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Dilemma

2017-10-13T01:36:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Lama betul tak ambik kisah pasal blog ni. Since im not working now, so keep thinking to start blogging again . It have been two month im being jobless xD Rezeki tak menyebelahi aku dan kawan-kawan untuk pangilan interview SPP pada tahun ni. Nampaknya kena tunggu tahun depan pulak la. Semoga ada rezeki , amin :) Baru faham perasaan senior yang tunggu dua tiga tahun .

be positive, Allah have better plan for you ! Amin :) Good things is worth waiting kan ? Ayat penyedap hati . While waiting for SPP next year, i will try to send my resume to private school. Please pray for me , hopefully i will get a job soon, amin :)

previous post i did mention to share my experience during interview at private school. haha. but sadly im too lazy to do that. insyaAllah i will try to rajinkan diri untuk post pasal interview tu later. I ever work as a teacher at a private school before :)

i have no idea what to type here so to be continue ...

Salam Ramdhan.

2017-06-01T16:24:00.001+08:00

1 June 2017 . My first post for this year.Im still alive gaisss. haha . Ya Allah lama betul tak update blog ni. Setengah tahun kot . Opps ! Its not too late for me to wish Happy Fasting everyone :D

Many things happened , but not much thing changes . For example , Im still fat as before hahaha #sadtruth . Im working already. Getting marry soon. Hahahahahaa, JK! xD

Before I got my current job, I have been attend like three interviews before and I keep thinking to share my experience here. Erm maybe later if I not lazy haha ! See you when i see you . Maybe next year? Muahaha . Assalamualaikum :)

"Subhanallah, Alhamdulillah, Allahuakbar!"

Enam

2016-12-28T02:34:00.000+08:00

Lie

Lie is not a mistake , its a choice .
You choose to lie since the first day .
So how it feel?
Great?

Im a human ,
I lied too,
But after i lied my life not peace.
I feel sinned, I feel bad about it.
I wonder,
Do your live in a peaceful life after all the lies?
Is that fun to live in lie and fake ?
I wonder, till now :)

Lima

2016-12-28T02:28:00.002+08:00

Late night.

I cant sleep,

Still deeply missing someone.

I try so hard to endure it.

Then we talked.

About random things.

I thought it will end there.

Next day , i got request from you,

This is how my terrible life start.

I am your willing victim .

#Empat

2016-12-26T23:14:00.001+08:00

Song.

you asked me to listen a song.
listen and try to understand the lyrics,
as it means a lot to you .

I hear the song.
Kinda a nice song.
I dont try to understand it.
I said it just normal song.

but then later i realise,
that song means a lot.
to me too .

"bagaimana aku ingin membencimu,
jikalau setiap hari merindu,
sekiranya derita merinduimu sebenarnya bahagia,
aku pilih derita."

- SR

#Tiga

2016-12-26T23:03:00.001+08:00

December.

On December, the first date come into my mind is 21.
Why 21 ?
Because its your special day :D
I never forget the date since the first time we start to talk .
so Happy Birthday dear you.
I pray may your life will fill with joy and happiness,
and you happy with your beloved one :D Amin.

#Dua

2016-12-15T02:56:00.003+08:00

Place

We are far .

But why I feel like

we are so near ?

we are so closed to each other ?

Oh, I forgot !

That you are stay here ,

Yes, right here!

a place named

heart <3

- pykaarashid

#Satu

2016-12-15T02:49:00.000+08:00

Crush .

Are you a magnet ?
As since the first time I saw you, I attract to you .
The first "Hi" from you , make me smile, till now .

You once my crush before, but now you are my everything.
You are one of the best thing happend to me,
I am so lucky as I can be your close friend .
MAYBE your special one . Maybe.
But you always be my special one :)

I love when we be crazy together,
make fun of each other.
Our craziness make me cant differentiate,
when you being serious and when you are just joking.

Im sorry for not serious when you be serious.
Im just wasted it .
in the end ,
I lost you .
I lost you .

-pykaarashid .

Hui :D

2016-04-12T13:57:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum :D

Im back ! bhahaha ! what do you mean by "im back??" lol. i know no one noticed that i private my blog before. ahh, this is sad. hahahaha. its okay, nevermind . It have been awhile i left blogging world. Ah my life is getting busy day by day with thesis and all the assignment . Its okay . two month left. do ur best PkaaaaChu xD Insya Allah I will try my best . Pray for me .

last 29 March , i turned 23 ! never expected will get surprise again this year. hahaha. thanks a lot dear friends. It seem like it my last birthday celebration with them ,as we will finished our degree soon. Then i know it quite hard for us to meet again as everyone stay far from one another . Its okay , We still in malaysia right. hehehe.

Oh, it 12 April. It have been a year dude ! hahaha. I still remember how bad my situation was last year when i reveal one by one all the truth. Allahu, its really really hurt. hahahaha. But its okay, Allah wanna show me and protect me, Alhamdulillah.And today its totally different dude . I really thankful for what i have today , Alhamdulillah :) May Allah bless all of us and forgive all our sins, Amin.

Till we meet again. Bye .Assalamualaikum :)

-Kepanasan di Perlis is no joke gais.

2016

2016-02-25T01:33:00.000+08:00

wow, its seem like i didnt post anything here for quite a long time . Well i just busy doing nothing :P

This is just a short entry from me, just want to inform you that im still alive , haha. Alhamdulillah .Well, i will turns to 23 about 34 days from now xD Ah, im getting old already. haha. many thing happened. people comes and go :) Its life .

My result for my past intern Alhamdulillah, unexpected as always. haha. Now im already in last semester for my degree , insyaALLAH and will graduate at the end of this year , amin. Please pray for me friend . hehe.

My life so far Alhamdulillah, getting better :) Before this i stucked in middle life prob i guess. Haha. Alhamdulillah now im feeling better , can accept what was happened. Well, as people said, "everything happend for a reason " . and now i can see all the reasons . Allah showed me one by one , Thanks Allah for protecting me .

But I is sad . Seriously i did. as a friend ,I sad bcause i cant help u to be a better one , I know im not a better/perfect person though, im a sinner too, but yeah,deep in my heart i really hope you will change one day, and realise everything . U always in my prayer friend :)

Okay, thats all for now. bye and take care :D

December :)

2015-12-04T02:15:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum :)
akhirnya sampai jugak seru nak update blog ye pkah. haha .
before that, Al-fatihah for Pak Yus . He passed away few days before. Seriously idk y im so surprise and sad after know the news . I am pretty sure u feel the same. cant believe it .I cried a few times when reading all the article about him, watch back his video :( Well, its the truth that we need to accept ,even its hurts . Allah love him more .our turn will come soon but we never know when the exact time, so be prepare:/ life must go on anywy :') we will miss you pak yus , always :')

hmm, its december . how fast time flies . 2K15 almost end , I still remember how my last december was. haha. oh Allah ! i dont want to remember it ,but it still fresh in my mind xD i hope it wont happen again please. It sooooo hurt everrr . Haih !stop it pkah. haha xD

well the last chapter of 2K15 , so make it a perfect one insya Allah :) take care guys!Love you xoxo.

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2015-11-20T02:34:00.000+08:00

Hai assalamualaikum :)

anyone one here ? hello? hello? im here. haha! bapak ah ! lama gila tak hapdet. missing me much ? :p

alhamdulillah, superb! haha. letting go the negatives vibe in ur life and all the positive vibe come n catch u :) weee.

malas nak taip panjang panjang.malas k malas. hahaha. see u when i will see you. love u moree :p

9Sept

2015-09-09T05:39:00.001+08:00

Hello gaisss. Assalamualaikum .

hey! Its 9Septemberrrr. its have been six years and its still fresh in my mind. haha! feel like it just happened yesterday. 090909. a nice date and a nice memory to remember. xD

long time i didnt spend time here. many thing to share here but feeling lazy to do so. haha . early this month,my lecturer came to observe the way im teaching in class. only Allah knows how nervous am i that day. Alhamdulillah, got positive comment from my lecturer.thanks to my fav students who help me that day. teacher lovechu so much okay guys. haha. and gonna miss all of u when i finished my practical for sure :( they r like my siblings. we keep arguing and joking with each other. haha. can u imagine when they saw me walking at the corridor, they will scream and call my name from their class. its really make me angry sometime .haha .

well september is a busy month for me. last sunday i attend one youth event with students. and this week there is a camp . aaa,i cant wake up late and no more holidays for this week. next week i got one week vacation for Eidul Adha.yay.and after that will busy again. okay gaisss.me is sleepy so genite.please take care. lepchubae. eh? hahahaha.kbai'

see..

how happy am i after done observed by my lecturer xD

kbai.

Practical

2015-08-14T05:31:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum everyone xD

Today is the last day of Syawal. Am i right ? haha. how fast time flies :) Alhamdulillah, my life getting beter after stuck in a dark time for a while . Aha, wanna update about my practical . It almost two month im here . Being a teacher is quite fun and so busy and tired for sure. keep thinking of mylife in future IF im being a teacher , i really need to plan time well especially when i have my own family. haha.

My students masyaALLAH,so naughty and stubborn . Everyday they will do new things. haha. well teenagers right,love to do new things. Haish. Me so tired okay. But they are too funny for me. haha. i love to see their habit ,even sometime im so angry with them xD

Raja Kumar. haha. my first student that i found so funny. haha. he is an indian student. he is so chubby and cute .hahaha . i like to see him .he love to skipped the class.hahaha. he love to walk around the school during class time and when he see discipline teacher he will run. hahaha. its so funny to see he run. everytime he see me he will say" ayoyo teacher, " ahaha ! he love to disturb chinese girl. haish. so funny of you lah Raja. teacher will miss you for sure .

Kuganesh . Godness. this one sooo naughty in the class. but i can see that he look smart and clean. he is good as a person i guess but because of his friend love to disturb him make he be naughty. Most of his malay classmate get scared of him. but he really love to tease me . he said im funny. lol.

Malay students,boys especially so naughty they are.some of them didnt even respect the teachers.they just come to school to make friends and make problem. haish,thats y teacher so tired everyday. haha. anywy my lecturer didnt come yet but will come soon, at the end if August i guess,Hope everything will be okay, insya Allah amin :)

okay, see you again.insyaALLAH. bye :) #muahciked xD

August

2015-08-02T02:36:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum :)

yeay ! i still awake at this time. now its already 2.14 am. yes yes i know its still early but since practical, i always fall asleep early.like 12.++ am. see how tired am i ? its not easy to be a teacher nowadays.

Alhamdulillah for all the good news. yeay! my friend got engaged! hahaha. finally !im so happy for that news. i still remember that day when he pm me at fb,then said `hey, this is my address,i want to invite u to my big day`. that time i was 19 and he is 20. i am so surprise n happy for sure after he said he will get marry. but still suspicious y he wanna marry early. then he still keep mesage me at fb . im so wory and keep asking him is his wife okay if he keep mesage me. then atlast,he told me that he just kidding me.shit.hahaha. im really trust him lol.anywy , im happy for u both. im pray for ur happiness. yay,cant wait for ur big dayyy :D y im so excited? hahaha.

oh,its august already. dear november,come fast. my brain keep thinking of vacation vacation vacation and vacation! haha. so where we will go ? we will see xD no matter what, before i finish my degree .i will make sure that i will go to sunway lagoon once again! me is missing vuvuzela xD , bukit tinggi,fraser hill, melacca and genting highland !!! insya allah.hope i can make a visit there with my fav people :D singapore ?hahaha.kbai.

Heh?

2015-07-27T23:12:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum gais. am I too late to wish all of my muslim friendss Eid Mubarak :D. I am really sory for all my mistakes . Please forgive me . 0-0 okay ?

Huh.long time I didnt update this boring blog. But ! I am so surprise when I visit my own blog,there is an unknown entry. I dont know who post that . Myb my account got hacked. not sure. but please guys. dont click any link okay? even me didnt click it. so be carefull. It may be spammed or whatever i dontknow. haha !

how was ur Eid? Mine was good. very very good.Alhamdulillah. I do enjoy Eid this year so much , Thanks to all my beloved family and friends for make my Eid sooo meaningful ,colourful ,cheerful.fulfulful.lol xD and ,if u noticed,i do upload a lot (i guess) of pic in my instag and fb. haha.sory to all my followers if u feel so annoying to see my Eid's selfie again and again.lol. its raya. so chill lah ? haha.

Alhamdulillah, my practical so far so good. I started to love all my students :D even most of them are sooo naughty.haha. Me is so tired. and always fall asleep in the middle of conversation.hahaha. sory you xD so nothing much to say, bye gais, see you when i will see you :) #muahciked

hai awaa,

2015-07-15T11:58:00.001+08:00

hello fellas. hey,im still alive. see, im back. hahaha ! well i guess someone is missing me.hahahaha. i checked my page visitor then i found you.lol. sory for make u waiting for my new entry.keh keh. bajet siaaa. werkkk.kbye :p

i hope this short update can make u smile for the whole month,haha :p

selamat hari raya gais,maaf zahir batin :)
hati hati di jalan raya hokey.

online friend

2015-06-04T02:51:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum earthlings :)

oh god,i think i got insomnia. haha. cant sleep. so let me update my blog :) oh,i got a message from my online friend. he makes me tear xD sis ta kuad. haha xD

i knows him since 2013 if im not mistake. he such a good friend of mine. he is the one who always send me morning text and night text. but for a couples of weeks i didnt get it bcoz he is so busy i guess.then tonight he send me this text. im so touched :`) im gonna miss our chat for sure.we used to talk about cat. he is a cat lover too :) oh i gonna miss you too :/ i hope we will still keep in touch <3 nbsp="" p="">

i am sure most of us got our own online friend. well said,online friend do come and go ,same like reallife friend. but some of them will stay. yeah, i still get contact with my online friend who i know since last six year. wohoo ! most of them are boys. few r girls. thanks for stay.they r like brother sister to me. yeah i feel so comfortable when have chat with them xD amirul ikhwan is one of my online friend who is crazier.hahaha. my friend always think that he is my bf. lol. he`s not. i know him since last five year xD some of them i do met bfore,but some of themnever met.but all of them r crazier like me,thats y we can b friend xD love you xD

boring

2015-05-30T21:38:00.001+08:00

Hye assalamualaikum :)

OMG, im so so sooooo boring. everyone going back hometown.and i dont know what to do. should i go to rawang and watching movies ? hmm. stresss. haha. i sleep too much i guess. i need a life pleaseeee.hahahaha !sayang come back fast pleaseeee. me is missing youu.hahaha. no , im lying :p
any movie suggestion ? masya ALLAH, pkah sedang mereput sengsorang kat sini. kbai .

28 May

2015-05-29T21:40:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum and Hello gaiz xD

Finally, week 14 end . but , still not present viva yet. next monday. hmm ~~ cant wait to end all of this then get prepare for final . Just three paper. hope i can make it. amin :) Oh, me is so boring here. all of my best friend going back hometown. T____________T me is so missing my mom ,dad,family and cat so bad . i want my cat now . wanna hugging and sleep with em . disturb them when they are sleeping. cant wait to going back hometown . but, this sem i need to go back alone. awww~ scary . hmm.

oh anywy , yesterday was 28 May so that means its already a year . how fast time flies. i feel that it just happened but act it alredy a year . insya Allah, i will drive safely for the next time and i hope that will be my first and last xD #throwback :')

and yesterday i attend faculty dinner . the dinner was awesome. im so sad when realize that my coursemate and i will be apart for one sem . sobsss. even im not that close to them, but i still can feel that i will miss all of them . sobssss xD i wish all the best for all of us for our practical. be a good teacher insya Allah . lets exchange the lesson plan meyh ? hehehe.

oh forgot to mention here that i found someone last night. y my junior is so sooooooo so handsomeee? hahahha. sis ta kuad. his face like korean look, tall, not that skinny. but handsome for suree. i hope he is older than me please.hahahahha. well im single anywy :P hahahah. i cant even blink my eyes when look at him xD astaghfirullah hal azim.hahaha.

so here some of pic of the dinner yesterday. bye. see you again :) #muahciked

some of my classmate :)

Happy me is Happy

2015-05-21T02:10:00.000+08:00

Hello earthlings :)
Subahannallah, I love this feeling :) So peaceful and happy without any reason. Alhamdulillah. Thanks Allah .

Yayyyy! all the assignment for this semester is done ! No more stress about assignment anymoreeee :D but but but, thesis. Hai you, please be nice to me okay ? I will focus at only you! YOU:p no one else. trust me . you are the only one. haha xD

Well , next week i have viva presentation, quite nervous and wory bout that. wish me luck. Then the next after next week is study week. This sem i just stay at Tanjung Malim and study here ~~ as on 12 June I'll back hometown :D yayyy,cant wait for that. And i really hope that i can make it again for this sem, Insya Allah. hoping for deanlist again :) Amin.

Omg , i hate the feeling when i start to move on but suddenly im missing you -.- keep strong pkah, u can do it :) saia ta kuad . haha xD Bye.

Random.

2015-05-16T03:39:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum :) Yeay ! I got my own dancing minnion . haha. can you see how happy am i ? muahciked . kekeke :p

Oh last week was a hectic week for me . how happy am i when Friday is coming :D but for upcoming week i will be busy again , T_________T thesis i hate you . eh no im kidding, i love you, yes i do. please be nice to me please , i begging you . saia ta kuad. haha. cant wait to end up this semester . But for next sem i will start be a teacher . omg ? seriously pkah ? hahha. and im not that ready for that . haihh. wish me luck okay .

act, i just finished watch Annabelle , its last year movie but i didnt have time to watched it before bcoz of busy schedule. haha. OMG, quite scary . watching alone .increase the volume and that movie make me screaming several times. haha. last night i watch big hero 6 , omg, i want you BAYMAX ! pleaseee ? . so cute and a good friend. and sad too. sobssss . and i also watched cinderella . this movie is not bad tho . haha. so happy when i found a website that i can watch free online movie with substittle . Thanks admins, love chuu . eh ?

LOVE .Please appreciate the one who love you more than you love em. never hurt them or else, u will regret bcoz of losing them :) Dear you, congrats :) Im so happy to see you with someone who is much more better than me . I am pretty sure she can be a good wife of urs .Ur both look so gorgeous tonight :) I wish you both to have a happy family and have a cute children soon xD . Please pray that i will meet someone who can guide me like you do before . "A good women is only for a good men " Indeed . I need to change myself to be a better muslimah, insya Allah . Amin.

Happy Teachers day . even im not yet be a teacher , but i still got several wishes. Thanks you .Please pray that i can be a good teacher for ur/our children in the future okay.. eh? hahaha. For me, my mom is the best teacher that i ever had . I love you mom . I still remember the day when i got straight A's , and i can see ur tears of happiness. Subahannallah, how nice that feeling .when you are the reason beside ur parent smile . Im sory i always make u wory :( Big thanks to all my teacher :)

I got my own fav teacher ever. He is Cikgu Ismail ,who was my primary school teacher. He teached me in Math. Till now ,im deeply fall in love with math .He always asked my younger sister bout me . i have no idea how he knows that amirah is my younger sister. myb bcoz she look like me :) May Allah bless you sir :)

okay sleepy. good night XD

advice mungkin ?

2015-04-27T04:59:00.000+08:00

did u ever feel so down? that time u cant even breath well. something hard feel in your chest. and you keep asking Allah, why me ? why me? and crying as much as u can . keep blaming on urself. feel so useless . and more.

based on my experience, you should take a deep breath.and change the way u think. think in positive way. why this happened at you,and why not others? its because Allah choosed you, Allah knows you can faced it . just ask Allah for some strenght to faced that. its not easy but put your trust on Allah that something better will coming soon :)

you need to let go something good for something better. indeed! you may think that things is good for you. but the truth is ,it may harm you.so , u will realize it when u got that something better :) trust me. this is what i feel now :) see, Allah plan is better . have faith on Allah :)

oh,never ever take revenge on someone who hurt u or do something bad at you. this world is in a round shape,so let play with it. haha. its my fav person status at whatsapp. and i agreed with him. :) just pray to Allah may that person changed and realise what her/his fault :)

oh,one tips how to move on or forget ur ex is, hahahaha.find a new one. hahahaha. seriously it works xD yes, its work totally.and think, y u should stay with someone who is really useless for you? am i right. haha. tips for you before sleep.bye earthling. good night. life is cruel sometime but look it in different side :) Assalamualaikum :D

Sugar:)

2015-04-20T03:01:00.003+08:00

salam satu rejab :)

alhamdulillah,thanks Allah for give me strength to face all of this :) alhamdulillah,im happy now. thanks for meet me with someone who make me laugh all the time xD am i fall in love . hahaha xD someone who always make all my fav song become worst everytime he sing.hahaha. but his voice so nice.and i fall in love with it. xD oh no stop.i thinking i falling in love xD as usual before sleep keep listening to all of his advice , silly jokes and my fav song, singing by fav person. hiksss . gataii.hahaha. good night love :) and let fasting tomorrow, rejab ia coming. bye :)

R.I.P sayang :')

2015-04-11T21:40:00.001+08:00

Hye Assalamualaikum :)

Yeaaay ! Im at my hometown now . Alhamdulillah . so heaven to be here . with my beloved family and cats. gonna miss them :( tomorrow night i will back to tanjung malim .

Alhamdulillah, im totaly 22 years old now, Thanks for all the wishes, surprise . I really love it . :)I hope for a better year ahead. and thanks for those who are still with me during my ups and down. I love you :) Dear you who deserve it , I love you more . Please come fast. I waiting for you my mr right :) I hope you are doing fine. I am sure we will meet soon :)Insya Allah. Amin.

well said, i didnt do any assignment till now. hahaha. well im spend my holiday well . ihiks.

you know what, the day i reached home i saw one of my cat got sick. Omg, pity her. i cant even see she suffer like that. My tears cant stop flow . my mom alredy took her to vet before. two times. but her condition become worst everytime back from vet. Myb the doctor give her wrong meds. then i ask my mom to take her to specialist next day . but , she passed away on that morning. so sad :'( before i go to tanjung malim, she so healthy and cute. then when i came back homtown, she so skinny .pity her. RIP poktam .

Oh well , I think i am a good stalker.Hahahaa ! i just can laugh by knowing all of these facts , Crazy ! seriously thats all are crazy enough . its so wow. it make me so impress after know the truth lol. RIP sayang. kekeke xD Its better get hurt by the truth than happy with all the lies :) anywy i heard you dead ? Al fatihah :/ sobss sobss.

Thanks Allah, for save me, showing me everything :) Even i do a lot of sin, you still love me . Subahannallah . I know you have a better plan for me in future. and i have faith on you . I hope you give me strenght to faced all of this :)its hurts tho. We just can planned , but ur plan is better :)