn stars. No love. No romance, just treat her like the bitch she was in my life. And guess what: not even that I was able to do. Today she has a complicated lesbian relationship always fighting and breaking and coming together. It suits her. And what did I earn with all this? That’s right: nothing! And this is the story of my first girlfriend. A total waste of time that took me away from Rachel and MM. She got me to depression, she played with my feelings, the universe made justice for me but still didn’t give me a loving girlfriend.

Jessica was my first girlfriend, thanks to her I gave up Rachel and MM. She was the best choice I made because I taught she was just like me but actually she was totally different. She was my friend, my confidant, my girlfriend and my Snow White. I love black hair girls with white skin brown eyes and red lips. Why? Because I fit on that description too. I’m around 185m with black hair, brown eyes, white skin and my lips are… Well, they are not red but they are normal. So Snow White girls are the best for me, it makes me feel happy by having them around me, it makes me feel with a lot of sexual desire and fulfilled as a man. Unfortunately the only Snow White girl I had was Jessica. The other ones didn’t fit this exactly description. I think my third girlfriend almost came close to that but her hair was not black but dark blond and her eyes were green. Her name was Ana and I dated her for just 3 months or so. It is not the same Ana from Chapter 4.

Now, back to Jessica, she was my friend, my girlfriend, my princess, my desire, the girl I wanted to me mother of my children, my Snow White. I used to carry her on my arms when she was tired of going up the stairs, I used to hug her a log, so much that since my arm was around her waistline I got the exact measure from her waist in my forearm which was from the joint of my elbow until three fingers from the beginning of my hand. It’s been almost ten years I hugged her to know measure that but I still remember this detail. Since I was always hugging her and holding her hand that her perfume was always in my skin. So much that, when I fell in love again for MM I could swear the same perfume was on my skin again. Would that psychological? Or just the smell of love hormones? I don’t know.

I also remember the texture of her cheek and the way she kissed me with her tongue. Well, since I kissed Rachel on the cheek a lot before dating Jessica I knew exactly her the texture of their respective cheeks were. Rachel had a peach like cheek. You know with those soft and small hairs, but Jessica had a hairless cheek but it was so soft that looked like cotton candy melting or a marshmallow or the Brazilian equivalent to marshmallow which is Maria Mole.

The level of details a man in love gets from his beloved woman is so intense that I don’t know how I should keep describing, I just don’t know. Her sad and tired eyes was amazing to me. Very similar to MM’s sad eyes, and since I liked MM’s I think that is why I liked Jessica a tad bit faster than normal. In fact I met Jessica on the 6th grade when I was 12. I kept talking to her until 15 when I finally got to be her boyfriend. 3 years talking with the same girl with the same admiration. No wonder I fell in love with her so hard, but so hard that I got all this details from her. Of course in the mean time I met lots of girls, I kissed some few, I kept admiring MM in secret and best of all I had Rachel! Rachel was the best because she was my friend. A very smart female friend with an open mind and she was an open bridge to female’s mind. She was the only girl I met that had a very good English conversation and that the only one that answered me this question: “Does it make sense to you a person be happy being sad?”. All other girls I made this question, including Jessica didn’t know how to answer that or answered no. But not Rachel! She told me that to be happy being sad made total sense to her and she was like that sometimes, just as I am. So even though Rachel was not my girlfriend, my confidant, my Snow White, I never kissed her in the lips, I never carried her in arms, I never hold her hand. But she is still more vivid in my memory than Jessica. Sometimes even more than MM that is just the Snow White I wished so much.

Jessica, you will never probably read this book but you know well that I was the best boyfriend you ever had, you told me that a lot of times after you added me on Tinder last year. You have a very pretty girlfriend today, prettier than any girl I had after you. And even though I still remember all these love details about you like the texture of your cheek, the size of your waistline and how easy was to carry you in my arms. I still remember all that and even so I don’t want to anymore unless, as I told you before, unless it was to turn you in my sex slave (a once in a while sex slave that is, not a permanent one).

Well, dear reader all I want you to know is that: the more time you spend with a person BEFORE trying to kiss that person or hold her hand, the more chances you have of falling in love. That is common knowledge by now but the kind of falling in love with all the details and romantic potential one man can share to a woman is not. The full romantic potential was unlocked in my heart in about 3 years talking to the same girl. And when I said talking I really mean just talking. This full romantic potential of course vary from men to men. Keep in mind that even that Jessica was the Snow White I always wanted I really wanted to talk a lot with her before jumping in a relationship. That is why I was able to unlock the full potential or romance in my heart. The Snow White girl plus years of friend is equal to the perfect love story. It was perfect for me but not for Jessica as she betrayed me with the first guy she met on another school and then again in college. That is why today I can only think of her as a sex slave and not the Snow White of my dreams. Every man has the type of woman he desires, even if he does not know yet and it takes some time to realize what kind of woman makes you happy. I realize that I love Snow White girls, but some guys love Cinderella girls, or maybe even sleeping Beauty Girls and by that I mean Blond girls, Red Hair Girls, Sexy Girls, Shy girls. A real man is not afraid of telling other woman what kind of girl he likes, even if it is to a pretty woman that wants to be his girlfriend. That’s what I did with my last girlfriend: Katherine. I didn’t want to date her, just to go out one in a while because she was not the Snow White I was looking for. I told it to her a million of times but she didn’t care. The result was an empty relationship with just sexual desire and nothing else and almost end up in violence by her part. She wanted to kill me when I broke up with her even though we were going and coming back all the time. Breaking and tied up all the time when I finally got tired and said I didn’t want her anymore. I’ll tell more about her in the next chapter.

If you are a woman reading this and want an advice from this romantic man, please make sure to talk a lot with the man/boy you want to seduce. Ask all the information possible about the kind of woman he wants. See if you meet its expectations. I did that with Jessica and some other girls I met, it didn’t work but I was 100% honest and I had no shame in using some of her as a distraction or a healing potion for my heart. Most of them understood well the situation and when I decided to break with them. Not Katherine… And I beg you: don’t be a Katherine! If you agree with something don’t have magical expectation that something will change out of nowhere. It is possible to happen but it probably won’t. If you agree to cure a man’s heart don’t be mad with him when he start to feel guilty for this agreement as I said it is possible for him to love you back but it is hard to happen. I personally would never be offended if a girl like Rachel, for example, wanted to use me or my body just to heal herself. That is, if she would talk to me and asks me if I agree first. I would agree because she was my friend and I wanted to see her well. I would never agree with that for a girl like Jessica or Katherine, but for a nice friend as Rachel, even if she is not a snow white girl. She is my friend and she deserves to be helped. You woman should think like that too because true love means to see the other person well and not possessing that person to you. Be more like Rachel and less like Jessica and Katherine. I’m broken heart thanks to be reject by MM. I don’t want a sex slave of a lover to make me fell confortable but it sure would help me now. It would help me just holding the hand of a pretty girl and putting on top of my heart. It would also help to have a less pretty girl drinking my cum and saying I’m handsome. Since you know how it works for me I guess you could understand other men too, I guess. It is more about to recognize you are pretty enough for that person or not. I was never handsome enough for MM, but I taught I was for Jessica. That kind of logic may not make much sense if you “believe that interior beauty is more important”. Interior beauty sure is important but that is not all. That is not 100%, that will not satisfy a man in the bed.

Someday, I wish I could meet a Snow White girl like Jessica that can be my friend just like Rachel and also I can be able to admire just like MM. Until there, I just want to listen to romantic music and imagine romantic and romantic sex situations while hugging myself or a pillow nearby.

I just hope it does not takes that much long…

Chapter 3- Katherine

Katherine was my last girlfriend. I met her when I was teaching English to her on a local English school. She liked me the first time she saw me, asking my name and asking me to add me o Facebook. She didn’t even know how to pretend she was not interest in my so I went out with her once I got fired from the English classes because I was unable to teach on Saturdays thanks to college. We kissed sometimes but I didn’t want any romantic feelings with her because I didn’t found her pretty. Oh well. She found me the smartest guy on earth just because I knew how to speak English and her name with the correct American accent (since nobody else does).

Well, after almost one year going out with her once in a while because I was unable or too lazy to go with another girl she find where I lived and demanded to be her boyfriend. Well, I just had to agree because I felt guilty. She at first played the nice religious girl but soon revealed her true identity being a very naughty girl sex addicted. I was feeling bad for not liking her too much and banging her all the time. But she knew it and she liked it a lot. She was always at my house always at my room and always hugging me and touching me. My conscience was always accusing me, but at the same time it was a good opportunity to get to know a woman’s body more. At first I only had sex with her by butt because I wanted her to keep virgin so my conscience would be a little more in peace. But she was constantly wanting to lose virginity with me. So much that even after we broke (we used to break and come back all the time) she came to my house just with the intuition of getting her virginity off. God damn it. She was so… How would I say… She was just not wanting to leave and with a very soft and happy attitude for getting bang that I had to do it. It stained all my bad with blood but ok. There, I hope she was happy. We came got back our relationship just for banging more. Notice I’m using foul language because she deserves it. She just got to be my girlfriend by blacking mailing me so…

But at least she enjoyed my body, no other woman I met really enjoyed me that much. She enjoyed drinking my cum, she really wanted me to bang her from all possible positions and whenever I wanted to suck her tits it was very easy with no complications. Well, but I must say that even she was good at that point the other stuff she was just terrible. She was super jealous, so much that she even was jealous out of her own aunt. I am not kidding, she was jealous out of her own aunt. One day we went on a marriage party and her aunt drank a bit much. Katherine too but since I hate alcohol I never drink. I really hate alcohol because it was just bad for my grandfather and my father that it is something I want totally out of my body.

So her drunk aunt went to her card and slept in there for a while and used my jacket as a blanket. And since her perfume got in the jacket she told me: “it is smelling like woman’s perfume but if you wash it, it’ll get away easy.” I was ok with that but Katherine… She got very made with her aunt. She was so mad that she kept days without talking to her. Also all girls that went talk to me Katherine had a way to be mad with me and fighting with them. Even a chocolate salesgirl! Man, that girl just wanted to sell chocolate and it wasn’t even for me it was to all people at that place. But Katherine was mad all the time. One day we were walking in the street with and a couple on the other side of the street started kissing each other and she was jealous of that girl because she was kissing her boyfriend on the other side of the street. She was mad at me because a couple was kissing each other on the other side of the street. Can you imagine how insane her jealousy was getting? But the last straw was when she got mad at me when I was talking to a friend of mine (a dude friend) about card games and she was so made that she left and went else were.

After some time, I was in my house, I took a shower and I was ready to eat a nice and warm chicken soup because it was a very cold night. I was there cozy in my house and… Guess what: Katherine called me to go take her because she was not able to find her house on her own. I didn’t understand at first but then find that she was drunk. Actually so drunk that she was falling. I had to carry her and scold her in my arms because I don’t have a car not even driver’s license and according to local society I am a loser thanks to that. Third world countries just don’t make any sense sometimes. Well, imagine how shameful was for me to never ever have drink a beer can and have to carry a drunk girlfriend home because she was unstable emotionally. When I finally said I didn’t want her anymore she got so mad at me and want to hit me and made death threats to me and wanted to destroy my stuff. She tried to destroy my Nintendo 3Ds but I was able to save it. But my poor photo camera didn’t have a chance. Today I’ m really glad I got rid of her, even though she was a nice sex partner and even sex slave I don’t miss her. But I really wish I could find another girl that would be happy in making a blowjob for me and drinking my cum just because she thinks I’m handsome and not because she is a slut and do it to every single man. Please, if you ever meet me and think I’m handsome I’ll only truly believe that you like me if you drink all my cum and hug me because you like me and not because you are a slut.

Chapter 4- Ana

By now you maybe is thinking: “for what you did with Katherine you are a sex driven man now, and not romantic anymore” . Well, I started to believe that until I fell in love with MM again. But before the love I had for MM to get strong there was another girl before that. Actually 2 girls and they were both called Ana. Well to be short one was a nice friend I wanted to date because she was nerd and anime fan just like me. Katherine constantly humiliated me all the time for liking anime and games. So I taught I had to get a girlfriend that actually likes anime and games too so the first Ana was this one. I’ll call her Ana 1. Ana 1 was a nice friend and talked a lot for some time but just so you can understand one day I said I wanted to kiss her and she got nervous and a little mad with me. When I went to kiss her in the cheek she dodged like there was no tomorrow. She kept being my friend but she said that, that act traumatized her. I don’t know why a kiss in the cheek would traumatize a girl but… Well, I discovered that she never had a boyfriend while teenager and never kissed a boy so even after her adult life she was still nervous about it. Too bad for her, she missed a chance to be kissed for the most romantic poet in town, because unlike Katherine I really wanted to be romantic with her and never ever get into sex things because I wanted her to be my friend at gaming and anime stuff as well my girlfriend. Too bad, she is traumatize thanks to a missed kiss on the cheek and if she keeps that way she’s gonna be 30 years without ever kissed a man. So sad for her, but she is still my friend and we talk all sometimes, but she is not a Rachel. Rachel was open to talk about anything, even sex in a very respectful way and intelligent way. But Ana gets traumatized even with a kiss on the cheek. Well, enough of Ana 1 and let’s go to Ana 2. Ana 2 was another girl named Ana that I met on POF and asked her out. She was always finding a boy to go out on a date, before me she was going on a date with some other guy but I think she found me more handsome so she decided to go out with me more. I don’t know for sure.

Ana 2 was a girl that I met on POF and that app is great but there’s never a girl that actually wants to talk, pretty much like Tinder but worse. Well, I went out with Ana 2 with no intentions and she immediately fell in love with me. I could say I liked her or not. She was not that much pretty, and was short and chubby. Totally the opposite of me, but she was a nice gamer girl. She was going out with some other guy and then out of nowhere went out with me once and on the second time kind of fell in love with me. She really was in love in love with and I could tell because she was very happy to talk to me, she said “I liked you now you are my little friend now”. She took me in her car, and night, in a desert place and kissed me hard as she was having an orgasm. So it was pretty obvious she was in love with me. That happed on the second time we went out and I had 0 intentions with her, just to talk. Probably because she was not the Snow White girl I wanted. She kept asking me out and I never refused, and her kisses and hugs got so hot that she often was feeling guilty for that since she belonged to a church organization and was supposed to an example and not a slut in her own words. Our encounters got even hotter because she was often taking me to desert places on her car to have fun with me and I never asked her to do so. I just wanted a friend to talk. She even putted my hand on her panties and was often doing the same in my pants even when I didn’t even was thinking about it. But she was always being guilty after that because of her religious believes. I was feeling bad for that but she than told me she had to stop it and she found a new boyfriend for her that belongs to the same church. I was happy for her. And even to this day when she meets me on the street and gives me that sad look, it kind of makes me feel bad but at the same time also makes me feel not guilty because I was 100% honest with her all the time. She eluded herself and she wanted to express her sexuality with a man she found handsome and I don’t think it is a bad thing and I think she shouldn’t too. Well, I never talked to her ever since but until now she was the last girl I kissed and it was last year or two years ago from now. I don’t know, I just know I’m writing this in September 2017. To be precise, September 25th, 2017 14:32PM Brazil time.

It’s being a long time I kissed a girl, I hold a girls hand and an ever longer time I had sex with a girl. Instead of being and or desperate I am in love with myself and my own romantic feelings. It is all thanks to MM that restored my romantic action which girls like Jessica and Katherine broke. These 2 Ana also didn’t help much either but these two I can forgive specially you are an inexperienced girl and if you a very religious girl with a strong conflict with yourself.

That is why I’m writing this book, to express better my romantic feelings and try to help the read with advices or even just to entertain you. If you are a woman that is so romantic as I am, please know that these words I’m writing are 100%. They are my love experience and it is so much better than those fake romances you read out there because I am a real person. I exist, I live and breathe the same way you do. Sure I live in South America and I’m poor and ugly but hey, at least I know to speak a second language and I have a post-graduation degree. And I already wrote a book about Java programming. My full name is Helder Henrique do Nascimento Peres and if you type it on Google you could find my Facebook, my personal Youtube Channel, my Sonic the Hedgehog Youtube Channel, my poetry blog and much more.

I’m more romantic than most friends I know and I’m sure I’m more romantic than most of these fake romance heroes, especially if you take the time with me to fully unlock my romantic potential. With Jessica it took 3 years even her being my Snow White. A person that acts romantic at just the first encounter, in my personal opinion is being sincere from the bottom of his heart. I know that because even heartbroken for years, thanks to Jessica, I thread most women I knew with respect in a romantic and carrying way. Was I being truly romantic with them? Of course not, I was just being or at least trying to be polite and to have superficial romantic actions, just to not to forget how it was like to be a romantic man.

The full potential of romance could only happen with time. A lot of time and it would be 100% if you were a Snow White girl. If you are a smart woman you probably already knew that true romance comes with time, but I bet no other man told you about the girl of his dreams. Nobody wants to say “hey if you were blond you could make me fell more sexual attraction to you and that would make me more romantic”. Or even “if you could spend some time with me, doing nothing, I could fell in love to you once I got to know you better”. But you women, or at least women here in Brazil that I met wants to fall in love just at the second date. That does not happen. Not with me and not even if you the Snow White girl of my dreams. To fall in love, with all the possible romantic details and actually carrying to the well-being of that person so much that you even measure her waistline with your forearm every day and pay attention to the texture of her cheek everyday… Ah, my friend to reach that level takes some time and it just happen with the right woman. Otherwise just forget it and don’t elude yourself and please, don’t be a Katherine.

But you might be asking: “Helder, if I’m not black haired that means I can never reach your heart?”. Well, to that question my answer is… I don’t know. Probably not since it never happen with Rachel and oh boy, Rachel was quite a girl. Rachel has a special place in my heart. She never unlocked a sexual desire for her not even a strong romantic feeling whether it was by the lack of time or the fact that she was blond with green eyes which is different from the Snow White girl I desired I don’t know. I will never know since she is married today and I never saw her again. Is it possible for a blond girl to take over the heart of a man that LOVES black hair girls? The answer is probably no, but she blond girl can come very, very close. And maybe with time, even get the spot of the black hair girl. And to put this theory I had to the test, that’s why I took notes of A and P. There were female friend I had, that both are married today and very happy with their respective families so I will not give much details about them so I don’t “stain” their reputation. With that said let’s go to the next chapter.

Proposal for Google and Youtube

2018-08-17T11:47:00.000-03:00

Greetings Google,

I’m Helder Peres from Team Chaotix of Brazil a Youtube channel all about Sonic and SEGA. I’m writing this letter to talk about a big project I have for Google that may be the next big hit on the gaming industry and on Youtube itself: developing games on Youtube.

It is not a 100% new idea, few people on the past already did using the annotations tool, but since this tool was not compatible with mobile devices the idea didn’t take off. Now, using the end screen tool I made a game called Big Fishing Quest.

This game uses the End Screen tool to make a quiz like game.

After a while options appear on the screen and the player must choose between the four options using the End Screen Tool. If the player chooses the correct option he proceeds to the next stage, if he chooses the wrong answer that is game over.

This is a simple gameplay style on a quiz manner but while I was developing this game I had many ideas for simple tools that would improve this experience and start a new trend on Youtube which would be game developing on the platform using the videos as main source of gameplay similar to the old stile of FMV games.

An example of that kind of game is Night Trap which is basically a giant movie where the player chooses the correct course of actions.

But, it is possible to develop more than FMV like games on Youtube as it was once proved to be a Street Fighter game on Youtube using the annotations tool. If Google wants to work with me I can project many tools that would make possible to develop games on Youtube since I have some Java programming experience and game developing experience, as well I have a Youtube channel with more than 68 thousand subscribers. I’ve been on Youtube since 2009 so I have quite experience with this platform and I kept updated on many of its tools like the hangout tool for live streams, the annotations tool which I didn’t use much but I liked the idea, the highlighted video which was a very nice tool and I miss it, the 360 live tool which I taught it was very cool, the heatmap tool which I my opinion is very useless, the card tool which I didn’t use much but the concept is nice and many more tools.

As you can see above, I wrote a Java programming book for games and since I have college degree on software development I am very familiar with UML diagrams so I could easily project tools for game development on Youtube and since I already made a game for the platform I already know the difficulties and the improvements that can be done if you hire me.

I am aware that Google have tons of programmers and engineer working on lots of projects but I believe that this project I made is the one that can set a revolution on the gaming industry as a whole and help Youtube grow even more and I personally thing I am the right man for the job since I have a lot of experience as content creator, graduation on software development and some experience with game development.

Please play the game I made to come up with this idea which is Big Fishing Quest on my Youtube channel: Team Chaotix of Brazil and contact me ASP since I am taking this idea to many streaming services companies and some of them are interest on the idea and please, don’t Zuckerberg me since the internet don’t forgive this kind of thing and I want Youtube to grow a lot because I had so much fun on this platform.

You can contact me by e-mail at: chaotixbr@hotmail.com, helderheart@hotmail.com,

Let’s make a revolution together and gotta go fast,

Helder Henrique do Nascimento Peres

Pensamento do dia... Compatibilidade

2018-01-04T10:40:00.001-02:00

Sabe, para dar certo em um relacionamento durador é necessário ter um minimo de amizade e compatibilidade. Eu mesmo sempre achei que combinava com uma certa garota que conheci ainda criança e sempre estudamos juntos. Mas anos depois, quando fui me declarar a ela, ela parece não ter pensado o mesmo que eu. É uma pena pois, se você tem o mesmo jeito tímido que uma pessoa, teve uma convivência/amizade ao longo dos anos deveria ser um ótimo indicador de compatibilidade. Compatibilidade a longo prazo.

Pena que o coração de algumas pessoas estão duros demais para perceber isso...

Love Poetry

2017-10-06T16:51:00.002-03:00

Love Poetry

October 4th, 2011 20:40 PM

I’m loving her, even before I meet her

I am hugging her even before I feel her skin

I ‘m kissing her, even before I get there

I will marry her, because now I know I’ll win

They are divorced, because their love died

We are engaged because our love is just starting

We don’t know if it will last forever

But I love you, that is true. I’m not lying

Because my feeling for you it’s not just for an weekend

I am here just to hold your hand

And felt the softness of your skin

And be sure you love me, and not him

My heart bursts with fire for you

Does she mind what can I do?

I felt my heart beating slow and I don’t know why

When she says so long, Bye-Bye

But let hold your hands for free

Are you afraid of what it can be?

Tell me you don’t want to leave me

With a broken heart and suffering, you see

And you know, I am waiting for her voice to appear

In the air, on this Monday, is what I want to hear

Listen to the sweetness of her voice giving me tips

The thing I want most is to feel her lips

Where is she from? I must know!

She must be from an intense loving feeling of my soul

She is the rarest girl in the whole South America

To be her boyfriend is my most desired goal

Helder Henrique do Nascimento Peres

October 5^th 2011 19:39 PM

Poetry for the matter

2017-10-06T16:44:00.002-03:00

Poetry for the matter

Londrina, November 5th 2012

A poetry for the matter does not shatter

That is true what I say and whenever

I can stay with you for whatever

Until we find a definitive ending called never

No matter what they say I can live everyday

Living my life inside the bay

And searching for the flowers that bloom every may

I remember every single word that you say

If any of them are lies or the truth

I can only spend my days admiring my youth

Tearing my fears and chewing them under my tooth

Touching your face and feeling your skin that is so smooth

I can take all this sadness that turns my life blue

And see what, with my most noble effort I can do

Spending my days only to know what you feel for not hurt you

Hold your feminine hands just to know if your feelings are true

On my way to your house I pick a flower that sparkles red

Going on my way of hopes and dream always following the thread

Hoping that you can give me your attention and you devotion

If I can awaken on you a strong and powerful emotion

But I never taught such a pure girl would ever exist in this town

I’ve surrendered for the ignorant women with fool vow

I’ve never wasted my time with the non-pure emotions of seduction

I limited my dreams for the ones who cared about the world of conflict’s reduction

The intense need that I have to feel you soft and delicate skin

Could be the same that you have to hug me the way I have done to your body

To hug you so deeply that I can hear your heart beating with love

And the calmness of your soul as peaceful as a dove

A romantic poetry may look smart and clever

But it’s actually just a fraction of a true feeling

The ones that I’ve never felt before I saw your sweater

The heart is to feel loved and the poetry is for the matter

Helder Henrique do Nascimento Peres 11:22 AM

I was there to be free

2017-10-06T16:40:00.002-03:00

I was there to be free

October 10^th , 2012 Arapongas-PR, Brazil. 30:13PM

I was meant to be free and see the girls to go after me

I was supposed to earn hug everywhere I go

Since no one is nicer than me, I was supposed to be free

To give kisses and earn a hug or so

But today I don’t have enough time to write

I don’t know anymore what’s wrong and what’s right

I am a man that even don’t needing, I need to fight

Dreaming awake and loving at night

But happiness is not mine to enjoy it for long

I am not sure if I need to take some attitude or leave it be

If I need to kiss her by force or wait things happen

I only know, is that I was supposed to be free

Helder Henrique do Nasciemento Peres 20:19 PM

Adventurous Acceleration

2017-10-06T16:34:00.002-03:00

Adventurous Acceleration

Arapongas October 10th , 2012 20:59 PM

Since I was born I’ve been one with the speed

Running all by myself having no worries and no need

And even that my friends were going missing by some strange foe

I am not afraid, I just go forward charging to the my goal

I have a partner by my side to me back me up

His tails are propelled though the air giving me a wide reach

We well race from to save our friends again, but this times with some extra help

With all the seven emeralds I’ll just stop when I my shoes are on the siege

Yet again that mad freak is frustrated, but he doesn’t give up

That’s ok, on that floating island we’ll find what his up to

A red guy stops me with a punch and steals my emeralds leaving dizzy

But I’m not let it pass, I’m here to save the day because I’m the one streak blue

A mad scientist that fools it all, trying to get that giant emerald

Now you red fool, you know who’s on your side and who is the crook?

Use you powerful punch to fight for justice just once, let’s go after that fat man

We are going stop him together with our mad skills that’s off the hook

And if you think that the day as was safe, you better think again

Even after I’ve defeated that metal version of me in a little planet of future and past

There’s still more evil that need to me stopped, and loops that need to be raced

This is the first episode of a new adventure and there’s no time to rest

I know haters will never open their hearts and be all right

Because we need to live and learn to stand up to the fight

We are the heroes that will never lose a fellow teammate

Even if when the curse consumes us in the night and it’s too late

Even if and adventure never actually happed it still exist

Because the colors of are so bright and with their power they consist

A whole new generation of quests that will come back in time

Running, riding air boards, slashing swords, going wild and never losing a rhyme

Helder Henrique do Nascimento Peres 21:25 PM

The King of Poets

2017-10-06T16:29:00.002-03:00

The King of Poets

Arapongas, 13 de agosto de 2012 18:06

I am the best of the best

No one can get into me until they pass the test

There’s no time to lose and the past is past

Because the best actor of the show is the one who is out of the cast

I may not talk much but there’s no need to rush

They may have a full house but I got a royal flush

There’s no girl without dark hair that will cause me a crush

And they say, another day that I’ll like blond girls, no way

The only alcoholic drinks I put in my mouth

Are the sweet lips of a dark hair girl

My physical strength is only used to hug her softly

And when she look in my eyes no other rhymes are necessary

No one will ever forget my last two poems

They will live on forever on the limbs of history

And whenever you need me, I will always be there

My poems are full of love but if you need you can use them as mystery

I am the king of poets and none will stand against my might

The story of my life is a constant fight

The only rest I have is when it comes the night

Because there’s no end for trying to do what is right

I am a poet

A romantic poet

Your bell may not ring

But, of the poets, I am the king!

Helder Henrique do Nascimento Peres 18:25

Like a Teacher

2017-10-06T16:20:00.002-03:00

Like a Teacher

Arapongas, 11 de agosto de 2012 16:13

He comes in the class only to tell you what to do

He never lets you down, you can spread on the ‘hood

When he gets into action, your English will get in shape

‘Case he’s a teacher and he’s not, actually he’s good

He talks no Portuguese, he makes no mistakes

When he is correcting your lesson, do you have what it takes?

Even though roses are red and violets are blue

He still is a teacher and he only tells the true

There’s no time for relax when you are in class

Prepare to meet your doom English issues

It will be no one who can’t speak in English when he makes a mess

I’ve told you, he’s a teacher and he doesn’t wear any shoes!

Like a Teacher!

Turn up the heater!

He’s classes are wild and you sure will lean

Like a Teacher!

Turn up the heater!

All the speaking skills you sure will earn

When you step in the class room, make sure to bring you book

Don’t forget to make your homework, because this is lame!

Pay attention on your lessons

Because he is the teacher and his teaching skills are insane!

While doing your conversation

Do not think in your nation

Make your tongue sounds marvelous sounds of non-Latin speeches

Creating new possibilities for you travel across deserts, lakes and beaches

Helder Henrique do Nascimento Peres 16:42

Swords that cut the path of Speed

2017-10-06T16:10:00.000-03:00

Swords that cut the path of Speed

Arapongas-PR Brazil , September 30^th, 2012 13:17 PM

I run through the vast fields with a vivid green in their grasses

This green is as green as my eyes, which are filled with curiosity

I serve to no one, only the wind that blows free seeking for adventure

My sword claim for justice and my feet, they claim for velocity

Every slash makes me closer to become a knight, a strong knight

The runs as fast as the fierce mighty of justice that seeks what is right

The enemies that oppose to my path, they don’t need to be my foes

If we fight for justice, there’s more in being a knight than just swing swords as it rolls

The real king is not someone that makes people suffer

Also, a warrior is not the one who battles enemies tougher and tougher

The real strength is seek by helping others and the by acts of charity

Carrying on the legacy of fights of the good fights’ clarity

Though shall never surrender to the evils of the underworlds

Instead of finding meanings of destruction, find an item of cure

If my sword is a little rusty, the Blacksmith mighty repair

If my heart is broken, the Lady of the Lake, can make it pure

My soul is source of speed and strength the aims at the rival

Striking him with precision makes the power goes up by a bit

There’s no chance for one who can’t make mistakes on knight points

I must fight fiercely and quick, but never let the folks be harmed by it

All the missions I must not quit, all the items I’ve to identify

Every page of the book I have to read, each World Ring must be mine

All the flowers, weapons, armors, cards, stones and medals are parts of my blade

End for every follower I earn, by acting with chivalry, must I give a dime

The race is just beginning, and even if I must be the villain just by once in a while

Saving the story of a book that will end when all the pages get five stars of skill

It is not an act of foolishness, but yet the justice of a peaceful end, and if you think that you have Power over me, notice that I am the knight of the wind saving the world without charging the bill

Helder Henrique do Nascimento Peres 13:53

Pensamento do Dia

2017-09-19T09:44:00.001-03:00

Sabe, eu nunca tive ciumes de alguma namorada minha conversar com algum amigo da escola ou coisa do tipo. Nunca. Pois se ela gostasse mais de conversar com ele do que comigo, era sinal que eu é que não deveria estar namorado com ela e sim com alguém que me curtisse mais. Eu fico pensando porque existe tanto ciúme possessivo por aí e porque tem gente que aceita isso. Essas pessoas realmente não entendem, não entendem o conceito do amor...

Pensamento do dia.

2017-09-19T09:41:00.000-03:00

Sabem, a primeira namorada que eu tive nos meus quinze anos maios ou menos eu era meio ciumento com ela, não deixa ela falar com outros caras e tal. Eu era adolescente, não sabia de relacionamentos... Acreditava ser normal. No fim nenhum tipo de controle e ciume barrou ela de me deixar por outro (e me humilhar no processo). Mesmo eu sendo o namorado mais atencioso e romântico possível. Já as outras que tive não tive mais esse problema e vivíamos bem exceto via do lado dela entre outras coisas. Mas eu aprendi que não adianta nada barrar a pessoa de ter amigos e conversar com outras pessoas. Que se a pessoa está com você é porque ela quer estar, e se ela não quer estar não adianta prender. É triste saber que nem todo mundo é maturo a esse ponto...

Grupo de Whatsapp para Youtubers

2017-07-16T20:55:00.002-03:00

Se você é Youtuber e mora na região de Londrina, Apucarana, Arapongas e toda a região 43, entre no nosso grupo!
Foto de Youtuber gata só para chamar atenção.

Sonic the Hedgehog Comics

2017-06-18T17:16:00.001-03:00

脚本：tifos OEBのテスト page 5

2017-02-20T11:53:00.002-03:00

エルダー：戦うために必要はありません。 ENCANTUS見えません。（グループには見えません）（ガードが通過します）Trollado：私たちはXPを与えていない連中と戦うために持っていたので、ちょっと、我々は、前に目に見えないだろうか？長老：私はそのような「XP」ということがあるのか分からないが、理由私たちの新たに形成された労働組合の性質上、体を行使し、私たちのチームワークを向上させるのに苦労するのが賢明です。しかし、過剰な戦い互いに前後に、消耗につながることができます。ヘンリー：彼らは本当に賢明な言葉です。Trollado：あなたが見えなくなると女性の部屋に入ることはできますか？エルダー：このパワーは、ささいな目的のために使用されるが、かつて私が若かったときにすべきではありません...Lassy：....（彼女は恥ずかしされ、彼らの耳をカバー）ヘンリー：待って！見て！Trollado：別のランダムな出会い？エルダー：誰かが攻撃されています！私たちは、助けなければなりませんか？ヘンリー：はい！結局のところ、それは私が弱いと抑圧を見て王と何もしないのでしょうか？Trollado：それは私の少年です！スティックを単に打つ連中と同じですが、それはあなたの服で別の色を持っているので、強いそれらのほとんどの人を下に行きましょう。エルダー：正義のあなたの感覚は何か立派な若い男の王です。Lassy：はい、みましょう！（カリッ過去泥棒は貧しい農民を攻撃している。しかし、それはさまざまな色を持っているので、彼らは強いです）（その他の戦い）（この時間は特別な使命を持って、女の子が多くの被害を被ることはできません）ヘンリー：その野郎を取ります。 ACCELERATED CUT！Trollado：滞在あなたの発作や脳卒中の名前を言えば意味がありません。エルダー：逆に、損傷をより重視と強さを与えます。

脚本：tifos OEBのテスト page 4

2017-02-20T11:51:00.000-03:00

エルダー：私の王、この世界は何年も私たちとの戦争です。Trollado：それは王国や世界ですか？人に来て、彼らが決めます。Lassy：彼らは両方です。私たち自身に落ちる方法によって魔法の別の世界の断片と、王国を形成しました。私の周りユニコーン、ドラゴン、ペガサス、氷の白鳥、連鎖しお姫様、ささいなメイジとさえハリネズミ軽薄として不思議な生き物があることを聞きました。エルダー：境界線の周りにどこでも彼らにそこに泥棒や略奪者を維持するに加えて、それを言うまでもありません。Lassy：どのようにこのような場所でガールフレンドを見つけるつもりか！？Trollado：そして妹は、彼のような男のために、激しいtexugaの心を獲得することは容易です。この男はドン・ルアンです。エルダー：しかし、あなたが乙女にあなたの純粋な心を示さなければならないことを忘れないでください、pois-
（画面は黒です、戦闘を開始します）（ストリート泥棒に対するグループの戦い、レベル1）（戦いの終わりに、彼らは300 XPを獲得します）エルダー：私が言ったように、乙女は、どのような彼らの種は、あなたの体力とalso-の大きさを示すために、最初の紳士を好みます（もう一つの戦い）（以上300 XP）（500ゴールド）（：シールドウッドTrolladoは、アイテムを見つけました）エルダー：私が言ったように、これらの資質は、征服の時に非常に必要です。女性の心はaltamente-あるので、（もう一つの戦い）（以上300 XP）（Lassyはアイテムが見つかりました：ポーション）エルダー：女性の心をに引き付けられます - Trollado：男ああ、私は理解しています。もはやに話をするには別の戦いに表示されます。うわあ、これらのランダムな出会いには休息を与えません！ヘンリー：、ロイヤルガードメビウスブームのメンバーを探してください。準備をしなさい。

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2017-02-20T11:48:00.000-03:00

マーク：あなたの威厳、名誉と高潔Sagnopara Aladaの支配者は、私が提示：エルダーメイガス。長老：あなたに私の王に仕える名誉です。マーク：Lassyエボニー。Lassyは：ええと...私は陛下の使命に自分のベストを与えます。マーク：トロールをTroollado。Trollado：ねえチーフ、のキディーてみましょう。私はArapucarana中のバーは、O、最大であることを知っています。マーク：これらの3勇敢な戦士たちが彼の使命、O強大な王に最も有能な、同様に選択されています。慎重にあなたの道をたどり、その土地と先祖に名誉をもたらします。ヘンリー：はい、私はなります。仲間をしてみましょう。エルダーとLassy：はい、陛下。Trollado：彼はスラムcúmpadiに分割します。ナレーター：この後、英雄は王国の境界を残します。Lassy：我々はGoogleの検索に行く陛下、？HARRY：女の子は、威厳私を呼び出すことはありません。私たちは今、戦いの仲間です。格式は不要です。我々は友人です。（ヘンリーは自信を示すために、少女の手を保持しています）（Lassyは少し赤です）Trollado：womanfolkの複数形とmanjariasの男manja。このミッションは、チャットでです。エルダー：確かに。しかし、私たちのガードを降りることはできません。ヘンリー：あなたは右の長老です。また、同じことがあなたのために行きます。私と一緒に手続きの必要はありません。Trollado：私はスキームは、すべての後に何を進めてきた「私は最初から疑われます。」長老：あなたが若い男を願っています。しかし、我々は我々の探求に行く残る疑問は、そこにあります。ヘンリー：メビウスブームの王国のために。すべて：メビウスブーム？！ヘンリーは：はい、それは私の母は私の父を知っていた私に言ったことがありました。彼らに幸運を手に取り、私に与えます。あなたはどう思いましたか？

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2017-02-20T11:46:00.000-03:00

Lassy Caninusエボニー：戦いで経験豊富な経験を持つ人狼ティーンエイジャーが、それは見知らぬ人に非常に近いです。狼男フォームと人間の形で2刀でその強力な爪を使ってバトル。かかわらず、強力な戦士は、内気で自信なしです。軸とメイスと戦うために熟練したトロル：トロールをTrollado。それはかなりの腕力と忠実な仲間の戦いを持っています。戦場のすべての名声にもかかわらず、財政問題と住んでいるとユーモアのお粗末な感覚を持っています。それはお金のためにこのクエストです。エンリケ・ペレスIIキング：非常に若い王になった人間が、王の彼のタイトルを保持し、母国の法律と伝統を尊重するためには、結婚する女の子を見つける必要があります。最近18年間に完了したにもかかわらず、それは熟練剣士であり、すでに他の国で傭兵としていくつかのミッションを行いました。彼は彼の亡き父の神聖な剣Capricurを継承し、少年のようにそれを使用することを学んだが、唯一の切断で彼のスキルを習得し、剣を持っている神秘的な力を無視します。彼の父は準備ができたら、彼は電力のユーザーの心を介して直接基づいている剣の真の力を目覚めさせるだろうと彼に言いました。これらは、この冒険の英雄です。の結果がどうなるかを調べるために分をお見逃しなく...OEB tifosテスト！（プレススタート）

バトラー氏ペレス、Sagnopara Aladaの王国の王。今日のあなたの威厳18を完了し、王国とその人々への責任が何であるかを知っている必要があります。ヘンリー：私はイエスを知っています。私の心は私の王国のいずれかの女の子のための強力なビートはありません。彼は私の母に会った時、私の父が記載されているように、私は目が麻痺感じたか、私の血圧が上がります。だから私は他のレルムで探すことにしました。私は私のリターンまであなたの中にcofio、前に言ったように。マーク正しいですか？私は私が戻るまであなたが王国の世話をします知っています。マーク・バトラー：はい、私の王。あなたの願いは私のコマンドです。あなたの旅に注意してください。ところで、あなたの旅の仲間が到着しました。ヘンリー：Aはい、私はそれらを知っています。（ヘンリーとマークはトリオが待って玉座の間を、入力してください）

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2017-02-20T11:40:00.001-03:00

脚本：tifos OEBのテストナレーター：昔、小さなと繁栄の治世の完全で、結婚する女の子を見つけるために必要な王がありました。彼の国は若くして死んだ、と王子はすでに初期の王となりました。 18を回したとき、王は王の彼のタイトルを保持するか、彼の君主としての地位だけでなく、伝統と彼の人々の法則を失うことと結婚しなければなりません。しかし、まだ若く、経験の浅い王は、彼が彼を喜ば彼の王国のいずれかの女の子を見つけることができませんでした。すべての女の子のために、彼はちょうどそれが少年を喜ばせたという理由だけで女王のタイトルを持っている、としないようにしたいです。したがって、Reioは、単一のミッションのために彼の王国の3強大な戦士の招集を命じました。違法とそこに見知らぬ人のような、任意の少年のように見られるように、近隣諸国を訪問し、彼の女王になるためにまともな女性を知っています。ミッションは、単純なものの、いくつかの隣接王国が多く、多くの年のための私達の王の王国との戦争状態にあることに注意して危険になります。そしてそう、同様に見知らぬ人を受け入れません。だから、近隣の王国に侵入し、その任務を完了する我々の英雄次第です。彼らは以下のとおりです。エルダー魔王マスター：古い賢明と経験豊富な、それは正義と女性に来る特に。彼は名誉と良いですが、それは愛に来るとき、彼は変態することによって、次の時間を離れて行きました。そしてもちろん、強力なウィザード、呪文、強力な祖先のキャスターであるためには、それは素晴らしい仲人です。彼はハーフエルフです。人間とエルフの混血。

(Sorry Japanese people that might be reading this, I don't speak Japanese so I'll post using Google Translator. I hope you understand and if this story gets enough attention, maybe I can find some professional translator. Or not.)

これはテストです：最初、中間と話を描き、次の特性で終わります：
•中世史
•異なる人種の4友人のグループと歴史
•人間界と魔法の世界の間の戦争
•アクション、アドベンチャーとRPGとドラマ。
•場所はあなた次第です。

Prevaricação

2016-01-21T21:10:00.001-02:00

Art 319- Retardar ou deixar de praticar, indevidamente, ato de ofício, ou praticá-lo, ou praticá-lo contra disposição expressa de lei, para satisfazer interesse ou sentimento pessoal.

Pena- detenção, de três meses a um ano, e multa.

Art 319-A. Deixar o Diretor de Penintenciária e/ou agente público, de cumprir seu dever de vedar ao preso o acesso a aparelho telefônico, de rádio ou similar, que permita a comunicação com outros presos ou com o ambiente externo: (incluído pela Lei n 11.466 de 2007).

Pena: detenção, de 3 (três) meses a 1 (um) ano.

Bem, o crime acima é de prevaricação, basicamente se trata de uma corrupção por vontade própria do agente público, quando ele não cumpre suas funções ou se recusa a prestar atendimeto. Algo que certamente acontece em outros países, não no nosso.

Porém, caso você queria denunciar um caso de prevaricação, ou acredita que isso aconteça na sua cidade aqui vai alguams dicas:

Para denunciar prevaricação é necessário formar Boletim de Ocorrência na delegacia, local (ou seja tem que ser na mesma cidade onde ocorreu o crime).
É necessário ser maior de idade para denunciar e ter documentos. Qualquer pessoa pode denunciar.
Mesmo que seja sem provas a denuncia ainda é valida.
Mesmo que uma lei municipal não seja comprida, ainda é possível fazer a denúncia de prevaricação.

Todas as informações contidas nessa postagem foram retiradas diretamente do Fórum de Justiça de Arapongas.

Projeto Paraná

2015-08-25T23:55:00.002-03:00

Esse jogo foi o jogo que me deu minha graduação de Analista de Sistemas.

A proposta era complexa: fazer um jogo com o foclore e a cultura do Paraná.
Bem, conseguir pelo menos um demo técnico.

Tem duas fases, sendo uma representando a cidade de Arapongas e outra a de Londrina.
Eu até fiz alguns personagens, que nem acabei usando. Só deu tempo do Saci.

Então gostaria do apoio artistico e financeiro para desenvolver esse projeto, de verdade. Do jeito que eu relmente palnejei pois acredito que vai dar sucesso. Só preciso de ajudar pois fazer tudo sozinho demora. E eu não posso dedicar 100% do meu tempo para um unico projeto que só vai render um dinheiro depois de 2 ou 3 anos de desenvolvimento.

O sequestro da Nova Princesa

2014-09-27T10:07:00.002-03:00

Roteiro do Jogo: O sequestro da Nova Princesa

Era um dia comum no Castelo do Planalto. Tudo seguindo a rotina, os empregados fazendo seus deveres, a princesa e o rei ao alto, sorrindo a todos e os passarinhos cantando ao redor. Tudo em perfeita harmonia com a nature—UM RAIO MORTAL ATINGE O REINO!

De repente uma grande nave alienígena lança raios mortíferos e destrói boa parte do castelo.

O ataque devasta plantações, mata uns camponeses figurantes fere gravemente a princesa do reino, matando-a.

Em meio ao caos, o comandante alienígena diz: “Quero rendição imediata do seu reino e todas suas riquezas, darei dois dias para se renderem e levarei a princesa para que não tentem nada engraçado. ” Mas o rei diz: “Mas ela já está morta!!” . “Bem, neste caso, vamos sequestrar a faxineira do reino! Estamos esperando na colina da redenção divina. Apareçam ao meio dia, ou a faxineira morrerá também! ”.

Em meio ao desespero, o rei não sabe o que fazer. Camponeses correndo por suas vidas, empregados correndo por suas vidas e até os bravos e valentes cavaleiros do reino correndo por suas vidas quando deveriam proteger o reino. Covardes!!!

Mas, no meio da loucura o sábio rei avista um valente guerreiro. Um jovem que não está correndo por sua vida porque está escondido atrás de um balde e segurando um esfregão como arma. O rei aponta ao jovem guerreiro e diz: “Confio o destino do reino e a vida da minha filha, que já morreu a você jovem valente!”

Morrendo de medo, e percebendo que é o único capaz de regatar a faxineira. Nosso herói embarcará em uma aventura perigosa, combatendo os capangas alienígenas que o impedem de ir até a Colina da Redenção Divina (sendo que o próprio comandante alienígena o mandou ir lá) para salvar a princesa (que já morreu), salvar o reino (que está todo destruído) e resgatar a faxineira. Embarque conosco na aventura de: O Resgate da Nova Princesa.

(Press Start)

Com medo de enfrentar os alienígenas, o herói pergunta ao rei: “Mas senhor, eu sou só um faxineiro e as vezes cocheiro. Como poderei enfrentar seres que cospem fogo dentro de carruagens metálicas voadoras?”. O rei diz: “Use seu esfregão e apague o fogo deles com uma bela vassourada”.

Então o herói se enche de coragem, e enfrenta os alienígenas. Suas armas são o esfregão e um balde de água. Ao bater com o esfregão molhado nos capangas alienígenas ele percebe que eles são fracos a água. Porque eles são de outro planeta e a água do nosso planeta é toxica a ele.

Ao ter sua primeira vitória, logo na primeira faze: “Castelos Destruído Hilss, Ato 1” ele se sente confiante.

O caminho para a Colina da Rendição Divina é longo e demorado. Tem que passar por uma estrada de terra sem asfalto, pois o rei é mão de vaca e não se preocupou em pavimentar as rodovias. Mas, a vantagem disso é que próximo a estrada de chão batido existe um rio que convenentemente segue ao logo do caminho até a Colina da Rendição Divina.

A cada faze, ele tem que encher seu balde e medir com precisão a quantidade de água necessária para derrotar cada capanga alienígena. Desde aqueles pequenos que se mata em um golpe só, como os chefões que precisa encher o balde completamente para poder derrotar.

Embora seja difícil vencer vários alienígenas com um esfregão velho , ele se pergunta: “Será que conseguirei vencer o mestre deles com apenas esse esfregão de madeira, que já está começando a se rachar depois de tantas pancadas?”. Logo na faze 4, quando falta apenas mais duas para chegar no chefão final, ele se depara com um dilema. Poderá um esfregão velho resistir até o fim da batalha? E se o balde furar no decorrer do caminho? Até agora deu tudo certo, mas as coisas tendem a ficar mais difíceis. Os produtores desse jogo não colocaram uma lojinha conveniente posicionada perto do rio, onde poderia comprar materiais de limpeza novos?

Sentando a beira do rio, pensando em desistir de sua jornada um cavalo velho traz para ele um rodinho e uma vassoura metálica. Com essas novas armas ele sabe que poderá zerar o jogo, digo, resgatar a princesa. Ah, princesa morreu no começo do jogo, é a faxineira.

Depois de zerar mais duas fazes, ele encontra o líder da armada alienígena que exige que o reino se renda e de suas riquezas.

E coforme ordenado, ele pega seu esfregão velho encharcado de água e joga na nave alienígena! Com toda a sua força e... Nada acontece porque a nave é blindada contra água. É...

Então o comandante alienígena exige as riquezas do reino, e o nosso herói oferece a vassoura e o rodinho metálico.

Impressionado com a beleza de ambos, o comandante recebe a oferta e parte embora, devolvendo a faxineira. Agora, com a faxineira em mãos, nosso herói volta para o reino nenhuma festa é dada a ele. Pois estão todos correndo por suas vidas, com medo de alienígenas que já foram derrotados e nem estão mais ali. Na verdade os alienígenas foram embora satisfeitos,mas enfim. A faxineira da um beijo no herói e ele volta a limpar o reino que está um bagunça depois do ataque.

FIM. Game Over.

Declaração de Amor contra o Seu Ódio

2014-09-18T11:53:00.000-03:00

Declaração de Amor contra o Seu Ódio

Arapongas, 18 de Novembro de 2014, 11:38

Você que me encantou com seus olhos caçados

Seu sorriso sem graça, e seu jeito de moça meiga

Seus belos cabelos negros e seus lábios vermelhos escarlate

Que roubou minha atenção ao pedir um pequeno favor

Você que se mostrou uma moça confiável

Que pareceu gostar do meu jeito de falar

Você que queria me roubar de todo e qualquer jeito

E que não saia do meu coração e nem do meu pensamento

Depois de se declarar o seu amor por mim

E quando finalmente poderíamos andar de mão dada e assistir shojos juntos

E finalmente quando nosso lábios poderiam se tocar sem culpa ou remorcio

Quando poderíamos andar de mãos dadas por entre as tardes de sábado

Você declarou seu ódio para mim

Me deu esperança, e amor

E por egoismo, me lançou no desespero e na dor

Você, sua baixinha, destruiu o mundo de um perdedor

Espero que esteja feliz agora

Espero que esteja se esbaldando com seu namorado

Pois aqui, eu vou ficar te amando

Mesmo que seja em uma lembrança do passado

Estarei aqui cultivando o ódio que você me entregou

Vou guardá-lo para avisar a todos os amantes do por-do-sol

Avisarei aqueles que querem carregar suas amadas no colo

Não se apaixonem por uma garota chamada Carol.

Helder Henrique do Nascimento Peres 11:53

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2014-09-16T10:34:00.003-03:00

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