~CLOUD~

2012-01-02T12:13:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year everyone=D
new life for 2012=D

i am turning twenty,*20*!!
kinda freak me out=.=
but nevermind,
i think i am still bok bok chui like an apple XD

in this going-to-the-end-of-the-world year=.=
i am going to do a lot of things,

i will have my internship start after CNY,
i swear i will not skip the work like i've skipped the classes in college=.=,
i wish my boss and collegues treat me nicely,likeabossLOL,
i wish i dunid to climb up to those high rise buildings,

iwishmybosswillincreasemyallowancealthoughitisimpossibleXD,

(everyone have this kind of thought for my job,
like,爬高高装电线，
but i am ELECTRONIC student!!not electrical!!
some will go to the high rise buildings to fix the circuit though,
scaryyyy~~~)

i will have my sexy body come back to me before CNY，
at least look nice in my new year clothes,
i will train my waist and make the 腰窝 appear in this year(i swear!),
make my butt 又翘又圆，XD

i will save more in this year,
at least every month i will save 30% of allowance from my mom=.=
i will train my will power,
to control my desire for sinful-delicious-cant-stop-my-saliva-to-drop foods,
to not procrastinate for my works,
to not buy anything useless and cause a hole in my pocket,
to not sleep late everyday(except this two weeks,examXD)
to not care those RETARD who trying to ruin my happy life,

i wish i can celebrate every christmas's eve with my boy(the day of our anniversary=)),
i wish we can get more sweet and sweet until the day we die=)
what i wish the most is my parents can always stay safe ,healthly, and happily=)
they are my precious things,erm,precious humanXD in my life=)

i wish my friend can get into the university they want,
get a bf or gf and brighten their lifeXD
everyone mature like a woman and pretty like a girl=D

still alot more in my wish list,
but it is not that important than my love one=)
really hope everyone beside me have their good life in this new year=)

going ciao to study,
will continue after my exam=)

2011-11-07T02:19:00.002+08:00

nothing much special about november,
life as usual, busy like shit=.=
rushing for coursework,
tried not to procrastinate,
yeap, i'm "bit bit" succeedXD
at least better than last sem, last last sem, last last last sem...(lame)
i seldom go back to hometown this sem=(
i miss my parents damn much can...=(

my boy has move out to stay nearby me,
at least i dont need to worry about my dinner,
he will settle itXD
the bad thing about it is,
i cant diet=.=
hehe,
ciaoo~~

2011-10-25T21:56:00.002+08:00

我要结婚！！！
你几时才要娶我？？T^T
莉莉，你明白我的感觉对吗？XD
其实好想快点结婚，
可是现实就是现实啊~~
我忍~~。。。T^T
忍到二十五，
你不娶我，
我就离家出走，一辈子也别想找到我，嘿嘿~~
唉~~
任性的想法，
不发泄出来，
我怕我真的会失控去行动，
我明白我明白，
不要怕，
讲爽的，
我知道什么是理智=.=

2011-10-12T22:52:00.002+08:00

my college life is ------lifeless...

2011-09-08T22:00:00.000+08:00

重复的重复的看着。。。
心里的感觉。。
我又怎么了。。。

2011-08-23T00:43:00.002+08:00

曾经的一切一切，
不管是我的，他的，你的，
都埋藏在心里的最最最深处了，
释然了，
该是时候，认真地活着以后的每一秒每一刻，
老爸总说，做人不要太复杂，
以前我总是觉得背负着罪孽，
一步错，步步错，
他让我感觉平凡，
人就是可以简简单单，
为自己的梦想奋斗，
最原始，最单纯的=）

我知道，我是一切一切的元凶，
我现在真心的，也很单纯的，
为我对你所做的事情对你感到抱歉，
不是在虚伪，
我不会说话，字句也不知道能不能把我的歉意传达给你，
但，是很真诚的，
希望你可以过的很好，知道你可以，也知道你已经可以。。。

与其说他是我的天使，不如说，他是我的阳光，（很肉麻吧？=））
每天听着他的笑，心都好暖好暖，
或许，这就是我要的，
简简单单，却又带点温热，
每天斗着嘴，可能就这样一辈子了，
是吗？=）

2011-06-28T18:16:00.002+08:00

疯的岁月，不多，过去了，
对不起和谢谢，听腻了吧？
也累了，
放纵自己，一发不可收拾，
才发现，两败俱伤，
一边忘记，一边放开，
跟着心，
选择，
自私，
是我的错，
个过个的，比较好过，
过去已过去。。

2011-06-01T14:25:00.000+08:00

生活总是那么像电影。。。

2011-05-06T18:22:00.002+08:00

你说，我变了，
你说，我已不再是原来的我，
你说，我不再真的开心真的笑，
你说什么？
单纯？
是吗？
你忘了吗？
当我还是傻笑，开开心心的时候，
是谁？是谁很不屑的叫我可以不要酱傻吗？
当我纯纯真真的过我的生活，
是谁？是谁叫我成熟点，多用脑筋想想？
狠，
是我印象里的你，
是你狠狠的踩碎我的纯真，
是你教会我戴面具做人，
是你教我这世界有多现实，
是你啊~你忘了吗？
“我不想再让别人欺负你”
你说过对吧？
“虽然我也会伤害你”
接上一句话，你说的，
我辛苦？
我伪装？
不，你错了，
我不是伪装啊，
我是整个人已蜕变成这样了，
现在的我就是我啊。。。

看不透吗？
以前的我，要的很单纯，
而你教会我，不要轻易让人看透，
凭什么？凭什么你现在反过来说这些话？
没错，你说的话，一针见血，
但，对我已没用，
是你教我的

2011-05-05T10:03:00.002+08:00

"If you love two persons,select the second,coz u wont love others if you truly love the 1st"

i saw this quote everywhere...

2011-04-20T11:18:00.000+08:00

想去海边啦~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2011-04-05T00:02:00.002+08:00

不再纯真，不再朴素，不再单纯，
只想抹掉，一身的罪，
对你和他，做出选择，
选择了，不再是当初，
心亦正亦邪，
为什么？
不再是原来的我。

环境吗？
贪慕虚荣吗？
谁对谁错？
不能怪，
当初也有好过，
是我，
亦进入世俗，
邪恶世界，
带领着我们，
一起走向地狱，
从众人眼光，
你得到安慰，
我得到厌恶，
是我吗？
不再狡辩，
因我，已不是正方。。。

谁思念谁，重要吗？
谁撩拨谁心房，
是谁谁谁的错？
是我吗？
我该死吗？
我贱吗？
人心落点，
被谁利用了，
感谢，
我还有一丝理智，
却，
犯下了错，
该诚实？假装？
还是？？？
你能告诉我吗？
跟着我，
沉沦吧，
奔向地狱。

去吃大便

2011-03-24T13:56:00.002+08:00

前几天，跟雄母看回以前跟她们一起去旅行的video，
变得太多，阿诗，该把video放上非死不可吗？=）
心里一阵澎湃，大家，来一次毕生难忘之旅吧！！！
不要再放飞机了~~~~
诗，记得“山竹”之事吗？？
莉，“香艳”的video~~
还有你们一个两个读中六的，
不要拿考试来搪塞，
spm也是酱死过来的，
快点，挤出你们一个礼拜大便的时间，
你们一个两个不要再nuo了，
不然去吃大便

2011-03-21T11:45:00.002+08:00

这星期又呆在猫家，
雄母的雄公从森林里出没在这城市里，
被雄母一掌推来了这里，唉~~

一早爬起来，眼睛都干死的睁不开，
一身轻装，只带了皮包和电话，
去了金马伦。
一直以来以为，长酱dua kuo(大块）料，应该不会晕车，
tmd 只玩了一下psp, 就有吐意了,
我怀孕了！！！！！！！！！！

开玩笑的=.=o0o
在那里看花看草看树木，
看到很漂亮的lavender,
正兴冲冲的跑过去的时候，
定了一下，雷了，
我不是很讨厌花吗？
girly的东西，girly=geli
当下保持淡漠形象。。。干！！我何必酱辛苦，
不管，大看特看，
原来我的range不止花，
买了很多菜，
因为不是我的钱...善哉善哉，
雄母，我们有草吃了！！！！
啦啦啦~~

在一个地方停了下来，
看鸡看鸟看乌龟，
大小乌龟，
中间一条大便，
很像baby lao 青赛（请用福建）的感觉，
呵呵

回家途中，眼睛突然怪怪的，眨了几下，戳了几下，又睡回去了，
中途起来，看到撞车耶，两辆车各自不见了一半，人有几严重我不懂，断手断脚算不错了，
eh，不对，视觉怪怪的，
我的右边隐形眼镜不见了，
不懂是跑了进去还是落出来了，
算，
迟钝到今天大便的时候，
想到，如果跑进去，
隐形眼镜在我的眼睛后面烂掉怎么办？
流到我的脑中产生化学作用导致我成为智障怎么办？
大完了，
算，
到时再说，
啦啦啦~~

buai~

2011-02-10T14:41:00.002+08:00

抱着有着熟悉，他的味道的枕头，
躺在床上，想念着他，
想着昨天还在他怀抱里起来，
经历了整个晚上经痛的折磨，
他却不会不耐烦，
反而关心我有没有睡到，
却忘了他也给我吵起来过，
想着这几天他抱着我入眠，
虽然幸福，却也讨厌，
讨厌他让我习惯和沉迷于其中，
让我小小失眠，
这是第一次，别人的怀抱能让我如此眷恋，
能让我安眠整夜。。。

2011-01-23T19:33:00.002+08:00

sem break for 3 weeks plus,
1st fews day i was shopping with my cat and px,
bought lots of clothes,
quite satisfied although spent lots of money,
coz if compare with segamat,
clothes at kl are more cheaper than segamat,
came back few days le,
watched drama,read novel,facebook,
did all the same things everyday,
i have to say,
its like a miracle coz i din gt bored with its,
i'm easily gt bored with evrything,
y har?
i'm nt a person that like to try new things,
bt i'm easily gt bored with old things,
wat a weird ppl i'm=.=
and this make my cat lose of confidence,
he tot he is the 1 who making my life so boring,
he said 'i'm a failed bf",
poor guy~~
muack!!

and this holiday,
my family tot that i'm insane,
coz i cleaned the whole house,
washed the dishes after eating,
dried clothes,iron clothes,
sapu and mop the floor,
they said "有了男友就是不一样，早知道就应该早点paktor~"
my realistic family,=.=
i juz dun wan my mom so sun fu,
she wake up 1 o'clock almost everyday tis month,
and i'm so free nw, y dun i help her?

my cat the 4th of cny oni come my house,
miss him so much,
miss him burp in front of me,
miss him goyang his butt in front of me=.=,
miss him act cute in front of me,
miss his huggie,
miss his smell,yes,smell,nt smile,
miss his smile too,
miss him alot alot~~~

For You

2010-12-07T23:15:00.003+08:00

I'm tired of everything,
coursework and exam driving me crazy,
sick of this kind of life...

babe,i noe you are worry,
but plz dun,
i went through these kind of things,this kind of fear,
i noe wat it is,
when i say nothing, that means nothing,
i easily gt pissed off when you ask"wat if"
but i din show it,
coz i noe you really scare,
this question dy haunted you for 1week,
is that worth when i noe it wont happen?
trust me babe,it really wont happen...

2010-10-10T10:43:00.002+08:00

3/10/10
我跟我的车提前庆祝我的生日，
we went ts n sungai wang at 11 sth,
at 1st we want to watch "the revenge of the king cobra"
but it dy started bout 20 minutes,
next show at 7pm,
so i gave up,
so den we go shopping for a while,
and nth much to buy,
we go idk wat it called the pizza restaurant ,
we ate a lot,
the food there nice^^thumb up,
and the price stil affordable for students like us^^
but,we ended up nth to do,
den we decided to go back his home,
when we were on the way to bus stop,
a foreign buruh passed by us,
and he stared at me,
and,my car annoyed and become frustrated,
'if he dare to touch you even a hair,i will beng 9 him!'
LOL...
hahaha~~~
cat become tiger dy,
i think all my best frens noe that he is a cat when normal time,
evryday meow meow me in front of themXD
kl is like that de lo bi,
we juz have to careful and protect ourself nicely den can le lo><
and we reached his home,
nth to do,
waited and waited,
until dinner time,
aunt and uncle bring us to the idk mayb is"the ship" western restaurant,
when i saw the price on the menu,
i was like"cb!so expensive!"
aunt kept persuaded me to eat the steak,
but sorry aunt,
i really not human if i order it,
i dun wan and really really paiseh,
so ended up with ordered a black pepper chicken chop,
the cheapest,i think and i hope so==
while waiting for our food,
i was admiring the surrounding there,
quite beautiful and gt the feeling like we really on a ship,a ancient western ship,
so i take oni a few photo since i was so paiseh in front of them,
and my cat(from now on i will call him'my cat')
kept asking me to take the photo of the toilet there==
i juz ignored him...XP
den went back home le...

4/10/10
actual day of my birthday,
nth to do though,
no celebration for that day coz we have class until 4pm,
so...the end

9/10/10
i went to his house,
and i was watching gong ju ga dou(hong kong drama) while he was helping me to install the program that we nid in this sem,
and time flies==,
lunch time,
we went to pudu there, and ate dim sum,
quite nice but very full~~~
coz aunt really ordered tons of food~~
den while we were resting after lunch,
aunt suddenly suggested'jom,we go cameron'
LOL~~~
she was so bored until she kept saying want to bring us游山玩水，
really lol99...
den went back his home,
i asked my cat to do me 琵琶膏 coz i'm little bit sore throat~~
and i drank a bottle of water,
and den aunt made us watermelon juice,
my stomach was full of water==
and den we went to gym,
i do anything that can help my butt become smaller and smaller==
ended up with 脚软~~
and den i and aunt went for sauna and steam,
fuu,at 1st very very hot,
but after a few minutes became very berry comfortable,
i think i'm lovin itXD
den bath,den came out,den "wau!"
sexy ladde inside the changing room,
i felt like want to nose bleeding dy even i'm a girl too~~
wiuweet~~~nice view~~
den after that,
we went to eat roti canai idk wer the place it is,
nice nice^^again thumb up
but i was feeling dizzy after that,
and after reached my home,
i puke,
puke everything out of my stomach,
sibehtired,
but luckily after i puke,
i felt better,
mayb juz too tired><
den i stil can fb until 2am sth><
*end*

2010-10-02T12:46:00.002+08:00

gt my result yesterday,
out of my expectation,higher than my expectation,><
the subject that i tot will fail de gt A-,wtf~~~
and the math,i think you all noe i challenging myself in the exam,
i chose to do the question that i interested rather than the question easy for me,
and i gt B+ for my math,
amitofo din fail><,
and and,
my CGPA is less than car by 0.06...
sad dou~~~~even my mom oso said me 酱差的T.T
but anyway,
stil satisfied,
and congratz to my car,
keep it up ya dear,
and i will beat you 99 tis sem,
XD

p/s:and thank you shealy--->我的爱,help me to do somethingXD

2010-09-21T11:34:00.002+08:00

result result result

that's all in my mind

kanninabuehcibai

HANBEEWOON

i feel like want to slap you 99

you memang cb betul tao

apa otak you ni

apa pun tak tau

sleep la

sleep in lecture

sleep in tutorial

wat kind of cb student you are

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2010-09-14T13:58:00.002+08:00

my car car is going back dyT.T
i will very very berry miss him~~~~~~~~~~~~
the day without him will be very suffering~~~~~~
luckily gt my frens,
but,
they all oso 1 pair 1 pair 1~~~
how sad~~~
leave me and my car car separate far far~~~
wuwu~~~
yesterday,
car car suddenly look at me,
and said:"tis is 悲伤de kiss kiss"
我就被扑倒了=="
就嘟起他的嘴，
我就一巴扫过去，“滚开！”
他就黏在墙壁动也不动^^V

over

2010-09-06T19:10:00.002+08:00

Finally the exam is over,
i'm happy and relax,
but stil,
i 'm kinda worry about my basic electronic,
95% to fail~~
die~~~~~~~~
if fail, den my scholar all gone,
habis~~
juz now my mom called me,
i told her that this time my result really really sucks that maybe i will no longer maintain the scholar...
she said"dun worry la, your dad and me stil can afford your fees..."
how sad,
hope that it wont happened...

today,after exam
i and car,
went to timesquare,
we watched piranha,
i tell you,

it really sucks!

the oni thing that can attract me is when the piranha attack ppl,
woo~~
in a few second,
a live man left tulang...
and my car ,
asked me,
"you want to go out ma?"
i said "if you scare den close your eyes"
"i'm nt scare ,juz very disgusting.."
ended up with he stil sat beside me,
coz he knew that i love such a violent and disgusting scenes,
wee~~~
love you ya^^muack

2moro balik kampung~~
woohoo~~
i miss SEGAMAT,
i miss my PARENTS,
i miss my BROTHER,
and, i miss my FRENS=)

SOHAI

2010-09-02T21:15:00.003+08:00

前几天在朋友的fb status shoot 了一个sohai,
其实对我来说，
那也不算shoot了，
不算shoot 的shoot 就已经得到酱大的回响，==
真的shoot 下去，
他应该会哭一个礼拜有余吧，
而且还是个男的==
话说，
我就是不明白，
明明很勤劳在读书的人，
偏偏要扮到
‘我也是没有读勒~’
我就只是说了一句，
‘在跟心仪的对象聊天还是打f_i机？’
起初没有怎样，
去看他的部落格的时候，
用了几多的形容词，
huiyoo~~~
给他鼓鼓掌，
大概内容如下：
"你不要以为做了少奶奶就了不起”
“跟course rep.拍拖就了不起”
“lcly”
。。。
之类的。。。
几geng下，
我只觉得好笑，
有几久没经历过这本该是女子之间才会发生的事==
我都不懂几时做了少奶奶==
我在想，如果他在segamat,
给我们那gang shoot 到去跳segamat河都有，
过后在fb跟他chat了几句，
他说，我没有怪你们，是你们不了解我，
我o0o，cb啦，你以为我们在跟你低头？
你等下辈子在我们面前头都抬不起来==
betul betul sohai...
我们没有想要了解你，
因为你没资格，
不要讲他liao~
等下他讲我们害他转校~~
lalala~
我的车很dulan下，
不过还好还好，
我们把他当sohai看待，
只是我的车跑去警告人家==

明天的数学考卷过了，
拜一考最后一张就可以balik kampung liao~~
我爱SEGAMAT~~

2010-08-22T23:07:00.001+08:00

睡到十点多才起来，==
来到这里睡到最迟的第一次，
以前在家，可以睡到一两点，
差太多了，
会不会让身体太累？
who noe

拿着衣服下楼洗，
看到白板写着东西，
“Ruvian&佩欣：下午两点半有人要来看小房”
==
我想擦掉那个R，
又很懒惰，
就算了，
真的变到很很很懒惰，
车宠出来的，
快点去骂他，
要什么坐着等就好了，
跟以前的某些情况相似，
但是以前要经过风风雨雨才改过，
现在又跑出来了，
现在想自己先改，
不要再有大风大浪出现在我的感情，
感觉很不好的==

八婆一直在猜测是男的还是女的（房客），
我们都希望是女的，
女的比较干净嘛~
果然，
两点半，从窗口望出去，
是两个女的来看，
没戴隐形眼镜，
放弃八卦，
只是从隔壁一直传来恐怖的笑声，
我祈祷希望不是声音的主人要租，
谢天谢地，
我的愿望实现，
小惠（二房东）来敲门，
“一个小时后那个女生会搬来”
==囧，
那么快，
来了，
开门让他们进来，
她的朋友有一个就问我们什么course的，
一个sot,一个sbs,
指着八婆，“他看起来就比较会玩”
指着我“你果然是这科的，看起来很认真”
囧，
知道事实真相的ho 你们

还有两天就考试了，
还是没有动力，
就是所谓的motivation,
他不要来找我，
我也没力找他，
谁可以帮我找他来？

听着歌，八婆睡了（她明天要早早去学校发愤图强）
很无聊，
还是找车比较好，
不然又要emo 了。。。

2010-08-21T22:35:00.003+08:00

"eh,文诗来kl咩？”八婆问。

“是啊，你不懂咩？”

“将做么不要找他？”

“打咯（电话）”

打了两三次，

终于接通了，

约了她ts 见，

就匆匆忙忙的出去了。

出去之前打了通电话给车，

他说五点半就要回了，

我直接叫他不要来更好，

“不要耶~我可以去吗？”（无辜的声音）

如果他在我面前，

猫咪的表情都做得出来，

我可以想象==

带着兴奋的心情，

连平时都把身体靠在escalator的我，

都会快快的爬上去，

就是为了见诗跟shopping...

wee~~~

连八婆都说：“we are alive!”

还一边唱“my life is brillliant..."==

看到诗了，

就分开走了，

他跟佩欣，

我跟车，

各买各的，

八婆问做么你们不要买情侣衣？

我很自然的o0o

在我旁边的那个，

又在用无辜的眼神，真的很无辜的问，

你几时才要跟我一起穿？

我放弃，我投降，

狠下心，选了一套，

感觉还不错啦，

不过还是觉得怪怪的，

因为我，唐美云，竟然会买。。。

我现在要存钱买手表跟相机，

请控制我，不要给我乱花钱

我的车~~